Chapter 47 Untitled (I)

The next day, Sunday.

The invasion of alcohol at the party last night and the lingering with my mother until midnight, I woke up in a drowsy way before noon.

I narrowed my eyes and felt the intoxicating fragrance surrounding the tip of my nose. I tightened the soft silk quilt in my arms. The memories of last night in my mind instantly emerged. As I returned to the clear light, I stood up and lifted the quilt like a conditioned reflex. There was no mother's slim figure on the big bed. Looking around the room, all the furnishings were still neatly arranged.

I was stunned for a moment. This scene was so familiar!

Suddenly, inexplicably sad, panic, and torn apart... Many emotions surged into my heart, and I jumped out of the bed and rushed out in panic!

Ah…you…what are you doing?Put on your clothes quickly!My mother was holding a plate of dishes in her hand and was startled by me who suddenly rushed out of her bedroom.

And I experienced the great sorrow when I just woke up, and now I saw my mother's joy like a surprise, and I was speechless for a moment: Mom...you...you didn't leave?!

He said excitedly, and I approached her in two steps.

But my mother stared at me with a cold face and scolded sternly: Why am I leaving?If you want to leave, you will leave... I will say it again, put on your clothes quickly!

Finally, she almost used her roaring scolding to pull me back from the mixed emotions of sadness and joy.

Following my mother's words, I realized that I was standing in front of my mother without any trace!

Especially when I was in my youthful period, my thick and long bronze cock between my legs was raised like a giant python raising her head, showing even more ferocious under the bright light from the living room!

And all of its fierce appearance was exposed to my mother's shameful and angry eyes. I noticed my embarrassment at this moment, and quickly bowed and covered my lower body with both hands and smiled: Oh... OK... Sorry... Then I quickly flashed back to the room.

On the dark red oval dining table, there were three meats, one vegetable and one soup of fragrant dishes, which made me who had just sat down not only move my index finger!

With the order of my mother sitting in the main seat, I couldn't wait to start eating like the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves.

Well...Mom, is it a holiday today?Why do you cook so many dishes... Well... These braised pork ribs are so delicious... I feasted and asked without hesitation.

Hearing this, my mother chewed slowly and gently and then replied with a stern voice: You can eat it, how can you talk so much nonsense?

Good, okay... I don’t know why my mother suddenly felt unhappy. I quickly adhered to the fine tradition of not saying anything and lowered my head to sweep the meal.

During the meal, I occasionally looked at her secretly, and found that my mother's fair and small ears were a little dizzy, and her beautiful eyes flashed with unknown gazes, as if she was shy and panic.

A table was a sumptuous meal for us, so I couldn’t guess my mother’s intention to be busy early in the morning!

I couldn't help but feel secretly happy, so I couldn't help laughing, "Why are you laughing at me!"?My mother noticed the obvious change in me and asked in a strict mother's tone.

No...no Ah!I didn't expose her, but I still kept a proud smile and squeaked the food in my mouth.

But my mother is not a fool either. After hesitating for a few seconds, she should have guessed that I guessed!

Immediately I put down the bowls and chopsticks and stared at me with beautiful eyes.

Seeing this, I had to curb my complacency at this moment and dare not act rashly, for fear of destroying my complicated and intimate relationship with her now. That would be a shame!

After a while, I saw that my mother was just playing with her phone in her seat, and she didn't seem to want to continue eating. I also paused the action in my hand, plucked up the courage, and asked seriously: Mom, that... Last night, I actually kept thinking about it...

Before I finished speaking, my mother looked up and released a devouring gaze from her dark pupils. I suddenly felt that the dazzling sunshine outside the window seemed to be no longer warm.

Then, she burst out intimidating words word by word: No more nonsense... I will make you unable to open your mouth or believe it in the future!

I felt a stream of frost on her fair and beautiful face, which looked like a blade-headed beauty. The long-lost palpitations came again, and my body leaned back to look defensively: I believe... I immediately lowered my head to eat honestly, and didn't dare to think about anything else.

In fact, I didn't think about teasing or shameing her. I just wanted to simply ask a question. After lunch, after I hesitated for a long time, I decided to talk to my mother about last night again.

But she didn't expect that she had made an appointment with one of her best friend to go out.

