After reading this monologue by Xiaoying, I feel a lot of emotion
To be honest, after seeing Xiaoying and her father's performance these days, I also felt the stinging pain. I really know that I was wrong at the beginning and thought that after Xiaoying and her father had sex, I would be very calm and excited.
But after observing and understanding this period, I found that I felt more painful than physical excitement
Looking back now, the source of pain is the fear that Xiaoying will change her mind, lose her love for me, and fall in love with her father, and abandon me.
Actually, I love Xiaoying very much. If one day there is no Xiaoying, I really can't imagine what I will become.
Through this Xiaoying's diary, I can finally feel at ease. At least from the last sentence of Xiaoying's diary, I learned that my status in Xiaoying's mind is higher than her own life. If I have such a wife who loves me deeply, what else can I feel dissatisfied with?
I can also feel at ease and figure it out. The pain that has been accumulated in my heart during this period has gradually faded, and the excitement has occupied the highest peak
After watching the video and logs, I wanted to go to bed, but after a series of stimulation tonight, I found that I was not sleepy at all at this time.
I decided to continue watching the video. I quickly forwarded the video to the time when Xiaoying woke up in the morning. Perhaps because of the special passion last night, Xiaoying and her father didn't sleep well all night and both got up early
I was still sleeping heavily on the bed like a dead pig. Xiaoying got up and washed up and started preparing breakfast. My father walked out of the bedroom with a series of embarrassment and unnaturally, went to the living room to pretend to watch TV. In fact, he occasionally watched Xiaoying speak out and stopped.
The two men seemed to have returned to the past, as if they were the first time they had come into contact with each other. After their eyes were in contact, they quickly moved away, looking flustered and unnatural
The two people who could have been chatting and laughing during this period seemed very quiet at this time
This silence lasted until after I got up. When I think back, it turned out that before I got up, the two of them did not communicate at all. No wonder the expressions of the two people were so panicked and unnatural in the morning.
Until I left, during the day, it was because of my father's urgency that the two of them broke the quiet atmosphere and began to speak little by little, but both of them had a very tacit understanding and completely avoided what happened last night, as if everything last night was a dream
Although the two of them talked more and more, the awkward atmosphere was completely opened, and the two of them returned to nature. However, from the beginning to the end, the sorrow between Xiaoying's eyebrows did not fade. It can be seen that the guilt of last night was always preserved in her heart.
After reading this, I turned off my computer and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling
The current situation seems to be in a deadlock. No matter how uncontrollable the two of them are, they are controlled on the bottom line of external contact, and there is no breakthrough in the others.
Moreover, due to my existence, Xiaoying's feelings for her father have been repeated. Although this situation makes me feel moved and relieved, it is even more painful and tormenting for Xiaoying and her father.
If this continues, wouldn’t it be even more painful for our family? It is completely inconsistent with my goal at that time
That night, I had insomnia...
The days afterwards seemed to return to peace. During this period, perhaps Xiaoying had an oral sex that night. Due to her guilt and awakening to me, she kept avoiding her father during this period. Unless she took care of her father, the two had almost no intimate contact.
My father might have felt something, and he has been living quietly, but occasionally he is like Xiaoying, with sorrow and desire on his face
Since Xiaoying has almost always taken the initiative, and his father's hands were injured, his father could only endure it and could not take the initiative to ask for anything
And I was even more moved by Xiaoying at this time. She really endured the desire to contact her father because of me.
In a blink of an eye, a month and a half passed, and Xiaoying kept indirectly avoiding her father during this break. Although her father was disappointed, he didn't dare to say anything. It just seemed that the relationship between the two people had not decreased. He said what he should say and did what he should do.
It's just that the sorrow and estrangement between the two have always been around
Because Xiaoying took good care of her, her father's injuries recovered quickly. With the original half month, two months passed, and her father was finally able to remove the plaster and splint.
My father's bone cracks have recovered well, and his hands can basically move freely, but he can't do heavy work, and he also needs to take medicine for final maintenance.
Since my father removed the plaster with both hands, he could take care of himself completely when eating and going to the toilet.
Xiaoying also ended her two-month holiday and returned to work.
In the past month and a half, Xiaoying and her father have nothing yet, but they almost made me crazy
Not only did the two of them make no big progress, they returned to the past
Except for the ambiguous language, it almost cuts off physical contact.
But in the past month and a half, Xiaoying occasionally masturbated in her room. Because her father was injured in both hands, he could only endure this month of abstinence. After all, his father felt Xiaoying's abnormality. In Xiaoying's eyes, his father was a person who respected her opinions very much.
Since Xiaoying's job is a fashion designer, even if she is at home for two months, she does not delay any work. She usually designs the drawings required by the company on the computer at home and then passes them back to the company. So even if Xiaoying rests for her father for two months, her work has not been greatly affected.
