The old saying goes, rabbits don’t eat grass beside their nests, but it makes sense. If the grass beside the cave is gone, the goal will be exposed. The same is true for love. It is certainly a good thing to be able to get together with friends or classmates around you, but once it breaks down, meeting each other will be embarrassing.
There was a couple in our class before, and we had a look at each other as soon as the school started. Whether it was evening self-study or showing our affection in class, everyone also started to make fun of it after watching the excitement. Later, after a few months, they broke up for no reason. From then on, they didn't say a word to each other, and they avoided walking when they walked.
I didn't ask Zixia if Zixia really broke up. Our relationship was not too close. I was probably not good to ask about this kind of privacy rashly, so I changed my method and started observing them during class.
The couple seats that were originally sitting together as soon as class were indeed separated. Ah and one of his roommates, Zixia and her dormitory roommates, seemed to have no idea of each other, and they were chatting about their own days.
I already felt 70% or 80% sure, but I still couldn't figure it out. It's so common for young couples to fight and fight. Today I don't talk to you like a stranger, but tomorrow I will be as loving as a couple. I've seen a lot of such situations. I want to understand the situation but can't let any of them know that I'm caring about this matter.
Feng Ru is a roommate of Zixia. She is a fat girl like me. Some people like to make trouble and call us by our names during class. In everyone's opinion, fat people should be with the fat people, and that is their destination.
Feng Ru's temper is different from mine. When she got angry, she grabbed the boy and beat her. Everyone was making fun of her while trying to avoid her pursuit. She was so happy.
It is because of this that even if she and I were good friends by chance, I used to deliberately avoid her and try not to talk to her, because I don’t like being treated as a fool, a fool who can only find a fat man as his girlfriend. Feng Ru did not care about anything and went to get the express delivery. When she met her, she threw her express delivery into my hand with confidence, pressed me to deliver it to her downstairs of the girls’ dormitory.
Zixia once asked me before, do you like Feng Ru?
I was a little angry. Do you think I am very compatible with her?
After I made it clear that it was impossible, she didn't say anything. Since then, Feng Ru's attitude towards me has become dull and no longer as familiar as before. Later, I suddenly thought, it wasn't that the question she asked Zixia to ask me.
When I thought about this, I didn’t know whether to be happy or cry. Finally, a girl took the initiative to like me. Unfortunately, she was a fat man. There was nothing to be happy about when I thought about it like this.
I looked at Feng Ru's avatar in the QQ list. I didn't know if I should ask her. I hesitated and then scolded myself in my heart. Ling Rong, Ling Rong, you are really useless. You want to fuck a girl and don't even have this courage. You deserve to masturbate for the rest of your life.
I felt so angry that I typed words on the keyboard: I have something I want to ask you
After the message was sent out, I was nervous. The relationship between Feng Ru and I was subtle. Will she still pay attention to me like before?
Before I could think about it, I received her reply: What's the matter #复口口#
I heard Ah say that he broke up with Zixia. Is this true?
I waited for five or six minutes without waiting for a reply. I thought to myself that this time was tragic. This matter would definitely let Zixia know. If you want to find out about this privacy, what will people think, you will definitely think of my bad intentions.
People are so strange. On the one hand, they like others and hope that others will know what you want, but on the other hand, they are afraid that TA will know. In the final analysis, they are not confident in themselves and afraid that they will be rejected.
More than ten minutes passed, and when I was thinking about how to say hello to Zixia tomorrow or avoid her, the familiar QQ message sounded again
Why don't you ask her yourself
I began to explain in a panic that I knew both of them, and I asked no one, both of them were my good friends. If I didn't ask clearly, it would be difficult to get stuck in the middle.
The opposite side was silent again, I was anxious and ignored anything else, and asked in a row: Do you know what's going on? I can only ask you, I'm not familiar with the rest of the people.
#夜口口口口口#
I felt that there was a chance, so I continued to ask: When did the two of them break up? I only knew about it when I heard Ah He talked about it a few days ago.
I don't know either. Anyway, when she returned to the dormitory a few days ago, she fell into the quilt and cried.
When I thought of Zixia crying, I was a little happy. I could say openly that I was gloating. Yes, or is it more worthy of people's applause than breaking up with her boyfriend. Doesn't this mean that I have a chance?
It seems they really broke up
I thought it was like that, we didn't dare to ask at that time, but we could guess something vaguely
Didn't you ask her later?
No, but later Chen He came to the girl to wait for her downstairs. We left together. Chen He always wanted to talk to Zixia alone, but Zixia ignored him and kept walking forward. Finally, he pushed him angrily. Many people watched, and Chen He left.
Looking at Feng Ru's description, I could probably imagine the smell of gunpowder in that scene. Zixia's personality is much stronger than ordinary girls. It is not like they can coax them back in a few words. There is no need to say anything about Ah He, who has a hot temper and a moody temper. Zixia made him unable to get out of Taiwan in front of so many people. He may not see her again.
I think she is in good condition in class today. She talks and laughs with you. I really can't tell that she just broke up.
Nonsense, what era do you think it is now? If you break up, just break up. You are still a junior high school student. If you break up, just jump into the river. What's the big deal? Look for it again. He is not the only man in the world. I didn't like him at first.
Unexpectedly, Feng Ru, a little fat girl, is much more experienced in love than me. I think it’s ridiculous to think about it. I always thought that Feng Ru, who is simple, is so rich in emotions, but I think the relationship between lovers is too beautiful.
After this understanding, I can be very sure that Zixia and Ahe have broken up, and the possibility of reunion is very small. Just look at Ahe playing games in the dormitory every day, he can tell that he didn't want to go over and catch Zixia. With the phone call that day, I always feel that Ahe should have found a new love.
Thinking of this, I felt a little more emotion. As expected, handsome people will never worry about not having a girlfriend around me. I lay on the bed and looked at the snow-white wall. Since they have both broken up, can I pursue Zixia?
But when I turned around, I thought about it, it was not so easy. I thought about the advantages of my whole body, but nothing was worth mentioning. What's more, Ahe and I are brothers on the surface. We will find it difficult to get along with each other if we fail or succeed.
Perhaps God also pity me for so many years of being single, even the words said by a girl can be calculated clearly, but I actually met Zi Xia in the study room.
At that time, the end of the period is approaching, and students who have experienced experience should know that only at this time in colleges are like a university. They are reviewing and asking the masters to hold their thighs and mark the key points. The study room has been waiting outside to grab a seat before the door opened at 8 o'clock in the morning. Those in our dormitory rely on my free labor force, naturally they wake up naturally when they sleep. The small notes from me during the exam can solve the problem
After waiting outside the study room door for more than half an hour, she finally waited for the teacher who was in the study room to come and open the door. She muttered: Why are there so many people suddenly
As soon as the door was opened, everyone squeezed in like robbing the bank. They all planned to grab the seat close to the air conditioner or the seat in the corner, so that it would not be easily affected by others.
The study room that can accommodate 100 people was already full in a while, and it really tasted like a college entrance examination room.
I sat alone in the seat near the door. It was the most unsuitable seat for study. People often came in and out, which greatly affected the self-study study of Wenshu. A couple sitting next to me sometimes flirted with each other while studying. There were three boys sitting opposite me. It seemed that they all knew each other and were in charge of learning in different places.
I read several books over and over again, but there are very few contents that can be read. I looked up and looked around. Men and women were scattered and unique. Reading books in the library with girls I like has always been my biggest yearning for college, but this wish is not easy to realize.
It was almost eleven o'clock, and everyone was going to have a meal. Some people were afraid that their seats would be snatched. They took a bunch of books and piled them on the seats. Some of them also brought their notebooks. The two couples sitting next to me seemed to plan to come here today and come back another day. They discussed packing things first and going to the cafeteria together. In a blink of an eye, I was the only one left in the study room.
