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Because Tong Xin's family encountered two family difficulties in those years, not only did they bear heavy family debts, but also caused Tong Xin to drop out of school and stay at home twice.
In order to help the family pay off their debts, Tong Xin, who was young, has followed his parents to dig garbage dumps, pick up waste, dig wild vegetables, go down the river to touch fish, help others farm, harvest land, pick up firewood in the ridges of the fields, set up stalls in the vegetable market, raise livestock, poultry, work as a small worker, work as a porter, and have used brick blanks in brick kiln factories...
In short, Tong Xin has almost done all the dirty and tiring tasks in the countryside.
Since Tong Xin became sensible, his parents have taught him to be a self-reliant person.
No matter what he has experienced, carried, suffered, and suffered, it is nothing to Tong Xin.
In his outlook on life, as long as he has a positive and upward attitude, indomitable tenacity and unyielding fighting spirit, no difficulties or hardships can stop Tong Xin from moving forward
When he was in elementary school, Tong Xin's grandmother fell seriously ill. He took a leave of absence from school for two years. Later, when he was in junior high school, his father accidentally fell and Tong Xin took a leave of absence from school for another year.
Although Tong Xin has taken two breaks, his courses have never been missed. When his parents are free, they will help him tutor his homework. When they return to school again, Tong Xin's academic performance can still be maintained at the upper and middle level of the whole school.
The two experiences of taking a break made Tong Xin very eager to go to school. Every time he returned to school, he cherished the hard-won learning opportunities.
Tong Xin knew in his heart that his parents placed all their hopes on him. All he could do was to get into an ideal school through his own continuous efforts and hard study. The best reward for his parents is to change the fate of others.
Because of the break from school, Tong Xin is a few years older than the classmates in the same class. As for the discussions and sarcasm behind everyone, he has long been accustomed to it.
However, the ridicule and discrimination of the classmates did not shake or shatter his ambition to study
Hard work pays off. In the middle school entrance examination, Tong Xin was admitted to the only provincial key high school in the county with the first place in the township.
Since high school, Tong Xin has been working hard to use every penny given by his family.
He used his spare time to work as a small worker on the construction site, worked as a waiter in a hotel, pulled goods for the wholesale department, picked up garbage dumps, worked as a tutor, set up stalls in the morning and evening markets, etc. Although he didn't earn much money, it was enough for him to spend all kinds of expenses during high school. He also praised the small amount of money he saved for college.
These dirty and tiring work are not what teenagers should do. However, in order to reduce the burden on the family, Tong Xin not only does not feel hard or tired, but instead enjoys another happiness by himself.
The fruits like Tong Xin who does not steal or rob, rely on his own wisdom and hardworking hands to earn his own strength. The happy satisfaction and sense of accomplishment also enriches his life experience.
It is the self-reliant experience that makes Tong Xin easy to do anything, and this life experience makes him understand that one must rely on oneself to have hope.
If a person matures too early, it may not be a good thing, but it will backfire.
Since the first half of my senior year of high school, Tong Xin's heart has undergone subtle changes.
In the early and mid-1990s, with the further acceleration of market economy reform, many people rushed to the economic wave in order to catch up with another development opportunity.
The heat wave of economic development and the bad trends presented in society continue to fill his young brain and eyes.
Perhaps it is troubled by the family living environment, or perhaps it is influenced by the idea of making money. Tong Xin's ideological understanding at that time was very complicated. Because the economic development during that period was rapid, the social order was somewhat chaotic. Various industries that were playing the edge of the law were blooming. Under the influence of this general environment, Tong Xin lost his direction and had a deviation in his ideological understanding. Forgetting that knowledge is the source of all wealth.
He learned to skip classes, did not concentrate on listening in class, did not participate in morning and evening self-study, and his grades plummeted even more
I became indifferent to the university goals I set and thought that even if I went to university, I would not be very useful. As long as I had money, I would have thoughts that constantly washed away his immature mind.
Money is the first, and the idea of materialism has formed naive ideas. Tong Xin even gave up his studies and worked hard at the forefront of economic development.
He naively thought that relying on his own little wisdom could create his own world, but he didn't know that the turbulent world of flowers was as simple as he imagined
During that time, Tong Xin took a detour and was infected with bad habits in society. He met some slutty guys in society and hang out with them all day long as they call them brothers and brothers.
Game hall, billiards room, video hall, roller skating rink, singing and dancing restaurant, and bar have become their must-visit place every day
In such a complicated and chaotic place, Tong Xin met some social people who made him envious. These people lived in the decayed life of drunken and gold, and were huddled in high-end places, spending a lot of money in their hands at will. The beautiful woman was radiant, and the mysterious ability and new things of calling the wind and rain blinded and misled his thoughts for a while. However, behind the glamorous things were the dirty things that were not worth it or the filthy that was too shameful.
Influenced by these people, Tong Xin learned to smoke, drink, go to restaurants, and use his mentality to be obsessed with the gambling machine in the game hall.
Gambling is so fast that it can often win hundreds or thousands of dollars in just a few hours, which is more than he earns in a month when he worked hard to set up a stall and work as a small worker.
