In the midst of worries, the days passed day by day, but I didn't dare to relax and study at all. I didn't do anything else, but I was afraid that girls would laugh at me or look down on me.
After that, I watched the movies with Tian Fei and Xiaolin several times. Everyone seemed to be calmer together, at least they spoke much more relaxed.
Before I knew it, I seemed to understand the relationship between men and women, and my attention increased many new observation points. Occasionally, I saw a girl listening to the class sideways. The protruding breasts on the girl's chest suddenly made me tremble. I began to pay attention to the breasts of the girl in the class.
When Bing Meiren came to me to chat and joke, I could feel the clothes raised on her chest slightly as her body moved. When she was in physical education class, she saw the girls running and shaking up and down on her chest. I felt that I was a little obsessed, but I often blamed myself for the voyeuristic behavior in my heart, but I couldn't help but want to secretly look at it.
When I occasionally push the bicycle side by side with Xiaolin, I can feel the vitality of her towering breasts beating. I can't stand the temptation.
Lying in bed, I often silently recall the bodies of girls in the class, imagine their breasts, and also think of Tian Fei's breasts, but it seems that there is no clear feeling.
When I went home to see Zhang Qiong, I saw her round and plump breasts causing endless temptation. In fact, Zhang Qiong's breasts have been seen since childhood but seemed to have forgotten them. Indeed, I didn't pay much attention to her body at that time.
Occasionally, Jiaojiao sleeps with me on my bed, I will secretly caress her smooth and flat breasts. The temptation of the female body exceeded the requirements for image for the first time, but I didn't expect that the sex itself, the natural impulse of the body often hardens my body instinctively and grows bigger. I secretly found a physiological book when I was visiting the bookstore. Finally, I understood what was going on, but I couldn't figure out how to have the so-called intercourse between men and women. After all, it was a physiological book. To be honest, it was difficult for me to associate those pattern-like almost ugly female genitals with pure and beautiful girls like Bing Meiren, Di, Xiaolin and Tian Fei. They all grew like that under their bodies?
I find it incredible
I feel that students are much more mature than us at that time because there are so many ways for them to understand themselves and the opposite sex.
Once after school, Xiaolin and I came out to push the bicycle almost at the same time. Xiaolin suddenly muttered that her bicycle tire was exhausted. I accompanied her to the bicycle repair place outside the school to cheer up. I just took the air pump. Xiaolin squatted down to check the valve core of her bicycle tire. I suddenly saw her half white breasts and flesh-colored bra through her collar. The half-exposed breasts were wrapped in the bra. My heart was almost jumping out. Xiaolin checked the valve core in her hand, her breasts jumped and moved, and my heart trembled.
Maybe Xiaolin felt the change in my breathing, she instinctively realized something. She looked up and saw my peeking eyes. Her face turned red with shame and suddenly stood up. I was ashamed. To tell you the truth, that was one of the most embarrassing things in my life. Xiaolin was both humiliating and annoyed, glaring at me hatefully, and said unhappy: Holding the air pump to cheer up Ah
I was trying hard to cheer up like atonement, and Xiaolin screamed: Hello, you want to blow Ah
I calmed down and went to check the tires. Xiaolin stood behind me silently without saying a word
When we pushed the cart again, I felt that both of us seemed to be breathing a little rapid, and I just wanted to run away quickly
Xiaolin didn't say a word until we often broke up
When I got home, I locked myself in the room and felt ashamed of my behavior
Since then, Xiaolin and I have not seemed to be as casual as before, and she doesn't seem to be as easy as before and she has finished class and left school at the same time as she did in the past.
I was immersed in my regrets
One day, after school, I was about to ride my bike home. Xiaolin pushed the cart over and wanted to continue walking. She called me and I stopped. Xiaolin lowered her head and asked in a low voice: Will you watch a movie tomorrow?
I nodded in panic and fled in a hurry on my bike
The next Sunday, I said I went to see a movie. Zhang Qiong seemed to know what to do, but she didn't care too much. After all, it was not the first time I went out to watch a movie.
At the door, we saw Xiaolin buying good movie tickets early, so we sneaked into the cinema
I still don't watch what videos are displayed on the screen because my eyes cannot escape the occasional secret look at Xiaolin's towering breasts.
Suddenly, I felt a hot and soft hand trembling and touching my hand. I also trembled and leaned over. Finally, my hands were held together.
I felt that our bodies became stiff instinctively. The two of them shook hands and didn't dare to move. Just then until the end of the movie, they hurriedly let go of their hands and walked out of the theater and left the dark theater. They both looked at each other and blushed, but they seemed to feel a kind of sweetness and passion that they had never had before before.
Looking at Xiaolin's blushing face, I think she is the most beautiful girl in the world
We pushed the bicycle endlessly, and finally, Xiaolin spoke first: I don’t like you chatting and laughing endlessly with Li Dongxue.
At that moment, Xiaolin's words were imperial edicts. It seemed that we would be ordered for life with a shake of hands. I nodded and agreed.
Xiaolin looked up at me and then shyly lowered her head, and said softly: I'm going home
I send you
For the first time, I accompanied Xiaolin to a faraway place in her house and stopped. Xiaolin didn't say much, and entered the yard of her house. I rode home with a lot of energy. My legs looked particularly light and I felt endless.
Get up early the next day, never so eager to think of school
But I deliberately arrived at school as usual. The moment I entered the classroom, I was so happy that I couldn't suppress myself. When I walked into the classroom, many students were gathering together to joke. When I suddenly saw Xiaolin sitting in her seat, I felt warm and sweet, and a warm current surged into my heart.
We didn't seem to dare to chat with each other like we did in the past, as if we were afraid that others would find something
This kind of sweetness and warmth that was close and distant continued until one day, as if it was a prior appointment, the other classmates left, and we pretended to read a book, and finally there were only two of us left. At the same time, we got up and packed our schoolbags. When we walked side by side to the door of the classroom, I was impulsive and hugged her in my arms and mouth to her lips. We kissed wildly. I only felt her teeth trembling and stimulating my lips. We didn't care how to kiss, but the shocking stimulation brought by each other's bodies that had never experienced before.
Suddenly we heard the joking and singing outside the classroom, we suddenly separated, and then we realized the crazy behavior just now
Fortunately, students from other classes passed by, but we didn't seem to dare to make another attempt.
Close the classroom, we pushed the bicycles one by one, and looked more like strangers than usual
Separate without saying a word
I just want to say that the stimulation and feeling is really beautiful and unspeakable
Xiaolin and I gave each other their first kiss and the first intimate contact.
Lying in bed at night, I carefully savored the feelings of kissing and felt the beauty of life
I still seem to feel the warmth and pleasure brought to me by her soft body
Since then, Xiaolin and I have felt the sweetness and happiness of ourselves. Whenever she answers the teacher’s question, I feel a kind of warmth. Whenever she hears her talking to other girls, I feel that it is the most beautiful voice in the world.
This beautiful and warm feeling will last one day
At that time, I thought Bing Meiren really interested in me, but I was really afraid of contacting her. Even if I say one more thing, the more I felt like this, the more I looked for me, of course, there was always excuse every time. Every time I talked to Bing Meiren, I couldn't help but secretly look at Xiaolin. She always had a calm face in anger, her eyes were full of grievances and sadness.
One day, the school organized a movie. I didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but I happened to sit next to Bing Meiren. I saw that Xiaolin was almost collapsed. Bing Meiren seemed very happy to joke with me. Even if I talked, I didn't dare to touch my head. I knew that Xiaolin on the chairs behind me must be staring at us tightly.
After leaving the cinema, Ice Beauty pushed the bicycle and waited for me. I was busy saying that I had to wait for someone to leave. I sent her away. When all the classmates were finished, I pushed the cart and slowly moved forward. Sure enough, I saw Xiaolin waiting for me.
When the two met, I said: Go to my house
Xiaolin nodded silently and followed me to my house
Entering the room, the two looked at each other, then hugged each other hard, lay down on the sofa and kissed enthusiastically. This time, there was plenty of time. The two seemed to be able to occasionally look at each other close and communicate their emotions when they were kissing.
