Chapter 451 Breastfeeding (Sixty-two)

Li Muyu has never read this letter. Even if she has read it now, she has no idea to ask for a look. All he can do now is to stay here quietly, accompany her well, and comfort her if necessary.

Li Muyu has been paying attention to her expression changes since she opened the envelope, for fear that she would have some bad emotions as she looked at it. However, Li Muyu could still understand the sadness and would not interfere too much. Even if she had a skin relationship with her and had her virginity, all she needed to do was to pay attention to her sadness at all times.

After all, she had just given birth to a child, so she should not be too sad and sad physically and mentally. As a result, Li Muyu didn't seem to have any excessive reaction when she saw that she was silent and expressionless.

After a while, Li Muyu found that she began to cry silently as she looked at her. Li Muyu still did not disturb her and still followed her silently, watching her crying from little by little to long tears, dripping from big drops along her cheeks on her head.

Li Muyu's eyes began to become a little cold, thinking whether she should speak out for persuasion. At this moment, it seemed that Shan Qian had finished reading the content of the letter, and her hands holding the paper were lifting her hands and she drooped weakly on the quilt, but her eyes were still lowered on the paper. She didn't know whether she was still watching or thinking about something.

Li Muyu hesitated again, wanting to see the situation and make a decision, so Li Muyu was once again a quiet bystander and continued to stare at her.

But as time goes by, Li Muyu still has to speak first. Shan Qian, say whatever you want, you can cry even if you want. Don’t keep it in your heart. This is so worrying. Moreover, you have just given birth to a child, you must be strong and live a good life for Ning Tong’s child. Don’t worry, as long as you are here, I will definitely take care of you as much as possible. I think he asked you to come here before giving birth.

After Li Muyu finished speaking, Shan Qian was still silent for a while. In the time of a cigarette, maybe she heard Li Muyu's words, or maybe she thought of the child, Shan Qian finally reacted. She first silently folded the letter paper in her hand, then raised a pair of eyes with tears and a little painful and unsatisfied eyes and looked at Li Muyu. She said softly with little strength, "When will you be discharged from the hospital? I want to go back soon."

Li Muyu frowned after hearing this. Although her statement was reasonable, it would be unrealistic to go out alone in her current situation. If she wanted to go, she had to take her newborn child. Her body and newborn child were still in confinement. She could not go out so carelessly. Even if she wanted to travel with her, it would be best not to consider it.

So when Li Muyu heard her say this, she immediately objected: No, the reason is very simple. You and your child can't stand this long journey, and it was already a month ago no matter how you look at it. That means even if you wait for a while, it's fine. He will always be waiting for you to go there. Don't rush to this moment. The same thing is, you have to consider that the child is not suitable for going out now. My suggestion is that you can contact some people there first and ask for some things that can be made clear first. Otherwise, wait until you go back in the future before going to see and ask for your own questions and worship.

Shan Qian's eyes were much lonely again, and then she realized that people would become stupid after some extreme events. Just like now, I haven't figured out some simple things and I feel a little regretful that I didn't contact some relatives there before giving birth. Maybe this news will be known before.

Soon, Shan Qian thought again that even if she asked before, she might not be clear. They must have been told that they should not leak the secret. Now it seems that Li Muyu is right. She and her children are really not suitable to go back at this time. No matter how they do, they cannot let the children go crazy with her. That is why Ning Tong's bloodline continues, and she can't do that.

Just as he thought of this, Shan Qian's original silence and forgetting pain seemed to surge up, and she lowered her head and covered her face and started crying bitterly, crying heart-wrenchingly, and all the regrets and grief all appeared in her mind to torture herself. Her shoulders shook, and her legs under the quilt also retracted against her face, curling up her whole body.

This time, Li Muyu did not continue to stay aside and just watched. She walked forward in two steps. After hesitating for a moment, she gently put her in her arms, let her head rest on her chest, hugged her shoulders and stabilized her body. Then she said softly: Cry, just cry, don’t suppress yourself, don’t torture yourself, cry in pain when it’s time to be sad, and you must live hard for your children in the future. Come on, I will always be by your side.

Shan Qian seemed to be eager for this warmth, and did not resist his behavior. Instead, she leaned her whole body against him, releasing all her emotions to the fullest, and continued to cry until she was dark, without ending.

Later, Li Muyu also raised her hand holding her shoulders and gently patted her body, preparing to wait until she had enough cry before continuing to speak.

Although her body shouldn't have cried so much, Li Muyu still suppressed her worries and accompanied her to indulge her in this situation. Li Muyu was not at ease, and during this period he was also considering the future of Shan Qian.

The first thing is to place it. If Shan Qian decides to follow her, she will have to give her a place to live and someone will take care of her. At least she must not be too relaxed before her children grow up.

