My head was surrounded by the words Qin Chu said to me before leaving. The pale smile before she left made me heartbroken, and my heart was bleeding, but despite this, I still couldn't answer the question Liu Yandong asked me that night, because I found that I still didn't understand what love is
A text message from Qin Chu came over. When I saw Qin Chu's name on my phone, my heart was extremely ups and downs. When I saw a few lines of words on the pitiful screen, there seemed to be an undercurrent in my eyes.
I am a snow lotus that has been accumulated for thousands of years, and you are just a cold wind that flashes by. No matter how you surround me, she will eventually leave. Her words are like a cold wind, sucking straight in my heart.
Lying on the hospital bed, my head hurts inside and outside, I wrinkle
The eyebrows stared at the ceiling above, a black little bug wandered back and forth on the white energy-saving lamp tube, as if looking for its prey, or as if looking for its lover
Since entering the house, the mistress's mouth has never stopped. He couldn't figure out what had happened, so he kept asking around me and Xia Sha. The appearance of March 8 was like a long tongue woman in a skewer. Xia Sha pursed her lips and looked straight at the bricks in a daze. Her hands were intertwined together and rubbed the corners of her clothes tightly. I could see that Xia Sha was even more heart-wrenching than me at this moment. Her knuckles turned white because they used too much force.
No, Zhang Qing, Xia Sha is a beauty, I don’t ask her, you are a big man, tell me what happened. The mistress’s curiosity makes him almost become a little resentful woman who has lost her lover.
Get out of your grandma, how come you are like a widow? You go back to school first, and I will tell you, don't be twitching here. I really can't stand the mistress's slutty spirit
The mistress blinked and looked at me again at Xia Sha. She probably analyzed something. She pouted and thought for a while, then pointed at me and walked out of the ward with a ruthless posture. In less than half a minute, he ran back and touched half of the bag of general from my pocket: It is not good for the patient to smoke!
Xia Sha maintained the same position from beginning to end. After being quiet in the ward, she raised her head slightly and looked at me, and looked at me. She quickly lowered her head. I understand that she felt bitter. She felt guilty for her slash. I knew in my heart that all the responsibilities were my own. Xia Sha did nothing wrong. That night, it was the result of my desire burning. In theory, Xia Sha was also a victim.
Xia Sha I was so angry that I sank the Dantian and called out softly
Yes, she responded, not looking up
Can I ask a few questions
Hu Xiasha let out a sigh, I know what you are going to ask, why I appeared again, how did I get into your room, right?
I'm used to her psychology, and I nodded when I heard this
Because of reluctance and selfishness, Xia Sha finally looked up at me. I originally thought that going away from you would make us feel more relaxed, but that was unrealistic. I am back, if you believe what a woman said, you will lose.
The more beautiful a woman is, the more she will be able to lie? I remembered Zhang Wuji's mother, then how did you get into my house
It's very simple, because you didn't close the door, I'm not a gentleman on the beam, I don't have the skill to drill through the window. Xia Sha said quietly, Qin Chu...How is she
I handed her the text message on my phone: She decided to leave me. Somehow, after saying this, a feeling of inexplicable sourness suddenly surged into my heart.
Xia Sha pinched my phone and looked at it for a long time. After returning it to me, she stood up and walked to the window to stare blankly. I didn't know what to say at that time, so I stayed with her. The air with a slight smell of 84 disinfectant water seemed very solemn, with a suffocating atmosphere. The sound of rustling footsteps came from time to time in the corridor, which was particularly noticeable on this night.
You go find Qin Chu, she needs you. Xia Sha suddenly turned around and said to me.
You don't know her, she doesn't want to see me now. My bitter smile
Xia Sha slowly walked to the bed with a serious look in her eyes: I'll ask you a question, can you answer me
Seeing me nodding, Xia Sha frowned slightly. Until I saw me, I felt a little scared. She asked: Do you like me or a confidante in the traditional sense? I mean love.
Have both, if not liked, that night...
Okay, before I finished speaking, Xia Sha interrupted my next article in time. I had already got the answer I wanted. Then, maybe, Zhang Qing, I really should leave this time, and I will never appear around you from time to time like a ghost.
I was stunned and didn't understand what she meant. Xia Sha saw that I was stunned and smiled: Qin Chu is yours. Now you still have time to forget me. It was my appearance that made you have a crisis, but I can't do anything for you. I have to say that I can do something for you. I think it's my departure.
Going away again? I don't remember how many times this was Xia Sha's sudden departure from me. She was indeed like a ghost, and she seemed to be enjoying this sport
Xia Sha put her long hair in her hands and pushed her back. I wonder if she was smiling: This time, it's true. At least you can't see me before graduation. I'll give you all the ones that belong to you. Do you know what I feel now?
I shook my head and said I don't know
Just like a murderer who escaped, full of guilt. Xia Sha looked at the window, I hope you remember a girl who appeared in your university, remember the story between Feng Huáng and us, so I will be satisfied, there is no other request, are you willing to promise me?
I was silent, I didn't know how to answer, just like the question Liu Yandong asked me that day, I had a scale in my heart, and I was in conflict with each other. The two swayed back and forth but could not reach a balance, which also made me unable to choose the severity of the matter.
Then I will think you agreed, goodbye Xia Sha stretched out his hand at me, shake hands, just think it's for friendship
I continued to remain in a state of a lazy person, but Xia Sha quickly pinched my hand and clenched it, then smiled at me: Goodbye, Zhang Qing, remember me
So, in one night, two girls I liked from my heart left me one after another. The speed was so fast that I panicked and frightened. I thought it was a dream. When I smashed the thermos beside the bed with my head and saw the blood and found that I still felt pain, I realized that all this was a fucking reality. When I came to my senses, everything seemed to be too late.