My hand finally reached into Xiaolin's clothes that seduced me for the first time and kept seducing me. When my hand touched Xiaolin's skin, Xiaolin trembled. When her hand touched her bra, Xiaolin turned her head and whispered: No, don't
When she was talking, my hand had already touched her soft breasts. Xiaolin grabbed my hand and cried and said: No, don't do this
My hand was pressed on her breasts and she held my hand tightly. My lips were enthusiastically pressed against her mouth. The stimulation and impulse brought to me by her breasts made me tremble all over. Perhaps the tremor of my body reached Xiaolin's breasts. Her body began to tremble, and her hands slowly softened. My hands began to touch her breasts. Xiaolin was panting and laying on the sofa. My breasts took turns to touch her nipples. Xiaolin stopped crying and her face turned red. When my hand reached her crotch, Xiaolin screamed: No, no, no
The terrifying sound scared me so much that I suddenly pulled my hand back. Xiaolin sat up, her head drooped between her knees, and sobbed in a low voice.
She suddenly threw herself into my arms and looked up at me: Don't do this, okay, don't do this now
I hugged her tightly, speechless for a moment, as if the interest in kissing and touching my breasts was scared back.
I don’t know how long it took to hug her and silence. After hearing the voices of Jiaojiao and Zhang Qiong, Xiaolin suddenly jumped out of my arms, pulled her bra, buttoned her clothes, and tidied her hair.
Zhang Qiong and Jiaojiao come in
Jiaojiao called me happily, then looked at Xiaolin and asked: Who is this?
I stammered: Classmate
Xiaolin looked pale and smiled reluctantly at Jiaojiao. Of course, Zhang Qiong saw what we did. She didn't say anything. Xiaolin stood up and said goodbye and left.
Zhang Qiong had a calm face. I rarely saw her like that. She was guilty and sneaked back to her room.
Zhang Qiong knocked on the door and came in
She sat down and said: What did I say to you? Ah? You need to review and take the college entrance exam in the third year of high school. You not only date girls and watch movies, but also make an appointment to come to your house. What are you doing?
I don't say anything
What should I ask you?
Zhang Qiong said angrily
Did nothing
I don't look at her, I say
Do you think I don’t have any eyes? Do you want girls’ parents to come and scold you?
Zhang Qiong's voice brought Jiaojiao in. She looked at Zhang Qiong and said: Why are you scolding your brother Ah?
Zhang Qiong still had a calm face: Jiaojiao, go out, there is nothing you have to do here
I don't allow you to scold your brother
Looking at Zhang Qiong with a cute look
Zhang Qiong was so angry that her body trembled, but she finally couldn't speak to Jiaojiao. She looked at me and cried sadly. I glared at Jiaojiao and said: Go back to your own room
Jiaojiao looked at me aggrievedly and ran out of the room crying.
Zhang Qiong cried and said: I know that your brother and sister have always regarded me as an outsider, but I am also doing it for your own good. You are a big child. You should understand the truth. You are so confused. What will happen to that girl and ruin your life. How can I be worthy of your parents?
I didn't understand it at that time, but I had never seen Zhang Qiong cry so sadly. I stepped forward to wipe her tears and hugged her in my arms. At that moment, I felt that Zhang Qiong was so fragile, and I felt that Zhang Qiong's breasts, which were much plump than Xiaolin, pressed against my chest, made me feel dizzy, and I hugged her tighter.
Zhang Qiong was sad, suddenly seemed to feel something, left my body, looked at me and sighed, saying: You have grown up, I think you will understand the consequences of doing everything yourself
In my impression, since then, Zhang Qiong has never spoken to me in that tone again. Maybe I am really mature
Zhang Qiong suddenly realized that I was a man, and she was a girl who had no blood relationship with me after all.
Maybe my psychologically thought that Zhang Qiong was right, and the scene of Zhang Qiong crying sadly made my inflated desires somewhat curbed, and it seemed that the feeling of physical contact with Xiaolin was a little indifferent.
After that day, I became silent. In my class, Xiaolin seemed unwilling to contact me, but she could see that she wanted to date me.
Her eyes gradually apologized from the initial sweetness, as if she apologized for the desperate resistance that day. But I thought she would still refuse if there was another chance, but the feeling of being touched and the desire to continue being touched was tortured her like I wanted to do. Seeing that I didn't seem to want to ask her, her eyes began to flow out of disappointment and sorrow, and finally she was sad and angry.
Actually, it's only been a week, I think we're all unbearable
One weekend, Xiaolin secretly handed me a note that reads: At the entrance of Beihai Park, 2:00 p.m. tomorrow
I seem to have no panic as before, but I am still very excited and a little deep worry.
The next day, at the entrance of Beihai Park, I met Xiaolin and she smiled at me
Buy a ticket and enter the park, the two of them found a secluded place to sit down.
Sorry to hug each other immediately
Xiaolin asked me in a low voice: Are you angry?
No, it's me bad
Why ignore me?
Don't you have no time to go to school all the time
The conversation at that time was already a bit intimate and casual.
After a while, Xiaolin said to me: I've told Feifei about our affairs.
Tian Fei?
During that time, she seemed to have disappeared from my memory. Xiaolin's words vaguely made me feel pain in my heart.
She said let you treat me well
Xiaolin said, leaning against my shoulder
I hugged her and the two of them seemed not like the first time they were fanatical, but naturally put their mouths together and kissed slowly.
But soon both of them became enthusiastic
When I carefully stroked her breasts with my trembling hands, Xiaolin's body began to react violently, but this time she did not resist, of course I dare not stretch my hand down any more
For some reason, the pattern of female genitals seen in the physiological book appeared in my mind. I felt an impulse in my heart, and my body was instinctively impulsive. I could hardly bear it. I picked up Xiaolin's hand and put it under me. Xiaolin's hand touched my lower body through her pants. Her body shivered and looked under my body instinctively. Her face was red with shame.
Her hand wanted to move away, but I felt really uncomfortable and grabbed her hand and pressed it down. Xiaolin looked at me begging for mercy, but when she saw my face that was red, she lowered her head and began to touch it slowly. Gradually, she knew how to pinch it to make me feel comfortable. As she pinched and touched it harder, I felt comfortable all over my body and my limbs reacted violently like an electric shock. A numbness and pleasure flowed through my body. I ejaculated. The feeling of relaxation was really good. Looking at my body that seemed to be leaning numbly on the tree, I knew my shorts were soaked. Xiaolin looked at me stupidly, and she asked me with a low voice: Does it hurt?
I shook my head, just feeling embarrassed
Xiaolin looked at me at a loss and seemed to be relieved when she saw that I really had no other meaning except to be upset.
When I got home, I took a shower and secretly soaked my pants in the water, wet the water, and put them in the washing machine. I don’t want Liu Ma to find anything when she was washing clothes.
But the feeling of comfort when ejaculation is really unforgettable for me
I wanted to take the initiative to have sex with Xiaolin. I began to be obsessed with her body and even the bodies of all girls. Those fresh and beautiful bodies make me yearn for
I remember it was a moonlit night. I was lying on the bed, thinking about Xiaolin's delicate and shameful attitude when kissing, and the soft and comfortable feeling when she touched her breasts. My body suddenly became impulsive, and it seemed that it was bloodshot and was about to explode. I got up and ran to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water, but I still couldn't control the sensual impulse that was rippling all over my body. I went back to the bedroom and saw Zhang Qiong's bedroom. Her plump breasts and sexy and tender lips jumped into my mind. I pushed open Zhang Qiong's bedroom door desperately.
Under the vague moonlight, Zhang Qiong's white skin was exposed. She lay quietly, as quiet and charming as a marble sculpture. I took off all my clothes, lifted the quilt and threw it on Zhang Qiong.
Zhang Qiong was awakened and pushed me instinctively with fear. When he saw clearly that it was me, he scolded him harshly: What are you doing?
