When the three of them returned to the ward, they seemed to have reached a tacit understanding and would never talk about anything about this matter.
The room became a little dull, and occasionally a few irrelevant conversations were simple and mechanical.
Yan's voice seemed terrified and trembling, like a child who had done something wrong
He Wei didn't say a few words to me, he was just a person who didn't talk much.
When I left, my anesthesia had not completely withdrawn. I couldn't speak clearly and told him to rest early. He didn't reply, and disappeared like the wind.
In the second half of the night, Su Qing was guarding the hospital bed. This woman I had known for less than two days suddenly seemed to have become my relative!
Yan seemed to accept it very naturally, and she should rely on and obey her arrangements as expected.
Su Qing asked Yan and her daughter to sleep in her dormitory, saying that it was convenient to take care of me and there was no need to run around.
I found that she had almost no hesitation when dealing with these things, but she was very considerate.
To be honest, I was not relieved to let Yan go home to sleep. I don’t know what else this hooligan would do.
Sleeping in a daze until dawn, Su Qing was no longer in the ward
After seven o'clock, Ji Ran came over and brought me breakfast
Said Su Qing was at work, and asked her to come and see me and wait for Yan to come over
I asked her to go back and said I was fine if I didn't need it
Ji Ran didn't say anything, poured the soy milk into a cup, came over and sat by the bed, holding my head and feeding me drink
Her hands were a little pale, slender and white, and she was floating in the pulp. Her nails were trimmed very short, without nail polish, and her four fingers were close to the transparent cup wall, blending with the color of the soy milk.
I sniffed in small mouth, and couldn't taste any smell in my mouth, but I could clearly smell a faint smell of potion on her body
This hand reminds me of Yan, who is equally slender and clean, and seems to have never been stained with any dirty things.
Yan's nails are long and carefully modified, and they are as gentle as jade.
But now I can't remember the feeling of the hand touching me. It seems like a distant past. All I can remember is the pain left by my nails.
I don't like doctors...
She said
I took out a tissue and wiped the corner of my mouth, and used a bamboo stick to put the steamed dumplings in the bag and handed them to my mouth: When I was a child, I was most afraid of the doctor. I was afraid of injections and medicine. At that time, I felt that the doctor was as terrible as a devil, but it was strange that I still wanted to get sick! When I was sick, I could lie quietly in bed without having to go to school. My sister would guard me all day long...
Her words are childish, but they sound sour
When I first moved in, I hoped that the doctor could save me! Now that I know, no one can count on my ward. I have died two of them this month, both of which are the same disease as me, so I am waiting to die now! Sooner or later, I will be pushed into the morgue like them...
She stopped talking, as if she suddenly realized that she was talking too much, gently raised the corners of her mouth, giving me an almost undetectable smile
Logically speaking, I seem to say something, at least I should comfort her
But I didn't say anything. For such a child, I clearly knew that I couldn't deceive her!
She must have considered this issue of life and death countless times. The unnecessary comfort is disrespect for her
When Yan came, I was thinking about how He Wei should explain it when he asked.
With his temper and personality, it is impossible not to ask, but if he knew the whole story, no one could predict what would happen.
From some of Yan's performances, I have a feeling that everything is developing in a good direction
Although I have never seriously thought about whether in He Yan's future, can we ignore the haze and cross the gap between the two, at this time, I am unwilling to let things develop in a bright direction. I hope that the deeper you can be buried, the deeper you can be buried.
Yan looked a little listless, and it was obvious that she didn't sleep well last night. She held Jiajia's hand and went to the bedside, and glanced at Ji Ran with a slightly questionable look.
Maybe she wanted to know why the girl was sitting here, but she didn't ask anything. Since these things happened, she has changed a lot from the original one.
First of all, she doesn't like to talk anymore. In the past, she likes to talk to me in a tone that looks like she acts spoiled, and likes to joke.
At the same time, she began to avoid my gaze and unconsciously showed some timidity like a child who had done something wrong
I think her whole body is like a tight string, always being oppressed by an inexplicable force, getting tighter and tighter, and may break at any time
Jia Jia tried hard to burrow onto the bed
Ji Ran hugged her, knelt next to me, tidied up her rolled collar in her hand, and asked: Who is this? Who is Ah? Tell my sister if it is OK?
Jia Jia couldn't understand the meaning of the hospital bed, so she stretched out her little hand and stroked it on the thick bandage.
