Chapter 59 Bad Mood

When I woke up, the clock on the wall showed that two days had passed. I felt full of vitality in my body. A sense of life made me feel very comfortable. The injuries on my body seemed to heal, and it didn't hurt that much.

I looked out the window, it was still early in the morning, and it was still bright before the sky was bright

Today's dawn is very exciting. The feeling of shattering apart the darkness, the feeling of thousands of golden arrows and crossbows dispelling the stars, moving from the darkness before dawn to the light, calming me, and the light of hope gradually filled the whole room. This feeling is very good

It's been a long time since I've been doing this

This state of mind is not often there. Most of the time, I don’t know what dawn looks like. Even if I know, I rarely pay attention to it. The desire of the night often makes me linger. The morning often starts from noon. The restless heart comes again and again, holding a lot of youth in my hand and squanders it. It is an irresistible temptation for a young man like me.

So through repeated indulgence and squandering, people's hearts are lost, life is trashing, and life is wasting

Many capable people in terms of character practice, try to set a benchmark in the hope that others can live like them.

Their behavior of admiring people should indeed be remembered, praised, and imitated by others

Unfortunately, I am not attractive to people like me. My life is still being missed, and my life is still wasting my life.

Faced with such emptiness and helplessness, I can do nothing and can't afford to fight. I can only stick to the little self-satisfaction of self-deception, so that I can't completely lose myself.

Satisfaction and contentment are the best quality that we should retain. For this reason, we have relieved so much restlessness and gained so much peace of mind.

Only in this way can we be able to breathe everywhere, but be regarded as a standard, gradually be regarded as normal, and be accepted like a frog boiled in warm water. In a society with vain and glitter, we breathe and live in a life of silence.

Let me enjoy this rare morning tranquility, because I don't know when I will have no time to take care of it or be ruined by a bad mood

It's so quiet in the morning, but it doesn't mean the day is beautiful

What I didn't expect was that the bad mood came so soon, it came suddenly and suddenly

Before my mood was ruined, Xue Xinxin sent the breakfast. Later I learned about the food delivery. She has done it several times in the past two days.

She silently arranged the food, and the expression she was used to was still on her face, and she carefully fed me breakfast.

I had talked with Xue Xinxin before, and it was the first time I knew she was taking care of someone like this.

Even if she cares about people, she doesn't like to show off her expression. A melancholy atmosphere is always lingering. Several times of true feelings are revealed at specific times, which makes me feel that it is difficult for me to enter her heart, although my relationship with her is still good now.

Xue Xinxin told me that since I was hospitalized, Shangguan Yunqing had visited me, but she didn't come on the day I woke up, so she couldn't touch it.

She put the bowls and chopsticks into the cart, asked the nurse to take them away, and said to me: How do you feel? Are you okay?

Fortunately, it feels good

I said

I have used the latest recovery potion for you. According to the recovery situation in the past two days, your injury will be basically cured in another week. However, the injury to your left arm will take two weeks later. You have to rest well and not be excited. That is, you can't have sex with a woman in this month.

Xue Xinxin said in a very plain tone

sexual intercourse?

This word just blurted out nakedly. I heard it very harsh in my ears. Wouldn't it be that some other obscure ones were changed?

This perverted girl!

I'm a little embarrassed: Uh...I understand, I heard what you said to Lu Meifeng

You know... I thought you were really dizzy? It turns out that I heard everything

I wasn't pretending, I heard it, but I couldn't speak at that time

You won't feel uncomfortable, right?

Xue Xinxin's eyes are lit up, I know it may be difficult to ask you not to come for a month

Well, this girl is still worried about whether I feel uncomfortable or not. Where can I find Ah with such a considerate girlfriend?

I joked: ...It's uncomfortable? ...This...it's a bit uncomfortable. As a monk for a month, I will get sick. It will be very hard. You won't just look at me working so hard, right? You are a doctor, are there any good solutions?

After saying that, I looked at Xue Xinxin with a smile, and glanced at her full chest a few times. It was so full!

Since this date, I have encountered many exciting things. I have seen this pair of Mimi. The Yuanrun Peak is very proud, but I have never bought it. Is this boyfriend too serious?

Xue Xinxin saw me looking at her breasts, subconsciously looked down at her breasts, thinking there was something there, then she realized my badness, raised her head and glared at me, is it very good?...I have a way to make you not feel uncomfortable

She approached me and said with her teeth: I'll castrate you directly!...I haven't done such a surgery for a long time, so I've been practicing.

Only when I'm with me will Xue Xinxin make such jokes

I moved my head back and smiled all over my face...Just, joking...I can hold it, I can hold it... Haha, there is no need to worry

snort!

Xue Xinxin snorted and said: You are serious, if you really can't help it, you must also endure it, otherwise the medicine will be greatly reduced, and there will be sequelae of unknown conditions. If you really can't help it, I will instruct the nurse to give you sedatives on time every day, and you will be calmer at that time.

I must endure it. In order to get better as soon as possible, I will be determined to endure it. I must endure it even if I can't.