I didn't care about talking, my lips pressed against her mouth and kissed wildly, my hand was already stretched into my pajamas and touched me randomly, Zhang Qiong struggled and pushed me in panic, but she didn't have the strength to resist my crazy and powerful movements. I stroked her breasts and finally reached my hand under the adult woman for the first time. As soon as my hand touched her furry body, I suddenly became extremely impulsive. Zhang Qiong gave up resisting, spread her limbs weakly, so that I could stroke and untidy her pajamas. My body wanted to enter her body but I couldn't understand the key points. Zhang Qiong's body trembled when I touched her. She trembled with her hands instinctively, guiding me into her wet hole. I kept thrusting without interruption, and finally felt the huge swelling and cracking of my body, and then she continued to ejaculate wildly.
When all this stopped, I lay softly beside Zhang Qiong in shame and gasped, Zhang Qiong whimpered in a low voice.
None of them spoke
Zhang Qiong choked and said: How can you do this? How can you do this? Why, why?
I lay down, looking at the quiet roof, Zhang Qiong cried for a while and stopped crying, and lay silently without saying a word.
I didn't feel anything else when the violent passion just now came to an end. I thought this was a relationship between men and women, and everything was like a dream.
I carefully stroked Zhang Qiong's breasts sideways. She was lying there and she felt as if she was unconscious. Then I carefully observed her breasts, round and plump, small nipples. I pinched my nipples with my hands. Zhang Qiong's body trembled, and the trembling of her body evoked the memories in my mind. My body began to impulse again. This time, she didn't need her to guide me to lie on her and aim at Zhang Qiong's hole and push it in. Without the crazy thing just now, I could feel the stimulation and comfort of her body. Zhang Qiong's tight body finally trembled again under my thrusting. Her sexual desire, which had long been sleeping, was finally awakened by me. She placed her hands tightly on my buttocks. As my thrusting and moving, I truly felt the great joy and beauty of sex.
I ejaculated again in Zhang Qiong's low moans.
I lay down and fell asleep
I was pushed to wake up by Zhang Qiong: Wake up
I opened my eyes and it was already bright
Zhang Qiong seemed to have not closed her eyes all night, her big eyes looked particularly eye-catching, and her black waterfall-like hair ringed her pretty face, and her skin looked white and tender.
It's time to get up and go to school
Zhang Qiong had no expression, and couldn't tell whether I was angry or happy lying naked beside her.
My body seemed to be full of energy and suddenly sat up and started wearing my pajamas. Zhang Qiong looked at me silently and stopped talking.
I almost didn't hear anything in class that day, and I seemed to have no enthusiasm for Xiaolin. I just hope to get off school early and go home early
After school, Zhang Qiong was already at home. When she saw me coming home, she didn't say much. She took my schoolbag and Jiaojiao called me over. I talked to Jiaojiao. Zhang Qiong sat quietly across from us, watching us not talking or laughing.
Jiaojiao fell asleep. After washing, I went back to my room and changed into my pajamas. I felt very conflicted and knew that what happened the night before was not glorious, but my physical instinct made me unable to stop.
I started to rush again, I got up and sneaked into Zhang Qiong's bedroom
Zhang Qiong sat on the bed in a daze
She seemed to have expected me to come in
I walked to her, lifted the quilt and sat next to her.
If I remember correctly, Zhang Qiong seemed to have applied some fragrance after washing, and there was a faint fragrance all over her body.
Looking at the half-full breasts exposed on her pajamas, I suddenly became impulsive again, and my hand couldn't help but reach into her pajamas. Zhang Qiong groaned softly and lay softly on the bed. After having sex twice, I seemed to understand what was going on. I took off Zhang Qiong's pajamas and carefully watched Zhang Qiong's naked body through the light.
I spread Zhang Qiong's legs and spread my dark pubic hair to look at her underneath. That was what I had always wanted to read in the physiological book in my mind. Zhang Qiong bit her lower lip with her upper teeth and followed me to watch. When my fingers reached into her flesh hole, Zhang Qiong's body trembled and hugged me with her hands. I was already extremely hard and pushed into Zhang Qiong's flesh hole again.
It was an unforgettable day. I only had sex in my mind. Every day I hoped that it was dark and that Jiaojiao would go to bed early
Every time she arrives at Zhang Qiong's room, she waits quietly
One day, when I went to untie her pajamas again, she grabbed my hand and shook her head, and I asked enthusiastically: Why not do it?
I'm inconvenient today
Zhang Qiong looked at me and said in a low voice
Why is it inconvenient?
I thought she had something else
Zhang Qiong explains to me how a woman’s menstruation and why she can’t have sex
I was half-believing and half-doubted, and pulled up her pants and saw that there was indeed a tape-like thing guarding the place I wanted to enter.
I let go of my hand and lay down in disappointment
Zhang Qiong looked at me, snuggled up to me, stroked my body with his hands, and asked in a low voice: Feeling uncomfortable?
I nodded
Zhang Qiong hesitated for a moment and lay on my naked body. Under my surprised gaze, she held my body with her mouth. It was another wonderful feeling I had never felt before. I ejaculated under her stimulation.
Zhang Qiong didn't seem to dodge deliberately, but I had too much semen and she couldn't hold it in her mouth. She hurriedly protected her mouth with her hands and picked up the glass at the head of the bed to catch it.
I never thought that using my mouth can make people so comfortable. I don't know how many unexpected things there are.
Zhang Qiong put on her pajamas, wiped her body clean with a hot towel, and then came back to lie beside me
She seemed a little embarrassed, but finally snuggled up to me again, gently stroked my chest with her hands, and said: Don't do it every day, don't always think about this, it's not good for your health
I don't say anything, I don't know if it's okay, I do it completely according to the physical requirements.
Don't affect your learning because of this
I know
For some reason, I was a little annoyed with her nagging, and I said impatiently
I want to remind you
At that moment, I felt that she didn't look like my psychological aunt since childhood, but like a little girl
I think I really became a man at that time because I became mature
I see
I regained my peace and kissed her. She put her mouth on her face. Seeing that I had no intention of continuing to kiss, I had to lean my head against my chest.
My hands touched her hair, and her hands touched my body, very gentle
Sex makes people mature. I feel that my physical and mental changes have changed a lot in the past month. When I finally returned to normal from the initial confusion, I looked at the girls in the class and felt that their bodies seemed so thin and had no interest.
Of course Xiaolin noticed my changes, she felt that I seemed to have another girl
But she didn't want to admit it or felt it was almost impossible, because I went to school and got off school on time every day, and occasionally she called me at home and stayed at home honestly. She felt confused and distressed.
On the last Spring Festival of high school, Jiaojiao and I went to Australia to visit our parents. When I returned to Beijing, I felt that Zhang Qiong seemed more beautiful and charming. We were both full of desire.
After Jiaojiao went to bed at night, I went to her room to have sex enthusiastically, and Zhang Qiong became proactive and relaxed. I think she might be more eager than me.
According to Zhang Qiong's request, I began to review and prepare for the college entrance examination. Of course, she couldn't ask me to do anything like in the past. Psychologically, I felt that she seemed to put herself in the position of an older sister. She tried her best to persuade her. Finally one day I got annoyed. When we were in the study and I was reviewing my homework, she read books like in the past and said to me constantly, I said irritably: Are you finished? I'm so annoyed that I'm so annoyed.
I'm doing it for you too
Zhang Qiong seems a little unhappy
I know what to do
What do you know? You don't know what you do
Zhang Qiong said, I think she condemned me for having sex with her
I angrily threw away the book and pushed the door out of the study room
After taking a shower, I saw Zhang Qiong sitting silently on the sofa without moving, and seemed to have no intention of entering the bedroom.
I'm angry, if I don't go in, I won't go in.
I'm back to my room
We didn't have a good rest that night
In the morning, Zhang Qiong pushed the door and told me to get up to school. He looked at me dressing and said: Stop making trouble, Ah?
Whoever makes trouble, you always treat me as a child
Zhang Qiong blushed and smiled: OK, I'm not right, you are an adult, I have something to discuss with you, okay
Seeing her say this, I felt that I was really a bit childish and said: Isn’t it an adult?
Of course Zhang Qiong knew what I meant, his face turned red, and said: Just know, you should know that a man should take care of a woman's emotions, and you have to learn to coax people.
