Unfortunately, things didn't develop as I thought
The few times I saw my mother and Lao He were together, but it seemed that there was no progress.
They have always been light, how can this continue? I even became anxious
But……
I am a son after all, so I can only watch and do it in a hurry...
Finally winter is here again
It was the coldest time of the year. A light snow passed, the weather was clear, and the winter vacation was almost here.
During the winter vacation last year, I was so intimate with my mother, but this year I could only study alone... No matter what, I have to try my best to make my mother happy
It may be really unrealistic to think that my mother is my girlfriend...
It's too cold, so I've studied after class one in advance
The moon rises slowly in winter, and shines on the ground like a layer of frost flowers
Stepping on this cold and brightness, I trotted back to the door
The lights are on at home, and my mother has already gone home
No matter what, it's always my mother
A warm feeling in my heart, I reached out to open the door
Just as my hand touched the door, I heard Lao He's voice
Lao He is also there? I stopped and held my breath, wanting to hear what Lao He said
...Xiao Wang...I think we are still not suitable
Ah? Why did Lao He say that? I was shocked
...I don't know why, but I always feel... there is someone else in your heart... Through the wooden door, Lao He's voice is also very clear
Mom's answer was hesitant and unconfident: Where...
Wang Hui, don’t lie to yourself. You promised Xiao Zhou to meet me at the beginning, just to avoid something, right? Xiao Zhou?
By the way, it's Aunt Ling, her surname is Zhou, it turns out that she introduced her mother and Lao He to Ah
We have been together for almost half a year and have been living for half a lifetime. Is there anything I can't see clearly? Every time you are alone with me, I always stare blankly. I often tell you not to agree, and I am in a daze alone.
We are not young people, and we are not on each other's mind. We can tell at a glance that I thought you were not used to it, but now I think it's really not...
I've been divorced once, Xiao Wang, I don't want to suffer again
Mom asked weakly: Lao He, why do you say that?
Lao He sighed heavily: Wang Hui... You are a good woman. If I could marry you, it would be a blessing for me. Do you really think that if you just come with me like this, will you be happy? In the second half of your life?
After pondering for a while, Old He was still saying: There is a thorn in his heart, one day it will hurt each other. I am a little stingy. I really can't stand the pain of having a different dream anymore.
After a long time, they didn't say anything. I couldn't help but want to push the door when Lao He's voice sounded softly again
Xiao Wang, in fact, the most important thing is that I think... the relationship between you and Xiaolei and his son is too good to tolerate others
I was shocked. My mother and I were very cold recently. Why did Lao He say that?
Mom seemed a little surprised: Ah?
Every time I see you smiling sincerely, I always mention Xiaolei and me... I think I always laugh with you, very lightly
Of course, you are mother and son, and you have been dependent on each other for so many years. It is worth a good relationship. My daughter and I have a good relationship.
However, I think we... have many different things. Although my daughter and I are also very intimate, I also want to find someone to live with me. The feeling you give me is that as long as your son is with you, you can do nothing, and your husband can not look for it...
Mom shouted in surprise: How is that possible... Xiaolei is my son, and he can't replace her husband Ah
Lao He's laughter was a little bitter: Haha, Wang Hui, you may not know, but last time I came to have a meal, I felt a little strange, the look you and Xiaolei looked at each other, really, I couldn't say that I felt vaguely at that time, if I inserted it between you mother and son now, it would definitely be a tragedy in the future
Mom didn't say anything, Lao He continued: Do you know, the last time Xiaolei looked at you and me was very complicated, just like I wanted to take away his last hope, unwilling to do so, but when he looked at you, he didn't care about everything, as long as you feel that way
I'm very scared. If I have nothing to do in the future, Xiaolei will have to eat me. This way, I will be under great pressure. If my daughter hears that I want to get married and find a mother for her, she will definitely cry and make trouble. But after that, she will be happy. I think Xiaolei won't do this. He won't cry or make trouble. He will only place all the hope of "making mother happy" on me. If you are not happy, I dare not imagine the consequences.
Mom exclaimed softly: Ah! How could it be...
Lao He continued to smile bitterly: Wang Hui, your own son, don’t you know? His class teacher is my original classmate. We have talked to each other. He said he had never seen such a fanatical child. He did nothing. He just went crazy and was always the first place in school. He also taught himself English and physics. This scared me.
Mom whispered: I know...he's all for me
Lao He quickly said: It's Ah, Wang Hui. If we come together, I can be sure that you won't be truly happy, because you don't have any feelings for me at all, right? But if you are not happy, Xiaolei will not be happy either. All three of us are in pain.
Mom didn't say anything more
Lao He finally said: What's more, Xiaolei is in his second year of high school, at least, it can't affect him in the college entrance examination. I heard from Xiao Zhou that you were very close before, but now I look at the atmosphere a little wrong. I don't know why. I just hope it's not because of me, and I don't want to affect Xiaolei's study. So there is a problem with your mother and son. I ask myself that it's impossible to do everything for you like Xiaolei, or even ignore yourself. You think about it carefully. I really like you. Unfortunately, at our age, we can't act just by liking, let alone you don't like me at all. I think you should wait for Xiaolei to go to college before finding the person you like.
Mom palely defended: No...I really don't have this person
I heard the sound of moving the chair, and Ran He said: Haha, Xiao Wang, think about it yourself, it’s a pity that I didn’t know you when I was young, and people would ignore everything when they were young
I quickly ran out the door, so they couldn't notice that I was eavesdropping!
I accidentally knocked down a bottle at the door, and the bang sound was particularly harsh in the darkness
Mom screamed: Xiaolei?
