Chapter 1 Yalin (Part 2)

After dinner, Wang Mei and I said goodbye to Yalin. Yalin suddenly stopped us and she looked at me: How many friends will we have to have a party tonight?

She looked at Wang Mei again: Meimei, if you have time, please participate too

Wang Meixiao: I really have something tonight, you can participate

Wang Mei said to see me

I saw Yalin's begging eyes, and my heart softened and asked: What party is it?

Yalin said: I won the Outstanding Reporter Award, and a few friends said to celebrate it.

I smiled: Then I am congratulating you, Meimei, are you really worried?

Wang Mei nodded with a smile

After getting in the car, I looked at Wang Mei who had not said anything for a long time: Why don’t you speak?

Wang Meimeng parked the car to the side of the road, pierced her head into my arms, and started sobbing

I smiled and stroked her shaking shoulder: Why are you like a child? I haven't seen you like this for a long time

Wang Mei was embarrassed to raise her head, looked at me and smiled, and restarted the car

She said: I'm not afraid that you will have sex when you meet, I'm afraid that you will be good for a while and quarrel, like a crazy couple, making me nervous

I patted her shoulder and smiled: She can't replace your position in my heart

Wang Mei sighed: The things you can't get are the most tempting. I hope you will have sex today. You will understand which of us is more suitable for you. I am not afraid of comparing with her, but I am afraid that you are not comparable to you. I am always addicted to it. This time I am getting nervous than any other time.

I sighed: Meimei, it makes you feel uncomfortable. I really didn't do anything with her, and I really don't feel anything at the moment

That's even more terrible

Wang Mei seemed to be talking to herself

The party was held in a restaurant. From a distance, I saw Yalin looking anxiously at the way I came. As soon as my car appeared, I waved happily when I saw Yalin.

When I got out of the car, Yalin threw herself into my arms and said happily: I'm afraid you won't come

I held her hand: Traffic jam on the road was delayed

In a big room, Yalin's friends have arrived

There are two colleagues from her newspaper, Jian and her boyfriend, Mrs. Lin, and two classmates from college, Ping and her boyfriend, Juan and her husband.

After Yalin and I sat down, Yalin smiled and said: This is my boyfriend, everyone has been waiting for a long time.

Seeing Yalin introducing this, I couldn't say anything. A male friend was reasonable. I told Yalin not to introduce me too much.

I smiled apologetically and said to everyone: Traffic jams on the road are delaying everyone

Everyone smiled and handed over their business cards to each other. Yalin introduced them one by one to me.

I think Yalin seems very excited today. On the one hand, she has indeed won the honor of Excellent Reporter Award. On the other hand, I played the role of her boyfriend well at the party.

Yalin looked particularly dazzling because of excitement

After the party, I say goodbye to everyone and I send Yalin home

She hugged me tightly and immersed in joy

In my arms, she looked up at me, I lowered my head to kiss her, her soft lips pressed onto my mouth, and her small tongue reached into my mouth

Yalin's soft breasts pressed against me, making me feel the tenderness and lingering of her body

Looking at her sweet and gentle face because of her tenderness, my heart seemed to be swallowed by her

The car went to the apartment rented by Yalin. She looked at me and said quietly: I know I'm sorry, and it may also make you unhappy, but I really can't do anything to be with you. You still have someone else in your heart. I really love you so much. You say you choose me. I will cherish this love with all my body, soul, and spirit.

Looking at her shiny eyes, I sighed in my heart: Yalin, we are destined to be without this fate

Seeing that I looked at her and didn't express my opinion, she kissed me and said: I don't want you to answer me immediately, I just need to know my heart, good night

She got out of the car and ran into the apartment without looking back.

Seeing me back, Wang Mei was obviously even more surprised. She imagined the situation between us.

In fact, my heart was a little confused at that time. Perhaps Wang Mei was right. Yalin's fresh and tender body tempted me more and occupied my entire heart.

