postscript

The summer vacation after the college entrance examination was my most relaxed and leisurely summer vacation. In this boredom, I started playing porn games.And my interest in pornography basically starts here.

The three first games I got started are the domestic "Dream of Red Mansions: The Twelve Golden Hairpins", the Japanese ELF Club's "Same-level Student 2", and the European and American butter sponsored "Being a Dik".

I should say that I am very lucky. As soon as I got started, I got the top and most representative butter in various regions.

These three games basically laid some interest in pornography.

At the beginning, I played "Dream of Red Mansions: The Twelve Golden Hairpin" with a bit of a spoof mentality, and I also liked the character Xue Baochai very much. It was quite tempting to be able to guide her in the game (later, I also fell in love with Li Wan during the game).

After that, I became addicted.

This is also the first time I have found a guide online to pass the game.

Sometimes you can even find posts discussing this game on the ancient bbs forum. Everyone enthusiastically and sincerely shared their experiences. The rather nostalgic Internet language and the Internet spirit of helping each other make me return in a trance and experience the excitement and excitement of players at that time being able to play a good-quality domestic butter.

It’s quite wonderful that emotions that span time and space are connected to me.

Now I think there are still many rough things about this game. Whether it is the system or the picture composition, they all borrow and even copy other games, but this does not prevent me from loving it.

It is already very good to be able to make such a good-quality domestic butter in that era.

Even if there are new domestic butters on Steam every day, few can match them.

"Senior Student 2" started playing because it is very famous and has a complete guide to the post bar.

At first you won’t know which girl is at which place and what kind of story will happen, but as the game goes on, you will gradually understand these girls, participate in the girl in life, and become a part of their story.

I like this sense of participation, and the little bit of daily life and youth are also very attractive to me.

The game's script, music and pictures are perfectly matched, just like the various parts in a symphony are orderly and harmonious, creating a nostalgic youth and daily atmosphere, and ultimately creating such a classic.

It should be said that the work "The Lover of the Toilet" has a little bit of the color of "Senior Student 2".

I still remember that after I followed the strategy and played the storyline of the last female character all night, the game window released photos of the protagonist and the female character's future life. The sound was filled with music full of memories. Looking out the window, the sky was blue in the early morning. I recalled the three years of high school, and felt lost.

"Being A DIK" is undoubtedly the game that has the biggest impact on me.

In fact, I almost never read pornographic novels before writing "The Lovers of the Toilet".

My understanding of erotic stories and erotic texts is basically derived from porn games.

And BAD is undoubtedly the leader in this regard.

So much so that I formed a wrong understanding, that is, sponsored porn games like Europe and the United States have such excellent scripts.

Later, after playing more, I realized that there are only a few who are willing to seriously conceive the plot and explore the characters, not to mention those who are very attractive at the beginning and run away after being updated a few times. I used Chen Yi's experience to satirize this phenomenon in "Epilogue".

BAD has increased my expectations for this type of game, but it is the pinnacle of this type of game. For a long time, I felt bored when playing other similar butters.

It should be said that from the beginning, BAD showed a completely different temperament from other sponsored butters. From the father's heart-to-heart talk with his son at the beginning, the tone of the whole story to the later plot, the character creation, and the burial and application of foreshadowing, it all seemed very old.

The nonsense that should be bullshit on the performance, the seriousness that should be seriousness made me realize the possibility of pornographic works in the breadth and depth of the plot.

At first I thought such an excellent script should be the result of working together, with several people in charge of the plot, several people in charge of the picture, several people in charge of the code, and the appearance of a studio.

Later I heard that all this was done by one person, and I admired it even more.

This is also the perfect form of a creator in my heart: to have a serious attitude towards my own works, to fully control my works, and to take on all responsibilities for the success or failure of my works.

BAD laid the foundation for my pursuit of plot.

So when I was writing "The Lovers in the Toilet", I was willing to spend a lot of writing to lay out the plot. What I pursue was a natural eroticism. When the plot, characters, and feelings were all in place, sex was a natural thing.

Of course, this is not easy, and what I did is far from enough.

To say that the origin of my pornography actually comes from a very embarrassing thing. I wanted to play a game at that time, and there was an forum in this game. If you want to register for this forum, you need an invitation code. How to get the invitation code? Go to their group to write a 200-word pornographic text.

