In the afternoon, Sun Yuze sat in front of the computer in the graduate office and tested the operation of a program according to the professor's requirements.
His eyes were a little dry when staring at the shiny screen, so he frowned and opened the email box. He used this free time to relieve his nervous work
There are many photos of him and Yuan Xiaoyun traveling together in his mailbox. Sometimes he wants to delete all of them in one go and break them up with the past, but he always doesn't have enough courage.
On the contrary, his hand couldn't help but click the photos, and even just saw Yuan Xiaoyun in the photo, her beautiful face and elegant and charming smile, which made him hold his breath and unable to look away, and the scenes between them appeared clearly before his eyes again.
Whenever Yuan Xiaoyun is staring around him, the ethereal halo emitted from her clear autumn water-like eyes, the mysterious light gently fluttering on her black black hair like clouds and waterfalls, and the beautiful face that gathers the advantages of the East and the West, and the beautiful face under the light and shadow, which makes her look as elegant and noble as the statue of the beautiful god Venus, sacred and pure. Her beautiful face that shakes the world is irresistible, full of admiration, but it makes people hold their breath and dare not look at it in vain.
Whenever Yuan Xiaoyun leaned in his arms and sobbed gently, the little bits of crystal tears on her beautiful baby's face, the warm and fragrant body kept coming from her soft and tender body, and the helpless and forceful clench of her delicate white and tender clench on his arms, making her look like Helen, and he is like the Spartan king in front of her, with infinite love in her heart. Even if she faces helplessness, she cannot bear to hurt her at all, and just wants to hold her in her arms forever.
Whenever Yuan Xiaoyun's naked body was pressed under him, her fair skin that was as delicate as cream, her delicate and graceful figure, her slender and long legs with perfect curves, her tempting honey that was naturally tight and extremely wet and tender, and her shy, moving and tender and seductive smile, she was like Pandora created by spring water, fragrance and wisdom, with all the ecstasy talents and magic that made him crazy, intoxicated, greedy, nothingness, and pain, allowing him to enjoy all sin and forget everything
All of this will be unforgettable for him to live forever
Sun Yuze often feels that being with Yuan Xiaoyun is like a dream that makes him extremely happy. However, the illusory dream is always replaced by unexpected reality.
His reason tells him that only by completely forgetting the past can he get rid of the pain; however, his heart controls him, making him long for memories, Yuan Xiaoyun, and all the connection with her
Even though he knew it would be painful, he still couldn't help but open the email communication between him and her again, recalling the more than a month he had been separated from her. Although he felt lost, he felt a little satisfied with his connection with her.
Xiaoyun, how have you been doing recently? I'm sorry, did I make you sad? I hope you can forgive me, I don't know, can I apologize to you in person...
This was the first email from Sun Yuze to her two weeks after they separated. At that time, he was like a person who had just been amputated. Part of his body was no longer there, but he could not accept the reality at all. Instead, he felt that he could still feel the lost part.
Yuze, I'm doing well, I hope you will be smooth, I've been busy with school recently, so don't mention the past things first, we don't owe each other anything, even if there is, you don't have to apologize to me...
Seeing Yuan Xiaoyun’s reply, was Sun Yuze both in pain and anger? Did I really owe her? She clearly betrayed me and was with other men, and she still played 4p with three men! But now it seems that I was wrong!
But love and hate, like fire and oil, mixed together, making his emotions even more uncontrollable. Then he wrote countless emails to her sometimes comfort, sometimes excited, sometimes repent, sometimes question.
However, Yuan Xiaoyun's reply to him was indifferent, always simply writing, ... Sorry, Yuze, I love you, but maybe we really can't be together... Maybe we should calm down and not consider the relationship, okay? ... I am about to graduate and I am very busy recently and don't want to get involved in the relationship anymore...
Why is Yuan Xiaoyun treating me like this and why is she so cold? Is she really blamed me and disappointed me? Is she blamed herself for her cheating and was unwilling to be with me? Is she not caring about our relationship at all and has forgotten the past? Or is she being coerced by others again and having to leave me? Or is she just want to calm down and put her studies first for the time being?
Thinking about it all, Sun Yuze still ignored Yuan Xiaoyun's phone number and hung up his phone again and again. On a rainy evening, she couldn't help but rush to her house and rang her doorbell. However, she first asked her roommate Yingying to make excuses him and said she was unwell. After that, although she reluctantly met him, she didn't even let him enter her door. She just talked with him under the porch for a while.
