Chapter 219 I like you, only at this moment

That night, I seemed to be half asleep and half awake. After asking that sentence, I felt relieved but started to get entangled again. Why did I say it? Why did I ask it?

After that sentence came out, it was calm. The only sound of Yingying and I were left in the world. The sound on the other side of my phone began to rise rapidly, and my abdomen began to sway. The nerves in my body began to tense one by one, and the crotch almost began to swell. The sweat in my palms was almost squeezed out two and a half pounds.

I don’t know how long it took, a slightly trembling voice came from over there: Zhang Qing, aren’t you teasing me? I’m afraid

I smiled bitterly, "In her eyes, do I love to slap people so much?" I held my phone tightly and said slowly: I need to tease you in the middle of the night, do I need to play with you? I don't know if I am looking forward to her answer or expecting her to hang up the phone quickly. In short, I have been willing to do it. After holding it in for so long, no matter what the result is, I can at least understand something.

I heard Yingying take a long deep breath. Zhang Qing, we used to be lovers, but now we are not. Do you understand? You have to know that the question you think is the same as what I think. I have been like since high school, but you never knew it. Maybe you have only started thinking about this question recently, but how do you want me to answer? It's now, it's too late.

My heart suddenly became clear as if I had been bombed by a tank. The words accumulated in my heart were finally released. At this moment, I knew that I was a flower-hearted radish in the eyes of someone else. I was still watching the pot in the bowl, and the portion in the pot was my brother. Similarly, the bowl and the pot were very close, so I thought it was so messy.

Yingying said this call and waited for a long time but didn't see me answer. She coughed gently

He whispered in a low voice: Are you asleep?

My grass, can I fall asleep! I said, if I can fall asleep like this, I will become a fairy. Yingying, what should we do? Have you ever thought about it

Yingying sighed softly: I don’t know, it’s too late, what else can I do

I want to know why you agreed to Liu Yandong at that time and why

You may not believe me if I say it. Zhang Qing, I am just afraid that I will not be able to help but say something to you one day. And you are so in love with Qin Chu, I dare not think and not do it. Speaking of this, Yingying started sobbing. I just wanted to divert my attention. I just wanted to see you and Qin Chu be together well. I just wanted to see you and Qin Chu live happily. I had nothing else to ask for.

It was not until this time that I truly understood how great pain Yingying had suffered since she became lovers of Qin Chu. I remembered many clips. In those clips, I was joking with Qin Chu, and Yingying was smiling happily beside her. But I didn’t know how much grievances and pain were hidden behind Yingying’s innocent laughter. It was not until the moment she decided to accept Liu Yandong that she made a decision to put me in her position as a buddy. How did she spend the days before that?

What was she thinking about every lonely night?

How should I bear it every time I see Qin Chu and me?

Yingying, I'm sorry, I can only say these five words gently now

Yingying was trying hard to cover up her crying. I heard the whimpering sobs made by her covering her mouth and nose. I heard her crying. My stomach was more uncomfortable than drinking yogurt that had expired for three years. But I couldn't say anything except sorry. After a while, Yingying gradually reduced her crying to the lowest point. Then she took a deep breath again: Zhang Qing, I want to bite you, why didn't you ask me earlier, why did you have to say these to me now? You stinky hooligan don't know if it will make me feel uncomfortable when you tell me these things now.

I seem to be really wrong. The consequences of saying these words to her like a slut are serious. I have Qin Chu, and she also has Liu Yandong. The difference is that I really love Qin Chu, and she is emotionally transfer or grafting for Liu Yandong. My breathing begins to become difficult. The previous pleasure disappeared without a trace. Yingying's words directly reveal the relationship between us, the extremely thick hymen.

Yingying, I was wrong, I shouldn't say this, right? This will make you even more sad. I am a livestock. You will use a kitchen knife to chop me tomorrow. I shook my head and hurt myself

Yingying sucked her nose a few times before slowly saying: Zhang Qing, can you promise me something?

Say it

Forget everything about tonight, how to live tomorrow, the sun will rise on time, you and Qin Chu will still fall in love, I will also be fine with Liu Yandong. Yingying's voice is very soft, and the feelings between us, just keep in my heart, okay? I don't want us to be sorry to them, you and Qin Chu are truly in love, I know, if you can live happily, I will be very happy

I was silent. Yingying's choice was rational and realistic. Compared to her, I was much more selfish. She just wanted to see me live happily. She didn't want to destroy the relationship between the four of us, nor did she want to make us more tired. I am not a fool. Now I have sorted out all these relationships. What I am most confused about is what I am about Qin Chu or Yingying? Qin Chu, I can't let go. Where is Yingying?

Can I let it go

I punched the wall of the balcony, but I didn't feel any pain. When I felt my fingers were slightly wet, I realized that I had hit a protruding place with my punch. The skin must have been scratched. I tried to suppress the fluctuations in my heart and said calmly to Yingying: I listen to you, Yingying, I should do that.

Yingying seemed to be smiling, very bright, as if she was close to her, so innocent, but so vague

Zhang Qing, I like you, only this moment starts tomorrow, you only have Qin Chu, good night, this is the last thing Yingying said to me