Xue Xinxin held the test tube in her hand and said: Sun Qian, I want to say a few words to Zhao Bo alone, and I want to discuss some things with him.
oh
Sun Qian responded, pulled out a tissue to help me wipe the remaining semen on my penis, pulled my pants up, and wiped the semen stained on her silky feet. Tell me, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette
Sun Qian put on high heels, took a cigarette lighter, and left the ward
Xinxin, what's the matter?
I said
Zhao Bo, I want to ask you, is the case with your beating related to Wang Rentian?
After Xue Xinxin covered the test tube, she put it in a white iron box and looked at me and asked.
I don't know any of these people who hit me!
I said lightly, my attitude of not wanting to mention this matter is very clear
Although I hate those people to the core, it was my fault after all, and it has nothing to do with Xue Xinxin. I want to do everything possible to repay them, but I can't speak up until the end of my life
In my personality, a person who can't even take on the things he has committed is not a man at all. The kind of hidden woman watching the show behind her back, think about it, if it really does, it will make me ashamed. A man who has accumulated over thousands of years must not ruin my hands like this.
Even if you don't have any skills, this is not a reason to actively seek women's protection.
Xue Xinxin asked several times, "I will tell the truth when I die, and I will talk about him, but I don't know what to do when I ask. She snorted, and she looked at her eyes and was helpless."
Okay, I won’t talk nonsense to you anymore. I have to ask you something important, what would you do if there was a chance to serve the country now?
Xue Xinxin sat down beside my bed and said
To serve the country?
I can't stand such a big hat when I'm holding it over. I wonder what medicine is selling in this girl?
Xue Xinxin looked serious, not like she was joking
I said: I don't know what you are going to say? But if there is such an opportunity, I will not refuse
In order to make a clearer attitude, I continued: Xinxin, I know you are a soldier. The soldier and the country are like a shadow. The country needs soldiers to defend it. The soldier is glorious for serving the country. I am not a soldier, nor have noble sentiments. I am just an ordinary person and can't say anything. But if the country needs me, I will not refuse. For this reason, I am willing to do anything.
good!
Xue Xinxin said excitedly, Zhao Bo, you don’t need any big reason. It’s enough for you to have such an idea. What I want to tell you about the highest secret belonging to the country is the highest secret. Once you know it, no matter whether you want it or not, your life will change. You may be subject to some constraints. I know you don’t like being restricted, so you should think clearly. Do you need to listen? What I want to say, even if you listen, it will have an impact on you. You can still choose to listen or not.
Xue Xinxin's words made me feel a little more righteous. What exactly was she going to say?
The highest secret of the country?
I'm dizzy. When will I, a little man, have the opportunity to get in touch with the country's top secrets?
Why choose me?
I had to ask a question
Because for me, you are the most suitable one?
Am I the most suitable?
Well, you are the most suitable one. I don’t know how to tell you, just like you are the only man I have come into contact with, I will not have any other choice?
Of course, you can think about it slowly
Seeing that I didn't respond, Xue Xinxin continued
Do you think I should agree?
Xue Xinxin nodded, and a eager light flowed in her eyes
OK, I promise you, tell me, what kind of state secret is it, so that I, a idler in society, can get in touch with
I deliberately made the following words lighter, I don't like this kind of serious conversation
Zhao Bo, you must always remember that what I am talking about below is the highest secret of the country. After listening to it, no matter whether you agree or not, I will not say a word to anyone in my conversation with you. This is a major issue involving national security. Don’t blame me for being overwhelmed, because only a very small number of people know this secret, including those who research with me, and they do not fully know all the secrets. You can consider it again.
Xue Xinxin said
Xue Xinxin asked me to consider it again and again. I understood that Xue Xinxin must have been engaged in a very confidential research, which is also very important to the security of the country.