And the cold but polite appearance on her beautiful face, the unchanging excuses and reasons in her mouth, seemed to make him feel more heartbroken than the cold rain curtain, and more heartbreaking than the biting night wind.
Since that unhappy meeting, Sun Yuze has not contacted her again for a while, but he has tried every means to forget the past. He hopes that one day, she will appear in front of his house again, receive her call again, or meet her by chance at the beach again, but none of this happened, and he also had a foreshadowing that these might never happen again.
But Sun Yuze still couldn't help but write to her again, ...A month has passed, Xiaoyun, have you sorted out your thoughts? ...I can't forget you. No matter what happened, I still love you and think about you...I long for you to be by my side...I will try my best to make you happy and give me another chance...
… Give me some time and give yourself some time… Have we really calmed down? … I love you too, Yuze… You also know what happened to me, I also know what happened to you… Can we really be together again? … I will wait for you, but give us some time…
When receiving this email, Sun Yuze felt countless emotions suddenly rush into his mind.
What does Xiaoyun mean? Did she already know that I witnessed her quilt outside the window? Did she know that I saw the filthy 4P performance performed by her, Zhang Ruifeng and two Indians on the beach?
God! If so, how should we face each other? Can we still be together?
She said she loved me and would wait for me, so maybe we are really possible? Can we still give up our past grudges and fall in love with each other again?
Shocking and expectation, worry and hesitation lingered Sun Yuze, making him no longer know how to face Yuan Xiaoyun and how to face the past
Now, a few weeks have passed, and Sun Yuze gradually realized that although he could barely get rid of the shadow of the past and enjoy life again, he felt that his soul was no longer complete, just like a body with a broken heart, able to live a normal life, but from then on, in life no longer had any turbulent emotions and no passionate love.
Sun Yuze raised his hand, wanted to typify the keyboard, wanted to tell Yuan Xiaoyun, told her that he loved her, told her that no matter what happened in the past, he also hoped that she would come back, and that they could start over
But is this really the right decision?
Sun Yuze sighed, not knowing what to do
Looking at the clock on the wall, it was already six o'clock in the afternoon. He temporarily cleared all kinds of hesitation and countless distractions, and left these problems for tomorrow. He simply packed up his things and decided to go to Qiwei's house to make an appointment...
His eyes were a little dry when staring at the shiny screen, so he frowned and opened the email box. He used this free time to relieve his nervous work
There are many photos of him and Yuan Xiaoyun traveling together in his mailbox. Sometimes he wants to delete all of them in one go and break them up with the past, but he always doesn't have enough courage.
On the contrary, his hand couldn't help but click the photos, and even just saw Yuan Xiaoyun in the photo, her beautiful face and elegant and charming smile, which made him hold his breath and unable to look away, and the scenes between them appeared clearly before his eyes again.
Whenever Yuan Xiaoyun is staring around him, the ethereal halo emitted from her clear autumn water-like eyes, the mysterious light gently fluttering on her black black hair like clouds and waterfalls, and the beautiful face that gathers the advantages of the East and the West, and the beautiful face under the light and shadow, which makes her look as elegant and noble as the statue of the beautiful god Venus, sacred and pure. Her beautiful face that shakes the world is irresistible, full of admiration, but it makes people hold their breath and dare not look at it in vain.
Whenever Yuan Xiaoyun leaned in his arms and sobbed gently, the little bits of crystal tears on her beautiful baby's face, the warm and fragrant body kept coming from her soft and tender body, and the helpless and forceful clench of her delicate white and tender clench on his arms, making her look like Helen, and he is like the Spartan king in front of her, with infinite love in her heart. Even if she faces helplessness, she cannot bear to hurt her at all, and just wants to hold her in her arms forever.
Whenever Yuan Xiaoyun's naked body was pressed under him, her fair skin that was as delicate as cream, her delicate and graceful figure, her slender and long legs with perfect curves, her tempting honey that was naturally tight and extremely wet and tender, and her shy, moving and tender and seductive smile, she was like Pandora created by spring water, fragrance and wisdom, with all the ecstasy talents and magic that made him crazy, intoxicated, greedy, nothingness, and pain, allowing him to enjoy all sin and forget everything
All of this will be unforgettable for him to live forever
Sun Yuze often feels that being with Yuan Xiaoyun is like a dream that makes him extremely happy. However, the illusory dream is always replaced by unexpected reality.
