Chapter 310 Contemplation

I actually think it is unreliable for what happened since entering the university and the life I have lived.

It made me move my fists and feet many times

I feel like I'm not going to school, but being in the underworld. When I think about the reason for each move in some late nights, I find that I don't regret it at all. This may be a fate that creates people, or a habit that I can easily pick up.

I don't regret Wang Cheng's incident this time, because I found that personal charm is far higher than all other means. Compared to starting a move, I think it's more meaningful to use my personal charm to put others on.

Seeing that the mistress came in, the first move was to raise the pot high above the top, I immediately reached out to drink him: San'er, put it down

The mistress's eyes were more domineering than Xiao Yàn. He pointed to Wang Cheng with his left hand, raised the thermos with his right hand, and turned his head to me and scolded: Cao, do you still protect him? This pussy thing is worth beat

After hearing this, Wang Cheng walked to the mistress and lowered his head: I apologized for my previous behavior, and I don’t want to explain too much. Because of my misunderstanding, everyone was deeply hurt. Sorry, you can beat me hard now, I don’t snorted. After saying that, he closed his eyes, which was a bit like the plot in the TV series. The mistress was stunned, and Dazhi and the others were also stunned. The mistress woke up and raised the thermos hard and cursed: "You are you, pretending to be pitiful after doing bad things, you think I won’t hit you anymore?" After saying that, he tried to crossbow several times, but he didn’t smash it down. Finally, he threw the thermos on the ground and sat next to me angrily.

I looked at the angry mistress who was full of reluctance and said to Wang Cheng: You go back, let's talk about it later

Wang Cheng looked at my mistress and I, bit his lips with his teeth, turned his head and walked out of the dormitory. After he left, the mistress immediately reached out to hold my shoulders and said angrily: Cao, Zhang Qing, what are you afraid of him? This is what happened last time

I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth. Dog Damn mistress, what the hell can't you do? You'll give me this more fatal than Wang Cheng gave me. Seeing this, Dazhi quickly pulled the mistress away: He is injured, don't mess with him.

What, hurt? What happened? The mistress quickly let go of me. I moaned secretly for a moment and then breathed a sigh of relief at them: I don’t want me to die, just let me lie down. After saying that, regardless of their attitude, I turned my head and covered my mistress’s quilt on my head. The next moment I sat up. The elegant smell of pickles in his quilt was really shocking. I felt that if I slept here, I would be beaten to death.

The mistress saw me with a blue face and took a step back in fear: What are your eyes? It's like killing someone.

I stood up from his bed with pain, then silently gritted my teeth and climbed onto my upper bunk, turned around and pointed at his quilt and asked: How long has it been since your quilt changed?

From the freshman year to now, Xiaosanne

Impossible, I answered again, I have not had the same charm as you since my freshman year.

I was exposed to the first semester of my senior year of high school. I was exposed to the rain.

You're cruel

I slept hard for a long time. It was late at night when I opened my eyes. With the faint light of my phone, I slowly sat up and found a plastic bag next to the pillow. I opened it and identified it in a blur. Sausage, ham and bread. I looked up and listened carefully to the sound of them snoring and grinding teeth and talking in my sleep. I sucked for no reason in my heart.

Sleeping does have the effect of curing diseases. After a sleep, my body is not so heartbreaking. I got out of bed and walked to the balcony. I smoked two cigarettes before I gave up. Recently, I felt that I was getting more and more addicted to smoking. If I don’t smoke for a while, I’m deficient in oxygen all over my body.

It seems that since Feng Huáng came back, whenever I saw the night sky, my head was filled with images of Xia Sha. I was not a lover, but I missed her very much. She said she was a beauty, but there was no contact. Who was she? I began to ponder on this balcony that often made me think. I didn't think of it after half a cigarette went down, but the faint feeling of concern in my heart never left. I understand that I have an urge to protect her. Although she doesn't seem to need my protection, I don't want to deceive myself. That feeling is not formed after all.

I felt a little uncomfortable in my mind, so I forced myself to think about other things, thinking about the little things that happened from my freshman year to now, and recalled it over and over again, and found that my year and a half was actually quite ridiculous. Smoking, drinking and getting along with each other, fighting occasionally, and skipping classes was no longer common, but became an inertia. Even if I had done two big deals and pushed the awesome brand for a few times, I got the money, but I was not interested.

Before becoming a glorious college student, I thought that after I went to college, I would work hard to learn a major so that I could make money after graduation. But when I really got to this relatively turbid environment, I realized that I had also entered a big dyeing vat. I think many people would have the same idea as me. The day before college, I was ambitious and swearing to say how to be awesome to learn skills. On the first day I entered the school gate, I was careless and drunk, and was unscrupulous outside the school.

I thought deeply about the question I had thought about, is it because we were wearing condoms to go to college or raped us without condoms in college? What is the reason for the current situation?

If you shirk responsibility, you can't blame us. This is the result of nine years of compulsory education being brainwashed by China Education in college. Thinking of this, I really want to say: "Fuck it."

My conscience is still there, which undoubtedly gives me a kind of comfort, because from them, they often hear some students keep asking their parents for money in order to pursue the trend, and then buy a few clothes or P3P4 to satisfy their great vanity. Others wear Adidas today, and I will wear Nike tomorrow. What the hell are you? If you wear cloth shoes tomorrow, no one will laugh at you. Even if you wear Nike, no one will gang rape you.

There is a classmate in the class. His family is in average, but he is not vain and does not compare food and clothing, because he handed over all the money for food and clothing to the Internet cafe owner and games. He exuded the breath of instant noodles from Master Kong in the Internet cafe. Every time I see him, he is glossy and messy, like Li Kui, and a handsome young man is really unfamiliar with this look. The key is that he heard that he was very good at studying in middle school, but because he used to only study and did not touch anything else. Only after entering the university did he understand the original.

It is so complicated to turn off the computer, which has tempted him. So every day I started to study every flower, grass and tree in the game. I had no money and called for it. My family had no money, so I scolded his father, saying that his father was incompetent and would not earn a lot of money for him. I heard him hang up his father's phone and scolded him: "Is that a comparison, I won't give him a lot of money."

His conscience has been destroyed by gorgeous temptations, and that temptation is just a calm computer

People, it is more important to protect one's conscience. If you don't have one, you might as well be a dog. At least you can guard the house and protect the hospital. Putting on society in this way is a disaster. Maybe one day the news will appear: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX