I screamed in the rain, regardless of the surprise gazes of others and the muddy all over my body... I have almost lost the most precious thing, and I don't know what else I have to cherish...
This is the wonder of love. When you like someone, you will want to get her and occupy her
You long for countless firsts in her
Her first hand, her first kiss, her first sex, and her first life...
But such possession cannot be called love, because such possession may be possible for everyone. As long as she agrees, everyone has a chance to get it.
But among the thousands of people who want to get her, how many are willing to give their own things?
I now fully understand that my previous feelings for Teacher Wang were just asking for it. I also greedy for her body, her lips, her soft breasts, and her obedient personality.
I have to admit that Teacher Wang is a great play for men
But that is not love. For me, at best, I have so much pity that I have in this possessive desire.
But I really have nothing to ask for Xinru. I don’t care whether she is beautiful or ugly, whether she is fat or thin, whether she is gentle or perverted, and whether she is willing to untidy for me...
I am willing to give everything, I am willing to endure the pain, just asking her to be with me...
I spread my hands in the cold water, and my head lowered my head as I watched the water drops falling from the tip of my nose onto my pants.
In a trance, I was so impressed that I couldn't tell whether the water drop was falling or bounced up.
I thought of Descartes, so I am
If I could see through this raindrop, I could see through the heavy rain falling from the sky, and I could see through the rise and fall of the sunset sunset.
Maybe I can see through time too... let everything go back to where it is still time...
As I thought about it... But the raindrops in front of me suddenly stopped... My obsession was also interrupted. In the reflection of the accumulated rain beside me, I saw a shadow...
I looked up slightly weakly. Under a pure black wooden umbrella, there was a woman wearing luxurious clothes and a faint fragrance.
This woman is wearing a pair of dark green suede gloves
The umbrella I held was not in her hands
Her knee-length skirt covered her knees
But I seem familiar with this outfit, and I also have these shoes...
Who are you……
I spoke a little hoarse and confused
Come with me...
When I sat on the leather sofa in the warm and comfortable room, my hair was almost dry, but my clothes were still wet and stuck to my skin. It felt a bit uncomfortable.
I'll give you a towel, you can wipe it first...
Thanks... Thanks...
Why are you kneeling in the heavy rain?
……
For a girl?
After she handed me a towel, she picked up the lighter from the table and lit a cigarette, and then sat quietly on the single sofa next to me in the walking posture unique to a mature lady.
She gracefully raised her fair legs
Her movements were natural but restrained. Even the pervert was not as careful as her, she could not see any article from her imaginative skirt.
She pressed one of the cigarette-holding elbows on the same white forearm that was casually placed on her chest...
……
How old are you this year?
……15……
15...I'm not big...but my heart is not small
……
Are you cold?
...No...Not cold
He is a polite child. This cup of coffee is for you on the table. Let's drink it while it's hot.
She leaned up and blew the ashes on the coffee table twice
You probably remember me
I nodded...
I was very sad to see you crying. What's wrong with her?
...She...she left
Where has she gone?
…Leave me…
Will you come back?
No...I don't know...
Is this your first love?
I nodded, and I thought of Xinru again, and my nose became sore...
No wonder you are so sad... When a man is a child... It's great. Every man's first time is like you. He loves sincerely and makes people feel heartbreaking.
I envy your girl because there has never been a boy like you in the men I met
She leaned sideways, looked up at the crystal chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, and spat a mouthful of blue smoke at the light...
Have you slept with her?
I shook my head
Kissed?
……
That's it, is it your first time?
I nodded
That would be a pity...
As she sighed, another wisp of blue smoke came out of her red lips with a big matte red lipstick. I saw her lipstick sticking to the cigarette mouth in her hand.
Her nails were also painted with a bright red like lipstick…
Do you love this girl?
like……
I blurted out
Haha…How much love do you have?
……
Can't say it? You are so young, what can you use to love her?
……
Children... Do you think that having a heart is enough? We women... like sweet words, spring flowers and autumn moons, but... we cannot easily grasp our own destiny...
She got up and bounced the ashes again. Only when her forehead was under the chandelier, I could see a very small wrinkle on the corner of her eyes slightly.
Does she love you?
I nodded again and I couldn't help but tremble, because I remembered that I was sorry for Xinru's love. Her love was much nobler than me, more attentive than me, and more responsible than me...
Don't be sad, a child, a woman will not easily forget the man she loved...
But...but she won't come back...
Haha... Maybe... I can be considered as my age. I'll call me an aunt. I'll tell you a story about my aunt...
You are so young, probably don't know some of the past things in our country...
Speaking of which, it was already thirty or forty years ago. I am from the southeast. My family is in a small village in the southwest valley. There was nothing delicious in that era, nor did I wear decent clothes, but I wouldn’t complain, because I have never seen it, and I don’t know how to compare. There is no comparison. No matter how hard life is, I am still content in my heart...
Later, many city people came to the mountains. They brought trucks and cranes, and they exploded mountains and digged roads. The villagers were stupid. Of course, I didn’t know what this was for. I realized later that our country was poor at that time, but there were many enemies. So I was afraid that it would be impossible to fight without guns and cannons, so I needed to carry out production and construction. Originally, the factories were built in big cities, but I was afraid that the planes and cannons would be blown up by fighting. So at that time, there were slogans of preparing for war and famine, and many important factories were built into the ravine on the third line of the southwest... A factory was also built in our ravine... I still remember that it was called Factory 7581.
I have read books and went to school, of course it was different. At that time, there were many young men in the factory. Some were tall and handsome, some were gentle and gentle with their eyes. They were very good at talking, singing, and they were polite and polite to greet people. Unlike our children in the mountains, they didn’t dare to look up when they saw strangers...
Later I met one of them. He was handsome and wore a white shirt every day. Except for the yellow collar, he looked clean and clean. He drew drawings in the factory. I heard people call him the master and the master was short. I thought he was young but not very capable. Not long after, he also noticed that I would run a town with the village and the factory at that time. We could sell some vegetables in the market. They also bought some hot pots and washbasins. On the day I wore a water blue floral shirt and specially changed into an embroidered shoes that I originally wanted to wear during the Chinese New Year.
I tied two braids and tied them with a red head rope. It was also a farmer in the village who could not blink without blinking. Ah, he finally noticed me in the crowd. He was holding a chicken in his hand. I stood in front of a toy-selling stall and watched a rattle. He walked over and said to me, "It seemed like I had seen me, haha..." At that time, I was so simple and stupid at that time, but my heart was beating so fast. He took a black wood snow plum hairpin from the stall and asked me if it was good. We girls in the mountains had never seen the market. Everything was fresh and good... He tied me to my head without saying a word...
That's it, we met. He ran to my house every few days, brought two oranges with him today, and a bottle of canned food tomorrow. The snacks and sugar he brought destroyed the teeth of the neighborhood children. At that time, he was strictly controlled and could not enter and exit casually. There was still a distance between the factory and the village. He was still very young, had a short experience, and didn't even have a bicycle. He ran every time and was sweating...