His reason tells him that only by completely forgetting the past can he get rid of the pain; however, his heart controls him, making him long for memories, Yuan Xiaoyun, and all the connection with her
Even though he knew it would be painful, he still couldn't help but open the email communication between him and her again, recalling the more than a month he had been separated from her. Although he felt lost, he felt a little satisfied with his connection with her.
Xiaoyun, how have you been doing recently? I'm sorry, did I make you sad? I hope you can forgive me, I don't know, can I apologize to you in person...
This was the first email from Sun Yuze to her two weeks after they separated. At that time, he was like a person who had just been amputated. Part of his body was no longer there, but he could not accept the reality at all. Instead, he felt that he could still feel the lost part.
Yuze, I'm doing well, I hope you will be smooth, I've been busy with school recently, so don't mention the past things first, we don't owe each other anything, even if there is, you don't have to apologize to me...
Seeing Yuan Xiaoyun’s reply, was Sun Yuze both in pain and anger? Did I really owe her? She clearly betrayed me and was with other men, and she still played 4p with three men! But now it seems that I was wrong!
But love and hate, like fire and oil, mixed together, making his emotions even more uncontrollable. Then he wrote countless emails to her sometimes comfort, sometimes excited, sometimes repent, sometimes question.
However, Yuan Xiaoyun's reply to him was indifferent, always simply writing, ... Sorry, Yuze, I love you, but maybe we really can't be together... Maybe we should calm down and not consider the relationship, okay? ... I am about to graduate and I am very busy recently and don't want to get involved in the relationship anymore...
Why is Yuan Xiaoyun treating me like this and why is she so cold? Is she really blamed me and disappointed me? Is she blamed herself for her cheating and was unwilling to be with me? Is she not caring about our relationship at all and has forgotten the past? Or is she being coerced by others again and having to leave me? Or is she just want to calm down and put her studies first for the time being?
Thinking about it all, Sun Yuze still ignored Yuan Xiaoyun's phone number and hung up his phone again and again. On a rainy evening, she couldn't help but rush to her house and rang her doorbell. However, she first asked her roommate Yingying to make excuses him and said she was unwell. After that, although she reluctantly met him, she didn't even let him enter her door. She just talked with him under the porch for a while.
And the cold but polite appearance on her beautiful face, the unchanging excuses and reasons in her mouth, seemed to make him feel more heartbroken than the cold rain curtain, and more heartbreaking than the biting night wind.
Since that unhappy meeting, Sun Yuze has not contacted her again for a while, but he has tried every means to forget the past. He hopes that one day, she will appear in front of his house again, receive her call again, or meet her by chance at the beach again, but none of this happened, and he also had a foreshadowing that these might never happen again.
But Sun Yuze still couldn't help but write to her again, ...A month has passed, Xiaoyun, have you sorted out your thoughts? ...I can't forget you. No matter what happened, I still love you and think about you...I long for you to be by my side...I will try my best to make you happy and give me another chance...
… Give me some time and give yourself some time… Have we really calmed down? … I love you too, Yuze… You also know what happened to me, I also know what happened to you… Can we really be together again? … I will wait for you, but give us some time…
When receiving this email, Sun Yuze felt countless emotions suddenly rush into his mind.
What does Xiaoyun mean? Did she already know that I witnessed her quilt outside the window? Did she know that I saw the filthy 4P performance performed by her, Zhang Ruifeng and two Indians on the beach?
God! If so, how should we face each other? Can we still be together?
She said she loved me and would wait for me, so maybe we are really possible? Can we still give up our past grudges and fall in love with each other again?
Shocking and expectation, worry and hesitation lingered Sun Yuze, making him no longer know how to face Yuan Xiaoyun and how to face the past
Now, a few weeks have passed, and Sun Yuze gradually realized that although he could barely get rid of the shadow of the past and enjoy life again, he felt that his soul was no longer complete, just like a body with a broken heart, able to live a normal life, but from then on, in life no longer had any turbulent emotions and no passionate love.
Sun Yuze raised his hand, wanted to typify the keyboard, wanted to tell Yuan Xiaoyun, told her that he loved her, told her that no matter what happened in the past, he also hoped that she would come back, and that they could start over
But is this really the right decision?
Sun Yuze sighed, not knowing what to do
Looking at the clock on the wall, it was already six o'clock in the afternoon. He temporarily cleared all kinds of hesitation and countless distractions, and left these problems for tomorrow. He simply packed up his things and decided to go to Qiwei's house to make an appointment...