Chapter 450 Breastfeeding (Sixty-one)

Li Muyu could only sigh in the end.Close your eyes and think about your own affairs.Du Yan outside continued to play with her parents with the two little guys.It was not until the child fell asleep one after another that he left reluctantly.However, the old couple is not so worried or anxious.When I send them away.Du Yan has already said that as long as they want to see the child.You can come to have dinner after get off work every day.Take a look at the kids by the way.Du Yan has already thought about it.This situation is not unacceptable.At worst, you can bear it yourself.Do something else until your parents leave.And I am not sexually unable to live.Has been satisfied before.In addition, most of the energy is devoted to the children.The idea of ​​sex is reduced a little.

And after seeing my parents, I had new ideas.There are also some deviations in Li Yu's views.Thinking that his parents would not accept the divorce from Li Yu.And it was because of my own affair with my father-in-law.So Du Yan had to make some difficulty in correcting the balance in her heart.It's just a little bit.Du Yan gave herself some psychological hints.If Li Yu comes back later, he expects to have sex.Then I can no longer veto it as hard as I am today.Even if you cannot return to the normal relationship in the past.Also try to accept the relationship between the two again.Maintain all kinds of balance and happiness in this home.

Having this idea.After seeing off your parents.Du Yan didn't eagerly go to the next door to find her father-in-law.Instead, he smiled calmly.He gently pushed the small bed back to his room.When passing by a secret door.Du Yan paused and looked at it.He muttered in his heart full of self-deprecatingness.What's going on?There is obviously a big house to stay.But now it seems that it doesn't need to be that big.Du Yan thought about it and thought that there was really a lot of time left before she had passed.Go back to the bedroom and place the small bed.Du Yan picked up the change of clothes and went to take a shower.Open the door and went straight back to his room.I didn't even look at the direction of the master bedroom.Wiping the water droplets from your hair.While lazily, I felt as comfortable as if I could see clearly my inner self.Go in and close the door.Lying comfortably on the bed and waiting for the hair to dry before going to bed.

Li Muyu next door was still nervous and contradictory when she listened to the sound outside for a long time.Then I went to bed directly with a faint feeling.

Just like that, it took a while.Everything has been passed smoothly.Although it is a bit busy.Li Muyu was running around Du Yan and Liu Ruoyu in a decent manner.Maybe both women have good personalities for their considerations.Anyway, Li Muyu did not have any problems during this period.At the same time, it is inevitable that you have had two sex life with the two women.Among them, Du Yan's parents did not come here every day.It happens almost once a day.On the weekend, Li Yu came back and everyone gathered together.Li Muyu took the opportunity to secretly spend the night with Liu Ruoyu.

Du Yan also came back after Li Yu came back.He was so calm that he had sex with him twice.but.Once, he still used his mouth to ejaculate directly.Another time I solved it with my mouth first.After that, Du Yan was a little unable to bear it anymore.I asked for the plug-in type again.But Li Yu's time is still very short.This also made Li Yu's mind sharper.Better prepared for your own problems.So when Li Yu left for a business trip.Start spending most of my free time on my sexual function.In this way.Although Li Yu was unhappy about his failure in sex with Du Yan.I also understood and discovered some of Du Yan’s reactions.

Just as the Spring Festival is getting closer.Two good news.A bad news hit Li Muyu.The first thing is that Shan Qian gave birth to Ping An.A chubby boy.The crying made Shan Qian feel unhappy.He also has unbreakable worries and deceptions.I want to tell someone this news as soon as possible.Tell him the pain of missing him during this period.Yes.Shan Qian has truly discovered that she fell in love with Ning Tong.So she wanted to see Ning Tong again soon.Tell him all his thoughts and past.so.Only then did I feel worthy of him.

However.Just when Shan Qian was in the ward, she was breastfeeding the child in her arms with this idea.Li Muyu outside couldn't calm down.At this moment, I also understood why Ning Tong wanted to send the pregnant Shan Qian to her side.He also said that he would go out for about a month.Because Shan Qian’s due date is about one month.The reason for all this lies in Shan Qian.Finally, at Li Muyu's strong request.The talented people finally agreed to wait a few more days.Wait until Shan Qian's body recovers better before explaining everything.