I watched him panting and sweating profusely, but I smiled like a child wearing new clothes on my mouth. I blushed and wiped his sweat with a pity. I remember that his shirt always had two buttons from the neckline, and the inside was a navy striped vest. In that era, this was the most handsome dress. I put my face on his chest, and he hugged me tightly as he listened to his heartbeat...
I haven't been to school seriously since I was a child, and I have learned to write, but I can't get out of the mountains. But I also know romance. Although there are no roses and red wine, I run around the mountains under the moonlight. Even a silly girl knows what beauty is. I hold the flowers in my hand and lay in his arms. Listening to the sound of the stream, I feel very satisfied. At that time, I knew he would marry me, and he also looked into my eyes and said he would take care of me for the rest of my life... He kissed me that night...
The days that followed made me full of expectations. I was looking forward to getting married to him, walking for him, going to the big city to see the cars, looking at the road, he still kept running to my house, and my parents' faces were also smiling.
But how can life really come true? It seems that God always likes to tease people...
That day I clearly remembered that it was a Dragon Boat Festival. My parents invited him to come to dinner at home. Of course, he was willing to go and prepare something to celebrate the holiday. I said, "We people in the mountains don't pay attention to it. He said, "You follow me, I won't let you suffer grievances. I looked at his sincere eyes, I want to laugh and cry...
He came too late that night. When he entered the door, he carried two bottles of wine on the left and a fish hung on the right. He rushed into the door happily, but what he saw was that the table was overturned and the vegetables were sprinkled. My mother lay on the ground and cried. My father held his head and his hands were covered with blood. My clothes were torn to pieces. I curled up on the bed and didn't dare to move...
When I saw him walking in, I couldn't help it anymore. I cried loudly. I sorted out my clothes. I wanted to get into his arms. I wanted him to give me some comfort and say a few love words...
But he threw down what he had in his hand and ran away without looking back. The fish was still churning on the ground, and the two bottles of wine broke all over the floor...
Later I went to find him again, and he saw me like a stranger. My eyes were red when I cried. I asked him, don’t you take care of me for the rest of your life? He said, he couldn’t accept the unclean girl. I knelt on the ground and hugged his legs. I said, Ah, you said you wanted to marry me. His cold expression was really unforgettable to everyone. He lowered his head and turned my eyes. Even looking at a wild dog that picked up garbage and ate was not as good as Ah...
Men's hearts are sometimes cruel...
Not long after, he was transferred away. I asked someone to ask about his information, but no one told me anything. Haha... Women are sometimes really worthless, and it seems that everything is harder than men.
What I didn't expect was that I was pregnant...
As my belly grew bigger, my neighbors pointed at me, and I asked the media to say that there were many young men who kissed me, and I could level the threshold for our family, but now no one wants to look at me more...
One night I got up secretly and packed up a few clothes. I didn't tell my parents or alarm the dog in the yard. I left my hometown...
This trip has been 40 years...
I saw her take a deep breath, she raised her head and didn't want a tear from the corner of her eyes to slide down. The cigarette in her hand was already extinguished
The ash is still hanging on the cigarette butt
This time, she did not get up and squirt the ashes on the coffee table, but instead flashed her mouth with her thumb.
The ashes scattered directly in the air...
Hahaha... I didn't expect that these old past events could only be told to one child...
Have you never come home again? Have you never met your parents again?
No... I never went back... I asked someone to inquire, my parents have been gone for more than ten years...
You... don't you want them?
I miss Ah... why don't I think about it? But I also hate them Ah... I hate their incompetence and their weakness...
You... were you raped?
I asked timidly...
They are also a few hooligans in the factory. Although the city people are good at singing and dancing and knowing the words, they are not comparable to those of the country people when they are really bad...
...Then the police don't care?
Hahaha...I don't know Ah...child...I don't know who should take care of it...
She sighed and walked over, picking up the coffee in front of me before I could take a sip, it was already cold. She walked towards the door with the coffee, opened the door and said to the outside:
Go and change a hot cup
She walked back and stood in front of the cabinet and lit a cigarette again
Then she sat back on her seat gracefully
She sucked two cigarettes to the side of her body, and did not speak
I looked into her eyes, but her eyes didn't blink...
Dongdongdongdongdong
Come in
With the sound of the door opening, a young man dressed in a waiter walked in and he held a cup of hot coffee in his hand.
He lowered his head and put the cup of coffee in front of me, and I saw his side face
this……
This person...
This is the waiter who gave me the beer last night...
Thanks……
He didn't turn to look at me, but just nodded slightly and went out...
May I have your name?
…Liu…Liu Zhi…
Ordinary names, but it’s good that some people have fancy names, but they don’t have any skills. On the contrary, some inconspicuous people may scare you…
...I...I'm afraid my name is an ordinary person...I'm even more ordinary...
Hahaha, don't say that, child, maybe you haven't known that your extraordinaryness is yet...
I...I've experienced a lot of things recently...I'm a little sad...because I find myself very useless...
Hahaha... Take a sip... Don't get colder...
She still had a cigarette in her hand, looking at me expressionlessly, I picked up the cup and took a sip. The taste was a bit bitter. It should be African coffee, but there was a hint of fragrance. It must have been carefully prepared.
Are you born in this city?
No...I've just arrived a few years ago...
Well... I heard that you were talking accent shouldn't have been born here. You were born abroad?
Yes...yes...
Where is it?
exist……
I was about to blurt out, but for some reason, I didn't really want to tell her the truth.
Although I didn't tell the truth to Xinru, I was too lazy to explain to Xinru and thought it was troublesome.
But I was a little scared of the woman in front of me. I was afraid that she knew more, and I was afraid that she would understand me...
In Southeast Asia…
Why do you have to come back to China?
I heard from my father that the business outside is not easy to do, there is a market in China, so when I come back to develop, I can make money...
It's Ah. The domestic development has been too fast in recent years. Sometimes I feel that I can't keep up.
Do you live with your parents? Are they both in the country?
No...only my mother and I... dad... dad is still managing business abroad...
Haha...so your father is a responsible good man...he allows you mother and son to enjoy a happy life in China...he is he busy working outside...Isn't it Ah
Well... the family matters... neither my mother nor I can get involved
Alas... man Ah... hehe... actually I don't know who is enjoying the happiness...
While she smiled, she smoked the cigarette in her mouth meaningfully
Her smoking posture is very different from that of Li Chenggang
Li Chenggang smokes like his character, and looks very greedy. Every time he smokes a cigarette, he seems to want to smoke the whole cigarette in one sip.
Then he spitted it out very quickly
His smoking is more rapid and powerful than his breathing
But the woman in front of her is different. She smokes very slowly and has a very rhythmic rhythm.
She would savor every sip of cigarette she sucked in her lungs for a while and sank in her belly for a few seconds.
She was also very restrained when she vomited, as if her teeth were deliberately blocking them.
She seemed very willing to appreciate the wisps of blue smoke that were spit out of her mouth, because every time she spitted the smoke out of her mouth, she would keep staring at it, watching it in a daze...
