Since the erotic teaching with Coco, I have been convinced that I have broken through the barrier between genders. Looking back many times afterwards, I can already regard CDs or Ts as women in my heart, so I will not feel bored.
If I think about it carefully, I really lamented that my fate was impermanent. If it were a month ago, I would probably stay away from this kind of transgender group. But now that I have experienced Coco's sexiness and Xiaojing's innocence, the gender barriers in my heart have been gradually broken.
‘Actually, it’s no big deal. I am just a poor loser, so what qualifications do I have to dislike the hard-earned true feelings?Besides, now I am also afraid of loneliness...’
The enlightenment of the heart knot brought about the rapid heating of the relationship between me and Xiaojing.
In fact, since she got together at the ice rink last weekend, Xiaojing basically sent me WeChat every night, either discussing English or simply asking about her well-being. Her strong affection for me can be fully felt from her lines even when she is exposed to the screen of her mobile phone.
These days, after I finally liberated from my hard work, I paused the masturbation behavior I had to do every day, but instead recalled the little bits of Xiaojing and me with a smile on the corner of my mouth, while thinking about how to develop the relationship between the two in the future.
In fact, logically speaking, Xiaojing and I have only met three times so far, two times in the bar and the one on a date.
When we were having dinner at the bar, Xiaojing was the one who talked to me the most among the three. Later, we connected it again because of English, and gradually developed to such a relationship that could become completely popular at any time.
However, although I really enjoyed this ambiguous development process with Xiaojing at this time, I basically overcome the gender barrier that only by taking off my clothes, I will often think calmly, not to mention a flower-like girl like Lingling, even ordinary girls would not pay too much attention to me in the past, and it is unlikely that they would easily develop into a lover relationship in just one month.
Regarding this question, because I am afraid of being questioned, I can neither ask Xiaojing himself nor do I find it convenient to consult Coco.
So I tried to find some answers through Baidu and Zhihu again.
In a question and answer on Zhihu, the transgender people's mentality towards love is analyzed in detail.
They are generally very cautious about love, but they are quite casual about sex and desire. Such contradictions come from the indifference of society and their undoubted hormones of ordinary men, which are very appropriate to the so-called third sex.
There are also articles that analyze that these transgender people are extremely eager for the arrival of love. Most people try to pretend to be cold just because they are afraid of being hurt. But if they do not consider the possibility of being hurt, their pursuit of love is similar to those more enthusiastic and direct men, and is generally far better than relatively feminine and restrained women.
'It seems that Xiaojing is not very experienced in the world, so she quickly fell in love with me...' After several days of study, I had a preliminary answer in my heart.
And just a few days later on Christmas, the happiest moment of my life came quickly.
Brother Ma, are you free tonight?Good friends are here to celebrate Christmas with you.
Thursday is Christmas, and that afternoon I received a WeChat message from Xiaojing.
Recently, she has always claimed to be my good friend, and the lines are almost turning me into a clue.
Yes, you know mine, Male Gobi, this kind of festival is destined to be lonely.
Actually, I have already bought a gift for Xiaojing, a small necklace that I think is pretty and has a price within the affordability.
Hehe, although there are many people in the bar at night, Sister Qiao specifically allowed me to leave early.Tonight, Sister Coco will also come to help greet the guests, so you can come to the bar to find me after get off work~ It is not difficult to see from Xiao Jing's words that not only Coco is trying to match us, but even Joey hopes that we can really date.
In the final analysis, on the one hand, they have a crush on my character, and on the other hand, as Joey said at the beginning, Xiaojing may also lack the cheerful appearance and desire to have more contact with outsiders.
No problem, see you at night, the women's clothing boss.When I replied to WeChat, I felt a warm and sweet feeling. During the next working hours, I was rarely distracted.
But just as I was about to get off work, my leader suddenly called me to the office and suddenly told me something that made me both happy and difficult.
Ma Le, you have been working diligently here for seven years, and we have always seen your efforts.The company has decided to promote you to the supervisor level this year, and go to the senior leader to report to you tomorrow morning.
Thank you, leader, thank you for your respect for me, thank you very much!
Promoting to the company's supervisor level means that my salary will double from one night a month to 20,000 yuan. My originally bleak life immediately recovered hope, and I naturally felt grateful for the cultivation of my leaders.
But I will report my job early tomorrow morning, which means I have to work overtime in the company until very late to leave tonight. When I think of Xiaojing's earnest expectations, I looked embarrassed again.
What's wrong? Do you don't want to be promoted anymore?
How is it possible? It’s too late to be happy, but happiness comes a little suddenly, hahaha.
Then write a good report and don’t let us down!
Although I really want to go on a date with Xiaojing after work, I still know which one is more important on the road of life.
So I had to bite the bullet and send Xiaojing WeChat to explain that it might be later tonight.
Fortunately, Xiaojing was quite versatile and did not react at all. She was like a little wife who was considerate of her husband, saying that I should put serious business first and she would always wait for me in the bar.
A report on the performance report was written at 9 pm. I hurriedly left the company, watching the decorations hanging for Christmas and New Year on both sides of the road, and the occasional couples snuggling with each other on the road, I was naturally impatient.
I arrived at the door of my sister bar around 9:30, but before I entered the door, I saw Cocoa standing at the door smoking.
Why did you come to Ah so late? Xiaojing has been waiting for you stupidly.
After seeing me, Coco immediately showed dissatisfaction on his face. Obviously, she was not very happy about my lateness and was dedicated to protecting Xiaojing.
Sorry, the company has something to do temporarily, which is related to whether I can earn more money next year, so I dare not stay and work overtime.
Facing Coco's sharpness, I thought it was impossible to avoid pretending to be stupid, so I had to smile bitterly and tell him calmly.
Oh, will you delay Xiaojing's Christmas by earning more money?Keke raised his eyebrows, and it seemed that he was still a little reluctant.
I...I came here today to make Xiaojing completely related to my future!
I was in a hurry to enter the bar and was robbed by Coco, which made me feel a little emotional.
But unexpectedly, when I said this, Coco laughed, and it was a happy smile.
That's about the same thing. I will help you create opportunities tonight. Go quickly!
Coco patted my shoulder and signaled that I didn’t have to continue to get entangled with her anymore.
I think the change in her attitude was not moody, but was considering Xiaojing sincerely.
After I entered the bar, I saw that the eight pairs of seats in the bar were already full of people, and basically each pair was a couple.
The more subtle ones were drinking and chatting, while the more unrestrained ones snuggled up to each other, and a couple even started kissing enthusiastically.
When I went in, Joey was serving as a waiter to receive these guests, while Xiaojing sat alone at the bar counter, witnessing these men and women's affectionateness.
Sorry, I...I'm late.
When Xiaojing raised her head, I saw that there was obviously sadness on her face, but she still squeezed out a smile at me. The look of my pity really touched me.
No...it doesn't matter...I originally wanted to invite Brother Ma to watch a movie together.Unfortunately, it should be too late now... Xiaojing said and took out two movie tickets from her pocket and placed them on the table at the bar.
This time point seemed a bit awkward. At this time, Coco had already smoked and walked to me. Before I could speak, she said, "It's so cold outside, it doesn't seem to be suitable for squeezing the road."Let's go eat, it's too close to sleep.It doesn’t seem to be meaningless to stay here. Mr. Ma, what should you do?
After being said by Keke, the scene seemed even more awkward, but she was abnormal. She was no longer as indifferent as she was in teaching a few days ago, but she was reluctant to give up.
Of course, I realized that this might be what she just called to help me create opportunities.
Mr. Ma, do you think Xiaojing has really become your girlfriend?Come and go when you call me?Let me say that, Sister Qiao and I took on Xiaojing's job tonight, just to let you take her out to relax.Xiaojing has been a sister bar. She has worked diligently and skillfully for two years and has never dated any man. It is a rare first time that you have been ruined like this. It is really disappointing.Thank you Xiaojing mentions you in front of us every day, saying that you are a rare good person, and that you can feel safe when communicating with you...
Being bombarded by Coco, I was almost ashamed of being said. Before Coco finished speaking, Xiaojing, who had been silent, couldn't sit still.
Sister Coco, don’t say that to him!Men should put their career first, otherwise they will not have a sense of responsibility to their loved ones.I don’t blame Brother Ma at all, please stop blaming her!
Xiaojing, who had always been cute, suddenly raised her face, and even Keke seemed to be stunned. She scolded her like a cannon and then came to an end. Then she gave me a wink. It seemed that she did deliberately anger Xiaojing and prompted her to get up to protect me.
Taking this opportunity, I hurriedly took out the gift I had prepared from my pocket.
Xiaojing, Keke is right, I should have come here early.However, although I am late, I have been thinking about this important day these days.This is a gift I bought in advance. Although it is not particularly expensive, it is also my wish.
Under Xiaojing's surprise and joyful gaze, I opened the small box and handed the pure white necklace to Xiaojing's hand.
Brother Ma... actually prepared the gift in advance. Thank you, this is the first necklace in my life.