Before leaving, I didn’t forget to remind me to study hard at home, which made me feel very depressed. What’s this called?

If there wasn't the scene when I woke up at noon, and the conversation with my mom at the dining table.My mother's reaction from beginning to end made me feel that was it a dream I had last night?!

Helplessly, I had to devote myself to my studies and use the simple mathematics, physics and chemistry in high school to temporarily forget and guess my mother's complex inner world.

It was around 11 o'clock in the evening.

After trying to communicate with my mother all day but failed, I came to my mother's closed bedroom door again and knocked on the door: Mom, have you slept?

Then, my inquiry fell silent like a rock sinking to the sea. My mother did not respond in the bedroom, and the lights were turned off in the crack in the door.

I hesitated for a few seconds, put my hand on the door lock, and I couldn't unscrew it, and it was locked!

What came in the room was my mother's commanding tone: It's very late... Go to bed early... You have to go to school tomorrow!

Suddenly, I realized that my mother might think that I was ecstatic about what happened to her last night, and thought about continuing tonight... But I was not like that!

At this time, outside the door of my mother's bedroom, my hand that I put on the lock of the door paused.After hesitating for a while, he still gave up the idea in his heart and returned to the room with a very uncomfortable feeling.

In the following days, my mother got along with me as usual, neither showing deliberate alienation nor too much closeness.

Maybe that's what she wants to express to me!

I cannot describe my feelings in this situation because I am not repulsive of this result.

but……

I always feel something is wrong!

Not everything in the world will be as it wishes, this sentence applies to me...and more to Xia Yunfei!

School, in class.

As the bell rings during the break, the English class is finally over!

On the podium, after Xu Yu finished the last content in a friendly tone, he looked at the classmates in the class with a smile and said: Everyone should also review it carefully after class!Strive to get better results in the final test in the following period... OK!classver!

GdbyeMiss……

Finally, Xu Yu glared at me fiercely before leaving without any trace.

After standing for a whole class, I finally sat down steadily with a sigh of relief and said to Xia Yunfei: Bitch Fei, when did you catch her?I have been waiting for you for so long, but there is no movement?

I stared at the classroom door with resentment, and Xu Yu gradually disappeared in a lively and beautiful figure, thinking in my heart that if Xia Yunfei really chased her, I would mock her and humiliate her!

But Xia Yunfei immediately felt as if he was poked into his soft hole, and his expression became weaker: Oh... I won't mention it anymore, brother... I gave up...

Hearing this, I was shocked and asked quickly: What does it mean to give up?You are not loving her like a surging river... You are not talking about a protracted war... At this moment, I am more like a gossip lover's reaction to major news and asking questions one after another.

Finally, Xia Yunfei had a look of clearing the clouds and seeing the blue sky, but he replied in a fog: The falling flowers are intentionally flowing water without mercy... I send my sorrow and the bright moon... In fact, I also know that my wishful unrequited love will eventually be the result of this depressed ending, but I just let all this come early... Just like... there is a kind of love called letting go... As he was talking, he actually sang with relief.

If it weren't for the noise in the classroom at this moment, other students wouldn't be able to hear him singing clearly, so someone would have been unable to help but rush up to slap them in the face!

And I had been unable to bear it anymore and quickly interrupted: Can you speak human words?!Also, you sing so badly!Labor and capital are about to vomit!

Unexpectedly, Xia Yunfei smiled disdainfully and glanced at me like a cloud: Alas, how can a stupid mortal understand my realm!You will never understand my sadness...oh...why are you... a gentleman doesn't speak...well...I won't sing anymore...

In the end, Xia Yunfei was holding my eyes that were twisted by me, and stopped pretending to tell me the truth.

It turned out that after being stimulated by me last time, he increased his efforts to pursue Xu Yu with a stern face.

Xu Yu, who was already irritated for some reason, finally threatened to sue his parents and completely cut off all his thoughts.

After all, Xia Yunfei was also afraid of his mother!

...And, didn’t you hear it just now?The final exam is about to take place soon, and the semester is about to end... I am leaving too... When Xia Yunfei said this, his originally jumpy tone was paused before he began to reveal his sense of loss.

Perhaps compared to his illusory love for Xu Yu, this nearly a year of campus life makes him reluctant to leave!

