Sitting at the desk, I was able to confirm that I went back ten years ago.
The information on the Internet and the few phone calls I just made have been confirmed, and the cold water in the bathroom also made me convinced that this was not an illusion.
After calming down, I began to sort out the information I have collected so far.
Today is the second day after I returned from Changsha. Because Bai Ying was sick, I went back to Changsha alone to visit the grave. This time, I was visiting the grave, which allowed me to peek at the lewd mating of Li Xuanshi and Hao Laogou in front of my deceased father's grave.
"Once upon a time, I ignored responsibility and morality out of a disgusting love for my mother and did not stop this ugly drama in time. Later on, my life was ups and downs until I was imprisoned.
And during my days in Changsha, Li Xuanshi became pregnant with Hao Xuan.
Li Xuanshi had already been engaged to Hao Laogou last year, and agreed to get married a year later, that is, at the end of this year, and for this, she paid for the Hao family's ancestral home in Haojiagou.
Hao Xuan!
Before Hao Laogou got Bai Ying and soaked the "handle" that was enough to destroy the Bai family in the elegant room, Hao Xuan's life experience was Hao Laogou's biggest stick.
Although from outsiders, he was lucky to be so ugly that he was so lucky that he was so lucky that Li Xuanshi was intrigued by the infatuation of love, but in addition to being able to take the lead in lustful pleasure, he could only be low and small on weekdays, and coaxed Li Xuanshi with sweet words and various tricks. In Li Xuanshi's eyes, he was just a large pet and a human-shaped massage stick, and he could be kicked off at any time.
But Hao Xuan's birth finally gave him some capital to challenge Li Xuanshi. Not only did he create this reliance, he also used it to resolve the crisis after traitor Bai Ying.
Leaving the relationship and calculating pure interests, letting Li Xuanshi have abortion is the best solution. She will have abortion in a month. As long as she does secretly, she can not only cut off Hao Laogou’s biggest support, but also alienate Hao and Li. After all, he is not the only man with a big dick, and there are ways to satisfy pure desires.
Hao Laogou, who lost Li Xuanshi, is a dog, and even worse than a dog. It takes only a matter of minutes to play him to death.
On the contrary, Hao Xuan's existence can not only threaten Li Xuanshi, but also threaten me.
From an emotional perspective, I cannot hurt my child. Although Hao Xuan has not even formed a self-awareness yet, although her birth was conspiracy and plot, that was also my bloodline, the bloodline of the Zuo family!
After learning about Hao Xuan's life experience, I contacted a foreign hospital for a genetic screening, which basically ruled out common known genetic diseases. It was my wish to let her grow up healthily, whether it was ten years later or ten years ago.
The same problem is Li Xuanshi. Hao Xuan's birth was conspiracy by Hao Laogou, but she was also driven by desire. With her personality, it was almost impossible to change her ideas and abort the child, not to mention that I couldn't find a reason to convince her to do so for a while.
Even now, I can't show hostility towards Hao Laogou. If I can't say it, it should be because I can't show hostility beyond the "limited" level.
After all, my Oedipus complex, which was once a public secret among insiders, was ridiculous at that time, I thought it was very well hidden.
If I really do anything to Hao Laogou, they will think it is the Oedipus complex. After all, at this point in time, Hao Laogou's women are strictly Li Xuanshi and Cen Qingqing.
Li Xuanshi and Hao Laogou are already engaged. No matter how many outsiders don’t like this marriage, Li Xuanshi has lost her husband when they date and has no flaws in terms of law and morality.
Cen Qingqing is also single at present, and there is no need to investigate how Hao Laogou got involved. It is already a fact that she is willing to commit herself to Hao Laogou now, and Liu Ke is just Cen Qingqing's boyfriend, and his purpose of getting close to Cen Qingqing is not simply... Thinking of this, my heart trembled. The incident when Bai Ying was fifteen years old, the entanglement between my parents and in-laws is not a secret in the eyes of big people.
Based on the original trajectory, Liu Ke should have been a chess game played by a certain faction, and the final direction must be the Bai family, but if my actions attracted the attention of big names, it would definitely not be a good thing.
As for Xu Lin, a smart woman, she is now at most a friend of Hao Laogou, that is, when she is playing the same-sex game with Li Xuanshi, she can solve her desires.
After all, she and Liu Xinwei have their own family on the surface. As the current senior executive of Donghai Bank (general manager of the major account department) and future vice president, she is of no significance to Hao Laogou and is not just a member of the harem.
This made her not completely sink after several years, and she was able to escape safely (there is doubtful here).
However, Cen Jingqing died of dysfunction and even implicated her daughter Cen Youwei...
Take a step back, if I tell Li Xuanshi and confess my love, give up everything I have now, and go abroad to find a place where no one knows her, she will most likely agree.
Unfortunately, I used to have this choice. Now I am bullying others and myself.