Xiaojing, who took the necklace, naturally held the necklace and looked at it again and again. Her face showed unconcealed joy. Then, under the gaze of Keke and I, she put the necklace on her neck.
It looks so good, it seems that you are very suitable for this style.
Xiaojing's happiness naturally made me breathe a sigh of relief, and the originally tense atmosphere finally eased. At the same time, I noticed that Coco was secretly blinking at me in anger. She should be satisfied with the development of the situation.
OK OK OK, finally I still have a little conscience. You can decide how to spend the next time. I will go up and sing two more songs and leave.
Since we no longer need to pretend, Coco doesn't plan to pay attention to us anymore.
But my preparation today was not just a necklace. I knew I was late and took out my trump card of the day.
Coco, let me go up and sing a song.Holding Keke's jade hand, my speech made Keke and Xiaojing startled again.
Although there are guests occasionally going up and sing a few songs, but you... can you?Perhaps I always look serious, which surprised Keke that this feat would happen today.
Don't worry, I'm serious. Although I'm not as good as yours, I'm definitely not a person with incomplete tone.Facing Coco's expression of surprise, I showed her a firm look.
Hahaha, okay... don't be afraid that the customers will scare Ah away, otherwise Sister Qiao will be angry.
After getting Coco's approval, I walked towards the stage without hesitation, and then I first chose Wang Leehom's song "You Are You" with a karaoke machine. As the music sounded, I also picked up the microphone.
Today is Christmas, and I will send you my most sincere blessings here!I wish all lovers in the world will finally get married!
When everyone in the audience was attracted by my generous speech, the first singing in public in my life officially began.
Although I rarely have the chance to show my singing voice, fortunately, the song doesn’t have much high notes, and the other hand, it is indeed a song I liked more when I was in school. Therefore, during the singing process, I observed that the guests in the audience did not express a bored expression, which means that my singing is at least within the public’s acceptance range.
However, the guests did not pay much attention to me. Joey, who was busy in the kitchen, was attracted. Coco even pushed Xiaojing, who was blushing but happy, to the bottom of the stage. I simply stopped caring about the guests below the stage and just watched Xiaojing while singing.
For a moment, time seemed to fall into static. Xiaojing and I looked at each other and formed an ambiguous aura. We noticed that I was actually singing and showing love. The guests were gradually attracted by Xiaojing and I, and they all turned their attention to us.
In the happy country of love, you are the only one I love, the only one I love is you... What I really love is you... When I finally finished singing, the guests in the audience actually started to applaud.
Amid everyone's applause, Xiaojing took the initiative to walk on the stage, and her bright big eyes shone with tears, and then she crawled into my arms, which immediately caused even more warm applause from the audience.
Brother Ma, I want you to say it in person, do you... like me?
Burying her head in my arms, Xiaojing's voice was filled with tremolo. She put away her usual laughter and laughing, and now she completely transformed into a loving little woman.
Xiaojing... Although we haven't known each other for a long time, I think I have been deeply captured by your optimism, cheerfulness, liveliness and cuteness.So I want to say... Speaking of this, I picked up the microphone again and sweared to my soul in the firmest tone. Xiaojing, as long as you don’t dislike me, be my girlfriend!
In my first 30 years of life when I was not very successful, 2015 was truly a magical year.
Investment failed and was penniless, but career advancement has regained hope.
The seven-year long-distance love run with Lingling ended in a bleak end, but she was loved by Xiaojing again.
The past thirty years of perseverance have brought about a beautiful love with the third sex that most men have no blessing in their entire lives.
Among the little sisters, I not only met Xiaojing, but also met Keke, who is full of personality and courageous, and Joey, who often protects Xiaojing behind the scenes. I couldn't help but sigh that life is like a play, but I also decided to go back with a grateful heart.
Since God has given me this extraordinary fate, I will try my best to protect all this with my sincerity.
I...I'm willing...
After Xiaojing answered these words, we got closer and closer, and my lips finally kissed her warm red lips.
The deep affection at this moment is naturally indescribable, and the surroundings are filled with applause from the guests for watching the good show.
Because it's Christmas, the bar is open until 1 a.m. Today, Joey, Keke and the mountain that arrived later are rarely very busy.
But Xiaojing took my hand, walked through the curtain of the stage, and walked into the bedroom where I slept when I was injured.
I entered the house first, Xiaojing followed behind. After entering the house, she locked the door with her backhand and threw herself into my arms again as I turned to look at her.
At this moment, the bar is still noisy, but the bedroom is silent.
I noticed Xiaojing's face was rosy and her eyes were flowing. I knew she was moved.
Brother Ma, I have fantasized about what my love looks like countless times, and I have also warned myself that love is both sweet and terrible, and that casualness will hurt the third sex.I never demand the appearance or money of a man. A person who can care about me and accept me is my lifelong pursuit.Although my place is simple, it has been my safe haven for the past two years. Now I am really happy because there are more you in the harbor, and there is more support in my life, and my life will be complete because of you.
Xiaojing raised her head again, and after opening her heart, she asked for a kiss affectionately.
As soon as our lips touched, her tongue struggled to penetrate my mouth, tangling with my tongue passionately.
If Xiaojing in the past was innocent, then Xiaojing at this time became a love girl who longed for a man's love.
In fact, in the last two years with Lingling, due to the increasing conflicts, the frequency of sex between us has long decreased sharply.
The other day, my sexual behavior with Coco was more passively accepted that special teaching.
In comparison, at this moment, I felt that Xiaojing's tongue was so delicious, and the saliva was extremely sweet. The body that was hugging me in my arms was extremely soft and hot. I smelled the intoxicating body fragrance in my nose. I think I was really moved.
We kissed all the way from the door to the bed, Xiaojing overthrew me, and quickly fell up, and we kissed warmly again.
Her tongue actively seduces my tongue, and sometimes sucks my tongue tip. I also tried hard to respond to her enthusiasm. The two tongues wandered back and forth in each other's cavity like a long drought.
In excitement, I turned over and pressed Xiao Jing under my body. After kissing for a while, I finally let go of my mouth, and then threw myself into Xiao Jing's smooth neck. I didn't want to let go of a single inch of my skin and kissed her passionately.
But just as I tried to untie Xiaojing's top, she, who should have been in love, stopped me from doing anything.
In my puzzled eyes, Xiaojing said the truth about a girl in love with her: Brother Ma... I'm sorry, although I want to be loved by you very much, I don't have the same breasts as Coco and the others...
It doesn't matter...I like you, I like everything about you.
Brother Ma... Listen to me... Everything about me will be yours soon, but I hope to at least make some preparations for myself for the first time.At least... choose a better time and place, and let me clean up myself... Please...
Of course, Xiaojing's words would not extinguish the desire in my heart, but I understood what she meant.
Xiao Jing may want to clean up a CD or a sissy before using the aft.
Xiaojing's important first time should not be done in a noisy environment outside.
Fortunately, I am no longer as impulsive as a young man in his twenties, and I am very aware that my first experience should be better.
So I climbed up from Xiaojing with a smile, patted Xiaojing's head, and Xiaojing's face turned from panic to relief.
Brother Ma...you are so nice to me...
Fool, what's the point... Since you said you want to love you and love you, you should take into account your feelings.
But what I didn't expect was that just when I happily accepted tonight and temporarily held back my lust, Xiaojing grabbed my hand and let me sit back on the bed again.
While I was not sure about it, she had already kneeled between my legs and gently unbuttoned my pants with her hands.
Xiaojing, are you?
People are not ready, but Brother Ma must be ready... I have nothing to repay Brother Ma, so today at least I have to make you comfortable...
But I haven't washed it yet, it's unfair to you...
It doesn't matter, that's what Brother Ma really tastes...
While speaking, Xiaojing had already taken off my pants and faced my bulging underwear, which made me lose my mind for a while.
However, when I think of Xiaojing's desire, there is a male initiative and directness, even if it is not convenient for me to touch her today, it seems that she still wants to touch me.
After the underwear was also stripped down, the penis that had already raised its head and chest suddenly popped up in front of Xiaojing.
Before I could feel embarrassed, Xiaojing had grown up her mouth and didn't care that her lower body was not cleaned at all, so she ate my cock into her mouth.
Even the pure Xiaojing was still full of pornographic head when she was having oral sex. Although her oral sex skills were obviously not as good as Coco, her teeth often touched the glans while sucking, she was enthusiastic and hardworking enough. While she was having oral sex, her eyes were always open, staring at the hair on my lower body. The strength of her oral sucking also proved that she was extremely hardworking.
Brother Ma, will you not eat well?After finally letting go of my mouth, Xiaojing seemed to be afraid of interrupting my pleasure and maintained the movement of continuing to stroke with her hands.
Why is it bad? Look at the whole big cock is very hard... In fact, under the influence of emotions, my overall feeling is even better than the enjoyment brought by coco oral sex, so I continued to stroke Xiaojing's hair and smiled with encouragement.
After being recognized by me, Xiaojing seemed to be more motivated.
She began to stick out her tongue, licked back and forth between the glans and the hook-shaped ring, then licked it all the way down from her penis, and began to gently scratch my scrotum with the tip of her tongue. The itchy and comfortable pleasure made me moan.
