Chapter 4

My mother-in-law came out of the shower and I was sitting on the sofa watching TV

God forgives me. Actually, I sat in the living room just to see the moment when my mother-in-law was out of the bath, just to be able to stay with her for a while. I was thinking just now, if there is a relationship between Zhu Ying and I that is between my sister, mother and lover, then all the feelings for my mother-in-law are subtle, and it seems that there is only love for my mother, but I admit that this love is with desire.

My mother-in-law came over with two glasses of water and said: Smoke less cigarettes

The sound returned to its previous calm and gentleness

I hurriedly wiped out the smoke and took the tea cup

Looking up at my mother-in-law, she wore a white shirt and looked very white. Through the white gauze, I could vaguely see the beige bra inside.

Really plump and seductive

She also noticed my eyes, looked down at her clothes and said: Hey, your dad, he is wearing a small dress, so I picked it up as a pajama at home and wore it

I said quickly: It looks good

She also sat down, looked at the TV for a few times and said: Xiaobin, I am very confused now and can’t figure it out clearly. What should we do later?

I knew I would have discussed the substantive issues, so I pondered for a while and said: Mom, we have two problems now. The first is how do we say it? When will we say it? What should we say? This matter must be done

She sighed: It is impossible to hide it from her, but if she knows, she will not seek death!

So, I think it's better if I go, she really wants to find a life, and I can't do anything about it.

She nodded: But what should I say?

I think you must tell the truth, but it is best to go step by step. I will tell you all the time tonight that you can't stand it, let alone the eldest sister. Otherwise, let me tell her about the crime first, leave the matter of keeping a lady behind, and find an opportunity to talk about it.

Then I have to say it too

She sighed again

To be honest, I don't know, you may have to do it yourself at that time, alas! It's painful together, but it's better than the pain one after another. I don't know if she can bear it or not.

Then when will we say it?

I also thought about it, because my elder brother-in-law is still in detention and the investigation is still in progress, so we are not allowed to visit now, and there are about ten days left. I think don’t rush to say these two days, let us think carefully what to do? In addition, let the elder sister slowly once the visit is allowed, the elder sister still has to visit him once, and tell Zhang Guangtao our decision at that time.

What else is there to decide? Only divorce!

When my mother-in-law mentioned this, she was so angry that she was itchy.

This is the second question. What should we do with Zhang Guangtao?

My mother-in-law looked at me and was very dissatisfied: What else can I do?

I was afraid that she would misunderstand, so I hurriedly said: I know he kept the lady, so this marriage must be divorced

I pondered for a while, and then said carefully: I mean, should I connect with each other and let him be more gentle

When my mother-in-law heard this, she immediately glared at her eyes, and wanted to pop out of her eyes. She had a lot of intention of discovering Zhang Guangtao's accomplices.

Before she got angry, I quickly said: Mom, listen to me and I will explain it to you

My mother-in-law looked very bad, but she still held back, picked up the cup on the table, and drank it all in one go

Say it!

I said: I mean, we still have to do this. My reasons are two. One is that if Zhang Guangtao is sentenced to heavy verdict, then the response in society will be great and will have a very bad impact on our family. The judgment is light, especially to avoid becoming the chief foe. It is better for our family and elder sister. After all, if we are here, we have to have a face.

I looked at my mother-in-law, and my mother-in-law was also looking at me, and it seemed that she was getting a lot more angry.

I continued: Secondly, if we can find a way to lightly sentence, we will have another favor to Zhang Guangtao. I am worried that even if he divorces later, he will not be so happy. I think Zhang Guangtao should be able to accept this. I will talk to him before the trial to let him understand that our family is the most righteous. I mean, if he does not agree to the divorce, my elder sister will not have any special good solutions, so that it will not be clean.

I mainly talked about the reasons from the perspective of everyone and my elder sister. My mother-in-law was indeed much more peaceful after hearing this, but she still looked at me skeptically.

So how much does it cost

I said yesterday that the money is mine. To be honest, I don’t know how much it can be done. Maybe it’s only a few thousand yuan to have a meal, maybe it’s not necessarily possible to get it for 100,000 yuan. But I know the situation of my elder sister. She has no money, so you and her don’t have to worry about this.

My mother-in-law's eyes were full of gratitude

Your elder sister has no money, and she has money and was squandered by that kid. Your dad and I will save some money. I will come back and give you tens of thousands of dollars. I can't let you pay it alone.

Mom, you're just talking about it. Am I a member of the family? You and Dad are so kind to me, and I should make some contributions to the family. It's not easy for you couple to make money, and you have to keep some things big and small in the future. I can't ask for your money!

I saw that my mother-in-law's eyes were also wet. I knew that she was really moved by her. I thought that if it were me, she would be moved by my passionate speech.

My mother-in-law's lips were trembling: Xiaobin, I read you right, I just said you are a good child!

I smiled shyly, stood up and added a glass of water to my mother-in-law.

When I looked at her again, there were tears in my eyes

Xiaobin, if that bastard could have half of your goodness, these wouldn't happen

I deliberately rubbed my hands and said: I have the conditions to do this, mom

This really surprised her. She looked at me with a complicated look on her face: You want to...