Hey, is there anyone here?
I heard a familiar voice and looked up. It was indeed her, the girl who made me entangled with all my thoughts. No, they just left, no one, why did you come now?
I can't get up so early in the morning, so I want to see it at noon. I can find out if I can get a leak.
Zixia stuck out her tongue cutely. It’s not her luck, it’s my luck.
Zixia carried her cute purple-red panda schoolbag, wearing a light green long-sleeved and a black short skirt for one day, hung the schoolbag onto the seat, and sat next to me easily and naturally. She inserted her hand into her long hair and tweaked it casually, and her light hair was flying in the air. I could smell the scent of shampoo that had just washed my hair, which was so nice.
I didn't expect you to be here too. No, I said it wrong. You are a top student and must be here. I'm so stupid
Zixia acted and tapped her head. I was amused by her cute behavior. In fact, even if she said nothing, she would sit next to me quietly. I would definitely be happy for a day.
Have you eaten?
not yet
As soon as I finished answering, I suddenly felt a sudden sensation in my heart and cursed myself a few words. I wouldn’t say a few more words to her like a wood, and I was so stupid.
I quickly added: What about you, have you eaten?
I haven't eaten yet, let's go to have a meal together
Zixia actually kept me in her mouth and said it directly to me. I was so excited that I could not express my words.
OK
Zixia and I cleaned up a little, took the door of the study room and walked out. Zixia said that she would definitely have no food at this time. She asked me if I wanted to go out to eat. That was for sure. As long as I could eat with her, I would just take a bus to the city center now.
Once again, I felt quite emotional. I came in to visit this familiar restaurant not long ago and was still a single dog who was played with. At this moment, I was surrounded by a goddess-level girl, and she stood beside me obediently. The combination of our two immediately attracted the attention of other students inside. Even the waiter who ignored me last time couldn't help but look at me a few more times.
What do you want to eat
I can do it, whatever
I personally hate hearing people say two words, which means he has thrown the problem to you, but for the two words that Zi Xia spit out, I feel that it is a kind of bird dependent and docile and cute. As expected, the magic of love is huge, and it is as much as possible just my personal fantasy as possible.
Finally, we ordered two plates of dried fried beef river. Zixia was sitting opposite me at this moment, fiddling with her cell phone in her hand. I don’t know how to say the first thing to her. Do you know that I broke up with Chen He?
On the contrary, she surprised me as soon as she spoke. Of course I knew, and I had confirmed it in all aspects.
I've heard him say
Zixia looked surprised, what did he say
Sure enough, no matter what girl is, she cares about her ex-boyfriend's comments on him and his complaints about this relationship.
He also said carefully, and said he broke up with you, and then he didn't say anything
Humph, I don't think he dares to say it
I heard that there must be a lot of articles here, and I was still hesitating whether to gossip. When I asked clearly, Zixia told the truth himself: Do you know, he actually hooked up with other girls outside, and he was simply a scumbag!
If another boy was criticized like this, I might doubt it for a while, but I would be sure of Ah He's words. He is indeed not the kind of person who can be honest with a girl. This is also one of the important reasons why I know that he is very angry after being with Zixia. I expected that they would definitely end up breaking up
Really? How did you know, would you make a mistake
I deliberately helped Ah He, because that fits the setting that I and him are good friends, and made Zixia recall the details at that time and hated him even more. My mind was very enlightened at that time. Later, I thought that I also changed from a simple to a fool to a hypocritical black-bellied man from that time.
How could it be? I caught it. He went to dinner with the shameless old woman who came out of nowhere and went out to play together. He didn't answer the phone. What did you think they had?
This, there is also...
Also, when I asked him who the woman was, he couldn't answer. I later found out that he was a sophomore in our school. This scumbag has been with her for several months.
