This is the fourth spring of my mother's arrival in Canada. She told me that she felt that this place came later than in previous years, and she always felt no warmth.
I just nodded, but I understood in my heart that this was an illusion caused by her state of mind. In fact, the climate did not change much compared to the same time in previous years. It was just that she felt this way because of her brother's leukemia and anxiety.
My younger brother is only 6 years old this year, and was born to my mother's unexpected pregnancy when she was 36 years old.
My mother, who was busy with business at the time, had a while of struggle, and decided to welcome this unexpected joy.
When my younger brother was born, my father, who was busy expanding the international market, was discussing cooperation with a metal synthetic material company in Canada. My 45-year-old father was very excited when he heard that his mother gave birth to another son. He even made some compromises at the negotiating table and ended the trade cooperation negotiations in advance and hurriedly returned to China.
This was a very happy thing, but in the winter three years ago, my father unfortunately passed away in a high-speed rail accident in Moscow.
After that, my mother took her young brother to Vancouver for many years and took over the overseas market she and her father jointly created.
I came to Vancouver after completing my studies in China last year, and came to my mother to help and learn from her to do business.
My major in psychology in college, and now I have to switch to international trade
It can be said that my father's sudden departure disrupted my life trajectory. If he was still alive, I would choose to continue studying and continue my wild youth.
In addition to being a father, my father is also my life mentor and goal of transcendence.
I also inherited his excellent genes, have a higher sensitivity to numbers than ordinary people and have innate perception ability. This not only allowed me to enter the junior class of college early when I was 14 because of my specialties in mathematics. Later, I successfully finished my graduate school. It also allowed me to make a lot of money in the stock market during my college years from 16 to 20 years old. I also invested in several restaurants. In the eyes of some people, I am a rogue and genius. In fact, I know that I am just protected by my father, because no matter how great a genius in this world is, I still need platforms and supporters to make achievements.
I would like to say a little more. I am not a sloppy man. I have been in contact with all kinds of people since I was in college for junior college. From scholars and experts to rascals, I don’t think I am a good person. I will do anything to achieve some goals. Of course, most of the time I still choose to be open and have my own bottom line of behavior. Finally, I have to say that the rise of our entire family business was based on the first pot of gold my father got from his grandfather who was far away in Taiwan. My grandfather started out as a gangster. In his early years, he traveled across the ocean to Taiwan and never stepped back to the land of the mainland. His 20-year-old father followed his grandmother’s wishes and also traveled across the ocean to Taiwan to find his grandfather. In the end, he failed to take his grandfather back to the mainland to take a look at his grandmother, and only brought back a sum of money and a lot of connections!
My father said that I inherited the bloody nature of Jiang family men who never give up until they achieve their goals.
If my father was there, I would have to spend a few more years, from spirit to body, I would be free and unrestrained, in addition to my love and desire for my mother
His departure broke all this, and I had to end my unruly youth early, but my love and desire for my mother had the opportunity to be released...
……
My mother is a woman who looks peaceful and beautiful on the outside but is very strong on the inside. Her father's departure has a big blow to her, but she endured the grief in a very short time, calmed down her mood, and continued to move forward.
In the eyes of business partners and opponents, mother is a healing goddess who doesn't say much, but every time she says a word, she is loud and loud. Her beautiful and calm eyes always seem to see through people's thoughts, but she will not easily attack people. She is a healing goddess who looks like she has no edges on the surface.
Anyone who knows mother knows that this woman with a gentle appearance is not simple, but she is very strong inside.
But only I, the closest person to her, knows that my mother also has a fragile side. I have seen her standing alone on the balcony and staring at the night sky in a daze. I know she has insomnia, but I have never disturbed her before. It was her own situation. What was she thinking?
Many times I miss my father in heaven
But in the past two months, she has been standing alone on the balcony late at night more often than usual. I even found out once that she was smoking and couldn't smoke. She couldn't help but cough a few times after taking a breath.
I know she is not just missing her father, but because her 6-year-old brother found out that the only way to cure leukemia was a bone marrow transplant, but the appropriate matching was not found for a long time. All the immediate relatives, including my brother, have tested it, and none of them are suitable.
The night sky tonight is calm, a bright moon is passing through a thin cloud, but the stars are not dense, and they are not very real when blinking, and they seem to have an unspeakable thought.
