The meeting was actually boring. It was just to invite some so-called experts from the research institute under the guise of policy think tanks to give a report. Then the leaders of the association analyzed the industry, and finally some awards were awarded or something.
On the first morning, an association staff came to me and told me to leave on the third day, and what kind of award should I receive at that time.
I was surprised, what kind of prize will a company like us have for small and small companies?
I called Lao Jia to talk about this situation. Lao Jia was most concerned about whether to pay the prize.
I said the leader is wise, and I immediately caught the key point of the problem. I have to ask clearly
I only found out if I asked someone about it is the Best Corporate Responsibility Award of the Year or one of the top ten
They hinted that we should give the association some feedback. I asked how much, they said 100,000 and 200,000 are fine.
I told Lao Jia that Lao Jia was so angry that he was irritated. Or should he say that the money was quickly transferred to their account and just pretended it was just spending money to buy a brand.
It's also confirmed by the industry
I gave them 150,000 and asked them to buy candy to eat
Apart from meetings, they are just bragging with friends in the industry. In fact, they basically don’t talk about business or customers. In this industry, everyone is guarding against anyone.
The nights ago, I basically drank with Xue Mingyu and his friends. In fact, my heart was not on drinking. Xue Mingyu was still very good at seeing people. He saw that I had something to do and said, "Don't just think about unhappy things every day. I'll take you to have fun after dinner.
I smiled and shook my head: It's not that I'm unhappy, I just want to take my mother-in-law on a trip
He laughed: I said, Brother Bin, can you not dress yourself up as the fourteenth filial piety, I am too stressed
I smiled, I'm not a good person in his mouth, but I can't say
He continued: Isn’t the plane arrived tomorrow at around 6 o’clock? Then I just go and pick it up. The meeting tomorrow afternoon will end and there will be no activities. However, I will rush back to Chengdu tomorrow afternoon.
Leave tomorrow afternoon?
I'm a little surprised
There are so many things, you don't know. I came here for a meeting just because I was lazy. I have to rush back and have a lot of trouble. I will ask the company to come to pick me up tomorrow afternoon
I nodded, yes, they are all busy, I don’t think I’m going to be a few days of leisure, it’s just a magnifying vacation
I don't know how to tell Lao Jia this time
OK, I'll go to Chengdu if I play it
He held a cigarette: I won't urge you, you're having fun, didn't your mother-in-law leave from Chengdu? I'll confirm the time, it's convenient for me to book air tickets there, remember to call me
I really think that the kind of thing that Xue Mingyu has on him may be what Sichuan people often say is that Brother Pao is still very righteous. I don’t know if he is repaying his kindness or really treating me as a brother, but I think at least it’s not concealing his behavior. It’s true.
He suddenly said: Ten days, at most ten days!
I laughed angrily: I said I wouldn't urge me, but I started urging me before I left.
The meeting ended on the third morning. The meeting organized a dinner at noon. I drank a few glasses of wine and fell asleep in the hotel at noon. I wanted to drive to the airport in the evening. In fact, I called my mother-in-law in the morning, but no one answered, so I didn't call again.
Just in a daze, someone knocked on the door. When he saw it was Xue Mingyu, he carried the suitcase and said: I'm leaving, come and say hello
I said: I'll send you a gift
He refused and said: What are you sending me? It’s not that I won’t meet again, it’s so hot outside!
I joked: You are my future boss. I will pay my salary from you. The boss leaves, how can I not give it to me?
Push him out of the door
He said embarrassedly: Can you please don’t have the boss? Also, can you not ask for money? I’m ashamed to withdraw money. It’s just that little money. I don’t know what you mean. Didn’t you just go there with the “helping” at the end of the year?
I laughed: I'm so happy that you said that. You can call me Lei Feng.
He laughed, we went to the elevator to the parking lot
I said seriously: Actually, you said I was helping you, but in my opinion, you helped me. You gave me a way out and you gave me trust. The most important thing is that you made me feel that I am still valuable, so I am very grateful. I am embarrassed to ask for your salary.
He frowned and said: Otherwise, you can give me money
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Brother Bin, don't think too much. The ancients said that heroes are useless. Modern people said that gold will always shine. People like you. Don't say that I covet it, just like Jiwei, Thonson, Nelson, etc. If you know that you want to be unemployed, you have to give you a seat. If you can really come, I have found the treasure.
I still like such shameless compliments. Although I know it's just a joke, I still show my joy and am overjoyed.
It can be seen that everyone likes to wear a high hat
As he talked all the way to the parking lot, the driver had come up and took his luggage. A very young girl jumped and appeared in my sight.
