Zhang Ting was brewing for a long time, and when I was a little anxious, she lowered her head and said like a mosquito. I'm sorry for what happened last time, I was so excited.
The voice was very small, and it took a lot of effort to hear it clearly, but it was like a lion roar in my heart, which made me almost fall off the sofa and didn't believe it. Zhang Ting would say such words, apologize, stare at her, wondering if she had taken the wrong medicine
It seemed that he finally got up the courage, Zhang Ting shrugged and said with a smile, "Also, thank you for your help last time."
Facing her serious look, I still couldn't adapt. I forced myself to laugh and nodded. Oh, it's okay
Do you think I hate it? Maybe you can see through my doubts, Zhang Ting said lightly
No, no, I don't say it right, a man's heart is actually very soft-hearted. If a woman apologizes, no matter how big the matter is, she will soften her heart, and that little resentment will disappear.
That unnatural look fell into Zhang Ting's eyes, and she chuckled and said, "It's okay, you are not the only one who sees it."
What does it mean? I asked in doubt
The waiter came to deliver the wine, but Zhang Ting didn't say anything. When the waiter left, she smiled bitterly and said that the men around me all thought so. I know, I am a woman who doesn't like men.
No, you are so beautiful, there are so many men who like you. I picked up my wine glass and comforted me.
Do you really think so? Zhang Ting suddenly looked up at me with a serious face
I didn't have time to drink it, so I stopped beside me. I didn't know if I was saying too much sweet words, so I just started to speak. Facing Zhang Ting's serious questioning, for some reason, I didn't dare to lie, as if there was a queen sitting in front of me who could see through people's thoughts. Once I lie to her, I would be punished the most severely
But there was still a hint of joy in my heart, because the familiar Zhang Ting came back and I drank and covered up and said maybe!
Zhang Ting naturally understood, and smiled bitterly, but she didn't force me to say something nice like most women. She held the wine glass and lowered her head, as if she was in deep thought again
The scene slowly became colder, and the atmosphere gradually solidified. Maybe they were not very familiar with each other. When I was with her, I couldn't find the topic. I didn't know what to say. This atmosphere made me feel uncomfortable and a little embarrassed.
After a long time, just as the wine in my glass was about to finish and was about to get up to say goodbye, Zhang Ting looked up and said softly that he and I met here.
Ah?Who? A word came out inexplicably, I really don’t know what I’m talking about
The person in the photo Zhang Ting explained
Oh, I nodded, and the handsome man in the wedding photo that day came to my mind
Zhang Ting held the wine glass, and his head was underneath, and his eyes were dim. I have never seen my father since I was a child. My mother is the only relative in my life. Since I was sensible, my mother has been plagued by illness. My neighbor said that it was because I couldn't keep up with my nutrition when I was pregnant. No one took care of me after giving birth to me, and I fell into the root of the disease.
Seeing a strong, stubborn woman becoming weak, she felt sad in her heart
When I was nine years old, my mother got seriously ill. After two days of burning in the bed, I ran a few miles to find a doctor. The doctor said that he couldn't cure the disease and wanted to save a lot of money to go to the city. Maybe I could still take care of it. But our family had nothing except two pots and one bed. Where can I have money to go to the city to see a doctor, the doctor took some medicine and left. My mother never afforded her illness. In order to make money, I picked up bottles everywhere and clinker belts. As long as I could sell it, I picked up everything. Speaking of this, Zhang Ting had a hint of pride on her face.
Although I can't understand it, I can feel her hardships, the hardships of a little girl
There would be a group of children who thought I was dirty, scolded me all day long, and threw me into stones. I would fight with them. Don’t look at me when I was young, and even a few boys couldn’t beat me. Zhang Ting said and laughed.
