Xiaoyu paused for a moment and continued: Brother Yan, my story is not good, you should know this.I have hurt many good people who care about and love me. Until now, my life is extremely ugly, so I try my best to hide my story and put on a disguised ladylike mask to deceive the world.Only the people in the SM circle and I know my madness and dirtyness, and you are probably confused by my mask, although you know I am a person in the SM circle.No, Xiaoyu, your kindness and tenderness cannot be pretended, otherwise you would not be so patient and careful with me, I can understand this.Actually, I really want to be able to contribute to you, if you don’t object.I hurriedly told me a little bit of my favor for her, fearing that her self-blame would affect my understanding of her story.
Thank you, it seems you are such a good person, but good people are the most useless to me.You really can't help me, and I won't receive your sympathy for me at all, and I will also find you very annoying and annoying.
Why do you say that, Xiaoyu?I'm a little confused.
Your sympathy for me will only remind me that I am a dirty person and make me feel even more humiliated and painful.What I want is strength. Whoever can pull me out of this fire pit and who can satisfy my crazy desires will only need.I don't need you to point fingers at me on the commanding heights of morality. It's useless at all, and it will only make me even more disappointed with myself and life.I believe until now that my life must be a tragedy.This ending has been destined since I was very young? Xiaoyu's face showed a look of loss and sadness.
Xiaoyu, I understand your mood.I have also suffered a lot of setbacks, and I have also become disappointed in life and society. I??
Xiaoyu suddenly interrupted me impolitely and said with a heavy expression.Brother Yan, don’t talk about you anymore, I don’t want to listen.I am already miserable enough. I don’t want to make other people’s sad stories even more uncomfortable. Your sad things will not make me feel better at all.Do you want to hear my story?Then don’t interrupt me, sit across from me seriously, and listen quietly to my story, okay?
I had no choice but to nod, sat up straight without saying a word, waiting for her story.
Xiaoyu leaned her back on the sofa, looking up at the oil painting "The Girl on the Grass" hanging on the wall, and began to tell her story with a blurry look.
When I was a child, I was a beautiful and gentle girl. I loved to laugh and not cry. I was scheming very early, and I could see the eyes of adults and try my best to please them.My parents and relatives like me, and my friends like me too.
After I went to school, a boy handed me a note in the third grade of elementary school to express his love for me.But Brother Yan, you know, what kind of student would such a little boy be?They are often people who have poor academic studies, like to fight, are sloppy in clothes but have thick skin.Excellent boys are not like this. Even if they like me, they will only convey their feelings with their eyes, but are ashamed to express them to me.I was good at studying and had a high spirit at that time. Although I was gentle, I was unwilling to fall in love too early, so I ignored those shameless poor students.It wasn't until I was in high school that I noticed a good boy.He has a very conspicuous appearance, a quiet person, and a good family background.His parents seem to be famous doctors in our place, and he is also preparing to apply for a medical university to inherit his parents’ legacy.He also favored me, but he was unwilling to say it out.We are all class cadres in the class. When we were in the second year of high school, we started to secretly contact and secretly communicate.I studied medicine because I was influenced by him because I wanted to be with him.
He is very talented, can play the violin, draw, and ranks among the top in the class, but he is a little arrogant, but he has always been very good to me.I asked him why he liked me.He said I was beautiful and gentle, as pure and peaceful as water.He likes my softness, never hurts others, and has a kind of classical beauty.In today's era of feminism, it is very scarce.His mother loves him very much, but she is more powerful.He and his father were shrouded under the power of his mother, which made him very disgusted, so he liked me who was submissive.
Unfortunately, when we were all admitted to the medical school of Fudan University, the major he studied was different from mine, but we could also meet frequently.But in the first half of the school year, he suddenly went to the United States to study.And before leaving, he told me that he would not return to China after studying, and his parents had arranged for him to immigrate.We got along well at that time, and I was willing to give my virginity to him.But his departure made me very sad, and at the same time I realized that he would not become my husband, and I would leave my chastity to my future husband.