Maybe I feel different from usual, so I am surprised. My long eyelashes blinked and it took me a long time to make up my mind to scream. Daddy
You guys go back... I told Yan
As a doctor, I know that my physical condition is not yet at the point where I can’t take care of myself
Yan is not convenient to stay here with her daughter, so it is already very troublesome to take care of her, and I will definitely be more laborious
And she is not in good spirits, I don't want to drag her out physically and mentally.
Yan did not object, but did not leave, holding Jiajia's arm and sitting face out, not knowing what she was thinking
It took a long time to suddenly turn around and ask me: Can you forgive me?
She asked so suddenly that I was completely unprepared and was stopped by her question
The parts that I have always been careful not to touch are like my wounds, and the dense covering was suddenly pulled away, exposing the naked scars.
At this moment, those pictures suddenly appeared in my mind: the naked body in the video, the legs separated in the photo, the palms shaking in the stairs, and the cold and desperate words...
If I divorced because of this, would you be willing to divorce and marry me as you said before?
There is no doubt that I deeply love her, the most important woman in my life!
I can even be sure that in this world, I will definitely not be able to find a man who loves Yan as much as I do!
Because I was afraid of losing her, I chose to be cowardly and endure and shame. I even felt that I had forgiven her, otherwise what am I doing?
Haven't I been trying to pull her back to me?
But when she asked me, I suddenly realized that the problem was not as simple as I thought
Can I forgive her?
Can I forgive her for lying in someone else's arms and moaning?
In the long years to come, can I ignore this deep mark in my heart just like before?
When I say these four words I forgive you, did I really forgive her in my heart?
Rationally, I know clearly that I should forgive her, for the sake of my children, for the promises and vows, and for myself.
I also know that after getting my affirmative answer, Yan will return as I wish and say goodbye to the mistake that was not hers.
So I shouldn't deceive her
I think she must have thought about it carefully before asking this sentence, otherwise she would never ask me without hesitation in front of outsiders.
Four years of life together made her know me better than anyone else, just as I know her
She knew that I pursued perfection and knew that I had almost strict requirements on loyalty, including the heart and the body.
The message Yan wants to convey to me is not begging for goal, not guarantee, but question
She must also understand that she will bear the heavy guilt as heavy as a mountain to continue her marriage.
We are all people who pursue perfection. If our future lives cannot return to the past, then such a marriage is neither what I want nor what she wants
I hesitated for a few seconds
In the past few seconds, Yan became very embarrassed, like a prisoner waiting for a verdict
Her expression was dull, but she was determined
Such an expression will only happen when she decides something very important.
I've seen it once before when she decided to leave her parents and marry me
I nodded, my movements were very light
I hope I will act less solemnly, put it lightly, and then say to myself over and over again: Forgot all of this!
Those humiliation and those pain are nothing, I can chew all this and swallow it
As noon approached, Director Li brought two community police officers over and said he wanted to understand the situation.
He was very angry and kept interrupting when the police asked, saying: What is this? There is no law of nature! Doing this matter in broad daylight... Dr. Liang is the backbone of our hospital, with a decent style and noble character. He is the representative of the industry that the municipal government has commended. This is not provoking trouble, it is slapping the government in the face...
The police ignored him and asked me if I knew the person who beat Tong.
It was said that Tong was attacked on Huancheng Road just now and his finger was broken. He jumped into the moat to avoid the man chasing him.
Without waiting for my answer, Director Li was already calling: Xiao Lu, this matter has nothing to do with Dr. Liang, I definitely dare to make a promise! Dr. Liang is not such a person and will not have anything to do with those gangsters.
The person he called Xiao Lu said yes and said: It's just a question. I heard that Dr. Liang had a conflict with him before...
Sending the police out, Director Li turned around and said to me quietly: Stop this matter, don't do anything, that thing is not a simple one
This matter was so confused that it was gone, and there was no more article
I stayed in the hospital for more than ten days before moving back home. During these ten days, Yan and Jiajia lived with Su Qing. In addition to getting some daily necessities, I rarely even go out of the hospital door.
He Wei never appeared in the hospital. I called him. He answered calmly, saying that he had rushed back to Hangzhou with an urgent matter. Yan and Su Qing got along very well. She was used to relying on people. When dealing with various trivial matters in life, Yan could not compete with Su Qing, and even Ji Ran could not compare with Ji Ran.