Xiao Jing's oral sex seemed endless, licking her scrotum, licking her cock, and then sucking and sucking.
After sucking for a while, I simply kissed and licked my perineum. I don’t know if she would smell a strange smell so close to the anus. However, judging from her happy appearance, she obviously didn’t care about these things. And the more I moaned, the more she seemed to be motivated, and gradually I became closer to ejaculation.
Xiao... Xiaojing... I will really cum Ah if I eat it again...
Woo... shooting the target... you don't have to bear it... you're all shot in my mouth...
Realizing that I might ejaculate at any time, Xiaojing joined the battle group with her flexible hands.
For a moment, her left hand pressed my perineum, her right hand stroking her penis, and her mouth and tongue sucked the glans, eating or licking.
My breathing became heavier and my eyes began to become unconscious, and my body was completely tense. Before the semen was about to explode, Xiaojing's head was already squirming at high speed like a piston, and every mouthful of her soft mouth was sucked to the deepest part. In the next moment, the thick semen completely exploded with her full service.
The penis ejaculated for half a minute before finally calming down. What moved me was that Xiaojing didn't even want to spit it out, but picked up a glass of water and swallowed it into her stomach with the semen.
It tastes better than I thought, and it is Ma Ge's, so Xiaojing doesn't dislike it.
Faced with my surprise, Xiaojing smiled silly again. With these frowns and smiles, I think my heart was captured by her again.
It was already twelve o'clock in the evening, which meant that Xiaojing and I had sex with us for Christmas Eve.
Since Xiaojing was unwilling to let me touch her hastily, I simply did not force it. After lifting my pants, I was moved by Xiaojing's true feelings and made an important decision.
Xiaojing, I am choosing where to rent a house recently. After picking it, I only have two options left. I hope you can make a choice for me.
As I said, Xiaojing sat back to me, asking in a slow tone, but firm tone, one place is very close to this place, and it is a two-bedroom apartment, and the other place is very far from this place, and it is just a larger one-bedroom apartment. Where do you think I'm better off renting?
What does Ma Ge mean?After hearing what seemed a bit strange, Xiaojing seemed to have not figured out the essence of this question.
I mean, if you want, live with me that slightly bigger one.
Another simple confession was exchanged for Xiaojing's tears of touch.And then she showed her true feelings to me without reservation.
Brother Ma, although this bedroom is only ten square meters, I lived here for more than two years when I was desperate.I have a lot of feelings for this place, but not only because I have lived there for so long, but also because it can keep me away from complicated worldly affairs and avoid criticism from outsiders.Now that I can get your invitation and willingly follow you, do you know what this means?
I know... although I dare not explain it thoroughly, I can understand the pressure that a transgender person has.
Not only that, being able to find true love is the lifelong pursuit of every transgender sister.I think I am very lucky to find a reliable man like you, Brother Ma, so I am willing to give up my current safe haven because I believe you are my future support.
That night, I didn't choose to stay, but after snuggling with Xiaojing for a while, I took a taxi and left.
I know that this small bedroom must mean a lot to Xiaojing, so no matter whether you live with me or let Xiaojing meet me completely honestly.
But I also believe that the day I moved to my house was another new beginning for Xiaojing's life.
December 25th that year happened to be Friday. I set off from home early that morning and arrived at the company half an hour in advance.
I took out the performance report I prepared for working overtime last night and entered the office of the company chairman as if I was interviewed.
Hello, leaders, I will give my own performance report today.I have been working hard in the company for seven years. I dare not say how outstanding it is for seven years, but I think I have been working hard to contribute my whole life.Through my efforts over the past seven years, I have created more than 10 million value for the company, and I am honored to be able to contribute to the company.In the future, I will definitely work harder and live up to the leadership’s cultivation.
Thanks to Xiaojing's appearance, I, who has been a little absent-minded in the past month, finally regained my confidence and calmness before reporting on my job.
Although my report was not so passionate, it was still recognized by the board of directors, so the promotion happened naturally.
Brother Ma, how are you doing today’s report?
Well, the report went smoothly, so I can let you live a better life starting next year.
Disgusting... Brother Ma, you always say such a promise...
Haha, don't you like this?I just said some truth.
No, I like you very much... When you speak like this, I think you are really manly.
After reporting my work, I received Xiaojing's greetings. We each greeted and joked with each other with a good mood.
Through recent frequent contacts, I have also discovered an important advantage of Xiaojing, which is that she is not hesitant to praise me and express her emotions sincerely.
As the saying goes, good men are praised. I think if we can always maintain this tacit understanding, our future life will definitely be worth looking forward to.
It was Friday that day, so I made an appointment with Xiaojing to make a reservation on the weekend to rent a house next year, and then move in with their respective luggage as soon as possible.
It is precisely because of the very tiring jobs involved in moving that we have not been able to meet in the past two days.
Although I have already been looking forward to Xiaojing's arrival all the time under the influence of love, under the premise of being the priority of serious matters, I have to temporarily suppress a certain kind of passion in my heart.
But what I didn't expect was that when I got home that night, I waited for another uninvited guest.
The Lingling, who can be said to be my ex-girlfriend, was actually in the room I was about to rent. When I pushed the door open and went home, she sat on the bed where I slept every day, staring at me with complicated eyes.
Ling...Lingling?Why are you here?
Before I knew it, Lingling's position in my mind was like a passerby, so after she suddenly appeared in front of me, I did not have any anger or sorrow, at most I was very surprised.
This house is about to expire. If I remember correctly, the lease period should be until the 28th.
Lingling's tone seemed not so intense, but her eyes were still muddy, making people confused what she was going to do.
It's almost expiry, and I'm planning to move this weekend.
With the intention of not being a lover and not being an enemy, I tried my best to calm down my surprise, tried my best to look calm and relaxed, and even took the initiative to pour a glass of water for Lingling.
Have you...n't you followed my circle of friends recently?After the result, Lingling continued to ask puzzling questions.
I've seen it... After we broke up, you immediately found a new boyfriend, and later posted a circle of friends when you went to a high-end restaurant for dinner together.
I vaguely realized that Lingling’s visitor was not good, so I began to raise my inner defense and decided to continue the conversation with her as cautiously as possible.
What do you think of him?After taking the water cup, Lingling was not in a hurry to drink water. While asking me, her wonderful eyes were always staring at the floor in front of her, not knowing what was brewing in her mind.
I think he is very good, looks handsome, and drives a good car. I think you have found a man who is better than me.So I didn't bother you anymore. It would be much better to live a hard life with such a man than to live with me.
Oh...so you haven't contacted me for more than a month... It's not your fault, this man is indeed much better than you... But... Lingling suddenly paused when she said this, and her eyes became wet. However, I recently discovered that he just wanted to sleep with me, but he didn't want to live with me... In the end, I, Liu Lingling, became an older leftover woman. It's ridiculous!
Listening to Lingling's sudden shrill voice, I felt a little chilling.Although I couldn't believe it rationally, I had indeed vaguely guessed what she was going to say soon.
Ma Le, this is your responsibility!Those good men are unwilling to spend too much energy and true love on a thirty-year-old woman like me!I can no longer go back when I was young, it was because you delayed me for seven years!Now I have to go back to my parents' home, and I can't hold my face anymore!
He placed the water cup heavily on the table. Lingling stood up with anger and walked to me, glaring at me angrily with tears in her eyes.
Ma Le, my youth has been delayed by you, so I ask you to be responsible for what you do!I ask you to get back with me now!
Lingling, stop talking stupid things... We have only broken up for more than a month, and you are now making an assertion that you can't find a suitable man, obviously lacking in persuasion.
Because of Xiaojing's appearance and because the days with Lingling had indeed reached a dead end, I flatly rejected her proposal.
Hahaha, Ma Le, are you very happy?I, who used to hate the poor and love the rich, came back to you one day, and then you rejected me righteously.You have always been a person who is not enough to make trouble. I don’t believe you can be so arrogant today!
As a department flower in college, we must admit that even when we reach thirty years old, Lingling still has bright eyes and clear teeth. She has a standard melon-shaped face and her delicate facial features are still beautiful.
But now in my eyes, these beauty has turned into clouds in her stern criticism.
A couple has a hundred days of kindness. Although I have been blessing her for a better life in my heart, it does not mean that I am a fence-bearer who is swaying from side to side.
Lingling, I am sorry for the past, but the past has passed after all, and we can't go back.
I heard from your subordinate Xiao Chen that you have been promoted to supervisor this year. Do you feel that your wings are hard after the promotion, so you dare to have the courage to send me away?
Lingling, you asked my colleagues about me again...
Don’t talk about him, please answer me directly!
This has nothing to do with whether I am promoted or not. My future is uncertain, I just don’t want to drag you down any more.
Nonsense, wouldn’t you hide now drag me down?You are still not a man, so be responsible for what you have done for seven years!
Just because I am a man, I should be more responsible for the breakup I proposed!Since you didn't object at the time and felt that you finally got rid of me, why bother looking back to me now!