I didn't dare to answer, so I ran out desperately
The few times I saw my mother and Lao He were together, but it seemed that there was no progress.
They have always been light, how can this continue? I even became anxious
But……
I am a son after all, so I can only watch and do it in a hurry...
Finally winter is here again
It was the coldest time of the year. A light snow passed, the weather was clear, and the winter vacation was almost here.
During the winter vacation last year, I was so intimate with my mother, but this year I could only study alone... No matter what, I have to try my best to make my mother happy
It may be really unrealistic to think that my mother is my girlfriend...
It's too cold, so I've studied after class one in advance
The moon rises slowly in winter, and shines on the ground like a layer of frost flowers
Stepping on this cold and brightness, I trotted back to the door
The lights are on at home, and my mother has already gone home
No matter what, it's always my mother
A warm feeling in my heart, I reached out to open the door
Just as my hand touched the door, I heard Lao He's voice
Lao He is also there? I stopped and held my breath, wanting to hear what Lao He said
...Xiao Wang...I think we are still not suitable
Ah? Why did Lao He say that? I was shocked
...I don't know why, but I always feel... there is someone else in your heart... Through the wooden door, Lao He's voice is also very clear
Mom's answer was hesitant and unconfident: Where...
Wang Hui, don’t lie to yourself. You promised Xiao Zhou to meet me at the beginning, just to avoid something, right? Xiao Zhou?
By the way, it's Aunt Ling, her surname is Zhou, it turns out that she introduced her mother and Lao He to Ah
We have been together for almost half a year and have been living for half a lifetime. Is there anything I can't see clearly? Every time you are alone with me, I always stare blankly. I often tell you not to agree, and I am in a daze alone.
We are not young people, and we are not on each other's mind. We can tell at a glance that I thought you were not used to it, but now I think it's really not...
I've been divorced once, Xiao Wang, I don't want to suffer again
Mom asked weakly: Lao He, why do you say that?
Lao He sighed heavily: Wang Hui... You are a good woman. If I could marry you, it would be a blessing for me. Do you really think that if you just come with me like this, will you be happy? In the second half of your life?
After pondering for a while, Old He was still saying: There is a thorn in his heart, one day it will hurt each other. I am a little stingy. I really can't stand the pain of having a different dream anymore.
After a long time, they didn't say anything. I couldn't help but want to push the door when Lao He's voice sounded softly again
Xiao Wang, in fact, the most important thing is that I think... the relationship between you and Xiaolei and his son is too good to tolerate others
I was shocked. My mother and I were very cold recently. Why did Lao He say that?
Mom seemed a little surprised: Ah?
Every time I see you smiling sincerely, I always mention Xiaolei and me... I think I always laugh with you, very lightly
Of course, you are mother and son, and you have been dependent on each other for so many years. It is worth a good relationship. My daughter and I have a good relationship.
However, I think we... have many different things. Although my daughter and I are also very intimate, I also want to find someone to live with me. The feeling you give me is that as long as your son is with you, you can do nothing, and your husband can not look for it...
Mom shouted in surprise: How is that possible... Xiaolei is my son, and he can't replace her husband Ah
Lao He's laughter was a little bitter: Haha, Wang Hui, you may not know, but last time I came to have a meal, I felt a little strange, the look you and Xiaolei looked at each other, really, I couldn't say that I felt vaguely at that time, if I inserted it between you mother and son now, it would definitely be a tragedy in the future
Mom didn't say anything, Lao He continued: Do you know, the last time Xiaolei looked at you and me was very complicated, just like I wanted to take away his last hope, unwilling to do so, but when he looked at you, he didn't care about everything, as long as you feel that way
I'm very scared. If I have nothing to do in the future, Xiaolei will have to eat me. This way, I will be under great pressure. If my daughter hears that I want to get married and find a mother for her, she will definitely cry and make trouble. But after that, she will be happy. I think Xiaolei won't do this. He won't cry or make trouble. He will only place all the hope of "making mother happy" on me. If you are not happy, I dare not imagine the consequences.
Mom exclaimed softly: Ah! How could it be...
Lao He continued to smile bitterly: Wang Hui, your own son, don’t you know? His class teacher is my original classmate. We have talked to each other. He said he had never seen such a fanatical child. He did nothing. He just went crazy and was always the first place in school. He also taught himself English and physics. This scared me.
Mom whispered: I know...he's all for me
Lao He quickly said: It's Ah, Wang Hui. If we come together, I can be sure that you won't be truly happy, because you don't have any feelings for me at all, right? But if you are not happy, Xiaolei will not be happy either. All three of us are in pain.
Mom didn't say anything more
Lao He finally said: What's more, Xiaolei is in his second year of high school, at least, it can't affect him in the college entrance examination. I heard from Xiao Zhou that you were very close before, but now I look at the atmosphere a little wrong. I don't know why. I just hope it's not because of me, and I don't want to affect Xiaolei's study. So there is a problem with your mother and son. I ask myself that it's impossible to do everything for you like Xiaolei, or even ignore yourself. You think about it carefully. I really like you. Unfortunately, at our age, we can't act just by liking, let alone you don't like me at all. I think you should wait for Xiaolei to go to college before finding the person you like.
Mom palely defended: No...I really don't have this person
I heard the sound of moving the chair, and Ran He said: Haha, Xiao Wang, think about it yourself, it’s a pity that I didn’t know you when I was young, and people would ignore everything when they were young
I quickly ran out the door, so they couldn't notice that I was eavesdropping!
I accidentally knocked down a bottle at the door, and the bang sound was particularly harsh in the darkness
Mom screamed: Xiaolei?
I didn't dare to answer, so I ran out desperately