My mother's tall figure appeared again on the fully enclosed balcony on the second floor of her home. She did not turn on the light and turned on a breathable small window. Then a light flashed away. I knew it was the light of the lighter, and she was smoking again.
I slowly stood up from the sand in the living room, took a long coat and walked into the balcony.
Since my brother was diagnosed with the condition, I moved from the third floor to the second floor, closer to my mother and brother. Recently, I often turn off the lights and lie on the sofa in the living room for a long time before going to bed.
I always thought that my mother shouldn't notice this because her bedroom door was between the sofa bed and the balcony door. She shouldn't pay attention to the situation here when she went to the balcony.
So when I approached her, I consciously coughed first to avoid causing too much fear to her
But what surprised me was that when I put my long clothes on my mother, she seemed to be fine without any surprise. Instead, she quickly pressed the cigarette that had just taken a few sips on the glass window, and threw the cigarette out the window in a little panic. This action was rarely seen on my mother, who had always been neat and even a little obsessed with cleanliness. The last time I saw her like this was the case, my father was the one who had something to do with her.
I thought you fell asleep on the sofa, my mother said softly
It turns out that she has always known that I will be on the sofa for a while every day
I wrapped my mother's long coat tightly and said softly: This place is about the same temperature as the room temperature, but you should still be colder when you open the window while wearing pajamas.
My mother turned around and stroked my hair with her hands. I knew that my 999 was growing up. 999 was my nickname, because I was born on Double Ninth Festival, so I took my nickname Jiujiu and my scientific name Jiufeng
My mother leaned her head on my shoulder. The hair and the unique female body fragrance of her body faintly penetrated her nose. I straightened my body and raised my hand to wrap my hand over my mother's slightly thin shoulders, making her leaner tighter on me.
Don't suck it anymore, that's not good, and you can't suck it, don't learn this
I grabbed the cigarette box from the other side of my mother and threw it out from the window. From the weight, I could tell that the metal shell lighter was also in the cigarette box.
My mother obviously had a little resistance to my actions, but she just struggled for a while and didn't blame me for anything.
I added: Smoking is not good for women's skin and can make aging faster
I know that getting old and ugly is often more concerned about women than anything else
Are you already on the road to getting old? Do you still care about speed?
My mother is always the most beautiful! I hugged my mother in my arms
My mother was a little surprised by my behavior. After a few seconds of stalemate, she relaxed and buried her head in front of my chest. She was really tired and needed a relying on her chest and shoulders to dock. I think the only person who can provide these is me.
My mother's body was shaking, and a very subtle sob started on my chest
I hugged this strong woman tightly and let her cry. Only by crying is the best spiritual medicine for her.
Only by letting her nervous emotions emanate, her tense nerves can relax
My mother's tears wet the clothes on my chest, and her emotions changed unconsciously. She even beat my back with her hands a few times, and the crying sounds were rising and falling.
My hands gently stroked my mother's back until her emotions gradually calmed down
Mother gently breaks away from my arms
In the darkness, with the flashing neon lights outside the window, I reached out to help her tidy long hair, wiped the tears from her face, and once again wrapped her long clothes on her body.
My hand inadvertently touched the round bulge on her chest, and the soft but full touch made me feel a little hesitant
My mother's breasts are not huge, and in comparison, they are not as eye-catching as her face. Of course, this is also related to her relatively conservative dress. In my impression, even if she wears exposed clothes in summer, the biggest ray of spring she can see is just a shallow groove on her chest.
Ninety, find some time to go to Fred's hospital... and try it
I responded softly, pretending to be nothing, but my heart was filled with waves.
Fred is a well-known leukemia expert and a professor in DNA research. He has his own independent research institute and is a visiting professor in a large hospital.
A month ago, my mother and I took my younger brother Chuner (my younger brother was born in spring, so he named Chunhao) to see him for the first time. He personally conducted a comprehensive examination of Chuner and arranged for my mother and I to take blood samples.
My mother asked Fred, and Fred did not directly answer the reason for the blood sample, but said that he would come to him again in three days.
