I wonder if you have ever had such a first time. When you sit with the girl you like, you want to speak, but you don’t know what the first sentence is good. After brewing for a long time, you finally speak, but often things go against your wishes. The words that are speechless do not fulfill your meaning, and the back is wet after you finish speaking.
Although Zixia and I are now separated by two mobile phone screens, we are in the same mood. How should I say the first thing? I'd better wait for her to speak first. Yes!
This method is good. I can avoid my shortcomings by using calmness and I don’t know how to chat with girls.
However, I just looked at the screen of my phone stupidly, browsing gossip entertainment information absent-mindedly for more than half an hour, but there was no movement on the other end of my phone.
The excitement at the beginning was eroded little by little over time
I started to find excuses for Zixia. Maybe she was busy with other things, maybe her cell phone was out of battery, maybe she was calling her family and couldn't take care of it, maybe she was washing clothes, maybe she didn't bring her cell phone when she went out...
...Every minute after, I will make up an excuse not to deceive others but to deceive myself
A single dog like me, who usually browses my Moments and Weibo, likes to read the most is "Ten Things that men and women in love must know", "How do you capture Ta's heart in the ambiguous stage", "Girls can catch their boyfriend's heart when they know it", and so on, it seems like I have a girlfriend, every time I read those love secrets written from the perspective of a girl, I will have an illusion: Oh!
It turns out that my girlfriend still has such a little thought in her heart
Doesn't it sound stupid, but it makes me feel comfortable
I just waited so much for more than an hour, and the battery of my phone went from 70% to 39%. I would turn off the phone after playing for a while.
I couldn't help but feel upset, Ling Rong, Ling Rong, you are so pitiful, cowardly, and useless, just for a message from someone else's girlfriend, I can't think of food and food, and I'm restless, and I might be in my boyfriend's arms at this moment.
The more I think this way, the more angry I feel. If someone messed with me at this time, I would definitely get angry. I angrily pressed the shutdown button and planned to sleep for noon with my head covering my head. However, fate is so dramatic. In that last second, the QQ prompt message popped up in the status bar, it was her!
It was sent by her!
I just sent a smiley expression, not even a word of extra. What does this mean?
I didn't think about it at that time because I was completely filled with excitement and tension at that time, and the anger and dissatisfaction just now completely disappeared.
I started to feel uneasy again. What should I reply to her? What should I say? I rejected it one by one after another when I think about it. It was almost three minutes later. It would be impossible not to reply to her. So I simply replied to a smiley face with a big picture.
I have read those articles in my circle of friends and mentioned that if a man and a woman in ambiguous period send a message the fastest, or even to the place where she returns in seconds, then the person loses at the beginning because Ta is more concerned than the other party and is nervous about the other party's feelings. The goddess didn't send me a message for more than an hour. I was anxious like an ant on the hot pan. Now someone sent me an expression. I was worried that if the time goes by, they would be unhappy. I read the articles that teach people how to fall in love.
When my expression was posted, I regretted it. I was not good at speaking, and I didn’t need to meet on the Internet. Why are you still nervous? What’s the matter with a expression? Then someone misunderstood that you don’t want to pay attention to her and she doesn’t want to talk to her.
I thought about adding another sentence, but after thinking about it, I still don’t know what to post, and it also means to be more obvious.
I thought Zixia should have washed her clothes and charged her to solve all the questions I had just imagined
Question, I was playing with my phone, and I should be able to reply to me soon, but I guessed wrong. I waited for the next message for almost twenty minutes, and that was another 20 minutes of suffering.
#faint#
The goddess' second sentence is still an expression, a dizzy expression, which means she is uncomfortable now and is dizzy?
I still felt "dizzy" in my reply. I typed on the keyboard and wrote a sentence and deleted it again. I deleted it again and again, but I couldn't write what I wanted to say in my heart.
At this moment, the goddess sent the third message: You won’t have to send me a dizzy one, come here, #scared #
No
From then on, Zixia's speed of replying to messages became faster. I showed Ah He the screenshot of our chat. He bet with me that you will definitely return another expression later. Now he lost
I thought I had occupied Zixia at this moment, at least her time. It turned out that she was chatting with her boyfriend Ah He while chatting with me, and treated my chat with her as a joke and bet. My heart fell into the ice cellar. The more uncomfortable it would be, the more uncomfortable it would be. I really want to turn off my phone and ignore her, no longer miss her, so that she can know how powerful I am and let her know that I will be angry.
