Zhang Xiaoxing's psychological shadow began in adolescence. Zhang Xiaoxing clearly remembered that it was a summer vacation in the second grade of junior high school. He fell asleep on the mat on the concrete floor at home as usual. He also had a dream. In that dream, he dreamed that the tall and plump classmate Xia Ying was taking a bath in the river naked, and his breasts looked big and round. When he was about to reach out to touch him, a feeling of soft bones that had never been seen suddenly spread from his asshole. That feeling was really ecstatic. Zhang Xiaoxing couldn't help but shout Xia Ying's name at that time, but soon he was shocked and woke up. Zhang Xiaoxing was disappointed and found that this was just a dream, but strangely, this strong physical pleasure was so real and impressive to him. He suddenly found that his underwear was wet!
Zhang Xiaoxing thought at that time that this was probably wetting the bed!
He touched it with his hands and felt something was wrong. It was not like urine. It was not like bleeding. He put his fingers in front of his nose and smelled it. There was a strange fishy smell. What could this be? Is it sperm?
In biology class, the biology teacher once said that once a man reaches puberty, sperm will be produced. As long as the sperm is combined with the egg, it will give birth to a child. But why does this sperm run out in a daze? Could it be that his hands are disobedient, touching them randomly when he sleeps, and then touching them out? This sperm is the treasure in the body Ah. Why is he so disobedient? Why can't he control his hands so much?
Zhang Xiaoxing was watching a TV series in the first semester of junior high school. He tried hard to stroke his Lao Ba while watching TV. Because the actress in the TV series was so beautiful, with white skin, Hua Xiexiu's face, red lips, round chest, and squint ass. Zhang Xiaoxing became more and more excited as he touched it. As a result, the Lao Ba's at that time was getting thicker and harder by him. Finally, he suddenly felt the bone loosening, the ass tightening, and a milky white liquid spurted out from Lao Ba. Zhang Xiaoxing was frightened at the time, but this feeling was too comfortable, and it was so ecstatic, although he felt that this behavior was definitely not good, because he had a vague premonition that the milky white things he sprayed out were the so-called spermIt is the treasure in a man's body, but Zhang Xiaoxing still can't control his hands. Every ten days and half a month later, he will masturbate and masturbate once. But after each masturbation, he will deeply blame himself for how can he do this? How can he always waste the treasure in his body like this? You must never do this again next time!
But a few days later, when Zhang Xiaoxing once again had sexual desire or was in a bad mood, he secretly hid in the bathroom to masturbate. When masturbating, he would take out a photo of Xia Ying. While looking at Xia Ying in the photo, he masturbated hard. This masturbation became a secret hidden in Zhang Xiaoxing's heart. Until that night when he was dreaming, he once again experienced this pleasure similar to masturbation. This extremely normal nocturnal emission phenomenon brought infinite pain and torture to Zhang Xiaoxing's entire body and mind, because Zhang Xiaoxing felt that this nocturnal emission must be caused by his disobedient hands, and that his hands also touched his own things while dreaming, so it caused him to ejaculate. Why can't he control his hands so well!
Later, Zhang Xiaoxing took a very alternative action, that is, when he was sleeping, he tied his right hand with a rope, because under normal circumstances, he used his right hand when he masturbated. In the first few days, he was safe and sound. Zhang Xiaoxing felt that this move was effective, but one night later, he once again felt the feeling of soft bones. Zhang Xiaoxing immediately woke up from his dream, and the whole process of ejaculation was only halfway through, which means that when he discovered the pleasure of soft bones, he subconsciously terminated the process of ejaculation, that is, the sperm ejaculation was ejaculated from the seminal vesicle and then flowed back along the vas deferens. This was so painful. So, when Zhang Xiaoxing was sleeping, he tied both hands with a rope, so that he would never touch them randomly, but as a result, no dreams still happened.The two years from the second grade to the third grade of junior high school were Zhang Xiaoxing's darkest and most painful time, because that was the critical period for every boy's physical development, and Zhang Xiaoxing was always in this kind of physical and mental torture and torture, coupled with the backflow of semen, the development of Zhang Xiaoxing's Lao Ba is relatively thinner than other male classmates. Whenever he was peeing, when Zhang Xiaoxing looked at other classmates, especially the big guy between Zhang Xiaolong's legs, Zhang Xiaoxing felt a deep loss and self-blame that he had never felt before. He was disobedient and always touched randomly. As a result, Lao Ba was not developing normally, so small and so thin. What should I do? Maybe marrying a wife will become a problem in the future, and no girl will like him anymore. What is the meaning of living!
During that dark time, Zhang Xiaoxing was really living like a year, and even felt pessimistic and disgusted with the world. This was all caused by masturbation!
It was not until later that Zhang Xiaoxing gradually realized that he had such pleasure experience at night and other classmates would have it. He knew that this phenomenon was called "nosmos," a symbol of a man's maturity and a symbol of decline. Therefore, after entering high school, Zhang Xiaoxing's inner torture finally gradually relieved a little. After recovering from the painful torture, Zhang Xiaoxing finally had the courage to confess to Xia Ying, because since the first year of junior high school, Zhang Xiaoxing had a crush on Xia Ying in his heart. But at that time, Zhang Xiaoxing was in a torment of inferiority and self-blame, and he didn't have the courage to confess to Xia Ying, the school beauties recognized by Xia Ying, so he had to hide this deep secret love in his heart. At worst, sometimes when sexual desire comes, he took Xia Ying's photo in the toilet and squirted it, and after ejaculated, he became much more relaxed!
