Chapter 156 Loneliness

After thinking about it, I agreed to Xiaoying's request not to participate in the party tonight

Actually, I understand what Xiaoying thinks. After all, her father and she have had the closest relationship. If her former sexual partner wants to go on a blind date, no matter whether she loves him or not, she is half of her lover after all, and the reluctance in her heart is self-evident. If Xiaoying also came to the party and saw that her father and Aunt Zhang had a good chat, would she be unable to suppress her and reveal her flaws? So the most rational and safe way is to avoid Xiaoying.

When the food was served, my father had arrived. When the food was served, I told my father Xiaoying that he could not come at the moment. A hint of disappointment and understanding flashed through his father's difficulties. Perhaps he knew the whole story in his heart, but the last sadness that flashed through his eyes was still captured by me, who knew the inside story.

At the dinner table, there were four people, my father chatting with Aunt Zhang, and I chatting with Aunt Zhang's daughter

Young people have a common language, and the older generation has a common language

What I talked with Aunt Zhang’s daughter was nothing more than some things in the workplace, while my father and Aunt Zhang were talking about rural life and life experiences, etc.

What I didn't expect was that my father and Aunt Zhang seemed to have a common language. First, they were both from rural areas, secondly, they were of the same age. Finally, they had the same experience. They both came from rural areas to cities. They were both widowed in their early years. The twists and sorrows of the two of them were the same.

The two old men opened up, and seemed to have endless topics to talk about

Seeing the two of them, Aunt Zhang's daughter and I looked at each other and smiled. It seemed that there was no gap between them together.

As long as your lifestyle is consistent, there will be no problem

Seeing the environment at the dinner table, I am glad that Xiaoying didn't come tonight

If Xiaoying came and saw her father and Aunt Zhang feeling that she had met each other too late, she would definitely show some flaws, and even her unnaturally would affect the current atmosphere

However, through my careful observation, my father did not have love in his eyes when facing Aunt Zhang. He did not regard Aunt Zhang as his lover, but as a confidant and friend. It seems that through such a long time of intimate contact with Xiaoying, his father seemed impossible to fall in love with others easily. Aunt Zhang could only give her father care and some psychological comfort in the future.

My wife, just a companion

Everyone has a very small appetite, so after eating for a while, they put down their bowls and chopsticks.

After leaving the hotel, I suggested going to the sports square to visit and give my father and Aunt Zhang some time to communicate.

Perhaps it was the first time I met, or perhaps it was because I didn’t love Aunt Zhang. Although my father had a great time with Aunt Zhang, he lacked a kind of love like a lover.

At about ten o'clock in the evening, my father and I saw Aunt Zhang and my daughter away

When I was about to stop a taxi and go home, my father stopped me

The way home is not far, let's go back for a walk. My father suppressed my hand that was about to stop the taxi and said kindly to me

OK... I noticed that my father might have something to say to me tonight

Tonight, due to occasion issues, my father and I didn’t drink alcohol at the dinner table, and only drank some mineral water and drinks, so my father and I were very clear at this time.

How do you feel about Aunt Zhang? My father said to me while walking with me

Dad, just look for a wife, just be optimistic. I have no objection. Aunt Zhang is in the company and I still know some people. My character is OK.

As long as you have no objection, it's OK. How have you arranged the matter about me going out? My father has been chasing me for the past two days. It seems that he is eager to escape from this family. It seems that after a fake pregnancy and two frightened by my temper, my father is really scared. Perhaps leaving this family will make his life more natural

Do I have to move out? Although I knew why my father wanted to move out, there was still a trace of guilt in my heart, and I couldn't help but try to keep my father again

Must move out. Even if my father formally made this request with you, there is still a lot of inconvenience to live together without any room for maneuver. After all, living habits are different. Besides, I have lived in a building enough, but I still don’t get used to it. Although my father didn’t look at me and said these words, I still heard it firmly in my tone.

Okay, tomorrow I will contact Brother Sao and ask him to help arrange it. I will arrange a better place for you to continue to be an updater. First, I am not tired from work, and you have something to do. Second, you also like that kind of life. How about it? I feel my father's persistence, I can only compromise.

My father had an accident in the power company. According to the principle, it is impossible for the power company to recruit my father as an employee.

But I have the senior executive, Sao Ge, to do connections, so there is no problem with the arrangement. At worst, it’s a little bit more secret. The updater is not an important role, who would notice it

OK, I like the life of Xiaodao very much. To be honest, I have always missed the time when I was a refueling man on Xiaodao during this period. When my father heard me make such arrangements, his originally dull mood seemed to have improved a lot.

These are my father's true words. After all, my father from rural areas still likes pastoral life similar to rural areas. What's more, the island has mountains and water, which is more suitable for elderly people like my father.

The father's departure means firm

But there was still a hint of reluctance in his expression. The reluctance contained reluctance to me and Xiaoying, but he was reluctant to leave or a lot of reluctance to Xiaoying.