Some time ago, a young man told me a story, which were all about you young people, but it was very interesting. I don’t know if you have heard of it. It tells the stories of killers and hypnotists.
I have no impression...
This is the story...
Li Jianjun, the killer, he couldn't count how many people he had killed. Because he was not good at math, Li Jianjun couldn't find a job. When he was young, he failed to find a job. He said: I had a flash of inspiration for killing. He found a job to kill but unexpectedly found that he was very good at ordinary killers, and he had his own weapons, like a knife, a gun, a stick, and a hammer. Li Jianjun is not an ordinary killer. Everything he could get at will can turn into a killing weapon, even if it was 20 yuan banknotes, such things that cannot be killed at all, can be wisely bought a kitchen knife as a weapon in the supermarket. Are you afraid of? Or, a basket of radishes, he can sell the radishes first and make 20 yuan, and then wisely buy a kitchen knife as a weapon in the supermarket. Are you afraid of even radishes?
Li Jianjun has principles to kill people and not to kill children. Once, he killed a 32-year-old gang leader. The burly man was about to start. The man said: I heard that you don’t kill children. Li Jianjun: So what? The man: Don’t kill this baby. Li Jianjun: Hehe, what I want to kill most is you who use Internet buzzwords. Behind every successful man, there is a woman Li Jianjun traitors that cannot be separated from his partner, that is, his wife Zhang Naixia
He loves Zhang Naixia Zhang Naixia is a hypnotist every time he acts. Zhang Naixia is responsible for hypnotizing the target. Li Jianjun is responsible for taking action for 20 years. He has never missed the couple. He has a dream to join the world's top killer group: SSS Group, but no one can contact this group, and there is no chance to submit a resume unless they take the initiative to find you, even if they have killed you for 20 years, they have never missed the couple. The SSS Group has never contacted them. Maybe we are not strong enough. Li Jianjun said
One day, Li Jianjun and Zhang Naixia received an interview notice from an insurance company respectively. The end of the signature: SSS finally waited for this day. The interviewer of the SSS group, the top killer group lurking in the insurance company, only recruited the top killer Li Jianjun: SSS I know, but why is it related to insurance? The times have changed, and we have expanded new business models.
Now our business model is like this: For example, in the past, men wanted to kill their wives and had to spend a lot of money to hire a killer
Now, just spend some money to insure your wife 10 million accident insurance
We are responsible for causing accidents for his wife, killing people, losing money from insurance companies, paying 5 million for customers, and killers earning 5 million for killers
Win-win, legal
Li Jianjun: It's too dark
Maozijian: Do you do it or not?
Li Jianjun: Do it
Li Jianjun regained the killer's passion
Maozijian: But we only recruit top killers, you are not top enough
Li Jianjun: My wife and I have never missed the fight in 20 years: Are you in a good relationship? Li Jianjun: Very good Maozijian: The problem is here, the top killer should not have people who care about Li Jianjun is silent: The most important task of a killer is not to kill people, but to ensure that you are alive. If you care about the people you care about, you will have weaknesses. If you have weaknesses, you will be killed. If you are killed, you will not be the top killer. Li Jianjun: Then how can I join you Maozijian: Insured your wife by 10 million, and then kill your wife by creating an accident and handed over the compensation of 10 million to our SSS Group as your entry fee
First, show loyalty, second, get rid of the people you care about, have these two things, and do you have the qualifications to be a top killer in our SSS group? Li Jianjun: Do it! Maozijian: Refresh! Li Jianjun: What I said, is to do your mother's meaning: Haha, if you don't do it, you both have to die into my door. When I heard my words, there was no turning back Li Jianjun: Are you not afraid of me killing you? Li Jianjun took out a kitchen knife and pressed it on Maozijian's neck: I'm afraid, but you are more afraid that you will kill me today, and there will be a more top killer chasing you and you will die Li Jianjun: I'll think about it
Zhang Naixia's interview content, like Li Jianjun, two people sat on the sofa, silent Li Jianjun: Escape? Zhang Naixia: No one can escape SSS Li Jianjun: What should I do? Zhang Naixia: Both of us must be alive, and both of us must become top killers Li Jianjun: Is there any way? Zhang Naixia: Think about Li Jianjun drank a glass of wine, dizziness was due to his professional sensitivity. He knew that this was not ordinary dizziness, but was drugged. You want to kill me? Li Jianjun fell to the ground the next morning, Li Jianjun woke up and found that there were traffic police, police and doctors at home.
Police told him that his wife was hit to death by a car downstairs
Identified as a traffic accident
Only then did Li Jianjun realize that Zhang Naixia was not going to kill him, but she sacrificed herself to protect him.
Zhang Naixia left him a letter, and there was only one sentence in the letter: Be a top killer, don't let my departure be worthless
The Russian smile: I did not see the wrong person
The police characterize your wife's death as an accident insurance company compensated 10 million. You did a good job. Welcome to join SSS. Only Li Jianjun knows that he did not take action. It was Zhang Naixia who sacrificed himself. But Li Jianjun did not explain and explained it was meaningless. A few years later, Li Jianjun became the top killer of the SSS group and became a legend in the killer world.
However, the story is not over. Back to that day, Mao Zijian interviewed Zhang Naixia. Mao Zijian: You gave your husband 10 million insured, and then killed your husband in an accident. The compensation of the 10 million yuan was handed over to our SSS group as your entry fee. First, to show your loyalty, and second, to get rid of the people you care about, you have the qualifications to be a top killer in our SSS group. Should you do it? Zhang Naixia: Why are we killing people? Mao Zijian: Make money Zhang Naixia: If you can not kill people, but you can also make money? Mao Zijian: Tell me, look at Zhang Naixia: It is too troublesome to kill people, and the police will investigate, and there is a risk if you can check them.
But if you become a vegetative, the risk is much smaller
Vegetatives are completely disabled. According to the insurance terms, 100% of the insurance amount is still compensated, which is also 10 million.
You are a businessman, with the same benefits, why not choose smaller risks?
That day, Zhang Naixia gave Li Jianjun hypnosis, deeply hypnotizing Li Jianjun into a vegetable
Li Jianjun spent the rest of his life lying on the hospital bed and having that dream. He dreamed that Zhang Naixia sacrificed herself to protect him, and that he became a legend in the killer world.
However, it was just a dream many years later. The real legend of the SSS group was Zhang Naixia. After Li Jianjun became a vegetable, he had been relying on a ventilator to continue his life at home. Zhang Naixia slept with him in the same room every day, as if he was still a couple. I said that both of us must live and realize the dream of a top killer. It’s just that, I am in reality, you are in dreams. Li Jianjun is a professional killer and will not make the low-level mistake of being drugged by others. But Zhang Naixia still made a statement because she really loves someone and never sets a guard against him. The fact that she said it was right, if she wanted to be a top killer, she shouldn’t have people who care about him.
But there is another terrible question: Li Jianjun has always cared about Zhang Naixia. So is it love or did Zhang Naixia hypnotize him? Perhaps the answer is not important, because some people say that love itself is hypnosis.