At that time, I was struggling for a long time, as if I was going to give up my first time. Finally, the desire to play games overwhelmed the entanglement. I squirmed a 200-word copy, and it was not until the last sentence or two that I wrote about the sexual fetish of foot control.

Even so, I feel ashamed to death.

Now I can type out thousands of words of pornographic descriptions without any turmoil in my heart, and it is true that I have fallen into evil.

The work "The Loving Enemy in the Toilet" took more than a year from the first chapter to the end. During this period, the writing process also changed a lot. Some ideas have become blurred because of the long time. Now I can only talk about what I can still recall.

The opportunity for writing is actually very simple, and it is boring and insomnia.

I was a person who had severe insomnia in college. I stayed at home all day because of the epidemic. One day I tossed and turned on the bed again, so I simply got up and turned on the computer: Since I can't sleep, just write something.

So the first three chapters of "The Loving Enemy in the Toilet" were written out one night. God knows what I thought at that time. The last time I seriously wrote novels in elementary school, and then I occasionally wrote some out of chapters.

At the beginning, I didn’t take this novel very seriously, so I just wanted to practice writing and finish it by writing four or five chapters. If no one reads it, then forget it.

The design of the plot is also quite simple: Zhou Qian pulled Chen Yi and had an oral sex. Chen Yi couldn't help but fight back. Chen Yi found out that Zhou Qian forced him to have a oral sex. The three of them were happy 3P.

With such a relaxed mood, I wrote the previous chapters.

He even wrote a plot of Chen Yi being unable to bear the raping of Zhou Qian, and he was proud at the time: such a counterattack plot is simply a point that the reader can do.

Now I feel a little regretful. The plot of this counterattack is still too hasty. Later, in Chapter 23, I also expressed my regret through what Chen Yi wanted, and eliminated the plot through Zhou Qian's forgiveness.

But sometimes I am glad that if I had written such a great work to write at the beginning, I would probably not be able to stick to it. I would have practiced writing in this way and allowed myself to make mistakes. I would have let go of it and I would have eliminated this rape scene later, but it became a sublimation point of the plot. Although I can't say it's amazing, I at least tried it.

Such a regretful and glad mood appeared on me at the same time. People are indeed contradictory creatures, and Dostoevsky is really not bullying me.

Creation has never been an easy task. Even if you have the mentality of practicing writing, you will find that what I thought was too simple before. There are too many plots that need to be filled in between each plot point, and the filling of plot requires the creation of characters. The creation of characters in turn affects the development of the plot.

It wasn't until then that I began to think carefully about how to tell this story well.

The most important point is to set a theme for this story.

Only by setting the theme can I better control the whole story.

And the key role in this is Teacher Wei.

My initial positioning of the role of Teacher Wei was to pull her out when the story lacked erotic plots and add a erotic atmosphere to the plot. It is very tool-like.

So much so that at the beginning I didn't think of her a surname, but just called her teacher.

But later on, I still felt that writing like this is boring and cliché, so I began to think about the points that can be discovered in this character. Has rbq always been rbq?

What experience did she have before she became RBQ?

What kind of story will happen between her and the protagonist?

Through this thinking, Teacher Wei's image in my mind gradually became concrete. In the end, I found that she was not just a rbq, but a tool, she was a person, a lost heart, and a good teacher.

Through the narrative of this supporting plot, I finally figured out the theme of the early stage of this story: face the true heart with honesty.

I think it's it, this is the story I want to tell.

The two chapters of "Teacher Wei" and "Farewell" are the two smoothest chapters I have written. Some readers may find it too sensational and nonsense, but it is undeniable that after these two chapters, the tone of the whole novel has become different, and I can begin to grasp the whole story.

After all, the creation time has been delayed too long. I can no longer remember whether the protagonist wanted to take Teacher Wei into the harem. It should be that there was no such thing.

From beginning to end, I want to tell the story of the protagonist and his two girlfriends.

So Teacher Wei’s exit came naturally.

Although the protagonist and the teacher have both moved and inspired each other, both of them have their own way to go and have their own things to pursue. If it is not for love, there is no need to force Teacher Wei to tie him to the protagonist. This is not the story I want to tell.

