Chapter 16 Log 1

Pink represents ambiguity, lily represents purity, I was originally a pure lily, but now this lily has mutated, from pure white to ambiguous pink... There are many things in my heart that I want to complain, but my complaint cannot be heard by anyone I know. Perhaps only here can I write down everything in my heart, just as a friend, telling me all my worries and melancholy

My name is pink lily. I am confident that I have a charming appearance and temperament. No matter before or after marriage, there are countless men who show good deeds to me in ambiguous way.

I have a happy family

A husband who works hard for his family and loves me deeply; a son Haohao who is cute and stupid; and a father-in-law who works hard for me and me to take care of my children and me.

Everything in the family is so harmonious and full of warmth. Although my family is not so rich, I am really satisfied

Although my husband is not the best among all those who pursue me, he is the most family-oriented and considerate person.

He has never blushed with me or quarrels with me. Everything in our love is so tacit understanding...

But the only shortcomings of this family are the current body of my husband. Because of a serious illness, his kidneys were damaged, which seriously affected his sexual function, which made us not have a complete success after our sexual intercourse.

When my original life was normal, I had not yet discovered that I had such a strong sexual need

But since I was 30 years old and my husband got sick, my sex life has not been resolved, and my desires have become stronger and stronger.

Although there are many men who make ambiguous hints about me during work communication, and I also have a little desire in my heart, but as soon as I think of my husband, my desire for those men will disappear completely. Compared with my husband, those men's faces are so ugly

So, no matter how strong my desire is, I never have the idea of ​​sorry for my husband to cheat, although this is easy for me

I try to suppress my desires and act normally every day. I don’t feel as if I let my husband see my desires, so that my husband feels inferior in his heart

Even if he is impotence for the rest of his life, I will let my husband live confidently

However, this peaceful inner life was broken a few days ago, and I accidentally came into contact with some pornographic literature

In the past, when I saw these literatures, I would persevere and feel disgusted

But because I haven't had sex for a long time and I can't vent my desires, I began to watch those pornographic literature little by little

The sex scenes described in it made my heart beat faster, and my body was filled with sexual desire and demand, but these were still within my control. The pornographic literature also allowed me to find the only sexual comfort at present.

However, just three days ago, I suddenly saw articles and pictures of my father-in-law and daughter-in-law making love with the elderly and young people. These things that were beyond my previous understanding and unimaginable suddenly gave me unimaginable strong stimulation.

Looking at the taboos of breaking through the relationship between father-in-law and daughter-in-law, and the huge age difference between old and young girls, all gave me a great shock and sexual experience.

If I hadn't been exposed to these contents suddenly, I would never have thought that I would be so interested in these things that are unacceptable to normal people

The strong taboo feelings in those articles and pictures have changed my perception of the past

The wrinkles of those elderly people suddenly looked so sexy, and the gray hair was so stimulating my senses...

I really can't believe all this, nor do I believe that these feelings will happen to me

In the corner where I have been forgotten, a box filled with perverted desires was suddenly opened, and I had never known what it was filled with before.

Gradually I began to notice the only old man in my family. I suddenly found that my father-in-law gradually turned white, his wrinkles on his face, and his older body that gradually hunched over were all so stimulating my body.

Perhaps it is because my husband's sexual ability is no longer good. I have a strong interest in my father-in-law, the only old man at home who has sexual ability besides her husband's accident. His appearance also has the outline that occasionally reveals on his crotch, which is so attractive to me.

I began to pay attention to everything about my father-in-law. I felt fear in my heart. I couldn't continue like this, but the scenes and pictures in those articles were like curses and nightmares, constantly echoing in my mind. No matter what method I used, it would not be able to get rid of it.

I found that I could no longer extricate myself

Although I can't control my thoughts, I can control my own body. I can't do that. That will deeply hurt my husband and break the family.

I must never have sex with my father-in-law. I can only fantasize myself when it is late at night. But I found that when I am fantasizing, my lower body easily gets water and itchy. Every time I want to have sex, but my husband can no longer satisfy me. I try my best to control everything.

However, all this I tried to control was broken last night, and I still did something about sorry for my husband and this family. Although my father-in-law did not enter my body in the end, my body was no longer completely clean, and I was still stained by the opposite sex hormones.

Last night I accidentally saw my father-in-law's lower body, and it was the sexual organ of an old male who was semi-erect and

This is the first time I have seen an adult man's sexual organs besides my husband, and it's my father-in-law's.

My father-in-law's place is so thick, much bigger than my husband's. When I saw it for the first time, I was deeply shocked. I didn't expect that the man's place was so thick. I couldn't believe my eyes. After all, I only saw my husband's place alone.

My father-in-law's thing is like a magic wand, hypnotizing me. I was obsessed with those taboo things these days. Now, seeing all this has made my body instantly rise.

I walked slowly closer to my father's body uncontrollably and looked at the thick and ugly thing. It was big, dark and hideous. But at this moment, it was so charming that I couldn't help myself.

I couldn't control my hands and stretched out to it. I kept shouting in my heart, no, no, but my body could no longer control it.

The distance between my hands and my father-in-law's lower body was constantly approaching. At this moment, my heart was excited, nervous, excited, fearful, and painful, as if I had knocked over the five flavor bottle, sweet and bitter and spicy

But when I was almost touching my father-in-law's lower body, a hint of awakening flashed through my mind, and I instantly stopped my hand reaching towards my father's lower body.

I was having a fierce ideological struggle, so I should help my father-in-law put it back into his underwear, so as not to misunderstand what it was when he woke up the next day. After all, I went into my father-in-law's bedroom tonight, and my husband knew that I comforted myself in my heart. In fact, I was just making excuses for myself.

I broke through the struggle in my heart and grabbed my father-in-law's lower body desperately. Suddenly, an electric current came out from my father-in-law's lower body. The electric current surged like a clear spring. My whole body was numb. I couldn't help but raise my head, let my long hair float away, and carefully feel the stimulation brought to me by the current.

At this time, my thoughts were paralyzed. I felt as if I had been possessed by a soul. My body was uncontrollable. I approached my father-in-law's lower body. A scent of male hormones surged into my nose. Although it was a strange smell, the smell was so addictive at this moment, as if it was the best perfume, which made me obsessed.