Chapter 4

Since I was a child, I had a dream, which was to go around the world, go to various places, and go to various fun places, abroad, in the forest, in the mountains, on the pavilions, and those fascinating fairylands described vividly with the author's exquisite brushstrokes were all my childhood dreams.

But when I grew up, I began to stop going out and I was forced to go out. It was difficult to walk alone and tired.

What are you doing when you go out? I'm alone. Looking at the couples in the restaurant on the road, I'm alone on the road, I ordered a single package. I spent money to buy it and was depressed. It's too worth it. So gradually I didn't like to go out and like to stay at home. I think this is a common problem of many modern otakus. I don't have friends, don't like to socialize, no one makes an appointment, and I go on a cycle and go to a dead end. If I want to get rid of this predicament, the only way is to save myself.

Yes, self-help, I found the truth in an instant and was very excited. This is nothing more than a good remedy for rebirth. As long as I take the medicine according to the post, it will not take long to cure the disease.

For freshmen, students are required to get up in the morning and run in the morning. In junior high school, there are also such requirements in schools in high school. However, junior high school is for taking the sports scores in the middle school entrance examination. It is related to fate. If you don’t say that students will exercise. In high school, I think I am afraid that those students will be stupid in the classroom and don’t run twice. If they get sleepy during the college entrance examination, wouldn’t they regret it for life? It is definitely a hard requirement for college. The notice issued by the Ministry of Education, who dares not to do it.

However, this requirement is only for the first semester of freshmen. They don’t care about it in the second semester. The class teacher is too lazy to care about it, and the students are even more lazy to get up. So the students can count the fingers of the students who can see on the playground in the morning, including a boy in our class.

His name is Duan Kun, his surname is very rare. Because of a novel, everyone likes to call him Prince Duan. He is also a joke writer. He is from Northeast China and is born with a sense of humor. He gets along well with everyone in his class. Even if he doesn't like me, he will be forced to do it when he meets him and will tease him for a while.

Duan Kun is 1.8 meters tall, which is a standard, but in his words, even if he is short in the Northeast, his angular muscles on his arms will always attract the attention of girls on the road in summer. He himself loves to show off his skills and has a pretty sexy personality.

Can I run with you tomorrow

I plucked up the courage to tell him this matter

He was very calm, not at all surprised, but was very happy. OK, why didn't this work? I got tired of running there alone every day. It's great to have someone together.

It seems that he is so happy that he even swears.

I went to bed early at night and set the alarm clock. I was woken up at six o'clock the next day. The alarm clock was too loud. I woke up the roommate opposite me. He cursed in a daze and sneered in my heart. When the lights were turned off at night and you were about to go to bed, one of you was shouting louder than the other. Why didn't you think about me at that time?

The fewest clothes I have with such a big dress are sportswear, only a few of them are pitiful, and I put one on them casually. When I went out, Duan Kun also came out from the opposite door. We both talked and walked towards the playground. In fact, he was talking a lot.

When I arrived at the playground, there were already four or five people running inside. This was my first semester in my freshman year. I got up so early to run. There were four or five people sparse on the wide circular track, which was inevitably a bit deserted.

Let's go, do the residual heat of exercise first, otherwise it will easily cramp

Duan Kun reminded me what to pay attention to when I ran for the first time, because when we were freshman, we said we were running three thousand meters, but in fact, we were all kinds of fishing, letting water, and being lazy. One thousand meters was considered too much.

While doing warm-up exercises, I was excited to watch the track spreading to the opposite basketball court. This is my step to change myself. I want to say goodbye to myself from here.

The school playground is a standard 400-meter track. I was already out of breath after running less than two laps. When I wanted to stop and rest, Duan Kun turned back from the front to encourage me, motivated me to cheer up and jog slowly, don't hurry

I looked at the boys running past me. The anger I suppressed for too long in my heart told you that you can't just lose to them like this. I gritted my teeth and continued running

In this tormented hell, I remembered the scene in the electronic reading room that day. It has been almost two weeks since the incident. Zixia naturally couldn't agree to Ah He to kiss me in public. I felt both disappointed and a little comforted. I was naturally disappointed if I couldn't get the kiss of the girl I liked, but I could comfort myself and say that she was actually a good girl, but she was led by Ah He.

At that day, I became alienated from Ah He intentionally or unintentionally. I felt that my dignity was insulted by him. He concluded in his heart that Zixia did not dare to do this, so he made this bet with her. Even if he thought in his heart, how could a boy like me have a girl who was so stupid that she came to kiss him

His thoughts made me feel that he didn't treat me as a friend at all. It was just because of his face. Sometimes he came over and asked me to play games, and I was always forced to deal with him.