Another happy event is that Xu Yanye and Liang Yan finally got married.The wedding was grand and warm.Xu Yanye has no parents and relatives.So Liang Yan went to the village where she lived with her.Some villagers who are good to her were invited to the scene.It can also be regarded as giving Xu Yanye a feeling of warmth and care.

Before marriage.Xu Yanye had an idea.I want to see Li Muyu alone once.Thanks to him carefully.I even had an idea in Xu Yanye’s mind.The best thing to say thank you is to repay.I have nothing.Plus I discovered my possible thoughts at some time.All she had thoughts.He was preparing to give his virginity to Li Muyu before marrying Liang Yan.It is also the best reward for your ability.The result was that Xu Yanye mustered up the greatest courage to implement the plan.Li Muyu sternly refused.He criticized it solemnly again.Li Muyu just told her seriously.When you look at her, you feel like you look at your own daughter.I don't want her life to be dark and miserable.so.Li Muyu finally said what she wanted to repay.Just keep happy.

So at the wedding.Xu Yanye pulled Liang Yan and the first one was Li Muyu who was respectful alone.Xu Yanye's face was full of happiness and flushing.He bowed to Li Muyu with a sincere face and said thank you to the teacher.

When Shan Qian is finally discharged from the hospital.Li Muyu still couldn't stop someone from bringing this bad news to Shan Qian.Shan Qian slowly took the envelope handed over by the person.After listening to the situation that the other party told him truthfully.He almost fainted.Fortunately, Li Muyu is foresighted.Before knowing this, he took the initiative to stand by Shan Qian's bed.Just in case something happens.After helping Shan Qian.Comfort her immediately.There were just a lot of comforting words that he couldn't say.

Until the person who told the message left.Shan Qian still didn't cry.Just staring ahead with dazed eyes blankly.Nothing to say.No questions asked.Li Muyu stayed silently with her for a long time before she had to speak.He comforted softly.Shan Qian.Let's cry.It will be better if you cry.

But this still didn't cause her reaction.Still stand still on the spot.Li Muyu knew that she couldn't keep this way.Otherwise, she would probably do something irrational.So Li Muyu simply made up his mind.He hugged her into his arms.Said.Shan Qian.I'll say it again.It will be better if you cry.Although Ning Tong is gone.But you still have children.It's his child.Although you are still strong and hard, you will raise your children.So you have to be strong.

Listening to Li Muyu's words were firm and powerful.Serious tone.Shan Qian's eyes finally moved.Turned slowly.But he didn't break free from his arms.He didn't hug him.Just let Li Muyu hold him.No crying.He spoke softly.I regret it a little.

Hearing her finally spoke.Li Muyu's psychology also relieved a little.As long as she speaks.As long as she still has rationality.I am sure to enlighten her.Prevent some unexpected situations from happening.So when Li Muyu heard her speak, she immediately took over the topic and continued.What do you regret?

If you want, tell me everything.I can be a loyal listener.You can also give some advice you agree with as a person who has experienced it.

Shan Qian's ears were pressed against Li Muyu's wide chest.The strong and powerful heartbeat made Shan Qian feel very at ease.It’s as reassuring as hearing Ning Tong’s heartbeat when he was at home.After Shan Qian learned about Ning Tong's identity, she began to worry.Especially whenever there is a task to go out.Based on the principle of confidentiality.He couldn't tell Shan Qian either.But every time Shan Qian raises a heart and prays from the time he takes the mission to the time he comes back.I originally thought that I was a substitute to him.But after understanding and living together.Shan Qian has gradually changed.I also understood that I could no longer have extravagant expectations for Li Muyu.Only bury in my heart.That is to shift most of his thoughts to Ning Tong.In the past, the period of less than half a month was still acceptable to Shan Qian.This is the last time.Not only did I let myself go to Jiangnan.It's still about a month.This made Shan Qian feel uneasy all the time.But at that time, Li Muyu was in Jiangnan.So only you understand these emotions and worries.Can't mention anything.And I also found that after a long separation.I finally buried my unsatisfied feelings for Li Muyu in my heart.But after facing it again, everything came to my heart strangely.At one point, I felt a little bit forgetting Ning Tong's long-term worries about taking the task.Only one lonely night after another misses Ning Tong again.Worry about Ning Tong.I hope he can come back before the child gives birth.But the final result was bad news.An answer that will never come back.