I want to laugh, but I can't laugh
But no matter how hard I try, apart from the money I get for my mother to get medicine, there is only a lot of money left. I occasionally have to rely on the help of my neighbor's uncle and aunt to delay my life for three years. On New Year's Eve, when I was twelve, I went to the town to buy dumplings. The aunt who sold dumplings gave me a few more home. My mother wades in the bed as usual. I show her the dumplings I bought and told her to eat dumplings tonight. She also smiled at her smile. I still clearly remember that it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. Zhang Ting smiled, as if her mother's smile was right in front of her.
But I have an ominous premonition in my heart
Zhang Ting was silent in the atmosphere and said to herself. At that time, she looked rosy and miraculously sat up from the bed. She asked me to help her out and cook dumplings with me. I thought she was getting better. Not to mention how happy she was. I haven't sat together for a long time. I still remember when she was a child, the scene when I was burning fire for several years, I finally felt the festive New Year. That night, she picked up a lot of dumplings for me. I fed her, but she shook her head and said she wasn't hungry.
Looking up, Zhang Ting had a happy smile on the corner of her mouth, her eyes closed, as if silent in that memory
As expected, the smile slowly disappeared, and happiness slowly faded. Zhang Ting showed a painful expression and said, "No one knew that it was the last meal we had together to help my mother on the bed. She held my hand and looked at me calmly and said, "What I am most sorry for in my life is that I actually didn't understand what she was saying at that time, but tears still flowed out. She told me to take good care of myself in the future and live well. She said a lot intermittently, but my mind was blank, and I couldn't listen to anything and stared at her blankly until she closed her eyes like she was asleep.
At first, I could see the painful expression on Zhang Ting's face, but when she said this, her tears slid out of her eyes.
Zhang Ting did not wipe the tears that slipped across her cheeks. It seemed that only by clearly feeling the cold water, she could feel better in her heart. She bit the corner of her mouth and continued with a little crying voice. I will always remember that New Year's Eve, firecrackers outside, firelights soaring into the sky, and a festive atmosphere, but our house was deserted, the windows rustled by the wind. I stood in front of my mother's bed, I could do nothing, I stood in front of the bed until dawn. I hope a miracle would happen, but there would be no miracle in reality.
My eyes were a little hot, but I tried my best to hold it back. I didn't want to cry in front of Zhang Ting because she was already uncomfortable enough
I used the money I saved for three years to buy a coffin, and rely on the help of my neighbors to bury her on the hillside behind. Every spring, there will be many wild flowers blooming? When I was young, she often took me to pick flowers. After Zhang Ting finished speaking, she seemed to want to stop her emotions and took a deep breath.
But I know that the cruel life has just begun
From that day on, I was the only one left in the world living alone in that small house for three years. I came to this city with the savings I saved. At that time, I just wanted to change a place. I was afraid that I would continue to be in that deserted home and I didn’t know anything. I had no place to ask me for it. Zhang Ting pursed her lips and said bitterly.
But at this moment, she could no longer see the sadness on her face, but instead she was determined
The prosperity and prosperity of the city gradually made me forget the pain. I was thinking about how to survive. When I was suffering, I slept on the roadside and picked up steamed buns. In order to make money, I walked from the south of the city to the north of the city early in the morning, wholesale small things worth a few dollars, and walked back to the north of the city, put them in a basket and sold them everywhere. I went back and forth for a few hours each time, but I couldn't make much money at all. Later, I gradually realized that there are also some specialties in selling things. I wanted to sell flowers on Valentine's Day and Santa's red hat on Christmas. I usually go to the amusement park and buy some toys that my children like. Find the trick. Zhang Ting had a pride on her face.
Life has finally improved a little, and I am happy for her
Although that period was very bitter, it was rare to be calm. If you enrich a bowl of beef noodles, you could make me happy all day. If you give yourself a small gift, you would be happy for a long time. Zhang Ting said and drank a sip of wine and continued. After running around for a few years, she finally had some savings and rented a store. Life gradually stabilized. I don’t know whether it became mature or life was guaranteed. I don’t know when loneliness will be quietly retrieved. Maybe because of my personality, men who are close to me will leave me soon.
