Chapter 157 Accept

After Xiaoying returned to bed, she lay on the bed and tossed and turned, occasionally looking at her phone, but it seemed that she seemed irritable and fidgeted.

I clicked the mouse and fast forward. Xiaoying slept in the bed for half an hour, and finally got out of bed and turned on the computer.

After browsing a few web news, she opened the forum and wrote down the log

Seeing this picture, I couldn't help but feel a little excited. The best way I have learned about Xiaoying's heart is to browse the logs she wrote.

I know that I will definitely gain something in Xiaoying's log later.

After Xiaoying wrote about forty minutes of logging, she turned off the computer and then lay back on the bed.

After she tossed and turned for a while, under the impact of fatigue, she gradually calmed down and slowly fell asleep until my father and I came back

Turn off the surveillance, I looked back at Xiaoying who was lying on the bed, and I could tell that she was really tired, physically and mentally exhausted.

I opened the forum with confidence, logged in to Xiaoying's account, and then opened the log I just wrote an hour ago:

Time flies so fast, especially in recent times, which has made me experience the ups and downs of life. What makes me happy is that I was not pregnant after checking that I was not pregnant, which made me let go of a big stone in my heart, and my relationship with my husband finally recovered as before. The sudden change of all this seemed to me like a different life. The only thing that made me confused is whether my husband discovered my father-in-law and I was not sure in the end. According to my current feeling, my husband should not know. Otherwise, with my husband's hatred of evil, he could forgive his father, but he would never forgive me. Therefore, my father-in-law and me should not have leaked the matter. To be honest, this period of time scared me and I even had the idea of ​​suicide and liberation. My husband has been too stressed recently because of his work and family pressure, so he has a moody temper. I should give him more care.

As for my relationship with my father-in-law, I regretted it after I woke up when I woke up, so I decided to break off the warm relationship with my father-in-law in the future so as not to be too chaotic and procrastinated.

But the indulgence I had with my father-in-law kept thinking about it in my mind. The stimulation and comfort made me unable to forget it for a long time.

But everything should end a day, after all, I want to live with my husband for the rest of my life, not my father-in-law

Recently, things finally seem to be resolved

My father-in-law suddenly asked to find a wife and moved out of the house.

When I heard this news, I was shocked. After all, I knew my father-in-law's intention to do this.

In fact, he didn't find a wife from the bottom of his heart. This was something he could tell if he refused to find a wife before, and he wanted to move out to avoid it.

His inner thoughts were the same as me. We were all afraid, fearing that the day when the fire could not be kept, it would not be too late to repair the sheep and the sheep would be lost.

But I feel very complicated inside

When I heard that my father-in-law was looking for my wife, I suddenly felt a little painful in my heart

I suddenly felt a deep reluctance to leave my father-in-law and felt a little guilty. After all, my father-in-law was about to leave home, and it had an inseparable relationship with me.

Moreover, when I think of my father-in-law living with another woman, I don’t know why, I suddenly felt a strange feeling, as if my own exclusive thing was snatched away, just like losing a personal item that I really like.

When I think of what originally belonged to me, I would be taken away by someone else this time, I couldn't help but feel a little jealous.

I am not a possessive woman, but maybe my father-in-law and myself were too exciting and sweet, but I couldn't bear to lose this thing

It was originally a day for my father-in-law to date, and under normal circumstances, I should be there too.

But after thinking for a long time, I am not mentally prepared to face this alternative loss

I was afraid that I would reveal strange hatred when I saw that woman. In order for my father-in-law to be harmonious with my blind date, I decided not to go back tonight's blind date.

At this time, maybe my father-in-law was having a good time talking to that woman. I didn’t think about this anymore. I felt annoyed when I thought of this.

And when I heard that my father-in-law was looking for my wife, a faint hatred suddenly arose in my heart, as if my father-in-law had betrayed me

But now I think about it myself, what reason do I have to hate my father-in-law?

Although I had an ambiguous and intimate relationship with him, in name I will always be his daughter-in-law, and I will never give him love and family. After all, I cannot leave my husband

I can give my husband love and family, but I can't give anything except the body

Although I feel reluctant to leave my father-in-law and leave home, when I think of my family, husband and son, I have to force myself to accept it. After all, this may be the best ending. There is nothing in the world that will come true. In the past two days, I need to adjust my mentality so that I will welcome the woman who suddenly appears in the next period of time. As for my father-in-law, I have never hated him, except for the first time he forced me to that time. What can I give him at this time? I can only give him deep blessings, and I want to force myself to be happy for him to find happiness in his later years.

After reading Xiaoying's shorter log than before, it contains too many things

First of all, I confirmed my guess that Xiaoying is indeed reluctant to leave her father, and she has a slight jealousy and jealousy.