I really didn't expect that he was such a person
How could I not have expected that I just had to finish the fight to death
Zi Xia glared at me angrily, there is no good thing for men
I felt a little sad when I heard this sentence. This means that the woman was so vicious when she broke up. I felt both heartache and hated her very much. The person I hated was not Ah He but Zi Xia. Why did this stupid woman not open her eyes and see the essence of Ah He clearly? Now that she was deceived and injured, she cried to me. I would rather hurt her. I think this is my virgin complex.
It was also from then on that my whole mind began to change. I used to be very simple. I hoped to find a girl who was like a piece of paper to love like me. But the reality is that it was harder than climbing to the sky at this age. And I was unwilling to give up Zixia in my heart, so I had to accept her past. As for whether I wanted to follow her to the end, I was very uncertain. To a large extent, I wanted to throw her aside after playing.
I don't know why this idea came about, it may be due to the inner inferiority complex. After a long period of accumulation of inferiority complex, it will evolve into paranoidness. It is unwilling to make people underestimate themselves, and it is even more unwilling to pick up the broken shoes worn by others. But at the same time it will retaliate against the person who is unfair to it. It not only refers to Zixia, but everyone. I think I should have been obsessed with it at that time.
Are you free at night?
Ah! What's wrong
Zixia actually asked me if I had time tonight. Did she ask me to go out? I felt that I had guessed something.
I bought two movie tickets before and wanted to watch them with that person, but now I don’t want to waste it. If you have something to do, forget it
Of course, when I had time, I almost wanted to shout it out, but I still restrained myself and couldn't let Zixia see what I was thinking. What time is it at night
It starts at about 9:30, two hours
Hold!
It's only 9:30, and it's still a two-hour movie. It's almost twelve o'clock when it's over. I'll definitely not be able to come back tonight. I guessed the dirty thoughts of Ah He when he bought movie tickets, but I have to thank him, because now I want to reap this joy on his behalf.
Yes, I'm fine in the dormitory
Zixia smiled happily. I was stunned for a moment. When I came to my senses, I always felt that her smile was a little strange.
……
There was a couple in our class before, and we had a look at each other as soon as the school started. Whether it was evening self-study or showing our affection in class, everyone also started to make fun of it after watching the excitement. Later, after a few months, they broke up for no reason. From then on, they didn't say a word to each other, and they avoided walking when they walked.
I didn't ask Zixia if Zixia really broke up. Our relationship was not too close. I was probably not good to ask about this kind of privacy rashly, so I changed my method and started observing them during class.
The couple seats that were originally sitting together as soon as class were indeed separated. Ah and one of his roommates, Zixia and her dormitory roommates, seemed to have no idea of each other, and they were chatting about their own days.
I already felt 70% or 80% sure, but I still couldn't figure it out. It's so common for young couples to fight and fight. Today I don't talk to you like a stranger, but tomorrow I will be as loving as a couple. I've seen a lot of such situations. I want to understand the situation but can't let any of them know that I'm caring about this matter.
Feng Ru is a roommate of Zixia. She is a fat girl like me. Some people like to make trouble and call us by our names during class. In everyone's opinion, fat people should be with the fat people, and that is their destination.
Feng Ru's temper is different from mine. When she got angry, she grabbed the boy and beat her. Everyone was making fun of her while trying to avoid her pursuit. She was so happy.
It is because of this that even if she and I were good friends by chance, I used to deliberately avoid her and try not to talk to her, because I don’t like being treated as a fool, a fool who can only find a fat man as his girlfriend. Feng Ru did not care about anything and went to get the express delivery. When she met her, she threw her express delivery into my hand with confidence, pressed me to deliver it to her downstairs of the girls’ dormitory.
Zixia once asked me before, do you like Feng Ru?
I was a little angry. Do you think I am very compatible with her?