It's Ah, it's not just medicine that can really hypnotize a person, the most important thing is to make him feel emotional
A ruthless person with a heart of iron will definitely not drink that glass of wine...
Or I wouldn't have a cup of coffee like I did...
The drizzle of rain hit the window. I wanted to touch Xinru's face on the glass with my hand. She waved to me and smiled at me.
Her light hair was blown away by the wind...
Her body was retreating a little bit
I thought she was waving to me with a smile, I thought she was greeting me like usual
But on her smiling face, I seemed to see a line of tears hanging on her beautiful face.
She was not waving to me, but saying goodbye...
I don't know why I can't see any scenery outside the window except the raindrops on the window. I don't know where Xinru is going, nor where she is. It's pitch black around her.
Isn't she cold?
Isn't she afraid of getting wet in the rain?
I want to wave to Xinru to respond, I want her to come to the house to shelter from the rain and warm her body
But she still had no expression, and she still waved her hands at me, disappearing into the darkness little by little...
I could hardly see Xinru, but why did a sound come?
It seems that Xinru is panting and struggling constantly
By the way, she also wore a moon-blue floral cotton jacket. Her face was tearful, and her collar was torn apart. Her neck was still so white and so clean.
She shook her head at me, her eyes full of disappointment and determination...
No...No...No...No Xinru, I'm not that...I won't abandon you...I won't be like him...I love you...I will always love you...I will save you...I will save you...I will take care of your Xinru, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. Don't be afraid, I can take you away, I will protect you and not let anyone hurt you...Xinru...You come back...Don't leave...Don't leave Ah Xinru...
My eyes were dark and there were only violent struggles and gasps...
There is no window in front of me, no rain on the glass, I have no direction in the dark, I can't see the sky, nor can I step on the ground
I was dizzy and didn't know where to go
My body was in severe pain, as if I was being pressed by a huge rock, and I was completely unable to move.
At this moment, I remembered Sun Wukong, who was pressed by the Buddha of Tathagata to the Five Elements Mountain for five hundred years.
Over the past five hundred years, he has resisted and struggled many times. Not only can he not get up, but he can't even turn over.
He had a god above and a prison below. He fed with iron balls and copper juice.
I have been able to survive for five hundred spring, summer, autumn and winter...
This is the punishment I deserve, but five hundred years have been too long...
I can wait for Xinru for five hundred years, but how could she endure five hundred years?
Please be kind to you...
Let me go and get Xinru back...
I don't want the feelings of the next life lingering...
I just want to be with her in this life...
Yes! Clam the pinch a little...
?…Where does the sound come from?
Ah!... Not bad... It's indeed the best...
What? What sound?
AhAhAh!!……Free…Free…
Who? Who is it?
My chest seemed to be broken by a sledgehammer...
This sound came from the sky. I was mounted on the demon-slaying platform like Sun Wukong and tied to the demon-subduing pillar to be punished by the thunder...
My body is torn apart
My muscles and bones rattle, my spine was bent and broken
This torture made me unbearable
I screamed AhAh, but I didn't beg for mercy...
I can bear it, and even if I can continue to stick to it...
I'm willing to repay these sins...
I'm willing to be struck by lightning
I thought of Xinru's smile, her face, and every bit of our past
In the past, Xinru was taking care of me and loving me
Not only did she take into account my unnamed self-esteem, but she also took into account her timid and cowardly personality.
What a great girl Xinru is, she has nothing to do, she has everything
It was her kind heart that made her choose me who was useless
This is how she realizes her value...
When many people gain their sense of existence, they must need everyone's affirmation and praise. The more people like it, the more people appreciate it, the more valuable his existence appears.
But there are some people who are not like this
They are excellent and almost flawless, they are the prides of heaven among the crowd
But they are born with a sad heart
Their eyes will not see those bright and beautiful places, but they will instead notice those humble and pity-minded people
People will be very curious. Since ancient times, talented men are worthy of beauty. According to the truth, an extremely outstanding beauty should have a perfect husband who deserves her.
But the real beauty is emotional and dynamic, and she will not be moved by the talented man of Tianjuan Wuyou. Instead, she will be moved by some weak and pity-minded people.
She longs to use her own beauty and also to take care of those humble people with her kindness
Her way of realizing her value is very tragic...
But it is precisely such a beauty who has eternal beauty, whose beauty is great and eternal...
So please punish me as much as possible. I did not cherish and took good care of this beauty. I not only let Xinru down, but also let God down...
AhAh!!...I haven't been so happy for a long time... It's indeed the best among the best...
I felt a little wet on my face. Is it raining again? No, I was chatting with a woman in a room, so where am I now?
I felt a little dizzy and uncomfortable. My body seemed to be disintegrating. I was really pressed under the Five Elements Mountain and felt so stressed that I couldn't breathe...
Ah…comfortable!…
Suddenly, with this sound, my butt felt like a torn pain. This feeling was a bit like a bowel movement, and a bit like a stomachache, but it wasn't so uncomfortable...
I hummed twice in discomfort...
I slowly opened my eyes. In front of me was golden satin fabric. The saliva flowing out of my mouth and the tears flowing out of my eyes wet the cloth a circle.
My head was so low that it was difficult to open my eyelids...
After about a few seconds, my butt finally felt relaxed, but it seemed as if a lot of hot liquid flowed out of my butt uncontrollably, and the sound of puffs was accompanied by the sound of puffs...
What's wrong with this?
Where am I?
I wanted to reach out and rub my eyes, but when I tried hard, I found that my hand was tied up with a red rope, which tied my wrist and tied it to the railing at the head of the bed...
I'm lying on the bed...
I suddenly woke up a little scared. I turned my head and wanted to change to another hand, but found that the other hand was also tied. When I wanted to get up, I found that my feet were tied up...
I...had I been kidnapped?
No...my eyes can see, my mouth can speak Ah...
Who? Who is there?...
I shouted loudly
Then my shoulders felt a constant pressure, and then I felt relaxed. As the pressure was removed from my shoulders, the huge rocks on my entire body seemed to have been pulled away...
The liquid on my butt became cold. As a stream of air blew over, the big stone on my butt and back that had cooled down, pressing my body so warmly...
No……
Not right...
No...
That's not a stone...
The feeling of my body being crushed is not from the punishment of atonement, but a person pressing on me
It was him that made me breathless, it was him that made my muscles and bones whirring...
You...Who are you? What did you do to me?
No one answered me in the room, I only heard the footsteps of a person. He seemed to be wearing slippers, walked for less than two steps, and then sat heavily on a leather sofa...
Unlock it for him!
This is an extremely low, but full of energy and majestic voice.
I heard a leather shoes approaching me. I hurriedly turned my head back and forth to see what was happening behind me, but the rope tied me too tightly. I could only twist my neck, but my body couldn't move...
Finally, a man wearing trousers and his shirt was not tied to his waistband walked to my side...
This... This is the color of our school's trousers and shirts Ah...
I raised my neck hard in panic and saw a terrible face... a familiar face... and it couldn't be more familiar...