Relatively speaking, I have more spiritual and emotional connections with Wang Mei, and her body has long been unable to arouse the stimulation and impulse in my early stages. Although Wang Mei comes up with various ways to make me excited every time she is in bed, I know that my passion is difficult to rise as high as the first one.

Yalin's beautiful face, her curved and sexy body, her vitality and her body without trying were hitting me all the time

Wang Mei didn't ask much

Gently took off my clothes for me and accompanied me into the bath, but she was obviously much more nervous

Looking at her uneasy look, my heart is filled with pity

I picked up her naked body and said: Yalin can't accept reality like you and Xiaowei

Wang Mei put it on my chest: I know

I said again: She let me choose between you and her

Wang Mei hugged her tighter and nodded: I know

Seeing that I stopped talking, Wang Mei gently stroked my body and stared at me: Am I ugly?

I smiled: You are more attractive than when I first met you

Wang Mei choked and said: Then why can't I not be charmed and not be moved by other girls?

I kissed her: It's not your problem, it's my fault, it's me that I can't control my emotions

Wang Mei touched my face with her hand and whimpered: I really don't want to see you in pain and pain. I never interfere with your sex with other girls. Although I am so sad and uncomfortable, I just hope you are happy, but I can't accept Yalin's choice. I just want you, I don't want you to choose, I don't want you to choose either.

As he said that, Wang Mei finally hugged me and started crying. It has been several years, and I have never seen her cry so sadly.

I picked up Wang Mei and put her on the bed. She hugged me tightly and continued to cry sadly: What do you want me to do to be happy and you will not be tempted by other girls? You said Ah, tell me?

I kissed her breasts and tried to smile: Don't think about it, I just don't interact with Yalin, just be on a good girl like you, I have other interests

Wang Mei shook her head, but stopped crying

When I saw her quieter, I pinched her nipples and made me laugh: I can't stay in Beijing for a few days every time, don't you have to worry about anything, right?

Wang Mei smiled with tears. I knew she was pretending to make me happy. It was considered to end the conversation that was very sad to both of them.

The next day, Wang Mei and I were sitting and chatting outside the villa. The servant brought Yalin over. Wang Mei looked at her and she had long lost the enthusiasm. I felt that there was a kind of panic in her eyes.

Yalin didn't look at me and said to Wang Mei directly: Meimei, I want to talk to you

Wang Mei calmed himself and said: Is there anything I can't say here? I have nothing to keep secret from him.

OK, I'll say

Yalin looks at me, I love him, he loves me, I hope you quit and end the pain of his choice

Wang Mei smiled coldly: Why don’t you quit? If you really love him, don’t disturb him and increase his pain

I felt that I couldn't continue and had to make a choice. I looked at Yalin and said: Yalin, yes, I like you, but I never thought of leaving Meimei, don't be a childish temper

Who is playing with a child's temper? I know your heart from your eyes

Yalin stared at me sadly: I have been waiting for you for six years, definitely not a person.

But we obviously don't fit

I looked at Yalin gently, I felt that she was going to collapse and didn't want her to be sad

Yalin stared at me tightly, and suddenly she rushed into the villa. Wang Mei and I didn't understand what was going on. Yalin had already run to the roof of the fourth floor of the villa and stood on the roof. Looking at Yalin who seemed to be standing in the blue sky, I just felt that the blood had frozen.

Suddenly I screamed and ran to the villa, and Wang Mei was also shocked by the emergencies.

Yalin stood on the roof and shouted: Don't come up, I will jump down when you enter the villa, don't think I dare not

I stopped and looked at Yalin. Yalin's hair was flying in the wind, and her clothes were blown by the wind and pressed against her slender body, showing the curves and sexiness of her body.

I looked up at her and begged her not to be impulsive. The villa workers also came out and looked at Yalin on the roof nervously.

Wang Mei's face was pale and leaned against me without saying a word

Yalin looked down at us and said loudly: As long as I listen to you, I will no longer bother you, I will never disturb you, do you want her or me

Wang Mei stomped her feet gritted her teeth, obviously she was at a loss

I looked at Yalin anxiously. She seemed so light in the wind, as if she would be blown down by the wind at any time.

