Chapter 231 Confusion

No!

Sun Yuze opened his eyes and looked at the dark ceiling, and was surprised to find that it was just a dream

However, the sad feeling and the heart-wrenching pain were so real and so heavy, his heart was really beating in his chest. The violent beating, and when he touched the corners of his eyes, he felt dampness and warmth, and tears really flowed over his cheeks!

God! I have a dream like this again, and I cry in the dream again!

Before, Sun Yuze never thought that people would cry in dreams, and never thought that there would be such sadness, but all this really happened, and it was in himself.

In the almost two months since he left Yuan Xiaoyun, this was the fourth time he woke up in a dream and cried. He didn't dare to say what a resolute man he was, but before, from childhood to adulthood, he could count the number of times he cried with one hand.

Bai Xiaofei knew this very well. When he was young, he went to fight together. He never cried when he was beaten so hard. This made Bai Xiaofei truly understand that Sun Yuze was so affectionate about Yuan Xiaoyun.

Sun Yuze wiped away his tears, sat up on the bed, looked at the room in front of him, gasping deeply, and couldn't help but think of the last time he cried.

It was ten years ago, and he broke up with his first love for various reasons. At that time, he quietly cried once, but now, in less than two months, it has been four times.

Alas... Why am I so sensitive and weak? Is I old? Or am I changing? Sun Yuze couldn't help but think of himself with some self-deprecating thoughts

No, I should look forward to Sun Yuze comfort me, there will be other girls waiting for me, I will fall in love again, let's go

After all, I have had many jealous girlfriends. It will never be difficult to find a young and outstanding girl. Perhaps, it is indeed a wise decision to leave the quagmire in front of me and start a new life. And if Xiaoyun returns to me, can I still be with her? When she was my girlfriend, every hole in her body had been enjoyed by countless men. How can she last long with such a girl? Even if we are together, she may leave me sooner or later.

However, thinking of this, Sun Yuze couldn't help asking herself, is it because of me that Xiaoyun was humiliated by other men again and again? Is she really having any difficulties? For me, she endured the humiliation again and again, and I abandoned her like this. How could I be worthy of her? She is a girl who was spoiled since childhood. Now that her parents are imprisoned and are studying in a foreign land, how can I ignore her?

No, no! I tried, I tried to give us another chance, but she refused the previous ones, and no matter who was wrong, it was all over.

Sun Yuze scolded himself, but he couldn't help thinking that if she came back, we could fulfill our previous vows together, and travel to M country together. I could kiss her again, hug her, and possess her, and enjoy her body. So what if I saw her being humiliated by other men? I was also excited? Every time I saw her naked, and the genitals of other men were fucked by other men's genitals, and filled with other men's crystal liquid, wouldn't my dick also be extremely hot? Maybe it's possible to hurt and be happy? Maybe this will satisfy my strange habit of humiliating my girlfriend? Maybe, just like what Cherry said, it's just sex, what's wrong with it?

Oh my God! No, no, how can I think like this? Am I changed? Can I really let others enjoy my girlfriend who belongs to me? Although I feel particularly excited to see Xiaoyun being humiliated, should I let this twisted pleasure be allowed? Marrying such a girl, I don’t know where she is naked and moaning softly under the crotch of a man, but I can only stay alone in the empty room. How can I spend my whole life like this?

In addition, will Xiaoyun be happy? Don’t she want a simple and plain, loving and normal life?

But maybe Xiaoyun also enjoys the pleasure of cheating? If so, can I endure such a life?

sky!

The more Sun Yuze thought about it, the more he became, the more he became more and more confused he just rushed into the bathroom, twisted the dragon's mouth, and let the cold water curtain wash his face, his body, and cool his heart...