I may not forget this face for life...Li Chenggang...
This is the wonder of love. When you like someone, you will want to get her and occupy her
You long for countless firsts in her
Her first hand, her first kiss, her first sex, and her first life...
But such possession cannot be called love, because such possession may be possible for everyone. As long as she agrees, everyone has a chance to get it.
But among the thousands of people who want to get her, how many are willing to give their own things?
I now fully understand that my previous feelings for Teacher Wang were just asking for it. I also greedy for her body, her lips, her soft breasts, and her obedient personality.
I have to admit that Teacher Wang is a great play for men
But that is not love. For me, at best, I have so much pity that I have in this possessive desire.
But I really have nothing to ask for Xinru. I don’t care whether she is beautiful or ugly, whether she is fat or thin, whether she is gentle or perverted, and whether she is willing to untidy for me...
I am willing to give everything, I am willing to endure the pain, just asking her to be with me...
I spread my hands in the cold water, and my head lowered my head as I watched the water drops falling from the tip of my nose onto my pants.
In a trance, I was so impressed that I couldn't tell whether the water drop was falling or bounced up.
I thought of Descartes, so I am
If I could see through this raindrop, I could see through the heavy rain falling from the sky, and I could see through the rise and fall of the sunset sunset.
Maybe I can see through time too... let everything go back to where it is still time...
As I thought about it... But the raindrops in front of me suddenly stopped... My obsession was also interrupted. In the reflection of the accumulated rain beside me, I saw a shadow...
I looked up slightly weakly. Under a pure black wooden umbrella, there was a woman wearing luxurious clothes and a faint fragrance.
This woman is wearing a pair of dark green suede gloves
The umbrella I held was not in her hands
Her knee-length skirt covered her knees
But I seem familiar with this outfit, and I also have these shoes...
Who are you……
I spoke a little hoarse and confused
Come with me...
When I sat on the leather sofa in the warm and comfortable room, my hair was almost dry, but my clothes were still wet and stuck to my skin. It felt a bit uncomfortable.
I'll give you a towel, you can wipe it first...
Thanks... Thanks...
Why are you kneeling in the heavy rain?
……
For a girl?
After she handed me a towel, she picked up the lighter from the table and lit a cigarette, and then sat quietly on the single sofa next to me in the walking posture unique to a mature lady.
She gracefully raised her fair legs
Her movements were natural but restrained. Even the pervert was not as careful as her, she could not see any article from her imaginative skirt.
She pressed one of the cigarette-holding elbows on the same white forearm that was casually placed on her chest...
……
How old are you this year?
……15……
15...I'm not big...but my heart is not small
……
Are you cold?
...No...Not cold
He is a polite child. This cup of coffee is for you on the table. Let's drink it while it's hot.
She leaned up and blew the ashes on the coffee table twice
You probably remember me
I nodded...
I was very sad to see you crying. What's wrong with her?
...She...she left
Where has she gone?
…Leave me…
Will you come back?
No...I don't know...
Is this your first love?
I nodded, and I thought of Xinru again, and my nose became sore...
No wonder you are so sad... When a man is a child... It's great. Every man's first time is like you. He loves sincerely and makes people feel heartbreaking.
I envy your girl because there has never been a boy like you in the men I met
She leaned sideways, looked up at the crystal chandeliers hanging from the ceiling, and spat a mouthful of blue smoke at the light...
Have you slept with her?
I shook my head
Kissed?
……
That's it, is it your first time?
I nodded
That would be a pity...
As she sighed, another wisp of blue smoke came out of her red lips with a big matte red lipstick. I saw her lipstick sticking to the cigarette mouth in her hand.
Her nails were also painted with a bright red like lipstick…
Do you love this girl?
like……
I blurted out
Haha…How much love do you have?
……
Can't say it? You are so young, what can you use to love her?
……
Children... Do you think that having a heart is enough? We women... like sweet words, spring flowers and autumn moons, but... we cannot easily grasp our own destiny...
She got up and bounced the ashes again. Only when her forehead was under the chandelier, I could see a very small wrinkle on the corner of her eyes slightly.
Does she love you?
I nodded again and I couldn't help but tremble, because I remembered that I was sorry for Xinru's love. Her love was much nobler than me, more attentive than me, and more responsible than me...
Don't be sad, a child, a woman will not easily forget the man she loved...
But...but she won't come back...
Haha... Maybe... I can be considered as my age. I'll call me an aunt. I'll tell you a story about my aunt...
You are so young, probably don't know some of the past things in our country...
Speaking of which, it was already thirty or forty years ago. I am from the southeast. My family is in a small village in the southwest valley. There was nothing delicious in that era, nor did I wear decent clothes, but I wouldn’t complain, because I have never seen it, and I don’t know how to compare. There is no comparison. No matter how hard life is, I am still content in my heart...
Later, many city people came to the mountains. They brought trucks and cranes, and they exploded mountains and digged roads. The villagers were stupid. Of course, I didn’t know what this was for. I realized later that our country was poor at that time, but there were many enemies. So I was afraid that it would be impossible to fight without guns and cannons, so I needed to carry out production and construction. Originally, the factories were built in big cities, but I was afraid that the planes and cannons would be blown up by fighting. So at that time, there were slogans of preparing for war and famine, and many important factories were built into the ravine on the third line of the southwest... A factory was also built in our ravine... I still remember that it was called Factory 7581.
I have read books and went to school, of course it was different. At that time, there were many young men in the factory. Some were tall and handsome, some were gentle and gentle with their eyes. They were very good at talking, singing, and they were polite and polite to greet people. Unlike our children in the mountains, they didn’t dare to look up when they saw strangers...
Later I met one of them. He was handsome and wore a white shirt every day. Except for the yellow collar, he looked clean and clean. He drew drawings in the factory. I heard people call him the master and the master was short. I thought he was young but not very capable. Not long after, he also noticed that I would run a town with the village and the factory at that time. We could sell some vegetables in the market. They also bought some hot pots and washbasins. On the day I wore a water blue floral shirt and specially changed into an embroidered shoes that I originally wanted to wear during the Chinese New Year.
I tied two braids and tied them with a red head rope. It was also a farmer in the village who could not blink without blinking. Ah, he finally noticed me in the crowd. He was holding a chicken in his hand. I stood in front of a toy-selling stall and watched a rattle. He walked over and said to me, "It seemed like I had seen me, haha..." At that time, I was so simple and stupid at that time, but my heart was beating so fast. He took a black wood snow plum hairpin from the stall and asked me if it was good. We girls in the mountains had never seen the market. Everything was fresh and good... He tied me to my head without saying a word...
That's it, we met. He ran to my house every few days, brought two oranges with him today, and a bottle of canned food tomorrow. The snacks and sugar he brought destroyed the teeth of the neighborhood children. At that time, he was strictly controlled and could not enter and exit casually. There was still a distance between the factory and the village. He was still very young, had a short experience, and didn't even have a bicycle. He ran every time and was sweating...
