Using all my strength to endure the severe pain from the anus, I moved my hands and feet into the bathroom, turned on the spray head, letting the hot water wash away my tired body, my head was dizzy, and I was drunk that I had not yet woken up. I sat on the floor and leaned against the wall and fell asleep in a daze...
I don’t know how long it took, but the sound of hitting the door woke me up. This rental house uses cheap security doors. Before I could get up from the ground, the door was knocked open, and a figure rushed to the bathroom door with the sound of water.
It's Zhang Ming...
He seemed to have just experienced a fierce battle, his left eye was swollen and blood was still flowing down. His clothes were torn to pieces and covered in mud, and his left arm was drooping softly.
Maybe I am not much better at this moment. He stared at me in a daze, and suddenly he knelt down and cried bitterly.
I struggled to get up and helped him get up and walk out of the bathroom. The bed was in a mess and there was no one sitting. We supported each other to come to the living room and sat on the sofa. I wanted to say something, but I had nothing to say. There was only his crying and repeated repetitions in the room.
Why do you always say sorry to me...
The sky outside the window was already bright, and Zhang Ming's crying gradually stopped.
I'll take you to the hospital!I said.
He was silent... I took it as acquiescent, found clean clothes to put on and took him out.After taking a taxi to a public hospital, Zhang Ming was taken to the emergency room.
I called Principal Wang and said I was feeling uncomfortable and asked for a long time off. She thought I was dissatisfied with her arrangement for a blind date, so she kept apologizing. I was unable to explain and hung up the phone perfunctorily.
After a while on the bench in the corridor, I was woken up by the nurse to go to the doctor's office.
The left arm is fine, just put it in plaster for a while, but the left eye can't be saved.
I cried bitterly in the doctor's office, calmed down, and wandered around at the door for a long time before I had the courage to push open the door of the ward.
Zhang Ming had woken up, covered in bandages, his left eye was covered with gauze. When he saw me coming in, he wanted to get up, but I scolded him.
Sitting beside the bed, there was another silence...
Have you been protecting me in the past three years?I don't know if I should ask, but I can't help but not ask.
He was silent...
What happened last night?I'll ask again.
I followed you quietly, and a little gangster came over and bumped into me, then provoked me.
I was anxious to track you and apologize to him, but unexpectedly, a few more people came to drag me away.
At first I didn't understand what was going on, but later they said that as long as I stayed obediently for a few hours, I wouldn't touch me. Then I realized that it must be the ones named Zhou and others.I have stopped them from harassing you several times in recent years, but they still won’t be willing to do so in the end.Later, I started fighting with those gangsters and was knocked on the face with an iron rod and fainted. When I woke up, I rushed to your place immediately.That's it...
Reality is really ironic. If I had been willing to look back when I heard that noise yesterday, all this would not have happened.Unexpectedly, I ended up hurting him again.
Why would you rather protect me secretly than be with me?Since things have happened, they are irreversible. The only answer I care about now is this.
I can't answer you... Zhang Ming lowered his head: Maybe one day you will know the reason, but now I really can't answer you.
So now, can you be with me?
sorry……
I had nothing to say and told him to have a good rest and leave the hospital to do something urgently needed.
After a busy morning, I delivered food to Zhang Ming at noon and chatted for a few briefly. I hurried to the orphanage. I had a music class to take this afternoon.
It is easier to ask Principal Wang for leave, but I am not very familiar with Teacher Li, so I try to avoid talking as much as possible.
In fact, I don’t know much about music theory and other things. I say it’s a substitute class, but it’s just teaching the children to sing.
Because the school is teaching English classes, Teacher Li once told me to teach more English songs, which is more conducive to children's learning.
Today I am going to teach a classic English song "Angel". In fact, I was not planning to teach this song, but today I especially want to sing this song.
Spend all yur time waiting fr the secnd chance (use all the time to wait for another chance)
Fr a break that would make it OK
There's always sme reasns t feel nt gd enugh
And it's hard at the end f the day
I need sme distractin r a beautiful release
Memries see frm my veins
Let me be empty and weightless (I hope I can empty myself and have no worries)
And maybe I'll find sme peace tnight
In the arms f the angel fly away frm here
Frm this dark, cld htel rm and the endlessness that yu fear
Yu are pulled frm the wreckage f yur silent reverie
Yu are in the arms f the angel may yu find sme cmfrt here
S tired f the straight line (I don't want to stick to this path)
And everywhere yu turn (but at every turn)
There're vultures and thieves at yur back
The strm keeps n twisting
Yu keep n building the lies
That yu makes up fr all that yu lack
It dn't make n difference escape ne last time
It's easier t believe (I just want to have something to rely on)
In this sweet madness, h this glrius sadness
That brings me t my knees
In the arms f the angel fly away frm here
Frm this dark, cld htel rm and the endlessness that yu fear
Yu are pulled frm the wreckage f yur silent reverie
Yu are in the arms f the angel may yu find sme cmfrt here
good!The fan singing for the students had just ended, and a cheer came from the door of the classroom.