A text message from Qin Chu came over. When I saw Qin Chu's name on my phone, my heart was extremely ups and downs. When I saw a few lines of words on the pitiful screen, there seemed to be an undercurrent in my eyes.
I am a snow lotus that has been accumulated for thousands of years, and you are just a cold wind that flashes by. No matter how you surround me, she will eventually leave. Her words are like a cold wind, sucking straight in my heart.
Lying on the hospital bed, my head hurts inside and outside, I wrinkle
The eyebrows stared at the ceiling above, a black little bug wandered back and forth on the white energy-saving lamp tube, as if looking for its prey, or as if looking for its lover
Since entering the house, the mistress's mouth has never stopped. He couldn't figure out what had happened, so he kept asking around me and Xia Sha. The appearance of March 8 was like a long tongue woman in a skewer. Xia Sha pursed her lips and looked straight at the bricks in a daze. Her hands were intertwined together and rubbed the corners of her clothes tightly. I could see that Xia Sha was even more heart-wrenching than me at this moment. Her knuckles turned white because they used too much force.
No, Zhang Qing, Xia Sha is a beauty, I don’t ask her, you are a big man, tell me what happened. The mistress’s curiosity makes him almost become a little resentful woman who has lost her lover.
Get out of your grandma, how come you are like a widow? You go back to school first, and I will tell you, don't be twitching here. I really can't stand the mistress's slutty spirit
The mistress blinked and looked at me again at Xia Sha. She probably analyzed something. She pouted and thought for a while, then pointed at me and walked out of the ward with a ruthless posture. In less than half a minute, he ran back and touched half of the bag of general from my pocket: It is not good for the patient to smoke!
Xia Sha maintained the same position from beginning to end. After being quiet in the ward, she raised her head slightly and looked at me, and looked at me. She quickly lowered her head. I understand that she felt bitter. She felt guilty for her slash. I knew in my heart that all the responsibilities were my own. Xia Sha did nothing wrong. That night, it was the result of my desire burning. In theory, Xia Sha was also a victim.
Xia Sha I was so angry that I sank the Dantian and called out softly
Yes, she responded, not looking up
Can I ask a few questions
Hu Xiasha let out a sigh, I know what you are going to ask, why I appeared again, how did I get into your room, right?
I'm used to her psychology, and I nodded when I heard this
Because of reluctance and selfishness, Xia Sha finally looked up at me. I originally thought that going away from you would make us feel more relaxed, but that was unrealistic. I am back, if you believe what a woman said, you will lose.
The more beautiful a woman is, the more she will be able to lie? I remembered Zhang Wuji's mother, then how did you get into my house
It's very simple, because you didn't close the door, I'm not a gentleman on the beam, I don't have the skill to drill through the window. Xia Sha said quietly, Qin Chu...How is she
I handed her the text message on my phone: She decided to leave me. Somehow, after saying this, a feeling of inexplicable sourness suddenly surged into my heart.
Xia Sha pinched my phone and looked at it for a long time. After returning it to me, she stood up and walked to the window to stare blankly. I didn't know what to say at that time, so I stayed with her. The air with a slight smell of 84 disinfectant water seemed very solemn, with a suffocating atmosphere. The sound of rustling footsteps came from time to time in the corridor, which was particularly noticeable on this night.
You go find Qin Chu, she needs you. Xia Sha suddenly turned around and said to me.
You don't know her, she doesn't want to see me now. My bitter smile
Xia Sha slowly walked to the bed with a serious look in her eyes: I'll ask you a question, can you answer me
Seeing me nodding, Xia Sha frowned slightly. Until I saw me, I felt a little scared. She asked: Do you like me or a confidante in the traditional sense? I mean love.
Have both, if not liked, that night...
Okay, before I finished speaking, Xia Sha interrupted my next article in time. I had already got the answer I wanted. Then, maybe, Zhang Qing, I really should leave this time, and I will never appear around you from time to time like a ghost.
I was stunned and didn't understand what she meant. Xia Sha saw that I was stunned and smiled: Qin Chu is yours. Now you still have time to forget me. It was my appearance that made you have a crisis, but I can't do anything for you. I have to say that I can do something for you. I think it's my departure.
Going away again? I don't remember how many times this was Xia Sha's sudden departure from me. She was indeed like a ghost, and she seemed to be enjoying this sport
Xia Sha put her long hair in her hands and pushed her back. I wonder if she was smiling: This time, it's true. At least you can't see me before graduation. I'll give you all the ones that belong to you. Do you know what I feel now?
I shook my head and said I don't know
Just like a murderer who escaped, full of guilt. Xia Sha looked at the window, I hope you remember a girl who appeared in your university, remember the story between Feng Huáng and us, so I will be satisfied, there is no other request, are you willing to promise me?
I was silent, I didn't know how to answer, just like the question Liu Yandong asked me that day, I had a scale in my heart, and I was in conflict with each other. The two swayed back and forth but could not reach a balance, which also made me unable to choose the severity of the matter.
Then I will think you agreed, goodbye Xia Sha stretched out his hand at me, shake hands, just think it's for friendship
I continued to remain in a state of a lazy person, but Xia Sha quickly pinched my hand and clenched it, then smiled at me: Goodbye, Zhang Qing, remember me
So, in one night, two girls I liked from my heart left me one after another. The speed was so fast that I panicked and frightened. I thought it was a dream. When I smashed the thermos beside the bed with my head and saw the blood and found that I still felt pain, I realized that all this was a fucking reality. When I came to my senses, everything seemed to be too late.