My father’s idea may be that it is better to have a short pain than a long pain. Forced himself to leave. According to common sense, it is the most rational choice.

But Dad, don't... I thought of my father's previous suicide and couldn't help but remind me

Don't worry, this time I'm not so stupid with my wife, I'm worried about it this time, right? My father smiled at me and gave me a reassurance, but the loneliness in his eyes and the smile on his face were so out of place

During the time I talked to my father, I arrived home unknowingly

When I got home, it was dark. It seemed that Xiaoying had already fallen asleep. My father went back to his bedroom. I walked into the bedroom and saw Xiaoying sleeping soundly facing the bed.

I changed into my pajamas in the bedroom and then went to the bathroom

When I walked out of the bathroom, I walked to the kitchen curiously

I found that the food was cold, the pots, bowls and pots were neatly arranged, and there seemed to be no sign of fire at night. Could it be that Xiaoying didn’t eat when she came back tonight?

Or have you eaten outside?

Back in the bedroom, looking at Xiaoying's back, I wonder if he was really asleep. My father and I were very careful when we entered the door, and I hope we didn't make a fuss to stop her from resting.

I turned on the computer lightly and then turned on the surveillance video at home. I want to know what time Xiaoying will go home tonight. At the same time, I look at Xiaoying’s reaction and expression after returning home, so as to judge Xiaoying’s true heart. Although Xiaoying had sex with her father and had physical cheating, I don’t want Xiaoying to be mentally cheating. Her body can be shared with her father, but Xiaoying’s heart can only belong to me alone.

I can't help but laugh at my prejudice, I don't care about my heart and body.

I fixed the surveillance video at the time when Xiaoying got home from get off work. As a result, Xiaoying really didn't go to other places tonight and returned home at normal times.

Judging from Xiaoying's expression as soon as she entered the door, she seemed very tired and had a little depressed spirit

She did not go back to the bedroom to change her pajamas as usual, but threw her bag on the sofa, and sat directly on the sofa, lowering her head and constantly massaged her temples with both hands.

At this time, Xiaoying's expression was a little entangled, her brows were sometimes frowning and sometimes relaxing. It can be seen that she was not calm and seemed very upset.

After massaged her temples on the sofa for a while, she slowly walked to the kitchen, perhaps preparing dinner for herself

It was only when she just walked to the kitchen and prepared the ingredients that she realized that she was still wearing work clothes and not changing her pajamas

She couldn't help but shook her hair in anger, pursed her lips, put down the ingredients in her hand, and then returned to the bedroom to change into her pajamas

When she returned to the kitchen, she picked up the ingredients and kitchen knife, but when the kitchen knife was raised, Xiaoying's face hesitation appeared. She looked at the kitchen knife, then looked at the ingredients, and finally sighed and silently put the ingredients and kitchen knife back to her wish position.

It can be seen that she seems to be upset and has no appetite

After cleaning the kitchen, Xiaoying began to clean up the room

She might be using cleaning the room to divert her attention

But when Xiaoying packs up the sofa, the beds in our bedrooms, the bathrooms, and the bedrooms of our fathers, Xiaoying pauses a little. She looks at the sofas, the bathrooms, the beds in our bedrooms and the bedrooms of our fathers, silly, I don’t know what I’m thinking, with confusion on her face, a trace of memories, occasionally sweetness, occasionally entangled affection

When Xiaoying was in a complicated mood, she finished cleaning up the room while recalling the memories.

Seeing Xiaoying tidy up the room and the expressions she showed when she saw those items, she might have thought of the past with her father, having sex on the sofa, lingering in the bathroom, rolling the sheets with her father on the bed between us and our father.

Undoubtedly, my father gave Xiaoying the orgasm and pleasure that he had never had before in his sexual life. Every time he recalled, he would make Xiaoying sweet and endless aftertaste. But everything seemed to come to an end. Those memories may always become memories.

After Xiaoying cleaned up the room, she stood in the middle of the living room, standing so stupidly. Her eyes were patrolling the living room back and forth, as if she was still looking for something she could do so that she would no longer think about things that were so troublesome. However, the room had been cleaned up in an orderly manner and there was nothing to do.

Xiaoying put the cleaning tools back in place, then turned around and looked at the electronic watch above the entrance of the door. Perhaps she had already thought of this couple. Her father and Aunt Zhang had already started to kiss in the hotel. Her former lover would belong to another person.

It's like my beloved doll being snatched away by someone else. That kind of reluctance and so entanglement is something that Xiaoying cannot avoid or control at this time.

She glanced at the time, and then looked at the family portrait above the living room. Although Xiaoying's eyes could cover the entire family portrait, I believe that Xiaoying's attention must be all on her father's figure at this time.

Finally, Xiaoying shook her hair gently, as if she had let the troubled thoughts clear from her brain. Finally, she sighed and slowly walked back to our bedroom. A trace of loneliness that was completely inconsistent with the scene and the beautiful appearance appeared in the back of her delicate body with charming curves...