It is worth mentioning that Teacher Wei will appear in her next work "Invaders: Tutors". When she was young as a rural teacher, the protagonist Julien was her student.

The inspiration that Teacher Wei gave me is not only about the theme, but also about character creation.

From then on, when I think about a character, I will first ask myself a few questions about the character, and then use these questions to think about what happened to the character and what impact it will have on the current story, and then consider how the plot develops.

Most characters basically have a biography about him in my mind. Although it may not be reflected in the story, it is still very helpful for me to grasp the characters except the King of Sluts. I never thought about why he became sluts.

Let’s talk about the three protagonists.

I had a headache at the beginning because no matter how I wrote it, I felt that she was light and had no real feeling, like the moon in the water and the flower in the mirror. Beautiful is beautiful, but it is out of reach.

Especially her interests and ideals have been tangled.

Hobbies such as piano, chess, calligraphy and painting are indeed very consistent with her eldest lady's identity, but they are boring and it is not easy to conceive the subsequent plot.

Fortunately, she later found a good ideal for playing games, and based on this ideal, she discovered and conceived Liu Sisi's character image and the story behind it, and then connected it with the theme of the work, and everything came naturally.

After writing Chapter 8, I almost felt that I could grasp the character Sisi.

Of course, her related plot is not that attractive compared to Zhou Qian's, and her growth is not as obvious as the other two protagonists, especially the conflict resolution in her story is based on Sisi's father who had not mentioned much before, and he is somewhat mechanical and magical.

However, the character Sisi himself has placed a lot of ideal things in it, and I often use her mouth to say something I really want to say.

Among the three protagonists, she is the bravest one, and she understands some things the most. She never escapes her true emotions. She also uses her own attitude to influence the people around her. She is the lubricant in the thorny relationship between Zhou Qian and Chen Yi, and the most stable beacon in the relationship between the three. As long as she is there, the other two will not be lost. No matter how far they go, they will always find the direction of home.

She is the angel in the heart of the author, and it was so smooth thanks to the push of her story.

If Zhou Qian's transformation and growth are the themes that show and sublimate the story, Sisi itself is the embodiment of the theme.

Some readers will be surprised that there is such a three-person relationship, or they may wonder why Sisi can accept such a relationship so easily.

In fact, it is not difficult to understand that she is open and tolerant, so since both of them like it, both of them are lovers; she is also very sensitive and noticed that Chen Yi and Zhou Qian like each other, so she also tried her best to match them.

Love is not necessarily a life-and-death struggle, but it may also be a healing journey of mutual tolerance and mutual care.

The character Sisi explains this.

Zhou Qian is undoubtedly the most popular among the three protagonists. Zhou Qian is far ahead in the character love vote initiated, but Chen Yi's votes in Pity cannot even reach half of her.

Many readers who discuss the plot with me also prefer this cute and spoiled little girl.

I am very happy that everyone can love this character. Although she is the same weight as Sisi in my heart, I have to admit that her character image is easier to win everyone's love. This kind of character image first appears as a villain, then realizes that she has difficulties, and finally successfully untie her knot and becomes a cute and spoiled little girl. This method of shaping characters is so successful.

What's more, the plot about her is also a climax of the story, and it is not an exaggeration to say that it is the pinnacle.

I was also very excited to write the chapter "Sports Games".

She is a character with distinct advantages and disadvantages, and the contradictions in her body are easier to discover, so the story is naturally easier to stand out.

Of course, I have encountered difficulties in creating her character. The main thing is the last few chapters. How to reveal the heart that loves Chen Yi under her arrogant appearance is a problem. I don’t want to write it too explicitly, such as asking Zhou Qian to act cute to Chen Yi. I don’t think this is like her, but I also think that she always makes her coquettish. Losing her temper towards Chen Yi is like going back and going back, which is a bit contradictory to the plot of confessing to the bathroom.

Finally, I decided to reflect Zhou Qian's love and tenderness towards Chen Yi through some small details from time to time. This tests the writing skills. I am not sure whether I write well enough.

A reader said that Zhou Qian is a little fairy who never grows up and needs Sisi and Chen Yi to spoil her for the rest of her life. I think she is pretty good.

What do you say about the protagonist Chen Yi?

If I want to say he is a good person, he has dark spots such as rape and peeping. If I want to say he is a bad person, how could two people like Sisi and Zhou Qian look at a bad person?

