When Guan Yiting said this, I could no longer help but interrupt her story.
Xiaoguan, I really don’t understand what happened to you at that time!My listener also understands that Officer Wu doesn’t love you at all, so why do you have to persecute yourself for him?Is it worth it to be a heavy-mouthed girl M? It’s actually for this hopeless love?
Guan Yiting looked at me without saying a word, so I continued: People’s background is unselectable, but poverty and misfortune are not excuses for our depravity. We are not much worse in personality and ambition than those with noble births.Why do you make such a choice? You look very smart, stubborn and arrogant!
Guan Yiting suddenly sneered: That's because at that time, I didn't meet you, a great person!I am a weak woman without anyone taking care of. What do you want me to do?
I realized that I had lost my words.Although I was right, Guan Yiting was a helpless and weak woman after all, and a coveted beautiful woman.In this world of unreliable strength, why should I ask her to strive for self-improvement?Survival is still difficult, and maintaining a personality is even more difficult.If I were her, I might not be much better than her.I was embarrassed to take back what I just said, so I had to laugh twice as a response.Unexpectedly, my performance caused Guan Yiting's unhappiness. She stopped talking to me, took my laptop, took her QQ number offline, and then returned to the guest room she temporarily stayed in without saying a word.
I heard the sound of the door closing of her room and smiled bitterly helplessly.
I wanted to apologize to her, but I knew in my heart that this was not a good time, so I should wait until the evening.
I took the laptop bored and clicked on the browser casually. I suddenly found that Guan Yiting's QQ space was not turned off, and the female slave agreement was still open.I looked up at the stairs with guilt, and saw Guan Yiting's figure, so I opened her QQ space log and found several essays she left in the space.
It’s true that Guan Yiting’s writing style is indeed good.These logs are full of her true emotions and outrageous humiliation. After reading the first log, I was deeply involved in the sad and tragic world she created.
"Written to your pity yourself before your 19th birthday (I)"
The log time was in early May 2008. According to time, it should have been written by Guan Yiting after being kept by Liu Si for most half a year.
Log text: In my life, there is you, and I am held in captivity by you.You said it was because I had harmed you, and now you hate me.You kept me in captivity in order to torture me all day long.
Are you going to turn me into a thoughtless toy, or a beautiful bitch who can be raised in a cage?
But I don’t know what I am now, because I can’t see you once a week now.
Although you have been kept in captivity for several months and you spent nearly 200,000 yuan on me, the money just makes me feel cold.
The best full set of electrical appliances you exchanged in the house, the insurance you bought for me for tens of thousands of yuan, and the pocket money you gave me every time.
But a few thousand dollars are simply painful for me!You always stuff things into my body, and you can stuff as much as you can.
Do you think this is torture me now?Will I be moved by the money?But now I really don’t want your money, and I don’t want a penny.
You ordered my identity, haha, I am only 19 years old, and I acted like I switched from your company to your friend's company and became the office director there.I really don't realize how good this job is.Although many people are jealous, they can think about it with their butts, and they can also think about what I do.
I remember that after the New Year, you excitedly pulled me to see the car and said that you made money.I don’t want to save you from the fun. So what if I bought a car for me?
But you really don't remember why I followed you.
Everything is like a farce. Are you so useful for a toy?
You are really pity, really!
Do you really don’t remember that when I cut my wrist, you refused to let me die. How could you set the rules for me?
It was you who said that it can make me feel more uncomfortable than death and can make me die many times.
Actually, I lied to you, and the tears were not shed because you destroyed my body.
I can't tell you why I have to die. You can continue to be young and just crazy.
It should be said that I like to be ruined by you, and you won’t understand that you are the first man in my true sense.When I think of this, I am very excited to be ruined by the person I love.
I don’t know if I should say that I love you, at least I should be sadistic, I should be in love with you.
I am loving you with my whole body, and I think this love for you is real.
Because letting the person I love ruin myself can make me feel more painful.
I like that kind of pain, at least I don’t think about anything, I just feel the pain.
I will love you very much when I see you blushing your face while piercing me with rings, and you won’t understand. The physical pain is a pleasure for me.
If this body can be destroyed in your hands, it will be a relief for me, but what are you doing, you idiot, even though you have soldered the cage to death and still saw it open?
You refused to abide by the rules for now. I went to sleep in anger to let you know that this was also intentional.Haha, I just like to torture you.
You can't be hard if you don't abuse women now, right?It's useless to hide from me, everything I do is intentional.
I think you won't forget that you once nailed me to the toilet wall as a urinal, and closed me in the fish tank in your office as a fishing machine??
And many of your first time.You don’t have to think about it anymore. In fact, everything is all about me tempting you, forcing you to hurt me on purpose.