Mingyu…
The voice is so cute
She looks tall and beautiful in a long skirt and high heels, but she seems to be the only one in her eyes, completely ignoring my existence.
You don't need to ask, you know that this must have something to do with Xue Mingyu.
Xue Mingyu had a somewhat awkward expression, and he grabbed the girl and rushed towards him, saying: Jia Ning, why are you here again?
The so-called Jia Ning said in a coquettish voice: You have been away for four or five days, and they miss you!
I couldn't help but feel goosebumps
Xue Mingyu hurriedly turned to me and said: Jia Ning, let me introduce you, Brother Bin
The girl turned her head and smiled generously at me: Brother Bin...
It is naturally very professional to smile. I saw her appearance. She looks pretty good. She has a melon-shaped face, big eyes, and very vivid. She has a lot of powder on her face, which looks very white, and her teeth are very beautiful when she smiles.
I also smiled and nodded: Hello, have you come to pick up Mingyu from get off work so far?
She smiled: She still thinks I'm annoyed
Xue Mingyu interrupted: She picked me up because she was picking me up. I'm afraid she would have to go shopping in Chengdu so big, and she didn't have a shop she could visit. She insisted on coming to Chongqing.
The girl looked back at him coquettishly
I am the best at living these scenes: I am born with beauty and hard to give up on myself! How good the ancients said, isn’t it equivalent to giving up on myself if a girl like this beautiful doesn’t buy clothes?
Jia Ning's understanding is undoubtedly good, at least I understand, looked at Xue Mingyu proudly, and turned to smile at me.
Mingyu smiled bitterly and said: Brother Bin, you just don’t bother to watch the fun and don’t have to pay for shopping and smile. You mean you’re talking while standing and not talking.
Jianing said: I won’t let you pay, I will pay by myself
Holding his hand means walking faster Mingyu is also half-pushing and half-drawing into the car
Haven't said goodbye yet
I waved my hand: Go quickly!
Push him into the car
Take good care of
He rolled down the window in the car: I'm waiting for you in Chengdu, call me if you have any questions
I looked at the ruts they were away from, and it was interesting to think about it. I was so fucked in the mall that I was full of life and death. In fact, I was still a very good little man and a little woman, and I had to live and die.
I remember Shang Tao once said that there is a difference between men and women. Men rely on their upper body outside, their mouth, hands, and brain outside, and they rely on their lower body when they go home. As for women, at least some people rely on their lower body when they are outside and at home.
Now I understand what he means
After coming out of the elevator on the floor, I turned around and saw a woman standing at the end of the corridor, as if she was standing at the door of my room.
I was a little confused, but looking at her beige suit and her tall and plump figure, I probably knew it was my mother-in-law Shi Youlan
What's going on?
Didn’t the plane arrive at around 7 o’clock in the evening?
I suddenly felt like I suppressed the thumping beating of my heart, and rushed over in three steps at a time.
She also saw me when she was seven or eight meters away.
Yan Bin?
Mom, why are you here now?
I immediately rushed in front of her. She did put on some makeup today and applied some lipstick. She could still see a clear sense of tension under her calm expression.
I took out my room card and walked in, and carried her box in, and also
She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and said: I'll go to the hotel and ask you to live in this room. You are not here after you come. I don't know where you are. I'm so nervous.
I couldn't help but think of the four words "being guilty" but I didn't dare to say it
Why are you worried?
Her face couldn't help but blush, but her expression did not change.
I'm afraid I'll be seen
I poured her water and said with a smile: Mom, you are so cute, no one looks at you, and no one will say anything when you see it. Don’t scare yourself.
She took the water and said: I don’t know, I don’t know, I just feel a little panicked
I know nothing I said can't change the reality that she was already nervous. Anyway, no one in Chongqing knows us at all. We can just take a quick trip, but I still wondered something
Mom, didn’t you arrive at the plane at 7 o’clock in the evening? Why are you here now?
She seemed to have calmed down at this time.
I called the airline yesterday and changed my signings, which happened to be a classmate who I was training together. Teacher Hu from Runzhou No. 2 Middle School was in that company, so I signed it.
Then how did you come from the airport? Take a taxi? Call me and I'll pick you up
I thought you were still having a meeting, and let's say that it's so far, it's not convenient for you to go there.
Mom, you are so yes. No matter what, you should call first. It's very convenient for me. A friend of mine left a car for me. We can drive to play these days
Her eyes lit up: Then you are so good, your friend
She put down the teacup and said: I'll go wash it first
Seeing her entering the bathroom, I looked at my watch, it was three o'clock
When she finished washing, I said: Mom, you have worked hard all the way. You can rest for a while. Let's go out to eat Chongqing hot pot together tonight.
