Chapter 13 Farewell

In novels, comics, movies and other works, creators always set up various contradictions and conflicts in the plot, such as car accidents and cancer in Korean dramas, such as the stupid one in "Romeo and Juliet", which caused the heroine to commit suicide due to misunderstandings. For example, in various books, the victim found that his favorite wife was a yellow-haired toilet, and all these were all in one go.

The reasons for these creators to create these plot conflicts are diverse, some to attract attention, some to express their creative intentions, and some to simply have evil tastes.

Almost all works must have conflicts, but the conflicts in literary and artistic works may be expressed in a more implicit and obscure way, while the conflicts in commercial works may be so painful that they can directly sprinkle blood on the faces of the audience (readers).

Perhaps we should call these conflicts a bloody plot.

Unfortunately, these bloody plots are very popular among viewers (readers). Car accidents and cancer have spread from Korean dramas to film and television around the world. Various magical, modern and postmodern versions of "Romeo and Juliet" are emerging one after another. The routines of NTR works have not changed since its birth.

People always pay for these conflicts, excitedly discuss the plot with people around them, write down their thoughts on social media, and insidiously recommend them to those newbies who have not seen it.

Because conflicts are fictional after all, and they are created by people, creators will always find ways to resolve these conflicts. Even if they are not resolved, it will only waste a little time for everyone.

Whether laughing or sighing, no one will take these things seriously.I used to be such a person, and I didn't know how painful it was until I experienced such a bloody plot myself.

I went to remember Sisi with the test paper, and then I realized that she had run away and could not see her when she returned to the classroom. Maybe she was hiding somewhere and secretly wiping her tears.

I can only help Sisi hand over these test papers to the teacher first.

Sisi didn't come to the next class, which made the class talk. After all, good students like Sisi are unlikely to skip class.

I stared at Sisi's empty position with a frown, and couldn't listen to a word of what the teacher said in class.

Zhou Qian came to class, and she still took notes while listening to the teacher's lecture as usual.

But for some reason, I felt that her originally cold and indifferent back was shaken. Did she really know what she wrote in her laptop?

I'm afraid her mind is full of Liu Sisi now.

Sisi came back halfway through the next class. She told the teacher that she was feeling uncomfortable just now, so she went to the infirmary.

The teacher easily believed her and asked her to return to her seat.

After class, I walked to her and said carefully: Sisi... She turned her face and stood up to me with her back, saying: Sorry, I have something to do.

Then I left the classroom and left me in a daze.

It seems that it is impossible to find Sisi to explain clearly during the break.

Sisi left very quickly after school, and at that time I hadn’t even packed my schoolbag.

After I packed up and chased after me, I found Zhou Qian talking to Sisi.

I couldn't hear what they were talking about, but I only saw Zhou Qian's anxious and worried look on her face, while Sisi looked sad. Before Zhou Qian finished speaking, she shook her head, then lowered her head and ran away.

Zhou Qian stood there like me and stared blankly for a while, then started crying like a little girl, not caring about the eyes of passers-by, and just walked away while crying.

At this time, I understand that I am afraid that if I catch up with Sisi, she will not listen to my explanation.

So there was a deadlock.

For several days, I, Sisi, and Zhou Qian had never said a word to each other.

It’s not that I don’t want to talk to both of them, but I don’t know what to say.

I know that I can’t explain Sisi’s words clearly because I can’t say too much. How can I explain my relationship with Zhou Qian?

How can I explain Zhou Qian’s thoughts about her?

If I had said truthfully, those broken things would have been revealed together, and the harm to Sisi at that time would probably not be less than that now.

To be honest, I think it was her who came to me to discuss it. After all, she was the initiator of everything, but she and I have long disliked each other, and I am afraid that the words they said were just harsh words.

After I got home, I also tried to send messages to Sisi on the chat software. Although she did not block me, she did not reply to me.

I lay on the bed, holding my phone, looking at the blue chat box full of screens in the chat window, and sighed in annoyance.