I know that people like her who are engaged in confidential research in a powerful national department do not need to pay such a lot of money to ordinary people like me. If I need my help, I just need to make a request in the name of the country. Even if I don’t tell me all the situation, an ordinary person like me can only submit if I obediently
Xue Xinxin did this, but she didn't want to force me to do what I didn't want to do.
No need to think about it, Xinxin, tell me, even if I have given my 180 pounds, as long as I can do something meaningful to the country, I will have no regrets, and it is my glory.
I said seriously
Zhao Bo, you must be very surprised why I collected semen. Don’t worry, I will explain it to you clearly
Xue Xinxin said
What I want to tell you is that I have not retired. I am still an army major and is engaged in a research on state secrets. This work is very confidential. Even its code is confidential. It is a biological warfare agent. The code name of this biological warfare agent is YD-1. The initial research started with insulin, so the code name is the pinyin abbreviation of the islet. The purpose of the research is to extract substances from organisms that can improve human functions, so that soldiers can become stronger, stronger, more cold-resistant, more resistant to high temperatures, stronger and more agile after use. The reason why they need to be extracted from organisms is that it is safer. If it is a chemically synthesized reagent, it will often be accompanied by many toxicities and uncertainties, as well as side effects and sequelae. So I chose to study through the direction of biological extracts, so that the harm to the human body can be minimized and the effect is the best.
I didn't disturb Xue Xinxin's narrative, but this is derived from the code name YD-1- When I hear it, how can I think of "Luxurious No. 1" or "Vaginal No. 1"? It seems that my thoughts are very impure and very vulgar.
The military has been engaged in this work for more than 20 years, and I have been in contact with this work for five years. Since Xiao Liang left me, almost all my energy has been put on this research and has made breakthrough progress in my work. Half a year ago, I developed the YD-1W combat agent, which was marked as W, because this combat agent is extracted from a woman's egg. After taking it, the strength of people will increase by more than 5 times. It is more resistant to hunger, has stronger endurance, has longer health points, and has more sensitive sensory sensations and can see further.
Uh, have all such things been made? It's really bizarre. This method of manufacturing is really... It's really special. It's really "Luxurious No. 1" Ah
Xue Xinxin ignored my surprised expression and added: For example, ordinary people will die if they don’t get into the water for three to four days. After using this combat agent, they can persist for fifteen days without water. This is very beneficial for engaging in military operations such as lurking behind the enemy and staying for assistance. The rapid improvement of various functions, the survival of battlefield soldiers, etc., are of great significance. It can be said that such combat agents are released. If used in large quantities, they will completely change the form of modern warfare.
But the combat agent I've studied has a big flaw
Xue Xinxin sighed
defect?
I said
Well, there are still defects. Maybe it is because of the extraction from female eggs. This kind of war agent is only suitable for women. It is not of use for men at all. You know that there are too few female soldiers in the army. It is far from enough for female soldiers. And there is another problem, which is the rejection phenomenon, that is, it can only be used after the egg is extracted by my own eggs. This greatly limits the mass production and application of war agents. I have been solving the rejection problem of this kind of war agent, and there is no progress yet.
Alas, Xue Xinxin sighed again, I don’t know where the problem lies. It’s a pity that such a good thing can only be used in a small range.
I looked at Xue Xinxin with a weird look, which meant that such perverted things were invented for you. It was not ordinary.
But I don't think of her sigh
It is already incredible to invent such a war agent. If it can be used in large quantities, it seems that the battlefield has not changed, and this society has also changed.
By then, all the women are superman, and even the men can’t do it. How can you get along with Ah?
Women go to the battlefield and fight bravely to the enemy. Men can only stay at home uselessly, take care of their children, clean the floor and cook, or go to the ground to farm and provide food to women. Maybe they have to be humble every time they ask for love with women.
Such a life is really a disaster for men!
I secretly glad that this combat agent has such a restrictive defect. For the sake of men's dignity, I hope Xue Xinxin will not really solve this defect.
