Chapter 195

I have to say that Viagra (Viagra) is really effective. After taking it, I have a good lasting and erection. I can only take it once a day. And last night, I ejaculated four times in order to prove myself. People say that a drop of semen is like a man’s ten drops of blood.

It can be said that this night was the night with Xiaoying and I having the most sex, and it was also the highest quality night, but I was overly lustful.

When I went to Leng Bingshuang to learn corporate knowledge during the day, although I tried my best to control myself, I was mentally impotence, back pain, limbs were weak, and my mind was always unable to concentrate.

The study this day was not effective, and it made me cold and frown occasionally. Maybe she also felt that my condition was strange today, but she didn't say anything

When I got home at night, my mental state did not relieve myself and I looked very haggard

In the morning, Xiaoying giggled just to make me a deserter. When I saw me like this at night, Xiaoying realized that last night might have made me too tired.

Husband, how are you? Why are you so haggard? As soon as I entered the house, Xiaoying helped me get slippers. After I changed my shoes, Xiaoying held my face and looked at me and asked

Nothing, just last night... Haha... I didn't answer anything, just turned around and looked at the center of the living room. Xiaoying had already prepared the meal

I have nothing to do now. I haven’t cooked for my husband for a long time. From now on, I cook for my husband every day... Xiaoying is wearing an apron at this time, and her sex life is nourished. She is in good spirits at this time.

Have you taken the medicine? I asked worriedly

Well, three times a day, and no one fell through... Xiaoying answered well

I mean contraceptive pills... Xiaoying thought I was asking about those drugs for endocrine treatment

I've also eaten...hehe... Xiaoying didn't have a ring at this time. If she gets pregnant, Xiaoying is now in an endocrine disorder and the child is definitely not allowed.

I'll accompany you to bring a ring tomorrow... I don't like to wear a condom when having sex, so to be on the safe side, I'd better add another insurance measure to Xiaoying

Good Ah, let's have a meal... Xiaoying won't ask why for any decision I have now

After dinner, I originally wanted to eat another Viagra, but I controlled it, for nothing else. I knew that Viagra's side effects were particularly great. If I eat too much, my body would be completely useless. I decided to talk about it one day apart.

That night, I didn't eat Viagra, but I failed to have sex with Xiaoying. Perhaps because I did it too many times last night, I couldn't get an erection. After stimulating me a few times, I gave up. Although she could have soft oral sex and hard insert it like that night, using this method, Xiaoying realized that my body seemed to be bad. For my sake, she forced herself to hold back her sexual desire and let me rest.

When I was sleeping in a daze, I felt Xiaoying secretly get up and go to the bathroom in the middle of the night. As for what she did, I guessed it when she got out of bed...

The next day, Leng Bingshuang and I took a morning leave, and then accompanied Xiaoying to the hospital to re-treat. In addition, we also re-applyed for our marriage certificate. Xiaoying and I officially remarried.

When I got the marriage certificate again, I felt a lot of emotion. In the car, Xiaoying held two marriage certificates in her arms and cried for a long time.

In the afternoon, I continued to study with Leng Bingshuang. Since I didn’t have sex with Xiaoying last night, my mental state was still very good, and I learned a lot faster and more.

At night, when I got home, I saw Xiaoying waiting for me to come back for dinner with her chin, and her mental state was obviously not as good as yesterday. Normally, we applied for a marriage certificate today. Xiaoying was very good and should be very excited.

But seeing Xiaoying's slightly listless look, it is obviously exactly the same as the doctor's description of sexual addiction that he was not satisfied with.

When I was studying at Leng Bingshuang in the afternoon, I took advantage of Leng Bingshuang's departure and turned on my computer and inserted the dongle. I observed Xiaoying masturbating with a masturbation stick last night.

If Xiaoying can use a masturbation stick to satisfy herself when I can't satisfy Xiaoying, it's very good if I don't intend to. The masturbation stick can share the burden for me.

But after watching the video, I was disappointed. I also knew why Xiaoying sighed after masturbating on the first night, and also knew why Xiaoying's mental state was a little depressed tonight

It turns out that when Xiaoying masturbates with a masturbation stick, perhaps because of psychological problems, the masturbation stick is a fake thing after all. Before Xiaoying inserts the masturbation stick, she needs to apply mucus on it. After a period of thrusting, there is no mucus secretion in Xiaoying's vagina. Xiaoying had to pull the masturbation stick out of the vagina several times and re-apply mucus on it to prevent the masturbation stick from becoming dry.

Sex addiction requires both physiological and psychological stimulation, and psychological stimulation is often the most important.

It's like letting you have sex with an ugly woman. Although the woman has characteristics and stimulation, the woman looks very ugly. You may not even have the desire to get an erection. But letting you have sex with an extremely sexy peerless beauty. If you can usually hold on for half an hour, you may have sex with a peerless beauty. You may have sex with a peerless beauty in less than five minutes.

Two completely different situations are that the women in front of you are different, and the psychological stimulation they bring to you is also different.

Two women may have the same figure and vaginal compactness, and have the same physiological stimulation, but their appearances are different, and they give you different psychological stimulation.

The masturbation stick may give Xiaoying a physical stimulation, but it cannot give Xiaoying a psychological stimulation. A real man may be a peerless beauty in Xiaoying's psychology, but the masturbation stick is an ugly woman in Xiaoying's eyes.