Dingdong

I stood up with a carp and sat up from the bed.Has the chat message been replied?No, no.That's... the sound of my doorbell.

Is it Sisi?I was hoping so eagerly in my heart, but I also knew it was unlikely that she had no reason to come to my house.Maybe it's just an uncle who checks the water meter.

But when I opened the door, Liu Sisi stood at the door, and my heart instantly slapped.

Sisi looked very bad, and I immediately realized with distress how much impact Zhou Qian and I had done.

So what did she do?She was carrying a shoulder bag on her left shoulder, her eyes drifting and indifferent, as if she didn't want to speak.

Anyway, please invite her in first.I hurriedly called her in, trying my best to please her, what should I do?Otherwise, we would go to the refrigerator to get a few cans of drinks and sit down and have a good chat?

Just after she came in, I turned around and was about to go to the refrigerator, and I heard the door behind me closed heavily, and there was a sound of zipper opening, but before I could look back, I felt a long, cold thing piercing into my back...

Then slowly pull it out...

The sound of flesh and blood rubbing against metal...

I was frozen. Somehow, I immediately understood what was going on in my mind, but I still touched my back with my hands, and warm liquid was coming out of my back...

I looked at my hands, red...

It's blood...

Looking back at Sisi, her face was extremely twisting at this moment...

The pale and twisted face was filled with hatred, jealousy, and crazy love...

The knife in his hand was emitting a cold light, pointing at me tremblingly...

Sisi...

Before I could make a sound, she stabbed up again without hesitation.

Ah……

I finally felt pain, but this pain did not come from the body, but from the heart...

I collapsed, my head first hit the table hard, and my body, which had lost strength, turned over the chair. With a dull sound, I fell to the ground, feeling the sky was spinning...

Sisi sat on me, not caring about the blood donation coming out of my body. Her hands were now covered with my blood...

I knew I was going to die, but I still turned my head with all my last strength. I hope to see her face again for the last time...

Sisi's face is no longer so distorted at this moment, but she is still crazy, sadness, pain, pleasure, despair, hope, care... all kinds of complex emotions are intertwined.

She widened her eyes and murmured to herself: You are mine... I don't want Zhou Qian to possess you... I want you... I want you...

I feel relieved at this moment.

It turns out that Sisi still has me in her heart...

That's fine...

Sorry, Sisi...

I failed to handle all this, which led to what I am now...

You don't have to feel guilty and blame yourself, it's all my fault...

Just remember that I love you, it's fine...

But I couldn't say these words anymore. Sisi raised the knife again and stabbed me in the chest...

There was a blood-red ocean in my mind...

That's good...

Just treat it as atonement...

Sisi, you want to be happy...

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Just kidding, how is that possible.I'm not acting in a famous Japanese cartoon, and I don't dare to be so bloody Korean dramas.

To be honest, I hope this is the case. At least this means that Sisi still cares about me. However, now, I have no idea what Sisi is thinking in her heart. Did I completely disappoint her?

Just when I was about to go to the refrigerator to get drinks, Sisi stopped me and said she was just here to get the computer.

Yes, because Sisi would come to me to play games at night before, so her laptop has been kept here for me. It has been kept for too long that I thought it was my own thing.

So I have been neglected.

Ah…Okay, I'll get it home for you.Maybe I can chat with Sisi on the way.

No, I brought my own bag and I just put it in it.

OK... OK...

I watched Sisi walk into my room and put her pink notebook into her shoulder bag.

There were also a few Hell Kitty stickers on the laptop.

That was delivered when I bought the stationery. I put it on Sisi's notebook with a prank mentality.

Who knew that Sisi happily asked me how she knew she liked Hell Kitty, and even hugged me and kissed me.

The past cannot be recalled. Although it has only been a few weeks, it makes people feel as far away as the previous life...

When this notebook was on my desk, I didn't care at all, and I almost forgot that it was Sisi who stayed here.

But when Sisi took away this notebook, I suddenly realized that it was the only proof of Sisi's existence in my home...