I turned around and a man in his thirties leaned against the door.He gave me a thumbs up and signaled me to continue teaching, and he would wait for me outside.
After class, when he walked out of the classroom, the man sat under the sycamore tree in the courtyard.Seeing me come out, he quickly got up and greeted me: Hello, my name is Chen Yuxuan.
Hello, I am Mu Tong.Principal Wang talked about you to me.I held his stretched hand.The man in front of him is very handsome, with a casual smile and gentle temperament. He is indeed a very charming person.
I visited the blind school in the morning, and Principal Wang kept saying that I was sorry that you were not here today and hoped that I could come and see you.We sat side by side on the bench under the tree and started chatting.
I am really flattered to have you come here for a special trip.
where.
I lived here when I was a child, and when I got here I was like going home.Moreover, after seeing you, I am very sure that if I didn’t come here specifically today, I would definitely regret it for the rest of my life.
This is a great compliment to me.
Why should Teacher Mu be modest?You are so beautiful, with a very good temperament, and you sing and sing intoxicatingly. Don’t say you are here, you are on the other end of the earth. If you know about it, you may have to go there.
I don't know if he's joking or serious, but getting praise from a good man is always useful.
If I hadn't been caring about Zhang Ming, I would have been willing to talk to him for a while.
Sorry, Mr. Chen, I still have something to deal with later. Can you tell me if there is anything you have to do here today?
Oh, I should be embarrassed to visit.As for things, there was nothing special about it, but I just heard your singing and wanted to ask if you have any idea of becoming a singer.
Does Mr. Chen’s business still involve the entertainment industry?
Well, we are a group industry, and we do include an entertainment company with several singers under it.
Then he said a few names, all of which were very famous, but I fell in love with my current job even more, so I politely declined him.
What a pity. If one day you change your mind, remember to contact me at any time.He left me a business card and said he wanted to drive me, but I refused.If you are destined to be, see you next time!
I left school, bought some takeout and rushed to the hospital, but was told that Zhang Ming had been discharged from the hospital, leaving only an envelope for me, with a note in it, which stated that he had done several orders with his boss in the past few years and made a lot of money. The surgery payment owed had already been paid, and I told me not to remit money to him every month.
There is another bank card, which contains all the money I paid in the past few years, and he returned it.
asshole!asshole!The note was crushed hard by me. I cursed a few times, and then squatted on the ground and started crying.
If an angel is willing to give me a hug, maybe I am willing to forget everything...
I don’t know how long it took, but the sound of hitting the door woke me up. This rental house uses cheap security doors. Before I could get up from the ground, the door was knocked open, and a figure rushed to the bathroom door with the sound of water.
It's Zhang Ming...
He seemed to have just experienced a fierce battle, his left eye was swollen and blood was still flowing down. His clothes were torn to pieces and covered in mud, and his left arm was drooping softly.
Maybe I am not much better at this moment. He stared at me in a daze, and suddenly he knelt down and cried bitterly.
I struggled to get up and helped him get up and walk out of the bathroom. The bed was in a mess and there was no one sitting. We supported each other to come to the living room and sat on the sofa. I wanted to say something, but I had nothing to say. There was only his crying and repeated repetitions in the room.
Why do you always say sorry to me...
The sky outside the window was already bright, and Zhang Ming's crying gradually stopped.
I'll take you to the hospital!I said.
He was silent... I took it as acquiescent, found clean clothes to put on and took him out.After taking a taxi to a public hospital, Zhang Ming was taken to the emergency room.
I called Principal Wang and said I was feeling uncomfortable and asked for a long time off. She thought I was dissatisfied with her arrangement for a blind date, so she kept apologizing. I was unable to explain and hung up the phone perfunctorily.
After a while on the bench in the corridor, I was woken up by the nurse to go to the doctor's office.
The left arm is fine, just put it in plaster for a while, but the left eye can't be saved.
I cried bitterly in the doctor's office, calmed down, and wandered around at the door for a long time before I had the courage to push open the door of the ward.
Zhang Ming had woken up, covered in bandages, his left eye was covered with gauze. When he saw me coming in, he wanted to get up, but I scolded him.
Sitting beside the bed, there was another silence...
Have you been protecting me in the past three years?I don't know if I should ask, but I can't help but not ask.
He was silent...
What happened last night?I'll ask again.
I followed you quietly, and a little gangster came over and bumped into me, then provoked me.
I was anxious to track you and apologize to him, but unexpectedly, a few more people came to drag me away.
At first I didn't understand what was going on, but later they said that as long as I stayed obediently for a few hours, I wouldn't touch me. Then I realized that it must be the ones named Zhou and others.I have stopped them from harassing you several times in recent years, but they still won’t be willing to do so in the end.Later, I started fighting with those gangsters and was knocked on the face with an iron rod and fainted. When I woke up, I rushed to your place immediately.That's it...