Speaking of this, Zhang Ting's face showed a bitter smile again
The voice was very small, and it took a lot of effort to hear it clearly, but it was like a lion roar in my heart, which made me almost fall off the sofa and didn't believe it. Zhang Ting would say such words, apologize, stare at her, wondering if she had taken the wrong medicine
It seemed that he finally got up the courage, Zhang Ting shrugged and said with a smile, "Also, thank you for your help last time."
Facing her serious look, I still couldn't adapt. I forced myself to laugh and nodded. Oh, it's okay
Do you think I hate it? Maybe you can see through my doubts, Zhang Ting said lightly
No, no, I don't say it right, a man's heart is actually very soft-hearted. If a woman apologizes, no matter how big the matter is, she will soften her heart, and that little resentment will disappear.
That unnatural look fell into Zhang Ting's eyes, and she chuckled and said, "It's okay, you are not the only one who sees it."
What does it mean? I asked in doubt
The waiter came to deliver the wine, but Zhang Ting didn't say anything. When the waiter left, she smiled bitterly and said that the men around me all thought so. I know, I am a woman who doesn't like men.
No, you are so beautiful, there are so many men who like you. I picked up my wine glass and comforted me.
Do you really think so? Zhang Ting suddenly looked up at me with a serious face
I didn't have time to drink it, so I stopped beside me. I didn't know if I was saying too much sweet words, so I just started to speak. Facing Zhang Ting's serious questioning, for some reason, I didn't dare to lie, as if there was a queen sitting in front of me who could see through people's thoughts. Once I lie to her, I would be punished the most severely
But there was still a hint of joy in my heart, because the familiar Zhang Ting came back and I drank and covered up and said maybe!
Zhang Ting naturally understood, and smiled bitterly, but she didn't force me to say something nice like most women. She held the wine glass and lowered her head, as if she was in deep thought again
The scene slowly became colder, and the atmosphere gradually solidified. Maybe they were not very familiar with each other. When I was with her, I couldn't find the topic. I didn't know what to say. This atmosphere made me feel uncomfortable and a little embarrassed.
After a long time, just as the wine in my glass was about to finish and was about to get up to say goodbye, Zhang Ting looked up and said softly that he and I met here.
Ah?Who? A word came out inexplicably, I really don’t know what I’m talking about
The person in the photo Zhang Ting explained
Oh, I nodded, and the handsome man in the wedding photo that day came to my mind
Zhang Ting held the wine glass, and his head was underneath, and his eyes were dim. I have never seen my father since I was a child. My mother is the only relative in my life. Since I was sensible, my mother has been plagued by illness. My neighbor said that it was because I couldn't keep up with my nutrition when I was pregnant. No one took care of me after giving birth to me, and I fell into the root of the disease.
Seeing a strong, stubborn woman becoming weak, she felt sad in her heart
When I was nine years old, my mother got seriously ill. After two days of burning in the bed, I ran a few miles to find a doctor. The doctor said that he couldn't cure the disease and wanted to save a lot of money to go to the city. Maybe I could still take care of it. But our family had nothing except two pots and one bed. Where can I have money to go to the city to see a doctor, the doctor took some medicine and left. My mother never afforded her illness. In order to make money, I picked up bottles everywhere and clinker belts. As long as I could sell it, I picked up everything. Speaking of this, Zhang Ting had a hint of pride on her face.
Although I can't understand it, I can feel her hardships, the hardships of a little girl
There would be a group of children who thought I was dirty, scolded me all day long, and threw me into stones. I would fight with them. Don’t look at me when I was young, and even a few boys couldn’t beat me. Zhang Ting said and laughed.
I want to laugh, but I can't laugh
But no matter how hard I try, apart from the money I get for my mother to get medicine, there is only a lot of money left. I occasionally have to rely on the help of my neighbor's uncle and aunt to delay my life for three years. On New Year's Eve, when I was twelve, I went to the town to buy dumplings. The aunt who sold dumplings gave me a few more home. My mother wades in the bed as usual. I show her the dumplings I bought and told her to eat dumplings tonight. She also smiled at her smile. I still clearly remember that it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life. Zhang Ting smiled, as if her mother's smile was right in front of her.