But I can't do it
Forced to write a few words with a smile, then what are you betting on? #Laughing#
It took a while for the other side to send a message, tonight's supper
That's how he's miserable he's going to be slaughtered
Yes #cute#, I'm discussing with him where to eat tonight. I plan to go out to eat and go to the movie after eating.
This is not a punishment for Ah He, it is simply a torture for me. I have dinner together and go to the movie together. This is the scene where I have fantasized about being with Zixia countless times.
I became weak and unable to type, so I had to send her a happy expression
I wonder if you have this experience. When others don’t want to chat with you, no matter how excited you say, he will only reply to you with one expression without even adding a word. This is to reveal a message, and people don’t want to talk anymore.
My expression at that time was like drawing the end. After more than ten minutes, Zixia still didn't reply a word. I guess she was discussing with Ah He about having a meal and watching a movie.
I threw my phone aside casually, lay on the bed in the dormitory and stared blankly at the ceiling. I tried to close my eyes but couldn't sleep
That day, the roommates in the dormitory were rarely there, and it was almost time to have dinner. They asked me to go to dinner together, but I was not in the mood, and I couldn't talk about the topic together. They like to brag, talk about girls, pick up girls, and occasionally talk about games. They are also bragging. In their eyes, a fat man is so fat, he has a clumsy body and a stupid head. He must be stupid to play games, and he can't do anything well. So even if I have different opinions on the games I'm talking about, they will only sneer. No, it should be said that this is what many people think of fat men, not just them.
That's it. When I was having a meal and chatting, I was the isolated invisible man. I sat there like a pet. When they were eating and saying something, they followed them. What's the difference between this and a dog? I didn't want to be someone's lackey, so I later became disliked to go to dinner with them.
I'm not hungry yet, you guys go and eat
They didn't even ask, and they didn't shout for a second, and they walked out of the dormitory. I think it should be the best relief for them and me.
I don't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, the whole dormitory was dark, and there was only a little light from the opposite teaching building outside. It was completely dark.
I picked up my phone and wanted to turn on the flashlight to look at it. I found that the power was out of power and turned off. I fumbled and climbed out of the bed, and then walked to the door and turned on the light. The sudden light made my eyes uncomfortable. The room was filled with garbage they threw and the clothes they had changed, and the buckets were piled in the middle of the aisle. It was very inconvenient to walk. When the teacher was about to come to check the bed, I left these tasks to me.
I turned on the computer and looked at it. It was almost 21 o'clock. In other words, I had been sleeping for four or five hours, and my stomach felt hungry. There must be no food in the cafeteria. There was no takeaway application at that time, so I had to put on my clothes and go out to school to see what I had to eat.
There must be many snacks and restaurants around every school. When I first started school, I thought the food in the cafeteria was quite delicious. Why do everyone like to go out to eat? Later I found that most of the people who went out to eat were male and female. Of course, it was not suitable to put girls in the school's cafeteria, and it also seemed a little lower-grade. So, if I don't know anything about it, even if I feel that restaurants outside are too expensive and reluctant to spend money, I will be destined to become a dead house.
I am a real Sichuan native, but I don’t like spicy food. It’s very strange. And because of the accent, sometimes people will be laughed at when talking and pronunciating.
After looking around, this restaurant is only clean and tidy. The decoration and storefront should be of high price. But today I really want to spend money. Of course, I can't bear to leave it alone. People say that when a person is in a bad mood, they like shopping. Maybe there is some reason.
Just after ordering, I was about to find a seat to sit down, but when I turned my head, I saw two people in my class, one man and one woman. The man was dressed very exaggeratedly, his hair was dyed grayish white, his ears were pierced, and his earrings were worn. He was wearing exaggerated skulls were painted on the clothes, and his shoes were covered with rivets, and his sleek eyes were really no more suitable to play the role of a young and dandy than him.
The woman's dress is a bit more restrained, but she is only "more". Her thick makeup, her big eyes outlined by her eyeliner, and her pale face that is so white that she can compare to the zombies in ghost movies, it can be seen that she is not a good student.