Although Xiaoying worked hard several times, her vagina did not secrete love juice in the end. Instead, the friction between the vagina and the masturbation stick became more and more dry. Xiaoying had to give up on masturbation at these two nights.

In order to continue to maintain Xiaoying's mental state, I had to take Viagra again at night. This time I learned how to control myself. I only had it twice at night. Only one of the two times made Xiaoying reach a small climax, which was a relief for Xiaoying.

But maybe I was born not suitable for eating Viagra. When I woke up the next day, I felt weak all over again, and my mind was painful. In a flash, my mind felt like I was filled with lead, heavy and painful

I said, what happened to you recently? If you are in this state, do you still expect to learn all the management knowledge of CEO? Do you want to give up now? Because my mental state is unable to concentrate, Leng Bianshuang finally broke out. This is the fifth time I have been in the daytime study today.

Leng Bingshuang is not the kind of woman who yells. She speaks very gently and slowly when she is angry, but her tone is very cold, which makes you feel more chill than yelling or not

Sorry, I feel uncomfortable recently, and I took some medications, and there may be some side effects... I smiled bitterly and explained that I was telling half the truth. I did have side effects when taking medication.

But you can't tell Leng Bingshuang that he ate Viagra, then he wouldn't let himself lose all his face.

Oh, I also feel that, do you want to go to my hospital for a look? Leng Bingshuang heard my explanation and confirmed some of her guesses. Her face couldn't help but ease a lot. Out of a friend-like concern, she couldn't help but ask.

No, I'll just take another medicine... I didn't explain too much, and Leng Bingshuang didn't ask too much

But Leng Bingshuang didn't teach me anything, so she asked me to go home and have a good rest for a day

She knew that in this state, I couldn't learn anything at all, but wasting each other's time in vain

On the way home, I parked my car downstairs in my neighborhood. Instead of going upstairs, I sat in the car and smoked.

I couldn't help but feel a little angry. Leng Bingshuang gave me little time. It can be said that Leng Bingshuang took the time to teach me in her busy schedule. Our time was gold, but the two days I ate Viagra, I wasted my time in vain.

To be honest, I feel sorry for Ah, I feel sorry for these two days

You know, how broad the platform Leng Bingshuang gave me is. As long as I grasp it, I can become a dragon among people at once, and even become a well-known business manager in the country. I cherish this opportunity very much.

Moreover, my family’s original wealth was relatively rich, and because the family of three took turns to get sick, the family’s assets were severely reduced. If I didn’t find a generous job, how would I take care of my family and children in the future?

But what should Xiaoying do?

You can't have both fish and bear's paws. If I have to take care of Xiaoying, then all my energy may be on her. And when she can recover is far away? Even if I take medicine to the end and satisfy her and let her recover, I guess when she recovers, I will be the time when I become a waste of my body, my work, and I can't even raise my family. It's possible to lose my life.

But if I don’t care about Xiaoying, and just focus on my work, and throw Xiaoying aside and fend for herself, then what’s the difference between killing her?

After a long time, Xiaoying was unable to satisfy her sexual addiction. What if she couldn't control herself going out to find a man to have sex with her, would she accept that cuckold?

Even though I put Xiaoying under house arrest, Xiaoying's sexual addiction was not satisfied, and she ended up having a mental breakdown, putting on depression and mania, and finally becoming a schizophrenia. Her condition became more and more serious. In addition, Xiaoying's body has not yet fully recovered, I guess she will not live long.

Alas, what should I do?

How should I choose?

When I have time these days, I will search the Internet for information and news about women getting sexual addiction. Many women suffer from sexual addiction, but their husbands cannot satisfy her. Finally, they go out to the nightclub to find a man. In a few days, they change a man. In the end, they change a total of 300 sexual partners and put 300 green hats on her husband.

Do you also want to let Xiaoying go out to hunt by herself at night like her husband?

If so, it would be better...

When I thought of this, my eyes that were originally closed suddenly opened. Perhaps this is a solution that has no choice, and it is also a solution that has to be accepted, and it is also the best solution to the problem at present.

Anyway, Xiaoying and him have done it too. Do it once, and do it 100 times, and having sex with him is better than letting Xiaoying have sex with the wild man outside, and the fat water will not flow to outsiders.

At this moment, I kept measuring in my heart that for Xiaoying and work, this is the only way

If this is not the case, even if you don’t want to work, Xiaoying and I may be disabled in the end. Either my body is broken or Xiaoying is mentally broken.

God, I got it all over and over, but I got it back to the beginning, which really made me a big joke

The best candidate in my heart to save Xiaoying and me is my father

Needless to say, my father's sexual ability is much better than me after taking medicine. With his stout size and durability, satisfying Xiaoying may be a small dish.

But even if I want to do this, how should I do it?

After Xiaoying's incident, she obeyed me and seemed to dare not disobey me. She was afraid of making me angry. She still had the courage to have an affair?

The same goes for that. Aunt Zhang left, I even divorced Xiaoying, and my father didn't have the courage to come to see me.

What should I do?

It seems that the secret push like before is not possible. There will be no intersection between the two of them carrying me on their backs.

I thought for a long time and decided to go from secret to light. I opened the car window and threw away the cigarette butts, then started the car, and began to walk out of my community and drive towards my destination...