After washing, I feel a lot more energetic, and naturally
Oh, I just washed off all the things on my face, I would have known I would have kept it
She's still very excited
I smiled and said: I think it looks better if you don’t wear makeup, and I’m more used to it.
She looked at me, didn't say anything, smiled, looked around the house
I said: If you don’t rest, aren’t you tired?
It's what time now, I can't sleep
She touched the quilt on the bed and said: This is the first time I live in such a beautiful room. It is the 35th floor. It is the first time I live in such a high hotel.
I opened the curtains: OK, look at Kempinski over there, Chuangfu Building is not low, mom, you live in hotels less, I often travel on business trips and run outside. No matter how good the hotel is, it is not as comfortable as living at home.
She looked back at me and smiled: I just said, everyone wants to live at home, I don’t really want to travel, I still run around, I’m tired
She is indeed a middle-aged woman of home type. I know this, I said: Mom, if you like it, stay here for two more days
She shook her head again: That's not OK, I've come here, of course I still have to play with it.
Dunton asked again: You think about it, how can we play?
Why don’t we go to Jiefangbei, Hongya Cave, Chaotianmen in the afternoon?
She was happy again, but then sat down and said: I thought about it, but I still feel a little tired.
I know how tired I am when I travel for a long distance, especially when she takes the train to the provincial capital alone, takes a plane and takes a taxi. How can she not be tired?
OK, mom, why don’t you change your clothes and rest for a while. We will go out for dinner to see the night view of Chongqing.
She nodded: OK, that's fine. If I don't sleep, I just need to rely on it for a while
While taking out your pajamas from your box, you walked to the bathroom
I smiled and said: Is it necessary? Just change it here.
She looked at me and seemed to think: Forget it, go in and change it, it's safe
I didn't stop her. When she came out, she was already wearing a silk cotton pajama, like a housewife. I suddenly had an idea.
She leaned on the bed: This bed is really comfortable
Yes, very comfortable
I'm going to sleep in this bed?
She slapped her pillow
Anyway, I just changed it this morning
My eyes lit up: Why don't I go to the front desk and let's change to a big bed room
A bed?
She opened her eyes wide and shook her head in an instant: No, no, that's not good
I smiled and stopped insisting
Everyone lives in the same room, what do you care about one bed and two beds
I'll have to go back next weekend, school is about to start
I nodded, school is about to start
Well, I'll book a flight ticket on Saturday and leave from Chengdu
She said: Then let’s go to Chengdu?
I suddenly remembered the agreement with Xue Mingyu: Mom, I'm afraid I can't go back with you
She looked at me in surprise and told me about what Xue Mingyu asked me to help him
She hadn't heard me tell you about my situation in the company before. This might be the first time I heard it, not only was she a little surprised
Then you will be in Chengdu in the future?
Not necessarily, but at least it's a retreat
Then you and Hanyue?
Although I didn't finish it, I know what she meant
Mom, I haven't done anything now, so don't think too much about it. I just make a decision. I must talk to Hanyue first. What will happen then?
She pondered for a while, and might also think it made sense.
Why do I feel nervous?
I don't know if she is worried about Wu Hanyue and me or something else: Mom, don't think so much, I haven't even had a single horoscope yet
She stopped talking and closed her eyes, as if she was tired, and after a while, she said: Then how can we arrange it later?
I don't know what she meant after that?
What are the next few days or years?
I can only interrupt and say: tomorrow, why don’t we go to Ciqikou and eat Maoxuewang, the authentic one. Come back and visit Chongqing city, and we will go to Jiuzhaigou the day after tomorrow. How about it?
She had no expression on her face, and then smiled and said: OK, since you have thought about it, you will listen to you
I think it is cruel to tell her an uncertain future as soon as I enter the door. I deeply regret my decision. It would be great if I could tell her before leaving Chengdu, at least I could have a good mood during the game.
Now I feel a little embarrassed to sit down, so I said: Mom, you have a rest first. I happen to have a few friends to send me. I will go and see it and come back after a while.
She still smiled very gently, and her body was on the bed
I had no friends to give it to me, so I sat on the sofa in the hotel lobby and smoked. Yes, sometimes people seem to have many decisions made by themselves, but in fact they are all choices made by the environment and others for you. You don’t seem to have any solution.
In fact, it was Lao Jia's decision that changed my whole life
I have already made a response in my subconscious mind, that is, to leave and find my future, but the price is to change the life I was once familiar with and now. Is this price high?
Is it worth it?
Thinking about it from another perspective, has my decision changed my mother-in-law's life again?