I have ruined you, at least my soul will be dispersed. I think these will make you struggling for a lifetime.
Haha, there will be no more woman in this world who can do my best.
Really, you don’t have to hide from me. There are not many toys like me who can play with whatever they want.
Whether it is something that humans can do or cannot do, as long as it can make you excited, I will play with you!
Even if you take me out for other people's women to play.Didn’t your coal-filled friend want to get a BMW Q7 for me?
That's more than two million, right?As long as it makes you excited, that's fine.
Thinking about being betrayed by the person you love, your body will feel sexually excited.While shed tears, sheds her eyes and makes someone else's toys, she loves you.Did you give it up?
You are really pity, really!I remember you said a long time ago: It is not easy for a man to make money. If a man is willing to spend a lot of money for you, he will at least truly love you.
But you think you can corrupt me and change me by taking money.Useless, at least for a person whose soul is about to dissipate.
You have forgotten how I harmed you in the first place. Isn’t it enough to harm you?Don’t you hate me? Can’t you be more ruthless to me?
You have asked me if I can start all over again, you don’t mind my past, nor will you ask me.
But I don't even feel like making up lies to lie to you.I'll tell you now, you don't mind, I mind!!!
It's hard for me to understand you. In fact, you are even more like an M than me. Don't think you are a man.
I despise you very much, you are just a scam bed, not a real S at all.You lied to me first, and I lied to you and harmed you, it was not my fault, you deserved it!
You are a man, you have to be responsible for what you have said.If you say you are S, don’t blame me for making you fall in love with this mouthful now. It’s useless to be afraid.You are really pity, really!
My body was so harmful to you, it was all done by you, and I could only die as a woman.
You are really pity, really!
I wonder if I am dead, will you still be happy in this life?
There was once a person in my life, and he might be my lover.He said it was because I was very degenerate and felt that I was only 17 years old and went to society. It hurt him to be so degenerate that he wanted to support me and let me go the right path.
Unfortunately, everything is a lie, everything is a scam, everything is a beautiful dream, but I am so willing to immerse myself in it and don’t want to wake up.Because after waking up from the dream, my heart only hurts!
There is no doubt that this log was written by Guan Yiting to Liu Si, and that he is Officer Wu.From this log, we can see that Guan Yiting later fell in love with Liu Si and was still in a relationship between love and hate, but what kind of complex feelings is this? How did she and Officer Wu cut off that kind of almost unrequited love?
Xiaoguan, I really don’t understand what happened to you at that time!My listener also understands that Officer Wu doesn’t love you at all, so why do you have to persecute yourself for him?Is it worth it to be a heavy-mouthed girl M? It’s actually for this hopeless love?
Guan Yiting looked at me without saying a word, so I continued: People’s background is unselectable, but poverty and misfortune are not excuses for our depravity. We are not much worse in personality and ambition than those with noble births.Why do you make such a choice? You look very smart, stubborn and arrogant!
Guan Yiting suddenly sneered: That's because at that time, I didn't meet you, a great person!I am a weak woman without anyone taking care of. What do you want me to do?
I realized that I had lost my words.Although I was right, Guan Yiting was a helpless and weak woman after all, and a coveted beautiful woman.In this world of unreliable strength, why should I ask her to strive for self-improvement?Survival is still difficult, and maintaining a personality is even more difficult.If I were her, I might not be much better than her.I was embarrassed to take back what I just said, so I had to laugh twice as a response.Unexpectedly, my performance caused Guan Yiting's unhappiness. She stopped talking to me, took my laptop, took her QQ number offline, and then returned to the guest room she temporarily stayed in without saying a word.
I heard the sound of the door closing of her room and smiled bitterly helplessly.
I wanted to apologize to her, but I knew in my heart that this was not a good time, so I should wait until the evening.
I took the laptop bored and clicked on the browser casually. I suddenly found that Guan Yiting's QQ space was not turned off, and the female slave agreement was still open.I looked up at the stairs with guilt, and saw Guan Yiting's figure, so I opened her QQ space log and found several essays she left in the space.
It’s true that Guan Yiting’s writing style is indeed good.These logs are full of her true emotions and outrageous humiliation. After reading the first log, I was deeply involved in the sad and tragic world she created.
"Written to your pity yourself before your 19th birthday (I)"
The log time was in early May 2008. According to time, it should have been written by Guan Yiting after being kept by Liu Si for most half a year.
Log text: In my life, there is you, and I am held in captivity by you.You said it was because I had harmed you, and now you hate me.You kept me in captivity in order to torture me all day long.
Are you going to turn me into a thoughtless toy, or a beautiful bitch who can be raised in a cage?
But I don’t know what I am now, because I can’t see you once a week now.