I begged: Yalin, come down and listen to me to say it well, okay, please, please

Tears flowed silently from the corners of Wang Mei's eyes

Yalin shouted: I don't listen, I don't listen, I just need to know, if you want me or her

I grabbed Wang Mei's hand and felt myself trembling, and Wang Mei was also trembling.

I know that Yalin can do what she says and her stubborn personality has always been like that

I hated that rainy night back then

Yalin cried and shouted: You say, do you want me or her? Say, why don't you say Ah

Yalin was also heartbroken. Suddenly, maybe because of the sadness, her body almost fell down. My heart tightened, and there was a sharp sound below.

Yalin stopped crying, looked at Wang Mei and me from afar, and shouted in grief: I've tried dozens of times, and I don't want to wait any longer. Every time I counted, I felt that Wang Mei's hand was tightly grasped, and I was also tortured and crazy.

9 Yalin shouted in despair. I felt that her body was about to fall. I held Wang Mei's hand with force and shouted in pain: I want you, I want you!

Yalin couldn't say whether it was a joy or a sadness on the roof. She looked at me and shouted: You're not lying to me?

I shook my head and I just felt that I didn't hold Wang Mei, she was going to fall to the ground.

Yalin came over, her pretty face was pale, and her black eyes stared at me

I hug Wang Mei and kiss him tightly

Yalin looks at Wang Mei: Meimei, I'm really sorry for you

After saying that, I took my hand and walked out

I can only say that when I think about this kind of girl, I will never dare to have any thoughts about girls anymore, especially those who are beautiful and strong.

Go to Yalin's apartment, which is a three-story two-bedroom apartment, and I was exhausted and sat on the sofa

Do you want to wash?

Seeing that I kept silent, Yalin asked carefully

I'm still angry with myself

Yalin went into the bathroom to clean up, then took out a towel for me, I wiped the sweat marks shed from my face due to nervousness, I looked at Yalin and said: Yalin, you shouldn't be like this

Yalin leaned into my arms and said without saying a word: How could you threaten death?

Yalin seems to be what I say, it's true that she can really lean in my arms.

She looked at me: I really thought that way. If I hadn't been you, I might as well die. It's all over.

Seeing what else I want to say, she gently covered my mouth with her hand, raised her mouth and said: Stop talking, Ah? I can't do anything about that personality.

She put down her hand and said gently: But I really love you and I will treat you well

As she said that, she leaned over and put her tongue into my mouth. I thought she had to do this first and change her slowly.

She kissed her, and at the same time she picked up my hand and gently pressed it on her breasts. As soon as I touched her body, there was nothing to say. She really had a devilish figure.

Yalin looked at me with a hint of emotion, she stood up and grabbed my hand and walked towards the bedroom. I wanted to take off her clothes. She shook her head and let me lie down, and then slowly untied me. She quickly took off all of me. She blushed and looked at my body, then stood up and took off her clothes slowly. Soon, her body was exposed in front of me: round shoulders, delicate two jade-like arms, slender waist naturally and smoothly connecting the round buttocks, symmetrical thighs, straight and slender calves, two small pink nipples on the symmetrical and round breasts, plump and slightly protruding on the heels of the furry thighs. She saw me embarrassed to go to bed and snuggle into my arms.

I have to admit that just in terms of the body itself, she is indeed more tempting than Wang Mei's body

I rubbed my breasts and pinched my nipples. Yalin opened her mouth slightly and obviously had a flush on her face due to stimulation. She looked at me excitedly and her hand reached under me.

To be honest, my heart has not recovered from the experience just now. My body is soft and there is no passion. She seems to understand my feelings. She pulls me up considerately and walks into the bathroom. She scrubs me slowly. She slowly slides down, grabs my body below, and gently sucks it with her mouth. The gentle and delicate feeling covers the whole body comfortably. My mood is slowly covered by passion. I pick her up and walk back to the bedroom. Her body is already wet. I slowly go in. She seems to experience it carefully, immersed in the pleasure brought by stimulation.