When we went to see Fred the second time, he took an 8-page English pathology report to us and told us directly that there are only two ways to save Chun'er. One is to find someone who can successfully match Chun'er; the other is to have luck, which means that the mother and father have another child and match Chun'er. Many people in the world use this method to match.
The mother was disappointed with Fred's advice, which was exactly the same as other doctors said, and there was nothing new. She told Fred that the second way would not work because her husband had passed away
At this time, Fred pointed at me and said in English: He can! He was born to you and your husband. We did a comprehensive DNA analysis through blood samples. He replaced his father and you to have a child. There is a certain chance of matching.
Fred's thoughts were crazy, and his mother was very shocked. Fortunately, there were only three of us at the scene, and everyone else, including Chun'er, was not present, otherwise my mother would definitely be embarrassed and then left the scene angrily.
The atmosphere was very awkward, and finally I broke the silence. I asked Fred in English: This idea is too crazy and unethical...
Fred shook his head and said in English: In front of life, something else is secondary.
The mother took the conversation and said in English: But he is my son! His biological son!
In front of life, everything else seems much smaller
Fred continued: Moreover, I just said to have a baby, not that you have to have a mother and son go to bed and have sex to get pregnant, and you can do more than one way to do IVF, and then implant it into the surrogate body. I can help you do it. I have this condition here, and even surrogate people can help contact me. You can consider it.
My mother got up and told me to leave. Before I left, I asked Fred: Have you ever had any successful cases of matching?
Of course! Fred nodded with certainty, two successful cases, one of which is also a Chinese!
It has been a month since the last time Fred met, and neither my mother nor I have mentioned this again.
Almost every day my mother would contact several major hospitals to ask about bone marrow matching, but the results were disappointing.
According to the attending physician, although Chun'er can now maintain her life for two years with the best medical conditions and drug control in the world, the ultimate treatment plan is to undergo bone marrow transplantation as soon as possible
Now 5 months have passed since the doctor said the best treatment period for two years. It can be said that Chun'er's life is racing against time.
This is why my mother hesitated for a while and finally decided to try it according to Fred's method.
The next morning, when I got up, my mother was already sitting at the dining table with Chun'er for breakfast.
The food placed in front of Chun'er was made strictly according to the recipes prescribed by the doctor, and was made by her mother. She was even worried that the most loyal servants in the family would make these.
Although Chun'er is still so thin and her hair has fallen out due to chemotherapy, she is in a pretty good state of mind. Her big eyes that have inherited her mother's genes are innocent and calm.
Chun'er's appearance has mostly been inherited from her mother, and her facial features are similar. It is not difficult to imagine that my younger brother must be a super handsome guy when he becomes an adult.
In comparison, I inherited my father more. Although I also had a melon-shaped face like my mother, my facial edges were more distinct, especially my eyes were not as big and bright as my mother, and they were very thin single eyelids. This was inherited from my father. However, according to my father's accidental disclosure, what my mother was most obsessed with was his eyes, which were not big, but quite energetic, and added a bit of melancholy temperament.
I smiled at Chun'er, sat opposite him, eating toast slices silently, drinking milk, Chun'er had already wiped her mouth and finished eating
Brother, when will I take me to swim? Chun'er asked me
When you are stronger, I will take you to the beach to swim
Well, I will be strong soon. After that, Chun'er got up and walked away. A servant nodded to me and my mother and followed him upstairs.
I watched my mother want to speak but stopped
My mother was wearing a casual light pink home clothes and didn't wear any makeup. Her well-maintained skin made many peers envious. Her hair was tied with a ponytail casually, making her look full of vitality.
I can feel that my mother's mental state is much more relaxed than before
I made an appointment with Fred. I will go to see him tomorrow morning. You can make arrangements for the work you have.
My mother told me
I nodded and couldn't help asking: Will he make arrangements? Do you have any other requests?
The mother shook her head, got up and left the dining table and said again: He said he would arrange it and I promised him to do it, and I will give him more money.
After my mother walked up the stairs, I couldn't help but curse Fred: An old thing that is greedy for money!
In addition to meeting some clients and friends with my mother's conscious arrangements, I will also read various trade reports in the office at other times
I know, this is my mother paving the way for me to take over the management of the company in the future.