In the blue-gray smoke that was spitting out, I even felt like I was in a dream. I was actually traveling with my mother-in-law in Chongqing. A few days ago, we were still respectful and rigorous mother-son relationships. In a blink of an eye, we actually had such a relationship that was not accepted by the world. Now we are like couples in love. Even the little emotions in the hotel today have a bit of a lover fighting spirit.
I suddenly thought: Why do I do this?
Is it really because I love my mother-in-law?
Or just to experience the stimulation of an inappropriate relationship?
Is this really right?
Didn't you harm her?
I don't know, I don't know how to answer these questions, or actually I have answers in my subconscious mind, but I still don't want to stay in my own thinking and express it in my own language
Although I know what I do is inseparable, I don’t think I am a person with a lack of moral sense. On the contrary, I think I am actually a hedonist at most and do not want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to hurt Wu Hanyue, nor do I want to hurt my mother-in-law
Yes, from her perspective, she must have overcome her huge psychological obstacles before finally deciding to take a step. It was like a girl who decided to hand over herself to someone to entrust her for life. Now she is facing the possibility of losing everything in a very short time. What would her mood be like?
I was really happy for a while, but I can't make myself a bastard
Isn't it?
I don't know what the future will look like, but at least in the scope of what I can do, I have to be a good person and a responsible person
This is what I want to see!
Enjoy the pleasure, be happy, be happy, do whatever you should do!
I seemed to have figured out many problems, and my body seemed to be particularly brisk. Unconsciously, I had jumped from the sofa and headed straight to the elevator room.
Open the door, the TV was still on, but there was no one on the bed. I knocked on the door of the toilet, and my mother-in-law said: Please come in
I pushed the door and saw that my mother-in-law had changed her clothes back to her formal clothes, a goose yellow professional dress.
Hair is also tied into a slim, and I'm wearing lipstick in front of the mirror
I was just about to say you didn't have a rest
She said first: You are back, I'm ready, and you can set off
I said blankly: Where to go?
Didn’t you say you wanted to treat me to authentic Chongqing hotpot?
I was surprised at how fast she changed
I don't even think she is a stress response
I pulled her out of the bathroom, and she followed obediently
I said: Mom, I want to say that no matter what decision I make in the future, I don’t want to hurt you or anyone else. I actually want to make everyone happy, especially if you and I say this, do you understand?
My mother-in-law heard my seriousness and her expression became serious: After you left just now, I thought about it for a long time in the house. Actually, I don’t have the right to ask you to do anything, nor do I have the right to ask you to change anything
Mom, don't say that
No, listen to me, your life is not mine, it is your own, my life is not yours, it is mine, it is just that our lives overlapped at some point, but I can't ask this to last for a lifetime, this is impossible and unrealistic. I actually ask myself whether I have been happy these days? I am very happy. I feel that I haven't been so happy for many years, it's like I'm back to the age of twenty. OK, I think, since it happened, since it's happy, I will continue to do it well, aren't it here to play? It's fun, but this thing can't last long, don't last long, don't think about it, you won't be disappointed. In fact, our relationship is shameful, so it's definitely not last long, so what should you do? Don't look at it.
She looked at my eyes, and there was a hint of sorrow in her eyes, but also a hint of perseverance.
Go back, you and Hanyue can still live with you, but I will still be your mother. If you and Hanyue can't live with you, we are old relatives, do you think so?
I really didn't expect that when I was thinking, my mother-in-law thought so much and still so thoroughly
I can't help but feel that she is not the housewife I usually see who only knows how to cook and wash clothes.
I hurriedly said: Mom, I thought about it just now. I think we have feelings for each other. I don’t think I did something wrong and I don’t regret it. So I think as long as you are happy, we can go as far as we can. We are happy, even if we are responsible for ourselves and for each other
She kept looking into my eyes, as if she wanted to find her answer from my eyes
After hearing my words, she still smiled gently: Don’t say anything about responsibility. No one can bear our affairs. You can’t bear it, and I can’t bear it. We can’t let anyone know. If you know, you can’t bear it. But you just said that you are more important than anything else. I said that I haven’t been so happy for a long time, so I want to play here happily for a few days. I will be my teacher and take care of your father.
There was a smile in her eyes, and I laughed too
I think in many cases the emotions and thinking between me and my mother-in-law are connected, rather than Wu Hanyue
Mom, why don’t we go to Daocheng and Kangding to have a look?
Kangding?
Her expression showed yearning
OK, you can go wherever you say... I thought, this is my happiest summer and it will not happen in the future, so I listen to you... I became a fool when I left the door
She giggled and said
I think her open-mindedness seems helpless
But this helpless open-mindedness has an unstoppable charm
I think she is so good now, why didn't I know before
Take me to have hot pot
She held my hand
On the first morning, an association staff came to me and told me to leave on the third day, and what kind of award should I receive at that time.