I said with a firm look on my face

Xue Xinxin looked at me with a strange look and burst into laughter, her face bright, I was a little stunned

She laughed and said: Haha... Look at you like that, you will feel very uncomfortable this month, right? Tell you, if you can survive this month, I will have a reward. Of course, this is also related to my research direction. My next research direction will be on the fertilized egg. Maybe that is the breakthrough to solve the rejection defect... As for how to do it, you think about it yourself

Uh… fertilized egg?

I looked at Xue Xinxin in horror...You won't let me be circulated by sows like a breeding pig, right? Then you are still watching from the side?

Xue Xinxin covered her nose and continued to laugh: Haha...Breeding pigs? Why do you say so funny? Ah...What's wrong with me?...What's wrong with me if I love to see? I'm doing scientific research, I don't think there is anything wrong with me.

Xue Xinxin finally stopped laughing and said: You must remember that national interests are above everything else, and you and I must obey national interests. The country does whatever the country needs you... You should be able to do it, right?

Me?...I am not only a guinea pig, but also a breeding pig, so why do I feel like I have fallen into your trap...

I sighed and lamented, ...I regretted it, once I had a girlfriend accidentally, I was a duck all day long?

If you think you are a pig, no one can stop you. Think whatever you like. This research must continue

Xue Xinxin disregarded my protest

I...I and other women, that...will you feel uncomfortable?

I said a little nervously

Xue Xinxin opened her phoenix eyes wide and said seriously: It’s not uncomfortable, you are satisfied with this answer, right?

As soon as Xue Xinxin finished speaking, a sigh rose in my heart, Damn, pervert, it's really pervert, it's overwhelming.

After a while, I calmed down and said helplessly: Okay, I will arrange it as you wish. Even if I die of exhaustion in the bed for the sake of the country... I am so lucky. There are only oxes that are exhausted in the world, and there are no fields that will plow badly; the more the fields plow, the fatter the cows become, the thinner they become... Don't let me die of skin and bones on the bed!

Xue Xinxin laughed again, haha... wherever you want to go, IVF is OK!

IVF?

I don’t know how many eggs I have to have for hundreds of millions of tadpoles?

It seems too unreasonable to continue this topic

I asked: Xinxin, don’t you feel tired if you work so hard to conduct research for the country?

Not tired. If I could study the combat agent as soon as possible, maybe Xiao Liang would not have died

As soon as he talked about this, Xue Xinxin looked a little sad...so I had to study it, no matter what method I used!

I accidentally touched Xue Xinxin's sadness, and I hurriedly changed the topic: I think my feet can be discharged as soon as possible when they can move. What do you think?

No! Your injury will be cured in the hospital and then discharged. At the same time, you can also observe the efficacy of the rehabilitation agent.

Xue Xinxin said

...Oh, I understand, everything is for research! ... For research, my life is really hard...

I said with a lengthened tone

Xue Xinxin ignored my strange accent and said: I have to stay in the research institute these days. I may be very busy. You have to stay here by yourself.

It seems that Xue Xinxin is busy studying my sperm?

I smiled and said: Haha, it's okay, go ahead and get it if there are not enough experimental supplies

Xue Xinxin laughed again and said: ...It's said that you can't come for a month, or you'll have surgery directly. Are you really willing to let me do something about killing chickens and retrieving eggs?

...I'm just kidding you? I'm just teasing you

I said

I won't tell you so much, this is my room key here. If you are bored, you can go to my room to read books and surf the Internet. If you are inconvenient, you can ask the nurse to help you get it, so that you will not be bored

Xue Xinxin handed me a key

I reached out to take it, and I realized that the few fingers I had been injured had healed

This medicine is really amazing!

Xue Xinxin called the nurse to explain a few words, then left

I lay on the bed and recalled the conversation I had with Xue Xinxin just now, and couldn't help but laugh. Unintentionally, I was issued a legal sexual intercourse qualification certificate by the state. Can I be fucked everywhere under the guise of the state in the future?

In normal times, only marriage can be done, and there is only one partner, except that it is illegal intercourse.

But this sexual matter is regarded as a job and a task, is it still fun to have the previous ones?

Just like after marriage, a husband fucks his wife and becomes a legal job, and he makes fun of it every day. No matter how he changes things, day after day, over the years, it will inevitably become mechanical repetition. The feeling of touching his right hand with his left hand will one day make people feel sad and unpleasant.

There is no doubt that no matter what kind of job you work, you will always get bored after working for a long time, and things often turn into marriages, either doing illegal work or changing partners, and the tragedy in the world will occur.

Further inferences can be made that the current marriage system is so unpleasant. The erasure of brothels is completely a regression of the times. Human desires are blocked for no reason, which adds a little unstable to the public. The ancestors have long understood this principle, but we are still obsessed with it and unswervingly walk to the dark!

Until then, I was in a good mood and was still a little happy

I moved my feet and found that I could get off the ground. I walked slowly into the bathroom. After urinating, when I came out, the door of the ward was pushed open.

