Chapter 117 Sinking Again (I)

At this time, the rain outside the car had stopped, and only a few drizzles occasionally hit the roof and crackled. Accompanied by the endless night outside the car, Lin Yuxin continued to tell her own story.

When Tu Xiaofeng saw me, he also asked me to ask for a favor, but was rejected by my words.My husband can abstinence for the fetus, so why can he have this privilege that makes me embarrassed!

According to the customs of Northeastern people, the mother should take care of her prenatal daughter, but as the due date approaches, I dare not notify my mother far away in Harbin to come to accompany me, because I am afraid that the child will be ashamed because of the accident after the birth of her child.

On January 17, 2009, accompanied by my family, I gave birth to a fat girl with a caesarean section at Shaoxing Hospital.Because the fetus surrounds the navel in the mother's womb and cannot give birth naturally, he can only take a caesarean section. Fortunately, both mother and daughter are safe.

I interrupted: I remember Tu Xiaofeng said that you had a natural birth. Did he not even understand this?

Lin Yuxin explained: That was when I told him it was a natural birth, because I was afraid that I would tell him that it was difficult to give birth, so he would stick to it and ask me and cause trouble.I'll continue to talk.

When I woke up from my sleep after the surgery, the first sentence I asked my husband nervously, "Who does the child look like?"’ Instead of asking whether the child is a man or a woman.The husband next to me hugged the child in his cradle and smiled happily at me.He told me softly that it was a girl, that the child looked very much like me, and that he would definitely be a little beauty when he grew up.

Because I fought with labor pain for nearly 22 hours before giving birth, which was equivalent to not sleeping all day, which almost exhausted my energy and physical strength.When I learned that the child looked very much like me, I lowered my heart and turned my head to continue falling asleep.

When I woke up again, I turned around and saw a small bed and my big bed, my daughter lying on the small bed.Her skin was fair, with small black curly hair on her head, her eyes were wide open, and she quietly didn't cry, as if she was waiting for her mother's hug.

At this time, the anesthetic drug had passed, and the knife edge was so painful, but I didn't care about the pain and insisted on sitting up.I want to hold the child in my arms and carefully examine who she looks like?

My husband and mother-in-law couldn't help me, so she helped me to sit up and handed the child to my arms.

My husband is right, the little guy's facial features look like me.The same curved willow eyebrows are just a little light because they are just born.The same phoenix eyes contain two shiny black grapes.Under the bridge of the bulging nose are thin, delicate lips like roses, round chin, and pink and white face, which seem to be blown and is a clone of my.

Her face was very smooth and neat, and there were no small pimples on the face of ordinary newborn babies, which made me very relieved and proud, which showed that she absorbed a lot of nutrients in my abdomen and didn't owe anything.But her hands and feet were still very small when they were just born, and I couldn't tell who they looked like, so I can only wait and say it later.

I said with satisfaction that this child looks like me, but I don’t know where she looks like her husband.The mother-in-law on the side said to me happily that the children in the confinement field will change back and forth, or look like mothers one day, or look like fathers one day, which is very interesting.As long as I carefully pull the child, I will find this.

My mother only found out that my child was born after receiving a call from her husband, so she hurriedly arrived in Shaoxing to serve me.As soon as my mother came, she complained that I did not notify her in time, which made her fall behind and failed to witness her little grandson’s arrival in her first sight.

A few days later, I received a text message from Tu Xiaofeng to congratulate me on being a mother, and he asked about my child's condition.I replied to him that my child is a girl who looks very much like me.He sent another text message to ask if my daughter looks like my husband. I replied that I can't see it yet. My mother-in-law said that the children in the confinement field will look the same day, sometimes like mothers, sometimes like fathers, and then I no longer paid attention to him because I was afraid that the husband, mother and mother-in-law who were surrounding me would be suspicious.

After giving birth, I started taking half a year of maternity leave.During this period, Tu Xiaofeng tried to contact me, but I didn't want to pay attention to him and just took care of the children who raised me wholeheartedly.

As the child grows up rapidly day by day, she becomes more beautiful and cute as she grows.I didn't notice how my child's facial features looked like my husband, I just felt that the more I looked like me.I am very grateful for this, but I also have a fear: if the child looks like that bastard Ma Xiaoxu, how can that be good?

One day, I held a simple and cute child like a little angel, and secretly sweared in my heart: For the healthy growth of the child, I must say goodbye to my ridiculous past.The child cannot be allowed to grow up and know her mother's unbearable past, but she will be shamed.I have done something that I am sorry for my husband and can never do something that I am sorry for my children again.

In July, I finished my half-year maternity leave and went to the Taizhou military base to start work. Tu Xiaofeng found me in Taizhou.When I saw him, I was very dull and had no good expression.Tu Xiaofeng said all the good things around me, which made me think of the benefits he had done to me in the past and forgive him a little.

He asked again who my child looked like.Of course I understood what he meant and told Tu Xiaofeng firmly that the child looks like me and like my husband.She is a beautiful girl, definitely not his or Ma Xiaoxu's child, he can give up.

Tu Xiaofeng asked me for a photo of his child, which made me very annoyed that he disrespects me and even more annoyed that he revealed my shortcomings.As soon as my stubborn temper came up, I said that I had no photos of my children.He used the provocation to force me, but I had long been a little impatient with him. He got up and left without saying a word. He couldn't even hold me back.

Later in late July, Tu Xiaofeng went to Shaoxing to find me.He joked that if I didn't come out to see him, he took the initiative to go to my house to find me.

I didn't expect him to pester him like this, so in order not to have an accident, I had to bite the bullet and go to the hotel to see him.When Tu Xiaofeng saw me coming, he touched me with a smile again, with a ill intention.

I originally wanted to reject him, but after giving birth, I kept taking care of the children and my husband understood that I was working hard, so my husband hadn't had sex for a long time.After my body recovered, I had already longed for the joy of men and women, but I was embarrassed to tell my husband clearly that his chronic nephritis broke out again during that period.

Tu Xiaofeng used his mouth and hands and feet in the hotel, trying his best to tease me.I struggled for a while, but succumbed to the rising desire in my heart, and soon gave up on resistance and fell in front of him again.When we were doing the most intensely, he also asked me if the child was his, and I even said 'No, it's not'.

Seeing that I was stubborn again, Tu Xiaofeng used his usual trick to force me to submit.I was really afraid that he would use this trick, and my desire had been ignited by him, so I followed his words, 'You said yes'.Tu Xiaofeng spared me, but he was ashamed. He took the opportunity to eat a few bites of my breasts and then let me go home after being satisfied.