After I made it clear that it was impossible, she didn't say anything. Since then, Feng Ru's attitude towards me has become dull and no longer as familiar as before. Later, I suddenly thought, it wasn't that the question she asked Zixia to ask me.
When I thought about this, I didn’t know whether to be happy or cry. Finally, a girl took the initiative to like me. Unfortunately, she was a fat man. There was nothing to be happy about when I thought about it like this.
I looked at Feng Ru's avatar in the QQ list. I didn't know if I should ask her. I hesitated and then scolded myself in my heart. Ling Rong, Ling Rong, you are really useless. You want to fuck a girl and don't even have this courage. You deserve to masturbate for the rest of your life.
I felt so angry that I typed words on the keyboard: I have something I want to ask you
After the message was sent out, I was nervous. The relationship between Feng Ru and I was subtle. Will she still pay attention to me like before?
Before I could think about it, I received her reply: What's the matter #复口口#
I heard Ah say that he broke up with Zixia. Is this true?
I waited for five or six minutes without waiting for a reply. I thought to myself that this time was tragic. This matter would definitely let Zixia know. If you want to find out about this privacy, what will people think, you will definitely think of my bad intentions.
People are so strange. On the one hand, they like others and hope that others will know what you want, but on the other hand, they are afraid that TA will know. In the final analysis, they are not confident in themselves and afraid that they will be rejected.
More than ten minutes passed, and when I was thinking about how to say hello to Zixia tomorrow or avoid her, the familiar QQ message sounded again
Why don't you ask her yourself
I began to explain in a panic that I knew both of them, and I asked no one, both of them were my good friends. If I didn't ask clearly, it would be difficult to get stuck in the middle.
The opposite side was silent again, I was anxious and ignored anything else, and asked in a row: Do you know what's going on? I can only ask you, I'm not familiar with the rest of the people.
#夜口口口口口#
I felt that there was a chance, so I continued to ask: When did the two of them break up? I only knew about it when I heard Ah He talked about it a few days ago.
I don't know either. Anyway, when she returned to the dormitory a few days ago, she fell into the quilt and cried.
When I thought of Zixia crying, I was a little happy. I could say openly that I was gloating. Yes, or is it more worthy of people's applause than breaking up with her boyfriend. Doesn't this mean that I have a chance?
It seems they really broke up
I thought it was like that, we didn't dare to ask at that time, but we could guess something vaguely
Didn't you ask her later?
No, but later Chen He came to the girl to wait for her downstairs. We left together. Chen He always wanted to talk to Zixia alone, but Zixia ignored him and kept walking forward. Finally, he pushed him angrily. Many people watched, and Chen He left.
Looking at Feng Ru's description, I could probably imagine the smell of gunpowder in that scene. Zixia's personality is much stronger than ordinary girls. It is not like they can coax them back in a few words. There is no need to say anything about Ah He, who has a hot temper and a moody temper. Zixia made him unable to get out of Taiwan in front of so many people. He may not see her again.
I think she is in good condition in class today. She talks and laughs with you. I really can't tell that she just broke up.
Nonsense, what era do you think it is now? If you break up, just break up. You are still a junior high school student. If you break up, just jump into the river. What's the big deal? Look for it again. He is not the only man in the world. I didn't like him at first.
Unexpectedly, Feng Ru, a little fat girl, is much more experienced in love than me. I think it’s ridiculous to think about it. I always thought that Feng Ru, who is simple, is so rich in emotions, but I think the relationship between lovers is too beautiful.
After this understanding, I can be very sure that Zixia and Ahe have broken up, and the possibility of reunion is very small. Just look at Ahe playing games in the dormitory every day, he can tell that he didn't want to go over and catch Zixia. With the phone call that day, I always feel that Ahe should have found a new love.
Thinking of this, I felt a little more emotion. As expected, handsome people will never worry about not having a girlfriend around me. I lay on the bed and looked at the snow-white wall. Since they have both broken up, can I pursue Zixia?
