Chapter 17 Log 2

Under the control of my gradually lost desire, my hands took off the only barrier panties in my lower body. At this time, my body was no longer controlled by myself, but by the desire in my body. I went to bed and crossed my father-in-law's body.

My lower body has started to wet and flow out of mucus, I know I want it

Under the control of desire, I used my lower body to constantly approach my father-in-law's lower body. I couldn't stand it anymore. I wanted to insert it into my body so that it could satisfy my own desires and extinguish the desire in my body. Although my lower body was constantly approaching it, my body's desire became stronger and stronger. I was so excited that I was eager to look forward to the moment it entered my body.

Just as my father-in-law's thick and ugly thing was about to enter my body, my husband's figure suddenly flashed through my confused mind. My husband's majestic figure made me suddenly awake, allowing me to keep my last line of defense and keep my chastity.

After waking up, I deeply regretted why my self-control was so poor?

Am I worthy of my husband who loves me deeply?

But when I looked at my father-in-law's wrinkled face and chest again, when I saw my father-in-law's thick lower body, I was still unwilling to give up. I didn't want to give up this rare opportunity.

As long as it is not allowed to penetrate my body, I am not sorry for my husband, right? I am convincing myself like this. Now when I think back, I am just deceiving myself.

I inserted my finger into my lower body and began to masturbate and masturbate with my father-in-law. Although my fingers were very thin and thick, the level of thickness was far from comparable to my father-in-law's lower body, the pleasure from my lower body was still so strong. I looked at my father's thick lower body, imagined that it was inserted into my body at this moment, imagined that I was having sex with it at this moment, and my pleasure became stronger and stronger. The stimulation was unparalleled. Even if I had sex with my husband before, I had not enjoyed it.

I let go of my voice, moaned with a little depression, from the top of my head to the soles of my feet, my whole body was so comfortable, I have never experienced this feeling before

I enjoyed it to the fullest, making me forget my identities and my father-in-law, those ethics, my husband, and the time I passed by on the clock little by little

Finally, my father-in-law and I reached orgasm together. My father-in-law's semen sprayed on my face and nightgown. The stimulating semen was on my face at this moment, just like the cosmetics I used to apply, so slippery and so full of fragrance. At the moment of orgasm, I was so intoxicated, my body floated up and kept floating towards the white clouds in the air.

The orgasm has passed, and my body has no strength to vent my body. The feeling of orgasm will be unforgettable for me for life. I really want time to stay at the moment when I cum

I also woke up after the climax. What did I do?

I hate myself, why did I do such a thing?

How can I be worthy of my husband and father-in-law? I am deeply regretful and full of guilt for my husband and father-in-law. I am a shameless woman. I keep insulting myself in my heart.

I suddenly thought of death, wanted to commit suicide, and cleanse my sins

I wiped my body like a walking corpse. When I walked to the living room and saw my son sleeping soundly in the crib in the living room, and then thought of my husband who was sleeping drunk in the bedroom, I gave up the idea of ​​suicide. For this family, I cannot have the idea of ​​suicide.

I walked to the bathroom and started bathing. Water sprayed on my face and my body. The feeling of squirting was completely different from the feeling of my father-in-law's ejaculation and ejaculation.

I kept letting water wash my face, sober myself and calm myself

I cleaned my body over and over again and used the shower gel over and over again, but I knew that no matter how I washed my body, my body was no longer as clean as before, at least my heart was already dirty, and the semen my father-in-law sprayed on me seemed to be unable to be cleaned no matter how I washed it...

Back in the bed, looking at her husband who was still sleeping soundly, he fell asleep so peacefully, maybe he didn't know that his favorite wife had just done something to be sorry for him, the most disgusting thing. Thinking of her husband's hard work and grievances outside, I finally couldn't help but cry. The tears flowed into my mouth, salty, but bitter. The guilt in my heart could not be dissipated for a long time, I gently kissed my husband's face.

At night, I had insomnia, and I couldn't sleep no matter how hard I slept

Due to my deep guilt towards my husband and my insomnia at night, I got up early in the morning and prepared breakfast for my husband for the first time. This was something I had never seen before. In the past, my husband would occasionally prepare breakfast for me.

Looking at my husband's smile and happiness, I felt a little guilty.

In fact, the love my husband has given far more than I have given for him.

What he needs is actually very simple, it is my love for him

Maybe it was because I did something wrong last night and suddenly I was afraid of losing my husband and family, so I learned to cherish it. I love my husband more deeply

I can't imagine what I would do without my husband's company, so I have to love him more and I can't hurt him anymore

After waking up, I also considered my father-in-law

Last night, I was just interested in enjoying it, and I had no worries about whether my father-in-law was drunk or pretended to be drunk.

If my father-in-law was sober at that time, how would I face my father-in-law in the future?

How would he think of me, a lewd daughter-in-law?

What if he told his husband about this?

After get off work, I wandered downstairs of my house for a long time and didn't dare to go up.

Things should always be faced. I mustered up the courage to walk upstairs slowly. I walked very slowly. I hope that this staircase will never end, so I won’t have to face my father-in-law.

Finally I walked to the door, and I opened the door with my trembling hands with the keys.

The door opened, and my father-in-law was watching TV and was watching surprise flashing in my eyes. The look seemed to have been waiting for me for a long time. My father-in-law stood up and talked to me. I immediately lowered my head and didn't dare to look up at my father-in-law.

Maybe I felt my habit, my father-in-law asked me if I was sick?

Seeing that my father-in-law had no different expressions from usual, I knew that my father-in-law had no idea what happened last night. Thinking of this, I felt relieved.

Seeing my father-in-law, the guilt in my heart was rekindled, and the desire last night was ready to move.

As usual, eat with your father-in-law and clean up the house

The only thing that is different from before is that I always feel shy when I look at my father-in-law, just like a princess who sees the prince charming in my mind. And I recalled the feeling of last night and missed my father-in-law's majestic appearance in his lower body.

I couldn't help but look at my father-in-law's crotch secretly. The male organs below were hidden in my father-in-law's pajama pants, occasionally revealing a majestic outline.

I tried hard to divert my attention, but I knew my heart was falling a little bit

Is there any regret medicine in this world?

If everything could go back to the past, I would rather not read the articles and pictures that make me unable to extricate myself now. Is there an antidote in this world?

Even amnesia drugs are fine, which makes me forget the past few days and bring my own memories back to my pure past

I began to fear, I was afraid that one day I would not be able to control myself, and I would eventually do something to be sorry for my husband again

But my love for my husband is above everything else. Even if it is my own desire, I cannot be controlled by desire.

I secretly swear to my husband in my heart: Dear, I promise you that no matter how Xiaoying is controlled by sexual desire, I will definitely guard you and keep my last forbidden area. Except for you, I will not let any man penetrate my body. Even if I stay a widowed husband for the rest of my life, it cannot be replaced in my heart. I love you