I watched him panting and sweating profusely, but I smiled like a child wearing new clothes on my mouth. I blushed and wiped his sweat with a pity. I remember that his shirt always had two buttons from the neckline, and the inside was a navy striped vest. In that era, this was the most handsome dress. I put my face on his chest, and he hugged me tightly as he listened to his heartbeat...
I haven't been to school seriously since I was a child, and I have learned to write, but I can't get out of the mountains. But I also know romance. Although there are no roses and red wine, I run around the mountains under the moonlight. Even a silly girl knows what beauty is. I hold the flowers in my hand and lay in his arms. Listening to the sound of the stream, I feel very satisfied. At that time, I knew he would marry me, and he also looked into my eyes and said he would take care of me for the rest of my life... He kissed me that night...
The days that followed made me full of expectations. I was looking forward to getting married to him, walking for him, going to the big city to see the cars, looking at the road, he still kept running to my house, and my parents' faces were also smiling.
But how can life really come true? It seems that God always likes to tease people...
That day I clearly remembered that it was a Dragon Boat Festival. My parents invited him to come to dinner at home. Of course, he was willing to go and prepare something to celebrate the holiday. I said, "We people in the mountains don't pay attention to it. He said, "You follow me, I won't let you suffer grievances. I looked at his sincere eyes, I want to laugh and cry...
He came too late that night. When he entered the door, he carried two bottles of wine on the left and a fish hung on the right. He rushed into the door happily, but what he saw was that the table was overturned and the vegetables were sprinkled. My mother lay on the ground and cried. My father held his head and his hands were covered with blood. My clothes were torn to pieces. I curled up on the bed and didn't dare to move...
When I saw him walking in, I couldn't help it anymore. I cried loudly. I sorted out my clothes. I wanted to get into his arms. I wanted him to give me some comfort and say a few love words...
But he threw down what he had in his hand and ran away without looking back. The fish was still churning on the ground, and the two bottles of wine broke all over the floor...
Later I went to find him again, and he saw me like a stranger. My eyes were red when I cried. I asked him, don’t you take care of me for the rest of your life? He said, he couldn’t accept the unclean girl. I knelt on the ground and hugged his legs. I said, Ah, you said you wanted to marry me. His cold expression was really unforgettable to everyone. He lowered his head and turned my eyes. Even looking at a wild dog that picked up garbage and ate was not as good as Ah...
Men's hearts are sometimes cruel...
Not long after, he was transferred away. I asked someone to ask about his information, but no one told me anything. Haha... Women are sometimes really worthless, and it seems that everything is harder than men.
What I didn't expect was that I was pregnant...
As my belly grew bigger, my neighbors pointed at me, and I asked the media to say that there were many young men who kissed me, and I could level the threshold for our family, but now no one wants to look at me more...
One night I got up secretly and packed up a few clothes. I didn't tell my parents or alarm the dog in the yard. I left my hometown...
This trip has been 40 years...
I saw her take a deep breath, she raised her head and didn't want a tear from the corner of her eyes to slide down. The cigarette in her hand was already extinguished
The ash is still hanging on the cigarette butt
This time, she did not get up and squirt the ashes on the coffee table, but instead flashed her mouth with her thumb.
The ashes scattered directly in the air...
Hahaha... I didn't expect that these old past events could only be told to one child...
Have you never come home again? Have you never met your parents again?
No... I never went back... I asked someone to inquire, my parents have been gone for more than ten years...
You... don't you want them?
I miss Ah... why don't I think about it? But I also hate them Ah... I hate their incompetence and their weakness...
You... were you raped?
I asked timidly...
They are also a few hooligans in the factory. Although the city people are good at singing and dancing and knowing the words, they are not comparable to those of the country people when they are really bad...
...Then the police don't care?
Hahaha...I don't know Ah...child...I don't know who should take care of it...
She sighed and walked over, picking up the coffee in front of me before I could take a sip, it was already cold. She walked towards the door with the coffee, opened the door and said to the outside:
Go and change a hot cup
She walked back and stood in front of the cabinet and lit a cigarette again
Then she sat back on her seat gracefully
She sucked two cigarettes to the side of her body, and did not speak
I looked into her eyes, but her eyes didn't blink...
Dongdongdongdongdong
Come in
With the sound of the door opening, a young man dressed in a waiter walked in and he held a cup of hot coffee in his hand.
He lowered his head and put the cup of coffee in front of me, and I saw his side face
this……
This person...
This is the waiter who gave me the beer last night...
Thanks……
He didn't turn to look at me, but just nodded slightly and went out...
May I have your name?
…Liu…Liu Zhi…
Ordinary names, but it’s good that some people have fancy names, but they don’t have any skills. On the contrary, some inconspicuous people may scare you…
...I...I'm afraid my name is an ordinary person...I'm even more ordinary...
Hahaha, don't say that, child, maybe you haven't known that your extraordinaryness is yet...
I...I've experienced a lot of things recently...I'm a little sad...because I find myself very useless...
Hahaha... Take a sip... Don't get colder...
She still had a cigarette in her hand, looking at me expressionlessly, I picked up the cup and took a sip. The taste was a bit bitter. It should be African coffee, but there was a hint of fragrance. It must have been carefully prepared.
Are you born in this city?
No...I've just arrived a few years ago...
Well... I heard that you were talking accent shouldn't have been born here. You were born abroad?
Yes...yes...
Where is it?
exist……
I was about to blurt out, but for some reason, I didn't really want to tell her the truth.
Although I didn't tell the truth to Xinru, I was too lazy to explain to Xinru and thought it was troublesome.
But I was a little scared of the woman in front of me. I was afraid that she knew more, and I was afraid that she would understand me...
In Southeast Asia…
Why do you have to come back to China?
I heard from my father that the business outside is not easy to do, there is a market in China, so when I come back to develop, I can make money...
It's Ah. The domestic development has been too fast in recent years. Sometimes I feel that I can't keep up.
Do you live with your parents? Are they both in the country?
No...only my mother and I... dad... dad is still managing business abroad...
Haha...so your father is a responsible good man...he allows you mother and son to enjoy a happy life in China...he is he busy working outside...Isn't it Ah
Well... the family matters... neither my mother nor I can get involved
Alas... man Ah... hehe... actually I don't know who is enjoying the happiness...
While she smiled, she smoked the cigarette in her mouth meaningfully
Her smoking posture is very different from that of Li Chenggang
Li Chenggang smokes like his character, and looks very greedy. Every time he smokes a cigarette, he seems to want to smoke the whole cigarette in one sip.
Then he spitted it out very quickly
His smoking is more rapid and powerful than his breathing
But the woman in front of her is different. She smokes very slowly and has a very rhythmic rhythm.
She would savor every sip of cigarette she sucked in her lungs for a while and sank in her belly for a few seconds.
She was also very restrained when she vomited, as if her teeth were deliberately blocking them.
She seemed very willing to appreciate the wisps of blue smoke that were spit out of her mouth, because every time she spitted the smoke out of her mouth, she would keep staring at it, watching it in a daze...