After having sex, I felt that Yalin was still addicted to the excitement. I was a little unhappy. All the girls gently cleaned me up after they had sex. Seeing Yalin's meaning, I wanted me to take care of her. Not only did I think of many benefits of Wang Mei.

But the feeling Yalin brought me is indeed brand new

Yalin was a little dissatisfied with my expression. She woke up from her happiness, climbed on me, kissed me, and then snuggled me up. Looking at her beautiful eyes that were watery due to passion, it was really fascinating, and my love was also confusing.

Seeing that she was getting tired of it, I said to Yalin: I have to call Meimei

Yalin seemed to be truly awake from sexual excitement. She looked at me and didn't say anything. When she saw me looking at her, she jumped out of bed naked, took the phone, and I hung up Wang Mei. Wang Mei asked calmly: How is she doing?

I said it was okay, paused for a while, and I said: Meimei, I'm sorry

Wang Mei didn't say much on the phone. When I said goodbye, she sighed and said: I'll treat you to dinner one day, can you see you?

I said: OK, contact me again

Yalin stood naked beside the bed, staring at me, her body was very tempting

I sat up and looked at Yalin: Meimei said that one day as a friend, she would treat us to dinner

Yalin bowed her head and said nothing

Then he looked up at me and said gently: Let’s talk about this matter, wash and go to have a meal?

Maybe Wang Mei told Xiao Wei Yalin about it. Yalin and I had just sat down to prepare for dinner. Xiao Wei called Yalin.

Yalin hesitated for a moment and asked Xiaowei if she wanted to have a meal together.

I thought to myself, Xiaowei could not come yet?

Sure enough, Xiaowei happily agreed to come over immediately

Xiaowei came in with a smile, Yalin happily greeted her

Xiaowei pretended not to know anything and said hello to me with a smile

Yalin smiled and said: How do you know he is here with me?

Xiaowei smiled and said: I asked Meimei, she told me

I smiled, no words, and thought to myself, Yalin Ah, this is not that I won't tell you the truth, indeed I don't want Xiaowei to be involved, too.

Talking and laughing, it seems normal for everyone

After dinner, Xiaowei said goodbye and left first

Yalin took my hand for a walk, and she pretended to ask unintentionally: Where did you and Xiaowei go on that rainy day?

I glanced at Yalin and seemed to be recalling it. In fact, I didn’t know how to answer and asked with a smile: Why do you think of this?

Yalin smiled: I suddenly remembered that night. Our acquaintance. If it weren't for Xiaowei, we wouldn't have known each other.

I really can't remember what I was doing at that time. Please ask Xiaowei at that time.

I smiled and replied, "If we say something different, wouldn't it be troublesome? If Xiaowei says it, I will respond as much as I want to."

Yalin smiled slightly, and said nothing more

The next day I woke up, Yalin was sitting on the head of the bed and looking at me. When she saw me wake up, she said: Meimei calls me and ask us to live in a villa or apartment in the Asian Games Village. What about your opinion?

I smiled: It's more convenient to stay in a hotel after all

Yalin nodded

I looked at Yalin's body. We had sex endlessly last night, and both of us were very excited.

Yalin looked at me: Do you really have to leave tomorrow?

I nodded and smiled: I must rush back to Japan

Yalin looked at me sadly: What should I do

I kissed her: I will come back to see you at most a month

I changed the topic and said: I'll get a look at the company in the afternoon

I think there is a kind of sadness in Yalin's eyes. It is definitely not because I want to go to the company to meet Wang Mei. Why is she sad?

Looking at her sad face, I raised a hint of tenderness and hugged Yalin into her arms. She hugged me tightly and said nothing.

In the afternoon, Yalin would not go to the company with me irrationally. She also went to the newspaper, but she made an appointment to wait for me at the door of the company at four o'clock.