In addition to feeling sorry for my friend's about to leave, I thought with complicated thoughts: Xia Yunfei's pursuit of Xu Yu failed!What about me?My mother and I have a more...what will happen in the end?

But no matter what, I don’t want to be like this now. Mom, or Mom, suddenly, Xia Yunfei reached out and shook his hand in front of me, interrupting my thoughts: ...Hey!Why are you stunned?I'm asking you something!

Ah…What did you ask me just now?Sorry, I'm distracted!I came to my senses and looked at Xia Yunfei, who had a lewd smile on his face at some point.

He didn't care, and said with a wink and said: When will you find another girlfriend?Do you want me to help you before leaving and let you say goodbye to your virginity as soon as possible?

I immediately gave him a middle finger disdain and ignored him.

You... won't have forgotten Xiao Huanhuan, right?It's almost a year!I am not talking about you as a veteran, you have to learn from me... Then this guy started to talk about how he quickly got out of his failure in pursuing Xu Yu, and how he viewed his failed first love in ancient times.

Finally, I couldn't help but nag him with self-righteousness, so I had to reply half-truely: Stop and stop... The reason why I'm not interested in falling in love now is not because... she!I just want to study with peace of mind. Besides, you didn’t see the time my mother beat me in public at school. Which girl do you think will dare to fall in love with me?

My mother beat me in public at school before, Xiao Huanhuan...

It's also considered one!

The most important thing is that I really don’t have much interest in girls in school now, or in other words, I don’t have girls of the same age!

really!

After I said this, Xia Yunfei stopped providing emotional counseling to me and nodded thoughtfully: Since that's the case, then forget it!It seems that your virginity will be preserved until college!

……

I really can't tell him the truth. After all, I don't have the habit of preaching this kind of private matter to others, and it's about Xiao Huanhuan.

Helplessly, I had to bury my head on the desk and pretend to sleep, waiting for the arrival of the class ringtone.

But Xia Yunfei became more and more proud, mocking me hard in this regard, constantly describing the beauty of having sex with women, but in fact it seemed a little childish when I heard it!

You are all yellow-haired little girls, and I, a few minutes later, Xia Yunfei stopped and put away his sarcastic tone and suddenly asked in a straight voice: Oh, by the way!Have you signed up for the school's math competition?Your math grades are so good, the teacher should let you participate!

In contrast, I still want to hear him continue to describe the joyful things between men and women.I suddenly felt bored and said: Why are you participating in it?It’s boring to have more people coming and going...

In my heart, learning has always been a personal matter, and only by constantly surpassing yourself can you have fun!Especially doing math problems!Every expansion of problem-solving ideas is a breakthrough for one's own!

Seeing that I was not interested, Xia Yunfei nodded in agreement indifferently and said: I think so!Just like I participated in an English competition before, how good my speaking skills are!But they actually took the written test and listen... Then, he began to talk about the English competition he participated in to get close to Xu Yu.

……

And I sneer at Xia Yunfei's words and school competitions.

...But I heard that this composition competition is different from the mathematics competition. The top three of them can represent the school to participate in the district competition, and those who win the prize will be rewarded with cash!

But Xia Yunfei finally looked at me meaningfully.

I was lying on the desk and immediately became excited and asked in confusion: How many?

Hehe... not much, ranging from two thousand to five thousand!

Damn it!Where to register?When does it begin?I quickly got up and wanted to go to the teacher to sign up, but I didn't care about my original advanced learning level.

Hey... wait a moment... all classes are in... Are you short of money?Xia Yunfei called me again and asked in confusion.

I had no choice but to hold back my restlessness and said angrily: Nonsense!How many Jack Ma Ah do you think there can be in the world?

If you are short of money, say Ah to me!We're not doing anything!Xia Yunfei patted my shoulder boldly, as if he couldn't bear to see money corrupt my noble soul.

roll!Who cares about your one hundred or ten?I said as if disgusted.

The two blackmails I used to blackmail him were actually just joking among friends, at most it was the degree to which he treated him to a meal!

Xia Yunfei naturally understood this, and immediately curled his lips and said: Tsk!Don’t forget it…but don’t look like you are determined to win. Although you usually have good grades, the content of the competition test is different!Especially in mathematics competitions, many involve advanced mathematics and the like.We are only in the first year of high school, and most of the main players in the second year of high school... Okay, let’s not talk about it for now, let’s go to class!