By counting this, the possibility of me directly preventing Hao Laogou from marrying Li Xuanshi is very slim.
Thinking of this, I recalled He Kun's words, Jingzai, if you plan to save her, I advise you to give up. You can't save her anymore. Don't put yourself in it. It's not worth it... Indeed, she doesn't need to be saved, or among all the women of Hao Laogou, only she took the initiative to enter the quagmire of Hao's family and could never leave until her own ending came... (Suspected)
Li Xuanshi has her own choices, and I have mine. Since the sins she accumulated in the process of "creating" the Hao family led to the original ending, I should be able to start with these sins. Even if she can't escape being tied to death by the Hao family in the end, at least she can alleviate her sins.
Bai Ying, if you want to talk about my regret, she should be my biggest regret. What kind of person is that he can make the wrong choice every time he makes a choice?
It’s not that I didn’t give me her chance, but she never caught it.
No, when did I have already looked at Bai Ying from a condescending perspective?
It should have been since I was released from prison. It seemed to give her a chance, but in fact, I was killing her heart every time. I saw her pain, but at that time, there was fire in my heart and hatred in my heart. Her betrayal was burning me all the time. When everything was settled, I couldn't break up with Bai Ying because of Jiahui, but live together?
Whether I or she, I know that there is no chance again (doubt).
If a husband and wife are united, they will lose gold.
But there are so few couples in this world who can be united. Bai Ying’s crack in trust in me should be that I found out from the time I got married. Once the seeds of doubt are planted, it will be difficult to remove.
After that, she refused to ask me for help during the process of Shen Lun.
Not to mention that this seed was detected and used by Hao Laogou, which became his reason for corrupting Bai Ying.
Thinking of this, my heart suddenly became clear. I finally knew what the first thing I wanted to do!
I looked up at the time and it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon. I was so immersed in thinking that I had missed the meal. After eating a piece of pastry, I dressed and prepared to go to the hospital.
When I passed by the flower shop, I got out of the car and bought a bouquet of red roses. I smiled as I watched the clerk’s sister making a bouquet.
Not long after, my car drove into the parking lot of Beijing People's Hospital...
(Author's words: That's right, this is the fan who returns a prisoner by Fan Hao. The character setting and chronological order are preferred by the prisoner. The main purpose of the prologue and the first chapter is to build the story background, but because the original work of Wuyuanda is updated, there is a possibility of changing the background of the character, but Li Bai's life and Hao Jiameng should not change.)
The information on the Internet and the few phone calls I just made have been confirmed, and the cold water in the bathroom also made me convinced that this was not an illusion.
After calming down, I began to sort out the information I have collected so far.
Today is the second day after I returned from Changsha. Because Bai Ying was sick, I went back to Changsha alone to visit the grave. This time, I was visiting the grave, which allowed me to peek at the lewd mating of Li Xuanshi and Hao Laogou in front of my deceased father's grave.
"Once upon a time, I ignored responsibility and morality out of a disgusting love for my mother and did not stop this ugly drama in time. Later on, my life was ups and downs until I was imprisoned.
And during my days in Changsha, Li Xuanshi became pregnant with Hao Xuan.
Li Xuanshi had already been engaged to Hao Laogou last year, and agreed to get married a year later, that is, at the end of this year, and for this, she paid for the Hao family's ancestral home in Haojiagou.
Hao Xuan!
Before Hao Laogou got Bai Ying and soaked the "handle" that was enough to destroy the Bai family in the elegant room, Hao Xuan's life experience was Hao Laogou's biggest stick.
Although from outsiders, he was lucky to be so ugly that he was so lucky that he was so lucky that Li Xuanshi was intrigued by the infatuation of love, but in addition to being able to take the lead in lustful pleasure, he could only be low and small on weekdays, and coaxed Li Xuanshi with sweet words and various tricks. In Li Xuanshi's eyes, he was just a large pet and a human-shaped massage stick, and he could be kicked off at any time.
But Hao Xuan's birth finally gave him some capital to challenge Li Xuanshi. Not only did he create this reliance, he also used it to resolve the crisis after traitor Bai Ying.
Leaving the relationship and calculating pure interests, letting Li Xuanshi have abortion is the best solution. She will have abortion in a month. As long as she does secretly, she can not only cut off Hao Laogou’s biggest support, but also alienate Hao and Li. After all, he is not the only man with a big dick, and there are ways to satisfy pure desires.
Hao Laogou, who lost Li Xuanshi, is a dog, and even worse than a dog. It takes only a matter of minutes to play him to death.
On the contrary, Hao Xuan's existence can not only threaten Li Xuanshi, but also threaten me.
From an emotional perspective, I cannot hurt my child. Although Hao Xuan has not even formed a self-awareness yet, although her birth was conspiracy and plot, that was also my bloodline, the bloodline of the Zuo family!