Su Qing completely replaced me as Yan's life mentor. Sometimes, I even felt that we had become her burden.
Ji Ran would come here occasionally, but he would talk very little, help with something, or lead Jia Jia to play outside for a while, like a kindergarten aunt in a hospital gown
The next night after moving home, I asked Yan to prepare some food and invite Su Qing to visit her home to thank her for her care these days.
Su Qing dressed up very beautifully that day, as if she was here to attend a grand dinner.
The table was placed in the bedroom, and I sat half on the bed against the pillow, watching the two women drinking red wine glass after glass
The two women have become confidants, competing to speak, talking about childhood, girls' first love, teachers in school, people they met, books they read...
Both of them were drunk, blushing like the sunset
Yan rarely gets drunk. That night she seemed to deliberately get herself drunk because she kept drinking, drinking red wine as beer. Finally, she crawled into the bed in a drowsy manner and said to me: Husband, I love you!
He bent down, kissed me on the face, sprayed a full mouthful of alcohol, and waved his arm at Su Qing: I am drunk and sleepy, let's go, Ming Dynasty intends to hug you...
Before he finished speaking, his face had already pierced into the pillow. After muttering a few words that no one could hear clearly, there was no sound.
Su Qing stood up, walked to the bed with her body shaking, stopped, her eyes narrowed slightly, and looked at me charmingly
She was wearing a green silk embroidered off-shoulder cheongsam, and her exquisite workmanship fully demonstrated her beauty.
A string of pearl necklaces hanging on the towering chest, shining dazzlingly
The fitted cut makes her waist look thinner and softer
Going down, there was a sudden arc, and the plump buttocks were tightly wrapped in the thin fabric of cicada wings, as if they were full and about to burst out at any time.
When the lines are closed, they are slender legs. Because they are not standing very steadily, they bent slightly, and slanted from their knees, bulging the round calves to the edge of the hem of the clothes.
A half-heeled black strap sandal on the feet makes the white and tender heels and ankles look particularly dazzling
Am I beautiful? She tilted her head and asked
very beautiful……
I perfunctorily said: You have drunk a lot, is there anything wrong? There is a bed in the next room, so you can rest... Don't clean up the things, let her do it tomorrow
Su Qing seemed to have not heard me, stretched her waist, making her chest look more upright, and said: I am not successful in being someone else's wife, but I will definitely be qualified as a lover! Do you believe it?
I leaned over, sat next to my pillow, grabbed one of my hands, and guided it on my breasts: I'll be your lover, are you willing?
This was something I didn't expect at all. I quickly pulled my palm back and said embarrassedly: You are drunk, don't talk nonsense! During this period, I am very grateful to you. Thank you for appearing in our lives when we need friends the most...
Su Qing leaned against the bed, put her arms around my head, and put my face on her breasts.
The other hand came over, pulled away the hair spreading on my forehead, touched my eyebrows with my fingers, and the movement was gentle and slow, and I was careful.
When she did these, she seemed very natural, without any hesitation or timidity, as if I was her husband, she was my wife
But, my wife, Yan!
At this time, he was lying beside me, and Su Qing circled the arm around my neck, which was Yan's shoulder
I didn't dare to struggle hard, for fear of disturbing Yan, and said in a low voice: Su Qing, let go, now is not a joke. If Yan sees it, it will be bad for you and me...
I was a little panicked, I wonder how she dared to have such an intimate contact with me without restraint
Moreover, I have never met a woman like her who turns a blind eye to the boundary between men and women!
It seems that in her eyes, there is no distinction between men and women.
Su Qing lowered her head and looked at my eyes, and smiled silently: Have you never been moved by other women? I don’t believe it! In this world, there are men who are dedicated, but there will definitely be men who are dedicated for the rest of their lives! Just like women, women with chaste bodies, but there will never be women who have never been tempted.
Yes, I've had a desire
I tried hard to leave her breasts, looked at Yan who was lying beside me, tried my best to calm my heartbeat, and said: But I know how to control and how to reject the desire in my heart. Because I understand how greedy a person is, if I get it, I will need more. If I lose the first line of defense, the defense behind will fall like a Nomi domino. I suppress my desire because I understand the terribleness of desire
Why are you keeping your chastity?