What are you thinking?
Xue Xinxin saw my distraction
Oh, no...I didn't think about anything?
I came to my senses, you continued, I'm listening
Xue Xinxin said: You should have guessed what happened later. It is because of this defect that the human body function enhancement war agent is now only tried in a small number of female soldiers of special forces. There are also some instability, the efficacy and length of the medicine are different, and the manufacturing process is also very harsh. The superior ordered me to solve these defects at all costs. At the same time, we should study the war agents that men can use so that male soldiers can use them.
...Xinxin, I know what you don’t say below, and I know it. Because of your problems with men, you have never been able to study men, and you have never found a solution. Now I am the only man who makes you not resist or refuse, so you want to study as a research object and find a solution to the defects of war agents from me.
No matter how stupid I hear this, I know the purpose of Xue Xinxin looking for me
It also made me realize that Xue Xinxin had shown a strong interest and curiosity about men and women, on the one hand, for herself, and on the other hand, for research.
But God knows how I met such a woman. Not only is she extremely talented, but she also has weird behavior and makes amazing moves from time to time. Now, I am very likely to be blind in her eyes.
You are very smart! I just want you to join my research and find a breakthrough in you to make up for the defects of war agents. Now you know how important you are to me and how important it is to the country. Without you, I really can't think of how to study men?
Xue Xinxin smiled and said
I smiled bitterly and looked at Xue Xinxin: ...After all, do you want me to be the quintessential mouse you tested now? Why is my life so bitter? It’s fine if I use it as a pill for you, but now I’m going to be a quintessential mouse. Maybe one day an accident in an experiment, I’m dead and you’re using it for autopsy. I was soaked in formalin and made into a specimen for research... The tragic situation is not only terrible, but my fate is also very miserable...
...Stop! Where do you want to go? This research is very safe. I just study your body, draw some blood from you, and get some semen for experiments. It is basically the same as a general physical examination. It is not as terrifying as you said. What kind of teenage mouse? I can't bear to treat you as a teenage mouse. I will treat you as my most important thing to protect you. I will make you stronger, stronger, able to fight and fight. No one can bully you easily, and will never beat you down like now...
Xue Xinxin wanted to continue her vivid description, but was interrupted by me... What if I don't agree?
Xue Xinxin stared at me like a monster, and said for a long time: It's too late, now you can't help
How do you say this?
I ignored her eyes as she stared at me
I asked you to think clearly just now. If you don’t agree, there will be no subsequent conversation. Now you have come into contact with the core secrets of the country. Do you know the consequences of contacting the core secrets of the country? As long as this secret is not cut off, the person who comes into contact with the secrets will be closely monitored, including who he meets and reports on what he does every day. In a simple sentence, you have freedom as much as house arrest, but you will be monitored; you have the right, but only if there is... Are you willing to live such a life?
Xue Xinxin said
If you are not free, you would rather die!
I said
So you should listen to me obediently and cooperate with me to do this research well. As long as you become a member of the research work, you will have the corresponding rights and privileges. Those who can join our research work have undergone strict political review and have extremely high personal qualities. Therefore, there is generally no strict monitoring in daily life. You mainly rely on personal self-discipline. You don’t have to worry about the great impact of your life. Moreover, as a special member of the research team, you are not a soldier, so many military constraints do not exist for you. In short, a sentence will benefit you without any harm...
Xue Xinxin finally said something, ...Now you tell me, are you agree or not?
I wonder if I have a salary to get when doing such a job? How many are there?
I asked with a shameless look, Xue Xinxin's expression was a little stunned, but I pretended not to see it
I have seen a lot of things like this that I have been recruited by the state but not received corresponding rewards in online forums. Although dedication to the state is the main thing, it is also appropriate to seek some benefits for myself when possible. I don’t think it’s wrong to make a small calculation for myself.