At the beginning, Tong Xin could still control himself. Every time he made a small fight, he would win a little money. After winning the money, he would eat and drink with a group of guys.
Because money is coming quickly, Tong Xin slowly gave up those dirty and tiring jobs and began to become addicted to it.
As desire and greed continue to increase, he lost all the money he had won and the money he had accumulated.
People who like to gambling will have this kind of heart. Once they lose all, they will try their best to get some money and continue to bet.
Tong Xin is no exception. Losing all the money will definitely make you upset. In a state of chaos in your brain and mind, people will inevitably have to do some stupid things that ruin your whole life, but the consequences of crimes that endanger society are too serious. If you really embark on that path of no return, your whole life will be over.
After careful consideration, Tong Xin's mind was also clear. After waking up, he regretted that he shouldn't be addicted to it.
Why……
It really fits the old saying, don't look back if you don't hit the wall
People who lose money understand the principle of cheating nine out of ten gambling, but once they get addicted to gambling, they will lose themselves. This is a common problem of human greed.
Looking back and think about it carefully, how can people who can turn on gambling machines to make money lose money? It seems that putting some water in a gambling venue to make you win a little money. That is because people don’t give you some sweetness, will you continue to bet?
Machines are made by humans and controlled in their hands. To put it bluntly, if you want you to win, you can win. If you want you to lose money, you will lose all your money.
After Tong Xin understood the tricks and tricks inside, he thought about getting back the lost money, but things were not as simple as he thought. The guys around him could not borrow the power, and he could not fight against the bosses behind the scenes with black and white backgrounds. In the end, he could only admit that he was unlucky, even if he had learned from his mistakes.
Tong Xin learned to drink flower wine, pick up girls, fight, and follow a group of people to mingle in various places and inevitably have disputes and frictions with some gangsters in society. They are jealous for women, fight for their loyalty, or impulsive after drinking.
Tong Xin was dealt with by the police station because of the fight. This experience also brought him a lot of trouble and left a bad mark on the hearts of many people.
During that time, many people hid away like seeing the plague god. He was abandoned and isolated by the people around him like a motherless child. The feeling of loss and negative emotions in his heart were filled with his immature heart
Due to his immature mind, he learned to give up on himself, learn to be indifferent to anything, and learn to hang out with bad people in society.
Due to the intuitive temptation of money, his attitude towards his life has also changed. His mind is thinking about how to make money and earn more money to live a better life he has done. He became his only goal of life at that time.
Because Tong Xin's family encountered two family difficulties in those years, not only did they bear heavy family debts, but also caused Tong Xin to drop out of school and stay at home twice.
In order to help the family pay off their debts, Tong Xin, who was young, has followed his parents to dig garbage dumps, pick up waste, dig wild vegetables, go down the river to touch fish, help others farm, harvest land, pick up firewood in the ridges of the fields, set up stalls in the vegetable market, raise livestock, poultry, work as a small worker, work as a porter, and have used brick blanks in brick kiln factories...
In short, Tong Xin has almost done all the dirty and tiring tasks in the countryside.
Since Tong Xin became sensible, his parents have taught him to be a self-reliant person.
No matter what he has experienced, carried, suffered, and suffered, it is nothing to Tong Xin.
In his outlook on life, as long as he has a positive and upward attitude, indomitable tenacity and unyielding fighting spirit, no difficulties or hardships can stop Tong Xin from moving forward
When he was in elementary school, Tong Xin's grandmother fell seriously ill. He took a leave of absence from school for two years. Later, when he was in junior high school, his father accidentally fell and Tong Xin took a leave of absence from school for another year.
Although Tong Xin has taken two breaks, his courses have never been missed. When his parents are free, they will help him tutor his homework. When they return to school again, Tong Xin's academic performance can still be maintained at the upper and middle level of the whole school.
The two experiences of taking a break made Tong Xin very eager to go to school. Every time he returned to school, he cherished the hard-won learning opportunities.
Tong Xin knew in his heart that his parents placed all their hopes on him. All he could do was to get into an ideal school through his own continuous efforts and hard study. The best reward for his parents is to change the fate of others.
Because of the break from school, Tong Xin is a few years older than the classmates in the same class. As for the discussions and sarcasm behind everyone, he has long been accustomed to it.
However, the ridicule and discrimination of the classmates did not shake or shatter his ambition to study
Hard work pays off. In the middle school entrance examination, Tong Xin was admitted to the only provincial key high school in the county with the first place in the township.
Since high school, Tong Xin has been working hard to use every penny given by his family.
He used his spare time to work as a small worker on the construction site, worked as a waiter in a hotel, pulled goods for the wholesale department, picked up garbage dumps, worked as a tutor, set up stalls in the morning and evening markets, etc. Although he didn't earn much money, it was enough for him to spend all kinds of expenses during high school. He also praised the small amount of money he saved for college.
These dirty and tiring work are not what teenagers should do. However, in order to reduce the burden on the family, Tong Xin not only does not feel hard or tired, but instead enjoys another happiness by himself.