Su Qing's voice was vague: You should know very well that she has betrayed you. Do you think that a woman has slept with another man, but her heart will still be as chaste as jade?
I was speechless. In the stairwell, I had seen Yan's behavior with my own eyes
Although it was a trap at first, which led her into a depraved depravity, there was no doubt that there must be more than just a few physical entanglements between Yan and Tong!
Just like Na said, she was lewd!
Even, I have taken the initiative...
I don't want Yan to hear what you said...
My body trembled slightly: I once promised to forgive her, so I will never blame her for being her friend. I can see how much she trusts you. If she hears what you just now, she will definitely be very sad!
Su Qing stared at my eyes, her eyes a little complicated, and she didn't know what was included!
Pity?
Or is it heartache?
Her face is delicate and beautiful, with red lips, tall nose, smooth cheeks, curved eyebrows, and the whole face, perfect and impeccable
This is Zhang Weiyan's face. There is no purity that is ignorant of the world, no charm that desires care, but there is more calmness that has been like the sea and the peace of returning from hell.
don’t worry……
She breathed a sigh of relief and suddenly made a move that surprised me and reached out to push Yan who was sleeping next to me: Wake up... Yan... Yan... You wake up...
Yan didn't react at all and breathed evenly and calmly. What are you doing?
I quickly stopped Su Qing and was a little angry: Are you crazy?
Look, how well she slept! She couldn't wake up even when she cried. I'm sure she couldn't hear anything now. These days she's exhausted! Even if we're having sex here right away, she must have no idea...
Su Qing's words were filled with temptation and instigation: I understand men, and I also understand you. Suppressing desire is a hard and difficult thing, loyalty! It is actually not important. You are painful because of loyalty.
I don't understand what Su Qing wants to say, but I know she is seducing me
Through the thin clothes, I could smell a faint frankincense. Her legs were tightly pressed against my body, and her knees pressed against my thighs, gently rubbing, teasing the desire in my body.
I was a little embarrassed because my lower body had already reacted
My head was a little dizzy, and I hoped that my body's changes had not been discovered by Su Qing.
I know that your injury has not completely healed and you can't move around, so as long as you don't refuse, I can take care of everything, and my body must be one of the most attractive bodies you have ever seen...
Su Qing leaned down and kissed me gently on the face, saying
The room became a little dull, and occasionally a few irrelevant conversations were simple and mechanical.
Yan's voice seemed terrified and trembling, like a child who had done something wrong
He Wei didn't say a few words to me, he was just a person who didn't talk much.
When I left, my anesthesia had not completely withdrawn. I couldn't speak clearly and told him to rest early. He didn't reply, and disappeared like the wind.
In the second half of the night, Su Qing was guarding the hospital bed. This woman I had known for less than two days suddenly seemed to have become my relative!
Yan seemed to accept it very naturally, and she should rely on and obey her arrangements as expected.
Su Qing asked Yan and her daughter to sleep in her dormitory, saying that it was convenient to take care of me and there was no need to run around.
I found that she had almost no hesitation when dealing with these things, but she was very considerate.
To be honest, I was not relieved to let Yan go home to sleep. I don’t know what else this hooligan would do.
Sleeping in a daze until dawn, Su Qing was no longer in the ward
After seven o'clock, Ji Ran came over and brought me breakfast
Said Su Qing was at work, and asked her to come and see me and wait for Yan to come over
I asked her to go back and said I was fine if I didn't need it
Ji Ran didn't say anything, poured the soy milk into a cup, came over and sat by the bed, holding my head and feeding me drink
Her hands were a little pale, slender and white, and she was floating in the pulp. Her nails were trimmed very short, without nail polish, and her four fingers were close to the transparent cup wall, blending with the color of the soy milk.
I sniffed in small mouth, and couldn't taste any smell in my mouth, but I could clearly smell a faint smell of potion on her body
This hand reminds me of Yan, who is equally slender and clean, and seems to have never been stained with any dirty things.
Yan's nails are long and carefully modified, and they are as gentle as jade.
But now I can't remember the feeling of the hand touching me. It seems like a distant past. All I can remember is the pain left by my nails.
I don't like doctors...
She said
I took out a tissue and wiped the corner of my mouth, and used a bamboo stick to put the steamed dumplings in the bag and handed them to my mouth: When I was a child, I was most afraid of the doctor. I was afraid of injections and medicine. At that time, I felt that the doctor was as terrible as a devil, but it was strange that I still wanted to get sick! When I was sick, I could lie quietly in bed without having to go to school. My sister would guard me all day long...