I don't think this kind of role change is too easy
Today is the weekend after school, so let's go out to have fun?
I hesitated for a moment and said: Xiaolin made an appointment to have dinner with Tian Fei.
Zhang Qiong's face suddenly turned pale and nodded
I felt very uncomfortable when I looked at it, and I said: I want to see them again. We should break up. I don’t want to waste everyone’s time. I will come back after dinner and you can wait for me.
Zhang Qiong showed a truly joyful smile. She stepped forward and hugged me and kissed me, and said: Speak more tactful, Ah?
Come again
I said
Zhang Qiong saw that I was not angry, so she smiled and said: OK, I won’t say it anymore, I was wrong.
Zhang Qiong is such a fascinating woman
I met Xiaolin and Tian Fei at the appointment, and then found a small restaurant nearby to have a meal. Tian Fei saw that I didn't say anything, and just smiled and nodded.
It was quite pleasant to start dining with the three of them. Maybe it was influenced by Zhang Qiong's mature body. I think Xiaolin and Tian Fei are really naive children. Whether it is physical or speaking, they certainly cannot compare to Zhang Qiong's charm, maturity and temperament.
After joking for a while, Tian Fei looked at me and said: Xiaolin told me that you didn’t pay much attention to her recently. Is there any other girl Ah?
Xiaolin blushed, she lay down to eat and didn't look up at me, but her ears stood up and listened
I shook my head: Nothing, haven’t you been reviewing and preparing for the college entrance examination recently?
Tian Fei thought about it, so she looked at Xiaolin and said: Xiaolin, are you suspicious?
No
Xiaolin raised her head and looked at me. I asked you many times and you only met once. And meeting you didn't look like the past, not the past intimacy
Xiaolin hesitated for a long time and finally said her words. After saying that, the three of them felt a little embarrassed.
Especially Tian Fei's face was so embarrassed that she didn't understand the meaning of intimacy. She used to think that we were just getting closer. When she heard of intimacy, she thought of men and women. She didn't expect us to develop to this extent.
I think Tian Fei's expression is more hurtful than Xiao Lin. If Xiao Lin's complaints belong to some suspicion and jealousy in the lovers, Tian Fei's sadness is a sad and painful disappointment.
Through Zhang Qiong, I began to understand the true meaning of a girl's expression, or I began to pay attention to the subtle expressions of a girl.
Xiaolin and I were arguing with each other, I said it was the same as before, Xiaolin said that I had changed my mind, but she didn't have any evidence. Her body felt my perfunctory, but she was embarrassed to say it out. Indeed, it was impossible for me to add new enthusiasm by just kissing and touching Xiaolin. Zhang Qiong's body, which can be satisfied at any time, also greatly reduced my obsession with her body
Tian Fei said impatiently: Don’t forget that you are still middle school students, you are too much
What's wrong with middle school students? I'm seventeen years old and I'm about to graduate from middle school
Xiaolin said
It's Ah, we agreed to study hard and get into college
I also said with a smile
Then what are you still arguing
Tian Fei glared at Xiaolin and asked me to listen to your nonsense
Xiaolin smiled and said: Are you not my best friend? Please give me a meal together and comment.
I want to ask someone to judge
Tian Fei said angrily
OK, let's not talk about it
I said I have to leave after dinner
Don't accompany me?
Xiaolin said angrily
Let's talk about it next time
I don't want to explain much about Zhang Qiong's understanding, I think Xiaolin has too many things to do.
Next time, next time, how many times have I heard you say
The more Xiaolin thinks, the more angry she becomes
Don't bother with me, okay?
I said unhappily
Oh, I feel annoyed now
Xiaolin whimpered. You think I'm annoyed? It's only been a few days
Tian Fei saw the people at the table next to us looking at us, and hurriedly advised Xiaolin in a low voice.
I thought to myself that I gave it to me, wasn’t it just a kiss and touch?
But to be honest, I didn't feel disgusted with this girl we gave each other's first kiss, and even said I was a little nostalgic, but because compared to Zhang Qiong, I think she is too tired.
I'll call the waiter to check out
The three of them walked out and Xiaolin said in tears: You really ignore me?
Who said I ignored you?
I said with a blank look on her
It's Ah, he didn't ignore you, why are you crying? It made everyone look at us
Love or not
Xiaolin said, but she stopped crying, looking at me, so when will we meet again?
The college entrance examination will be three months left, let's talk about it after the exam
I said
Xiaolin looked at me hatefully, OK, three months are just three months, don't think I beg you for anything, you won't let it go
I smiled at Tian Fei and said: Look, it's not my problem, right? Please accompany Xiaolin.
We are good friends and don't need you to ask her to pretend to be a good person
Xiaolin was even more angry when she saw me begging Tian Fei
I said goodbye and left
Three months later, our college entrance examination was over. I haven't had an appointment with Xiaolin for a long time. I really miss her a little. In addition, Zhang Qiong's affection made me tired. I had passed the period of sexual hunger.
Xiaolin's fresh body seems to attract me more
I asked Xiaolin and she arrived as promised
When she saw me, she seemed a little unnatural. I wanted to hug her. She dodged for a while and said hesitantly: I have already met XXX, we are done.
Just like a bolt from the blue, although I can't say that I love Xiaolin like crazy, I think we should be very stable
After all, we have spent so many wonderful times together
I felt a little sad (how many years later, Xiaolin said I was crying at that time, but I said no, but I should be really sad). I asked: Why is this happening? You changed your mind in just three months? Xiaolin said with tears in her eyes: You changed your mind first, how could I know if you are really reviewing or making excuses?
You can't wait for only three months?
I just want to anger you, I didn't expect to fall in love with him
That was the first blow I had. I don’t know if the girl’s emotions were too fragile or if I really didn’t love her at all, but I was really sad and sad
I didn't seem to say goodbye and turned around and left
When I got home, I was very sad and felt that the world became bleak. It was not because Xiaolin betrayed me, but because I didn't betray her, but because the so-called love in the world was nonsense. There was no condition for the interaction between men and women. I saw through it. From then on, I will never read love novels and movies again.
Zhang Qiong discovered my changes. At night, I was having sex in bed and venting my resentment. When I lay down weakly, Zhang Qiong asked me with concern: What's wrong? What's wrong?
I told her something about Xiaolin with a little sadness. Zhang Qiong hugged me tightly to comfort me. Perhaps in Zhang Qiong's soft and warm embrace, I felt a hint of warmth or could make my heart numb
From then on, I seemed to have changed my mind, and I felt that my heart suddenly became old
Soon the college entrance examination was released, and Xiaolin and her new relationship were much higher than my college entrance examination scores, which hit me again
I happened to see Xiaolin who also looked at the list. She suppressed her excitement (she really had reason to be excited, and she had two boyfriends, and her college entrance examination scores were topped by the list). She said to me: It doesn't matter, she will also go to a good university.
Her comfort made me even more humiliated. I claimed to be reviewing at home for three months, but I ended up like this. I lost my wife and soldier. It was really ironic.
A few days later, Xiaolin was just out of school and asked: How was Tian Fei doing in the exam?
Xiaolin told me that Tian Fei's grades were more than 30 points higher than me.
I asked: How is her situation?
Xiaolin seemed to know what I was asking. She hesitated for a moment and looked at me with some sympathy and said: She is okay with the same boy in the same class.
I nodded numbly and forced a smile
Xiaolin looked at me: cheer up, what is it to be a test
I smiled at her and nodded and left. I felt that the whole world had betrayed me.
Graduated from high school, my adolescence left me with my first love and first kiss with my first kiss
After Zhang Qiong's operation, I went to a good university
Tian Fei was admitted to the Foreign Languages College, and Xiaolin was admitted to another famous institution.
I hope I will never see them again in my life, but the pain they brought to me made me realize that I am just an ordinary and most ordinary person. In fact, if I don’t work hard, I am nothing.
Others still look down on you
This is the inspiration given to me by first love
I don't think I will have any connection with Xiaolin and Tian Fei in my life, because I don't really want to meet them subjectively, but fate sometimes makes you unable to decide your own destiny
I never thought that there would be so many indelible interactions and memories later on.