But I have an ominous premonition in my heart
Zhang Ting was silent in the atmosphere and said to herself. At that time, she looked rosy and miraculously sat up from the bed. She asked me to help her out and cook dumplings with me. I thought she was getting better. Not to mention how happy she was. I haven't sat together for a long time. I still remember when she was a child, the scene when I was burning fire for several years, I finally felt the festive New Year. That night, she picked up a lot of dumplings for me. I fed her, but she shook her head and said she wasn't hungry.
Looking up, Zhang Ting had a happy smile on the corner of her mouth, her eyes closed, as if silent in that memory
As expected, the smile slowly disappeared, and happiness slowly faded. Zhang Ting showed a painful expression and said, "No one knew that it was the last meal we had together to help my mother on the bed. She held my hand and looked at me calmly and said, "What I am most sorry for in my life is that I actually didn't understand what she was saying at that time, but tears still flowed out. She told me to take good care of myself in the future and live well. She said a lot intermittently, but my mind was blank, and I couldn't listen to anything and stared at her blankly until she closed her eyes like she was asleep.
At first, I could see the painful expression on Zhang Ting's face, but when she said this, her tears slid out of her eyes.
Zhang Ting did not wipe the tears that slipped across her cheeks. It seemed that only by clearly feeling the cold water, she could feel better in her heart. She bit the corner of her mouth and continued with a little crying voice. I will always remember that New Year's Eve, firecrackers outside, firelights soaring into the sky, and a festive atmosphere, but our house was deserted, the windows rustled by the wind. I stood in front of my mother's bed, I could do nothing, I stood in front of the bed until dawn. I hope a miracle would happen, but there would be no miracle in reality.
My eyes were a little hot, but I tried my best to hold it back. I didn't want to cry in front of Zhang Ting because she was already uncomfortable enough
I used the money I saved for three years to buy a coffin, and rely on the help of my neighbors to bury her on the hillside behind. Every spring, there will be many wild flowers blooming? When I was young, she often took me to pick flowers. After Zhang Ting finished speaking, she seemed to want to stop her emotions and took a deep breath.
But I know that the cruel life has just begun
From that day on, I was the only one left in the world living alone in that small house for three years. I came to this city with the savings I saved. At that time, I just wanted to change a place. I was afraid that I would continue to be in that deserted home and I didn’t know anything. I had no place to ask me for it. Zhang Ting pursed her lips and said bitterly.
But at this moment, she could no longer see the sadness on her face, but instead she was determined
The prosperity and prosperity of the city gradually made me forget the pain. I was thinking about how to survive. When I was suffering, I slept on the roadside and picked up steamed buns. In order to make money, I walked from the south of the city to the north of the city early in the morning, wholesale small things worth a few dollars, and walked back to the north of the city, put them in a basket and sold them everywhere. I went back and forth for a few hours each time, but I couldn't make much money at all. Later, I gradually realized that there are also some specialties in selling things. I wanted to sell flowers on Valentine's Day and Santa's red hat on Christmas. I usually go to the amusement park and buy some toys that my children like. Find the trick. Zhang Ting had a pride on her face.
Life has finally improved a little, and I am happy for her
Although that period was very bitter, it was rare to be calm. If you enrich a bowl of beef noodles, you could make me happy all day. If you give yourself a small gift, you would be happy for a long time. Zhang Ting said and drank a sip of wine and continued. After running around for a few years, she finally had some savings and rented a store. Life gradually stabilized. I don’t know whether it became mature or life was guaranteed. I don’t know when loneliness will be quietly retrieved. Maybe because of my personality, men who are close to me will leave me soon.
Speaking of this, Zhang Ting's face showed a bitter smile again