Her words are childish, but they sound sour
When I first moved in, I hoped that the doctor could save me! Now that I know, no one can count on my ward. I have died two of them this month, both of which are the same disease as me, so I am waiting to die now! Sooner or later, I will be pushed into the morgue like them...
She stopped talking, as if she suddenly realized that she was talking too much, gently raised the corners of her mouth, giving me an almost undetectable smile
Logically speaking, I seem to say something, at least I should comfort her
But I didn't say anything. For such a child, I clearly knew that I couldn't deceive her!
She must have considered this issue of life and death countless times. The unnecessary comfort is disrespect for her
When Yan came, I was thinking about how He Wei should explain it when he asked.
With his temper and personality, it is impossible not to ask, but if he knew the whole story, no one could predict what would happen.
From some of Yan's performances, I have a feeling that everything is developing in a good direction
Although I have never seriously thought about whether in He Yan's future, can we ignore the haze and cross the gap between the two, at this time, I am unwilling to let things develop in a bright direction. I hope that the deeper you can be buried, the deeper you can be buried.
Yan looked a little listless, and it was obvious that she didn't sleep well last night. She held Jiajia's hand and went to the bedside, and glanced at Ji Ran with a slightly questionable look.
Maybe she wanted to know why the girl was sitting here, but she didn't ask anything. Since these things happened, she has changed a lot from the original one.
First of all, she doesn't like to talk anymore. In the past, she likes to talk to me in a tone that looks like she acts spoiled, and likes to joke.
At the same time, she began to avoid my gaze and unconsciously showed some timidity like a child who had done something wrong
I think her whole body is like a tight string, always being oppressed by an inexplicable force, getting tighter and tighter, and may break at any time
Jia Jia tried hard to burrow onto the bed
Ji Ran hugged her, knelt next to me, tidied up her rolled collar in her hand, and asked: Who is this? Who is Ah? Tell my sister if it is OK?
Jia Jia couldn't understand the meaning of the hospital bed, so she stretched out her little hand and stroked it on the thick bandage.
Maybe I feel different from usual, so I am surprised. My long eyelashes blinked and it took me a long time to make up my mind to scream. Daddy
You guys go back... I told Yan
As a doctor, I know that my physical condition is not yet at the point where I can’t take care of myself
Yan is not convenient to stay here with her daughter, so it is already very troublesome to take care of her, and I will definitely be more laborious
And she is not in good spirits, I don't want to drag her out physically and mentally.
Yan did not object, but did not leave, holding Jiajia's arm and sitting face out, not knowing what she was thinking
It took a long time to suddenly turn around and ask me: Can you forgive me?
She asked so suddenly that I was completely unprepared and was stopped by her question
The parts that I have always been careful not to touch are like my wounds, and the dense covering was suddenly pulled away, exposing the naked scars.
At this moment, those pictures suddenly appeared in my mind: the naked body in the video, the legs separated in the photo, the palms shaking in the stairs, and the cold and desperate words...
If I divorced because of this, would you be willing to divorce and marry me as you said before?
There is no doubt that I deeply love her, the most important woman in my life!
I can even be sure that in this world, I will definitely not be able to find a man who loves Yan as much as I do!
Because I was afraid of losing her, I chose to be cowardly and endure and shame. I even felt that I had forgiven her, otherwise what am I doing?
Haven't I been trying to pull her back to me?
But when she asked me, I suddenly realized that the problem was not as simple as I thought
Can I forgive her?
Can I forgive her for lying in someone else's arms and moaning?
In the long years to come, can I ignore this deep mark in my heart just like before?
When I say these four words I forgive you, did I really forgive her in my heart?
Rationally, I know clearly that I should forgive her, for the sake of my children, for the promises and vows, and for myself.
I also know that after getting my affirmative answer, Yan will return as I wish and say goodbye to the mistake that was not hers.
So I shouldn't deceive her
I think she must have thought about it carefully before asking this sentence, otherwise she would never ask me without hesitation in front of outsiders.
Four years of life together made her know me better than anyone else, just as I know her
She knew that I pursued perfection and knew that I had almost strict requirements on loyalty, including the heart and the body.