So after thinking about it, I can only say that he is an ordinary person, an ordinary person with shortcomings but also has his own charm.

Sometimes he is prone to getting up and likes to peek at his girlfriend's privacy (especially the behavior of peeping into lily), but he also has the corresponding courage to pursue happiness; sometimes he is confused, but if he makes clear his intentions, he will act without hesitation (the process of pursuing silly, and then he will make a move with a clear understanding of his love for Zhou Qian in the sports meeting, and then turn his head to hammer the slutty king); he will also grow up, for example, the problem of voyeurism when he grows up is much better. Although he falls in love with women's clothing later, it should not be a problem haha; he has some ordinary ideas that ordinary people should have; he is sometimes contradictory, but more often it is a kind of firmness and courage.

In the field of Huangwen, excluding those talented guys and Long Aotian, he is also a responsible and responsible male protagonist. He has done his best within his ability and gave happiness to the two female protagonists. I don’t think I will have more requirements for him.

By the way, Chen Yi has a talent that he hasn't even noticed, that is, he is actually quite good at observing words and expressions, so his first-person narrative is full of descriptions of changes in expression.

In the later stage, I had a long time to write, so I had time to review the previous plot every time I wrote the next chapter. After all, I read the novel for about ten or twenty times, and I could find a lot of problems every time.

I have used the foreshadowing relatively cleanly. The only useless foreshadowing I can think of is what Sisi said to Chen Yi in Chapter 8. What should have been revealed in the subsequent plot, but I really couldn't imagine what Sisi would say to Chen Yi at that time, so I put it there. Fortunately, it was harmless.

The facts tell us that we didn’t think about how to stop the foreshadowing before we conclude.

As for Zhou Qian’s mother, Uncle Rui, etc., it is not just foreshadowing, it just promotes the plot.

I am not a persistent person. I am afraid that one day I will never be able to finish the story. So in the early stage, I would finish it in one go every time I wanted to write a certain chapter. After I finished writing, I would not make any more modifications and I would just post it.

So every time there are many typos in the wrong sentence.

I don’t like writing outlines or something. Every time I go over and over and over again in my mind and write them directly. This is naturally not a good habit. Fortunately, "The Loving Competent in the Toilet" is not long, and I can control it without an outline.

But I will definitely write an outline for future works.

The most controversial novel is the title. More than one reader told me that because the name is too shameful, he dared not recommend it or almost missed this work.

As I said at the beginning, I wrote it with the mentality of practicing writing, so I took the name randomly, not to mention that I am not very good at naming.

I also felt a little regretful, wondering if I should get a more serious name, but later I felt relieved because I couldn't think of a more suitable name than this.

It is eye-catching enough, reveals part of the plot, matches the style of this light novel, and has a bit of nonsense, which is a great title (laugh).

Some readers also told me about the length issue, saying that they thought they could write fifty chapters, and made a bet with someone, but they lost a grilled sausage.

It made me laugh, my readers are very humorous.

I wrote it as a short story from the beginning, but now I have written 300,000 words far exceeds expectations. Although this can only be considered a novella or even a short story in online novels, it is already a long story for me.

I prefer novels with a streamlined structure. There are not many novels in this world that are worth writing more than one million words.

As for the feeling that some readers say comes to abruptly, or the end is hasty, I don’t think so. I have already expressed all the feelings I want to say, the thoughts I want to express, and the structure of the story is complete. So it’s good to end it.

I don't want to drag it too long.

As I said before, my novel still has many shortcomings that need to be improved, but I will not underestimate myself. From the first chapter to the last chapter, I can still see my progress.

But one's own shortcomings must also be faced with. Not to mention that one can compete with a truly excellent author, one must at least catch up. The process of catching up is a part of the fun of writing.

When I read the whole novel again, I suddenly realized that although I said that I was practicing writing, even the first chapter had already buried the foreshadowing behind it.

Maybe in my subconscious, I really want to seriously create a drama pornographic novel.

Then my writing motivation should be reexamined.

A reader's comment is very interesting: The gender-disordered triangle stirs the psychology of all people with a "normal" concept... It is also a kind of teasing for readers (or themselves?).If you think about it carefully, I did have some teasing or sarcastic meanings in it.

