My name is Ling Xiaowei. I am 26 years old and a female teacher. My parents divorced when I was a child. I grew up with my grandma. My parents only give my grandma some living expenses every month and rarely see me. Because of this, I am more introverted and not talkative, so I am always lonely when I was in school. Few friends were always bullied by male classmates when I was in junior high school. After high school, the environment gradually improved. I also had a few friends. At that time, since they were 16 or 7 years old, everyone began to feel excited. Girls always talked about which boy is more handsome, and boys also went to beautiful girls all day long to gather around beautiful girls. Friends said that I looked super like a pure jade girl Gao Yuanyuan. She was already 168cm tall and had a well-proportioned figure.I was regarded as a target by many boys, surrounded me all day long, helping me with this and that, but I didn’t seem to have any interest in them, just treating them like classmates. But when the girls approached me, I felt very kind. I especially liked to be with beautiful and cute girls in my second year of high school. I suddenly found that when I saw girls peeing in front of me, I had an inexplicable impulse when I saw girls peeing in front of me. Since there were no compartments in the school toilets, everyone squeezed into the toilet, so every time I went to the toilet, I could see countless girls peeing in front of me, and my face would become boiling and red. This situation made me feel very ashamed. I am a girl, why would I feel excited when I see girls peeing?