Yàn is my friend. She is not very beautiful, but she has a kind of agile beauty.This agility is not shown on the face, but in the heart.She loves to hold a handful of reed flowers and smiles lightly and tells us the stories she knows.Her voice was a little hoarse, and when I talked about it, I always felt very heartbroken, because her voice was trembling and trembling very faintly, but it interpreted the story more realistically and credibly.
She said this story twice, and I was fascinated by every time, and every time it made me sigh.
There is a girl who has lived a wealthy life since childhood. Her parents will always satisfy all her wishes, hoping that she will not experience the sufferings of the world and will not experience the hardships of the world.When the girl grew up to 18 years old, she was graceful and beautiful.Her life is full of praise and sunshine, and everyone thinks she is a happy princess and a carefree innocent angel.
In fact, deep down, she hopes to experience setbacks and taste the taste of failure and victory.
She was very afraid of the unchanging life, and she continued to follow the path paved by her parents step by step.Her obedience is not inherent, but the result of gradual compromise in the spoiling of her family.It is spoiling that destroyed her hope and suffocated her passion.She gave up struggling and just wanted her parents to live in peace and comfort.
But her life finally showed a turning point. Her first rebellion, with destruction, was just for a boy she loved.This is a boy covered in scars, living in a dark corner without sunshine.The girl was crazy about his despair, his decadence, his hatred and vicissitudes.She wanted to give him all her light. For the first time, she felt that she was also a useful person, and could warm a lonely heart.
Gradually, the girl's parents learned about her love and opposed it vigorously.They do not allow girls to interact with such an unknown wild child. It is natural for them to consider their daughter's future.
The girl confronted her father loudly for the first time, defended her wishes for the first time, and ran away from home for love for the first time, abandoning her deep family affection.
During the wandering days, the girl laughed indulgently, and she felt that her world was full of freedom.She lived with the boy, washed and cooked for the boy, applied for a job for him, and dressed up a rented 48-square-meter single apartment for him.
The girl felt that such a life was very real and was what she dreamed of.Although there are no expensive sports cars or luxurious villas, she has already owned those and has become dull and boring.What she wants is the money she earns with her own hands, having a cheap light meal with her beloved, and then squeezing the bus home together.
Such a life is novel for girls, but it is indeed a pain that cannot be escaped for boys.Gradually, the sweetness is gone, and the rich girl who lost her light becomes a thorn in the boy's eyes.
The boy began to persuade the girl to go home, but the girl refused.At that moment, the girl was extremely frightened. She had a premonition that the boy had any dissatisfaction with her, so she worked harder to do housework and coaxed and cared for the boy more gently.The boy persuaded him again and again, and she refused again and again.
One night, the boy went home and made the small room dirty and messy with the smell of alcohol and stained clothes.The girl complained while tidying up the drunkenness.One person speaks, one person listens.Soon, the two began to quarrel, and gradually evolved into one attacking and one was beaten.
That night, the boy beat the girl.He shouted loudly: What do you want me to do!You are fucking cheap, you can't stay in the golden nest and silver nest, but you just want to build a dog nest for me.I've lived such a fucking life, and you thought you were a treasure!You are playing with me, right?
The first time I was beaten, the girl did not wake up, but the girl became more addicted to this real, touchable pain.The taste of life has become full of flavors. Love, pain, crying, making noise, sadness, expectation, skin pain, carnal madness, and poverty, filling the girl's mind.
She endured her hardships and faced them resolutely. She thought this was the beginning of the bitterness and sweetness.She dreams that one day, she will use her own hands to get rid of poverty and exchange her sincerity for the boy's lifelong protection. She always thinks about the beauty in fairy tales and the purest beauty after being tempered into steel.
Slowly, the boy smelled a special smell and began to play with the girl boldly in sex.Slight insults, binding of ropes, invasion of various items on the lower body??
The girl resisted and feared, but inexplicably felt a strong pleasure from the bottom of her heart.
When the boy grabbed her hair and was abused and fucked, the girl screamed out for the first time.When the rope tied her hands and feet and she was forced to pose in various embarrassing positions, the girl climaxed while the boy's crazy thrust??
The night faded, and when the first ray of sunlight shone into the window, the girl looked at the ceiling with her empty eyes.She didn't understand why she had these perverted reactions, and she couldn't figure it out but was irresistible to be addicted to it.More gentleness and more obedience are brought in more humiliation by boys.
On a calm afternoon, the boy suddenly left her.He exchanged the girl's residence address with her parents for a sum of money, and then disappeared forever.
She returned to her parents' home with incurable pain. Her parents tactfully did not scold her, but just cared for and loved her as meticulously as ever.The girl's heart was filled with guilt. She was afraid to look at her parents' eyes, which was filled with heartache that she could not bear.
Countless nights girls sit by the window and look into the distance.In a bedroom filled with plush toys and luxury brands, a lonely back carries the unresolved darkness??
With the help of his parents, the girl met a man of equal wealth.The man has a elegant and elegant appearance, and his words and demeanor are quite energetic. Under the protection of both parents, they entered the palace of marriage without any wind or waves, no sorrow or joy.
The life of marriage makes men always feel that girls are missing something, gentle as water but indifferent.Especially in bed, the girl's distracted expressions and stereotyped moans made the man more and more silent.
The man began to frequently not return home, and the girl fell into endless loneliness again.In fact, she loved him because of his gentleness, considerateness, and equal financial resources between the two families.
But the girl could no longer find the pleasure of life. The gentle language made her feel bored, and the gentle touch made her cool all her desires.She loves, struggles, and reflects, but is unable to change her indifference.