In the forum, we are arguing about who is more or less about pure love and green texts. We must strictly define a certain type. Topics such as being poisonous beyond definition are meaningless, because I think this kind of argument is meaningless. You can look at what type you like and why you have to make a noise. Another thing is that when a story is well written, it can break free from the framework of the type.

I deliberately integrated some typical writing and plots of several types of articles, which were somewhat ridiculous and provocative.

Actually, I always think that my works are quite picky. Those who like them should like them very much, and those who hate them should also hate them very much (laughs).

Of course, the main reason is not to satirize anything, but just want to write a pure love novel in your mind.

This has been discussed very clearly in Chapter 29.

Let’s talk about the lives of the three protagonists afterwards. It’s not necessary to say more about Zhou Qian and Sisi’s success in their respective fields.

Chen Yi later really went to the company run by his senior, but he was cheated. He was not a writer sitting in the office and blowing air conditioner, but became a criminal news investigator who was both miserable and had no way to rise. However, his ability to observe words and expressions was well played in this profession. He often judged whether the information was valuable based on the expressions of others when answering questions, thereby digging out the essence behind criminal news.

This makes him famous in the press.

This setting about Chen Yi may be used in the future, so I will mention it here.

In the following years, he and his two lovers confessed their relationship to their parents. First, Zhou Qian's mother, and Zhou Qian's mother was also very surprised when she learned about the relationship between the three of them. However, after a while, she saw that the three of them were so affectionate, so she smiled and accepted it. Chen Yi's parents were even more shocked when they knew about it, but after all, they were their own sons, so they had to help hide it from their in-laws. Sisi's parents knew the last time, and even the father of the happy ones could not hold back. Sisi's parents, the two purely love war gods, scolded Chen Yi, and Chen Yi's mother. In the end, Sisi, Zhou Qian, Zhou Qian's mother, Chen Yi's parents and others took turns to persuade him for a long time before they were relieved and reluctantly accepted it. The three-person wedding was held together.

Only some friends who knew the relationship between them were invited to participate, and as for the slandered relatives, they still kept it from them.

The details of these stories, such as how Sisi's parents calm down and how the wedding will take place, are left to readers to imagine.

Then there is the topic of having children that readers are most interested in.

The one who got pregnant at the beginning was Zhou Qian, a twin. A few years later, Sisi got pregnant and gave birth to a daughter. Fortunately, the appearance of the three children inherited the mother's side.

Zhou Qian's two children inherited some of the mother's personalities, but eliminated the dark and spoiled parts, and were more mature and calm.

Sisi's child is the youngest in the family, and her family, including her brothers and sisters, is very spoiled, so she is more spoiled, but she is still smart and kind.

Sisi and Zhou Qian didn't care who gave birth to this child, and they both treated it as their own children.

At first, the three children would also be curious about why they would have two mothers, but happiness would resolve all questions.

Chen Yi eventually grew up to be his good father, teaching by example.

The family lived happily together like this.

Let’s talk about your future writing plan.

First of all, "The Lover of the Toilet". My plan is to write at least two extras, namely the story from Sisi's perspective and the story from Zhou Qian's perspective.

From Sisi's perspective, I basically had the idea of ​​it almost the same, so I just wrote about what happened at their first wedding.

I have always been very confused from Zhou Qian's perspective and can't find a good entry point. Fortunately, even if these two articles have to be written, it will take a long time to think about them.

Other extras, such as the love story of the Sports Committee, Zhou Qian’s mother’s past, what happened to Sisi’s parents back then, and even the mine couple at the comic exhibition, I have considered it. I have a biography of each of them in my mind. It’s still unclear whether it will be written.

As for the novel itself, as I said before, there are still many typos and some plots that need to be repaired.

So I will reorganize and modify the version one day.

Of course, the story structure will not change, it will only add some details.

For example, in my setting, Zhou Qian's mother should be the first woman to swallow Chen Yi's cock by herself, so logically, there is a description of Zhou Qian's mother's deep throat in the chapter of "Diary", but as I was writing, I suddenly had no motivation to write this plot, so I only wrote one footwork and ended.

Maybe it will be added in the subsequent revised version.

But all this will not be too fast, and it will take a long time to start writing.