He still held the suicide note he handed over to her.This was asked to write it down before every task was launched.He never mentioned this kind of thing again.I also understand the reason why he did this.But Shan Qian also understands this time.Every mission he has is the kind of person who can lose his life at any time.In other words, he has been wandering on the verge of life and death.Shan Qian did not blame him for hiding his possibility in this way.I just don’t believe what happened to Ning Tong, who had always promised to come back safely, that led to the tragedy.

Li Muyu saw that Shan Qian stopped talking again.I began to get anxious again.Just speak again.Shan Qian.Or you can read the letter first.This may make you clear about everything.

Shan Qian paused for a while before nodding.Li Muyu immediately let go of her.And he took a step back and said.I'll avoid it.Just watch slowly.Let's say ok first.No matter what you see.Promise me.Must be fine.For the children.You can't have any more surprises.Do you understand?

Shan Qian turned her head and looked at the child beside her.I was already discharged from the hospital today.I also thought that after being discharged from the hospital, I would also call Ning Tong immediately.As a result, I got bad news first.Take the envelope.Shan Qian looked at Li Muyu who was standing two steps away and looking at him with a worried look on his face.He lowered his eyes and began to unpack the envelope.Pull out the letter paper inside.But before unfolding, he took a deep breath.After calming down, I slowly opened the letter paper.

Qian.When you see this letter.It should mean that I am no longer here.sorry.There are too many things I can't tell you.It makes you worry all the time.This is my fault.but.Now it's OK.After reading this letter, it means you don’t need to worry so much anymore.You can return to normal life.only.This normal in life has no longer existed.I can't spend my whole life with you anymore.

It sounds strange.At the blind date.Everyone can see that your friend is more beautiful than you.They all want to know her.But I took a fancy to you at first sight.I feel that you are more in line with my heart.So I actually want to thank your friends.If she hadn't attracted most people's attention.It's not my turn to win your heart.to be honest.When you agreed to me.I'm really very happy.It’s just that my personality and experience make me unable to achieve great joy and sorrow.Keep your usual calmness.But the smile on his face has never melted.but.Even if I have such a obvious smile.You haven't paid much attention to it either.I also see that you don't care too much.I just feel that there may be something hidden in your heart that you don’t want to mention.

sorry.Actually, I am going to keep burying this in my heart and not wanting to mention it.I saw something else from some things that happened at that time and afterwards.Qian.I guess you didn't choose me at the beginning because you were interested in me.Or in the time we lived together later, I also realized that there was something hidden in your heart.You love him.I saw it.Your friend should love him too.I don't know what the story is between you.I don't know if I'm still there.Will you tell me all these stories?

but.Nothing cares about this anymore.You chose me.I am very happy.No matter how reluctant you and him are in the process of picking up the bride.And crying with reluctance.In the end, you chose to go back with me.Even if you often have to stay alone at home for many of these times, you don’t agree to my advice to meet friends when you go back.Do you know?This promise made me so happy.Even doing tasks.All training is like having endless strength.

But.I have moved forward bravely in every task before.Now it is necessary to start being careful and careful.Every time I pick up a pen and leave a suicide note, I pray that I will not hand it over to you.Especially when I learned that you were pregnant.I became even more careful.

but.Still sorry.This suicide note was handed over to you.Some things that you don’t want to mention and secrets you don’t want to touch have to be told.Too much to say.There is more nostalgia.But the paper is so big.I can't finish writing Ah.If I can't come back.You must live a good life.My troublemaker should be quite a lot.But it won’t be easy for you to have to raise your child alone in the future.if.If you can get his care.Maybe you can live a more relaxed life.This is my request.Not a requirement.Qian.I love you.This life.You are the only person I love...