Selfless dedication in this society will not be appreciated by the public. This kind of behavior like a saint sleepwalking is often covered with a halo of fools, idiots, unreasonableness, etc., and is regarded as boring and ridiculous, or even a show with ulterior motives.
I admit that there are such people who have selfless dedication to the point of being unparalleled. They have noble character and always walk alone in this world, and their swaying figures shine in the darkness!
But how many people who really involve the ordinary selves among all living beings don’t want to make a living?
Don't bow your waist for a bucket of rice?
Chasing small profits is a labor that we must repeat every day. Gao Shang always comes after he is full.
How dare people like me who are still busy with three meals a day talk about selflessness?
Having a dedicated heart is enough
My villain's heart fell into Xue Xinxin's eyes, which surprised her very much
She looked at me a few times and said: Yes, but not a month's salary of 3,000 yuan, plus a special allowance of 1,200 yuan, totaling 4,200 yuan. This is the minimum standard for researchers. Because you just participated, there is only so much
I know that such a salary is too small, but the salary standard in the army is like this. You can get these levels as a lieutenant. If you are not satisfied, I will apply to my superiors again. It is not bad to treat you as a special researcher.
She added
No, I'm already very satisfied
I said
satisfy?
Xue Xinxin looked at me
I'm willing to pay more than I do now, even if I don't do my current job.
I smiled
You don't have to quit your current job. The research you are involved in is very confidential. Only a very small number of people know that, including your own existence, is confidential. Your current identity is also a good cover. So you are usually free and live like an ordinary person. You will only look for you when you need you when you need it.
Xue Xinxin said
This is the best, I am also worried that once you become your teenage mouse, you will have no freedom. If this happens, I will be in a dilemma.
I said happily
Xue Xinxin's eyes were strange, and after a while, she said: You are really special!
Special? Why don’t I think Ah!
I said
Many people don’t care about these things in order to show how good and excellent they are in front of me, but you are different. It seems that my charm is still not as good as real interests. Are you not afraid that you will lose the price in my heart and make me disgusted?
Xue Xinxin asked
I deliberately made a face and said to Xue Xinxin with a smile: I am just a vulgar person. I dare not expect you at all. I just try my best to do what I can. I just hope to help you, let you get better soon, do research well, give full play to your strengths, and treat more patients. From now on, I will be satisfied with a happy life, and I will not let Yun Qing down, and I will also contribute to the country.
Xue Xinxin's eyes were filled with an inexplicable touch. You... do you really think so?
Very vulgar, it makes you laugh at
I smiled
No, just... I just think you are so simple
I am a simple person, I am not that complicated, is it that I am very complicated in your eyes?
No, it was your words that made me complicated. Can you tell me what your life ideal is? Or what is your pursuit?
Xue Xinxin's tone showed enthusiasm, and she seemed to want to know the answer
Xue Xinxin's seemingly simple question has become a big problem for me, and I can't answer it for a while
What is this...a problem?
I don't know what answer...I haven't thought much about what kind of life I want?...To be honest, I really don't know
I found that I had failed a little, and I had lived for decades, but I still didn’t know what I wanted.
After thinking about it, I said: I have no ideals and no big pursuits. When I graduated from college, my father told me to live a good life, so I wanted to live a good life, like ordinary people, find a job, have a girlfriend, think about making more money, curing my girlfriend's mother's illness, making my life better with her, and then naturally get married and have children, complete one thing after another, and spend my life in a simple way... This may be my life ideal.
After hearing this, Xue Xinxin thoughtfully, her eyes lowered her eyes and looked at the floor
Am I a little unmotivated?
I said
No
Xue Xinxin raised her head and replied, I think... you have a good idea.
Xue Xinxin looked at me with a smile. The simpler the one is, the more real it is, and the most precious one is often very ordinary. The feeling you give me is very different, very different from him...
Xue Xinxin wanted to say something but stopped. Okay, let’s not talk about this anymore, you will definitely find the kind of life you want
This is decided!
