Chapter 81 I regretted that I met too late

I was suspicious by Mulan's words and wondered why she said that to me, so I just secretly secretly.

I was kind: Hello, Mulan.

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: What are you doing?There is something to say in the group.

I was kind: I'm sorry, I feel that some words are inconvenient to say in the group, so I have to private you.

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: Then you tell me.

I am kind: Why do you say I am a male actor, you can attack and bear it? Do you know me?

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: Nonsense, of course I don’t understand.

I was kind: But I feel like you seem to know something about me.

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: Are you very rare?cut!

I was kind: Haha, I feel that you speak humorously.I remember we had a good chat last time and felt that you were different from those female Ms.Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: How to have a different method? Tell me about it.

I am kind: I feel that you are not the kind of person who accepts it. As a female M, I don’t seem to be qualified.

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: You are right, but I am indeed a female M.Xiaoyu knows me, she should have mentioned me to you.

I am kind: Xiaoyu??

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: Don’t hide it, I have contacted Xiaoyu in private and know some of your affairs.I also know that Xiaoyu is going to bring you into this circle, but your personality is not suitable for being S, and he tends to be M, but you have to do S, can you do it?Being a male S is not something that can be done by just one person.

Mulan said that she had a nose and eyes. I felt that Xiaoyu should have said something to her, so she decided not to hide it anymore.

I was kind: Oh, Xiaoyu has told you so much.Sorry, it’s not that I intend to hide what Xiaoyu and I know each other from you, because I don’t want to cause trouble.

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: Let’s turn it over, then what’s wrong with you looking for me today?I am kind: I want to talk to you about SM. I am a layman for SM and don’t know much about SM.

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: Then you can talk about your understanding of SM first.

I briefly told Mulan about the superficial things I learned from the Internet, as well as some things Xiaoyu said to me.Out of caution, I did not express my disgust for SM.

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: You know a lot about Ah, but if you don’t go deeper, you feel that you are still a layman.It’s stimulated by the temptation of SM, so you are a little impatient and want to enter this circle to have fun.But I advise you that if you cannot abandon the world's moral norms and still adhere to the so-called moral conscience, you should not step into this circle, otherwise you will only suffer losses and be injured.

I am kind: Am I that ineligible?

Qingdao - Numei - Mulan: I have been living in the circle for many years. You can feel your general situation from chatting with you.If you have to enter this circle, you may be a male M, but don’t expect male S. This is my advice to you.

I was kind: So sad, am I that bad?

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: This is determined by human nature. Everyone has a tendency to SM, but you must find your own positioning.

I am kind: It makes sense.By the way, what did Xiaoyu tell you about me?

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: She and I didn’t say much about you, they just said that you had the intention to join SM, and they also said that you had a good relationship with her, that’s all.

I was kind: Oh.Are you very familiar with Xiaoyu?

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: She used to be a colleague, but now she hardly goes to work, so she has less contact.

I am kind: How many years have you been in the SM circle?

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: It’s been 5 years.

I am kind: time is not short.To be honest, I really need to learn from the elderly in you circles, and I hope I can give you any advice.

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: Hehe, you are so polite.There is no point in giving advice, but I do know this circle more well.

Next, I started talking to Mulan about the things in the SM circle.I spoke in a modest and polite tone, complimenting her from time to time, trying my best to lure her to say more about the things in the circle.Of course, I am more interested in her personal experience, but because we are not familiar with each other, I dare not make excessive demands to avoid arousing her alertness and disgust.

Mulan was very talkative and told me some of the things about the people in the group and the things in the SM circle. They all knew them well and told them in a casual manner.She seemed to be out of my way and chatted with me until after 1:00 noon. At my reminder, she interrupted the chat and went out for dinner and agreed to continue chatting in the afternoon.

From the chat, I learned that she was resting at home today, not having to go to work, and she had plenty of time alone.Although I had never met Mulan, I felt that I had met her too late.

I specifically asked her consent and added her as my QQ friend.After adding a friend, I noticed that her QQ nickname is Wuai Yi Huanling.

At around 2:00 p.m., I asked her to come back from dinner, so I boarded her on QQ and found out that she was invisible on QQ.Once I was called, I responded to me soon.We started chatting casually, and the strangeness between the two was gradually fading away, and the conversation seemed to be very speculative.

In order to get closer to her, I specifically talked to her about topics other than SM.For example, what music do you like to listen to, what movies do you like to watch, what books do you like to read, which celebrity do you like, and what kind of food do you like.I try to meet her preferences, and give her a few compliments from time to time, or tell a few little jokes to make her happy.She was also very tactful and accepted my compliment to her very happily, without showing any signs of disgust.

While we were chatting, I received a call from Xiaoyu.She was still outside and couldn't return in time to cook Chinese medicine for me, so she was preparing to come back to do some preparations for me when she came back in the evening.At that time, Mulan and I were having a hot chat, and we were worried that Xiaoyu would be jealous when she was present, which would affect the chat between Mulan and me, and I wished she would come back later.So I tried my best to encourage her not to worry about my medication, even if I was busy with her own business.

It was about 5 pm when I talked about it. I felt the time was ripe, so I took the initiative to ask about Mulan joining the SM circle.But Mulan refused to spit easily, saying that she would wait a few more days and if we could still talk, she would definitely tell me some of her stories.And there is no need for me to ask her deliberately, she will also take the initiative to mention her own affairs to me. Of course, it depends on our fate.

I am kind: Mulan, I feel that you seem to be a person with a very story. I hope to gain your trust and hope to hear your story as soon as possible.

Qingdao - Numei - Mulan: Everyone who joins the SM circle has an unusual experience, and there is no doubt about it.

I was kind: Oh, it seems that I can't listen to your story with my own eyes today. No, I'm witnessing your story with my own eyes.It's still early to eat, so tell me the stories of others you know to satisfy my little wish. Is it OK?Please!Pityable QQ emoticon

Qingdao-Nimei-Mulan: Kind, are you selling Cute?Covering your mouth and laughing QQ expression

I am kind: Please tell me.If you don’t say it, I feel like I’m not thinking about food and sleeping.Pityable QQ emoticon

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: Haha, don’t say, you really have a M-incident!Since you are so willing to listen, I will be merciless and tell you about the personal experience of a woman I know.

Qingdao-Numei-Mulan: She is my real friend and has been in the circle for many years, but she left Shanghai the year before yesterday. Now she is in vain and I miss her very much.Her story is not very special, it is a microcosm of the experiences of many female M. We have more or less all of her experiences.

Qingdao - Numei - Mulan: Assassin, I cannot tell you the real name of my friend. Although she has left, she has long disappeared and her life and death are uncertain, I still want to keep her personal privacy confidential.For the convenience of narrative, I will call her Yàn.

Then, Mulan told me affectionately about the miserable and moving personal experience of this woman M.