This is the fourth spring of my mother's arrival in Canada. She told me that she felt that this was coming later than in previous years, and she always had no warmth. I just nodded, but I knew in my heart that this was an illusion caused by her state of mind. In fact, the climate did not change much compared to the same season in previous years. It was just that she felt this way because of her brother's leukemia and anxiety in her heart.