Chapter 15

It was already late at night, and the moon was hanging in the air. A few white clouds in the sky slowly floated over the black silk satin-like night, occasionally covering up the bright moonlight

I walked aimlessly, there were no pedestrians on the street, and a few dim street lights shone on the gray concrete road to the distance

My mind was a little dizzy. What Lao He said just now had a great impact on me

Before I knew it, I had arrived at the riverside

The river breeze on a winter night was a bit cold, and there was the woods in front of me. It was the first time that I felt different from my mother...

The leaves have all fallen, and only the sprouted branches are left, swaying gently in the cold wind

I didn't feel cold, all my consciousness was concentrated in Lao He's words

What does Lao He mean?

Want to break up with mom?

I should be happy, but why am I a little sad for my mother?

Lao He said that his mother has someone in her heart, who is that?

Dad has been dead for many years and eighteen years. Even if my mother misses him, she should accept the reality.

Who could that be?

Lao He is the first man I have ever met who is somewhat close to his mother, and he will not be anyone else's.

Who could it be?

It's impossible that it's me, right?

I felt so good before my mother was angry that time, and my mother seemed to treat me as her son, but she was so angry...

Lao He doesn’t want his mother anymore. What should he do? Will he continue to be lonely?

I can't try to fill this character anymore Ah!

I sat blankly for a long time, and suddenly a faint call came from the wind: Xiaolei! Xiaolei!

I was so excited, was it my mother?

I heard it wrong

Missing mom too much, it must be an illusion

I was about to continue thinking, but the call sounded again, getting closer to me, and it seemed a little clearer: Xiaolei! Xiaolei!

Yes, it's my mother, my anxiety is very obvious

I stood up and wanted to run away. The call continued. This time I was closer, and I could hear a hint of hoarse crying.

My heart is so sad, how can I make my mother worry so much

I'm a bastard Ah

I walked towards the direction where the sound came, and soon I saw my mother stumbled.

My mother soon saw me and shouted: Xiaolei! Is it you?

I quickly agreed: Mom!...

Mom ran quickly, suddenly her feet staggered and fell heavily to the ground

I was startled and ran over quickly. My mother got up on the ground, looked at me, and hugged me in her arms.

Then he was sobbing, and I quickly said: Mom, why are you here?

Mom burst into tears: Xiaolei! Why are you running to the riverside alone? So late! Telling you about Ah to mom if you have any unpleasant things! Don't be alone! Your dad is alone at this time... Woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo woo w

Mom was crying sadly, I quickly comforted me: It's okay, Mom, I just want to relax. I don't know how to imitate my father. Don't think about it.

Mom cried for a while: Did you go back just now and then run out when you see Uncle He? I asked the roadside convenience store and said that when I saw you walking here alone, you were scared to death when you ran here!

I had to smile bitterly and said: Mom! I saw Uncle He. I wanted to give you some space, so I just came out to stroll around. Why do you like to worry so much?

Mom continues to cry: Mom knows that you are sad, knows that you don’t want your mother to find others, Mom has broken up with Uncle He, don’t think about it in the future

I stood up silently. My mother might find it strange. She raised her face and looked at me. The tears on her face reflected the bright moonlight: Xiaolei?

Looking at my mother's tears, I felt a soreness in my heart. I raised my sleeves to help my mother dry: Mom, why did you break up with Uncle He? I hope you are together...

Mom's tears flowed out again: Mom knows your feelings for Mom... Actually, Mom doesn't like Uncle He, just because she is afraid that you will make mistakes. She thinks that if Mom finds someone to get married, Xiaolei will not think about it, but a pity Uncle He sees it...

I reached out to help my mother wipe her tears again: I just think this is not wrong...

Mom was stunned again: Xiaolei!

I bit my lip, thought for a while, and plucked up the courage to ask: I heard something Uncle He said, he said you have someone in your heart

Even in the dark night, you can clearly see your mother's face flushing under the bright moonlight, and her delicate lips trembled. She stumbled for a while before she replied softly: Yes... It's almost impossible to hear.

I looked into my mother's eyes: Then why didn't my mother look for him? I really hope my mother won't be so lonely

My mother lowered her head, as if she didn't dare to look at me. After a long time, she said softly again: Mom can't look for him...

I was anxious: Why Ah? Mom, although I want to... be with my mother forever, but more importantly, my mother wants to be happy

Mom shook her head and didn't say anything. I asked: Who is he? Tell me if it's OK?

Mom raised her head and looked at me quickly, then lowered her eyes again, I almost cried, and grabbed my mother's shoulder tightly: Tell me Ah, Mom, if you don't say it, I won't feel at ease!

After a long time, my mother gently said: Xiaolei, you like mom very much, mom knows

I was stunned: It's Ah, what's wrong?

Mom continued to say something that made me wonder: Although... Mom knew that it was not just her son's love for her mother, but Mom was still very happy...

I felt a little sad when I heard my mother say this: ...It's a pity that my mother only treats me as a child

Mom lowered her head, her voice was very soft: It’s not that Mom treats you as a child, Mom knows that you have grown up, she is a man who is willing to do everything for her mother, she only wants to do good for her mother. Mom is really... very touched, but unfortunately, we are mother and son...

I still don't understand very much, so I had to say Ah!

Mom spoke again: Sometimes mom thinks, it would be great if you didn’t look so much like your dad. Every time my mom sees you in the past two years, I think of being with your dad at that time... Your personality is not like him, much better than him...

That was also my mother's first love, and it was the result of another tragedy. After spending so many years, my mother finally began to forget him. However... Xiaolei appeared in front of me again. She was an excellent child, which made her mother very proud. But once she overlapped with her father's image, her mother felt... Xiaolei loved people so much... How could you tell her to fall in love with others...

I was shocked, could I say?...

Mom continued to tell: When Xiaolei first shared his mother's face, his mother was in a daze and returned to the age of junior high school. At that time, your father kissed his mother's face for the first time. Xiaolei took his mother's hand, hugged his mother's waist, and... his mother's mouth... When he couldn't help but think about the scene of falling in love with your father. So when you touched your mother's place, your mother thought that your father was the same. He was confused and finally became like this, so he was very scared...

So that's how it is. My mother likes me very much, not just her love for her son...

So my mother wanted to find someone as soon as possible, not only was she afraid that Xiaolei would make mistakes, but she was also afraid that her mother would not be able to control herself...

I was so excited that my whole body was trembling and asked stammeringly: Mom, are you talking about that, old... Uncle He said, is the person in my heart?