Today I arrived at the company and asked the secretary to give me a summary of the work arrangements within three days. Then I made some corresponding adjustments to ensure that I had enough time to go to Fred's Institute tomorrow with my mother
I just nodded, but I understood in my heart that this was an illusion caused by her state of mind. In fact, the climate did not change much compared to the same time in previous years. It was just that she felt this way because of her brother's leukemia and anxiety.
My younger brother is only 6 years old this year, and was born to my mother's unexpected pregnancy when she was 36 years old.
My mother, who was busy with business at the time, had a while of struggle, and decided to welcome this unexpected joy.
When my younger brother was born, my father, who was busy expanding the international market, was discussing cooperation with a metal synthetic material company in Canada. My 45-year-old father was very excited when he heard that his mother gave birth to another son. He even made some compromises at the negotiating table and ended the trade cooperation negotiations in advance and hurriedly returned to China.
This was a very happy thing, but in the winter three years ago, my father unfortunately passed away in a high-speed rail accident in Moscow.
After that, my mother took her young brother to Vancouver for many years and took over the overseas market she and her father jointly created.
I came to Vancouver after completing my studies in China last year, and came to my mother to help and learn from her to do business.
My major in psychology in college, and now I have to switch to international trade
It can be said that my father's sudden departure disrupted my life trajectory. If he was still alive, I would choose to continue studying and continue my wild youth.
In addition to being a father, my father is also my life mentor and goal of transcendence.
I also inherited his excellent genes, have a higher sensitivity to numbers than ordinary people and have innate perception ability. This not only allowed me to enter the junior class of college early when I was 14 because of my specialties in mathematics. Later, I successfully finished my graduate school. It also allowed me to make a lot of money in the stock market during my college years from 16 to 20 years old. I also invested in several restaurants. In the eyes of some people, I am a rogue and genius. In fact, I know that I am just protected by my father, because no matter how great a genius in this world is, I still need platforms and supporters to make achievements.
I would like to say a little more. I am not a sloppy man. I have been in contact with all kinds of people since I was in college for junior college. From scholars and experts to rascals, I don’t think I am a good person. I will do anything to achieve some goals. Of course, most of the time I still choose to be open and have my own bottom line of behavior. Finally, I have to say that the rise of our entire family business was based on the first pot of gold my father got from his grandfather who was far away in Taiwan. My grandfather started out as a gangster. In his early years, he traveled across the ocean to Taiwan and never stepped back to the land of the mainland. His 20-year-old father followed his grandmother’s wishes and also traveled across the ocean to Taiwan to find his grandfather. In the end, he failed to take his grandfather back to the mainland to take a look at his grandmother, and only brought back a sum of money and a lot of connections!
My father said that I inherited the bloody nature of Jiang family men who never give up until they achieve their goals.
If my father was there, I would have to spend a few more years, from spirit to body, I would be free and unrestrained, in addition to my love and desire for my mother
His departure broke all this, and I had to end my unruly youth early, but my love and desire for my mother had the opportunity to be released...
……
My mother is a woman who looks peaceful and beautiful on the outside but is very strong on the inside. Her father's departure has a big blow to her, but she endured the grief in a very short time, calmed down her mood, and continued to move forward.
In the eyes of business partners and opponents, mother is a healing goddess who doesn't say much, but every time she says a word, she is loud and loud. Her beautiful and calm eyes always seem to see through people's thoughts, but she will not easily attack people. She is a healing goddess who looks like she has no edges on the surface.
Anyone who knows mother knows that this woman with a gentle appearance is not simple, but she is very strong inside.
But only I, the closest person to her, knows that my mother also has a fragile side. I have seen her standing alone on the balcony and staring at the night sky in a daze. I know she has insomnia, but I have never disturbed her before. It was her own situation. What was she thinking?
Many times I miss my father in heaven
But in the past two months, she has been standing alone on the balcony late at night more often than usual. I even found out once that she was smoking and couldn't smoke. She couldn't help but cough a few times after taking a breath.
I know she is not just missing her father, but because her 6-year-old brother found out that the only way to cure leukemia was a bone marrow transplant, but the appropriate matching was not found for a long time. All the immediate relatives, including my brother, have tested it, and none of them are suitable.
The night sky tonight is calm, a bright moon is passing through a thin cloud, but the stars are not dense, and they are not very real when blinking, and they seem to have an unspeakable thought.