After that, I watched the movies with Tian Fei and Xiaolin several times. Everyone seemed to be calmer together, at least they spoke much more relaxed.
Before I knew it, I seemed to understand the relationship between men and women, and my attention increased many new observation points. Occasionally, I saw a girl listening to the class sideways. The protruding breasts on the girl's chest suddenly made me tremble. I began to pay attention to the breasts of the girl in the class.
When Bing Meiren came to me to chat and joke, I could feel the clothes raised on her chest slightly as her body moved. When she was in physical education class, she saw the girls running and shaking up and down on her chest. I felt that I was a little obsessed, but I often blamed myself for the voyeuristic behavior in my heart, but I couldn't help but want to secretly look at it.
When I occasionally push the bicycle side by side with Xiaolin, I can feel the vitality of her towering breasts beating. I can't stand the temptation.
Lying in bed, I often silently recall the bodies of girls in the class, imagine their breasts, and also think of Tian Fei's breasts, but it seems that there is no clear feeling.
When I went home to see Zhang Qiong, I saw her round and plump breasts causing endless temptation. In fact, Zhang Qiong's breasts have been seen since childhood but seemed to have forgotten them. Indeed, I didn't pay much attention to her body at that time.
Occasionally, Jiaojiao sleeps with me on my bed, I will secretly caress her smooth and flat breasts. The temptation of the female body exceeded the requirements for image for the first time, but I didn't expect that the sex itself, the natural impulse of the body often hardens my body instinctively and grows bigger. I secretly found a physiological book when I was visiting the bookstore. Finally, I understood what was going on, but I couldn't figure out how to have the so-called intercourse between men and women. After all, it was a physiological book. To be honest, it was difficult for me to associate those pattern-like almost ugly female genitals with pure and beautiful girls like Bing Meiren, Di, Xiaolin and Tian Fei. They all grew like that under their bodies?
I find it incredible
I feel that students are much more mature than us at that time because there are so many ways for them to understand themselves and the opposite sex.
Once after school, Xiaolin and I came out to push the bicycle almost at the same time. Xiaolin suddenly muttered that her bicycle tire was exhausted. I accompanied her to the bicycle repair place outside the school to cheer up. I just took the air pump. Xiaolin squatted down to check the valve core of her bicycle tire. I suddenly saw her half white breasts and flesh-colored bra through her collar. The half-exposed breasts were wrapped in the bra. My heart was almost jumping out. Xiaolin checked the valve core in her hand, her breasts jumped and moved, and my heart trembled.
Maybe Xiaolin felt the change in my breathing, she instinctively realized something. She looked up and saw my peeking eyes. Her face turned red with shame and suddenly stood up. I was ashamed. To tell you the truth, that was one of the most embarrassing things in my life. Xiaolin was both humiliating and annoyed, glaring at me hatefully, and said unhappy: Holding the air pump to cheer up Ah
I was trying hard to cheer up like atonement, and Xiaolin screamed: Hello, you want to blow Ah
I calmed down and went to check the tires. Xiaolin stood behind me silently without saying a word
When we pushed the cart again, I felt that both of us seemed to be breathing a little rapid, and I just wanted to run away quickly
Xiaolin didn't say a word until we often broke up
When I got home, I locked myself in the room and felt ashamed of my behavior
Since then, Xiaolin and I have not seemed to be as casual as before, and she doesn't seem to be as easy as before and she has finished class and left school at the same time as she did in the past.
I was immersed in my regrets
One day, after school, I was about to ride my bike home. Xiaolin pushed the cart over and wanted to continue walking. She called me and I stopped. Xiaolin lowered her head and asked in a low voice: Will you watch a movie tomorrow?
I nodded in panic and fled in a hurry on my bike
The next Sunday, I said I went to see a movie. Zhang Qiong seemed to know what to do, but she didn't care too much. After all, it was not the first time I went out to watch a movie.
At the door, we saw Xiaolin buying good movie tickets early, so we sneaked into the cinema
I still don't watch what videos are displayed on the screen because my eyes cannot escape the occasional secret look at Xiaolin's towering breasts.
Suddenly, I felt a hot and soft hand trembling and touching my hand. I also trembled and leaned over. Finally, my hands were held together.
I felt that our bodies became stiff instinctively. The two of them shook hands and didn't dare to move. Just then until the end of the movie, they hurriedly let go of their hands and walked out of the theater and left the dark theater. They both looked at each other and blushed, but they seemed to feel a kind of sweetness and passion that they had never had before before.
Looking at Xiaolin's blushing face, I think she is the most beautiful girl in the world
We pushed the bicycle endlessly, and finally, Xiaolin spoke first: I don’t like you chatting and laughing endlessly with Li Dongxue.
At that moment, Xiaolin's words were imperial edicts. It seemed that we would be ordered for life with a shake of hands. I nodded and agreed.
Xiaolin looked up at me and then shyly lowered her head, and said softly: I'm going home
I send you
For the first time, I accompanied Xiaolin to a faraway place in her house and stopped. Xiaolin didn't say much, and entered the yard of her house. I rode home with a lot of energy. My legs looked particularly light and I felt endless.
Get up early the next day, never so eager to think of school
But I deliberately arrived at school as usual. The moment I entered the classroom, I was so happy that I couldn't suppress myself. When I walked into the classroom, many students were gathering together to joke. When I suddenly saw Xiaolin sitting in her seat, I felt warm and sweet, and a warm current surged into my heart.
We didn't seem to dare to chat with each other like we did in the past, as if we were afraid that others would find something
This kind of sweetness and warmth that was close and distant continued until one day, as if it was a prior appointment, the other classmates left, and we pretended to read a book, and finally there were only two of us left. At the same time, we got up and packed our schoolbags. When we walked side by side to the door of the classroom, I was impulsive and hugged her in my arms and mouth to her lips. We kissed wildly. I only felt her teeth trembling and stimulating my lips. We didn't care how to kiss, but the shocking stimulation brought by each other's bodies that had never experienced before.
Suddenly we heard the joking and singing outside the classroom, we suddenly separated, and then we realized the crazy behavior just now
Fortunately, students from other classes passed by, but we didn't seem to dare to make another attempt.
Close the classroom, we pushed the bicycles one by one, and looked more like strangers than usual
Separate without saying a word
I just want to say that the stimulation and feeling is really beautiful and unspeakable
Xiaolin and I gave each other their first kiss and the first intimate contact.
Lying in bed at night, I carefully savored the feelings of kissing and felt the beauty of life
I still seem to feel the warmth and pleasure brought to me by her soft body
Since then, Xiaolin and I have felt the sweetness and happiness of ourselves. Whenever she answers the teacher’s question, I feel a kind of warmth. Whenever she hears her talking to other girls, I feel that it is the most beautiful voice in the world.
This beautiful and warm feeling will last one day
At that time, I thought Bing Meiren really interested in me, but I was really afraid of contacting her. Even if I say one more thing, the more I felt like this, the more I looked for me, of course, there was always excuse every time. Every time I talked to Bing Meiren, I couldn't help but secretly look at Xiaolin. She always had a calm face in anger, her eyes were full of grievances and sadness.
One day, the school organized a movie. I didn't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but I happened to sit next to Bing Meiren. I saw that Xiaolin was almost collapsed. Bing Meiren seemed very happy to joke with me. Even if I talked, I didn't dare to touch my head. I knew that Xiaolin on the chairs behind me must be staring at us tightly.
After leaving the cinema, Ice Beauty pushed the bicycle and waited for me. I was busy saying that I had to wait for someone to leave. I sent her away. When all the classmates were finished, I pushed the cart and slowly moved forward. Sure enough, I saw Xiaolin waiting for me.
When the two met, I said: Go to my house
Xiaolin nodded silently and followed me to my house
Entering the room, the two looked at each other, then hugged each other hard, lay down on the sofa and kissed enthusiastically. This time, there was plenty of time. The two seemed to be able to occasionally look at each other close and communicate their emotions when they were kissing.