Then, after he said this, the flame that had just ignited in my heart gradually faded.

It's Ah!

Even if my math scores are good now and I have full marks, I can only be at the level of the second year of high school. After all, the teaching progress is here, and it will take the first semester of my second year of high school to complete the content of the three years of high school!

And now I am the first year of high school...

Don't care about him!

Let’s try it!

If the school allows first-year high school students to participate, it means that it should not be too out of the syllabus.

Moreover, from the selection to the final competition in the district, there should be some time. I may be able to take this time to study the courses for the senior high school in advance!

Maybe it was because of my excellent test results that made me feel confident in mathematics. I didn’t think much about it. After learning some details from Xia Yunfei, I asked the class teacher to sign up for the competition.

As I gradually shifted my mind to studying, I didn’t care too much about the details of my daily life and my mother’s life, but I still insisted on knocking on the door of my mother’s bedroom every night to test it out.

But for a week, my mother's silent rejection was received!

Until Saturday night, when I plucked up the courage to come to my mother's closed bedroom door, after hesitating for a while, I still raised my hand and held the door lock, and twisted it tentatively, click!The door actually opened!?

I looked confused and pushed open a hole, and saw my mother in the room. She was lying on the large and warm double-colored bed, wrapped in a loose long-sleeved nightgown that was also bright red, which was her fair and graceful body!

The two smooth and slender legs under the skirt are particularly eye-catching, white and gentle, as delicate as fat jade carvings, extending to two small golden lotus jade feet coated with white nail polish. They are very cute and seductive, which makes me, who is a little slight foot fetish, swallow my saliva secretly.

My mother, who was lying on the bedside, was still playing with her cell phone. I don’t know when she became a mobile phone controller. The moment I pushed the door open, she was stunned at first, then silently put down her phone, pulled the silk quilt under her, covered her charming body, and then slowly lay down, stretched out her hand and turned off the light again.

The room was in a familiar darkness, and I walked into my mother's bedroom, and couldn't help but be stimulated by the ambiguous and charming atmosphere again, and my heart was surging.

But this time... I suppressed the desire in my body in time, just as I have been restraining the question in my heart for the past week!

I took a deep breath of the intoxicating smell of incense in the room, sat sideways beside my mother's bed, was silent for a few seconds, and spoke slowly: Mom, I... I actually always wanted to ask you something. That night I didn't have time to ask... It's... Have you ever liked me?It’s the kind of love that women like men!

I hesitated and asked my mother this key question that I had vaguely noticed since I had had sex with her again that night!

Perhaps, she gave up her previous concerns and accused her of doing something contrary to her ethical behavior out of various thoughts!I can't control her by all this, after all, this is also her love for me and her good deeds to me!

But what I dream of is not these, and it can be said that it is not just these!

Just like that night, I felt that it was just a certain task from beginning to end, and it was my one-sided request for my mother's body, so soon I felt a sense of disgust like chewing wax!

Of course, I don’t hate my mother, but I hate myself!

I don't want my love for my mom to end up starting or even ending in this way.

I don’t think that like that night, secretly having sex between mother and son after closing the door was a kind of progress.

Because I know that mother is definitely not a woman who can be conquered through her body!

As I felt, as my inquiry of my mother fell, the dim room fell into an absolutely still silence.

After more than a minute, I took a deep breath again. I, who already knew the answer, did not stop too much, and slowly stood up and walked towards the door.

But when I was about to open the door, the room lit up again with a snap sound, and I turned around and saw my mother sitting upright at the head of the bed, her beautiful and fair face slightly solemn. After looking at me for a few seconds, she finally slowly shook her head, shook the soft short hair on her shoulders, and said: I have never before, nor have I thought of like you like you as you said...

Her answer was as decisive as her personality, direct!

For a moment, my throat choked, as if I was being pinched. This was the first time I was rejected from the perspective of the opposite sex in person, and this person was the mother I cared about the most!

This made my originally small self-esteem feel like I had suffered an unprecedented heavy blow!

But I still tried my best to hold up a smile and replied tremblingly: Oh...I...I understand...you go to bed early!After saying that, I quickly turned around and opened the door to escape!

Wait a moment!But my mother was not as good as I wished.