My mother's tall figure appeared again on the fully enclosed balcony on the second floor of her home. She did not turn on the light and turned on a breathable small window. Then a light flashed away. I knew it was the light of the lighter, and she was smoking again.
I slowly stood up from the sand in the living room, took a long coat and walked into the balcony.
Since my brother was diagnosed with the condition, I moved from the third floor to the second floor, closer to my mother and brother. Recently, I often turn off the lights and lie on the sofa in the living room for a long time before going to bed.
I always thought that my mother shouldn't notice this because her bedroom door was between the sofa bed and the balcony door. She shouldn't pay attention to the situation here when she went to the balcony.
So when I approached her, I consciously coughed first to avoid causing too much fear to her
But what surprised me was that when I put my long clothes on my mother, she seemed to be fine without any surprise. Instead, she quickly pressed the cigarette that had just taken a few sips on the glass window, and threw the cigarette out the window in a little panic. This action was rarely seen on my mother, who had always been neat and even a little obsessed with cleanliness. The last time I saw her like this was the case, my father was the one who had something to do with her.
I thought you fell asleep on the sofa, my mother said softly
It turns out that she has always known that I will be on the sofa for a while every day
I wrapped my mother's long coat tightly and said softly: This place is about the same temperature as the room temperature, but you should still be colder when you open the window while wearing pajamas.
My mother turned around and stroked my hair with her hands. I knew that my 999 was growing up. 999 was my nickname, because I was born on Double Ninth Festival, so I took my nickname Jiujiu and my scientific name Jiufeng
My mother leaned her head on my shoulder. The hair and the unique female body fragrance of her body faintly penetrated her nose. I straightened my body and raised my hand to wrap my hand over my mother's slightly thin shoulders, making her leaner tighter on me.
Don't suck it anymore, that's not good, and you can't suck it, don't learn this
I grabbed the cigarette box from the other side of my mother and threw it out from the window. From the weight, I could tell that the metal shell lighter was also in the cigarette box.
My mother obviously had a little resistance to my actions, but she just struggled for a while and didn't blame me for anything.
I added: Smoking is not good for women's skin and can make aging faster
I know that getting old and ugly is often more concerned about women than anything else
Are you already on the road to getting old? Do you still care about speed?
My mother is always the most beautiful! I hugged my mother in my arms
My mother was a little surprised by my behavior. After a few seconds of stalemate, she relaxed and buried her head in front of my chest. She was really tired and needed a relying on her chest and shoulders to dock. I think the only person who can provide these is me.
My mother's body was shaking, and a very subtle sob started on my chest
I hugged this strong woman tightly and let her cry. Only by crying is the best spiritual medicine for her.
Only by letting her nervous emotions emanate, her tense nerves can relax
My mother's tears wet the clothes on my chest, and her emotions changed unconsciously. She even beat my back with her hands a few times, and the crying sounds were rising and falling.
My hands gently stroked my mother's back until her emotions gradually calmed down
Mother gently breaks away from my arms
In the darkness, with the flashing neon lights outside the window, I reached out to help her tidy long hair, wiped the tears from her face, and once again wrapped her long clothes on her body.
My hand inadvertently touched the round bulge on her chest, and the soft but full touch made me feel a little hesitant
My mother's breasts are not huge, and in comparison, they are not as eye-catching as her face. Of course, this is also related to her relatively conservative dress. In my impression, even if she wears exposed clothes in summer, the biggest ray of spring she can see is just a shallow groove on her chest.
Ninety, find some time to go to Fred's hospital... and try it
I responded softly, pretending to be nothing, but my heart was filled with waves.
Fred is a well-known leukemia expert and a professor in DNA research. He has his own independent research institute and is a visiting professor in a large hospital.
A month ago, my mother and I took my younger brother Chuner (my younger brother was born in spring, so he named Chunhao) to see him for the first time. He personally conducted a comprehensive examination of Chuner and arranged for my mother and I to take blood samples.
My mother asked Fred, and Fred did not directly answer the reason for the blood sample, but said that he would come to him again in three days.
When we went to see Fred the second time, he took an 8-page English pathology report to us and told us directly that there are only two ways to save Chun'er. One is to find someone who can successfully match Chun'er; the other is to have luck, which means that the mother and father have another child and match Chun'er. Many people in the world use this method to match.