The clothes are also quite exaggerated, with her shoulders exposed, her sexy collarbone and loose collar make people want to find out inside the clothes. The pants are ripped jeans and black Converse canvas shoes. If her makeup is not too Korean, she will be considered a rock girl.
The man is called Xu Honglei and the woman is called Song Xuanxuan. They are all classmates in my class. I am very unfamiliar with Xu Honglei. Although I didn't communicate too much with him, I didn't like the person dressed up like this at first sight, and even felt a little disgusted, because he reminded me of the little hooligans who extorted me at the school gate in junior high school. That was an experience I really didn't want to recall.
It is obvious that the two of them are a couple, and sometimes I can't help but can't figure out the world. If you say that handsome, good-study, rich people can find a girlfriend, it's understandable, but why do people like Xu Honglei who can no longer be described as bad students will have girls coming to their doors, and they are pretty girls? Is it true that rock people must find a punk person?
I began to regret entering this restaurant because I was the only one in the restaurant at this time. They were just sitting in the corner inside. I didn't notice when I entered the door. If I sat down to eat, any one of them would definitely find me when they turned around. Then my identity as a single dog would be taken out to play with me again.
Things were developing faster than I thought. Before I could sit down, I shouted over there: Hello! Ling Rong!
It was Xu Honglei's call. I was helpless and wanted to pretend to be surprised and turned around and turned to them, showing an incredible expression. What a coincidence, you are here too
I know that my actions are so idiotic and my acting skills are so bad. I can tell from the smiles at the corners of their mouths that I can see.
What are you doing here?
Xu Honglei asked this question very proudly, just like he is the owner of this store and I am his friend. He should stay in the kitchen and work and not be allowed to hang out.
I answered him stupidly, "Eat for dinner."
Such a simple and sincere answer made them laugh again. I cursed in my heart. It is difficult for me to get angry with girls, so I attributed all the blame to Xu Honglei.
OK, then you can eat first, eat more
After asking this sentence, Xu Honglei sent me away. The last few words seemed to be specially prepared to laugh at me. I walked from the left dining table to the right and answered such an idiot question, but I was sent away again. When I turned around and walked back, I didn't have to think about it and knew that he must be making fun of me. I heard the laughter.
I was indignant and I had to teach her girlfriend a lesson when I went back later. Yes, you heard it right, I want to teach Xu Honglei's girlfriend Song Xuanxuan a lesson
Someone probably thought that when a person is lonely, he needs to rely on his sex to relieve boredom. People like me must be self-reliant to masturbate. Song Xuanxuan is my sexual fantasy object.
Why isn't Zixia? Because I really can't have bad thoughts about her. A girl who smiled at you on the first day of school, you can't bear to hurt her no matter what. But Song Xuanxuan fits all my imagination of slutty women. Her delicate face, exposed clothes, and her seemingly open personality. Her rebellious temper that needs to be controlled by a man. All of these gather together is a prostitute and a slut who need to fuck her hard with her dick.
Of course I ate that meal very quickly. When I paid for it, Xu Honglei and the others had not left yet. I said goodbye to them with a smile out of courtesy. Xu Honglei just picked up his chin and told him to hear it. There was no other flower, and Song Xuanxuan didn't even look at me.
On the way back, I could see groups of couples talking and laughing. I was so disappointed. I didn’t want to go over and find a girlfriend. But after I tried talking to girls several times, and even invited them to have dinner and play and was rejected, I couldn’t cheer up again.
The library is my favorite place except for the bed in the dormitory. It is very quiet and not as noisy as outside. There are many people studying and reading books. There are couples and singles, but most of them are reading books alone. I seem to find my companion there, which is the home of my soul.
Tonight I really couldn't see any words in the library, because there was an extremely beautiful girl sitting opposite me. I can say that she was very beautiful, with delicate skin like snow and jade. The air bangs just covered the part of her forehead. She tied a simple ponytail on the back, and there was no other unnecessary decoration on her head. Everything seemed so simple and natural.
The long eyelashes were natural. She would blink her eyes after reading a few lines. She saw the shallow dimples on the sunken cheeks on both sides of the beautiful place. Because she could not make loud noises, she had to try her best to restrain herself from laughing out loud. She covered her mouth and shook her shoulders, and looked so cute. Her clothes were just wearing a pure white T-shirt, which matched her skin tone very well. Anyone would think she was a junior high school student when she saw her. I was sitting opposite such a girl.
