Chapter 559 Her Past 2

I don't want every New Year's Eve, everyone is reunited. When it's festive, my home is deserted and quiet. Every New Year's Eve, I turn on all the lights and cook the table full of dishes. But this can't deceive myself, it can only make me feel more lonely. It seems that even God is telling me that I can only be lonely forever. This chill gradually makes me afraid to go home. Zhang Ting's face is depressed, but her expression is very complicated.

I can't fully understand her feelings, but I'm still trying to understand

Later I met him here, and he was sitting in your current position. He was still in college at that time. Not only was he young, but he was also very vulgar. Zhang Ting recalled

I am a little amused. Is there anyone who describes her husband like this? But she seems to be silent in sweetness, with a happy smile on the corner of her mouth.

At first I didn't want to pay attention to him, but every time I came, he would take the initiative to say hello to me. He asked me about my well-being and got to know him over time. Later, through communication, I learned that his family was not good. He relied on his own half-work and half-study, and he had to send the remaining money back to subsidize his family. Zhang Ting sniffed and said with emotion.

I took a sip of wine and guessed what I thought was a natural development

His story moved me very much. I seemed to see a shadow of myself in him. From that moment on, I suddenly felt that this man was not as tacky as I thought. At that time, I had already had some savings and offered to bear his tuition to allow him to study with peace of mind. Zhang Ting suddenly stopped and drank a sip of wine on her own.

I looked up at her, wondering why she didn't say anything

Let's go! Zhang Ting didn't explain, put down her wine glass and stood up to greet her

Where to go? I'm full of question marks, this woman is too self-centered

Zhang Ting didn't say that I took the lead in walking out with high heels, and I could only keep up with me depressedly

Walking outside the bar, Zhang Ting recognized my car, got in and said, "Go to the place where you met me last time."

I was puzzled, but I knew her temper and didn't know how to ask. I drove there. Fortunately, I was speechless all the way, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward. I wanted to turn on the music several times to ease the atmosphere, but in the end I couldn't reach out

The car parked on the side of the road that night. Zhang Ting seemed to be familiar with this place. She opened the car door and walked down the first place. I followed the distance quickly. She didn't walk on the road and walked down the river bank. She didn't know what she wanted to do. I followed behind depressedly.

Finally, it was the river bank entrance where the ferry was docked. This was the place where the ferry was docked. With the construction of a large bridge, it was already in a semi-desolate state. Standing at the ferry, feeling the river breeze, listening to the river water slapped on the shore, making a rustling sound, there was a trace of tranquility in my heart. Zhang Ting closed her eyes, as if she was enjoying this tranquility.

Half a year after meeting, he suddenly brought me here one day and expressed his love. Zhang Ting closed her eyes and said

This sentence not only broke the tranquility, but also caused a stir in my heart. The entire river seemed to be responding, and the sounds and waves sounded

I was a little scared at that time because after I learned that he was four years younger than me, I always regarded him as my younger brother. Zhang Ting was in trouble

This turn almost made me unable to stand firm and fell into the river

But he held my hand and his eyes were hot, making me unable to escape, I was a little panicked, I wanted to escape for the first time in my life, but he wanted to escape, but he held my hand tightly, and prevented me from leaving. My loneliness seemed to have fallen into his eyes, and he could see it clearly. He said a lot at that time, and I slowly fell into the tenderness he woven, becoming dazed, unconscious, and at his mercy. Zhang Ting looked at Bao Tao's rolling river surface, with a little intoxicated look.

I can only sigh that no matter how strong a woman is, she will become weak when facing love.

I still say I don't remember why I promised his courtship at that time, it was here anyway. On that night, we confirmed the relationship. Zhang Ting said what I guessed

But this is just another beginning

We were happy during that time. He wanted to go to school and I also had to take care of the shop. Although we couldn't meet every day, we all cherished that he would bring me some small gifts every time we met. I also made some delicious food. After three years of happiness, we had already said that we would get married when he graduated. Zhang Ting's words were sad and full of expectations.

Sometimes I was worried and scared, but he fulfilled his promise. On the day of graduation, he ran to my store excitedly and proposed to me in front of everyone. I hadn't cried for a long time. I cried happily for the first time. I was really happy. I felt that God was finally willing to hand over my happiness to me. Zhang Ting seemed to never forget the happiness at that time, and emphasized

I was infected, and I couldn't help but smile

Happiness is always hard to last. Zhang Ting's smile quickly turned into a bitter smile. She looked down at the river flowing water. But for some reason, we have been in love for three years. We once thought that we knew each other best and were the most compatible couple. But reality has smashed our beliefs to pieces and only half a year of marriage. Our in life gradually had friction, and occasionally there will be small quarrels.

Facing this question, I also want to know, but I can never find the answer. Perhaps this is the essence of life

At first, these were still controllable, but as time passed, it seemed that every conflict was escalating, gradually developing to the point where we could not control it. After a year of bumps and bruises, a month ago, he filled out the wrong order. I found him and asked, but he accused me of not explaining clearly whether it was too much savings in my heart or why. We immediately had a big fight. I thought it was just an ordinary quarrel, but the next day, he disappeared in my in life. Speaking of the back, Zhang Ting was a little helpless.

Run away from home? I don’t know what to react, but I still comforted me. Don’t worry, maybe it’s just that the pressure of life is too great. Go out and relax. He loves you so much and will come back soon

Zhang Ting smiled bitterly and said that I thought so at the beginning, but after half a month, I was still worried that he would not come back. I called home. Even my parents didn't know where he was. I was a little panicked. I looked for him all over the city. A few days later, I finally found him in an old city.

But beside him, there was a woman I didn't know standing. I rushed to argue with him and scolded him for being ruthless. He didn't even argue with me, hugged the woman, calmly said he wanted to divorce me. He stopped here, Zhang Ting sniffed her nose, stabilized her emotions and continued to say, "Do you know?" At that moment, I just felt that my eyes were dark and I almost couldn't stand steadily. I forgot how I walked home. I lay in bed and slept in a daze for the whole day.

This result surprised me. I originally thought that he hadn't forgiven Zhang Ting yet, but in just half a month, how could he fall in love with another woman? If this is true, it only means that he has never loved Zhang Ting. Did he get close to Zhang Ting? It's just for her money. Judging from his previous actions, it's a bit unreasonable. After all, he finally married Zhang Ting, and the person in the photo that day looked honest and didn't look like a scheming person.

Didn't notice my thoughts, Zhang Ting said to herself that I was the only one left in the world, but I could no longer bear that kind of loneliness. Every day I went home in a deserted manner, there was not even a person to talk, no one cared about it, caring, she seemed to be in pain and still very lonely. She suddenly turned around and asked, "Do you know why you met me here that day?"

Why? I asked casually

Zhang Ting hesitated for a moment, looked at the river bank opposite and said, "I was almost tortured crazy those days. I couldn't see him. I went to the place where we once remembered each day. I drank a lot of wine that night. For some reason, I wanted to come here to see the place where I made my love vows for four years. There has not been much change here, but our love no longer exists."

Thinking of our past happiness, happiness, and things and people are changing now. Perhaps my destiny has been arranged by God from the moment I was born. What is the meaning of such a life that is destined to be lonely for a lifetime? I jumped from here. Zhang Ting smiled faintly, as if she was talking about something that was ordinary.

But I saw the ridicule, disappointment, helplessness, and no wonder that my whole body was soaked that night. I don’t know if it was a sarcasm, but I accidentally deceived the nurse and said it right.

Who saved you? I asked in doubt

Zhang Ting smiled bitterly, turned her head and looked at me and saw something in her eyes, but before she could react, she jumped off the river bank