Chapter 115 Bizarre Pregnancy (III)

That bastard Ma Xiaoxu performed poorly.During my pregnancy, he kept hiding and couldn't come to see me, and I was too lazy to contact him.We never met again.I talked to him once in the previous stage, because it was because of something else, I will tell you later.

In fact, Tu Xiaofeng and I had sex in the first three months of pregnancy, we no longer had the crazy energy we used to be.We only did it once a few times when we met. We didn’t do it all again, and that was because Tu Xiaofeng tried his best to please me with sweet words.

At that time, I felt very conflicted!On the one hand, I feel that the child in my belly is like a time bomb. The birth of the child will eventually bring unpredictable consequences to me, so I think that having sex in a dangerous period may cause miscarriage, which will help me eliminate hidden dangers.

On the other hand, I hoped that my child would belong to my husband with luck, so that I would have the pride of being a legal mother, so that I would need to protect the little life in my belly.

The two contradictory psychology is intertwined, making it difficult for me to make a decision.But when Tu Xiaofeng and I had sex, we began to worry about the fetus in my womb and did not allow him to play tricks with me.I was afraid that the child would really shed when we were in a frenzy. That bloody scene was something I would never want to see, and in that case I would rather choose to go to the hospital for a miscarriage.

At that time, I always had nightmares, either dreaming that I had a baby boy who looked like Ma Xiaoxu, or dreaming that the child had an accidental miscarriage, and my lower body was covered in blood.I woke up from my nightmare several times, screaming wildly, and my body was sweating in a clear state.Unfortunately, no one in the army can comfort me, and at home I dare not tell my truth to my husband, and I am under great psychological pressure.

During the first three months of my pregnancy, I had a very severe pregnancy reaction. I felt nauseous and wanted to vomit after eating something, but after vomiting, I felt so hungry in my abdomen.Sometimes my head feels dizzy and loses energy, and is accompanied by frequent urination.I no longer liked what I liked to eat, but I just wanted to eat something I didn’t like.When communicating with comrades who have given birth to children, they also said that they are like this, which is really a wonderful feeling.

After more than three months, my pregnancy reaction ended and I stopped vomiting whatever I eat. My good appetite recovered and I felt that everything was delicious. My body began to gain weight, my skin began to tighten, and my breasts were gradually swelling. Maybe it was because the skin on my belly was thin, and I could even feel the fetal movement in my abdomen.

I remember one weekend in early August, I drove back home from Taizhou.My husband took great care of me because of my pregnancy and arranged a bunch of things I like to treat me.At night, when we were lying in bed and making out, he was afraid that having sex during my pregnancy would lead to miscarriage, so he didn't dare to mention the words "making love" to me at all.

He could only gently caress my snow-white and mature body, put my bigger breasts in his palm and weighed them carefully, as if he wanted to use his feel to estimate whether his breasts had become heavier and heavier than before.

Compared to the past, my breasts were plump during pregnancy, but they lost the firmness and straightness of the past, became soft and swollen, and would tremble and pound when they swayed slightly. Fortunately, my breasts themselves did not sag due to their heavy weight.

In addition, the area of ​​the areola has also expanded a lot, and the color has been significantly darkened, turning into a mature hazel.The two delicate nipples that were originally the size of red beans have now become a pair of peanuts, and they bulge out together with the areola, and they can maintain a hard and erect state without stimulation.

While gently caressing my plump breasts, my husband lowered his head and skillfully pursed the seductive nipples with his lips.I felt the numbness of numbness as electric current kept coming from my nipple, making my body soft and numb.I clenched my lower lip, gasping for a flushed face, and at the same time I lowered my head to see my nipples standing rapidly in full bloom.

I felt my husband's burning lips abandon the pair of mountains, kissing them all the way down, and running straight towards my lower abdomen.I gasped, my heart full of tension and expectation...

But at this moment, the husband's movements suddenly stopped.I waited for a while and couldn't see his movements, so I stood up in confusion to see what he was doing.

I could see his lips resting on my protruding belly at a glance, as if he was thinking about something.Then he raised his head and looked at my motherly charming, curved belly. His quiet and delicate eyes showed a happy expression, and a bit of hunger flashed.

He turned his head to look at me, with a look of regret on his face. After a while, he fell down with me and didn't dare to touch me again.I knew he was suppressing the desire in his heart, just to prevent the baby in my stomach from suffering any harm.

I felt a little disappointed and a little empty, so I got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower and cool down, trying to eliminate the desire that my husband was aroused.

In the bathroom, after taking a hot shower, I wiped the water droplets from my body with a towel, and slowly walked to the bright mirror.

What reflects my mature and plump body, plump and fair, naked. My lower abdomen, which is more than three months pregnant, has obviously bulged, and my fleshy buttocks are also more rounded. My waist is still slender and does not look too bloated, making me look sexy, as if it can inspire the desire in my heart.

Since I got pregnant, I have obviously felt my breasts swelling, and my already plump breasts have become more plump and plump, like two fermented big white dough, and my chest has expanded by one size.Looking under the light, these naked breasts clearly show the characteristics of pregnancy. They are snow-white, round and firm, falling heavily on their chests, shaking gently with breathing, which looks softer and more elastic than before.

Looking at my bulging belly, I couldn't help but burst into tears.I don’t know how many times I really want to go to the hospital to have an abortion regardless of everything. The absurd scenes of those days are still vivid in my mind, making me unable to be sure who the baby in my belly is, whether it is her husband, Ma Xiaoxu, or Tu Xiaofeng?

Thinking of my indulgence before, I was so ashamed and angry that I knew I didn’t have the courage to explain to my husband who loved me deeply that I wanted to have an abortion.My husband is so eager to have a child to deepen our relationship, but I really can't be sure who this child is.If...if...if it is really not my husband's, if the husband knows, then...

I dare not think about it any more.

At the beginning of my pregnancy, I was thinking about finding excuses to convince my husband to have an abortion with me, but as I felt the fetal movement in my belly more and more often, and the little life in my belly was growing day by day... Unconsciously, a kind of innate motherhood that a woman was born with quietly growing in my heart, and it was becoming increasingly strong without being transferred by will.

After all, this is also my biological flesh and blood, which makes me feel proud of being a mother for the first time.The longer I get pregnant, the deeper the feelings I have for the fetus in my abdomen, which makes my heart full of contradictions and pain. After all, one-third of the hope is the crystallization of myself and my husband.

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, nor did I have the courage to look at myself in my glasses more, and silently wrapped my body in my nightgown and returned to the bedroom.