When Sisi took it away, the ups and downs of the room were also taken away. This would probably be Sisi's last time stepping into my house...

Suddenly, I felt reluctant to leave this laptop and nostalgia for Sisi...

Sisi... When I sent Sisi to the door, I finally had the courage to speak. I don’t know how to explain it to you, but I think what you understand is...

Before I could say this sentence to you, Sisi suddenly interrupted me: I have always misunderstood... When I saw you kissing Qianqian, I understood why you had been so jealous of me and Qianqian before... It turned out that you and Qianqian were the ones that suited to be together. I am just an ignorant third party. I am really sorry...

She looked up at me, her eyes roaring, and her voice was filled with crying: I wish you and Qianqian happiness.

Ah？

Before I could react, she turned around and ran away.Her ponytail shivers in my eyes until it disappears into tears...

Really, I wiped the tears in my eyes. What did you think of, Sisi...

The next day in class, I was still thinking about what I thought.

It seems that in her eyes, Zhou Qian and I are just a couple, she is just a third party who accidentally inserted...

How could she think so?!

It cannot be explained from all aspects.

The only reason I can think of is that Sisi is too kind, and only with this reason can she excuse me and Zhou Qian.

but……

If that's the case, wouldn't I become a scumbag on two boats?

So in the end, Zhou Qian was innocent?!

What is this Girls Understand Girls?

Just when I was upset, there was a commotion in the class.

This kind of commotion is very familiar. Generally speaking, there is an explosive gossip that will cause this commotion when it flows between classes...

I felt chilling, but those guys were spreading the gossip between Sisi and Zhou Qian.

But seeing that they didn't look at me, Sisi seemed to be listening carefully to what others were discussing, so I also plucked up the courage to get into a group of people and listen to what they were saying.

Hello, have you heard of it?Teacher Wei is about to quit his job?The girl in the class who was the most gossipy and the biggest mouth said.

Ah?Why?Didn’t she be a good teacher?

Yes, I dare not say it, I heard it is a big melon.

Don't swear, you must know something, say it quickly.

After all, it’s my dear teacher Ah, how dare I say bad things about her?The tone of her speech was disgusting.

Have you said less bad things?Tell me quickly!

OK OK OK, don't say I said Á.It is said... Teacher Wei's husband sued the Education Bureau with a complaint, which led to Teacher Wei's forced resignation!

Ah?What's the lawsuit?

I heard that Ah... The gossip girl paused dramatically and looked around mysteriously, with unconcealed excitement in her eyes because Teacher Wei’s private life was inappropriate!

Ah's voice immediately came out of the crowd.

Hoosh!Don't make a statement.

It is obvious that under your glory, the whole class almost knows...

No, right?Will a person as decent as Teacher Wei have a chaotic private life?

At this time, another boy spoke: Don’t say it, it’s really possible. Last time I saw Teacher Wei seem to be flirting with the director of the teaching.

There was another burst of twitching mouths in the crowd.

There is also, another girl said, someone said that she had seen Teacher Wei and the school bus driver work together...

No, right?

Do school bus drivers do it?How naughty?

The gossip girl stopped talking at this moment, and she listened to the discussion stirred up by her with satisfaction.

I couldn't stand it anymore, so I returned to my seat and found that Sisi also sat in the seat, probably the same as me.Zhou Qian, as always, did not join in the fun, and wrote something in her position.

Just when everyone was discussing it enthusiastically, Teacher Wei stepped into the classroom.Everyone was silent in an instant and returned to their own position obediently.

Teacher Wei does look a little different from before, and she is a little haggard at this moment.

And after entering the class, I did not rush to speak, but glanced at us in the classroom with a gentle look.

She is usually very serious and has a majestic look in her eyes. Now she is abnormal and shows some things.

I felt extremely sad. In the end, Teacher Wei still failed to complete his redemption?

Students, today is my last class for you.

Although everyone was mentally prepared, when he heard Teacher Wei say it in person, a commotion still rang in the classroom.

Teacher Wei smiled, Nuo looked thoughtful: Because of some personal reasons, I will make some personnel transfers.So I may not continue teaching here again...