After he left, I was very disappointed and immersed in my nostalgia for him every day. It took nearly half a year before I recovered.From now on, many boys chased me, but I didn’t feel anything about them.
At that time, I was very close to a female classmate in the dormitory. I rejected many boys and got closer to this girl.We often go to study, eat, take a bath together, and even change clothes to wear.At that time, some boys and girls were jealous of us, and even pointed and poked us behind our backs, saying that we were lesbians.But we don’t care about their boring gossip, but instead deliberately make out in front of others, just to upset those who are jealous of us.
I remember that in the first half of my junior year, this female classmate asked me to accompany her to a hospital for a gynecological examination. I agreed to her very happily.After going to the hospital, the female classmate went for an instrument examination and came out to receive her.Dr. Chen is thin and tall, and seems to be cautious in speaking and not like to talk.He met my female classmate and took my female classmate into the examination room, but left me in the corridor.
I sat on the bench in the corridor and waited for the female classmate for a long time. When I was bored, I played mobile games to relieve my boredom.After a while, the door opened and Dr. Chen walked out.Instead of leaving immediately, he sat side by side with me on the bench.I have been playing games for a while, but unfortunately my phone is almost running out of battery, so I dare not continue playing.
Dr. Chen took out his cell phone and let me play.Of course I was embarrassed to accept it, so I refused.But Dr. Chen said that my classmates would have to wait for a while and asked me to take it for fun, and started talking to me in a mess.Although he didn't talk much, he always stared at me when he spoke, which made me embarrassed.He suddenly asked me for my cell phone, so I didn't know so I gave it to him.As a result, he dialed with my phone. The phone of Dr. Shen in my hand rang. It turned out that he was using my phone to dial his phone number again.He also deposited his mobile phone number into my phone and entered his name to open it.
To be honest, I don’t like his proactive behavior, but I have never been willing to go against other people’s wishes.Since he entered his cell phone number into my phone, let him do it.He then looked up and down at my body, saying whether I was a college athlete, and saying that my figure and physical fitness were very good.
From this point of view, he is really smart and has vision. I am really a middle- and long-distance runner in the school.Under my gentle and quiet appearance, there is also a heart that jumps violently.I am the school’s record holder for the 800m and 1500m women’s middle and long-distance running events.
Thank you, it seems you are such a good person, but good people are the most useless to me.You really can't help me, and I won't receive your sympathy for me at all, and I will also find you very annoying and annoying.
Why do you say that, Xiaoyu?I'm a little confused.
Your sympathy for me will only remind me that I am a dirty person and make me feel even more humiliated and painful.What I want is strength. Whoever can pull me out of this fire pit and who can satisfy my crazy desires will only need.I don't need you to point fingers at me on the commanding heights of morality. It's useless at all, and it will only make me even more disappointed with myself and life.I believe until now that my life must be a tragedy.This ending has been destined since I was very young? Xiaoyu's face showed a look of loss and sadness.
Xiaoyu, I understand your mood.I have also suffered a lot of setbacks, and I have also become disappointed in life and society. I??
Xiaoyu suddenly interrupted me impolitely and said with a heavy expression.Brother Yan, don’t talk about you anymore, I don’t want to listen.I am already miserable enough. I don’t want to make other people’s sad stories even more uncomfortable. Your sad things will not make me feel better at all.Do you want to hear my story?Then don’t interrupt me, sit across from me seriously, and listen quietly to my story, okay?
I had no choice but to nod, sat up straight without saying a word, waiting for her story.
Xiaoyu leaned her back on the sofa, looking up at the oil painting "The Girl on the Grass" hanging on the wall, and began to tell her story with a blurry look.
When I was a child, I was a beautiful and gentle girl. I loved to laugh and not cry. I was scheming very early, and I could see the eyes of adults and try my best to please them.My parents and relatives like me, and my friends like me too.
