Chapter 16

When I spread my whole body dejectedly and savored the pleasant ejaculation of the sky, I was already lying on my own bed

I feel that what Xiaohong sucked away was not only my thick essence, but also my essence and yang energy, but also my spirit, my strength, and my clean heart...

My emotions don't seem to be turbulent, but that's not because of my numbness, but because of my fatigue

Women like Xiaohong and Langlang are completely killers of men. They are the real people who eat and don’t spit bones.

In fact, everything that just happened did not leave me many traces of memory, nor did it make me feel moved. It just purely made some sensitive perceptions on me.

No matter what I am doing, I don’t care what I am thinking. This sensitive nerve may always be beating to remind me of the stimulating and refreshing feeling...

I lay in bed and recalled every minute and every second in the club. What really made me feel tired was not just the hollowing of my body, but more importantly, the subversion of my values ​​and worldview.

I'm tired and powerless because I find myself, not only my body is small, but my dick is small, but my heart is smaller

This is something I never thought about...

Because this is what I have always been proud of

I didn't expect that I would be so humble and small, even a little dirty and inferior...

What pierces my heart is what Langlang said to me before leaving...

I was tidying up my clothes at the time. I saw that my body, hands, face, and my cock were all messy. I felt that it was so corrupt and obscene, so I said helplessly to Langlang and Xiaohong:

Actually, you...you could have been good girls too...

The two of them were also wiping their arms and mouths with paper. When they suddenly heard me, they were stunned for two seconds. Then Xiaohong smiled and shook her head and twisted her butt and walked out of the room.

But Lang Lang laughed out loud.

I said, "Little brother, who are you? Do you know which onion you are? No, no, your pity little dick is even thicker than it.

I heard the sound of the waves, and she completely changed to another voice. I looked up at her in surprise. There was no longer the demonic appearance on her face, nor the lewd expression of eating people. Her eyebrows were curled into wave shapes, and the corners of her sneered mouth seemed to be rising to her nose.

Do you think you can come over and save us fallen girls like a young master? Bah! The most despicable one is you. You are so happy that you are trembling, and you still have to pretend to be serious. You are really a noble person. You really think that you are the savior! I haven’t had any dick in my pussy, but you can’t even stuff your little thing into it!

I...I'm not...

It’s not Ah, it’s not... it’s not that I want to scold you... My little brother... you... you can feel some warmth in your mother’s vagina. You’d better be obedient after leaving your mother’s vagina. Don’t think that if you read two or three Tao Te Chings, you can point your fingers at us sisters, just like you, a hairless child!

No...I don't mean that...

OK OK... shut your mouth and taste your own semen in your mouth, or I support myself with my body, my asshole is cleaner than yours!

After she finished speaking viciously, she left with great strides...

Langlang's words made me more decadent than my loss tonight. For the first time, I felt the real malice of this world

My moral conscience, my thought wisdom, my self-esteem and confidence in the end are all just my wishful thinking and self-righteousness...

I don't even have the qualification to cry, or even show my sadness, because Langlang is right, I am just a child spoiled by my parents, I think I can't afford it, and I think I understand many truths.

But in fact, I am just a total stupid child. Everything I think I'm spoiled...

I remembered a passage from Toon that I once read:

What is surprising is that she doesn't feel shameful about her status, and she even seems to be satisfied and is almost proud of it.

But then again, this cannot be avoided

In order to do his job well with peace of mind, any person must take his own activities as important and good.

Because no matter how her status is, any man must have a view of the general life of mankind that his activities are important and good in his mind.

Usually people always think that thieves, murderers, thieves, and prostitutes must admit that their industry is bad and are ashamed of

But in fact it's completely the opposite

Anyone who falls into a certain position due to fate or his own faults and mistakes, no matter how improper their status is, will always form a view of general life that is sufficient to make his status appear good and just in his mind.

In order to maintain this view, this kind of person is always instinctively attached to the people who recognize the concepts they form of life and the concepts they form of their own status in life.

Whenever things happen, thieves boast about their abilities, murderers boast about their cruelty, prostitutes boast about their lust

Such things always surprise us, simply because the living circles and atmosphere of those people are limited to a narrow range, and mainly because we are outside...

The prostitute has her own worldview, she can praise herself based on this worldview, and even be proud of her status in front of others.

The worldview is like this: all men, whether old, young, students, big people, educated, or uneducated, all believe that the greatest happiness lies in the sex of women

Therefore, although all men pretend to be busy with other things, they actually just hope that this is also a matter of

Then this charming prostitute can satisfy both the desires of men and not satisfy the desires of men, so she has become an important and indispensable person.