Before she could guess, I said: I thought that no matter what Hanyue and I can do in the future, you can treat me and Hanyue like now, just like you do, as you see me as a child...

Her brows stretched out and said: Silly child, you... Did I say it yesterday? You will always be my child

I laughed and pretended to be very natural and said: Mom, let me hug you

I know she will not refuse such a condition at this time.

Sure enough, she stood up without thinking

Very twisted

I tried my best to hide my inner surging and hugged her gently

Her muscles were still tense, as if she was controlling the distance between her body and me, but with a little force on my arms, I leaned her on my shoulders. I once again felt the feeling of her big breasts pressing against my heart tightly.

To be honest, I have come into contact with many women, and I have felt more than three or two of my big breasts, but when my mother-in-law's big breasts are pressed against me, I feel that my heart is about to pop out.

My mind began to rise, and I felt an indescribable feeling all over my body, including my little brother, who was also ready to move.

My thoughts controlled by sperm suddenly had a thought. Maybe today is really a good opportunity, should I try it?

I can't imagine if I had this idea yesterday afternoon or more before, would I be called a lunatic and despised myself deeply if I had such a thought, but at this moment, I think all this seems to be natural

My hands gently stroked her back, including her neck

He whispered: Mom, why are you so nervous when I said I have the conditions?

She was silent on her shoulder for a while, and whispered: I don’t know, I thought you wanted your elder sister.

After hearing this, I laughed loudly, helped my mother-in-law up on the shoulder, and saw that her face turned red, I said: Mom, why do you think so? Then am I taking advantage of others' danger?

That's what I thought at that time, and it was a thought that flashed through my mind.

I pursed my lips and said: Mom, you really think too much

After hesitating for a while, I finally said: Mom, I still want to hold you

Hold her in your arms again

I think she must have heard what I mean. Her body was obviously stunned for a moment, but my arm was gently hugged by my body. I believe she could feel my heartbeat faster than the speed of sound, just like I could feel her body temperature that was already hot, but I still heard her say with her long-term experience of learning about people: You kid, you are really... nonsense.

I'm not talking nonsense

I whispered

She stopped talking, did nothing, neither tried to escape me, nor did she mean to post closer

We stood in front of the sofa in the living room, holding each other

I feel like it's been a century and I feel like I can't continue like this anymore. I gently turned my head and kissed her on the cheek

I could feel her body shaking, and even the temperature on her ears increased a lot, but she still didn't move

I think she might know what I want to do, but I think she must be so nervous that she can't speak or move. She even pressed her shoulder tightly on her shoulder and couldn't kiss her lips. I asked softly: I'll kiss you, okay?

She didn't speak or move

I'll ask again: Just once

She still didn't speak or move

I can't use strong, that doesn't make any sense, so I still ask gently: OK?

She raised her face and looked at me: I am your mother-in-law

I can see that my eyes are full of tension and excitement

This is the best reason to refuse, but I can definitely hear that this is a question about her own heart

I didn't say anything because I had nothing to say. I turned my head and kissed her lips hard

She avoided it and was kissed by me

She wanted to struggle, but I couldn't make her successful. I sucked her breath hidden behind the smell of black toothpaste. My tongue drilled into her teeth and went to find her tongue

Her tongue was like a wildebeest stared at by a lion, fleeing constantly, but in the end it was unsuccessful. It was captured, my tongue was tightly tucked together with her tongue, I suddenly realized that her hand was whirling on my back, I knew maybe my purpose was achieved, she was immersed in the play

We kissed like this, for several minutes, I once doubted the truth of this matter, but; reason told me that this is fucking real

I admit that at least I am the one who is controlled by lust

I feel that my little brother is already hard like a stick, and my passion seems to flow out through every sweat gland on my body

I'm trying to lift her shirt now

My hand slid in

Yes, I touched her skin, I didn't want to waste my goals on unimportant links, I went straight to her bra, and my hand was pressed directly on her breast

That's the breasts that make me dream about, that's really the breasts that make me sinful!

It is indeed big, very soft, and smooth, like a mousse cake in a pastry shop. I rubbed it greedily alternately, like a wolf that is always full of hunger.

I could feel her breathing was much heavier, her eyes closed, tightly closed

I don't know if she is enjoying or fearing the process

But I think I have to cherish it. My hand went around behind and wanted to unbutton her

Just as I had found the button and was about to succeed, I don't know what kind of force it made her jump away from me all at once

She opened her mouth, looked at me with wide eyes, then quickly lowered her head and tidied up her shirt.

Then he covered his chest with one hand and wiped his mouth full of saliva with the other hand

Say: Xiaobin, Xiaobin, we...I...

I don't want to lose this opportunity, I want to catch her

She tried her best to hide behind, after all, I didn't dare to force myself, she said shyly and fearfully: I...I, Xiaobin, I'm going to sleep, I'm going to sleep

Without waiting for my answer, she ran back to her room as if she had escaped.

I heard the door locking

I felt sweaty all over my body and my body became softened instantly. I don’t know what this happened tonight meant to me?