Some time ago, a young man told me a story, which were all about you young people, but it was very interesting. I don’t know if you have heard of it. It tells the stories of killers and hypnotists.
I have no impression...
This is the story...
Li Jianjun, the killer, he couldn't count how many people he had killed. Because he was not good at math, Li Jianjun couldn't find a job. When he was young, he failed to find a job. He said: I had a flash of inspiration for killing. He found a job to kill but unexpectedly found that he was very good at ordinary killers, and he had his own weapons, like a knife, a gun, a stick, and a hammer. Li Jianjun is not an ordinary killer. Everything he could get at will can turn into a killing weapon, even if it was 20 yuan banknotes, such things that cannot be killed at all, can be wisely bought a kitchen knife as a weapon in the supermarket. Are you afraid of? Or, a basket of radishes, he can sell the radishes first and make 20 yuan, and then wisely buy a kitchen knife as a weapon in the supermarket. Are you afraid of even radishes?
Li Jianjun has principles to kill people and not to kill children. Once, he killed a 32-year-old gang leader. The burly man was about to start. The man said: I heard that you don’t kill children. Li Jianjun: So what? The man: Don’t kill this baby. Li Jianjun: Hehe, what I want to kill most is you who use Internet buzzwords. Behind every successful man, there is a woman Li Jianjun traitors that cannot be separated from his partner, that is, his wife Zhang Naixia
He loves Zhang Naixia Zhang Naixia is a hypnotist every time he acts. Zhang Naixia is responsible for hypnotizing the target. Li Jianjun is responsible for taking action for 20 years. He has never missed the couple. He has a dream to join the world's top killer group: SSS Group, but no one can contact this group, and there is no chance to submit a resume unless they take the initiative to find you, even if they have killed you for 20 years, they have never missed the couple. The SSS Group has never contacted them. Maybe we are not strong enough. Li Jianjun said
One day, Li Jianjun and Zhang Naixia received an interview notice from an insurance company respectively. The end of the signature: SSS finally waited for this day. The interviewer of the SSS group, the top killer group lurking in the insurance company, only recruited the top killer Li Jianjun: SSS I know, but why is it related to insurance? The times have changed, and we have expanded new business models.
Now our business model is like this: For example, in the past, men wanted to kill their wives and had to spend a lot of money to hire a killer
Now, just spend some money to insure your wife 10 million accident insurance
We are responsible for causing accidents for his wife, killing people, losing money from insurance companies, paying 5 million for customers, and killers earning 5 million for killers
Win-win, legal
Li Jianjun: It's too dark
Maozijian: Do you do it or not?
Li Jianjun: Do it
Li Jianjun regained the killer's passion
Maozijian: But we only recruit top killers, you are not top enough
Li Jianjun: My wife and I have never missed the fight in 20 years: Are you in a good relationship? Li Jianjun: Very good Maozijian: The problem is here, the top killer should not have people who care about Li Jianjun is silent: The most important task of a killer is not to kill people, but to ensure that you are alive. If you care about the people you care about, you will have weaknesses. If you have weaknesses, you will be killed. If you are killed, you will not be the top killer. Li Jianjun: Then how can I join you Maozijian: Insured your wife by 10 million, and then kill your wife by creating an accident and handed over the compensation of 10 million to our SSS Group as your entry fee
First, show loyalty, second, get rid of the people you care about, have these two things, and do you have the qualifications to be a top killer in our SSS group? Li Jianjun: Do it! Maozijian: Refresh! Li Jianjun: What I said, is to do your mother's meaning: Haha, if you don't do it, you both have to die into my door. When I heard my words, there was no turning back Li Jianjun: Are you not afraid of me killing you? Li Jianjun took out a kitchen knife and pressed it on Maozijian's neck: I'm afraid, but you are more afraid that you will kill me today, and there will be a more top killer chasing you and you will die Li Jianjun: I'll think about it
Zhang Naixia's interview content, like Li Jianjun, two people sat on the sofa, silent Li Jianjun: Escape? Zhang Naixia: No one can escape SSS Li Jianjun: What should I do? Zhang Naixia: Both of us must be alive, and both of us must become top killers Li Jianjun: Is there any way? Zhang Naixia: Think about Li Jianjun drank a glass of wine, dizziness was due to his professional sensitivity. He knew that this was not ordinary dizziness, but was drugged. You want to kill me? Li Jianjun fell to the ground the next morning, Li Jianjun woke up and found that there were traffic police, police and doctors at home.
Police told him that his wife was hit to death by a car downstairs
Identified as a traffic accident
Only then did Li Jianjun realize that Zhang Naixia was not going to kill him, but she sacrificed herself to protect him.
Zhang Naixia left him a letter, and there was only one sentence in the letter: Be a top killer, don't let my departure be worthless
The Russian smile: I did not see the wrong person
The police characterize your wife's death as an accident insurance company compensated 10 million. You did a good job. Welcome to join SSS. Only Li Jianjun knows that he did not take action. It was Zhang Naixia who sacrificed himself. But Li Jianjun did not explain and explained it was meaningless. A few years later, Li Jianjun became the top killer of the SSS group and became a legend in the killer world.
However, the story is not over. Back to that day, Mao Zijian interviewed Zhang Naixia. Mao Zijian: You gave your husband 10 million insured, and then killed your husband in an accident. The compensation of the 10 million yuan was handed over to our SSS group as your entry fee. First, to show your loyalty, and second, to get rid of the people you care about, you have the qualifications to be a top killer in our SSS group. Should you do it? Zhang Naixia: Why are we killing people? Mao Zijian: Make money Zhang Naixia: If you can not kill people, but you can also make money? Mao Zijian: Tell me, look at Zhang Naixia: It is too troublesome to kill people, and the police will investigate, and there is a risk if you can check them.
But if you become a vegetative, the risk is much smaller
Vegetatives are completely disabled. According to the insurance terms, 100% of the insurance amount is still compensated, which is also 10 million.
You are a businessman, with the same benefits, why not choose smaller risks?
That day, Zhang Naixia gave Li Jianjun hypnosis, deeply hypnotizing Li Jianjun into a vegetable
Li Jianjun spent the rest of his life lying on the hospital bed and having that dream. He dreamed that Zhang Naixia sacrificed herself to protect him, and that he became a legend in the killer world.
However, it was just a dream many years later. The real legend of the SSS group was Zhang Naixia. After Li Jianjun became a vegetable, he had been relying on a ventilator to continue his life at home. Zhang Naixia slept with him in the same room every day, as if he was still a couple. I said that both of us must live and realize the dream of a top killer. It’s just that, I am in reality, you are in dreams. Li Jianjun is a professional killer and will not make the low-level mistake of being drugged by others. But Zhang Naixia still made a statement because she really loves someone and never sets a guard against him. The fact that she said it was right, if she wanted to be a top killer, she shouldn’t have people who care about him.
But there is another terrible question: Li Jianjun has always cared about Zhang Naixia. So is it love or did Zhang Naixia hypnotize him? Perhaps the answer is not important, because some people say that love itself is hypnosis.