I was surprised, what kind of prize will a company like us have for small and small companies?
I called Lao Jia to talk about this situation. Lao Jia was most concerned about whether to pay the prize.
I said the leader is wise, and I immediately caught the key point of the problem. I have to ask clearly
I only found out if I asked someone about it is the Best Corporate Responsibility Award of the Year or one of the top ten
They hinted that we should give the association some feedback. I asked how much, they said 100,000 and 200,000 are fine.
I told Lao Jia that Lao Jia was so angry that he was irritated. Or should he say that the money was quickly transferred to their account and just pretended it was just spending money to buy a brand.
It's also confirmed by the industry
I gave them 150,000 and asked them to buy candy to eat
Apart from meetings, they are just bragging with friends in the industry. In fact, they basically don’t talk about business or customers. In this industry, everyone is guarding against anyone.
The nights ago, I basically drank with Xue Mingyu and his friends. In fact, my heart was not on drinking. Xue Mingyu was still very good at seeing people. He saw that I had something to do and said, "Don't just think about unhappy things every day. I'll take you to have fun after dinner.
I smiled and shook my head: It's not that I'm unhappy, I just want to take my mother-in-law on a trip
He laughed: I said, Brother Bin, can you not dress yourself up as the fourteenth filial piety, I am too stressed
I smiled, I'm not a good person in his mouth, but I can't say
He continued: Isn’t the plane arrived tomorrow at around 6 o’clock? Then I just go and pick it up. The meeting tomorrow afternoon will end and there will be no activities. However, I will rush back to Chengdu tomorrow afternoon.
Leave tomorrow afternoon?
I'm a little surprised
There are so many things, you don't know. I came here for a meeting just because I was lazy. I have to rush back and have a lot of trouble. I will ask the company to come to pick me up tomorrow afternoon
I nodded, yes, they are all busy, I don’t think I’m going to be a few days of leisure, it’s just a magnifying vacation
I don't know how to tell Lao Jia this time
OK, I'll go to Chengdu if I play it
He held a cigarette: I won't urge you, you're having fun, didn't your mother-in-law leave from Chengdu? I'll confirm the time, it's convenient for me to book air tickets there, remember to call me
I really think that the kind of thing that Xue Mingyu has on him may be what Sichuan people often say is that Brother Pao is still very righteous. I don’t know if he is repaying his kindness or really treating me as a brother, but I think at least it’s not concealing his behavior. It’s true.
He suddenly said: Ten days, at most ten days!
I laughed angrily: I said I wouldn't urge me, but I started urging me before I left.
The meeting ended on the third morning. The meeting organized a dinner at noon. I drank a few glasses of wine and fell asleep in the hotel at noon. I wanted to drive to the airport in the evening. In fact, I called my mother-in-law in the morning, but no one answered, so I didn't call again.
Just in a daze, someone knocked on the door. When he saw it was Xue Mingyu, he carried the suitcase and said: I'm leaving, come and say hello
I said: I'll send you a gift
He refused and said: What are you sending me? It’s not that I won’t meet again, it’s so hot outside!
I joked: You are my future boss. I will pay my salary from you. The boss leaves, how can I not give it to me?
Push him out of the door
He said embarrassedly: Can you please don’t have the boss? Also, can you not ask for money? I’m ashamed to withdraw money. It’s just that little money. I don’t know what you mean. Didn’t you just go there with the “helping” at the end of the year?
I laughed: I'm so happy that you said that. You can call me Lei Feng.
He laughed, we went to the elevator to the parking lot
I said seriously: Actually, you said I was helping you, but in my opinion, you helped me. You gave me a way out and you gave me trust. The most important thing is that you made me feel that I am still valuable, so I am very grateful. I am embarrassed to ask for your salary.
He frowned and said: Otherwise, you can give me money
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Brother Bin, don't think too much. The ancients said that heroes are useless. Modern people said that gold will always shine. People like you. Don't say that I covet it, just like Jiwei, Thonson, Nelson, etc. If you know that you want to be unemployed, you have to give you a seat. If you can really come, I have found the treasure.
I still like such shameless compliments. Although I know it's just a joke, I still show my joy and am overjoyed.
It can be seen that everyone likes to wear a high hat
As he talked all the way to the parking lot, the driver had come up and took his luggage. A very young girl jumped and appeared in my sight.
Mingyu…
The voice is so cute
She looks tall and beautiful in a long skirt and high heels, but she seems to be the only one in her eyes, completely ignoring my existence.