I was finally unable to contain the anger in my heart by Lingling's step by step, and I couldn't help but vent my anger at this moment.
What I didn't expect again was that Lingling did not laugh when she heard my roar.
Just as I was wondering how much she wanted to make a fuss, Lingling suddenly unbuttoned her coat and actually wanted to take off her clothes in front of me.
Lingling, what are you doing!
Seeing this, I immediately tried to reach out and stop the other party, but my hands had just put on Lingling's shoulders, but she slid into my arms like a loach while I was unprepared.
Ma Le, you are still not a man. If you have the ability, you can fuck me tonight!Haven’t you always blamed me for not being hot enough in the past? Haven’t you always thought that I was not enthusiastic enough in the past?I'll satisfy you today!
After Lingling got into my arms, she actually pulled my shirt savagely and teared a big hole in the shirt when I was unprepared.
Lingling, don’t mess around!
The shirt was torn to pieces, so I had to push Lingling away again, but as soon as she left my body, she began to take off her top. In a blink of an eye, the sweater had been thrown to the ground. In addition to a pair of bras on her upper body, her white and tender skin was displayed in front of me.
Ma Le, stop struggling, I will take off your clothes when you come over, so it’s better not to do anything and let me take off myself naked first!
As Lingling said, in the face of her crazy behavior, I was really in a dilemma for a moment.
It was also taking this opportunity that Lingling had taken off her bra and showed her plump breasts with a d cup in front of me.
After only a few dozen seconds, her jeans and underwear were thrown to the ground together. Her black pubic hair and naked body were once again unreservedly after more than a month.
At this moment, the temperature in the room was just right, but I found that when Lingling's familiar and unfamiliar naked body appeared in front of me, the male instinct made me feel hot.
Since I hate me so much, why not just stop tonight and vent all your anger on me.
Lingling... put on her clothes quickly, I really can't do this!
Lingling pressed her step by step, but I stepped back step by step.Soon, I was forced into the corner and could not avoid it, and Lingling's warm body was pressed on her.
What's so sorry? For seven years, every inch of your body has always belonged to me!If you have the ability, don’t be tough. If you become tough, don’t talk about so many hypocritical principles!
Lingling said, tearing my shirt apart. After I exposed my upper body, she immediately licked my neck with a hot tongue.
At the same time, her hands began to untie my pants, and soon my whole body was almost as unfinished as hers.
When she saw that my cock was already erect, she immediately let out a smug laugh.
Ma Le said no, but her body was very honest.I don't believe you don't have any feelings for me!Come on, fuck me to death. You can do whatever you want tonight, it is a proof of your relationship with me!
Lingling, you really can't...AhAhAh!
I wanted to push Lingling away with a cruel heart, but suddenly screamed in pain. It turned out that Lingling suddenly opened her mouth and bit her hard on my shoulder.
After letting go, she slapped me in the face again, which completely angered me.
Liu Lingling, I'm really not polite if you do this again!
Come on, come on, you can hit me back or fuck me at will, otherwise I will keep punching and kicking you!
Liu Lingling, don’t think I dare not!
Having said that, I still can't really hit a woman after all, but I couldn't be indifferent when I was angry, so I pushed her away and pushed her down on the bed with great strength.
Lingling still laughed without anger after falling down. In my surprised gaze, she took the initiative to spread her legs apart and showed me the rosy vagina in the hair. Her face was filled with surprise, anger and hysteria. I felt that I was really helpless with Lingling, and the other party's extremely vulgar posture stimulated my lust. Even as she said, I was constantly provoked, and I really had the urge to punish her by fucking her.
But at this moment, when Lingling was pushed down by me, she took her bag and fell to the ground. A small blue pill immediately rolled out. There were a few small words written on the pill - Tulip No. 2.
At this moment, we were all completely stunned. Lingling didn't expect the pill to roll to my feet without any bias. After picking it up, I immediately gasped. Among my limited sexual knowledge, I knew this was what the saying goes.
The memory flashed back seven years ago. Lingling and I were classmates that year, and we attended the graduation dance organized by the class cadres.
Lingling was also beautiful that year and was younger than now. Although I couldn’t say that she was outstanding, her excellent academic performance made me full of expectations for my future life.
That year, the class cadres held a disco party in the school's dance hall for the first time. Later, I learned that it was a trick that a small group of boys who were about to graduate came up with to make an appointment with a graduation cannon.
I remember that night, when Lingling, who was the class belle, walked into the dance floor, almost half of the boys suddenly became excited, but I belonged to the other half of the honest man, and I was still quite self-aware.
Interestingly, in order to dance with Lingling, who is a department flower, the class cadres temporarily decided to use the method of changing dance partners in turn. Since all the boys and girls in the class had to participate, I accidentally became Lingling's turn after changing her dance partners several times.
I remember Lingling was having a lot of fun that day. She had had several boyfriends during college and never was a type of squeamish in front of boys.
But just as we were dancing together, a small pill fell to the ground in Lingling's pocket. I enthusiastically helped her pick it up and saw a few small words written on it, Tulip No. 1.
And after I handed the pill to Lingling, I was immediately glared at by her for no reason.
The graduation dance finally ended in a hustle and bustle. Lingling and I danced for a while before changing our dance partners.
It is unknown whether those class cadres successfully made an appointment with the gun.
But a few days later, I found Tulip No. 1 on the Internet, which turned out to be a type of ecstasy, which scared me to my mind.
A few days later, I was assigned to the company I am currently working for internship. Surprisingly, Lingling was assigned to another company that was very close to me.
Young people who have just graduated are always full of fear of society, so in the first period, several classmates who were closer often gathered together after get off work, of course, including Lingling and me.
I remember it was early winter in 2008. After a party, I happened to be alone with Lingling.
It was snowing heavily that day. I showed my gentlemanly demeanor and escorted Lingling home. When I encountered several frozen places on the road, I even held her tender hands, and the two of them supported each other and passed.
I remember that day Lingling took the initiative to ask me if she thought she was a frivolous woman, and I just told her thoughtfully that she would not take those ecstasy again in the future, as it would be bad for her health.
That day, Lingling praised me for being a reliable boy, and I began to be attracted by her beauty and unexpected little bird dependence.
After sending her to the temporarily rented place, she suddenly kissed me lightly.
In fact, although I am a local, my family is very ordinary. I want to find a real man as my support. The two of them work together...Ma Le, can you do it?
I...I'm not dreaming, aren't I?
You are not dreaming, I just want to know, are you willing to be my support?
I... Of course I do.
In this way, I became boyfriend and girlfriend with the once out of reach of Lianhua.
For a moment, I became a topic of conversation between men and women in the class, and I was very proud to find such a beautiful girlfriend.
What I don’t know is that Lingling had just broken up at that time, and my previous boyfriend was a rich second generation who was far better than me.
In the next seven years, I worked hard, but Lingling's career was always half-tempered. Days passed day by day, and my progress was slow, but Lingling seemed to be worse than the beginning, and she quit her job one after another.
Our initial ideals seemed to be getting farther and farther away, and Lingling began to complain that she had missed her eyes back then.
Two years ago, our relationship fell to freezing point. Lingling would occasionally go out to get drunk. Maybe she could even put a cuckold on me, but I blamed myself for my incompetence and turned a blind eye to it.
At the beginning of this year, Lingling began to threaten that if I could break up with me if I couldn’t make a lot of money within a year, I had to follow her advice and take risks and invest the 400,000 I had finally saved up in the stock market with the help of leverage.
I remember when Lingling always went out to get drunk, my only requirement for her was not to touch drugs such as ecstasy.
Although she was very angry at my suspicion, she could at least recognize my constraints in theory.
Now that this tulip No. 2 suddenly appeared in front of us, we all suddenly understood a truth.
The past seven years are really destined to pass.
There was no longer any dispute or madness, Lingling and I were each wearing our clothes silently.I escorted her downstairs and used the just-in-come Didi Taxi to help her get a ride.
As luck would make people feel like they are, heavy snow like goose feathers floated in the sky again, and Lingling was completely silent to me, while I was smoking silently with a dim expression.
Farewell forever, Ma Le, I wish you can achieve your ideals in the future.When the appointment finally arrived slowly, Lingling finally spoke. I could hear a hint of trembling in her tone.
Lingling, it’s better not to eat these anymore. You are still young and you must know how to respect and love yourself.
The seven-year relationship is finally about to end completely. I am actually very sad inside, but now that I have come to this, I can only say such pale greetings.
Haha, if you can still be with me, you may still have the right to say these things.So, since you can't go back to the past, let's leave forever...
In the glimmer of night, I clearly saw a miserable smile on Lingling's face.She opened the car door and sat in, and the car started again, but she stopped looking at me.
I watched the car leave alone, and repeatedly recalled every bit of the past seven years in my heart.I know this parting may be a farewell forever, and I hope she can take care of it all the way in the future.
Suddenly, my right hand stinged, and when I looked down, I realized that the cigarette had burned to the root.
