Chapter 113 Zhang Xiaoxing’s Letter

11days ago Rural fiction 10
Zhang Xiaoxing once wrote a letter to Xia Ying, which was shown to me. That time, after I fucked Xia Ying and her daughter at Xia Ying's house, Xia Ying leaned against my arms and showed me the letter. Xia Ying wanted to show me her wholehearted love for me, but I still educated him hard at that time. Although I had a smile on my face at that time, this is your wrong thing. How can you show me the letter Zhang Xiaoxing wrote to you? This is personal privacy Ah!

Xia Ying smiled and twisted my butt. You big bad guy, don’t look at it!

I quickly snatched the letter from Xia Ying's hand and came to me to read it. If I don't read it, I won't read it!

The letter Zhang Xiaoxing gave to Xia Ying was like this: Hello Xia Ying, I have wanted to write this letter to you for a long time. I have too many thoughts to say to you, but I don’t know how to express it to you!

I am really sorry for watching the movie last time. I was so excited at that time. I shouldn’t have kissed your face without your consent. When you walked out of the cinema without looking back, I felt that the blue sky on my head suddenly collapsed!

All regrets and apologies are pale. If you can get your understanding, I am willing to exchange anything in my life, as long as I can see your bright smile on your face again!

I love you, Xia Ying, I love you deeply. There is no one in this world who loves you more than me. Your every move, your smile, your subtle expression, and every move in your every move deeply touches my whole body and mind and the nerve in the deepest part of my soul. Yes, I love you so much that I am about to go crazy, and I seem to be becoming a mental patient!

However, you don’t have to worry, and don’t have any psychological burden, because I don’t want to be a burden to you. I just want to quietly look at the smile on your face, and your beautiful hair raised in the breeze. I dare not hope to win your heart, and I don’t dare to hope that you will treat me like you are good to your boyfriend Zhang Xiaolong. I know that is impossible, but I just don’t want to be a burden to you. As long as you don’t hate me in your heart, as long as you can agree to continue to let me bring you food often so that I can see your faceI smiled faintly at me, or when you are in a good mood, agree to go to a movie with me, or when your boyfriend Zhang Xiaolong is not by your side, and when you are bored, I can take a walk with you. I dare not expect to hold your hand, and I will never have the courage to kiss your face. As long as I can walk by you quietly, talk to you, relieve your boredom, and share my experiences with you, that is the happiest thing in the world for me!

I know that your current boyfriend Zhang Xiaolong is a very outstanding person. He and I are from the same village. We have been playing together since we were young. I know that you like him in your heart, but I have to tell you some things. In fact, Zhang Xiaolong is a very fickle person. In addition to you, he has other girlfriends, and there are more than one. My mother told me this matter in person. Zhang Xiaolong has that relationship with two rural women in his thirties in our village, especially an aunt named Xiaoyue.Woman, this woman was not a widow before. When Zhang Xiaolong was young, he often followed this woman to the pond to touch screws, to the fields to cut pig grass, and to the Hezhou to carry wild grass. But it was said that Zhang Xiaolong had already slept with this woman named Aunt Xiaoyue when he was in junior high school. Moreover, people in our village were rumored that the son born to Aunt Xiaoyue was Zhang Xiaolong's seed. Later, the woman's husband was burned to death, so Zhang Xiaolong slept with this woman even more unscrupulously!

My mother also said that Zhang Xiaolong had a crush on a rural young woman named Xia Jianfen in our village. My mother said it carefully and even made some details clearly. I believe that these rumors will not be groundless. As the saying goes, there is no wind and no waves. Zhang Xiaolong may not be as simple as you imagined. He even got along with our biology teacher in junior high school. This matter was told to me by Zhang Tiejun from our village!

I don't mean anything else, I just want to tell you something you may not know yet, and sometimes, I even wonder, if your current boyfriend is me, what would I do to you?

I don’t want to praise Haikou, but one thing is certain, that is, I will love you and care about you without reservation, and I will give you all my best things. I will never maintain that dirty relationship with other women like Zhang Xiaolong after falling in love with you. That is absolutely impossible for me!

Sometimes, I think, the relationship between men and women is really a strange thing. The girl you like already has a boyfriend, and that boyfriend is still a playboy, but you are so willing to love this girl deeply, but that girl doesn't know your relationship, or doesn't care about your love for her at all, and these are the pain and torture that has always bothered me!

A few days ago, I wrote a poem because I dreamed of you that night. This poem was written in the dark night after I woke up from the dream. I fell asleep deeply. I saw your angel-like face in my dream. When I selfishly hoped to capture the intoxicating beauty from you, I suddenly woke up from my dream. How could I hope to filter out the blue from the sky? How could I hope to capture beauty from you? How could I expect to kiss on the face of an angel? How could I expect to have the love of an angel, but my eyes were wet, I longed for your love deeply. You can suspect that the stars are torches, you can suspect that the truth is a lie, you can suspect that the earth will move, but my love for you has not changed. I love you, Xia Ying!

The summer vacation is about to begin. I heard that the grapes in your Tukeng Village are very sweet, and the watermelons in your places are also very sweet and crispy. I really want to go to your village to eat grapes and watermelons during the summer vacation. I wonder if you will mind. I have written so much and some words are so straightforward. I hope you don’t mind, because if I don’t say it, I will be going crazy!

The servant who will always follow you: Zhang Xiaoxing