After I went to school, a boy handed me a note in the third grade of elementary school to express his love for me.But Brother Yan, you know, what kind of student would such a little boy be?They are often people who have poor academic studies, like to fight, are sloppy in clothes but have thick skin.Excellent boys are not like this. Even if they like me, they will only convey their feelings with their eyes, but are ashamed to express them to me.I was good at studying and had a high spirit at that time. Although I was gentle, I was unwilling to fall in love too early, so I ignored those shameless poor students.It wasn't until I was in high school that I noticed a good boy.He has a very conspicuous appearance, a quiet person, and a good family background.His parents seem to be famous doctors in our place, and he is also preparing to apply for a medical university to inherit his parents’ legacy.He also favored me, but he was unwilling to say it out.We are all class cadres in the class. When we were in the second year of high school, we started to secretly contact and secretly communicate.I studied medicine because I was influenced by him because I wanted to be with him.
He is very talented, can play the violin, draw, and ranks among the top in the class, but he is a little arrogant, but he has always been very good to me.I asked him why he liked me.He said I was beautiful and gentle, as pure and peaceful as water.He likes my softness, never hurts others, and has a kind of classical beauty.In today's era of feminism, it is very scarce.His mother loves him very much, but she is more powerful.He and his father were shrouded under the power of his mother, which made him very disgusted, so he liked me who was submissive.
Unfortunately, when we were all admitted to the medical school of Fudan University, the major he studied was different from mine, but we could also meet frequently.But in the first half of the school year, he suddenly went to the United States to study.And before leaving, he told me that he would not return to China after studying, and his parents had arranged for him to immigrate.We got along well at that time, and I was willing to give my virginity to him.But his departure made me very sad, and at the same time I realized that he would not become my husband, and I would leave my chastity to my future husband.
After he left, I was very disappointed and immersed in my nostalgia for him every day. It took nearly half a year before I recovered.From now on, many boys chased me, but I didn’t feel anything about them.
At that time, I was very close to a female classmate in the dormitory. I rejected many boys and got closer to this girl.We often go to study, eat, take a bath together, and even change clothes to wear.At that time, some boys and girls were jealous of us, and even pointed and poked us behind our backs, saying that we were lesbians.But we don’t care about their boring gossip, but instead deliberately make out in front of others, just to upset those who are jealous of us.
I remember that in the first half of my junior year, this female classmate asked me to accompany her to a hospital for a gynecological examination. I agreed to her very happily.After going to the hospital, the female classmate went for an instrument examination and came out to receive her.Dr. Chen is thin and tall, and seems to be cautious in speaking and not like to talk.He met my female classmate and took my female classmate into the examination room, but left me in the corridor.
I sat on the bench in the corridor and waited for the female classmate for a long time. When I was bored, I played mobile games to relieve my boredom.After a while, the door opened and Dr. Chen walked out.Instead of leaving immediately, he sat side by side with me on the bench.I have been playing games for a while, but unfortunately my phone is almost running out of battery, so I dare not continue playing.
Dr. Chen took out his cell phone and let me play.Of course I was embarrassed to accept it, so I refused.But Dr. Chen said that my classmates would have to wait for a while and asked me to take it for fun, and started talking to me in a mess.Although he didn't talk much, he always stared at me when he spoke, which made me embarrassed.He suddenly asked me for my cell phone, so I didn't know so I gave it to him.As a result, he dialed with my phone. The phone of Dr. Shen in my hand rang. It turned out that he was using my phone to dial his phone number again.He also deposited his mobile phone number into my phone and entered his name to open it.
To be honest, I don’t like his proactive behavior, but I have never been willing to go against other people’s wishes.Since he entered his cell phone number into my phone, let him do it.He then looked up and down at my body, saying whether I was a college athlete, and saying that my figure and physical fitness were very good.
From this point of view, he is really smart and has vision. I am really a middle- and long-distance runner in the school.Under my gentle and quiet appearance, there is also a heart that jumps violently.I am the school’s record holder for the 800m and 1500m women’s middle and long-distance running events.
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