But when I turned around, I thought about it, it was not so easy. I thought about the advantages of my whole body, but nothing was worth mentioning. What's more, Ahe and I are brothers on the surface. We will find it difficult to get along with each other if we fail or succeed.
Perhaps God also pity me for so many years of being single, even the words said by a girl can be calculated clearly, but I actually met Zi Xia in the study room.
At that time, the end of the period is approaching, and students who have experienced experience should know that only at this time in colleges are like a university. They are reviewing and asking the masters to hold their thighs and mark the key points. The study room has been waiting outside to grab a seat before the door opened at 8 o'clock in the morning. Those in our dormitory rely on my free labor force, naturally they wake up naturally when they sleep. The small notes from me during the exam can solve the problem
After waiting outside the study room door for more than half an hour, she finally waited for the teacher who was in the study room to come and open the door. She muttered: Why are there so many people suddenly
As soon as the door was opened, everyone squeezed in like robbing the bank. They all planned to grab the seat close to the air conditioner or the seat in the corner, so that it would not be easily affected by others.
The study room that can accommodate 100 people was already full in a while, and it really tasted like a college entrance examination room.
I sat alone in the seat near the door. It was the most unsuitable seat for study. People often came in and out, which greatly affected the self-study study of Wenshu. A couple sitting next to me sometimes flirted with each other while studying. There were three boys sitting opposite me. It seemed that they all knew each other and were in charge of learning in different places.
I read several books over and over again, but there are very few contents that can be read. I looked up and looked around. Men and women were scattered and unique. Reading books in the library with girls I like has always been my biggest yearning for college, but this wish is not easy to realize.
It was almost eleven o'clock, and everyone was going to have a meal. Some people were afraid that their seats would be snatched. They took a bunch of books and piled them on the seats. Some of them also brought their notebooks. The two couples sitting next to me seemed to plan to come here today and come back another day. They discussed packing things first and going to the cafeteria together. In a blink of an eye, I was the only one left in the study room.
Hey, is there anyone here?
I heard a familiar voice and looked up. It was indeed her, the girl who made me entangled with all my thoughts. No, they just left, no one, why did you come now?
I can't get up so early in the morning, so I want to see it at noon. I can find out if I can get a leak.
Zixia stuck out her tongue cutely. It’s not her luck, it’s my luck.
Zixia carried her cute purple-red panda schoolbag, wearing a light green long-sleeved and a black short skirt for one day, hung the schoolbag onto the seat, and sat next to me easily and naturally. She inserted her hand into her long hair and tweaked it casually, and her light hair was flying in the air. I could smell the scent of shampoo that had just washed my hair, which was so nice.
I didn't expect you to be here too. No, I said it wrong. You are a top student and must be here. I'm so stupid
Zixia acted and tapped her head. I was amused by her cute behavior. In fact, even if she said nothing, she would sit next to me quietly. I would definitely be happy for a day.
Have you eaten?
not yet
As soon as I finished answering, I suddenly felt a sudden sensation in my heart and cursed myself a few words. I wouldn’t say a few more words to her like a wood, and I was so stupid.
I quickly added: What about you, have you eaten?
I haven't eaten yet, let's go to have a meal together
Zixia actually kept me in her mouth and said it directly to me. I was so excited that I could not express my words.
OK
Zixia and I cleaned up a little, took the door of the study room and walked out. Zixia said that she would definitely have no food at this time. She asked me if I wanted to go out to eat. That was for sure. As long as I could eat with her, I would just take a bus to the city center now.
Once again, I felt quite emotional. I came in to visit this familiar restaurant not long ago and was still a single dog who was played with. At this moment, I was surrounded by a goddess-level girl, and she stood beside me obediently. The combination of our two immediately attracted the attention of other students inside. Even the waiter who ignored me last time couldn't help but look at me a few more times.