Zhang Xiaoxing's love for Xia Ying is deep. In his mind, Xia Ying is like a beautiful white swan flying in the sky, but he feels like an ugly duckling. He wants to kiss Ah beautifully on Xia Ying's face. He wants Xia Ying to give him a warm hug and a deep kiss. Any man with a broken heart is more eager for love than ordinary people in his heart!
Zhang Xiaoxing thought at that time that this was probably wetting the bed!
He touched it with his hands and felt something was wrong. It was not like urine. It was not like bleeding. He put his fingers in front of his nose and smelled it. There was a strange fishy smell. What could this be? Is it sperm?
In biology class, the biology teacher once said that once a man reaches puberty, sperm will be produced. As long as the sperm is combined with the egg, it will give birth to a child. But why does this sperm run out in a daze? Could it be that his hands are disobedient, touching them randomly when he sleeps, and then touching them out? This sperm is the treasure in the body Ah. Why is he so disobedient? Why can't he control his hands so much?
Zhang Xiaoxing was watching a TV series in the first semester of junior high school. He tried hard to stroke his Lao Ba while watching TV. Because the actress in the TV series was so beautiful, with white skin, Hua Xiexiu's face, red lips, round chest, and squint ass. Zhang Xiaoxing became more and more excited as he touched it. As a result, the Lao Ba's at that time was getting thicker and harder by him. Finally, he suddenly felt the bone loosening, the ass tightening, and a milky white liquid spurted out from Lao Ba. Zhang Xiaoxing was frightened at the time, but this feeling was too comfortable, and it was so ecstatic, although he felt that this behavior was definitely not good, because he had a vague premonition that the milky white things he sprayed out were the so-called spermIt is the treasure in a man's body, but Zhang Xiaoxing still can't control his hands. Every ten days and half a month later, he will masturbate and masturbate once. But after each masturbation, he will deeply blame himself for how can he do this? How can he always waste the treasure in his body like this? You must never do this again next time!
But a few days later, when Zhang Xiaoxing once again had sexual desire or was in a bad mood, he secretly hid in the bathroom to masturbate. When masturbating, he would take out a photo of Xia Ying. While looking at Xia Ying in the photo, he masturbated hard. This masturbation became a secret hidden in Zhang Xiaoxing's heart. Until that night when he was dreaming, he once again experienced this pleasure similar to masturbation. This extremely normal nocturnal emission phenomenon brought infinite pain and torture to Zhang Xiaoxing's entire body and mind, because Zhang Xiaoxing felt that this nocturnal emission must be caused by his disobedient hands, and that his hands also touched his own things while dreaming, so it caused him to ejaculate. Why can't he control his hands so well!
Later, Zhang Xiaoxing took a very alternative action, that is, when he was sleeping, he tied his right hand with a rope, because under normal circumstances, he used his right hand when he masturbated. In the first few days, he was safe and sound. Zhang Xiaoxing felt that this move was effective, but one night later, he once again felt the feeling of soft bones. Zhang Xiaoxing immediately woke up from his dream, and the whole process of ejaculation was only halfway through, which means that when he discovered the pleasure of soft bones, he subconsciously terminated the process of ejaculation, that is, the sperm ejaculation was ejaculated from the seminal vesicle and then flowed back along the vas deferens. This was so painful. So, when Zhang Xiaoxing was sleeping, he tied both hands with a rope, so that he would never touch them randomly, but as a result, no dreams still happened.The two years from the second grade to the third grade of junior high school were Zhang Xiaoxing's darkest and most painful time, because that was the critical period for every boy's physical development, and Zhang Xiaoxing was always in this kind of physical and mental torture and torture, coupled with the backflow of semen, the development of Zhang Xiaoxing's Lao Ba is relatively thinner than other male classmates. Whenever he was peeing, when Zhang Xiaoxing looked at other classmates, especially the big guy between Zhang Xiaolong's legs, Zhang Xiaoxing felt a deep loss and self-blame that he had never felt before. He was disobedient and always touched randomly. As a result, Lao Ba was not developing normally, so small and so thin. What should I do? Maybe marrying a wife will become a problem in the future, and no girl will like him anymore. What is the meaning of living!
During that dark time, Zhang Xiaoxing was really living like a year, and even felt pessimistic and disgusted with the world. This was all caused by masturbation!
It was not until later that Zhang Xiaoxing gradually realized that he had such pleasure experience at night and other classmates would have it. He knew that this phenomenon was called "nosmos," a symbol of a man's maturity and a symbol of decline. Therefore, after entering high school, Zhang Xiaoxing's inner torture finally gradually relieved a little. After recovering from the painful torture, Zhang Xiaoxing finally had the courage to confess to Xia Ying, because since the first year of junior high school, Zhang Xiaoxing had a crush on Xia Ying in his heart. But at that time, Zhang Xiaoxing was in a torment of inferiority and self-blame, and he didn't have the courage to confess to Xia Ying, the school beauties recognized by Xia Ying, so he had to hide this deep secret love in his heart. At worst, sometimes when sexual desire comes, he took Xia Ying's photo in the toilet and squirted it, and after ejaculated, he became much more relaxed!
Zhang Xiaoxing's love for Xia Ying is deep. In his mind, Xia Ying is like a beautiful white swan flying in the sky, but he feels like an ugly duckling. He wants to kiss Ah beautifully on Xia Ying's face. He wants Xia Ying to give him a warm hug and a deep kiss. Any man with a broken heart is more eager for love than ordinary people in his heart!
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