It's strange that there are quite a lot of students in the reading room, but they would rather have four people and six people crowded on a table to read books. There are obviously free seats on the left and right sides of me, but no one comes here. Even if a few new people come in, they must have found other empty seats to sit down. She and I were like an invisible glass cover that was isolated from the outside world. Only me and her
At that moment, Zixia, Song Xuanxuan, Xu Honglei, everything I like and hate is no longer important. As long as I can sit across from her like this, I will be enough to forget all the unhappiness and anxiety. I think I am in love, just at that moment just now
In order to try my best not to let her, who is opposite, discover my vulgar appearance of peeping at her, I always turn a few pages of the book to stretch my neck and raise my head, and quickly look at her. If I find that she is so sensible, I will be brave enough to look at it again. If I look at it again, I can't look at it again, because she has changed a page and her eyes will probably be discovered by her.
I was holding the article and art magazine, so I didn't dare to read it too quickly. I didn't want to leave this seat and change it to another new book. What if someone took my seat while I was not here? I read the not-so-thin abstract for an hour. Until the reading room was about to close, everyone stood up and put it back on the seat and left the reading room. She still sat there and didn't seem to leave. She was left with me and her. She was still looking through the thick history of the world. I was anxious and didn't know what to do. I was reluctant to leave, but it was inevitable that people would be suspicious if I had to sit down again.
Idiot, don't leave yet
Someone who came out of nowhere suddenly rose up beside her. A tall boy appeared. From my perspective, he looked tall and handsome. The girl opposite heard his voice, pouted and snorted cutely, ran to put the book back in place, and the boy helped her put the seat back. The girl ran back and hooked the boy's arm and left my sight with a smile.
I feel no more uncomfortable than that moment. Yes, how stupid I am, I think such a beautiful girl will be single without a boyfriend, just like me. She sits and refuses to leave. Maybe it's because there are so many people who are embarrassed to speak and deliberately stay to get to know me. What a ridiculous fantasy, she laughs out loud.
Are you leaving yet? It's going to close, let's see you tomorrow
The librarian aunt looked at me and I'll leave now
As soon as I went out, the wind was so strong that it made people get cold from their scalp to their feet
……
Although Zixia and I are now separated by two mobile phone screens, we are in the same mood. How should I say the first thing? I'd better wait for her to speak first. Yes!
This method is good. I can avoid my shortcomings by using calmness and I don’t know how to chat with girls.
However, I just looked at the screen of my phone stupidly, browsing gossip entertainment information absent-mindedly for more than half an hour, but there was no movement on the other end of my phone.
The excitement at the beginning was eroded little by little over time
I started to find excuses for Zixia. Maybe she was busy with other things, maybe her cell phone was out of battery, maybe she was calling her family and couldn't take care of it, maybe she was washing clothes, maybe she didn't bring her cell phone when she went out...
...Every minute after, I will make up an excuse not to deceive others but to deceive myself
A single dog like me, who usually browses my Moments and Weibo, likes to read the most is "Ten Things that men and women in love must know", "How do you capture Ta's heart in the ambiguous stage", "Girls can catch their boyfriend's heart when they know it", and so on, it seems like I have a girlfriend, every time I read those love secrets written from the perspective of a girl, I will have an illusion: Oh!
It turns out that my girlfriend still has such a little thought in her heart
Doesn't it sound stupid, but it makes me feel comfortable
I just waited so much for more than an hour, and the battery of my phone went from 70% to 39%. I would turn off the phone after playing for a while.
I couldn't help but feel upset, Ling Rong, Ling Rong, you are so pitiful, cowardly, and useless, just for a message from someone else's girlfriend, I can't think of food and food, and I'm restless, and I might be in my boyfriend's arms at this moment.
The more I think this way, the more angry I feel. If someone messed with me at this time, I would definitely get angry. I angrily pressed the shutdown button and planned to sleep for noon with my head covering my head. However, fate is so dramatic. In that last second, the QQ prompt message popped up in the status bar, it was her!
It was sent by her!
I just sent a smiley expression, not even a word of extra. What does this mean?
I didn't think about it at that time because I was completely filled with excitement and tension at that time, and the anger and dissatisfaction just now completely disappeared.