What do you want to eat
I can do it, whatever
I personally hate hearing people say two words, which means he has thrown the problem to you, but for the two words that Zi Xia spit out, I feel that it is a kind of bird dependent and docile and cute. As expected, the magic of love is huge, and it is as much as possible just my personal fantasy as possible.
Finally, we ordered two plates of dried fried beef river. Zixia was sitting opposite me at this moment, fiddling with her cell phone in her hand. I don’t know how to say the first thing to her. Do you know that I broke up with Chen He?
On the contrary, she surprised me as soon as she spoke. Of course I knew, and I had confirmed it in all aspects.
I've heard him say
Zixia looked surprised, what did he say
Sure enough, no matter what girl is, she cares about her ex-boyfriend's comments on him and his complaints about this relationship.
He also said carefully, and said he broke up with you, and then he didn't say anything
Humph, I don't think he dares to say it
I heard that there must be a lot of articles here, and I was still hesitating whether to gossip. When I asked clearly, Zixia told the truth himself: Do you know, he actually hooked up with other girls outside, and he was simply a scumbag!
If another boy was criticized like this, I might doubt it for a while, but I would be sure of Ah He's words. He is indeed not the kind of person who can be honest with a girl. This is also one of the important reasons why I know that he is very angry after being with Zixia. I expected that they would definitely end up breaking up
Really? How did you know, would you make a mistake
I deliberately helped Ah He, because that fits the setting that I and him are good friends, and made Zixia recall the details at that time and hated him even more. My mind was very enlightened at that time. Later, I thought that I also changed from a simple to a fool to a hypocritical black-bellied man from that time.
How could it be? I caught it. He went to dinner with the shameless old woman who came out of nowhere and went out to play together. He didn't answer the phone. What did you think they had?
This, there is also...
Also, when I asked him who the woman was, he couldn't answer. I later found out that he was a sophomore in our school. This scumbag has been with her for several months.
I really didn't expect that he was such a person
How could I not have expected that I just had to finish the fight to death
Zi Xia glared at me angrily, there is no good thing for men
I felt a little sad when I heard this sentence. This means that the woman was so vicious when she broke up. I felt both heartache and hated her very much. The person I hated was not Ah He but Zi Xia. Why did this stupid woman not open her eyes and see the essence of Ah He clearly? Now that she was deceived and injured, she cried to me. I would rather hurt her. I think this is my virgin complex.
It was also from then on that my whole mind began to change. I used to be very simple. I hoped to find a girl who was like a piece of paper to love like me. But the reality is that it was harder than climbing to the sky at this age. And I was unwilling to give up Zixia in my heart, so I had to accept her past. As for whether I wanted to follow her to the end, I was very uncertain. To a large extent, I wanted to throw her aside after playing.
I don't know why this idea came about, it may be due to the inner inferiority complex. After a long period of accumulation of inferiority complex, it will evolve into paranoidness. It is unwilling to make people underestimate themselves, and it is even more unwilling to pick up the broken shoes worn by others. But at the same time it will retaliate against the person who is unfair to it. It not only refers to Zixia, but everyone. I think I should have been obsessed with it at that time.
Are you free at night?
Ah! What's wrong
Zixia actually asked me if I had time tonight. Did she ask me to go out? I felt that I had guessed something.
I bought two movie tickets before and wanted to watch them with that person, but now I don’t want to waste it. If you have something to do, forget it
Of course, when I had time, I almost wanted to shout it out, but I still restrained myself and couldn't let Zixia see what I was thinking. What time is it at night
It starts at about 9:30, two hours
Hold!
It's only 9:30, and it's still a two-hour movie. It's almost twelve o'clock when it's over. I'll definitely not be able to come back tonight. I guessed the dirty thoughts of Ah He when he bought movie tickets, but I have to thank him, because now I want to reap this joy on his behalf.
Yes, I'm fine in the dormitory
Zixia smiled happily. I was stunned for a moment. When I came to my senses, I always felt that her smile was a little strange.
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