Xue Xinxin said
I nodded and gave her a smile
oh
Sun Qian responded, pulled out a tissue to help me wipe the remaining semen on my penis, pulled my pants up, and wiped the semen stained on her silky feet. Tell me, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette
Sun Qian put on high heels, took a cigarette lighter, and left the ward
Xinxin, what's the matter?
I said
Zhao Bo, I want to ask you, is the case with your beating related to Wang Rentian?
After Xue Xinxin covered the test tube, she put it in a white iron box and looked at me and asked.
I don't know any of these people who hit me!
I said lightly, my attitude of not wanting to mention this matter is very clear
Although I hate those people to the core, it was my fault after all, and it has nothing to do with Xue Xinxin. I want to do everything possible to repay them, but I can't speak up until the end of my life
In my personality, a person who can't even take on the things he has committed is not a man at all. The kind of hidden woman watching the show behind her back, think about it, if it really does, it will make me ashamed. A man who has accumulated over thousands of years must not ruin my hands like this.
Even if you don't have any skills, this is not a reason to actively seek women's protection.
Xue Xinxin asked several times, "I will tell the truth when I die, and I will talk about him, but I don't know what to do when I ask. She snorted, and she looked at her eyes and was helpless."
Okay, I won’t talk nonsense to you anymore. I have to ask you something important, what would you do if there was a chance to serve the country now?
Xue Xinxin sat down beside my bed and said
To serve the country?
I can't stand such a big hat when I'm holding it over. I wonder what medicine is selling in this girl?
Xue Xinxin looked serious, not like she was joking
I said: I don't know what you are going to say? But if there is such an opportunity, I will not refuse
In order to make a clearer attitude, I continued: Xinxin, I know you are a soldier. The soldier and the country are like a shadow. The country needs soldiers to defend it. The soldier is glorious for serving the country. I am not a soldier, nor have noble sentiments. I am just an ordinary person and can't say anything. But if the country needs me, I will not refuse. For this reason, I am willing to do anything.
good!
Xue Xinxin said excitedly, Zhao Bo, you don’t need any big reason. It’s enough for you to have such an idea. What I want to tell you about the highest secret belonging to the country is the highest secret. Once you know it, no matter whether you want it or not, your life will change. You may be subject to some constraints. I know you don’t like being restricted, so you should think clearly. Do you need to listen? What I want to say, even if you listen, it will have an impact on you. You can still choose to listen or not.
Xue Xinxin's words made me feel a little more righteous. What exactly was she going to say?
The highest secret of the country?
I'm dizzy. When will I, a little man, have the opportunity to get in touch with the country's top secrets?
Why choose me?
I had to ask a question
Because for me, you are the most suitable one?
Am I the most suitable?
Well, you are the most suitable one. I don’t know how to tell you, just like you are the only man I have come into contact with, I will not have any other choice?
Of course, you can think about it slowly
Seeing that I didn't respond, Xue Xinxin continued
Do you think I should agree?
Xue Xinxin nodded, and a eager light flowed in her eyes
OK, I promise you, tell me, what kind of state secret is it, so that I, a idler in society, can get in touch with
I deliberately made the following words lighter, I don't like this kind of serious conversation
Zhao Bo, you must always remember that what I am talking about below is the highest secret of the country. After listening to it, no matter whether you agree or not, I will not say a word to anyone in my conversation with you. This is a major issue involving national security. Don’t blame me for being overwhelmed, because only a very small number of people know this secret, including those who research with me, and they do not fully know all the secrets. You can consider it again.
Xue Xinxin said
Xue Xinxin asked me to consider it again and again. I understood that Xue Xinxin must have been engaged in a very confidential research, which is also very important to the security of the country.
I know that people like her who are engaged in confidential research in a powerful national department do not need to pay such a lot of money to ordinary people like me. If I need my help, I just need to make a request in the name of the country. Even if I don’t tell me all the situation, an ordinary person like me can only submit if I obediently
Xue Xinxin did this, but she didn't want to force me to do what I didn't want to do.