My hand finally reached into Xiaolin's clothes that seduced me for the first time and kept seducing me. When my hand touched Xiaolin's skin, Xiaolin trembled. When her hand touched her bra, Xiaolin turned her head and whispered: No, don't
When she was talking, my hand had already touched her soft breasts. Xiaolin grabbed my hand and cried and said: No, don't do this
My hand was pressed on her breasts and she held my hand tightly. My lips were enthusiastically pressed against her mouth. The stimulation and impulse brought to me by her breasts made me tremble all over. Perhaps the tremor of my body reached Xiaolin's breasts. Her body began to tremble, and her hands slowly softened. My hands began to touch her breasts. Xiaolin was panting and laying on the sofa. My breasts took turns to touch her nipples. Xiaolin stopped crying and her face turned red. When my hand reached her crotch, Xiaolin screamed: No, no, no
The terrifying sound scared me so much that I suddenly pulled my hand back. Xiaolin sat up, her head drooped between her knees, and sobbed in a low voice.
She suddenly threw herself into my arms and looked up at me: Don't do this, okay, don't do this now
I hugged her tightly, speechless for a moment, as if the interest in kissing and touching my breasts was scared back.
I don’t know how long it took to hug her and silence. After hearing the voices of Jiaojiao and Zhang Qiong, Xiaolin suddenly jumped out of my arms, pulled her bra, buttoned her clothes, and tidied her hair.
Zhang Qiong and Jiaojiao come in
Jiaojiao called me happily, then looked at Xiaolin and asked: Who is this?
I stammered: Classmate
Xiaolin looked pale and smiled reluctantly at Jiaojiao. Of course, Zhang Qiong saw what we did. She didn't say anything. Xiaolin stood up and said goodbye and left.
Zhang Qiong had a calm face. I rarely saw her like that. She was guilty and sneaked back to her room.
Zhang Qiong knocked on the door and came in
She sat down and said: What did I say to you? Ah? You need to review and take the college entrance exam in the third year of high school. You not only date girls and watch movies, but also make an appointment to come to your house. What are you doing?
I don't say anything
What should I ask you?
Zhang Qiong said angrily
Did nothing
I don't look at her, I say
Do you think I don’t have any eyes? Do you want girls’ parents to come and scold you?
Zhang Qiong's voice brought Jiaojiao in. She looked at Zhang Qiong and said: Why are you scolding your brother Ah?
Zhang Qiong still had a calm face: Jiaojiao, go out, there is nothing you have to do here
I don't allow you to scold your brother
Looking at Zhang Qiong with a cute look
Zhang Qiong was so angry that her body trembled, but she finally couldn't speak to Jiaojiao. She looked at me and cried sadly. I glared at Jiaojiao and said: Go back to your own room
Jiaojiao looked at me aggrievedly and ran out of the room crying.
Zhang Qiong cried and said: I know that your brother and sister have always regarded me as an outsider, but I am also doing it for your own good. You are a big child. You should understand the truth. You are so confused. What will happen to that girl and ruin your life. How can I be worthy of your parents?
I didn't understand it at that time, but I had never seen Zhang Qiong cry so sadly. I stepped forward to wipe her tears and hugged her in my arms. At that moment, I felt that Zhang Qiong was so fragile, and I felt that Zhang Qiong's breasts, which were much plump than Xiaolin, pressed against my chest, made me feel dizzy, and I hugged her tighter.
Zhang Qiong was sad, suddenly seemed to feel something, left my body, looked at me and sighed, saying: You have grown up, I think you will understand the consequences of doing everything yourself
In my impression, since then, Zhang Qiong has never spoken to me in that tone again. Maybe I am really mature
Zhang Qiong suddenly realized that I was a man, and she was a girl who had no blood relationship with me after all.
Maybe my psychologically thought that Zhang Qiong was right, and the scene of Zhang Qiong crying sadly made my inflated desires somewhat curbed, and it seemed that the feeling of physical contact with Xiaolin was a little indifferent.
After that day, I became silent. In my class, Xiaolin seemed unwilling to contact me, but she could see that she wanted to date me.
Her eyes gradually apologized from the initial sweetness, as if she apologized for the desperate resistance that day. But I thought she would still refuse if there was another chance, but the feeling of being touched and the desire to continue being touched was tortured her like I wanted to do. Seeing that I didn't seem to want to ask her, her eyes began to flow out of disappointment and sorrow, and finally she was sad and angry.
Actually, it's only been a week, I think we're all unbearable
One weekend, Xiaolin secretly handed me a note that reads: At the entrance of Beihai Park, 2:00 p.m. tomorrow
I seem to have no panic as before, but I am still very excited and a little deep worry.
The next day, at the entrance of Beihai Park, I met Xiaolin and she smiled at me
Buy a ticket and enter the park, the two of them found a secluded place to sit down.
Sorry to hug each other immediately
Xiaolin asked me in a low voice: Are you angry?
No, it's me bad
Why ignore me?
Don't you have no time to go to school all the time
The conversation at that time was already a bit intimate and casual.
After a while, Xiaolin said to me: I've told Feifei about our affairs.
Tian Fei?
During that time, she seemed to have disappeared from my memory. Xiaolin's words vaguely made me feel pain in my heart.
She said let you treat me well
Xiaolin said, leaning against my shoulder
I hugged her and the two of them seemed not like the first time they were fanatical, but naturally put their mouths together and kissed slowly.
But soon both of them became enthusiastic
When I carefully stroked her breasts with my trembling hands, Xiaolin's body began to react violently, but this time she did not resist, of course I dare not stretch my hand down any more
For some reason, the pattern of female genitals seen in the physiological book appeared in my mind. I felt an impulse in my heart, and my body was instinctively impulsive. I could hardly bear it. I picked up Xiaolin's hand and put it under me. Xiaolin's hand touched my lower body through her pants. Her body shivered and looked under my body instinctively. Her face was red with shame.
Her hand wanted to move away, but I felt really uncomfortable and grabbed her hand and pressed it down. Xiaolin looked at me begging for mercy, but when she saw my face that was red, she lowered her head and began to touch it slowly. Gradually, she knew how to pinch it to make me feel comfortable. As she pinched and touched it harder, I felt comfortable all over my body and my limbs reacted violently like an electric shock. A numbness and pleasure flowed through my body. I ejaculated. The feeling of relaxation was really good. Looking at my body that seemed to be leaning numbly on the tree, I knew my shorts were soaked. Xiaolin looked at me stupidly, and she asked me with a low voice: Does it hurt?
I shook my head, just feeling embarrassed
Xiaolin looked at me at a loss and seemed to be relieved when she saw that I really had no other meaning except to be upset.
When I got home, I took a shower and secretly soaked my pants in the water, wet the water, and put them in the washing machine. I don’t want Liu Ma to find anything when she was washing clothes.
But the feeling of comfort when ejaculation is really unforgettable for me
I wanted to take the initiative to have sex with Xiaolin. I began to be obsessed with her body and even the bodies of all girls. Those fresh and beautiful bodies make me yearn for
I remember it was a moonlit night. I was lying on the bed, thinking about Xiaolin's delicate and shameful attitude when kissing, and the soft and comfortable feeling when she touched her breasts. My body suddenly became impulsive, and it seemed that it was bloodshot and was about to explode. I got up and ran to the bathroom to wash my face with cold water, but I still couldn't control the sensual impulse that was rippling all over my body. I went back to the bedroom and saw Zhang Qiong's bedroom. Her plump breasts and sexy and tender lips jumped into my mind. I pushed open Zhang Qiong's bedroom door desperately.
Under the vague moonlight, Zhang Qiong's white skin was exposed. She lay quietly, as quiet and charming as a marble sculpture. I took off all my clothes, lifted the quilt and threw it on Zhang Qiong.
Zhang Qiong was awakened and pushed me instinctively with fear. When he saw clearly that it was me, he scolded him harshly: What are you doing?