I started to feel uneasy again. What should I reply to her? What should I say? I rejected it one by one after another when I think about it. It was almost three minutes later. It would be impossible not to reply to her. So I simply replied to a smiley face with a big picture.
I have read those articles in my circle of friends and mentioned that if a man and a woman in ambiguous period send a message the fastest, or even to the place where she returns in seconds, then the person loses at the beginning because Ta is more concerned than the other party and is nervous about the other party's feelings. The goddess didn't send me a message for more than an hour. I was anxious like an ant on the hot pan. Now someone sent me an expression. I was worried that if the time goes by, they would be unhappy. I read the articles that teach people how to fall in love.
When my expression was posted, I regretted it. I was not good at speaking, and I didn’t need to meet on the Internet. Why are you still nervous? What’s the matter with a expression? Then someone misunderstood that you don’t want to pay attention to her and she doesn’t want to talk to her.
I thought about adding another sentence, but after thinking about it, I still don’t know what to post, and it also means to be more obvious.
I thought Zixia should have washed her clothes and charged her to solve all the questions I had just imagined
Question, I was playing with my phone, and I should be able to reply to me soon, but I guessed wrong. I waited for the next message for almost twenty minutes, and that was another 20 minutes of suffering.
#faint#
The goddess' second sentence is still an expression, a dizzy expression, which means she is uncomfortable now and is dizzy?
I still felt "dizzy" in my reply. I typed on the keyboard and wrote a sentence and deleted it again. I deleted it again and again, but I couldn't write what I wanted to say in my heart.
At this moment, the goddess sent the third message: You won’t have to send me a dizzy one, come here, #scared #
No
From then on, Zixia's speed of replying to messages became faster. I showed Ah He the screenshot of our chat. He bet with me that you will definitely return another expression later. Now he lost
I thought I had occupied Zixia at this moment, at least her time. It turned out that she was chatting with her boyfriend Ah He while chatting with me, and treated my chat with her as a joke and bet. My heart fell into the ice cellar. The more uncomfortable it would be, the more uncomfortable it would be. I really want to turn off my phone and ignore her, no longer miss her, so that she can know how powerful I am and let her know that I will be angry.
But I can't do it
Forced to write a few words with a smile, then what are you betting on? #Laughing#
It took a while for the other side to send a message, tonight's supper
That's how he's miserable he's going to be slaughtered
Yes #cute#, I'm discussing with him where to eat tonight. I plan to go out to eat and go to the movie after eating.
This is not a punishment for Ah He, it is simply a torture for me. I have dinner together and go to the movie together. This is the scene where I have fantasized about being with Zixia countless times.
I became weak and unable to type, so I had to send her a happy expression
I wonder if you have this experience. When others don’t want to chat with you, no matter how excited you say, he will only reply to you with one expression without even adding a word. This is to reveal a message, and people don’t want to talk anymore.
My expression at that time was like drawing the end. After more than ten minutes, Zixia still didn't reply a word. I guess she was discussing with Ah He about having a meal and watching a movie.
I threw my phone aside casually, lay on the bed in the dormitory and stared blankly at the ceiling. I tried to close my eyes but couldn't sleep
That day, the roommates in the dormitory were rarely there, and it was almost time to have dinner. They asked me to go to dinner together, but I was not in the mood, and I couldn't talk about the topic together. They like to brag, talk about girls, pick up girls, and occasionally talk about games. They are also bragging. In their eyes, a fat man is so fat, he has a clumsy body and a stupid head. He must be stupid to play games, and he can't do anything well. So even if I have different opinions on the games I'm talking about, they will only sneer. No, it should be said that this is what many people think of fat men, not just them.
That's it. When I was having a meal and chatting, I was the isolated invisible man. I sat there like a pet. When they were eating and saying something, they followed them. What's the difference between this and a dog? I didn't want to be someone's lackey, so I later became disliked to go to dinner with them.
I'm not hungry yet, you guys go and eat
They didn't even ask, and they didn't shout for a second, and they walked out of the dormitory. I think it should be the best relief for them and me.
I don't know when I fell asleep. When I woke up, the whole dormitory was dark, and there was only a little light from the opposite teaching building outside. It was completely dark.