Reality is really ironic. If I had been willing to look back when I heard that noise yesterday, all this would not have happened.Unexpectedly, I ended up hurting him again.
Why would you rather protect me secretly than be with me?Since things have happened, they are irreversible. The only answer I care about now is this.
I can't answer you... Zhang Ming lowered his head: Maybe one day you will know the reason, but now I really can't answer you.
So now, can you be with me?
sorry……
I had nothing to say and told him to have a good rest and leave the hospital to do something urgently needed.
After a busy morning, I delivered food to Zhang Ming at noon and chatted for a few briefly. I hurried to the orphanage. I had a music class to take this afternoon.
It is easier to ask Principal Wang for leave, but I am not very familiar with Teacher Li, so I try to avoid talking as much as possible.
In fact, I don’t know much about music theory and other things. I say it’s a substitute class, but it’s just teaching the children to sing.
Because the school is teaching English classes, Teacher Li once told me to teach more English songs, which is more conducive to children's learning.
Today I am going to teach a classic English song "Angel". In fact, I was not planning to teach this song, but today I especially want to sing this song.
Spend all yur time waiting fr the secnd chance (use all the time to wait for another chance)
Fr a break that would make it OK
There's always sme reasns t feel nt gd enugh
And it's hard at the end f the day
I need sme distractin r a beautiful release
Memries see frm my veins
Let me be empty and weightless (I hope I can empty myself and have no worries)
And maybe I'll find sme peace tnight
In the arms f the angel fly away frm here
Frm this dark, cld htel rm and the endlessness that yu fear
Yu are pulled frm the wreckage f yur silent reverie
Yu are in the arms f the angel may yu find sme cmfrt here
S tired f the straight line (I don't want to stick to this path)
And everywhere yu turn (but at every turn)
There're vultures and thieves at yur back
The strm keeps n twisting
Yu keep n building the lies
That yu makes up fr all that yu lack
It dn't make n difference escape ne last time
It's easier t believe (I just want to have something to rely on)
In this sweet madness, h this glrius sadness
That brings me t my knees
In the arms f the angel fly away frm here
Frm this dark, cld htel rm and the endlessness that yu fear
Yu are pulled frm the wreckage f yur silent reverie
Yu are in the arms f the angel may yu find sme cmfrt here
good!The fan singing for the students had just ended, and a cheer came from the door of the classroom.
I turned around and a man in his thirties leaned against the door.He gave me a thumbs up and signaled me to continue teaching, and he would wait for me outside.
After class, when he walked out of the classroom, the man sat under the sycamore tree in the courtyard.Seeing me come out, he quickly got up and greeted me: Hello, my name is Chen Yuxuan.
Hello, I am Mu Tong.Principal Wang talked about you to me.I held his stretched hand.The man in front of him is very handsome, with a casual smile and gentle temperament. He is indeed a very charming person.
I visited the blind school in the morning, and Principal Wang kept saying that I was sorry that you were not here today and hoped that I could come and see you.We sat side by side on the bench under the tree and started chatting.
I am really flattered to have you come here for a special trip.
where.
I lived here when I was a child, and when I got here I was like going home.Moreover, after seeing you, I am very sure that if I didn’t come here specifically today, I would definitely regret it for the rest of my life.
This is a great compliment to me.
Why should Teacher Mu be modest?You are so beautiful, with a very good temperament, and you sing and sing intoxicatingly. Don’t say you are here, you are on the other end of the earth. If you know about it, you may have to go there.
I don't know if he's joking or serious, but getting praise from a good man is always useful.
If I hadn't been caring about Zhang Ming, I would have been willing to talk to him for a while.
Sorry, Mr. Chen, I still have something to deal with later. Can you tell me if there is anything you have to do here today?
Oh, I should be embarrassed to visit.As for things, there was nothing special about it, but I just heard your singing and wanted to ask if you have any idea of becoming a singer.
Does Mr. Chen’s business still involve the entertainment industry?
Well, we are a group industry, and we do include an entertainment company with several singers under it.
Then he said a few names, all of which were very famous, but I fell in love with my current job even more, so I politely declined him.
What a pity. If one day you change your mind, remember to contact me at any time.He left me a business card and said he wanted to drive me, but I refused.If you are destined to be, see you next time!
I left school, bought some takeout and rushed to the hospital, but was told that Zhang Ming had been discharged from the hospital, leaving only an envelope for me, with a note in it, which stated that he had done several orders with his boss in the past few years and made a lot of money. The surgery payment owed had already been paid, and I told me not to remit money to him every month.
There is another bank card, which contains all the money I paid in the past few years, and he returned it.
asshole!asshole!The note was crushed hard by me. I cursed a few times, and then squatted on the ground and started crying.
If an angel is willing to give me a hug, maybe I am willing to forget everything...
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