Her past and present life are sure that this view is very correct...

I finally understood from the bottom of my heart why Teacher Wang became like this. She may have achieved quite good achievements in the past, but those achievements may not be so dazzling compared to those around her.

But Teacher Wang must find that she is more important and indispensable. Until she realizes that her body may be much more affirmed than she gets with hard work in other aspects, her satisfaction and self-worth identification will satisfy her for the first time...

I grew up again...but this time the taste of growing up is quite bitter...

The warm sunshine shone again on my face. I squinted my eyes and saw the branches outside swaying. There were no leaves left on the branches. I knew that the cold winter was coming soon...

I was lying in bed and enjoying my feelings pretentiously, but I suddenly remembered an important thing, which I should have considered last night, but I was so tired last night that I actually forgot it all.

I quickly got up, ran to the table without wearing any clothes, and opened my treasure chest with the key I hid in my schoolbag...

Isn’t Teacher Wang’s underwear still lying quietly in the drawer?

That……

Then where did the underwear in Li Chenggang’s hand come from?

Where did the underwear he stuffed into my mouth come from?

No one can know about this, only Li Chenggang can

No matter what purpose he did, the only thing that is certain is that he made this arrangement on purpose

Suddenly, my mind was confused, and a very ominous premonition surged into my heart. I knew I had fallen into a trap, but this trap was very hidden and buried very deeply. I was neither prepared nor wary. Ah...

I was slumped in the chair, and I had to try to sort out the logic...

I peeked at Li Chenggang and Teacher Wang in the laboratory building. He couldn't arrange this matter casually.

Even if he did this on purpose, he would never have expected it to come to Teacher Wang's house.

In other words, if he was willing to cause trouble for me, it should have started with me being careless about revealing my whereabouts at Teacher Wang's house.

So after all, I still have to blame myself for the matter, but now it is not the time to complain and mourn.

Li Chenggang found out that I stole Teacher Wang's underwear, so he asked Teacher Wang to buy another one, or two, as it was.

Then he deliberately made my ugly appearance in the classroom

Then I was called to Teacher Wang's office and obviously made a deliberate arrangement.

Teacher Wang already knows me

She helped Li Chenggang perform a good show...

If that scene is really a drama, then last night, Li Chenggang called me brothers and sisters, it would be impossible that I just happened to think about it, and I started to feel cold on my back and sweating from my head...

I made too many mistakes, I relaxed my vigilance, I showed my ugly appearance, I didn't control my own posture at all

This is scary enough, but...

But why did Li Chenggang stuff his underwear into my mouth?

If he had designed the previous things, then it is certain that all the subsequent processes would not be accidental...

My arm was pressing against the table, holding my head back and forth in annoyance, I was scared...

There must be some articles here, but I can't think of them at all...

I don't know his true intention, nor his ultimate goal...

During my panic thinking, I forced myself to calm down and I could think about this problem in reverse. What am I afraid of...

money?

I don't have much money, and judging from Li Chenggang's life, he is not short of money

He wants to kidnap and blackmail me?

It shouldn't be, because my mother and I don't have much money, and he can't understand our family situation, because in the submitted school files, our family background is just a well-off level. It would be very stupid to try to blackmail a well-off family with such a big trouble.

people?

He wanted to control me and let me be his younger brother?

It shouldn't be Ah, according to the situation of the club, he doesn't lack younger brothers, and he may not be able to like me

Just want to bully me?

Li Chenggang rarely goes to school. Even if he has this intention, he doesn't have this free time.

So what else do I have?

My studies are not very good, and Li Chenggang never does homework. He can't just ask me to help him do homework, and he can't care about the exam even more

So what else can I have...

Could it be...

……

Is it Xinru?...

Xinru will...

That's right...

This is what I am afraid of, because if I take a step back, even if my ugly appearance is known to the whole school, I will drop out of school at worst. This is not a great thing for me.

But there is one person who can't do it. Even if I drop out of school, I can't live without her...

If Xinru really knew about it... I... I'll be really finished...

It's Ah...

It's Ah...

Yes Ah, Ah, Ah...

Why didn't I expect that Li Chenggang is also a man. Although he has a social atmosphere and looks completely different from a student, he is in our school after all. After all, he is in the same class as me. There are many people who pursue Xinru across schools, not to mention that Li Chenggang is sitting behind Xinru...

