Chapter 31: The Slave (14)

Xiaoyu smiled and said: OK, then we will make up. I hope you don’t regret it after seeing it.

How could that be? I really want to know about SM.By the way, Xiaoyu, I'm curious about the process of your lover accepting SM. Can you tell me?

I wanted to tell you.Lu and I got married after three years of getting to know each other, but during these three years of getting to know each other, we kissed and were intimate, but we never had sex, and we kept it until our wedding night.Brother Yan, don’t you feel strange?Xiaoyu raised her eyebrows and looked self-deprecating on her face.

I was curious, why did a woman who was burning with desire suddenly have the idea of ​​keeping her body like jade before marriage with the person she likes?There must be articles here, and I can guess some of them, but I don’t have a certain answer yet, so I can only look forward to her answering them to me.

It's hard to guess.I think you really love Lu? I don't want to lose him before getting engaged, so you??

Almost the same, but not all.At that time, Lu? was very sunny and simple, not like a brother three years older than me. Instead, he was as innocent as a child in front of me, which only made me feel ashamed of myself in front of him.At that time, I really liked him, and in front of him I felt that I was a woman, a respected and cared for by others.Every time I come back from a date with him, I will hide in a secluded corner and cry secretly alone.

I thought I couldn't hurt him, couldn't let him be disappointed in me, and disappointed in love, so I took the initiative to break up with him after we met for two years.But Lu? didn't want to break up with me. He was very confident in his charm and talent. No matter how determined I left him, he could always find me back quickly.

Once I said to him very seriously, "Lu?, I hope you are wiser, I am very heartless."If you fall in love with me, I will make you bruised.’But Lu? said that he is not afraid, he will make me happy.When he said this, his attitude was very sincere, his eyes were filled with deep love, which moved me and made me cry.

But I still told him coldly that it would be better not to love me, as loving me will only disappoint him and be sad.As I turned around, my tears fell like beads with broken threads.

Lu? He hugged me from behind and said emotionally, "Xiaoyu, don't be afraid of my love, you are the woman who touched me the most."I like your tenderness, your beauty and gentleness, and of course you have a good figure.Do you know that I have drawn many sketches and oil paintings for you just by relying on memories.You are a great model, the source of my artistic inspiration, the goddess in my mind.Xiaoyu, don’t be so cruel to me. If you lose you, I will only lose inspiration and enthusiasm.No matter what you have in the past, I will tolerate you, love you, and regard you as my life.Please believe me, I will do it.’

His confession moved me from the bottom of my heart. I decided to make some kind of attempt to try whether he would tolerate me.I said to him, "Lu?, if you love me, you must take some practical actions so that I can understand your sincerity."I don't like sweet words, I've been tired of hearing such words.’

Without saying a word, Lu took me to his rental house in Shanghai.At his house, he kissed me, and then took off my clothes with a slutty hand and saw that he was a young man who didn't know anything about women.His behavior broke my heart. What a simple man, as sunny and pure as a child.I decided that day, to give him my body once and then let him give up on me completely.

He took off all my clothes, but he was still dressed neatly.At that time, I suddenly felt as shy as a girl who had never lost her virginity, waiting in bed with my eyes closed, waiting for him to attack me.

But I was disappointed, and I could only hear him moving the shelf.When I opened my eyes, I turned my head and saw that he moved an easel diagonally to the bed.

‘Xiaoyu, I want to draw a nude painting for you.Did you know how beautiful and coordinated your body shape is, completely in line with the golden ratio.I have long wanted to use you as a model and draw a nude beauty as my entry to participate in this year's Shanghai Youth Art Exhibition.I think you will definitely promise me, and I will use this painting to show you my feelings for you.’

His actions really made me laugh and cry.I couldn't bear to refuse him or hurt his enthusiasm, so I could only agree.Just like that, I lay naked on his bed for nearly half a month before he completed my nude portrait, which shows how focused and serious he is.

But in the past half a month, he kissed and touched my body, but he did not make any further moves to me. He could really tolerate it.I tried to take the initiative to seduce him during this period, but he was just unmoved.

He told me, 'Xiaoyu, I know you love me, you want to hand you over to me now.But I want you to wear a white wedding dress and as a pure bride, dedicate your chastity to me on your wedding night.I am still a virgin. We will hand over our first time to each other, okay?’

I was very disappointed with his words, but he was very moved when he said this, thinking that this words would touch me, but in fact his words only made me feel scared.

I had no choice but to agree to him, so I had no intention of testing his reaction to me again.I know he was really moved by me. Even if he knew that I was not a virgin, he would definitely accept me. After all, everyone lives and works in an open-minded Shanghai.Since he is willing to take this risk, I will try to accompany you to the end.

The nude portrait of me he painted was indeed very good. Even if I was an amateur in painting, it can be seen that he was very attentive to this painting.Moreover, he is indeed very talented in painting, so he paints extremely well.He took that painting to participate in the art exhibition that year, stood out in the Shanghai youth painting world where there were many experts and won the second prize.

After winning the award, a rich man fell in love with this work and was willing to buy it at a high price, but Lu? did not agree. He wanted to save the painting himself.Later, he spent time copying another painting according to the painting, hoping to make another backup.After he copied it, he was not satisfied with the copied works.I all say that the original painting is very passionate and feeling, but when copying the work, it is very dull. Although it is similar in shape, it has no original charm.Later, he sold the copy, but he still kept the original.

At that time, I was very happy with his award and felt more and more loving to him.I really don't want to leave him, and I'm eager to be his wife.So for the whole three years we met, I agreed to his proposal, and two months later, I became his bride.