When I ran to the fourth lap, I secretly made a major decision in my heart. I want to forget Zixia. She is no longer my goddess. I want to start my new life. I want to find the girl who is really worth my efforts.

Suddenly, I didn't know where I got the strength. I ran like crazy. The flesh on my body was shaking. Duan Kun, who was in front of me, was stunned and forgot to run. When I reached the finish line, I ignored everything and lay on the grass on my back. The newly grown tail thorned me so much that my pain was felt.

Are you happy?

Duan Kun sat beside me, and I angrily said, "It's so fucking fun!"

I found that after being with Duan Kun for a long time, I really wanted to swear. I just kept it in my heart even if I wanted to say it. It is rare that I don’t have to worry about revealing everything today.

Great! I ran so fast in the last lap just now, and I was shocked

Am I running very fast? Why don't I think

Of course you won't feel it anymore. In fact, everyone will be tired in the last lap. Of course, the speed cannot be compared with the beginning. Your speed is already very fast

I smiled happily

In the next few weeks, I got up early and went out for a morning run with Duan Kun. Of course, my roommates knew that I wouldn't say anything when the alarm clock rang in the morning. I pulled the quilt and covered my head and continued to sleep.

That day, I was the only one going to run. Duan Kun said he was going to do a temporary part-time job. He left school yesterday and went outside. Anyway, someone would just shout it out when he was calling the name.

When a person is originally lonely, a person who chats with you suddenly appears and becomes a friend, then you will soon feel dependent on him.

This is how I feel about Duan Kun. I think he is like a big brother, I take care of everything and I tell me. Later, he accidentally chatted and told me that I didn’t talk much before, and thought I was withdrawn and difficult to get along with, so I didn’t think about getting to know me more.

I was surprised after hearing this. It turned out that I was such a person in the eyes of others. I always thought that I was too honest and kind, and others might dislike me. I couldn't help but sigh how terrible our subjective imagination is when we don't have many aspects of understanding of things.

The weather was very good that day, and the sun was out early in the morning. When I was about to reach the playground, I suddenly saw someone flashing in the woods. I looked at it curiously, but saw two backs of a man and a woman.

I wondered, why did this go inside, aren't they going to run

Because I like to read pornographic novels, I memorize all kinds of pornographic plots. My mind flashed and I felt a sudden panic. Could it be that they were going to do that?

I looked at the playground. There was surprisingly no one today. I looked around from front to back and left to side. I couldn't find one ghost. I think so. If someone gets up at this time, it would be a hell.

My curiosity suddenly became extremely strong, or the desire to peep was more appropriate

The principal of our school likes elegance. He planted many trees and bamboos around the playground. He also built a small pavilion in the open space on the back. When it comes to spring and summer, he can sit there to cool down. But in this terrible weather, if you think it is cold in spring and hot in summer, who will run there without any trouble?

I guessed that the two people should be a couple, and they could only go to the small pavilion when they walked inside. I wanted to go in according to their original path, but when I turned around, I thought that there would definitely be a sound when I stepped on it. It would be bad if they heard it.

So the greater the motivation of a person's desire, the greater the motivation. I actually put all my energy into running directly to the other end of the playground. At this time, the endurance I exercised during this period is useful.

I went around directly from the back of the other end of the playground to avoid the possibility of being discovered, but the pavilion was built around the corner. When I got closer, I vaguely heard someone talking. I didn't dare to stick my head out and peek, for fear of being discovered.

Their voices were very quiet, and the wind was still strong early in the morning, and the squeaking leaves made me even more disturbed by my listening.

But not long after, I heard the familiar female moans. I used to hear it on the computer. This live version of live is the first time. Until then, I couldn't believe that the routine in the novel had become reality. Two couples were fighting in school in broad daylight. When I thought of this, my heart was about to jump out.

The girl tried her best to control her voice and tried not to let it come out, but the boy seemed to want to hear the girl's lewd screams. She could hear the collision between the body several times.

In the quiet woods, the young man and woman with hormone explosion, a terrified and excited me who was so excited that the hand holding the cock could not stop shaking, what a harmonious and interesting picture this is

Maybe it was due to time. The man and woman didn't do it for an hour like in the movie. From where I ran there and eavesdropped on them, I hurriedly put on my pants. It took less than ten minutes. The two did not talk too much during the process. The scene in the novel was different from what I imagined. The man was just fucking his girlfriend throughout the whole process, or maybe he said something, but the whistling wind affected my listening ability.

I was sure they left because they heard the sound of the leaves of Kazkaz being trampled, and I was glad that I had not come over there just now.

I waited for about three or four minutes before I dared to stick my head out carefully. It was still the same pavilion and the same forest, but it was less passion just now.