You don't need to ask, you know that this must have something to do with Xue Mingyu.
Xue Mingyu had a somewhat awkward expression, and he grabbed the girl and rushed towards him, saying: Jia Ning, why are you here again?
The so-called Jia Ning said in a coquettish voice: You have been away for four or five days, and they miss you!
I couldn't help but feel goosebumps
Xue Mingyu hurriedly turned to me and said: Jia Ning, let me introduce you, Brother Bin
The girl turned her head and smiled generously at me: Brother Bin...
It is naturally very professional to smile. I saw her appearance. She looks pretty good. She has a melon-shaped face, big eyes, and very vivid. She has a lot of powder on her face, which looks very white, and her teeth are very beautiful when she smiles.
I also smiled and nodded: Hello, have you come to pick up Mingyu from get off work so far?
She smiled: She still thinks I'm annoyed
Xue Mingyu interrupted: She picked me up because she was picking me up. I'm afraid she would have to go shopping in Chengdu so big, and she didn't have a shop she could visit. She insisted on coming to Chongqing.
The girl looked back at him coquettishly
I am the best at living these scenes: I am born with beauty and hard to give up on myself! How good the ancients said, isn’t it equivalent to giving up on myself if a girl like this beautiful doesn’t buy clothes?
Jia Ning's understanding is undoubtedly good, at least I understand, looked at Xue Mingyu proudly, and turned to smile at me.
Mingyu smiled bitterly and said: Brother Bin, you just don’t bother to watch the fun and don’t have to pay for shopping and smile. You mean you’re talking while standing and not talking.
Jianing said: I won’t let you pay, I will pay by myself
Holding his hand means walking faster Mingyu is also half-pushing and half-drawing into the car
Haven't said goodbye yet
I waved my hand: Go quickly!
Push him into the car
Take good care of
He rolled down the window in the car: I'm waiting for you in Chengdu, call me if you have any questions
I looked at the ruts they were away from, and it was interesting to think about it. I was so fucked in the mall that I was full of life and death. In fact, I was still a very good little man and a little woman, and I had to live and die.
I remember Shang Tao once said that there is a difference between men and women. Men rely on their upper body outside, their mouth, hands, and brain outside, and they rely on their lower body when they go home. As for women, at least some people rely on their lower body when they are outside and at home.
Now I understand what he means
After coming out of the elevator on the floor, I turned around and saw a woman standing at the end of the corridor, as if she was standing at the door of my room.
I was a little confused, but looking at her beige suit and her tall and plump figure, I probably knew it was my mother-in-law Shi Youlan
What's going on?
Didn’t the plane arrive at around 7 o’clock in the evening?
I suddenly felt like I suppressed the thumping beating of my heart, and rushed over in three steps at a time.
She also saw me when she was seven or eight meters away.
Yan Bin?
Mom, why are you here now?
I immediately rushed in front of her. She did put on some makeup today and applied some lipstick. She could still see a clear sense of tension under her calm expression.
I took out my room card and walked in, and carried her box in, and also
She seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and said: I'll go to the hotel and ask you to live in this room. You are not here after you come. I don't know where you are. I'm so nervous.
I couldn't help but think of the four words "being guilty" but I didn't dare to say it
Why are you worried?
Her face couldn't help but blush, but her expression did not change.
I'm afraid I'll be seen
I poured her water and said with a smile: Mom, you are so cute, no one looks at you, and no one will say anything when you see it. Don’t scare yourself.
She took the water and said: I don’t know, I don’t know, I just feel a little panicked
I know nothing I said can't change the reality that she was already nervous. Anyway, no one in Chongqing knows us at all. We can just take a quick trip, but I still wondered something
Mom, didn’t you arrive at the plane at 7 o’clock in the evening? Why are you here now?
She seemed to have calmed down at this time.
I called the airline yesterday and changed my signings, which happened to be a classmate who I was training together. Teacher Hu from Runzhou No. 2 Middle School was in that company, so I signed it.
Then how did you come from the airport? Take a taxi? Call me and I'll pick you up
I thought you were still having a meeting, and let's say that it's so far, it's not convenient for you to go there.
Mom, you are so yes. No matter what, you should call first. It's very convenient for me. A friend of mine left a car for me. We can drive to play these days
Her eyes lit up: Then you are so good, your friend
She put down the teacup and said: I'll go wash it first
Seeing her entering the bathroom, I looked at my watch, it was three o'clock
When she finished washing, I said: Mom, you have worked hard all the way. You can rest for a while. Let's go out to eat Chongqing hot pot together tonight.