Although you have been kept in captivity for several months and you spent nearly 200,000 yuan on me, the money just makes me feel cold.
The best full set of electrical appliances you exchanged in the house, the insurance you bought for me for tens of thousands of yuan, and the pocket money you gave me every time.
But a few thousand dollars are simply painful for me!You always stuff things into my body, and you can stuff as much as you can.
Do you think this is torture me now?Will I be moved by the money?But now I really don’t want your money, and I don’t want a penny.
You ordered my identity, haha, I am only 19 years old, and I acted like I switched from your company to your friend's company and became the office director there.I really don't realize how good this job is.Although many people are jealous, they can think about it with their butts, and they can also think about what I do.
I remember that after the New Year, you excitedly pulled me to see the car and said that you made money.I don’t want to save you from the fun. So what if I bought a car for me?
But you really don't remember why I followed you.
Everything is like a farce. Are you so useful for a toy?
You are really pity, really!
Do you really don’t remember that when I cut my wrist, you refused to let me die. How could you set the rules for me?
It was you who said that it can make me feel more uncomfortable than death and can make me die many times.
Actually, I lied to you, and the tears were not shed because you destroyed my body.
I can't tell you why I have to die. You can continue to be young and just crazy.
It should be said that I like to be ruined by you, and you won’t understand that you are the first man in my true sense.When I think of this, I am very excited to be ruined by the person I love.
I don’t know if I should say that I love you, at least I should be sadistic, I should be in love with you.
I am loving you with my whole body, and I think this love for you is real.
Because letting the person I love ruin myself can make me feel more painful.
I like that kind of pain, at least I don’t think about anything, I just feel the pain.
I will love you very much when I see you blushing your face while piercing me with rings, and you won’t understand. The physical pain is a pleasure for me.
If this body can be destroyed in your hands, it will be a relief for me, but what are you doing, you idiot, even though you have soldered the cage to death and still saw it open?
You refused to abide by the rules for now. I went to sleep in anger to let you know that this was also intentional.Haha, I just like to torture you.
You can't be hard if you don't abuse women now, right?It's useless to hide from me, everything I do is intentional.
I think you won't forget that you once nailed me to the toilet wall as a urinal, and closed me in the fish tank in your office as a fishing machine??
And many of your first time.You don’t have to think about it anymore. In fact, everything is all about me tempting you, forcing you to hurt me on purpose.
I have ruined you, at least my soul will be dispersed. I think these will make you struggling for a lifetime.
Haha, there will be no more woman in this world who can do my best.
Really, you don’t have to hide from me. There are not many toys like me who can play with whatever they want.
Whether it is something that humans can do or cannot do, as long as it can make you excited, I will play with you!
Even if you take me out for other people's women to play.Didn’t your coal-filled friend want to get a BMW Q7 for me?
That's more than two million, right?As long as it makes you excited, that's fine.
Thinking about being betrayed by the person you love, your body will feel sexually excited.While shed tears, sheds her eyes and makes someone else's toys, she loves you.Did you give it up?
You are really pity, really!I remember you said a long time ago: It is not easy for a man to make money. If a man is willing to spend a lot of money for you, he will at least truly love you.
But you think you can corrupt me and change me by taking money.Useless, at least for a person whose soul is about to dissipate.
You have forgotten how I harmed you in the first place. Isn’t it enough to harm you?Don’t you hate me? Can’t you be more ruthless to me?
You have asked me if I can start all over again, you don’t mind my past, nor will you ask me.
But I don't even feel like making up lies to lie to you.I'll tell you now, you don't mind, I mind!!!
It's hard for me to understand you. In fact, you are even more like an M than me. Don't think you are a man.
I despise you very much, you are just a scam bed, not a real S at all.You lied to me first, and I lied to you and harmed you, it was not my fault, you deserved it!
You are a man, you have to be responsible for what you have said.If you say you are S, don’t blame me for making you fall in love with this mouthful now. It’s useless to be afraid.You are really pity, really!
My body was so harmful to you, it was all done by you, and I could only die as a woman.
You are really pity, really!
I wonder if I am dead, will you still be happy in this life?
There was once a person in my life, and he might be my lover.He said it was because I was very degenerate and felt that I was only 17 years old and went to society. It hurt him to be so degenerate that he wanted to support me and let me go the right path.
Unfortunately, everything is a lie, everything is a scam, everything is a beautiful dream, but I am so willing to immerse myself in it and don’t want to wake up.Because after waking up from the dream, my heart only hurts!
There is no doubt that this log was written by Guan Yiting to Liu Si, and that he is Officer Wu.From this log, we can see that Guan Yiting later fell in love with Liu Si and was still in a relationship between love and hate, but what kind of complex feelings is this? How did she and Officer Wu cut off that kind of almost unrequited love?