No need to think about it, Xinxin, tell me, even if I have given my 180 pounds, as long as I can do something meaningful to the country, I will have no regrets, and it is my glory.
I said seriously
Zhao Bo, you must be very surprised why I collected semen. Don’t worry, I will explain it to you clearly
Xue Xinxin said
What I want to tell you is that I have not retired. I am still an army major and is engaged in a research on state secrets. This work is very confidential. Even its code is confidential. It is a biological warfare agent. The code name of this biological warfare agent is YD-1. The initial research started with insulin, so the code name is the pinyin abbreviation of the islet. The purpose of the research is to extract substances from organisms that can improve human functions, so that soldiers can become stronger, stronger, more cold-resistant, more resistant to high temperatures, stronger and more agile after use. The reason why they need to be extracted from organisms is that it is safer. If it is a chemically synthesized reagent, it will often be accompanied by many toxicities and uncertainties, as well as side effects and sequelae. So I chose to study through the direction of biological extracts, so that the harm to the human body can be minimized and the effect is the best.
I didn't disturb Xue Xinxin's narrative, but this is derived from the code name YD-1- When I hear it, how can I think of "Luxurious No. 1" or "Vaginal No. 1"? It seems that my thoughts are very impure and very vulgar.
The military has been engaged in this work for more than 20 years, and I have been in contact with this work for five years. Since Xiao Liang left me, almost all my energy has been put on this research and has made breakthrough progress in my work. Half a year ago, I developed the YD-1W combat agent, which was marked as W, because this combat agent is extracted from a woman's egg. After taking it, the strength of people will increase by more than 5 times. It is more resistant to hunger, has stronger endurance, has longer health points, and has more sensitive sensory sensations and can see further.
Uh, have all such things been made? It's really bizarre. This method of manufacturing is really... It's really special. It's really "Luxurious No. 1" Ah
Xue Xinxin ignored my surprised expression and added: For example, ordinary people will die if they don’t get into the water for three to four days. After using this combat agent, they can persist for fifteen days without water. This is very beneficial for engaging in military operations such as lurking behind the enemy and staying for assistance. The rapid improvement of various functions, the survival of battlefield soldiers, etc., are of great significance. It can be said that such combat agents are released. If used in large quantities, they will completely change the form of modern warfare.
But the combat agent I've studied has a big flaw
Xue Xinxin sighed
defect?
I said
Well, there are still defects. Maybe it is because of the extraction from female eggs. This kind of war agent is only suitable for women. It is not of use for men at all. You know that there are too few female soldiers in the army. It is far from enough for female soldiers. And there is another problem, which is the rejection phenomenon, that is, it can only be used after the egg is extracted by my own eggs. This greatly limits the mass production and application of war agents. I have been solving the rejection problem of this kind of war agent, and there is no progress yet.
Alas, Xue Xinxin sighed again, I don’t know where the problem lies. It’s a pity that such a good thing can only be used in a small range.
I looked at Xue Xinxin with a weird look, which meant that such perverted things were invented for you. It was not ordinary.
But I don't think of her sigh
It is already incredible to invent such a war agent. If it can be used in large quantities, it seems that the battlefield has not changed, and this society has also changed.
By then, all the women are superman, and even the men can’t do it. How can you get along with Ah?
Women go to the battlefield and fight bravely to the enemy. Men can only stay at home uselessly, take care of their children, clean the floor and cook, or go to the ground to farm and provide food to women. Maybe they have to be humble every time they ask for love with women.
Such a life is really a disaster for men!
I secretly glad that this combat agent has such a restrictive defect. For the sake of men's dignity, I hope Xue Xinxin will not really solve this defect.
What are you thinking?
Xue Xinxin saw my distraction
Oh, no...I didn't think about anything?