And now, I want to put the work "The Loving Enemy in the Toilet" into other stories.

I am a relatively self-creator and have a variety of tastes about my works.

I know very well what kind of fun I write to get to explore and create.

So the only criterion for me to choose to create a story is interesting. I must admit that I prefer pure love themes because pure love can make people happy, but I will not limit my possibility. Most types will try it, and maybe I will write first-person green articles (laughs). As long as the story is interesting to me, even if it is a failed creation that is not loved by readers, I am not afraid of making more mistakes.

In fact, I have countless stories in my mind, including long, medium, short, R18, non-R18 (but non-R18 rarely posts on this account, it is better to have the identity of the sea and sea). According to my current update speed, I will probably never finish writing it in my life.

At present, in addition to the NTL theme "Invader: Tutor", I will also serialize two pure love short stories similar to "The Lovers in the Toilet" style: "My Seven-Day Romance with the Teacher" with a mature female teacher, and "Sex-Day Writer and the Girl with a Leaving Home" with a Leaving Home. Stay tuned.

I remember there was an online novel author, Eunuch. The reason for the eunuch was that the story had already been enjoyed in his mind; Wang Zengqi often thought about writing about his novels when he could recite almost every sentence.

Redmond Chandler once said in his letter that he was able to write exactly what he wanted to write in his mind; in my opinion, all three of them showed a very high level of writing. I wrote my heart.

Of course, it is somewhat ironic to put the first author and the last two masters together (laughs).

This is very difficult for me. I always think about the plot perfectly, first like this, then that, and finally like this, and finally add the little bit of private goods I want to talk about.

Linked together, perfect.

But when I really wrote it, I realized that this was not the case at all. How should we overdo it between these two paragraphs?

How should I write this conversation between Sisi and Chen Yi?

Are I too addicted to rhetoric here?

Is this plot not very good? Should it be deleted?

When I was thinking about this plot, I was very happy. How did I start to worry about how to make words and sentences when I wrote it?

I originally thought about a wonderful sentence here and couldn’t remember it when I wrote it?

Isn’t this too preaching and completely unreasonable?

Too many things I didn’t consider before have caused various surprises in my writing process.

Especially when it is in a bad state, this almost makes the creation a pain.

But this kind of vagueness and uncertainty are sometimes not always bad things. During the writing process, I often write temporarily some plots that I had never thought about before, and the final effect of these plots is good, such as the plot of Sisi and Chen Yi looking at the starry sky, such as Zhou Qian and Chen Yi's discussion on Murphy's Law and Chekhov's Gun, which I thought about temporarily.

I think this is probably the charm of creation. If you don’t really put it on paper, you will never know what the story will look like.

The writing process is painful, but the end result is happy.

When I watched the plots and characters conceived in my mind finally be displayed one by one in the text, that kind of happiness was truly unparalleled.

Finally, I would like to thank my readers.

Although I just said handsomely that I am a self-creator, readers have indeed provided a lot of help in my writing process. I have to admit that some content was written only after being inspired by readers.

Sometimes I feel that readers are really much more talented than me, and I can write many interesting comments, such as "Jianyi Siqian", which is so interesting.

Many readers will also give a lot of suggestions. Although I will not adopt most of the suggestions because I know very well what I want to write, they are indeed very interesting.

The pornographic part is also much more imaginative than I do.

During my writing process, I received a lot of encouragement and support from readers. Some readers came back to share their reading experiences with me, some would discuss the plot with me, some would recommend some other books to me for reference, some readers would also discuss some creative matters with me, and of course, more would be urged (laughs).

Of course, no matter what kind of support, even if it is likes and collections, I can feel it and feel grateful.

No matter how slow the update speed is, after it is posted, I can still see that many readers will support it.

Discussing the characters and plots in the book with readers is also an opportunity to sort out the context of the article and clarify the characters' images. Some readers say that they were unhappy, but they would be happy to see the stories I wrote. I think if my works could bring readers this way, then my writing would be meaningful.

It is precisely because of discussion and communication with readers that I can keep writing.

The author can complete this work, and there are also readers who have a contribution.

I am very happy to be able to meet so many excellent readers and so many friends.

As a friend, I do say a lot of things that are not available, but as a creator, I obviously have said too much, so I will put aside this and see you in the next work.