Perhaps our feelings are like this cigarette, and have already burned to the end. If we don’t let go, we can only burn our own flesh and blood, and even lead to the destruction of life.
If I think about it carefully, I really lamented that my fate was impermanent. If it were a month ago, I would probably stay away from this kind of transgender group. But now that I have experienced Coco's sexiness and Xiaojing's innocence, the gender barriers in my heart have been gradually broken.
‘Actually, it’s no big deal. I am just a poor loser, so what qualifications do I have to dislike the hard-earned true feelings?Besides, now I am also afraid of loneliness...’
The enlightenment of the heart knot brought about the rapid heating of the relationship between me and Xiaojing.
In fact, since she got together at the ice rink last weekend, Xiaojing basically sent me WeChat every night, either discussing English or simply asking about her well-being. Her strong affection for me can be fully felt from her lines even when she is exposed to the screen of her mobile phone.
These days, after I finally liberated from my hard work, I paused the masturbation behavior I had to do every day, but instead recalled the little bits of Xiaojing and me with a smile on the corner of my mouth, while thinking about how to develop the relationship between the two in the future.
In fact, logically speaking, Xiaojing and I have only met three times so far, two times in the bar and the one on a date.
When we were having dinner at the bar, Xiaojing was the one who talked to me the most among the three. Later, we connected it again because of English, and gradually developed to such a relationship that could become completely popular at any time.
However, although I really enjoyed this ambiguous development process with Xiaojing at this time, I basically overcome the gender barrier that only by taking off my clothes, I will often think calmly, not to mention a flower-like girl like Lingling, even ordinary girls would not pay too much attention to me in the past, and it is unlikely that they would easily develop into a lover relationship in just one month.
Regarding this question, because I am afraid of being questioned, I can neither ask Xiaojing himself nor do I find it convenient to consult Coco.
So I tried to find some answers through Baidu and Zhihu again.
In a question and answer on Zhihu, the transgender people's mentality towards love is analyzed in detail.
They are generally very cautious about love, but they are quite casual about sex and desire. Such contradictions come from the indifference of society and their undoubted hormones of ordinary men, which are very appropriate to the so-called third sex.
There are also articles that analyze that these transgender people are extremely eager for the arrival of love. Most people try to pretend to be cold just because they are afraid of being hurt. But if they do not consider the possibility of being hurt, their pursuit of love is similar to those more enthusiastic and direct men, and is generally far better than relatively feminine and restrained women.
'It seems that Xiaojing is not very experienced in the world, so she quickly fell in love with me...' After several days of study, I had a preliminary answer in my heart.
And just a few days later on Christmas, the happiest moment of my life came quickly.
Brother Ma, are you free tonight?Good friends are here to celebrate Christmas with you.
Thursday is Christmas, and that afternoon I received a WeChat message from Xiaojing.
Recently, she has always claimed to be my good friend, and the lines are almost turning me into a clue.
Yes, you know mine, Male Gobi, this kind of festival is destined to be lonely.
Actually, I have already bought a gift for Xiaojing, a small necklace that I think is pretty and has a price within the affordability.
Hehe, although there are many people in the bar at night, Sister Qiao specifically allowed me to leave early.Tonight, Sister Coco will also come to help greet the guests, so you can come to the bar to find me after get off work~ It is not difficult to see from Xiao Jing's words that not only Coco is trying to match us, but even Joey hopes that we can really date.
In the final analysis, on the one hand, they have a crush on my character, and on the other hand, as Joey said at the beginning, Xiaojing may also lack the cheerful appearance and desire to have more contact with outsiders.
No problem, see you at night, the women's clothing boss.When I replied to WeChat, I felt a warm and sweet feeling. During the next working hours, I was rarely distracted.
But just as I was about to get off work, my leader suddenly called me to the office and suddenly told me something that made me both happy and difficult.
Ma Le, you have been working diligently here for seven years, and we have always seen your efforts.The company has decided to promote you to the supervisor level this year, and go to the senior leader to report to you tomorrow morning.
Thank you, leader, thank you for your respect for me, thank you very much!
Promoting to the company's supervisor level means that my salary will double from one night a month to 20,000 yuan. My originally bleak life immediately recovered hope, and I naturally felt grateful for the cultivation of my leaders.
But I will report my job early tomorrow morning, which means I have to work overtime in the company until very late to leave tonight. When I think of Xiaojing's earnest expectations, I looked embarrassed again.
What's wrong? Do you don't want to be promoted anymore?
How is it possible? It’s too late to be happy, but happiness comes a little suddenly, hahaha.
Then write a good report and don’t let us down!
Although I really want to go on a date with Xiaojing after work, I still know which one is more important on the road of life.
So I had to bite the bullet and send Xiaojing WeChat to explain that it might be later tonight.
Fortunately, Xiaojing was quite versatile and did not react at all. She was like a little wife who was considerate of her husband, saying that I should put serious business first and she would always wait for me in the bar.
A report on the performance report was written at 9 pm. I hurriedly left the company, watching the decorations hanging for Christmas and New Year on both sides of the road, and the occasional couples snuggling with each other on the road, I was naturally impatient.
I arrived at the door of my sister bar around 9:30, but before I entered the door, I saw Cocoa standing at the door smoking.
Why did you come to Ah so late? Xiaojing has been waiting for you stupidly.
After seeing me, Coco immediately showed dissatisfaction on his face. Obviously, she was not very happy about my lateness and was dedicated to protecting Xiaojing.
Sorry, the company has something to do temporarily, which is related to whether I can earn more money next year, so I dare not stay and work overtime.
Facing Coco's sharpness, I thought it was impossible to avoid pretending to be stupid, so I had to smile bitterly and tell him calmly.
Oh, will you delay Xiaojing's Christmas by earning more money?Keke raised his eyebrows, and it seemed that he was still a little reluctant.
I...I came here today to make Xiaojing completely related to my future!
I was in a hurry to enter the bar and was robbed by Coco, which made me feel a little emotional.
But unexpectedly, when I said this, Coco laughed, and it was a happy smile.
That's about the same thing. I will help you create opportunities tonight. Go quickly!
Coco patted my shoulder and signaled that I didn’t have to continue to get entangled with her anymore.
I think the change in her attitude was not moody, but was considering Xiaojing sincerely.
After I entered the bar, I saw that the eight pairs of seats in the bar were already full of people, and basically each pair was a couple.
The more subtle ones were drinking and chatting, while the more unrestrained ones snuggled up to each other, and a couple even started kissing enthusiastically.
When I went in, Joey was serving as a waiter to receive these guests, while Xiaojing sat alone at the bar counter, witnessing these men and women's affectionateness.
Sorry, I...I'm late.
When Xiaojing raised her head, I saw that there was obviously sadness on her face, but she still squeezed out a smile at me. The look of my pity really touched me.
No...it doesn't matter...I originally wanted to invite Brother Ma to watch a movie together.Unfortunately, it should be too late now... Xiaojing said and took out two movie tickets from her pocket and placed them on the table at the bar.
This time point seemed a bit awkward. At this time, Coco had already smoked and walked to me. Before I could speak, she said, "It's so cold outside, it doesn't seem to be suitable for squeezing the road."Let's go eat, it's too close to sleep.It doesn’t seem to be meaningless to stay here. Mr. Ma, what should you do?
After being said by Keke, the scene seemed even more awkward, but she was abnormal. She was no longer as indifferent as she was in teaching a few days ago, but she was reluctant to give up.
Of course, I realized that this might be what she just called to help me create opportunities.
Mr. Ma, do you think Xiaojing has really become your girlfriend?Come and go when you call me?Let me say that, Sister Qiao and I took on Xiaojing's job tonight, just to let you take her out to relax.Xiaojing has been a sister bar. She has worked diligently and skillfully for two years and has never dated any man. It is a rare first time that you have been ruined like this. It is really disappointing.Thank you Xiaojing mentions you in front of us every day, saying that you are a rare good person, and that you can feel safe when communicating with you...
Being bombarded by Coco, I was almost ashamed of being said. Before Coco finished speaking, Xiaojing, who had been silent, couldn't sit still.
Sister Coco, don’t say that to him!Men should put their career first, otherwise they will not have a sense of responsibility to their loved ones.I don’t blame Brother Ma at all, please stop blaming her!
Xiaojing, who had always been cute, suddenly raised her face, and even Keke seemed to be stunned. She scolded her like a cannon and then came to an end. Then she gave me a wink. It seemed that she did deliberately anger Xiaojing and prompted her to get up to protect me.
Taking this opportunity, I hurriedly took out the gift I had prepared from my pocket.
Xiaojing, Keke is right, I should have come here early.However, although I am late, I have been thinking about this important day these days.This is a gift I bought in advance. Although it is not particularly expensive, it is also my wish.
Under Xiaojing's surprise and joyful gaze, I opened the small box and handed the pure white necklace to Xiaojing's hand.
Brother Ma... actually prepared the gift in advance. Thank you, this is the first necklace in my life.
Xiaojing, who took the necklace, naturally held the necklace and looked at it again and again. Her face showed unconcealed joy. Then, under the gaze of Keke and I, she put the necklace on her neck.