But Li Muyu was not sure whether Shan Qian would agree to stay, because even if she wanted to go back there, there would be no place to live, because Ning Tong was no longer there, so the place where they lived before would definitely be taken back.

Of course, there should be some placement about Shan Qian, and there may be some compensation. These are Li Muyu's guess. He is not sure whether he is thinking correctly. In addition, if they want to go back in the future, at least they have to wait until the child is full month old, and he must follow him, otherwise how can he rest assured.

Although the atmosphere is wrong, I may have to bring Liu Ruoyu with me and make up for the promise I said before to take her out for a walk. I can accompany Shan Qian on the way back and forth and enlighten her.

Shan Qian cried for more than half an hour after crying. From crying to gradually not having much energy, the crying sound became smaller, and finally turned into sobs and sobbing, and her body trembled. In the end, she no longer had any sound, and only her body was twitching in Li Muyu's arms.

Li Muyu waited until she finally calmed down before continuing to speak: Is this a little better?Maybe you can understand it if I say this. Although it cannot be compared, your current experience should be similar to mine at that time. You should understand it if you say this.

All the sadness and heartache of Shan Qian was immediately stopped, and of course he immediately understood what he said. Of course, he could be said to be a relatively similar life experience. Shan Qian's thoughts were successfully brought to the past. Thinking of the time Li Muyu had experienced, the reason why she turned her hair white overnight, and understanding what kind of mentality he had during that time was, and he could also imagine how heartbreaking it was for him to survive that time.

Shan Qian's arms around his waist were tightened, and her face was also rubbing against his face. This was not what she wanted to do, she just wanted to move, look at him, ask him with concern, and tell him that she could understand how painful he had in those years now.

Soon, Shan Qian was a little puzzled to find that after thinking about this, the previous feeling of heartache was a little relieved. Although Shan Qian didn't want to admit it, it seemed that as long as she thought of Li Muyu, her past with him, and her thoughts on him, she could relieve some of the pain in her heart. Maybe she was sorry for Ning Tong, but she didn't expect this effect.

So Shan Qian took the initiative to speak: Mu Yu, I'm fine, go through the procedures, I want to be discharged from the hospital.

Li Muyu asked again with concern, is it really okay?

This time, Shan Qian did not miss Li Muyu's arms. She pushed his abdomen with her hands, making Li Muyu take a small step back, then looked up at him, and tried hard to squeeze out a smile at Li Muyu, then continued to say, smiling a little far-fetched, but I really have nothing to do. I will go back and listen to you, and wait until the child is older, but I will continue to bother you.

Li Muyu finally let go of her hanging heart a little, and finally said with a smile: No problem, I will never find it troublesome in my life.

A sentence immediately made Shan Qian's mind tremble strongly, but soon, she restrained herself, did not look at him, but did not say anything to respond, but just asked him to go through the discharge procedures as soon as possible.

Then I heard the footsteps of Li Muyu leaving. I waited until the sound disappeared and the door closed sounded before I looked up at the direction of the door. I realized that he had really left and breathed a sigh of relief. I leaned to the back of the bed and looked blankly at the screen of the TV opposite.

Shan Qian thought of her future from Li Muyu's words just now and her future belonging. The best choice is of course to be by Li Muyu's side, just be nearby.

But in this way, Shan Qian was afraid that she would not be able to keep her mind. She once again dig out all the emotions that had finally buried her heart. It would be bad if she would proliferate into disasters. That would definitely cause the relationship with Liu Ruoyu to become worse. Even if she just wanted to hide behind her silently, she could not guarantee that there would be no one to be exposed.

Moreover, I cannot confirm that I can still keep my original intention after having that kind of mind, so this choice may not be a good choice for me.

The other one is of course leaving, but even though Ning Tong left him a sum of money to live, he didn't know how long this life would last.

Also, the determination and smoothness of a person's life are also unknown, and he also has a child himself, which makes this situation even worse and unpredictable.

However, these are not something Shan Qian is anxious to consider now. At least she must still stay with Li Muyu in the recent period. The child is too young and she and the child need to be taken care of. Here is the best choice. As long as you find the best answer during this period and then tell him this decision, you may be able to respect your decision with relief.

Even if he disagrees, he can consciously decide his future for himself, for his children, and for all those who care about others who are present and absent.

After making a decision, Shan Qian was soon discharged from the hospital with Li Muyu. Because she had to take care of the child, Li Muyu did not ask Liu Ruoyu to come to the hospital as well. So as soon as she got home, Shan Qian received a warm welcome from Liu Ruoyu.

However, when Liu Ruoyu saw the ugly smiley face that Shan Qian squeezed out, she was confused and looked at Li Muyu for no reason. Li Muyu just said something, and then said it a while, and then led Shan Qian in.