After washing, I feel a lot more energetic, and naturally
Oh, I just washed off all the things on my face, I would have known I would have kept it
She's still very excited
I smiled and said: I think it looks better if you don’t wear makeup, and I’m more used to it.
She looked at me, didn't say anything, smiled, looked around the house
I said: If you don’t rest, aren’t you tired?
It's what time now, I can't sleep
She touched the quilt on the bed and said: This is the first time I live in such a beautiful room. It is the 35th floor. It is the first time I live in such a high hotel.
I opened the curtains: OK, look at Kempinski over there, Chuangfu Building is not low, mom, you live in hotels less, I often travel on business trips and run outside. No matter how good the hotel is, it is not as comfortable as living at home.
She looked back at me and smiled: I just said, everyone wants to live at home, I don’t really want to travel, I still run around, I’m tired
She is indeed a middle-aged woman of home type. I know this, I said: Mom, if you like it, stay here for two more days
She shook her head again: That's not OK, I've come here, of course I still have to play with it.
Dunton asked again: You think about it, how can we play?
Why don’t we go to Jiefangbei, Hongya Cave, Chaotianmen in the afternoon?
She was happy again, but then sat down and said: I thought about it, but I still feel a little tired.
I know how tired I am when I travel for a long distance, especially when she takes the train to the provincial capital alone, takes a plane and takes a taxi. How can she not be tired?
OK, mom, why don’t you change your clothes and rest for a while. We will go out for dinner to see the night view of Chongqing.
She nodded: OK, that's fine. If I don't sleep, I just need to rely on it for a while
While taking out your pajamas from your box, you walked to the bathroom
I smiled and said: Is it necessary? Just change it here.
She looked at me and seemed to think: Forget it, go in and change it, it's safe
I didn't stop her. When she came out, she was already wearing a silk cotton pajama, like a housewife. I suddenly had an idea.
She leaned on the bed: This bed is really comfortable
Yes, very comfortable
I'm going to sleep in this bed?
She slapped her pillow
Anyway, I just changed it this morning
My eyes lit up: Why don't I go to the front desk and let's change to a big bed room
A bed?
She opened her eyes wide and shook her head in an instant: No, no, that's not good
I smiled and stopped insisting
Everyone lives in the same room, what do you care about one bed and two beds
I'll have to go back next weekend, school is about to start
I nodded, school is about to start
Well, I'll book a flight ticket on Saturday and leave from Chengdu
She said: Then let’s go to Chengdu?
I suddenly remembered the agreement with Xue Mingyu: Mom, I'm afraid I can't go back with you
She looked at me in surprise and told me about what Xue Mingyu asked me to help him
She hadn't heard me tell you about my situation in the company before. This might be the first time I heard it, not only was she a little surprised
Then you will be in Chengdu in the future?
Not necessarily, but at least it's a retreat
Then you and Hanyue?
Although I didn't finish it, I know what she meant
Mom, I haven't done anything now, so don't think too much about it. I just make a decision. I must talk to Hanyue first. What will happen then?
She pondered for a while, and might also think it made sense.
Why do I feel nervous?
I don't know if she is worried about Wu Hanyue and me or something else: Mom, don't think so much, I haven't even had a single horoscope yet
She stopped talking and closed her eyes, as if she was tired, and after a while, she said: Then how can we arrange it later?
I don't know what she meant after that?
What are the next few days or years?
I can only interrupt and say: tomorrow, why don’t we go to Ciqikou and eat Maoxuewang, the authentic one. Come back and visit Chongqing city, and we will go to Jiuzhaigou the day after tomorrow. How about it?
She had no expression on her face, and then smiled and said: OK, since you have thought about it, you will listen to you
I think it is cruel to tell her an uncertain future as soon as I enter the door. I deeply regret my decision. It would be great if I could tell her before leaving Chengdu, at least I could have a good mood during the game.
Now I feel a little embarrassed to sit down, so I said: Mom, you have a rest first. I happen to have a few friends to send me. I will go and see it and come back after a while.
She still smiled very gently, and her body was on the bed
I had no friends to give it to me, so I sat on the sofa in the hotel lobby and smoked. Yes, sometimes people seem to have many decisions made by themselves, but in fact they are all choices made by the environment and others for you. You don’t seem to have any solution.
In fact, it was Lao Jia's decision that changed my whole life
I have already made a response in my subconscious mind, that is, to leave and find my future, but the price is to change the life I was once familiar with and now. Is this price high?
Is it worth it?
Thinking about it from another perspective, has my decision changed my mother-in-law's life again?