It looks so good, it seems that you are very suitable for this style.
Xiaojing's happiness naturally made me breathe a sigh of relief, and the originally tense atmosphere finally eased. At the same time, I noticed that Coco was secretly blinking at me in anger. She should be satisfied with the development of the situation.
OK OK OK, finally I still have a little conscience. You can decide how to spend the next time. I will go up and sing two more songs and leave.
Since we no longer need to pretend, Coco doesn't plan to pay attention to us anymore.
But my preparation today was not just a necklace. I knew I was late and took out my trump card of the day.
Coco, let me go up and sing a song.Holding Keke's jade hand, my speech made Keke and Xiaojing startled again.
Although there are guests occasionally going up and sing a few songs, but you... can you?Perhaps I always look serious, which surprised Keke that this feat would happen today.
Don't worry, I'm serious. Although I'm not as good as yours, I'm definitely not a person with incomplete tone.Facing Coco's expression of surprise, I showed her a firm look.
Hahaha, okay... don't be afraid that the customers will scare Ah away, otherwise Sister Qiao will be angry.
After getting Coco's approval, I walked towards the stage without hesitation, and then I first chose Wang Leehom's song "You Are You" with a karaoke machine. As the music sounded, I also picked up the microphone.
Today is Christmas, and I will send you my most sincere blessings here!I wish all lovers in the world will finally get married!
When everyone in the audience was attracted by my generous speech, the first singing in public in my life officially began.
Although I rarely have the chance to show my singing voice, fortunately, the song doesn’t have much high notes, and the other hand, it is indeed a song I liked more when I was in school. Therefore, during the singing process, I observed that the guests in the audience did not express a bored expression, which means that my singing is at least within the public’s acceptance range.
However, the guests did not pay much attention to me. Joey, who was busy in the kitchen, was attracted. Coco even pushed Xiaojing, who was blushing but happy, to the bottom of the stage. I simply stopped caring about the guests below the stage and just watched Xiaojing while singing.
For a moment, time seemed to fall into static. Xiaojing and I looked at each other and formed an ambiguous aura. We noticed that I was actually singing and showing love. The guests were gradually attracted by Xiaojing and I, and they all turned their attention to us.
In the happy country of love, you are the only one I love, the only one I love is you... What I really love is you... When I finally finished singing, the guests in the audience actually started to applaud.
Amid everyone's applause, Xiaojing took the initiative to walk on the stage, and her bright big eyes shone with tears, and then she crawled into my arms, which immediately caused even more warm applause from the audience.
Brother Ma, I want you to say it in person, do you... like me?
Burying her head in my arms, Xiaojing's voice was filled with tremolo. She put away her usual laughter and laughing, and now she completely transformed into a loving little woman.
Xiaojing... Although we haven't known each other for a long time, I think I have been deeply captured by your optimism, cheerfulness, liveliness and cuteness.So I want to say... Speaking of this, I picked up the microphone again and sweared to my soul in the firmest tone. Xiaojing, as long as you don’t dislike me, be my girlfriend!
In my first 30 years of life when I was not very successful, 2015 was truly a magical year.
Investment failed and was penniless, but career advancement has regained hope.
The seven-year long-distance love run with Lingling ended in a bleak end, but she was loved by Xiaojing again.
The past thirty years of perseverance have brought about a beautiful love with the third sex that most men have no blessing in their entire lives.
Among the little sisters, I not only met Xiaojing, but also met Keke, who is full of personality and courageous, and Joey, who often protects Xiaojing behind the scenes. I couldn't help but sigh that life is like a play, but I also decided to go back with a grateful heart.
Since God has given me this extraordinary fate, I will try my best to protect all this with my sincerity.
I...I'm willing...
After Xiaojing answered these words, we got closer and closer, and my lips finally kissed her warm red lips.
The deep affection at this moment is naturally indescribable, and the surroundings are filled with applause from the guests for watching the good show.
Because it's Christmas, the bar is open until 1 a.m. Today, Joey, Keke and the mountain that arrived later are rarely very busy.
But Xiaojing took my hand, walked through the curtain of the stage, and walked into the bedroom where I slept when I was injured.
I entered the house first, Xiaojing followed behind. After entering the house, she locked the door with her backhand and threw herself into my arms again as I turned to look at her.
At this moment, the bar is still noisy, but the bedroom is silent.
I noticed Xiaojing's face was rosy and her eyes were flowing. I knew she was moved.
Brother Ma, I have fantasized about what my love looks like countless times, and I have also warned myself that love is both sweet and terrible, and that casualness will hurt the third sex.I never demand the appearance or money of a man. A person who can care about me and accept me is my lifelong pursuit.Although my place is simple, it has been my safe haven for the past two years. Now I am really happy because there are more you in the harbor, and there is more support in my life, and my life will be complete because of you.
Xiaojing raised her head again, and after opening her heart, she asked for a kiss affectionately.
As soon as our lips touched, her tongue struggled to penetrate my mouth, tangling with my tongue passionately.
If Xiaojing in the past was innocent, then Xiaojing at this time became a love girl who longed for a man's love.
In fact, in the last two years with Lingling, due to the increasing conflicts, the frequency of sex between us has long decreased sharply.
The other day, my sexual behavior with Coco was more passively accepted that special teaching.
In comparison, at this moment, I felt that Xiaojing's tongue was so delicious, and the saliva was extremely sweet. The body that was hugging me in my arms was extremely soft and hot. I smelled the intoxicating body fragrance in my nose. I think I was really moved.
We kissed all the way from the door to the bed, Xiaojing overthrew me, and quickly fell up, and we kissed warmly again.
Her tongue actively seduces my tongue, and sometimes sucks my tongue tip. I also tried hard to respond to her enthusiasm. The two tongues wandered back and forth in each other's cavity like a long drought.
In excitement, I turned over and pressed Xiao Jing under my body. After kissing for a while, I finally let go of my mouth, and then threw myself into Xiao Jing's smooth neck. I didn't want to let go of a single inch of my skin and kissed her passionately.
But just as I tried to untie Xiaojing's top, she, who should have been in love, stopped me from doing anything.
In my puzzled eyes, Xiaojing said the truth about a girl in love with her: Brother Ma... I'm sorry, although I want to be loved by you very much, I don't have the same breasts as Coco and the others...
It doesn't matter...I like you, I like everything about you.
Brother Ma... Listen to me... Everything about me will be yours soon, but I hope to at least make some preparations for myself for the first time.At least... choose a better time and place, and let me clean up myself... Please...
Of course, Xiaojing's words would not extinguish the desire in my heart, but I understood what she meant.
Xiao Jing may want to clean up a CD or a sissy before using the aft.
Xiaojing's important first time should not be done in a noisy environment outside.
Fortunately, I am no longer as impulsive as a young man in his twenties, and I am very aware that my first experience should be better.
So I climbed up from Xiaojing with a smile, patted Xiaojing's head, and Xiaojing's face turned from panic to relief.
Brother Ma...you are so nice to me...
Fool, what's the point... Since you said you want to love you and love you, you should take into account your feelings.
But what I didn't expect was that just when I happily accepted tonight and temporarily held back my lust, Xiaojing grabbed my hand and let me sit back on the bed again.
While I was not sure about it, she had already kneeled between my legs and gently unbuttoned my pants with her hands.
Xiaojing, are you?
People are not ready, but Brother Ma must be ready... I have nothing to repay Brother Ma, so today at least I have to make you comfortable...
But I haven't washed it yet, it's unfair to you...
It doesn't matter, that's what Brother Ma really tastes...
While speaking, Xiaojing had already taken off my pants and faced my bulging underwear, which made me lose my mind for a while.
However, when I think of Xiaojing's desire, there is a male initiative and directness, even if it is not convenient for me to touch her today, it seems that she still wants to touch me.
After the underwear was also stripped down, the penis that had already raised its head and chest suddenly popped up in front of Xiaojing.
Before I could feel embarrassed, Xiaojing had grown up her mouth and didn't care that her lower body was not cleaned at all, so she ate my cock into her mouth.
Even the pure Xiaojing was still full of pornographic head when she was having oral sex. Although her oral sex skills were obviously not as good as Coco, her teeth often touched the glans while sucking, she was enthusiastic and hardworking enough. While she was having oral sex, her eyes were always open, staring at the hair on my lower body. The strength of her oral sucking also proved that she was extremely hardworking.
Brother Ma, will you not eat well?After finally letting go of my mouth, Xiaojing seemed to be afraid of interrupting my pleasure and maintained the movement of continuing to stroke with her hands.
Why is it bad? Look at the whole big cock is very hard... In fact, under the influence of emotions, my overall feeling is even better than the enjoyment brought by coco oral sex, so I continued to stroke Xiaojing's hair and smiled with encouragement.
After being recognized by me, Xiaojing seemed to be more motivated.
She began to stick out her tongue, licked back and forth between the glans and the hook-shaped ring, then licked it all the way down from her penis, and began to gently scratch my scrotum with the tip of her tongue. The itchy and comfortable pleasure made me moan.