The message Yan wants to convey to me is not begging for goal, not guarantee, but question
She must also understand that she will bear the heavy guilt as heavy as a mountain to continue her marriage.
We are all people who pursue perfection. If our future lives cannot return to the past, then such a marriage is neither what I want nor what she wants
I hesitated for a few seconds
In the past few seconds, Yan became very embarrassed, like a prisoner waiting for a verdict
Her expression was dull, but she was determined
Such an expression will only happen when she decides something very important.
I've seen it once before when she decided to leave her parents and marry me
I nodded, my movements were very light
I hope I will act less solemnly, put it lightly, and then say to myself over and over again: Forgot all of this!
Those humiliation and those pain are nothing, I can chew all this and swallow it
As noon approached, Director Li brought two community police officers over and said he wanted to understand the situation.
He was very angry and kept interrupting when the police asked, saying: What is this? There is no law of nature! Doing this matter in broad daylight... Dr. Liang is the backbone of our hospital, with a decent style and noble character. He is the representative of the industry that the municipal government has commended. This is not provoking trouble, it is slapping the government in the face...
The police ignored him and asked me if I knew the person who beat Tong.
It was said that Tong was attacked on Huancheng Road just now and his finger was broken. He jumped into the moat to avoid the man chasing him.
Without waiting for my answer, Director Li was already calling: Xiao Lu, this matter has nothing to do with Dr. Liang, I definitely dare to make a promise! Dr. Liang is not such a person and will not have anything to do with those gangsters.
The person he called Xiao Lu said yes and said: It's just a question. I heard that Dr. Liang had a conflict with him before...
Sending the police out, Director Li turned around and said to me quietly: Stop this matter, don't do anything, that thing is not a simple one
This matter was so confused that it was gone, and there was no more article
I stayed in the hospital for more than ten days before moving back home. During these ten days, Yan and Jiajia lived with Su Qing. In addition to getting some daily necessities, I rarely even go out of the hospital door.
He Wei never appeared in the hospital. I called him. He answered calmly, saying that he had rushed back to Hangzhou with an urgent matter. Yan and Su Qing got along very well. She was used to relying on people. When dealing with various trivial matters in life, Yan could not compete with Su Qing, and even Ji Ran could not compare with Ji Ran.
Su Qing completely replaced me as Yan's life mentor. Sometimes, I even felt that we had become her burden.
Ji Ran would come here occasionally, but he would talk very little, help with something, or lead Jia Jia to play outside for a while, like a kindergarten aunt in a hospital gown
The next night after moving home, I asked Yan to prepare some food and invite Su Qing to visit her home to thank her for her care these days.
Su Qing dressed up very beautifully that day, as if she was here to attend a grand dinner.
The table was placed in the bedroom, and I sat half on the bed against the pillow, watching the two women drinking red wine glass after glass
The two women have become confidants, competing to speak, talking about childhood, girls' first love, teachers in school, people they met, books they read...
Both of them were drunk, blushing like the sunset
Yan rarely gets drunk. That night she seemed to deliberately get herself drunk because she kept drinking, drinking red wine as beer. Finally, she crawled into the bed in a drowsy manner and said to me: Husband, I love you!
He bent down, kissed me on the face, sprayed a full mouthful of alcohol, and waved his arm at Su Qing: I am drunk and sleepy, let's go, Ming Dynasty intends to hug you...
Before he finished speaking, his face had already pierced into the pillow. After muttering a few words that no one could hear clearly, there was no sound.
Su Qing stood up, walked to the bed with her body shaking, stopped, her eyes narrowed slightly, and looked at me charmingly
She was wearing a green silk embroidered off-shoulder cheongsam, and her exquisite workmanship fully demonstrated her beauty.
A string of pearl necklaces hanging on the towering chest, shining dazzlingly
The fitted cut makes her waist look thinner and softer
Going down, there was a sudden arc, and the plump buttocks were tightly wrapped in the thin fabric of cicada wings, as if they were full and about to burst out at any time.
When the lines are closed, they are slender legs. Because they are not standing very steadily, they bent slightly, and slanted from their knees, bulging the round calves to the edge of the hem of the clothes.
A half-heeled black strap sandal on the feet makes the white and tender heels and ankles look particularly dazzling
Am I beautiful? She tilted her head and asked
very beautiful……
I perfunctorily said: You have drunk a lot, is there anything wrong? There is a bed in the next room, so you can rest... Don't clean up the things, let her do it tomorrow
Su Qing seemed to have not heard me, stretched her waist, making her chest look more upright, and said: I am not successful in being someone else's wife, but I will definitely be qualified as a lover! Do you believe it?