In the blue-gray smoke that was spitting out, I even felt like I was in a dream. I was actually traveling with my mother-in-law in Chongqing. A few days ago, we were still respectful and rigorous mother-son relationships. In a blink of an eye, we actually had such a relationship that was not accepted by the world. Now we are like couples in love. Even the little emotions in the hotel today have a bit of a lover fighting spirit.
I suddenly thought: Why do I do this?
Is it really because I love my mother-in-law?
Or just to experience the stimulation of an inappropriate relationship?
Is this really right?
Didn't you harm her?
I don't know, I don't know how to answer these questions, or actually I have answers in my subconscious mind, but I still don't want to stay in my own thinking and express it in my own language
Although I know what I do is inseparable, I don’t think I am a person with a lack of moral sense. On the contrary, I think I am actually a hedonist at most and do not want to hurt anyone.
I don't want to hurt Wu Hanyue, nor do I want to hurt my mother-in-law
Yes, from her perspective, she must have overcome her huge psychological obstacles before finally deciding to take a step. It was like a girl who decided to hand over herself to someone to entrust her for life. Now she is facing the possibility of losing everything in a very short time. What would her mood be like?
I was really happy for a while, but I can't make myself a bastard
Isn't it?
I don't know what the future will look like, but at least in the scope of what I can do, I have to be a good person and a responsible person
This is what I want to see!
Enjoy the pleasure, be happy, be happy, do whatever you should do!
I seemed to have figured out many problems, and my body seemed to be particularly brisk. Unconsciously, I had jumped from the sofa and headed straight to the elevator room.
Open the door, the TV was still on, but there was no one on the bed. I knocked on the door of the toilet, and my mother-in-law said: Please come in
I pushed the door and saw that my mother-in-law had changed her clothes back to her formal clothes, a goose yellow professional dress.
Hair is also tied into a slim, and I'm wearing lipstick in front of the mirror
I was just about to say you didn't have a rest
She said first: You are back, I'm ready, and you can set off
I said blankly: Where to go?
Didn’t you say you wanted to treat me to authentic Chongqing hotpot?
I was surprised at how fast she changed
I don't even think she is a stress response
I pulled her out of the bathroom, and she followed obediently
I said: Mom, I want to say that no matter what decision I make in the future, I don’t want to hurt you or anyone else. I actually want to make everyone happy, especially if you and I say this, do you understand?
My mother-in-law heard my seriousness and her expression became serious: After you left just now, I thought about it for a long time in the house. Actually, I don’t have the right to ask you to do anything, nor do I have the right to ask you to change anything
Mom, don't say that
No, listen to me, your life is not mine, it is your own, my life is not yours, it is mine, it is just that our lives overlapped at some point, but I can't ask this to last for a lifetime, this is impossible and unrealistic. I actually ask myself whether I have been happy these days? I am very happy. I feel that I haven't been so happy for many years, it's like I'm back to the age of twenty. OK, I think, since it happened, since it's happy, I will continue to do it well, aren't it here to play? It's fun, but this thing can't last long, don't last long, don't think about it, you won't be disappointed. In fact, our relationship is shameful, so it's definitely not last long, so what should you do? Don't look at it.
She looked at my eyes, and there was a hint of sorrow in her eyes, but also a hint of perseverance.
Go back, you and Hanyue can still live with you, but I will still be your mother. If you and Hanyue can't live with you, we are old relatives, do you think so?
I really didn't expect that when I was thinking, my mother-in-law thought so much and still so thoroughly
I can't help but feel that she is not the housewife I usually see who only knows how to cook and wash clothes.
I hurriedly said: Mom, I thought about it just now. I think we have feelings for each other. I don’t think I did something wrong and I don’t regret it. So I think as long as you are happy, we can go as far as we can. We are happy, even if we are responsible for ourselves and for each other
She kept looking into my eyes, as if she wanted to find her answer from my eyes
After hearing my words, she still smiled gently: Don’t say anything about responsibility. No one can bear our affairs. You can’t bear it, and I can’t bear it. We can’t let anyone know. If you know, you can’t bear it. But you just said that you are more important than anything else. I said that I haven’t been so happy for a long time, so I want to play here happily for a few days. I will be my teacher and take care of your father.
There was a smile in her eyes, and I laughed too
I think in many cases the emotions and thinking between me and my mother-in-law are connected, rather than Wu Hanyue
Mom, why don’t we go to Daocheng and Kangding to have a look?
Kangding?
Her expression showed yearning
OK, you can go wherever you say... I thought, this is my happiest summer and it will not happen in the future, so I listen to you... I became a fool when I left the door
She giggled and said
I think her open-mindedness seems helpless
But this helpless open-mindedness has an unstoppable charm
I think she is so good now, why didn't I know before
Take me to have hot pot
She held my hand
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