I was really careless, I took it for granted. I thought Li Chenggang had Teacher Wang enough, but with his personality and his style

My God, that's Xinru. Even if there are so many women Li Chenggang plays with, how could he ignore Xinru's stunning beauty who is hard to find for life?

Li Chenggang has always been a master of women, but he is not blind

Of course he knew what Xinru looked like, figure, and natural beauty...

A big black cock flashed through my mind, and then Xinru's smiling face

Then there was her voice, her skin, her snow-white arms...

No……

No no no no no...

This is so terrible...

It must not be Xinru...

I just thought about this terrible possibility on the chair, and I could hardly control my tears. I rushed to the bed and found my phone. I wanted to meet Xinru and meet immediately. I must stop this terrible thing immediately...

Xinru, have you gotten up? I want to see you, and I want to see you immediately. Can we meet at the school gate?

I quickly edited the information and then sent it out anxiously. I turned over and got up like a martial arts star and picked up the clothes I took off yesterday from the ground. I didn't care about sorting it out, and I didn't care about thinking about the semen that was sprayed out of Teacher Wang's asshole yesterday.

I don't have time to wash my face, and I don't care about brushing my teeth

I stumbled and jumped all the way upstairs...

My mother was still making breakfast. She heard the sound of me going downstairs even more pedalingly. She walked to the stairs and looked at me anxiously. She hurriedly asked:

What's wrong with the baby... Why are you so anxious? Look at what your clothes look like... Let's organize them for you

Mom...no need...I...I have something to hurry up and go to school...I don't have breakfast anymore...

I don’t know how to have breakfast, what’s so anxious? It’s still early now...

It's late, maybe it's too late...

I ignored my mother and ran towards the door...

Xiaozhi! You...you kid... don't hurry up...

Sorry, mom... I really may not be too late... I'll leave first...

With a touch, I closed the door and ran out quickly. My mother had never seen me like this before. She stood there in a daze...

I ran towards the school quickly along the way, and kept looking at my phone, but there was still no news. Xinru is so lazy, why didn't she get up yet?

I really want to call her, but I am afraid of disturbing her sleep, so I have no choice but to go to school to wait for her first

I was so tired that I couldn't take it anymore that I finally ran to school. It was indeed too early. There was almost no one at the entrance of the school.

When I was in school, the street was full, because the whole street was filled with luxury cars to send children to school.

I leaned against the wall while panting, and anxiously turned on my phone again.

Xinru, have you gotten up? Read the message I gave you quickly. I have important things to ask you.

I sent her another message, but still didn't reply. I was combing through how to explain this unspeakable fact to Xinru...

This time it was too difficult...

Any clever lie will easily reveal flaws...

Besides, if Li Chenggang did it on purpose, he would never leave me any kindness. He would not be able to play with me. To cooperate with my lies, he would not add fuel to the fire and exaggerate the process. I should thank him.

Li Chenggang has always enjoyed playing and abuse others. His everything about Teacher Wang now makes me shocked. He will destroy me, he will make me faceless and have no place to stand.

But I can't leave the school, I don't want to leave the school, even if everyone in the school has seen my lustful attitude, even if everyone pointed at me, I can still bear it, and I must stay because I can't do without Xinru Ah

I can't leave her here alone, where there is Li Chenggang...

I can transfer to school with Xinru, it's not difficult for us. If Xinru is willing, she can do it too.

But why is she willing?

Do I have fun with the prostitute after I lie to her?

Xinru is a girl with such a strong principle...

Even the last time I just accepted an orange handed to me by a girl. She didn't say a word to me for three days. Until I promised her that I would never eat oranges in my life, she glanced at me half-smiling and half-angry...

Xinru's heart is as clean as her body, and she can't tolerate any foulness... If Xinru really knows, I... how should I explain to her...

There were already cars driving over on the road, and some students were already walking into the campus talking and laughing. I took a look at it and it was almost eight o'clock...

There is still no news about Xinru... An ominous premonition hit my whole body...

If you get up at this time, it may be too late to catch up in class. Xinru should have gotten up. I prayed and I repent and pressed Xinru's phone number...

Sorry, the number you called has been turned off. Srry, The number...

It's impossible...

Xinru's phone forgot to charge? The possibility of the phone being broken is not high. Could it be that she turned off when she went to bed last night, but she forgot to bring her phone with her when she went out today?

…Oh…too pale…too stupid explanation…

I don't want to care about her phone. I know Xinru will definitely pass by the school in a while, and I am anxiously looking forward to it. Suddenly someone shouted behind me:

Liu Zhi... You came so early...