I looked around the pavilion for the traces they just left to confirm that I was indeed not daydreaming. The pavilion was a pavilion built with four corners and eaves built in it. It was a round stone table and four stone benches surrounded. It looked so antique.

I haven't easily found some traces of water soaking from the ground. It looks so special there, and there is nothing else. As the sunlight shines, this evidence will disappear into the world sooner or later.

I was a little unwilling to accept it. Didn't I stayed there? Actually, I had a specific image in my mind, just want to prove that my inference is correct.

My search scope expanded to a circle around. As the seasons changed, the ground was filled with fallen leaves, which moistened the land after rotting, but I had no time to recite poems at that time.

Just when I was desperate, a pink light appeared under the leaves incongruity, and my heart was about to jump out. This was right. I picked up the condom that was still wearing a question. Wrapped in the pink coat, there was a milky white liquid inside, which had begun to turn into water.

Dry!

Someone actually fucked at school!

This is the first thought in my mind. Although this matter has been around for almost twenty minutes, I was still in a daze before this. This is an experience that many people have. When you hear or see something incredible, you must have felt that you are dreaming for a while, rather than confirming it is true in your heart at the first time.

When they left, I was wondering whether the man was cumming or wearing a condom. Thinking about it, the possibility of wearing a condom is greater. After all, he had to go to take a shower after ejaculation. The school bathhouse was not open so early. The smell of semen would definitely be discovered by his classmates after returning home.

As for them, they will throw the condom here without taking it away, I also guess that when things like condoms are filled with semen, they will be held in their hands, either in their pockets or in their trash cans. The only way is to throw it away, that is, if someone discovers this mysterious condom several years later, what can it do?

After experiencing that couple field trip, my mind was very confused, and then I began to be disappointed. In my understanding, students are such a pure word, and how clean the love between students should be. When domestic youth films in recent years have told me that love in my student days cannot escape sex, pregnancy, abortion, mistress,

I was once very disgusted with that kind of youth movie. I felt that he was killing my childhood. My wish for the beautiful world. Even if I really went to college and saw those couples holding hands, I just thought that at most they were just holding hands, and only those bad girls would go to check-in with others.

I don't want to believe that Zixia has had a physical relationship with Ah He. Even if they are boyfriend and girlfriend, even if Zixia has fallen from the altar in my heart now, I still don't want her to become worse. If they just hold hands and kiss their mouths and caress their bodies occasionally, I'm still willing to treat her as a good girl, so she will still be worthy of my fantasy.

But I am not a stupid goat who thought it was dark after covering my ears and blindfolded my eyes. I recalled repeatedly in my heart, imagining the pair of field lovers and all kinds of students around me. Looking at the smiles on the corners of their mouths and the seemingly mature and proficient debauchery, I became more and more convinced of my guesses and the warning: University is a small society, and there are not so many ivory towers.

When my dream was broken and shattered, I was very sad and angry. I couldn't find the answer to save myself. I don't want to be the same person as them. I am still willing to regard love as the most beautiful and purest thing. If even the love of students becomes like adults and is full of sexual desire, then is there a pure girl in the world?

In fact, when I reflected on myself later, I didn’t feel how great I was and how independent I was. I am the most despicable and shameless person. I was not feeling annoyed and lost because pure love was defiled by desire. It was just because it was not me who defiled it. To be honest, it was the one who fucked the girl but was not me. I felt disgusting, angry and regretful. If someone told me now that you can do whatever you want in this school, then I would definitely make the women in the school pregnant. This is my true face.

Of course, this is the conclusion I came to after reflection. After all, I am not a thinker. After more than a week, I forgot to hold grudges and pain, because something even more explosive and surprising to me was so unbelievable that I was: Ah and Zixia broke up.

This is the news I got from Ahe, the person involved. It is true. I was still playing games at the time. Ahe's cell phone rang again. I answered the phone and chatted for a few words. As usual, I asked casually: Zixia is looking for you to have a meal? This is almost over.

No! It's not her. It's time for me. I've broken up long ago

Ah He seemed so ordinary when he said this, and my entire chin was about to fall off. Is it true?

Mom, why do I lie to you about this kind of thing? If you don’t believe me, ask her yourself. Damn, I want to fool me, this bastard.

Ah He was completely focused on the game. He seemed to have nothing to do with him about breaking up. I had a lot of thoughts in my head.

real?

Fake?

After breaking up, Zixia isn't alone now?

It is said that women after breaking up are the easiest to be moved. If I pursue them at this time, would it be very likely that I would be favored by her?

But is it appropriate for me to pursue her? My brothers and I are classmates in the same class?

Too many questions linger in my heart

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