Wang Mei seemed to know that I would go, I even felt that she had been waiting in the office

Seeing me in, she looked at me carefully and smiled reluctantly. Tears seemed to surge in her eyes. I went up to hug her and kiss her. She smiled embarrassedly and said: I cried all night yesterday. In fact, I often haven't seen you for half a year. I don't feel sad, but yesterday I missed you so much that I almost went crazy because I didn't see you for a day.

I understand her mood, but I do run out of energy, at least I don't want any new changes at the moment.

At night in the hotel, when Yalin and I lay down after having sex, Yalin sobbed and asked her what was wrong. She didn't say anything. I asked again, she said she cried because I was leaving tomorrow, but I don't think it's the real reason.

The next day, I went to Japan

About a month later, I returned to Beijing, Xiaowei, Yalin and Wang Mei went to the airport to pick me up

Yalin was very happy to see me, and I could see that Wang Mei and Xiaowei tried their best to suppress their emotions.

At night, four of them had a meal together. I saw that they were both awkward. Although the three of them were talking and laughing, Yalin also intentionally did not be too intimate with me in front of Wang Mei. They also talked between them, but they always felt that there was an invisible wall in the middle, which made me feel very uncomfortable.

Yalin seems to look more charming than a month ago, because she talks with me almost every day, Yalin and I are not unfamiliar, and the phone is not just sad, we often communicate with each other gently, I feel Yalin seems to be much more tender

Maybe she wants to change her subconscious mind, Wang Mei,

When we were together, Yalin said to me: On the way to the airport, Meimei told me a lot of how to take care of your food, accommodation, transportation and habits. It seems that I really didn't do well. Maybe I was so self-centered. I chose you. I made you wronged. But believe me, I will do it gradually.

I smiled and said: Isn't it good for us to be together?

After all, your circle of life is different from mine. Give me time to familiarize me with how to care for the people I love, okay?

I kissed her and was very moved.

One night, Yalin and I sat in a hotel bar chatting, soft music accompanied by quiet tenderness, Yalin stared at me and said gently: We can't always see each other twice a year, three times a year, I want to be with you

I looked at her, grabbed her hand, and thought about how to tell her the truth: Yalin, you have to understand that it is impossible for us to get married

Why?

Yalin's face changed, I think about what to say: Meimei and Xiaowei both know that I have a girlfriend in Australia

She was shocked and wanted to say something. I put my hand gently on her mouth and continued: Listen to me, I had a girlfriend when I met you. If you want us to meet you frequently, you can choose Hong Kong, Japan, the United States, in short, anywhere except Australia.

Yalin burst into tears: But I only love you Ah, how can you treat me like this

She stood up and rushed outside. I followed her immediately. Yalin ran to the room like crazy.

She wanted to close the door, so I followed up in time and closed the door. Yalin crawled on the bed and cried loudly.

I went to coax her, and I felt a little annoyed, so there was no such thing as this.

Suddenly, Yalin stopped crying and stared at me with tears in her eyes: Tell me honestly, on the rainy night we encountered, did you and Xiaowei go home after a date?

I looked at her: Yes

Have you been in contact?

Yes

Yalin shook her head in pain: I'm so stupid, I'm so stupid

I hugged Yalin in my arms, she didn't refuse, but when I wanted to kiss her, she pushed me away in pain

Just like that, the two of them hugged me, I fell asleep in a daze

I seemed to wake up suddenly, and when I saw that Yalin was gone

I saw a message on the head of the bed: I don’t blame you, I just blame fate for tricking you

I only love you in my life. Thank you for giving me many wonderful times. Thank you for choosing me even more.

Farewell, I love you Yalin

I was shocked and called Xiaowei immediately. Xiaowei answered the phone. I said hurriedly: Go to Yalin's apartment and see if she is going back. Go immediately. Something might happen to her.

I called Wang Mei again: Meimei, no matter where you are now, if you have anything to do, please go to the hotel to pick me up immediately. Yalin has something wrong.

After making the phone call, I was waiting anxiously at the hotel door. After a while, Wang Mei drove over and got in. I got in. Wang Mei said: Xiaowei called me and said Yalin was sent to the hospital.