I didn't care about talking, my lips pressed against her mouth and kissed wildly, my hand was already stretched into my pajamas and touched me randomly, Zhang Qiong struggled and pushed me in panic, but she didn't have the strength to resist my crazy and powerful movements. I stroked her breasts and finally reached my hand under the adult woman for the first time. As soon as my hand touched her furry body, I suddenly became extremely impulsive. Zhang Qiong gave up resisting, spread her limbs weakly, so that I could stroke and untidy her pajamas. My body wanted to enter her body but I couldn't understand the key points. Zhang Qiong's body trembled when I touched her. She trembled with her hands instinctively, guiding me into her wet hole. I kept thrusting without interruption, and finally felt the huge swelling and cracking of my body, and then she continued to ejaculate wildly.
When all this stopped, I lay softly beside Zhang Qiong in shame and gasped, Zhang Qiong whimpered in a low voice.
None of them spoke
Zhang Qiong choked and said: How can you do this? How can you do this? Why, why?
I lay down, looking at the quiet roof, Zhang Qiong cried for a while and stopped crying, and lay silently without saying a word.
I didn't feel anything else when the violent passion just now came to an end. I thought this was a relationship between men and women, and everything was like a dream.
I carefully stroked Zhang Qiong's breasts sideways. She was lying there and she felt as if she was unconscious. Then I carefully observed her breasts, round and plump, small nipples. I pinched my nipples with my hands. Zhang Qiong's body trembled, and the trembling of her body evoked the memories in my mind. My body began to impulse again. This time, she didn't need her to guide me to lie on her and aim at Zhang Qiong's hole and push it in. Without the crazy thing just now, I could feel the stimulation and comfort of her body. Zhang Qiong's tight body finally trembled again under my thrusting. Her sexual desire, which had long been sleeping, was finally awakened by me. She placed her hands tightly on my buttocks. As my thrusting and moving, I truly felt the great joy and beauty of sex.
I ejaculated again in Zhang Qiong's low moans.
I lay down and fell asleep
I was pushed to wake up by Zhang Qiong: Wake up
I opened my eyes and it was already bright
Zhang Qiong seemed to have not closed her eyes all night, her big eyes looked particularly eye-catching, and her black waterfall-like hair ringed her pretty face, and her skin looked white and tender.
It's time to get up and go to school
Zhang Qiong had no expression, and couldn't tell whether I was angry or happy lying naked beside her.
My body seemed to be full of energy and suddenly sat up and started wearing my pajamas. Zhang Qiong looked at me silently and stopped talking.
I almost didn't hear anything in class that day, and I seemed to have no enthusiasm for Xiaolin. I just hope to get off school early and go home early
After school, Zhang Qiong was already at home. When she saw me coming home, she didn't say much. She took my schoolbag and Jiaojiao called me over. I talked to Jiaojiao. Zhang Qiong sat quietly across from us, watching us not talking or laughing.
Jiaojiao fell asleep. After washing, I went back to my room and changed into my pajamas. I felt very conflicted and knew that what happened the night before was not glorious, but my physical instinct made me unable to stop.
I started to rush again, I got up and sneaked into Zhang Qiong's bedroom
Zhang Qiong sat on the bed in a daze
She seemed to have expected me to come in
I walked to her, lifted the quilt and sat next to her.
If I remember correctly, Zhang Qiong seemed to have applied some fragrance after washing, and there was a faint fragrance all over her body.
Looking at the half-full breasts exposed on her pajamas, I suddenly became impulsive again, and my hand couldn't help but reach into her pajamas. Zhang Qiong groaned softly and lay softly on the bed. After having sex twice, I seemed to understand what was going on. I took off Zhang Qiong's pajamas and carefully watched Zhang Qiong's naked body through the light.
I spread Zhang Qiong's legs and spread my dark pubic hair to look at her underneath. That was what I had always wanted to read in the physiological book in my mind. Zhang Qiong bit her lower lip with her upper teeth and followed me to watch. When my fingers reached into her flesh hole, Zhang Qiong's body trembled and hugged me with her hands. I was already extremely hard and pushed into Zhang Qiong's flesh hole again.
It was an unforgettable day. I only had sex in my mind. Every day I hoped that it was dark and that Jiaojiao would go to bed early
Every time she arrives at Zhang Qiong's room, she waits quietly
One day, when I went to untie her pajamas again, she grabbed my hand and shook her head, and I asked enthusiastically: Why not do it?
I'm inconvenient today
Zhang Qiong looked at me and said in a low voice
Why is it inconvenient?
I thought she had something else
Zhang Qiong explains to me how a woman’s menstruation and why she can’t have sex
I was half-believing and half-doubted, and pulled up her pants and saw that there was indeed a tape-like thing guarding the place I wanted to enter.
I let go of my hand and lay down in disappointment
Zhang Qiong looked at me, snuggled up to me, stroked my body with his hands, and asked in a low voice: Feeling uncomfortable?
I nodded
Zhang Qiong hesitated for a moment and lay on my naked body. Under my surprised gaze, she held my body with her mouth. It was another wonderful feeling I had never felt before. I ejaculated under her stimulation.
Zhang Qiong didn't seem to dodge deliberately, but I had too much semen and she couldn't hold it in her mouth. She hurriedly protected her mouth with her hands and picked up the glass at the head of the bed to catch it.
I never thought that using my mouth can make people so comfortable. I don't know how many unexpected things there are.
Zhang Qiong put on her pajamas, wiped her body clean with a hot towel, and then came back to lie beside me
She seemed a little embarrassed, but finally snuggled up to me again, gently stroked my chest with her hands, and said: Don't do it every day, don't always think about this, it's not good for your health
I don't say anything, I don't know if it's okay, I do it completely according to the physical requirements.
Don't affect your learning because of this
I know
For some reason, I was a little annoyed with her nagging, and I said impatiently
I want to remind you
At that moment, I felt that she didn't look like my psychological aunt since childhood, but like a little girl
I think I really became a man at that time because I became mature
I see
I regained my peace and kissed her. She put her mouth on her face. Seeing that I had no intention of continuing to kiss, I had to lean my head against my chest.
My hands touched her hair, and her hands touched my body, very gentle
Sex makes people mature. I feel that my physical and mental changes have changed a lot in the past month. When I finally returned to normal from the initial confusion, I looked at the girls in the class and felt that their bodies seemed so thin and had no interest.
Of course Xiaolin noticed my changes, she felt that I seemed to have another girl
But she didn't want to admit it or felt it was almost impossible, because I went to school and got off school on time every day, and occasionally she called me at home and stayed at home honestly. She felt confused and distressed.
On the last Spring Festival of high school, Jiaojiao and I went to Australia to visit our parents. When I returned to Beijing, I felt that Zhang Qiong seemed more beautiful and charming. We were both full of desire.
After Jiaojiao went to bed at night, I went to her room to have sex enthusiastically, and Zhang Qiong became proactive and relaxed. I think she might be more eager than me.
According to Zhang Qiong's request, I began to review and prepare for the college entrance examination. Of course, she couldn't ask me to do anything like in the past. Psychologically, I felt that she seemed to put herself in the position of an older sister. She tried her best to persuade her. Finally one day I got annoyed. When we were in the study and I was reviewing my homework, she read books like in the past and said to me constantly, I said irritably: Are you finished? I'm so annoyed that I'm so annoyed.
I'm doing it for you too
Zhang Qiong seems a little unhappy
I know what to do
What do you know? You don't know what you do
Zhang Qiong said, I think she condemned me for having sex with her
I angrily threw away the book and pushed the door out of the study room
After taking a shower, I saw Zhang Qiong sitting silently on the sofa without moving, and seemed to have no intention of entering the bedroom.
I'm angry, if I don't go in, I won't go in.
I'm back to my room
We didn't have a good rest that night
In the morning, Zhang Qiong pushed the door and told me to get up to school. He looked at me dressing and said: Stop making trouble, Ah?
Whoever makes trouble, you always treat me as a child
Zhang Qiong blushed and smiled: OK, I'm not right, you are an adult, I have something to discuss with you, okay
Seeing her say this, I felt that I was really a bit childish and said: Isn’t it an adult?
Of course Zhang Qiong knew what I meant, his face turned red, and said: Just know, you should know that a man should take care of a woman's emotions, and you have to learn to coax people.
I don't think this kind of role change is too easy
Today is the weekend after school, so let's go out to have fun?