It's Ah, it's not just medicine that can really hypnotize a person, the most important thing is to make him feel emotional
A ruthless person with a heart of iron will definitely not drink that glass of wine...
Or I wouldn't have a cup of coffee like I did...
The drizzle of rain hit the window. I wanted to touch Xinru's face on the glass with my hand. She waved to me and smiled at me.
Her light hair was blown away by the wind...
Her body was retreating a little bit
I thought she was waving to me with a smile, I thought she was greeting me like usual
But on her smiling face, I seemed to see a line of tears hanging on her beautiful face.
She was not waving to me, but saying goodbye...
I don't know why I can't see any scenery outside the window except the raindrops on the window. I don't know where Xinru is going, nor where she is. It's pitch black around her.
Isn't she cold?
Isn't she afraid of getting wet in the rain?
I want to wave to Xinru to respond, I want her to come to the house to shelter from the rain and warm her body
But she still had no expression, and she still waved her hands at me, disappearing into the darkness little by little...
I could hardly see Xinru, but why did a sound come?
It seems that Xinru is panting and struggling constantly
By the way, she also wore a moon-blue floral cotton jacket. Her face was tearful, and her collar was torn apart. Her neck was still so white and so clean.
She shook her head at me, her eyes full of disappointment and determination...
No...No...No...No Xinru, I'm not that...I won't abandon you...I won't be like him...I love you...I will always love you...I will save you...I will save you...I will take care of your Xinru, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. Don't be afraid, I can take you away, I will protect you and not let anyone hurt you...Xinru...You come back...Don't leave...Don't leave Ah Xinru...
My eyes were dark and there were only violent struggles and gasps...
There is no window in front of me, no rain on the glass, I have no direction in the dark, I can't see the sky, nor can I step on the ground
I was dizzy and didn't know where to go
My body was in severe pain, as if I was being pressed by a huge rock, and I was completely unable to move.
At this moment, I remembered Sun Wukong, who was pressed by the Buddha of Tathagata to the Five Elements Mountain for five hundred years.
Over the past five hundred years, he has resisted and struggled many times. Not only can he not get up, but he can't even turn over.
He had a god above and a prison below. He fed with iron balls and copper juice.
I have been able to survive for five hundred spring, summer, autumn and winter...
This is the punishment I deserve, but five hundred years have been too long...
I can wait for Xinru for five hundred years, but how could she endure five hundred years?
Please be kind to you...
Let me go and get Xinru back...
I don't want the feelings of the next life lingering...
I just want to be with her in this life...
Yes! Clam the pinch a little...
?…Where does the sound come from?
Ah!... Not bad... It's indeed the best...
What? What sound?
AhAhAh!!……Free…Free…
Who? Who is it?
My chest seemed to be broken by a sledgehammer...
This sound came from the sky. I was mounted on the demon-slaying platform like Sun Wukong and tied to the demon-subduing pillar to be punished by the thunder...
My body is torn apart
My muscles and bones rattle, my spine was bent and broken
This torture made me unbearable
I screamed AhAh, but I didn't beg for mercy...
I can bear it, and even if I can continue to stick to it...
I'm willing to repay these sins...
I'm willing to be struck by lightning
I thought of Xinru's smile, her face, and every bit of our past
In the past, Xinru was taking care of me and loving me
Not only did she take into account my unnamed self-esteem, but she also took into account her timid and cowardly personality.
What a great girl Xinru is, she has nothing to do, she has everything
It was her kind heart that made her choose me who was useless
This is how she realizes her value...
When many people gain their sense of existence, they must need everyone's affirmation and praise. The more people like it, the more people appreciate it, the more valuable his existence appears.
But there are some people who are not like this
They are excellent and almost flawless, they are the prides of heaven among the crowd
But they are born with a sad heart
Their eyes will not see those bright and beautiful places, but they will instead notice those humble and pity-minded people
People will be very curious. Since ancient times, talented men are worthy of beauty. According to the truth, an extremely outstanding beauty should have a perfect husband who deserves her.
But the real beauty is emotional and dynamic, and she will not be moved by the talented man of Tianjuan Wuyou. Instead, she will be moved by some weak and pity-minded people.
She longs to use her own beauty and also to take care of those humble people with her kindness
Her way of realizing her value is very tragic...
But it is precisely such a beauty who has eternal beauty, whose beauty is great and eternal...
So please punish me as much as possible. I did not cherish and took good care of this beauty. I not only let Xinru down, but also let God down...
AhAh!!...I haven't been so happy for a long time... It's indeed the best among the best...
I felt a little wet on my face. Is it raining again? No, I was chatting with a woman in a room, so where am I now?
I felt a little dizzy and uncomfortable. My body seemed to be disintegrating. I was really pressed under the Five Elements Mountain and felt so stressed that I couldn't breathe...
Ah…comfortable!…
Suddenly, with this sound, my butt felt like a torn pain. This feeling was a bit like a bowel movement, and a bit like a stomachache, but it wasn't so uncomfortable...
I hummed twice in discomfort...
I slowly opened my eyes. In front of me was golden satin fabric. The saliva flowing out of my mouth and the tears flowing out of my eyes wet the cloth a circle.
My head was so low that it was difficult to open my eyelids...
After about a few seconds, my butt finally felt relaxed, but it seemed as if a lot of hot liquid flowed out of my butt uncontrollably, and the sound of puffs was accompanied by the sound of puffs...
What's wrong with this?
Where am I?
I wanted to reach out and rub my eyes, but when I tried hard, I found that my hand was tied up with a red rope, which tied my wrist and tied it to the railing at the head of the bed...
I'm lying on the bed...
I suddenly woke up a little scared. I turned my head and wanted to change to another hand, but found that the other hand was also tied. When I wanted to get up, I found that my feet were tied up...
I...had I been kidnapped?
No...my eyes can see, my mouth can speak Ah...
Who? Who is there?...
I shouted loudly
Then my shoulders felt a constant pressure, and then I felt relaxed. As the pressure was removed from my shoulders, the huge rocks on my entire body seemed to have been pulled away...
The liquid on my butt became cold. As a stream of air blew over, the big stone on my butt and back that had cooled down, pressing my body so warmly...
No……
Not right...
No...
That's not a stone...
The feeling of my body being crushed is not from the punishment of atonement, but a person pressing on me
It was him that made me breathless, it was him that made my muscles and bones whirring...
You...Who are you? What did you do to me?
No one answered me in the room, I only heard the footsteps of a person. He seemed to be wearing slippers, walked for less than two steps, and then sat heavily on a leather sofa...
Unlock it for him!
This is an extremely low, but full of energy and majestic voice.
I heard a leather shoes approaching me. I hurriedly turned my head back and forth to see what was happening behind me, but the rope tied me too tightly. I could only twist my neck, but my body couldn't move...
Finally, a man wearing trousers and his shirt was not tied to his waistband walked to my side...
This... This is the color of our school's trousers and shirts Ah...
I raised my neck hard in panic and saw a terrible face... a familiar face... and it couldn't be more familiar...
I may not forget this face for life...Li Chenggang...
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