The family seems to have returned to the past. I haven't touched Xiaoying during this period. During this period, Xiaoying seems to want to transfer her thoughts from her father to me. She took the initiative to have oral sex for me and had sex with me. It was just because of my physical condition and the size problem, which was far from satisfying her.
When she was sober and had a blowjob for me for the first time, I pretended to be stupid and asked her the reason. She just said that she wanted my illness to get better soon and give me some excitement.
I just smiled when I heard her kind lie
However, the persistence of this month and a half was still broken by the desire to accumulate to the limit. Once again, I also understand Xiaoying very much. Since Xiaoying had a blowjob for her father, she has cut off her relationship with her father. For one and a half months, although she took the initiative to find comfort in me, my comfort for her is not as real as she masturbates herself (I can see from her expression)
So I expected that she wouldn't last for too long, but one and a half months were still far beyond my expectations
It happened to be our large-scale inventory once a quarter. The inventory must be carried out after the store is closed after 9 pm in the mall. The entire inventory is divided into A-order B orders. After the A-order B orders are completed, A-order checks are checked and the two different items are taken. In this way, we need to take a night of inventory.
At 5:30 pm, after I got home, I ate a few bites of rice, and then hurried back to the unit to prepare to organize a listing.
During my meal, I found a trace of desire and gratitude for a long time flashed in Xiaoying's eyes, as if it was like an opportunity I had been waiting for for a long time. Finally, the excitement and excitement when this opportunity was about to come.
Is it rare for me tonight that I will not be at home, and will there be any story?
After all, Xiaoying and her father have been in a month and a half, and Xiaoying and her father are almost at their limit.
Even if Xiaoying controls it again, she can control it for a while, but she can't control it for a lifetime
But looking back on the past month and a half, Xiaoying is so restrained. Perhaps I was thinking too much, and it should be quiet tonight, although I think the probability of Xiaoying and her father having intimate contact while I am not there is a low chance of being intimate.
With this feeling, I was conducting quarterly inventory at my unit, but I was always looking forward to and imagining what might happen at home.
The inventory started at nine o'clock, and it was already 12 o'clock in the blink of an eye. Our first A-selling was not finished yet. I was always imagining the things at home in my heart. For this reason, I even missed several products.
By 12:30 in the middle of the night, I finally couldn't help but have been suffering for a month and a half. I called Xiaoying's mobile phone number. According to the past, Xiaoying's mobile phone did not turn off for 24 hours. No matter how late I called her to report safety, she would pick it up in a daze. But this time I kept calling twice, but no one answered Xiaoying's mobile phone...
To be honest, after seeing Xiaoying and her father's performance these days, I also felt the stinging pain. I really know that I was wrong at the beginning and thought that after Xiaoying and her father had sex, I would be very calm and excited.
But after observing and understanding this period, I found that I felt more painful than physical excitement
Looking back now, the source of pain is the fear that Xiaoying will change her mind, lose her love for me, and fall in love with her father, and abandon me.
Actually, I love Xiaoying very much. If one day there is no Xiaoying, I really can't imagine what I will become.
Through this Xiaoying's diary, I can finally feel at ease. At least from the last sentence of Xiaoying's diary, I learned that my status in Xiaoying's mind is higher than her own life. If I have such a wife who loves me deeply, what else can I feel dissatisfied with?
I can also feel at ease and figure it out. The pain that has been accumulated in my heart during this period has gradually faded, and the excitement has occupied the highest peak
After watching the video and logs, I wanted to go to bed, but after a series of stimulation tonight, I found that I was not sleepy at all at this time.
I decided to continue watching the video. I quickly forwarded the video to the time when Xiaoying woke up in the morning. Perhaps because of the special passion last night, Xiaoying and her father didn't sleep well all night and both got up early
I was still sleeping heavily on the bed like a dead pig. Xiaoying got up and washed up and started preparing breakfast. My father walked out of the bedroom with a series of embarrassment and unnaturally, went to the living room to pretend to watch TV. In fact, he occasionally watched Xiaoying speak out and stopped.
The two men seemed to have returned to the past, as if they were the first time they had come into contact with each other. After their eyes were in contact, they quickly moved away, looking flustered and unnatural
The two people who could have been chatting and laughing during this period seemed very quiet at this time
This silence lasted until after I got up. When I think back, it turned out that before I got up, the two of them did not communicate at all. No wonder the expressions of the two people were so panicked and unnatural in the morning.
Until I left, during the day, it was because of my father's urgency that the two of them broke the quiet atmosphere and began to speak little by little, but both of them had a very tacit understanding and completely avoided what happened last night, as if everything last night was a dream
Although the two of them talked more and more, the awkward atmosphere was completely opened, and the two of them returned to nature. However, from the beginning to the end, the sorrow between Xiaoying's eyebrows did not fade. It can be seen that the guilt of last night was always preserved in her heart.
After reading this, I turned off my computer and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling
The current situation seems to be in a deadlock. No matter how uncontrollable the two of them are, they are controlled on the bottom line of external contact, and there is no breakthrough in the others.