I picked up my phone and wanted to turn on the flashlight to look at it. I found that the power was out of power and turned off. I fumbled and climbed out of the bed, and then walked to the door and turned on the light. The sudden light made my eyes uncomfortable. The room was filled with garbage they threw and the clothes they had changed, and the buckets were piled in the middle of the aisle. It was very inconvenient to walk. When the teacher was about to come to check the bed, I left these tasks to me.
I turned on the computer and looked at it. It was almost 21 o'clock. In other words, I had been sleeping for four or five hours, and my stomach felt hungry. There must be no food in the cafeteria. There was no takeaway application at that time, so I had to put on my clothes and go out to school to see what I had to eat.
There must be many snacks and restaurants around every school. When I first started school, I thought the food in the cafeteria was quite delicious. Why do everyone like to go out to eat? Later I found that most of the people who went out to eat were male and female. Of course, it was not suitable to put girls in the school's cafeteria, and it also seemed a little lower-grade. So, if I don't know anything about it, even if I feel that restaurants outside are too expensive and reluctant to spend money, I will be destined to become a dead house.
I am a real Sichuan native, but I don’t like spicy food. It’s very strange. And because of the accent, sometimes people will be laughed at when talking and pronunciating.
After looking around, this restaurant is only clean and tidy. The decoration and storefront should be of high price. But today I really want to spend money. Of course, I can't bear to leave it alone. People say that when a person is in a bad mood, they like shopping. Maybe there is some reason.
Just after ordering, I was about to find a seat to sit down, but when I turned my head, I saw two people in my class, one man and one woman. The man was dressed very exaggeratedly, his hair was dyed grayish white, his ears were pierced, and his earrings were worn. He was wearing exaggerated skulls were painted on the clothes, and his shoes were covered with rivets, and his sleek eyes were really no more suitable to play the role of a young and dandy than him.
The woman's dress is a bit more restrained, but she is only "more". Her thick makeup, her big eyes outlined by her eyeliner, and her pale face that is so white that she can compare to the zombies in ghost movies, it can be seen that she is not a good student.
The clothes are also quite exaggerated, with her shoulders exposed, her sexy collarbone and loose collar make people want to find out inside the clothes. The pants are ripped jeans and black Converse canvas shoes. If her makeup is not too Korean, she will be considered a rock girl.
The man is called Xu Honglei and the woman is called Song Xuanxuan. They are all classmates in my class. I am very unfamiliar with Xu Honglei. Although I didn't communicate too much with him, I didn't like the person dressed up like this at first sight, and even felt a little disgusted, because he reminded me of the little hooligans who extorted me at the school gate in junior high school. That was an experience I really didn't want to recall.
It is obvious that the two of them are a couple, and sometimes I can't help but can't figure out the world. If you say that handsome, good-study, rich people can find a girlfriend, it's understandable, but why do people like Xu Honglei who can no longer be described as bad students will have girls coming to their doors, and they are pretty girls? Is it true that rock people must find a punk person?
I began to regret entering this restaurant because I was the only one in the restaurant at this time. They were just sitting in the corner inside. I didn't notice when I entered the door. If I sat down to eat, any one of them would definitely find me when they turned around. Then my identity as a single dog would be taken out to play with me again.
Things were developing faster than I thought. Before I could sit down, I shouted over there: Hello! Ling Rong!
It was Xu Honglei's call. I was helpless and wanted to pretend to be surprised and turned around and turned to them, showing an incredible expression. What a coincidence, you are here too
I know that my actions are so idiotic and my acting skills are so bad. I can tell from the smiles at the corners of their mouths that I can see.
What are you doing here?
Xu Honglei asked this question very proudly, just like he is the owner of this store and I am his friend. He should stay in the kitchen and work and not be allowed to hang out.
I answered him stupidly, "Eat for dinner."
Such a simple and sincere answer made them laugh again. I cursed in my heart. It is difficult for me to get angry with girls, so I attributed all the blame to Xu Honglei.
OK, then you can eat first, eat more
After asking this sentence, Xu Honglei sent me away. The last few words seemed to be specially prepared to laugh at me. I walked from the left dining table to the right and answered such an idiot question, but I was sent away again. When I turned around and walked back, I didn't have to think about it and knew that he must be making fun of me. I heard the laughter.