After learning about Hao Xuan's life experience, I contacted a foreign hospital for a genetic screening, which basically ruled out common known genetic diseases. It was my wish to let her grow up healthily, whether it was ten years later or ten years ago.
The same problem is Li Xuanshi. Hao Xuan's birth was conspiracy by Hao Laogou, but she was also driven by desire. With her personality, it was almost impossible to change her ideas and abort the child, not to mention that I couldn't find a reason to convince her to do so for a while.
Even now, I can't show hostility towards Hao Laogou. If I can't say it, it should be because I can't show hostility beyond the "limited" level.
After all, my Oedipus complex, which was once a public secret among insiders, was ridiculous at that time, I thought it was very well hidden.
If I really do anything to Hao Laogou, they will think it is the Oedipus complex. After all, at this point in time, Hao Laogou's women are strictly Li Xuanshi and Cen Qingqing.
Li Xuanshi and Hao Laogou are already engaged. No matter how many outsiders don’t like this marriage, Li Xuanshi has lost her husband when they date and has no flaws in terms of law and morality.
Cen Qingqing is also single at present, and there is no need to investigate how Hao Laogou got involved. It is already a fact that she is willing to commit herself to Hao Laogou now, and Liu Ke is just Cen Qingqing's boyfriend, and his purpose of getting close to Cen Qingqing is not simply... Thinking of this, my heart trembled. The incident when Bai Ying was fifteen years old, the entanglement between my parents and in-laws is not a secret in the eyes of big people.
Based on the original trajectory, Liu Ke should have been a chess game played by a certain faction, and the final direction must be the Bai family, but if my actions attracted the attention of big names, it would definitely not be a good thing.
As for Xu Lin, a smart woman, she is now at most a friend of Hao Laogou, that is, when she is playing the same-sex game with Li Xuanshi, she can solve her desires.
After all, she and Liu Xinwei have their own family on the surface. As the current senior executive of Donghai Bank (general manager of the major account department) and future vice president, she is of no significance to Hao Laogou and is not just a member of the harem.
This made her not completely sink after several years, and she was able to escape safely (there is doubtful here).
However, Cen Jingqing died of dysfunction and even implicated her daughter Cen Youwei...
Take a step back, if I tell Li Xuanshi and confess my love, give up everything I have now, and go abroad to find a place where no one knows her, she will most likely agree.
Unfortunately, I used to have this choice. Now I am bullying others and myself.
By counting this, the possibility of me directly preventing Hao Laogou from marrying Li Xuanshi is very slim.
Thinking of this, I recalled He Kun's words, Jingzai, if you plan to save her, I advise you to give up. You can't save her anymore. Don't put yourself in it. It's not worth it... Indeed, she doesn't need to be saved, or among all the women of Hao Laogou, only she took the initiative to enter the quagmire of Hao's family and could never leave until her own ending came... (Suspected)
Li Xuanshi has her own choices, and I have mine. Since the sins she accumulated in the process of "creating" the Hao family led to the original ending, I should be able to start with these sins. Even if she can't escape being tied to death by the Hao family in the end, at least she can alleviate her sins.
Bai Ying, if you want to talk about my regret, she should be my biggest regret. What kind of person is that he can make the wrong choice every time he makes a choice?
It’s not that I didn’t give me her chance, but she never caught it.
No, when did I have already looked at Bai Ying from a condescending perspective?
It should have been since I was released from prison. It seemed to give her a chance, but in fact, I was killing her heart every time. I saw her pain, but at that time, there was fire in my heart and hatred in my heart. Her betrayal was burning me all the time. When everything was settled, I couldn't break up with Bai Ying because of Jiahui, but live together?
Whether I or she, I know that there is no chance again (doubt).
If a husband and wife are united, they will lose gold.
But there are so few couples in this world who can be united. Bai Ying’s crack in trust in me should be that I found out from the time I got married. Once the seeds of doubt are planted, it will be difficult to remove.
After that, she refused to ask me for help during the process of Shen Lun.
Not to mention that this seed was detected and used by Hao Laogou, which became his reason for corrupting Bai Ying.
Thinking of this, my heart suddenly became clear. I finally knew what the first thing I wanted to do!
I looked up at the time and it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon. I was so immersed in thinking that I had missed the meal. After eating a piece of pastry, I dressed and prepared to go to the hospital.
When I passed by the flower shop, I got out of the car and bought a bouquet of red roses. I smiled as I watched the clerk’s sister making a bouquet.
Not long after, my car drove into the parking lot of Beijing People's Hospital...
(Author's words: That's right, this is the fan who returns a prisoner by Fan Hao. The character setting and chronological order are preferred by the prisoner. The main purpose of the prologue and the first chapter is to build the story background, but because the original work of Wuyuanda is updated, there is a possibility of changing the background of the character, but Li Bai's life and Hao Jiameng should not change.)
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