I hesitated for a moment and said: Xiaolin made an appointment to have dinner with Tian Fei.
Zhang Qiong's face suddenly turned pale and nodded
I felt very uncomfortable when I looked at it, and I said: I want to see them again. We should break up. I don’t want to waste everyone’s time. I will come back after dinner and you can wait for me.
Zhang Qiong showed a truly joyful smile. She stepped forward and hugged me and kissed me, and said: Speak more tactful, Ah?
Come again
I said
Zhang Qiong saw that I was not angry, so she smiled and said: OK, I won’t say it anymore, I was wrong.
Zhang Qiong is such a fascinating woman
I met Xiaolin and Tian Fei at the appointment, and then found a small restaurant nearby to have a meal. Tian Fei saw that I didn't say anything, and just smiled and nodded.
It was quite pleasant to start dining with the three of them. Maybe it was influenced by Zhang Qiong's mature body. I think Xiaolin and Tian Fei are really naive children. Whether it is physical or speaking, they certainly cannot compare to Zhang Qiong's charm, maturity and temperament.
After joking for a while, Tian Fei looked at me and said: Xiaolin told me that you didn’t pay much attention to her recently. Is there any other girl Ah?
Xiaolin blushed, she lay down to eat and didn't look up at me, but her ears stood up and listened
I shook my head: Nothing, haven’t you been reviewing and preparing for the college entrance examination recently?
Tian Fei thought about it, so she looked at Xiaolin and said: Xiaolin, are you suspicious?
No
Xiaolin raised her head and looked at me. I asked you many times and you only met once. And meeting you didn't look like the past, not the past intimacy
Xiaolin hesitated for a long time and finally said her words. After saying that, the three of them felt a little embarrassed.
Especially Tian Fei's face was so embarrassed that she didn't understand the meaning of intimacy. She used to think that we were just getting closer. When she heard of intimacy, she thought of men and women. She didn't expect us to develop to this extent.
I think Tian Fei's expression is more hurtful than Xiao Lin. If Xiao Lin's complaints belong to some suspicion and jealousy in the lovers, Tian Fei's sadness is a sad and painful disappointment.
Through Zhang Qiong, I began to understand the true meaning of a girl's expression, or I began to pay attention to the subtle expressions of a girl.
Xiaolin and I were arguing with each other, I said it was the same as before, Xiaolin said that I had changed my mind, but she didn't have any evidence. Her body felt my perfunctory, but she was embarrassed to say it out. Indeed, it was impossible for me to add new enthusiasm by just kissing and touching Xiaolin. Zhang Qiong's body, which can be satisfied at any time, also greatly reduced my obsession with her body
Tian Fei said impatiently: Don’t forget that you are still middle school students, you are too much
What's wrong with middle school students? I'm seventeen years old and I'm about to graduate from middle school
Xiaolin said
It's Ah, we agreed to study hard and get into college
I also said with a smile
Then what are you still arguing
Tian Fei glared at Xiaolin and asked me to listen to your nonsense
Xiaolin smiled and said: Are you not my best friend? Please give me a meal together and comment.
I want to ask someone to judge
Tian Fei said angrily
OK, let's not talk about it
I said I have to leave after dinner
Don't accompany me?
Xiaolin said angrily
Let's talk about it next time
I don't want to explain much about Zhang Qiong's understanding, I think Xiaolin has too many things to do.
Next time, next time, how many times have I heard you say
The more Xiaolin thinks, the more angry she becomes
Don't bother with me, okay?
I said unhappily
Oh, I feel annoyed now
Xiaolin whimpered. You think I'm annoyed? It's only been a few days
Tian Fei saw the people at the table next to us looking at us, and hurriedly advised Xiaolin in a low voice.
I thought to myself that I gave it to me, wasn’t it just a kiss and touch?
But to be honest, I didn't feel disgusted with this girl we gave each other's first kiss, and even said I was a little nostalgic, but because compared to Zhang Qiong, I think she is too tired.
I'll call the waiter to check out
The three of them walked out and Xiaolin said in tears: You really ignore me?
Who said I ignored you?
I said with a blank look on her
It's Ah, he didn't ignore you, why are you crying? It made everyone look at us
Love or not
Xiaolin said, but she stopped crying, looking at me, so when will we meet again?
The college entrance examination will be three months left, let's talk about it after the exam
I said
Xiaolin looked at me hatefully, OK, three months are just three months, don't think I beg you for anything, you won't let it go
I smiled at Tian Fei and said: Look, it's not my problem, right? Please accompany Xiaolin.
We are good friends and don't need you to ask her to pretend to be a good person
Xiaolin was even more angry when she saw me begging Tian Fei
I said goodbye and left
Three months later, our college entrance examination was over. I haven't had an appointment with Xiaolin for a long time. I really miss her a little. In addition, Zhang Qiong's affection made me tired. I had passed the period of sexual hunger.
Xiaolin's fresh body seems to attract me more
I asked Xiaolin and she arrived as promised
When she saw me, she seemed a little unnatural. I wanted to hug her. She dodged for a while and said hesitantly: I have already met XXX, we are done.
Just like a bolt from the blue, although I can't say that I love Xiaolin like crazy, I think we should be very stable
After all, we have spent so many wonderful times together
I felt a little sad (how many years later, Xiaolin said I was crying at that time, but I said no, but I should be really sad). I asked: Why is this happening? You changed your mind in just three months? Xiaolin said with tears in her eyes: You changed your mind first, how could I know if you are really reviewing or making excuses?
You can't wait for only three months?
I just want to anger you, I didn't expect to fall in love with him
That was the first blow I had. I don’t know if the girl’s emotions were too fragile or if I really didn’t love her at all, but I was really sad and sad
I didn't seem to say goodbye and turned around and left
When I got home, I was very sad and felt that the world became bleak. It was not because Xiaolin betrayed me, but because I didn't betray her, but because the so-called love in the world was nonsense. There was no condition for the interaction between men and women. I saw through it. From then on, I will never read love novels and movies again.
Zhang Qiong discovered my changes. At night, I was having sex in bed and venting my resentment. When I lay down weakly, Zhang Qiong asked me with concern: What's wrong? What's wrong?
I told her something about Xiaolin with a little sadness. Zhang Qiong hugged me tightly to comfort me. Perhaps in Zhang Qiong's soft and warm embrace, I felt a hint of warmth or could make my heart numb
From then on, I seemed to have changed my mind, and I felt that my heart suddenly became old
Soon the college entrance examination was released, and Xiaolin and her new relationship were much higher than my college entrance examination scores, which hit me again
I happened to see Xiaolin who also looked at the list. She suppressed her excitement (she really had reason to be excited, and she had two boyfriends, and her college entrance examination scores were topped by the list). She said to me: It doesn't matter, she will also go to a good university.
Her comfort made me even more humiliated. I claimed to be reviewing at home for three months, but I ended up like this. I lost my wife and soldier. It was really ironic.
A few days later, Xiaolin was just out of school and asked: How was Tian Fei doing in the exam?
Xiaolin told me that Tian Fei's grades were more than 30 points higher than me.
I asked: How is her situation?
Xiaolin seemed to know what I was asking. She hesitated for a moment and looked at me with some sympathy and said: She is okay with the same boy in the same class.
I nodded numbly and forced a smile
Xiaolin looked at me: cheer up, what is it to be a test
I smiled at her and nodded and left. I felt that the whole world had betrayed me.
Graduated from high school, my adolescence left me with my first love and first kiss with my first kiss
After Zhang Qiong's operation, I went to a good university
Tian Fei was admitted to the Foreign Languages College, and Xiaolin was admitted to another famous institution.
I hope I will never see them again in my life, but the pain they brought to me made me realize that I am just an ordinary and most ordinary person. In fact, if I don’t work hard, I am nothing.
Others still look down on you
This is the inspiration given to me by first love
I don't think I will have any connection with Xiaolin and Tian Fei in my life, because I don't really want to meet them subjectively, but fate sometimes makes you unable to decide your own destiny
I never thought that there would be so many indelible interactions and memories later on.
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