On a quiet night, the girl held the computer and drew all her thoughts into the QQ group.From classmate groups to dating groups, to color groups, to SM groups.Finally, the girl found her place in the SM group.She was shocked. It turned out that there were so many people like her, and so many kinds of pain were the origin of happiness.She positioned herself as M and began her curious and long journey to find the man S.
She said this story twice, and I was fascinated by every time, and every time it made me sigh.
There is a girl who has lived a wealthy life since childhood. Her parents will always satisfy all her wishes, hoping that she will not experience the sufferings of the world and will not experience the hardships of the world.When the girl grew up to 18 years old, she was graceful and beautiful.Her life is full of praise and sunshine, and everyone thinks she is a happy princess and a carefree innocent angel.
In fact, deep down, she hopes to experience setbacks and taste the taste of failure and victory.
She was very afraid of the unchanging life, and she continued to follow the path paved by her parents step by step.Her obedience is not inherent, but the result of gradual compromise in the spoiling of her family.It is spoiling that destroyed her hope and suffocated her passion.She gave up struggling and just wanted her parents to live in peace and comfort.
But her life finally showed a turning point. Her first rebellion, with destruction, was just for a boy she loved.This is a boy covered in scars, living in a dark corner without sunshine.The girl was crazy about his despair, his decadence, his hatred and vicissitudes.She wanted to give him all her light. For the first time, she felt that she was also a useful person, and could warm a lonely heart.
Gradually, the girl's parents learned about her love and opposed it vigorously.They do not allow girls to interact with such an unknown wild child. It is natural for them to consider their daughter's future.
The girl confronted her father loudly for the first time, defended her wishes for the first time, and ran away from home for love for the first time, abandoning her deep family affection.
During the wandering days, the girl laughed indulgently, and she felt that her world was full of freedom.She lived with the boy, washed and cooked for the boy, applied for a job for him, and dressed up a rented 48-square-meter single apartment for him.
The girl felt that such a life was very real and was what she dreamed of.Although there are no expensive sports cars or luxurious villas, she has already owned those and has become dull and boring.What she wants is the money she earns with her own hands, having a cheap light meal with her beloved, and then squeezing the bus home together.
Such a life is novel for girls, but it is indeed a pain that cannot be escaped for boys.Gradually, the sweetness is gone, and the rich girl who lost her light becomes a thorn in the boy's eyes.
The boy began to persuade the girl to go home, but the girl refused.At that moment, the girl was extremely frightened. She had a premonition that the boy had any dissatisfaction with her, so she worked harder to do housework and coaxed and cared for the boy more gently.The boy persuaded him again and again, and she refused again and again.
One night, the boy went home and made the small room dirty and messy with the smell of alcohol and stained clothes.The girl complained while tidying up the drunkenness.One person speaks, one person listens.Soon, the two began to quarrel, and gradually evolved into one attacking and one was beaten.
That night, the boy beat the girl.He shouted loudly: What do you want me to do!You are fucking cheap, you can't stay in the golden nest and silver nest, but you just want to build a dog nest for me.I've lived such a fucking life, and you thought you were a treasure!You are playing with me, right?
The first time I was beaten, the girl did not wake up, but the girl became more addicted to this real, touchable pain.The taste of life has become full of flavors. Love, pain, crying, making noise, sadness, expectation, skin pain, carnal madness, and poverty, filling the girl's mind.
She endured her hardships and faced them resolutely. She thought this was the beginning of the bitterness and sweetness.She dreams that one day, she will use her own hands to get rid of poverty and exchange her sincerity for the boy's lifelong protection. She always thinks about the beauty in fairy tales and the purest beauty after being tempered into steel.
Slowly, the boy smelled a special smell and began to play with the girl boldly in sex.Slight insults, binding of ropes, invasion of various items on the lower body??
The girl resisted and feared, but inexplicably felt a strong pleasure from the bottom of her heart.
When the boy grabbed her hair and was abused and fucked, the girl screamed out for the first time.When the rope tied her hands and feet and she was forced to pose in various embarrassing positions, the girl climaxed while the boy's crazy thrust??
The night faded, and when the first ray of sunlight shone into the window, the girl looked at the ceiling with her empty eyes.She didn't understand why she had these perverted reactions, and she couldn't figure it out but was irresistible to be addicted to it.More gentleness and more obedience are brought in more humiliation by boys.
On a calm afternoon, the boy suddenly left her.He exchanged the girl's residence address with her parents for a sum of money, and then disappeared forever.
She returned to her parents' home with incurable pain. Her parents tactfully did not scold her, but just cared for and loved her as meticulously as ever.The girl's heart was filled with guilt. She was afraid to look at her parents' eyes, which was filled with heartache that she could not bear.
Countless nights girls sit by the window and look into the distance.In a bedroom filled with plush toys and luxury brands, a lonely back carries the unresolved darkness??
With the help of his parents, the girl met a man of equal wealth.The man has a elegant and elegant appearance, and his words and demeanor are quite energetic. Under the protection of both parents, they entered the palace of marriage without any wind or waves, no sorrow or joy.
The life of marriage makes men always feel that girls are missing something, gentle as water but indifferent.Especially in bed, the girl's distracted expressions and stereotyped moans made the man more and more silent.
The man began to frequently not return home, and the girl fell into endless loneliness again.In fact, she loved him because of his gentleness, considerateness, and equal financial resources between the two families.
But the girl could no longer find the pleasure of life. The gentle language made her feel bored, and the gentle touch made her cool all her desires.She loves, struggles, and reflects, but is unable to change her indifference.
On a quiet night, the girl held the computer and drew all her thoughts into the QQ group.From classmate groups to dating groups, to color groups, to SM groups.Finally, the girl found her place in the SM group.She was shocked. It turned out that there were so many people like her, and so many kinds of pain were the origin of happiness.She positioned herself as M and began her curious and long journey to find the man S.