And...what's happening?I was filled with frustration, and I turned my back to her and didn't dare to look back, for fear that she would see my unbearable appearance.

My mother's voice was calm and steady: Are you... just wanting to ask this question these days?Then she saw me nodding, she obviously hesitated for a while and then said: What do you... want?

In my ears, the meaning of her words is obviously about what you want me!

She has made great concessions, great tolerance, and acquiesced to get along with me. Perhaps it is the ultimate result of her thinking that all this is inappropriate!

At this moment, I shouldn’t have asked her, but what I subconsciously wanted to refuse became a firm demand: I...I want you!

I blurted out and turned around quickly, staring at my mother on the bed with a firm look.

I want your heart, I want everything about you!I...I want to pursue you!

Then, my mother seemed to have no understanding of what I said, but was amused by my stingy tone, and her plump upper body trembled gently. She also used the tone of candy to make me laugh when she was a child: Hehe... Then how do you pursue me?!

The ambition I just aroused was destroyed by my mother's teasing tone. Then I realized how naive my words and deeds were just now, and it was even more embarrassing to be frozen in place for a moment.

In just a few seconds, I quickly adjusted and looked at my mother who was smiling like a flower on the bed at this moment. She said with a stern mistake: It’s my business to pursue you, you... You... You can’t refuse my love for you anyway... No, why are you laughing at!?

I admit that the words are very stingy, but you won’t let you lie on the pillow regardless of your image and laugh like you tossing and turning!?

Mom smiled for a while before straightening her body again and gradually recovered from her true face: OK!How do you want me to cooperate with you?

When I heard this, I was immediately displeased: What is fun?I'm very serious and didn't joke with you!

Very... very serious!Let’s talk about your thoughts!

I...I think you can treat me as the man you like, not just...

But before I finished speaking, my mother stared at my tender face and couldn't help but laugh again: Hehe... man...

I was covered in black and I also understood that I could no longer communicate with this woman at the spiritual level because she knew me too much.

And from the perspective of age mentality, I am indeed not a man in front of her!

Faced with the ridicule of my mother sitting upright at the bedside, I could only give in: You laugh slowly!I'm going to bed...good night!After saying that, I left my mother's bedroom in shame and returned to my room.

Lying on the bed, I immediately covered my face with the quilt, and cursed in my heart with great regret: Lu Zixuan!Are you a slut?Why do you have to be self-indulgent?I could have continued with my mother tonight... I just wanted to be self-indulgent, but I still said such mentally retarded words!She is Liang Buping!It's not a yellow-haired girl of the same age as you, you...

At this moment, I turned into Zhuge Liang and scolded myself afterwards, and slapped myself a few times from time to time.

But I didn't know that at this moment, there was also a scene similar to me in my mother's bedroom. The door was closed. My mother's fair, smooth and delicate smile gradually disappeared, and she turned into a solemn and meditative look. An unknown color flowed in her beautiful eyes staring at the closed door, quiet and elegant, and very eye-catching!

Not long after, her beautiful and charming red lips slightly raised a smile, and she no longer looked mocking, but she was actually a generous and gentle gesture of smile!

The next moment she thought of something again. Her expression changed with her teeth and her red lips. Her fair and translucent pink cheeks quickly turned red, and her plump breasts wrapped in a red nightgown rose and fell from time to time...

Finally, she lay down on the bed with a silk quilt over her head.

The soft jade hands exposed outside covered their hot face through the quilt, shook their heads from time to time, as if they were struggling with something irresistible!

Perhaps this night, the trouble between a mother and son who was unkind and had truly begun!Nowadays, they have no reason and no greatness, and naturally cannot save themselves.

Day and night alternate, Sunday.

Past experiences have formed a character that I will not regret too much!

Since things have happened, it is useless to regret it any more.

This was my first instinctive reaction after waking up, but because of my love-loving behavior towards my mother last night, it was inevitable that we met again.

Actually, I was very embarrassed!

The weather in June in late spring and summer solstice is gentle, without the coldness of coldness or irritability.It’s still so refreshing that the breeze outside the window is accompanied by the scorching sun!

After lunch, I hid in the room and studied for a few hours, and decided to face my mother and what I said to her last night!

As soon as I walked out of the room, I was deeply attracted by the beautiful scenery in the living room...