Xinru!

?...Hahaha... It turns out you are waiting for Xinru Ah. Seeing your excitement, your Xinru hasn't come yet

Oh...I'm sorry... It turned out to be you...I...I heard it wrong

Hahaha... It's okay... you wait... I'll go in first... Goodbye

Goodbye...

I feel more and more lost, all signs indicate that things are moving towards the worst angle

My wish is to go to the left with extreme strength, but the facts and logic are unshakable to the right with imperfection...

The road was already bustling, and the sound of cars whistling one after another, but Xinru still didn't come, and her phone was still turned off...

I'm really upset. I regret why I haven't asked Xinru, where is her home?

I was free and could quietly run to Teacher Wang’s house, but I didn’t know the person I loved and the home of the person I really loved deeply was.

I don't deserve to be Xinru's boyfriend at all. I not only betray her feelings, but also her love

I even lied to her because of my betrayal…

I'm really shameless and humble...

There are fewer cars on the road, and now all the students entering the school gate are in a hurry, but Xinru still hasn't come, and her cell phone is still turned off...

Did I miss Xinru?

Didn't I keep an eye on it?

It’s impossible. I remember the car and license plate numbers of Xinru’s family clearly. Besides, even if Xinru wants to ignore it, it will be difficult...

But if anything happens, maybe she has already arrived in the classroom...

Maybe she was also anxiously looking for me, wanting to explain to me the condition of her cell phone...

I want to confess to Xinru, I want to tell Xinru everything in detail, and then ask her to forgive me. No matter what price she pays or what kind of guarantee I have to make, I will do everything as I will do.

I only have Xinru's forgiveness, as long as she is by my side, as long as she can accompany me, even if I don't marry her, even if I don't have a status or a legal relationship, I don't care. I just want to stay with her, that's all...

I quickly rushed to the classroom door. I was panting at the classroom door and didn't dare to go in easily. I was afraid to see Xinru's desk empty, and I was also afraid to see Li Chenggang behind her smiling lewdly at me...

But I can't control so much...

I closed my eyes and stepped into the classroom...

The classmates were all talking and laughing, and there was no difference from the usual mornings. I breathed a sigh of relief. Li Chenggang was not here...

He didn't come to school today...

I think it's Ah. When I left yesterday, Li Chenggang had changed many girls, and he was no longer in our room.

I guess it was another sleepless night for him last night...

But I was almost desperate because Xinru's table was also empty...

Teacher Wang in class was obviously avoiding my eyes. When she looked around the classroom, she would definitely bypass my desk. I felt very embarrassed, and I didn't know how to face Teacher Wang.

I was thinking yesterday, I'm afraid it will be difficult to ask questions from Teacher Wang in the future, and I don't know how she will arrange class affairs for me in the future.

But now all these embarrassments have been wiped out, or to be more precise, I don't care at all...

I can stare straight at Teacher Wang's face with my eyes, and even I can stare at her breasts, her butt, and her vagina. No matter where she is on her body, I can be completely unsatisfied, staring at her without blinking her eyes

Because I hate her a little

Not only does she not deserve to be a teacher, she also does not deserve to be a woman

If she hadn't been so slutty, if she hadn't shamelessly engaged in a big deal with her students on the rooftop, I would have been just a good kid who listened to music and read.

If she hadn't cooperated with Li Chenggang's tricks in lewdly, why would I fall into Li Chenggang's trap?

Teacher Wang Ah Teacher Wang, if you don’t love yourself and don’t take care of yourself, why do you come to tease me like a slut? I have a completely different life from you. You naturally have your pursuit. I don’t want to understand it anymore, and I don’t want to care at all, but why do you disturb me?

I am your student Ah. Do you not even have the minimum bottom line to be a role model?

Can your private life surpass your professional ethics?

Li Chenggang is right, you are indeed a bitch...

I stared at Teacher Wang and cursed her viciously in my heart, but I couldn't comfort my hurt heart at all, even if it was half separated...

I was listless all day, and I took a look at my cell phone almost every ten seconds. I made a call after each class, but the result was the same every time.

I looked at the long list of information on the mobile phone screen, and then at the long dial record

I really think the world is so big. Xinru is somewhere in this world, maybe not far away from me, but I just can't find her. This is what is called the so-called "End of the World"...

Although I am very distressed when looking for and waiting for Xinru, if you look at it from the perspective of killing time, you will wait for someone, especially eagerly waiting for someone

You will find that time passes quickly

Because I was anxiously looking forward to the change in every second below

This is Xinru's revenge on me, which makes me feel unforgettable. Now I really understand what it feels like to wait for me in bed for a day of news.