The fruits like Tong Xin who does not steal or rob, rely on his own wisdom and hardworking hands to earn his own strength. The happy satisfaction and sense of accomplishment also enriches his life experience.
It is the self-reliant experience that makes Tong Xin easy to do anything, and this life experience makes him understand that one must rely on oneself to have hope.
If a person matures too early, it may not be a good thing, but it will backfire.
Since the first half of my senior year of high school, Tong Xin's heart has undergone subtle changes.
In the early and mid-1990s, with the further acceleration of market economy reform, many people rushed to the economic wave in order to catch up with another development opportunity.
The heat wave of economic development and the bad trends presented in society continue to fill his young brain and eyes.
Perhaps it is troubled by the family living environment, or perhaps it is influenced by the idea of making money. Tong Xin's ideological understanding at that time was very complicated. Because the economic development during that period was rapid, the social order was somewhat chaotic. Various industries that were playing the edge of the law were blooming. Under the influence of this general environment, Tong Xin lost his direction and had a deviation in his ideological understanding. Forgetting that knowledge is the source of all wealth.
He learned to skip classes, did not concentrate on listening in class, did not participate in morning and evening self-study, and his grades plummeted even more
I became indifferent to the university goals I set and thought that even if I went to university, I would not be very useful. As long as I had money, I would have thoughts that constantly washed away his immature mind.
Money is the first, and the idea of materialism has formed naive ideas. Tong Xin even gave up his studies and worked hard at the forefront of economic development.
He naively thought that relying on his own little wisdom could create his own world, but he didn't know that the turbulent world of flowers was as simple as he imagined
During that time, Tong Xin took a detour and was infected with bad habits in society. He met some slutty guys in society and hang out with them all day long as they call them brothers and brothers.
Game hall, billiards room, video hall, roller skating rink, singing and dancing restaurant, and bar have become their must-visit place every day
In such a complicated and chaotic place, Tong Xin met some social people who made him envious. These people lived in the decayed life of drunken and gold, and were huddled in high-end places, spending a lot of money in their hands at will. The beautiful woman was radiant, and the mysterious ability and new things of calling the wind and rain blinded and misled his thoughts for a while. However, behind the glamorous things were the dirty things that were not worth it or the filthy that was too shameful.
Influenced by these people, Tong Xin learned to smoke, drink, go to restaurants, and use his mentality to be obsessed with the gambling machine in the game hall.
Gambling is so fast that it can often win hundreds or thousands of dollars in just a few hours, which is more than he earns in a month when he worked hard to set up a stall and work as a small worker.
At the beginning, Tong Xin could still control himself. Every time he made a small fight, he would win a little money. After winning the money, he would eat and drink with a group of guys.
Because money is coming quickly, Tong Xin slowly gave up those dirty and tiring jobs and began to become addicted to it.
As desire and greed continue to increase, he lost all the money he had won and the money he had accumulated.
People who like to gambling will have this kind of heart. Once they lose all, they will try their best to get some money and continue to bet.
Tong Xin is no exception. Losing all the money will definitely make you upset. In a state of chaos in your brain and mind, people will inevitably have to do some stupid things that ruin your whole life, but the consequences of crimes that endanger society are too serious. If you really embark on that path of no return, your whole life will be over.
After careful consideration, Tong Xin's mind was also clear. After waking up, he regretted that he shouldn't be addicted to it.
Why……
It really fits the old saying, don't look back if you don't hit the wall
People who lose money understand the principle of cheating nine out of ten gambling, but once they get addicted to gambling, they will lose themselves. This is a common problem of human greed.
Looking back and think about it carefully, how can people who can turn on gambling machines to make money lose money? It seems that putting some water in a gambling venue to make you win a little money. That is because people don’t give you some sweetness, will you continue to bet?
Machines are made by humans and controlled in their hands. To put it bluntly, if you want you to win, you can win. If you want you to lose money, you will lose all your money.
After Tong Xin understood the tricks and tricks inside, he thought about getting back the lost money, but things were not as simple as he thought. The guys around him could not borrow the power, and he could not fight against the bosses behind the scenes with black and white backgrounds. In the end, he could only admit that he was unlucky, even if he had learned from his mistakes.
Tong Xin learned to drink flower wine, pick up girls, fight, and follow a group of people to mingle in various places and inevitably have disputes and frictions with some gangsters in society. They are jealous for women, fight for their loyalty, or impulsive after drinking.
Tong Xin was dealt with by the police station because of the fight. This experience also brought him a lot of trouble and left a bad mark on the hearts of many people.
During that time, many people hid away like seeing the plague god. He was abandoned and isolated by the people around him like a motherless child. The feeling of loss and negative emotions in his heart were filled with his immature heart
Due to his immature mind, he learned to give up on himself, learn to be indifferent to anything, and learn to hang out with bad people in society.
Due to the intuitive temptation of money, his attitude towards his life has also changed. His mind is thinking about how to make money and earn more money to live a better life he has done. He became his only goal of life at that time.
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