Xiao Jing's oral sex seemed endless, licking her scrotum, licking her cock, and then sucking and sucking.
After sucking for a while, I simply kissed and licked my perineum. I don’t know if she would smell a strange smell so close to the anus. However, judging from her happy appearance, she obviously didn’t care about these things. And the more I moaned, the more she seemed to be motivated, and gradually I became closer to ejaculation.
Xiao... Xiaojing... I will really cum Ah if I eat it again...
Woo... shooting the target... you don't have to bear it... you're all shot in my mouth...
Realizing that I might ejaculate at any time, Xiaojing joined the battle group with her flexible hands.
For a moment, her left hand pressed my perineum, her right hand stroking her penis, and her mouth and tongue sucked the glans, eating or licking.
My breathing became heavier and my eyes began to become unconscious, and my body was completely tense. Before the semen was about to explode, Xiaojing's head was already squirming at high speed like a piston, and every mouthful of her soft mouth was sucked to the deepest part. In the next moment, the thick semen completely exploded with her full service.
The penis ejaculated for half a minute before finally calming down. What moved me was that Xiaojing didn't even want to spit it out, but picked up a glass of water and swallowed it into her stomach with the semen.
It tastes better than I thought, and it is Ma Ge's, so Xiaojing doesn't dislike it.
Faced with my surprise, Xiaojing smiled silly again. With these frowns and smiles, I think my heart was captured by her again.
It was already twelve o'clock in the evening, which meant that Xiaojing and I had sex with us for Christmas Eve.
Since Xiaojing was unwilling to let me touch her hastily, I simply did not force it. After lifting my pants, I was moved by Xiaojing's true feelings and made an important decision.
Xiaojing, I am choosing where to rent a house recently. After picking it, I only have two options left. I hope you can make a choice for me.
As I said, Xiaojing sat back to me, asking in a slow tone, but firm tone, one place is very close to this place, and it is a two-bedroom apartment, and the other place is very far from this place, and it is just a larger one-bedroom apartment. Where do you think I'm better off renting?
What does Ma Ge mean?After hearing what seemed a bit strange, Xiaojing seemed to have not figured out the essence of this question.
I mean, if you want, live with me that slightly bigger one.
Another simple confession was exchanged for Xiaojing's tears of touch.And then she showed her true feelings to me without reservation.
Brother Ma, although this bedroom is only ten square meters, I lived here for more than two years when I was desperate.I have a lot of feelings for this place, but not only because I have lived there for so long, but also because it can keep me away from complicated worldly affairs and avoid criticism from outsiders.Now that I can get your invitation and willingly follow you, do you know what this means?
I know... although I dare not explain it thoroughly, I can understand the pressure that a transgender person has.
Not only that, being able to find true love is the lifelong pursuit of every transgender sister.I think I am very lucky to find a reliable man like you, Brother Ma, so I am willing to give up my current safe haven because I believe you are my future support.
That night, I didn't choose to stay, but after snuggling with Xiaojing for a while, I took a taxi and left.
I know that this small bedroom must mean a lot to Xiaojing, so no matter whether you live with me or let Xiaojing meet me completely honestly.
But I also believe that the day I moved to my house was another new beginning for Xiaojing's life.
December 25th that year happened to be Friday. I set off from home early that morning and arrived at the company half an hour in advance.
I took out the performance report I prepared for working overtime last night and entered the office of the company chairman as if I was interviewed.
Hello, leaders, I will give my own performance report today.I have been working hard in the company for seven years. I dare not say how outstanding it is for seven years, but I think I have been working hard to contribute my whole life.Through my efforts over the past seven years, I have created more than 10 million value for the company, and I am honored to be able to contribute to the company.In the future, I will definitely work harder and live up to the leadership’s cultivation.
Thanks to Xiaojing's appearance, I, who has been a little absent-minded in the past month, finally regained my confidence and calmness before reporting on my job.
Although my report was not so passionate, it was still recognized by the board of directors, so the promotion happened naturally.
Brother Ma, how are you doing today’s report?
Well, the report went smoothly, so I can let you live a better life starting next year.
Disgusting... Brother Ma, you always say such a promise...
Haha, don't you like this?I just said some truth.
No, I like you very much... When you speak like this, I think you are really manly.
After reporting my work, I received Xiaojing's greetings. We each greeted and joked with each other with a good mood.
Through recent frequent contacts, I have also discovered an important advantage of Xiaojing, which is that she is not hesitant to praise me and express her emotions sincerely.
As the saying goes, good men are praised. I think if we can always maintain this tacit understanding, our future life will definitely be worth looking forward to.
It was Friday that day, so I made an appointment with Xiaojing to make a reservation on the weekend to rent a house next year, and then move in with their respective luggage as soon as possible.
It is precisely because of the very tiring jobs involved in moving that we have not been able to meet in the past two days.
Although I have already been looking forward to Xiaojing's arrival all the time under the influence of love, under the premise of being the priority of serious matters, I have to temporarily suppress a certain kind of passion in my heart.
But what I didn't expect was that when I got home that night, I waited for another uninvited guest.
The Lingling, who can be said to be my ex-girlfriend, was actually in the room I was about to rent. When I pushed the door open and went home, she sat on the bed where I slept every day, staring at me with complicated eyes.
Ling...Lingling?Why are you here?
Before I knew it, Lingling's position in my mind was like a passerby, so after she suddenly appeared in front of me, I did not have any anger or sorrow, at most I was very surprised.
This house is about to expire. If I remember correctly, the lease period should be until the 28th.
Lingling's tone seemed not so intense, but her eyes were still muddy, making people confused what she was going to do.
It's almost expiry, and I'm planning to move this weekend.
With the intention of not being a lover and not being an enemy, I tried my best to calm down my surprise, tried my best to look calm and relaxed, and even took the initiative to pour a glass of water for Lingling.
Have you...n't you followed my circle of friends recently?After the result, Lingling continued to ask puzzling questions.
I've seen it... After we broke up, you immediately found a new boyfriend, and later posted a circle of friends when you went to a high-end restaurant for dinner together.
I vaguely realized that Lingling’s visitor was not good, so I began to raise my inner defense and decided to continue the conversation with her as cautiously as possible.
What do you think of him?After taking the water cup, Lingling was not in a hurry to drink water. While asking me, her wonderful eyes were always staring at the floor in front of her, not knowing what was brewing in her mind.
I think he is very good, looks handsome, and drives a good car. I think you have found a man who is better than me.So I didn't bother you anymore. It would be much better to live a hard life with such a man than to live with me.
Oh...so you haven't contacted me for more than a month... It's not your fault, this man is indeed much better than you... But... Lingling suddenly paused when she said this, and her eyes became wet. However, I recently discovered that he just wanted to sleep with me, but he didn't want to live with me... In the end, I, Liu Lingling, became an older leftover woman. It's ridiculous!
Listening to Lingling's sudden shrill voice, I felt a little chilling.Although I couldn't believe it rationally, I had indeed vaguely guessed what she was going to say soon.
Ma Le, this is your responsibility!Those good men are unwilling to spend too much energy and true love on a thirty-year-old woman like me!I can no longer go back when I was young, it was because you delayed me for seven years!Now I have to go back to my parents' home, and I can't hold my face anymore!
He placed the water cup heavily on the table. Lingling stood up with anger and walked to me, glaring at me angrily with tears in her eyes.
Ma Le, my youth has been delayed by you, so I ask you to be responsible for what you do!I ask you to get back with me now!
Lingling, stop talking stupid things... We have only broken up for more than a month, and you are now making an assertion that you can't find a suitable man, obviously lacking in persuasion.
Because of Xiaojing's appearance and because the days with Lingling had indeed reached a dead end, I flatly rejected her proposal.
Hahaha, Ma Le, are you very happy?I, who used to hate the poor and love the rich, came back to you one day, and then you rejected me righteously.You have always been a person who is not enough to make trouble. I don’t believe you can be so arrogant today!
As a department flower in college, we must admit that even when we reach thirty years old, Lingling still has bright eyes and clear teeth. She has a standard melon-shaped face and her delicate facial features are still beautiful.
But now in my eyes, these beauty has turned into clouds in her stern criticism.
A couple has a hundred days of kindness. Although I have been blessing her for a better life in my heart, it does not mean that I am a fence-bearer who is swaying from side to side.
Lingling, I am sorry for the past, but the past has passed after all, and we can't go back.
I heard from your subordinate Xiao Chen that you have been promoted to supervisor this year. Do you feel that your wings are hard after the promotion, so you dare to have the courage to send me away?
Lingling, you asked my colleagues about me again...
Don’t talk about him, please answer me directly!
This has nothing to do with whether I am promoted or not. My future is uncertain, I just don’t want to drag you down any more.
Nonsense, wouldn’t you hide now drag me down?You are still not a man, so be responsible for what you have done for seven years!
Just because I am a man, I should be more responsible for the breakup I proposed!Since you didn't object at the time and felt that you finally got rid of me, why bother looking back to me now!
I was finally unable to contain the anger in my heart by Lingling's step by step, and I couldn't help but vent my anger at this moment.