I owe her too much and I have paid back the wait. When will I repay the betrayal of her?

God, if possible, I am willing to pay it back forever. Please give Xinru back to me...

I looked out the window and saw a large dark cloud pressing down from a distance with thunder... After a while, the raindrops hit the glass...

The sound is very good...

Is this God responding to my request? This is comforting me at this moment...

The rain hit my face a little refreshing, which made me feel a little relieved... The sky is so high and so big... Isn't it still crying...

I slowly left the school with almost unbeatable steps. Xinru never didn't contact me all day...

Liu Zhi!

Xinru!…where?

I raised my head in panic and looked for Xinru's figure in the rain. I saw a girl standing opposite the road in the hazy drizzle. Her legs were standing straight on the edge of the road. She held a pink dot fancy long-handled umbrella in her hand.

Her standing posture and her figure were exactly the same as when I chased her last year, and she was still so graceful...

Xinru...you...where have you been...

Don't come over...you continue!

Xinru crossed the road in my direction and threw something black over me. I looked up and squinted, stared at its parabola, and then caught it with both hands...

I couldn't see Xinru's expression clearly. Her face was blocked by an umbrella. She stopped for 5 seconds and she shouted to me loudly:

The password is your birthday!

Then she turned around and got into the car, and the car gradually disappeared from my sight as usual...

I looked down at what I took from Xinru... it was her cell phone...

I looked up and wanted to chase the car, but my speed was not that fast, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier...

I was panting around the corner, I used my body to block the rain, and I turned on Xinru's cell phone...

Dingding Dingding Dingding Dingding Ding Ding... A series of sounds were all missed calls and unread messages...

There are only two applications on the desktop of the entire mobile phone, one is a memo and the other is a video...

The worst and worst situation is indeed impossible to escape...

I trembled and clicked on the video app...

I've completely understood the first video I didn't have to play

Because the still scene in the video is a man holding his underwear in his mouth, a woman kneeling between his legs, and a woman holding one side of him...

I closed my eyes in despair...

I squatted on the ground and I no longer have the strength...

I opened Xinru's memo and it was a sentence, probably what Xinru left to me...

Liu Zhi... Haha... You are much better than I imagined. I know you are thin and weak. I thought I was very unlucky. I never thought I would take care of a little boy... You really have nothing special. You are not tall and not tall, you are not tall, you are not tall, you are a handsome guy at most. But your mouth is very powerful, you can say a lot of sweet words and lies. But Liu Zhi, you are really the boy I have ever seen. The most timid, the weakest, but you love to show off the stubbornest. Unfortunately, you only show off in front of me. Every time you are smart, I always laugh at you silently in my heart. I don't want to tell you, because you are afraid of hurting your self-esteem, because you are really fragile and suspicious.

Sometimes I also think, and I don’t know what’s wrong with me? What do I like about you? You can’t do anything, but it’s very troublesome to take care of you. I think if I really marry you in the future, I don’t know how tired I will be. But although I feel unfair for myself, I’m not at ease to hand you over to other girls because you are so weak and so small, but you always love to cause trouble... Will they accommodate your ability? Will they appreciate your cleverness? Will they comfort your fragile heart?...Liu Zhi...I smiled bitterly helplessly. I was really a little unwilling to take care of you for the rest of my life...

Do you know why my mother doesn't come home often, and why she always walks with the wind? Actually, I hate my mother very much. Since she gave birth to me, she rarely takes care of me. I don't have any impression of what it feels like in my mother's arms. But although I hate her, I don't blame her because I know that my mother hates me too. I know that my mother doesn't love me, and I may just be a burden to her...

Maybe I also had the opportunity to have a happy family, maybe when I was in my mother's belly, my mother also happily touched me...

But just when my mother was about to give birth... dad... he hugged another woman...

My mother had a lot of blood when she gave birth to me... I heard from the nurse that... I hit me out of her belly... She never looked at me... She hated this child... Hate this man's blood...

My mother often said: Men are the most unreliable. Women have to rely on themselves and live for themselves. I was very young at that time. Looking at my mother's tears, I didn't understand what she was saying...

But now I understand...

Liu Zhi... You not only disappoint me... but also disgusting me...

Go find a girl who is willing to listen to your bragging... willing to put underwear in your mouth... don't look for me...