I came to my senses, you continued, I'm listening
Xue Xinxin said: You should have guessed what happened later. It is because of this defect that the human body function enhancement war agent is now only tried in a small number of female soldiers of special forces. There are also some instability, the efficacy and length of the medicine are different, and the manufacturing process is also very harsh. The superior ordered me to solve these defects at all costs. At the same time, we should study the war agents that men can use so that male soldiers can use them.
...Xinxin, I know what you don’t say below, and I know it. Because of your problems with men, you have never been able to study men, and you have never found a solution. Now I am the only man who makes you not resist or refuse, so you want to study as a research object and find a solution to the defects of war agents from me.
No matter how stupid I hear this, I know the purpose of Xue Xinxin looking for me
It also made me realize that Xue Xinxin had shown a strong interest and curiosity about men and women, on the one hand, for herself, and on the other hand, for research.
But God knows how I met such a woman. Not only is she extremely talented, but she also has weird behavior and makes amazing moves from time to time. Now, I am very likely to be blind in her eyes.
You are very smart! I just want you to join my research and find a breakthrough in you to make up for the defects of war agents. Now you know how important you are to me and how important it is to the country. Without you, I really can't think of how to study men?
Xue Xinxin smiled and said
I smiled bitterly and looked at Xue Xinxin: ...After all, do you want me to be the quintessential mouse you tested now? Why is my life so bitter? It’s fine if I use it as a pill for you, but now I’m going to be a quintessential mouse. Maybe one day an accident in an experiment, I’m dead and you’re using it for autopsy. I was soaked in formalin and made into a specimen for research... The tragic situation is not only terrible, but my fate is also very miserable...
...Stop! Where do you want to go? This research is very safe. I just study your body, draw some blood from you, and get some semen for experiments. It is basically the same as a general physical examination. It is not as terrifying as you said. What kind of teenage mouse? I can't bear to treat you as a teenage mouse. I will treat you as my most important thing to protect you. I will make you stronger, stronger, able to fight and fight. No one can bully you easily, and will never beat you down like now...
Xue Xinxin wanted to continue her vivid description, but was interrupted by me... What if I don't agree?
Xue Xinxin stared at me like a monster, and said for a long time: It's too late, now you can't help
How do you say this?
I ignored her eyes as she stared at me
I asked you to think clearly just now. If you don’t agree, there will be no subsequent conversation. Now you have come into contact with the core secrets of the country. Do you know the consequences of contacting the core secrets of the country? As long as this secret is not cut off, the person who comes into contact with the secrets will be closely monitored, including who he meets and reports on what he does every day. In a simple sentence, you have freedom as much as house arrest, but you will be monitored; you have the right, but only if there is... Are you willing to live such a life?
Xue Xinxin said
If you are not free, you would rather die!
I said
So you should listen to me obediently and cooperate with me to do this research well. As long as you become a member of the research work, you will have the corresponding rights and privileges. Those who can join our research work have undergone strict political review and have extremely high personal qualities. Therefore, there is generally no strict monitoring in daily life. You mainly rely on personal self-discipline. You don’t have to worry about the great impact of your life. Moreover, as a special member of the research team, you are not a soldier, so many military constraints do not exist for you. In short, a sentence will benefit you without any harm...
Xue Xinxin finally said something, ...Now you tell me, are you agree or not?
I wonder if I have a salary to get when doing such a job? How many are there?
I asked with a shameless look, Xue Xinxin's expression was a little stunned, but I pretended not to see it
I have seen a lot of things like this that I have been recruited by the state but not received corresponding rewards in online forums. Although dedication to the state is the main thing, it is also appropriate to seek some benefits for myself when possible. I don’t think it’s wrong to make a small calculation for myself.
Selfless dedication in this society will not be appreciated by the public. This kind of behavior like a saint sleepwalking is often covered with a halo of fools, idiots, unreasonableness, etc., and is regarded as boring and ridiculous, or even a show with ulterior motives.