It seems that after such a long period of close contact, Xiaoying still had the idea that he is my exclusive man. Although this cannot prove that Xiaoying fell in love with her father completely, it undoubtedly proves that Xiaoying still has more things than family affection for her father. However, these things are far less than those for me.

Things were too sudden, and Xiaoying needed a short time to adapt to and change her role, and at the same time she had to change her emotions and mentality to welcome Aunt Zhang, a stranger who suddenly wanted to integrate into this family.

Although I felt a little jealous in the middle of the log, the end of the log still indicated Xiaoying's attitude to accept

Xiaoying is rational. Once Xiaoying passes this level, everything will be easier

Although my father and Xiaoying are not 100% willing to do this, I believe that soon, they will return to their normal roles and adapt to the transformation of this family.

On the next day, I called my college classmate, Brother Sao, and told him about his willingness to re-arrange my father's work. After my repeated assurance, he finally agreed to arrange a new place for my father to be a husband-update.

Three days later, Aunt Zhang and her daughter came to our house for a party. On this day, Xiaoying and I both took an afternoon off to prepare at home and made a lot of Lai.

In the evening, Aunt Zhang and her daughter arrived at our house.

It was also the first time Xiaoying met Aunt Zhang, but thankfully, after the adjustment of the past two days, Xiaoying seemed to have a lot of mentality.

When I looked at Aunt Zhang, there was no spark I imagined

Xiaoying and I were originally going to make dinner

However, at Aunt Zhang's strong request, Aunt Zhang took the dinner, and her father took the rightful action.

Xiaoying and I were with Aunt Zhang’s daughter in the living room. The three of us chatted in the living room. My father and Aunt Zhang were cooking in the kitchen.

Although Xiaoying seemed to have adjusted her mentality, her eyes still swept inadvertently towards the kitchen. And every time she heard her father and Aunt Zhang chatting and laughing in the kitchen, Xiaoying would bow her head or sigh slightly. It was just that she was very concealed. To outsiders, it seemed difficult and normal. Only we can find the abnormality.

It can be seen that although Xiaoying said it firmly in the log, it was still a bit unnatural when facing it. It seems that it takes a process to make Xiaoying completely accept it.

At the dining table, this family that is about to be grouped together is having fun

Xiaoying and I sat together, my father and Aunt Zhang sat together, while Aunt Zhang's daughter sat alone on the other side

When talking about the job arranged for my father and Aunt Zhang in the future, Aunt Zhang and her daughter had no objection, after all, they are old

The requirements for life are not very high.

And what I arranged for them was a pastoral life. Aunt Zhang was originally from a rural area, so naturally, like her father, she was extremely happy and full of yearning for her future life.

Everything went surprisingly smoothly, without any differences or obstacles, if nothing unexpected happens, the matter will be settled

At the dinner table, Xiaoying and her father occasionally looked at each other like a heart-to-heart relationship. However, they just jumped together, and they changed their eyes in an instant. At the same time, they felt a hint of embarrassment and extremely obscure sadness appeared on their faces.

But the two of them have been patient and maintaining harmony at the dinner table

At the dinner table, Xiaoying also greeted Aunt Zhang politely and praised Aunt Zhang for her superb cooking skills.

Indeed, Aunt Zhang's skills have made us praise it. It is also a way to find such a simple and capable wife for her father.

There are connections, and it’s convenient to do things. Within two days, Brother Sao gave me the result.

This time he arranged a new place for his father. This time it was not a small island, but a relatively large island in the heart of the river.

The island is powered, there is an Internet connection, and even a small number of residents settled. The island is large and there are many small boats back and forth, which is also very convenient.

However, this island was newly developed by the power company and is under construction, but it has reached the final stage and will be put into use in less than half a month.

For my father's safety, my father and Aunt Zhang and I took the time to take a look at the Jiangxin Island

The island is very large, beautiful, and the terrain is very high. This time the power company built a house for the refueling on the island.

The brick and tile house is very clean, with two bedrooms, water and electricity, which is much better than the adobe house we were in the countryside

The most important thing is that Brother Sao is a friend, and he even equipped his father with a speedboat. In name, it is to facilitate his father to patrol the entire island, but in fact it is to give his father some fun in his later years.

My father and Aunt Zhang are very satisfied with this future residence. As for salary and benefits, they are all optional things. The two of them patrolled the island. Aunt Zhang was full of curiosity and love, and was full of expectations for the future.

But my father looked at this little island. Although there was a smile on his face, there was occasionally a trace of memories, a trace of bitterness, and a trace of confusion about the future.

Seeing my father like this, I knew that he was more or less reluctant. I could only hope that Aunt Zhang could soothe his wounded heart so that he could forget the past as soon as possible and truly enjoy the happiness of his old age...