Maybe nothing means it, maybe it is a turning point in my life, who knows

I lit the cigarette again, I didn't know what I was thinking, maybe I didn't think of anything

I don’t know how many cigarettes I smoked or how many glasses of water I drank. I felt my butt hurt, so I stood up and looked at the time. It was already a little faster.

I stood up, walked to the balcony, and looked at the night view of the city outside, so beautiful, so luxurious, and flowing desire. I don’t know how many sins this city is full of, but is my one tonight?

The wind in early summer is still very cool, and I feel very happy when I blow on my body

Sometimes it doesn't make sense for people to think too much. I don't know if I am a pilgrim. Maybe I have no values ​​at all. Maybe that thing is useless at all. I don't know which is more important in my generation, desire or morality. People always say morality, but they long for desire in their hearts.

I couldn't help but sigh. I was actually a person with very good psychological quality. I always use that famous saying to comfort myself and don't cry for the knocked milk.

Because I've been flipping, what's the use of crying?

If the milk has not been turned over, there is no need to worry. Please worry after turning over.

I don't know if the milk is flipped tonight, I don't know what will happen tomorrow, maybe nothing will happen, maybe I will wait for a slap tomorrow morning, maybe, it's more likely that my mother-in-law will disappear tomorrow morning, without a trace

Maybe my home will be destroyed by my impulse

I don't want to worry about tomorrow, but I can't help but sigh

You haven't slept yet?

The sound from behind almost shocked me from the balcony. Fortunately, it was closed, but I still put my hands on the countertop before I dared to look back.

Of course, this sound was made by my mother-in-law. She was standing at the other end of the living room. There was only dim light in the living room. I couldn't see her expression clearly.

mom……

She stood there, without getting close, but her voice was very peaceful. I think she must have thought a lot during these two or three hours, but she could take the initiative to talk to me, at least things were not as bad as I thought.

Don't torture yourself, I know you're impulsive, take a break

As he said that, he turned around to the bathroom

I stood there in shock. Did she forgive me or pity me?

Did she agree?

Oh my God, what's wrong?

Now I'm more anxious than before

When she came out of the bathroom, I asked carefully: Are you angry with me?

With the lights in the bathroom, I could see that her eyes were still red. It must have just cried. I didn't dare to go too close and looked at her from afar.

She didn't speak for a long time, just stood up and said for a while: Angry, I'm very angry, but I can't get angry with you, I don't know why

What does this mean? Could it be her hint to me

Before I could think much, she said: Actually, I have been thinking about why, why, why do you do this?

Why is it in my mind?

Because you are my mother-in-law, because you have a tall figure, because you have a pair of big tits, because I want to get to you, of course these cannot be said.

I frowned, misleading words

She said quietly: Maybe it’s Hanyue’s absence, you really need to have a...Please maybe your mother left early, and you just hope to get mother’s love. I thought a lot of possibilities, but I still don’t know why you?

I think she must have wanted to get the answer, but I obviously can't say the real answer, nor can I say I don't know why

I spoke carefully: Maybe what you said is the reason, and it may be potential reasons, but what I thought in my heart is that you are very beautiful and have a very temperament. I like... the feeling of holding you...

But you are making trouble, this is wrong!

She suddenly raised her tone

I know, this is wrong, but I can't help but maybe I have had this idea since a long time ago, but I don't have the chance. In fact, I'm trying hard to suppress my thoughts, but this time you come, so that we can get along alone, I feel that I can no longer control myself.

I have to make my behavior logical

She couldn't help but say oh: A long time ago, then... Xiaobin, if you want this, I can't stay here tomorrow. I'll go to your elder sister's house tomorrow morning

I know what I need is to really impress her: Mom, I can't control your behavior, if you want to leave, just leave, but my thoughts may be difficult to change

My face was filled with disappointment and suffocation

She seemed to hesitate: But, why? Xiaobin, why is this happening? I am your mother-in-law, and I am so old again, why are you...

I sighed and said: You don't recognize your beauty, but I discovered it and cherish it

She was stunned, maybe the beautiful topic made her feel

After a long time, she said: But how can you face Hanyue like this?

Although the voice was blamed, I knew she was actually asking how she would face Hanyue.

I said: I don't know, but I have to face it. Maybe she won't suffer if she doesn't know the truth. I will definitely not tell her that if you can keep the secret, she will never know and will never suffer if she will never suffer if she can keep the secret.

But what's in my mind...

She hesitated, she was shaken

I said: Mom, you have the right to choose now and you can scold me. I will never blame you. You can leave, but I want to say that you are indeed a very important person in your heart. I do want to hold you. Sometimes I even feel a little attached to you. What kind of person I am. You also know that you said I am a good child. You saw it today... It's not true. I don't know who I am? But I know that I like the feeling of holding you. I think you like it too, right?

She looked at me, her face full of horror

I felt very confused tonight, my mind was very confused, I went back to bed

I grabbed her hand

Actually, I want to say, I...love you

She opened her mouth wide and looked at me

Don't... talk nonsense!

Then will you leave tomorrow?

She broke away from my hand

How can I stay...