The sighs and conspiracies in the classroom were endless, and some girls even cried. The gossip girl cried the loudest, and she took out a delicate handkerchief to wipe her tears.

Teacher Wei continued: To be honest, I really can't bear to leave you. I have been teaching here for more than ten years. I have welcomed many lovely students and sent away many hopeful graduates.It is really a very regrettable for me to not take you to graduation in person.

People often say that teachers are in spring and rain, and teach and educate people.But isn’t the profession of teacher teaching himself?I have learned a lot from the past ten years of teaching career... But even though I have learned so much, I still make mistakes again and again in some things. Until I fell into the bottomless abyss and could not look back, I realized how outrageous I had been wrong...

But I am lucky after all, because I met you, you students, who used your sunshine, cheerful and motivated to pull me out of the abyss... Especially some students, I have figured out a lot of things.

So I want to say something solemnly to you, thank you.

I will no longer teach this lesson in this class.Since you entered the school, you have learned hundreds of texts, and I have also taught these texts countless times. Sometimes I feel discouraged. What can these texts teach you?When you enter society, how many articles can you remember?But when a graduate of a certain class suddenly sang "Farewell" to me in class, I suddenly understood the significance of teaching for so many years.

Classmates Ah, the teacher is leaving.To be honest, I also want to leave you some life mottos so that your future path will be smoother, but the teacher’s life in the past few decades is really not worth mentioning, so there are no famous sayings to you.After thinking about it, I still thought of a sentence, which was taught by a classmate here.

Teacher Wei looked at me and I couldn't help but blush.

No matter when, you must be honest with yourself.

At any time, do you have to be honest with yourself?

When I heard the teacher say this, what appeared in my mind was Sisi's cute face, and...

Zhou Qian cried like a little girl...

I clenched my fists secretly, and a thought rose from my mind.

OK, I feel that the teacher is old and has become long-winded. I will leave the rest of the time to you.If you have any questions or anything you want to say, you can ask the teacher.

To everyone's surprise, the gangster in the class who was the least obedient and least studying hard stood up.At this moment, his eyes were filled with tears.

Old, teacher... I, I want to recite a poem to say goodbye to you. You are the best teacher I have ever met!

Teacher Wei smiled gently, showing her charm as an intellectual woman.

He wiped the tears from his eyes, and then recited them with the most emotional voice he could think of in his life: Li Bai was about to leave on the boat, but suddenly he heard the singing on the shore.

Well... Is this poem wrong?

Don’t worry about having no friends in the future, and no one in the world knows you!

Even a broken back!

You have memorized all the wrong words. These are two poems. I will punish you to go back and copy these two poems a hundred times!Even though Teacher Wei was leaving, she was still so meticulous, but anyone could tell that her eyes were red.

The gangster boy didn't care at all, and he continued: Old, teacher, I want to sing "Farewell" to you too!

Outside the long pavilion, beside the ancient road, the fragrant grass is connected to the sky...

I don’t know if I’m afraid that he will forget the lyrics or that everyone is infected by this situation, but everyone sang together.

The evening breeze blows the willows and the sound of the flute is gone, and the sunset is outside the mountains...

I sang softly and looked at the people around me.The boy sang the loudest voice almost roared, and it seemed very abrupt.

The end of the sky, the corner of the earth, the friendship between you is half gone...

Sisi's eyes were also red, and she was very restrained at this time. Compared to those sobbing girls, I knew her reluctance in her heart.

Zhou Qian, a guy who was extremely indifferent to everyone except Sisi, started humming gently to the melody, but he was still expressionless.

A scoop of turbid wine will bring you joy. Let’s go to the night before the dream is cold...

Teacher Wei covered his mouth with his hands so that he could not cry out loud.After experiencing career failure and family breakdown, what should she do next?I don't know, I can only bless her.

In the classroom, I don’t know how much false and true the song and the tears are.But I think the boy who took the lead in singing should be the most sincere.

Because he sang it really hard.