The mother was disappointed with Fred's advice, which was exactly the same as other doctors said, and there was nothing new. She told Fred that the second way would not work because her husband had passed away
At this time, Fred pointed at me and said in English: He can! He was born to you and your husband. We did a comprehensive DNA analysis through blood samples. He replaced his father and you to have a child. There is a certain chance of matching.
Fred's thoughts were crazy, and his mother was very shocked. Fortunately, there were only three of us at the scene, and everyone else, including Chun'er, was not present, otherwise my mother would definitely be embarrassed and then left the scene angrily.
The atmosphere was very awkward, and finally I broke the silence. I asked Fred in English: This idea is too crazy and unethical...
Fred shook his head and said in English: In front of life, something else is secondary.
The mother took the conversation and said in English: But he is my son! His biological son!
In front of life, everything else seems much smaller
Fred continued: Moreover, I just said to have a baby, not that you have to have a mother and son go to bed and have sex to get pregnant, and you can do more than one way to do IVF, and then implant it into the surrogate body. I can help you do it. I have this condition here, and even surrogate people can help contact me. You can consider it.
My mother got up and told me to leave. Before I left, I asked Fred: Have you ever had any successful cases of matching?
Of course! Fred nodded with certainty, two successful cases, one of which is also a Chinese!
It has been a month since the last time Fred met, and neither my mother nor I have mentioned this again.
Almost every day my mother would contact several major hospitals to ask about bone marrow matching, but the results were disappointing.
According to the attending physician, although Chun'er can now maintain her life for two years with the best medical conditions and drug control in the world, the ultimate treatment plan is to undergo bone marrow transplantation as soon as possible
Now 5 months have passed since the doctor said the best treatment period for two years. It can be said that Chun'er's life is racing against time.
This is why my mother hesitated for a while and finally decided to try it according to Fred's method.
The next morning, when I got up, my mother was already sitting at the dining table with Chun'er for breakfast.
The food placed in front of Chun'er was made strictly according to the recipes prescribed by the doctor, and was made by her mother. She was even worried that the most loyal servants in the family would make these.
Although Chun'er is still so thin and her hair has fallen out due to chemotherapy, she is in a pretty good state of mind. Her big eyes that have inherited her mother's genes are innocent and calm.
Chun'er's appearance has mostly been inherited from her mother, and her facial features are similar. It is not difficult to imagine that my younger brother must be a super handsome guy when he becomes an adult.
In comparison, I inherited my father more. Although I also had a melon-shaped face like my mother, my facial edges were more distinct, especially my eyes were not as big and bright as my mother, and they were very thin single eyelids. This was inherited from my father. However, according to my father's accidental disclosure, what my mother was most obsessed with was his eyes, which were not big, but quite energetic, and added a bit of melancholy temperament.
I smiled at Chun'er, sat opposite him, eating toast slices silently, drinking milk, Chun'er had already wiped her mouth and finished eating
Brother, when will I take me to swim? Chun'er asked me
When you are stronger, I will take you to the beach to swim
Well, I will be strong soon. After that, Chun'er got up and walked away. A servant nodded to me and my mother and followed him upstairs.
I watched my mother want to speak but stopped
My mother was wearing a casual light pink home clothes and didn't wear any makeup. Her well-maintained skin made many peers envious. Her hair was tied with a ponytail casually, making her look full of vitality.
I can feel that my mother's mental state is much more relaxed than before
I made an appointment with Fred. I will go to see him tomorrow morning. You can make arrangements for the work you have.
My mother told me
I nodded and couldn't help asking: Will he make arrangements? Do you have any other requests?
The mother shook her head, got up and left the dining table and said again: He said he would arrange it and I promised him to do it, and I will give him more money.
After my mother walked up the stairs, I couldn't help but curse Fred: An old thing that is greedy for money!
In addition to meeting some clients and friends with my mother's conscious arrangements, I will also read various trade reports in the office at other times
I know, this is my mother paving the way for me to take over the management of the company in the future.
Today I arrived at the company and asked the secretary to give me a summary of the work arrangements within three days. Then I made some corresponding adjustments to ensure that I had enough time to go to Fred's Institute tomorrow with my mother