When I heard this, I fell softly on the seat. I hated myself for falling asleep and didn't watch her

Wang Mei comforted me: I heard that it is being rescued, and it may not be dangerous.

Hurry up to the hospital, Xiaowei was waiting outside the rescue room. Seeing Wang Mei and I come, Xiaowei leaned against my shoulder and shed tears silently

I asked: How is it?

Xiaowei shook her head: I called the door and she had lost consciousness, so she asked the landlord to open her door. She took a bottle of sleeping pills and could no longer speak while lying on the bed.

I looked at her and said sadly: Why did she do this?

Haven't you been doing well all the time?

Xiaowei looked at me and asked

I was sad and silent. Wang Mei shook her head at Xiaowei, meaning that she should not talk about these things now

After a while, the doctor came out and I hurriedly asked: How is she?

The doctor looked at me: If I had to go later, I would be unable to rescue me. I am now out of danger, but we still have to continue to observe what impact it has on the body.

Can I go and see her?

I grabbed the doctor's hand and the doctor shook his head: The patient is currently in a drowsy state and his condition is also very unstable. Let's listen to the news tomorrow.

None of us seems to have left each other

Sitting until dawn

Finally, a nurse came out and asked the names of the three of us. The nurse came out and said: The patient only wants to see Miss Xiaowei

Xiaowei looked at Wang Mei and me and said: Let's go and have a look first

Yalin lay quietly on the hospital bed with a pale face. When she saw Xiaowei, Yalin couldn't help but shed tears and said weakly: Xiaowei, why did you save me Ah, it's useless, I really don't want to live anymore

Xiaowei wiped her tears with her hands, and she couldn't help but burst into tears: He and Meimei were also waiting outside for a night

Yalin smiled bitterly, as if she had calmed down for the time being. She begged Xiaowei with tears on her face: I beg you, go out and tell him, I will never see him again, my heart is dead, tell him, if he insists on meeting, I will immediately hit the wall and commit suicide, if I don’t see him, tell Meimei, I’m sorry for her, maybe this is a mistake in itself, please tell them please

Xiaowei came out and told Yalin what I was like, my heart was like a knife

Xiaowei looked at me and begged: You and Meimei go first, I will accompany her and wait until she calms down before talking.

Wang Mei also advised me to leave and I to return to the hotel

I have never seen Yalin again since then. Although my relationship with Wang Mei and Xiaowei seems to be like in the past, I think everyone is always a little uncomfortable.

Until I left and returned to Beijing again, we seemed to be getting more normal

But it seems that Wang Mei and Xiao Wei are not in front of me.

One time I went to Beijing more than a year later and asked about Yalin. Xiaowei told me that Yalin had asked her for dinner. Yalin told Xiaowei that she was still very grateful and missed the help Xiaowei and I helped her and the time we spent together with us, as well as the beautiful feelings I brought her. Yalin said that she had guessed Xiaowei's relationship with me a long time ago and knew that she could not be with me.

Her character determines that she cannot accommodate the impurities of feelings

She said that the only person she loved was me, but she didn't want to see me again. She asked Xiaowei to tell her my news as often as possible in the future

Although Yalin still regards Xiaowei as a friend, she actually rarely contacts Xiaowei in the future

After experiencing Yalin's incident, Wang Mei did not take good care of me as much as before. She told me that if I believe in life, it was her that she would not be able to fly. She would not force her to come. So even if I interacted with her close friends in the future, she would not care much about it. But she always prevented me from having a relationship with other girls. Fortunately, she knew that I had been in the vast ocean and would never dare to try it out.

In fact, the matter with Yalin is very twists and turns, and there are many beautiful records of life. We spent four or five months together. However, whether it is a beautiful part or a major conflict, the narrative is based on my melancholy. I just hope that the narrative will be as peaceful as I am now.

If Yalin saw these words, I hope she understood that I really like her, but I really cannot give up the past and establish the ideal lifestyle she expected.

I sincerely wish her to find a new ideal, sail to the other side of happiness and beauty