Moreover, due to my existence, Xiaoying's feelings for her father have been repeated. Although this situation makes me feel moved and relieved, it is even more painful and tormenting for Xiaoying and her father.
If this continues, wouldn’t it be even more painful for our family? It is completely inconsistent with my goal at that time
That night, I had insomnia...
The days afterwards seemed to return to peace. During this period, perhaps Xiaoying had an oral sex that night. Due to her guilt and awakening to me, she kept avoiding her father during this period. Unless she took care of her father, the two had almost no intimate contact.
My father might have felt something, and he has been living quietly, but occasionally he is like Xiaoying, with sorrow and desire on his face
Since Xiaoying has almost always taken the initiative, and his father's hands were injured, his father could only endure it and could not take the initiative to ask for anything
And I was even more moved by Xiaoying at this time. She really endured the desire to contact her father because of me.
In a blink of an eye, a month and a half passed, and Xiaoying kept indirectly avoiding her father during this break. Although her father was disappointed, he didn't dare to say anything. It just seemed that the relationship between the two people had not decreased. He said what he should say and did what he should do.
It's just that the sorrow and estrangement between the two have always been around
Because Xiaoying took good care of her, her father's injuries recovered quickly. With the original half month, two months passed, and her father was finally able to remove the plaster and splint.
My father's bone cracks have recovered well, and his hands can basically move freely, but he can't do heavy work, and he also needs to take medicine for final maintenance.
Since my father removed the plaster with both hands, he could take care of himself completely when eating and going to the toilet.
Xiaoying also ended her two-month holiday and returned to work.
In the past month and a half, Xiaoying and her father have nothing yet, but they almost made me crazy
Not only did the two of them make no big progress, they returned to the past
Except for the ambiguous language, it almost cuts off physical contact.
But in the past month and a half, Xiaoying occasionally masturbated in her room. Because her father was injured in both hands, he could only endure this month of abstinence. After all, his father felt Xiaoying's abnormality. In Xiaoying's eyes, his father was a person who respected her opinions very much.
Since Xiaoying's job is a fashion designer, even if she is at home for two months, she does not delay any work. She usually designs the drawings required by the company on the computer at home and then passes them back to the company. So even if Xiaoying rests for her father for two months, her work has not been greatly affected.
The family seems to have returned to the past. I haven't touched Xiaoying during this period. During this period, Xiaoying seems to want to transfer her thoughts from her father to me. She took the initiative to have oral sex for me and had sex with me. It was just because of my physical condition and the size problem, which was far from satisfying her.
When she was sober and had a blowjob for me for the first time, I pretended to be stupid and asked her the reason. She just said that she wanted my illness to get better soon and give me some excitement.
I just smiled when I heard her kind lie
However, the persistence of this month and a half was still broken by the desire to accumulate to the limit. Once again, I also understand Xiaoying very much. Since Xiaoying had a blowjob for her father, she has cut off her relationship with her father. For one and a half months, although she took the initiative to find comfort in me, my comfort for her is not as real as she masturbates herself (I can see from her expression)
So I expected that she wouldn't last for too long, but one and a half months were still far beyond my expectations
It happened to be our large-scale inventory once a quarter. The inventory must be carried out after the store is closed after 9 pm in the mall. The entire inventory is divided into A-order B orders. After the A-order B orders are completed, A-order checks are checked and the two different items are taken. In this way, we need to take a night of inventory.
At 5:30 pm, after I got home, I ate a few bites of rice, and then hurried back to the unit to prepare to organize a listing.
During my meal, I found a trace of desire and gratitude for a long time flashed in Xiaoying's eyes, as if it was like an opportunity I had been waiting for for a long time. Finally, the excitement and excitement when this opportunity was about to come.
Is it rare for me tonight that I will not be at home, and will there be any story?
After all, Xiaoying and her father have been in a month and a half, and Xiaoying and her father are almost at their limit.
Even if Xiaoying controls it again, she can control it for a while, but she can't control it for a lifetime
But looking back on the past month and a half, Xiaoying is so restrained. Perhaps I was thinking too much, and it should be quiet tonight, although I think the probability of Xiaoying and her father having intimate contact while I am not there is a low chance of being intimate.
With this feeling, I was conducting quarterly inventory at my unit, but I was always looking forward to and imagining what might happen at home.
The inventory started at nine o'clock, and it was already 12 o'clock in the blink of an eye. Our first A-selling was not finished yet. I was always imagining the things at home in my heart. For this reason, I even missed several products.
By 12:30 in the middle of the night, I finally couldn't help but have been suffering for a month and a half. I called Xiaoying's mobile phone number. According to the past, Xiaoying's mobile phone did not turn off for 24 hours. No matter how late I called her to report safety, she would pick it up in a daze. But this time I kept calling twice, but no one answered Xiaoying's mobile phone...