Maybe I was so self-indulgent... You may not need me... I envy you for having a mother who loves you very much... I know that a boy cannot do without the care of a woman... But your mother will take care of you... She will feel sorry for you... She will accommodate you... She will tolerate you...

Finally... this phone is also given to you... It's ridiculous to say... If it weren't for you... I don't need a phone... But now this phone allows me to see you clearly... I really don't know if I should be grateful or hate it...

AHAHAHAH !!! ……

Xinru!!! …

sorry!!! ……

Sorry, Xinru...sorry...sorry...sorry...

I screamed in the rain...

Xinru is cruel, there is nothing in her phone...

Only my number was left on her phone...

Her text message only has the chat history of the two of us...

In her photos, except for my unbearable videos, they are all the wonderful times we used to be...

She deleted everything else, leaving only our memories...

She did it on purpose...

She did this on purpose...

She was deliberately trying to make me heartbroken...

Thank you for this rain... I can't tell the difference between tears and rain... I also thank you for the thunder that covered my roar...

The rainy nights in the city are particularly beautiful, with neon lights reflected everywhere, and the lights of thousands of homes... The pedestrians passing by were full of smiles, as if everyone was happy and satisfied

But why is this happening? Can't there be more people with so many happy and prosperous people? Why are you so cruel to me alone? Why are you the only one who is tortured so much?

Please don’t laugh anymore, don’t hug each other, don’t look at each other with affection...

I suddenly realized that if I want to make a person worse, I don’t need to suffer much malicious consequences, I just need to take away his love...

I have never been as selfish, so mean, so malicious, and so full of resentment as I am now...

A song that I was familiar with came over. I looked back and saw a singer under the roof in the rain.

His hair was scattered and his expression was exhausted, and he only had a guitar in his hand...

He looked expressionless and just lowered his head and played intently. I looked at a sign in front of him with his name written on it: Uncle Wushen

The tune he played was:

No one shared the wine with me

No one told me that it was late at night

No one asked me how warm the porridge was

No one stands with me at dusk...

Xinru...Xinru...Xinru...Xinru...I muttered...

He really likes you

Like the wind walking for eight thousand miles

He really likes you

It's like a shower falling to the South Pole

He really misses you

Like corals sinking under the sea

He really likes you

No matter how long the return date is,

Xinru! I was wrong...

I really like you... Xinru...

I knelt down dejectedly... I burst into tears...

He really likes you

Like a blind man watching a mute drama

He really likes you

Like the first poem is not satisfactory

He really likes you

Like the sun spins day and night

He really likes you

Thousands of words are enjoyable

I love you...I love you...I love you...I love you...Xinru...

I really like you...I really like you Ah...

The rain hit my face... I raised my head... as if it was Xinru's caress...

He really likes you

Like the spring rain drizzle

Xinru, your face is so beautiful... …

He really likes you

Like the noisy cicadas in summer

Xinru...Your laughter is so sweet... …

He really misses you

Like autumn leaves falling silently

Xinru...Don't laugh...Don't make trouble......

He really likes you

Like the snow in winter, in my heart

Xinru, your hands are so warm... …

He really likes you

Like a dog, it is difficult to move

Xinru...I am just a puppy...I want to bite you... …

He really likes you

So he can be shameless

Hahaha... You are Zhang Fei, Zhang Yun... I am Zhuge Kongming... …

He really misses you

I miss you all the time

Xinru...

He really likes you

So he holds you in his palm

Xinru...

He really likes you

So stubbornly compare metaphors

Xin...ru...

He really likes you

Although his feelings are really delicate

I...sorry... you... Xinru...

He really misses you

I really miss you all the time

I miss you... Xinru... I can't live without you... Please... Please... Please...

He really likes you

I don't want to waste my time

Come back... Xinru... I beg you... Don't leave me...

He really likes you

He really likes you

He really misses you

He really likes you

I like you very much

Xinru...I like you...I like you...I like you...I like you...I like you...

Someone shared the wine with me

Someone told me that it was late at night

Someone asked me how warm the porridge is

Someone stands with me at dusk

Someone treats me sincerely

Someone is worried about me silently

Someone knows whether I'm cold or warm

Someone is with me for the rest of my life

I love you Ah... Xinru... I love you... I want to marry you... I want to take care of you... I want to accompany you for the rest of my life...

Ah!!!……Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

One hand was placed on my shoulder, how I wish it was Xinru's hand...

How I wish Xinru could help me up...

I wish Xinru could wipe away the tears for me with concern...

How I wish...

How hopeful...

Young man...you can...don't cry...it's all over...

Ah …… Ah …… !!