I leaned over, sat next to my pillow, grabbed one of my hands, and guided it on my breasts: I'll be your lover, are you willing?
This was something I didn't expect at all. I quickly pulled my palm back and said embarrassedly: You are drunk, don't talk nonsense! During this period, I am very grateful to you. Thank you for appearing in our lives when we need friends the most...
Su Qing leaned against the bed, put her arms around my head, and put my face on her breasts.
The other hand came over, pulled away the hair spreading on my forehead, touched my eyebrows with my fingers, and the movement was gentle and slow, and I was careful.
When she did these, she seemed very natural, without any hesitation or timidity, as if I was her husband, she was my wife
But, my wife, Yan!
At this time, he was lying beside me, and Su Qing circled the arm around my neck, which was Yan's shoulder
I didn't dare to struggle hard, for fear of disturbing Yan, and said in a low voice: Su Qing, let go, now is not a joke. If Yan sees it, it will be bad for you and me...
I was a little panicked, I wonder how she dared to have such an intimate contact with me without restraint
Moreover, I have never met a woman like her who turns a blind eye to the boundary between men and women!
It seems that in her eyes, there is no distinction between men and women.
Su Qing lowered her head and looked at my eyes, and smiled silently: Have you never been moved by other women? I don’t believe it! In this world, there are men who are dedicated, but there will definitely be men who are dedicated for the rest of their lives! Just like women, women with chaste bodies, but there will never be women who have never been tempted.
Yes, I've had a desire
I tried hard to leave her breasts, looked at Yan who was lying beside me, tried my best to calm my heartbeat, and said: But I know how to control and how to reject the desire in my heart. Because I understand how greedy a person is, if I get it, I will need more. If I lose the first line of defense, the defense behind will fall like a Nomi domino. I suppress my desire because I understand the terribleness of desire
Why are you keeping your chastity?
Su Qing's voice was vague: You should know very well that she has betrayed you. Do you think that a woman has slept with another man, but her heart will still be as chaste as jade?
I was speechless. In the stairwell, I had seen Yan's behavior with my own eyes
Although it was a trap at first, which led her into a depraved depravity, there was no doubt that there must be more than just a few physical entanglements between Yan and Tong!
Just like Na said, she was lewd!
Even, I have taken the initiative...
I don't want Yan to hear what you said...
My body trembled slightly: I once promised to forgive her, so I will never blame her for being her friend. I can see how much she trusts you. If she hears what you just now, she will definitely be very sad!
Su Qing stared at my eyes, her eyes a little complicated, and she didn't know what was included!
Pity?
Or is it heartache?
Her face is delicate and beautiful, with red lips, tall nose, smooth cheeks, curved eyebrows, and the whole face, perfect and impeccable
This is Zhang Weiyan's face. There is no purity that is ignorant of the world, no charm that desires care, but there is more calmness that has been like the sea and the peace of returning from hell.
don’t worry……
She breathed a sigh of relief and suddenly made a move that surprised me and reached out to push Yan who was sleeping next to me: Wake up... Yan... Yan... You wake up...
Yan didn't react at all and breathed evenly and calmly. What are you doing?
I quickly stopped Su Qing and was a little angry: Are you crazy?
Look, how well she slept! She couldn't wake up even when she cried. I'm sure she couldn't hear anything now. These days she's exhausted! Even if we're having sex here right away, she must have no idea...
Su Qing's words were filled with temptation and instigation: I understand men, and I also understand you. Suppressing desire is a hard and difficult thing, loyalty! It is actually not important. You are painful because of loyalty.
I don't understand what Su Qing wants to say, but I know she is seducing me
Through the thin clothes, I could smell a faint frankincense. Her legs were tightly pressed against my body, and her knees pressed against my thighs, gently rubbing, teasing the desire in my body.
I was a little embarrassed because my lower body had already reacted
My head was a little dizzy, and I hoped that my body's changes had not been discovered by Su Qing.
I know that your injury has not completely healed and you can't move around, so as long as you don't refuse, I can take care of everything, and my body must be one of the most attractive bodies you have ever seen...
Su Qing leaned down and kissed me gently on the face, saying
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