I admit that there are such people who have selfless dedication to the point of being unparalleled. They have noble character and always walk alone in this world, and their swaying figures shine in the darkness!
But how many people who really involve the ordinary selves among all living beings don’t want to make a living?
Don't bow your waist for a bucket of rice?
Chasing small profits is a labor that we must repeat every day. Gao Shang always comes after he is full.
How dare people like me who are still busy with three meals a day talk about selflessness?
Having a dedicated heart is enough
My villain's heart fell into Xue Xinxin's eyes, which surprised her very much
She looked at me a few times and said: Yes, but not a month's salary of 3,000 yuan, plus a special allowance of 1,200 yuan, totaling 4,200 yuan. This is the minimum standard for researchers. Because you just participated, there is only so much
I know that such a salary is too small, but the salary standard in the army is like this. You can get these levels as a lieutenant. If you are not satisfied, I will apply to my superiors again. It is not bad to treat you as a special researcher.
She added
No, I'm already very satisfied
I said
satisfy?
Xue Xinxin looked at me
I'm willing to pay more than I do now, even if I don't do my current job.
I smiled
You don't have to quit your current job. The research you are involved in is very confidential. Only a very small number of people know that, including your own existence, is confidential. Your current identity is also a good cover. So you are usually free and live like an ordinary person. You will only look for you when you need you when you need it.
Xue Xinxin said
This is the best, I am also worried that once you become your teenage mouse, you will have no freedom. If this happens, I will be in a dilemma.
I said happily
Xue Xinxin's eyes were strange, and after a while, she said: You are really special!
Special? Why don’t I think Ah!
I said
Many people don’t care about these things in order to show how good and excellent they are in front of me, but you are different. It seems that my charm is still not as good as real interests. Are you not afraid that you will lose the price in my heart and make me disgusted?
Xue Xinxin asked
I deliberately made a face and said to Xue Xinxin with a smile: I am just a vulgar person. I dare not expect you at all. I just try my best to do what I can. I just hope to help you, let you get better soon, do research well, give full play to your strengths, and treat more patients. From now on, I will be satisfied with a happy life, and I will not let Yun Qing down, and I will also contribute to the country.
Xue Xinxin's eyes were filled with an inexplicable touch. You... do you really think so?
Very vulgar, it makes you laugh at
I smiled
No, just... I just think you are so simple
I am a simple person, I am not that complicated, is it that I am very complicated in your eyes?
No, it was your words that made me complicated. Can you tell me what your life ideal is? Or what is your pursuit?
Xue Xinxin's tone showed enthusiasm, and she seemed to want to know the answer
Xue Xinxin's seemingly simple question has become a big problem for me, and I can't answer it for a while
What is this...a problem?
I don't know what answer...I haven't thought much about what kind of life I want?...To be honest, I really don't know
I found that I had failed a little, and I had lived for decades, but I still didn’t know what I wanted.
After thinking about it, I said: I have no ideals and no big pursuits. When I graduated from college, my father told me to live a good life, so I wanted to live a good life, like ordinary people, find a job, have a girlfriend, think about making more money, curing my girlfriend's mother's illness, making my life better with her, and then naturally get married and have children, complete one thing after another, and spend my life in a simple way... This may be my life ideal.
After hearing this, Xue Xinxin thoughtfully, her eyes lowered her eyes and looked at the floor
Am I a little unmotivated?
I said
No
Xue Xinxin raised her head and replied, I think... you have a good idea.
Xue Xinxin looked at me with a smile. The simpler the one is, the more real it is, and the most precious one is often very ordinary. The feeling you give me is very different, very different from him...
Xue Xinxin wanted to say something but stopped. Okay, let’s not talk about this anymore, you will definitely find the kind of life you want
This is decided!
Xue Xinxin said
I nodded and gave her a smile