The one who came in was Jin Yanqian, wearing a black tweed coat, with two black straps on her waist carefully hanging in front of her, making her waist look very graceful. Her hands were placed in vertical bags on both sides of the coat, her two slender and plump calves were exposed outside the coat, and the black stockings on her feet were slightly thick, which made people feel a warm feeling. A pair of short boots were very fashionable, and she looked out of the spirit, and there was also an unknown ability, but the expression on her face was a little solemn, lacking the activity she had when she saw her several times.

What's up?

I asked, and I slowly walked to the bed

……Slower!

Jin Yanqian walked over quickly, helped me to the edge of the bed, and helped me sit down

Pour water yourself

I said

Jin Yanqian poured two glasses of water, handed me a glass, then held the water cup in both hands, warmed her hands, exhaled her heat and took a few sips.

She glanced at me a few times, as if observing my emotions, and said: It seems that your injury healed quite quickly? Do you feel okay?

Well, it's okay! Thank you for your concern, come to see me again

I said

This is for you to see

After hesitation, she took out a stack of photos from her pocket and handed them to me. Maybe... it may make you a little uncomfortable, you must be mentally prepared

I put down the water cup, took the photo, put it on the bed and looked through it.

The first picture is a photo of a man whose face was deformed, his bruised eyes narrowed into slits, and his face was covered with blood. I identified it for a while before I recognized that the person was Zhao Gao. I turned down. The photo was a doctor's diagnosis: his hands and feet were broken, his skull was lacerated, his tendons were broken, and his lifelong disability... I turned over again. The following pictures are Zhao Gao's subordinate named Erbiao. One arm was cut to blood and blood, with only a little flesh and shoulders connected... The tragic scene made me numb my scalp and my heart sank. I turned to the last few pictures. A small car that hit the guardrail was broken and burned. In the cab was a corpse burned to black charcoal and his head was shrunk...

...Zhao Gao was beaten seriously injured during a gang fight two days ago. The dead person was also Zhao Gao's subordinate, and died in a car accident yesterday.

Kim Yeon-ki talked

I understood, this is what Xu Xueyin told me. I felt a little creepy, my spine became cold, and then a fire from nowhere quickly rose up. I said angrily: This... is this what you did?... is it the good thing Xu Xueyin did?

I'm just here to tell you the fact that they were injured and encountered a car accident. I don't know the other ones.

Kim Yeon-ki raises his voice

Did Xu Xueyin send someone to do it? Do you think it was her?

I yelled

...Calm down, what are you angry? Isn't this the result you want? Is it so important who did it? They have all received the punishment they deserve, and they are taking it upon themselves! Now someone has stepped forward to settle this matter for you, you should be happy

Seeing that I was so angry, Jin Yeon-ki also said loudly

Should I be happy? Fix it for me?...

My heart is cold and cold, and my anger is burning again and again. A strong sense of humiliation occupies my heart. Did I tell you to do it? You are too much. What should I do is my business, and you don’t need to intervene... Now that everyone has been killed, you are so cruel and ruthless... Should I thank you?

It was a car accident! It was an accident! It was not planned...

Jin Yeon-ki, defending loudly

An accident? In the plan?...You said you didn't know, what was in the plan? Doesn't this mean that these were all planned by you?

I asked

...I won't bother you, in short, this matter is over, your grudge between you and Wang Rendi ended here, he was injured, you were lying on the hospital bed, you were even, your girlfriend's affairs have also come to an end... Let's let it pass

Jin Yeon-ki ignored my question, took out a check from my pocket and put it on my bed. This was the compensation I received from Zhao Gao, 500,000, which was for that girl.

When I saw the check, my anger and humiliation made me almost burst. I suddenly kneaded the check into a ball, threw it on the ground, and also transferred the photos on the bed to the ground, shouting at Jin Yeon-ki: Get out! I don’t need your pity and help. It’s my business if you can avenge or not! There is no need for you to meddle in other people’s business!

Jin Yeon-ki picked up the checks that were kneaded on the ground. Sorry, Zhao Bo, I didn't want you to feel bad... I will transfer the checks to that girl.

I warn you not to touch Sun Qian and not to hurt her again!

I pointed at Jin Yeon-ki and said

The matter has been settled, no one will be hurt again

Kim Yeon-ki said, she picked up photos on the ground one by one.

I stumbled and looked at Jin Yanqian coldly, trying to say something, but suddenly felt powerless. A kind of grief like falling into the abyss swept through my heart. I really wanted to smash the world into pieces, but I couldn't do it. I lowered my head in pain and helplessness. I felt that my dignity was trampled hard by the iron hooves from nowhere, one foot after another, powerful and swift, without hesitation. It was a kind of pain like being raped, a feeling of being unrelenting. It was particularly strong.

Zhao Bo...I understand your current mood, but this is the sorrow of us. In the eyes of those who enjoy controlling others, we are so humble. Our lives are just the object of their playing and enjoyment... Forget this, don't have any unrealistic thoughts

Jin Yeon-ki opened the door and sighed, "You have a good rest, I'll leave."

I was so embarrassed that I couldn't relieve my anger. I picked up the water cup at my hand and slapped it hard on the ground. With a loud bang, the water cup split into pieces.

At this time, the door opened again, and I shouted without raising my head: Get out! Why are you going to do if you come back?