I was indignant and I had to teach her girlfriend a lesson when I went back later. Yes, you heard it right, I want to teach Xu Honglei's girlfriend Song Xuanxuan a lesson
Someone probably thought that when a person is lonely, he needs to rely on his sex to relieve boredom. People like me must be self-reliant to masturbate. Song Xuanxuan is my sexual fantasy object.
Why isn't Zixia? Because I really can't have bad thoughts about her. A girl who smiled at you on the first day of school, you can't bear to hurt her no matter what. But Song Xuanxuan fits all my imagination of slutty women. Her delicate face, exposed clothes, and her seemingly open personality. Her rebellious temper that needs to be controlled by a man. All of these gather together is a prostitute and a slut who need to fuck her hard with her dick.
Of course I ate that meal very quickly. When I paid for it, Xu Honglei and the others had not left yet. I said goodbye to them with a smile out of courtesy. Xu Honglei just picked up his chin and told him to hear it. There was no other flower, and Song Xuanxuan didn't even look at me.
On the way back, I could see groups of couples talking and laughing. I was so disappointed. I didn’t want to go over and find a girlfriend. But after I tried talking to girls several times, and even invited them to have dinner and play and was rejected, I couldn’t cheer up again.
The library is my favorite place except for the bed in the dormitory. It is very quiet and not as noisy as outside. There are many people studying and reading books. There are couples and singles, but most of them are reading books alone. I seem to find my companion there, which is the home of my soul.
Tonight I really couldn't see any words in the library, because there was an extremely beautiful girl sitting opposite me. I can say that she was very beautiful, with delicate skin like snow and jade. The air bangs just covered the part of her forehead. She tied a simple ponytail on the back, and there was no other unnecessary decoration on her head. Everything seemed so simple and natural.
The long eyelashes were natural. She would blink her eyes after reading a few lines. She saw the shallow dimples on the sunken cheeks on both sides of the beautiful place. Because she could not make loud noises, she had to try her best to restrain herself from laughing out loud. She covered her mouth and shook her shoulders, and looked so cute. Her clothes were just wearing a pure white T-shirt, which matched her skin tone very well. Anyone would think she was a junior high school student when she saw her. I was sitting opposite such a girl.
It's strange that there are quite a lot of students in the reading room, but they would rather have four people and six people crowded on a table to read books. There are obviously free seats on the left and right sides of me, but no one comes here. Even if a few new people come in, they must have found other empty seats to sit down. She and I were like an invisible glass cover that was isolated from the outside world. Only me and her
At that moment, Zixia, Song Xuanxuan, Xu Honglei, everything I like and hate is no longer important. As long as I can sit across from her like this, I will be enough to forget all the unhappiness and anxiety. I think I am in love, just at that moment just now
In order to try my best not to let her, who is opposite, discover my vulgar appearance of peeping at her, I always turn a few pages of the book to stretch my neck and raise my head, and quickly look at her. If I find that she is so sensible, I will be brave enough to look at it again. If I look at it again, I can't look at it again, because she has changed a page and her eyes will probably be discovered by her.
I was holding the article and art magazine, so I didn't dare to read it too quickly. I didn't want to leave this seat and change it to another new book. What if someone took my seat while I was not here? I read the not-so-thin abstract for an hour. Until the reading room was about to close, everyone stood up and put it back on the seat and left the reading room. She still sat there and didn't seem to leave. She was left with me and her. She was still looking through the thick history of the world. I was anxious and didn't know what to do. I was reluctant to leave, but it was inevitable that people would be suspicious if I had to sit down again.
Idiot, don't leave yet
Someone who came out of nowhere suddenly rose up beside her. A tall boy appeared. From my perspective, he looked tall and handsome. The girl opposite heard his voice, pouted and snorted cutely, ran to put the book back in place, and the boy helped her put the seat back. The girl ran back and hooked the boy's arm and left my sight with a smile.
I feel no more uncomfortable than that moment. Yes, how stupid I am, I think such a beautiful girl will be single without a boyfriend, just like me. She sits and refuses to leave. Maybe it's because there are so many people who are embarrassed to speak and deliberately stay to get to know me. What a ridiculous fantasy, she laughs out loud.
Are you leaving yet? It's going to close, let's see you tomorrow
The librarian aunt looked at me and I'll leave now
As soon as I went out, the wind was so strong that it made people get cold from their scalp to their feet
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