What I didn't expect again was that Lingling did not laugh when she heard my roar.
Just as I was wondering how much she wanted to make a fuss, Lingling suddenly unbuttoned her coat and actually wanted to take off her clothes in front of me.
Lingling, what are you doing!
Seeing this, I immediately tried to reach out and stop the other party, but my hands had just put on Lingling's shoulders, but she slid into my arms like a loach while I was unprepared.
Ma Le, you are still not a man. If you have the ability, you can fuck me tonight!Haven’t you always blamed me for not being hot enough in the past? Haven’t you always thought that I was not enthusiastic enough in the past?I'll satisfy you today!
After Lingling got into my arms, she actually pulled my shirt savagely and teared a big hole in the shirt when I was unprepared.
Lingling, don’t mess around!
The shirt was torn to pieces, so I had to push Lingling away again, but as soon as she left my body, she began to take off her top. In a blink of an eye, the sweater had been thrown to the ground. In addition to a pair of bras on her upper body, her white and tender skin was displayed in front of me.
Ma Le, stop struggling, I will take off your clothes when you come over, so it’s better not to do anything and let me take off myself naked first!
As Lingling said, in the face of her crazy behavior, I was really in a dilemma for a moment.
It was also taking this opportunity that Lingling had taken off her bra and showed her plump breasts with a d cup in front of me.
After only a few dozen seconds, her jeans and underwear were thrown to the ground together. Her black pubic hair and naked body were once again unreservedly after more than a month.
At this moment, the temperature in the room was just right, but I found that when Lingling's familiar and unfamiliar naked body appeared in front of me, the male instinct made me feel hot.
Since I hate me so much, why not just stop tonight and vent all your anger on me.
Lingling... put on her clothes quickly, I really can't do this!
Lingling pressed her step by step, but I stepped back step by step.Soon, I was forced into the corner and could not avoid it, and Lingling's warm body was pressed on her.
What's so sorry? For seven years, every inch of your body has always belonged to me!If you have the ability, don’t be tough. If you become tough, don’t talk about so many hypocritical principles!
Lingling said, tearing my shirt apart. After I exposed my upper body, she immediately licked my neck with a hot tongue.
At the same time, her hands began to untie my pants, and soon my whole body was almost as unfinished as hers.
When she saw that my cock was already erect, she immediately let out a smug laugh.
Ma Le said no, but her body was very honest.I don't believe you don't have any feelings for me!Come on, fuck me to death. You can do whatever you want tonight, it is a proof of your relationship with me!
Lingling, you really can't...AhAhAh!
I wanted to push Lingling away with a cruel heart, but suddenly screamed in pain. It turned out that Lingling suddenly opened her mouth and bit her hard on my shoulder.
After letting go, she slapped me in the face again, which completely angered me.
Liu Lingling, I'm really not polite if you do this again!
Come on, come on, you can hit me back or fuck me at will, otherwise I will keep punching and kicking you!
Liu Lingling, don’t think I dare not!
Having said that, I still can't really hit a woman after all, but I couldn't be indifferent when I was angry, so I pushed her away and pushed her down on the bed with great strength.
Lingling still laughed without anger after falling down. In my surprised gaze, she took the initiative to spread her legs apart and showed me the rosy vagina in the hair. Her face was filled with surprise, anger and hysteria. I felt that I was really helpless with Lingling, and the other party's extremely vulgar posture stimulated my lust. Even as she said, I was constantly provoked, and I really had the urge to punish her by fucking her.
But at this moment, when Lingling was pushed down by me, she took her bag and fell to the ground. A small blue pill immediately rolled out. There were a few small words written on the pill - Tulip No. 2.
At this moment, we were all completely stunned. Lingling didn't expect the pill to roll to my feet without any bias. After picking it up, I immediately gasped. Among my limited sexual knowledge, I knew this was what the saying goes.
The memory flashed back seven years ago. Lingling and I were classmates that year, and we attended the graduation dance organized by the class cadres.
Lingling was also beautiful that year and was younger than now. Although I couldn’t say that she was outstanding, her excellent academic performance made me full of expectations for my future life.
That year, the class cadres held a disco party in the school's dance hall for the first time. Later, I learned that it was a trick that a small group of boys who were about to graduate came up with to make an appointment with a graduation cannon.
I remember that night, when Lingling, who was the class belle, walked into the dance floor, almost half of the boys suddenly became excited, but I belonged to the other half of the honest man, and I was still quite self-aware.
Interestingly, in order to dance with Lingling, who is a department flower, the class cadres temporarily decided to use the method of changing dance partners in turn. Since all the boys and girls in the class had to participate, I accidentally became Lingling's turn after changing her dance partners several times.
I remember Lingling was having a lot of fun that day. She had had several boyfriends during college and never was a type of squeamish in front of boys.
But just as we were dancing together, a small pill fell to the ground in Lingling's pocket. I enthusiastically helped her pick it up and saw a few small words written on it, Tulip No. 1.
And after I handed the pill to Lingling, I was immediately glared at by her for no reason.
The graduation dance finally ended in a hustle and bustle. Lingling and I danced for a while before changing our dance partners.
It is unknown whether those class cadres successfully made an appointment with the gun.
But a few days later, I found Tulip No. 1 on the Internet, which turned out to be a type of ecstasy, which scared me to my mind.
A few days later, I was assigned to the company I am currently working for internship. Surprisingly, Lingling was assigned to another company that was very close to me.
Young people who have just graduated are always full of fear of society, so in the first period, several classmates who were closer often gathered together after get off work, of course, including Lingling and me.
I remember it was early winter in 2008. After a party, I happened to be alone with Lingling.
It was snowing heavily that day. I showed my gentlemanly demeanor and escorted Lingling home. When I encountered several frozen places on the road, I even held her tender hands, and the two of them supported each other and passed.
I remember that day Lingling took the initiative to ask me if she thought she was a frivolous woman, and I just told her thoughtfully that she would not take those ecstasy again in the future, as it would be bad for her health.
That day, Lingling praised me for being a reliable boy, and I began to be attracted by her beauty and unexpected little bird dependence.
After sending her to the temporarily rented place, she suddenly kissed me lightly.
In fact, although I am a local, my family is very ordinary. I want to find a real man as my support. The two of them work together...Ma Le, can you do it?
I...I'm not dreaming, aren't I?
You are not dreaming, I just want to know, are you willing to be my support?
I... Of course I do.
In this way, I became boyfriend and girlfriend with the once out of reach of Lianhua.
For a moment, I became a topic of conversation between men and women in the class, and I was very proud to find such a beautiful girlfriend.
What I don’t know is that Lingling had just broken up at that time, and my previous boyfriend was a rich second generation who was far better than me.
In the next seven years, I worked hard, but Lingling's career was always half-tempered. Days passed day by day, and my progress was slow, but Lingling seemed to be worse than the beginning, and she quit her job one after another.
Our initial ideals seemed to be getting farther and farther away, and Lingling began to complain that she had missed her eyes back then.
Two years ago, our relationship fell to freezing point. Lingling would occasionally go out to get drunk. Maybe she could even put a cuckold on me, but I blamed myself for my incompetence and turned a blind eye to it.
At the beginning of this year, Lingling began to threaten that if I could break up with me if I couldn’t make a lot of money within a year, I had to follow her advice and take risks and invest the 400,000 I had finally saved up in the stock market with the help of leverage.
I remember when Lingling always went out to get drunk, my only requirement for her was not to touch drugs such as ecstasy.
Although she was very angry at my suspicion, she could at least recognize my constraints in theory.
Now that this tulip No. 2 suddenly appeared in front of us, we all suddenly understood a truth.
The past seven years are really destined to pass.
There was no longer any dispute or madness, Lingling and I were each wearing our clothes silently.I escorted her downstairs and used the just-in-come Didi Taxi to help her get a ride.
As luck would make people feel like they are, heavy snow like goose feathers floated in the sky again, and Lingling was completely silent to me, while I was smoking silently with a dim expression.
Farewell forever, Ma Le, I wish you can achieve your ideals in the future.When the appointment finally arrived slowly, Lingling finally spoke. I could hear a hint of trembling in her tone.
Lingling, it’s better not to eat these anymore. You are still young and you must know how to respect and love yourself.
The seven-year relationship is finally about to end completely. I am actually very sad inside, but now that I have come to this, I can only say such pale greetings.
Haha, if you can still be with me, you may still have the right to say these things.So, since you can't go back to the past, let's leave forever...
In the glimmer of night, I clearly saw a miserable smile on Lingling's face.She opened the car door and sat in, and the car started again, but she stopped looking at me.
I watched the car leave alone, and repeatedly recalled every bit of the past seven years in my heart.I know this parting may be a farewell forever, and I hope she can take care of it all the way in the future.
Suddenly, my right hand stinged, and when I looked down, I realized that the cigarette had burned to the root.
Perhaps our feelings are like this cigarette, and have already burned to the end. If we don’t let go, we can only burn our own flesh and blood, and even lead to the destruction of life.
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