I didn't really want to talk about college, because it was a life of drunkenness and dreams, young and without responsibility, and everything was self-centered
But my college experience has had a great impact and I cannot avoid it
All the senior sisters involved are called by different names, and I am responsible for any violation of the rules.
The university was studied in a prestigious university in Beijing. According to my test scores, my parents wanted me to study abroad directly, but at that time I seemed to be more accustomed to life in China. In addition, my sister Jiaojiao was still studying in China, so my parents didn't insist.
Zhang Qiong naturally hoped that I would study in Beijing so that she could see me often. At that time, she had already treated me completely as her little husband.
Zhang Qiong didn't know what relationship he had found, and he donated some money to the school, so I was admitted to the school in an extraordinary way.
But I know that I can actually go to any university, so I didn't get good scores. The main reason is that I was too obsessed with the body of the opposite sex at that time and didn't use much to study.
Since Zhang Qiong turned me into a real man, I have been completely immersed in it. I have endless energy around the age of 20. With Zhang Qiong's love and instigation, I have been thinking about sex all day long.
It's really funny now. When I saw any girl, I thought it was very beautiful, and it aroused my impulse. I wanted to try any girl I saw.
Zhang Qiong followed me completely. In addition to the company's business, her heart revolved around me (see the introduction of "Me, My Sister and Sister's Classmate", I actually don't want to mention too much about our affairs). It's just that I was young and I was to take care of me and educate me, and now I was to make me happy.
The majors I studied in college are finance and economics
To be honest, I was disappointed when I went to school on the first day. There were no beauties in the class. There were only 13 girls with more than 50 students, and they were all very rustic.
At that time, I was young and energetic. My superior family background and my own excellent conditions made me feel a little superior.
But I should say that I am not that typical playboy, but I just have some judgment on myself in my heart.
It took less than a week to go to school, and the whole class seemed to know that I went to college by paying money. That feeling really hit my self-esteem, so I put in a lot of energy to devote myself to my homework.
But I am destined to be a person who attracts attention and criticism
Whenever the beautiful Zhang Qiong sat outside her rare BMW car and waited for me to go home, it would attract discussion. Even in the end, Zhang Qiong and I were anxious and she dared to wait outside the school gate. Later, I simply refused to let her go to school.
But every time beautiful Jiaojiao comes to school to see me, I feel very proud. The beautiful Jiaojiao is someone that both male and female students in our class like very much.
Since there are no beauties in our class, I will naturally observe on campus often and find that there are actually many beautiful girls among the girls. I just don’t know which grade and which class they are from. I always like to stand next to the beautiful girls when I go to the restaurant for lunch. As a result, I have been familiar with my face and have no substantial results. In order to prove my ability in the first year, more thoughts were spent on my homework, and it passed quickly. Fortunately, although I had impulsiveness at that time, Zhang Qiong, who was on call, successfully passed my first school year.
The new school year begins and I feel that all the girls have become beautiful, including those girls who don’t think they are very good.
But I still study normally, attend classes, and go home sooner or later every day
Until one day I met Li Wan in the library, the pace of life began to change.
I don’t go to the library very much. I occasionally borrow some books and leave immediately. I go home without classes or go to the sports field with my ordinary classmates to play volleyball or football with my ordinary classmates.
Get yourself tired and go home
That day I went to the library to borrow a set of "Economics" by Nordhos and Samuelson to expand my knowledge of learning, so after class, I ran directly to the library. Waiting for the time the library teacher was looking for books, I turned around and looked at the quiet reading hall, and vaguely felt a pair of eyes looking at me.
I looked along the way and saw a girl from the English department that I had met in the campus cafeteria. Although we had no exchanges, everyone knew which department it was from.
Seeing me looking at her, she blushed and quickly lowered her head
Her white skin is very quiet. Although she can't find any problems, she can't be particularly beautiful. For me, who had already gained the essence of women at that time, she didn't let my eyes stay.
A few days later, I played football with a few classmates in the sports field. I sprained my feet slightly, so I sat on the sidelines to rest, watching my classmates kick, and were clamoring outside the field. At this time, I felt that someone was sitting not far from me. I looked at it, it was the girl I saw in the library. When she saw me, she simply walked to me. She was wearing sportswear and obviously just finished running. She sat next to me with a smile: Why don’t you go on stage?
I smiled and pointed at my feet: I sprained ankle
She asked with concern: Is it important?
I shook my head: It's okay, just take a break. What's your name?
Li Wan English Grade 3 Class 2
I told her my name and class, and she smiled and said: I know, she asked with a smile: Who is the beauty who picks you up in the long run?
My face turned red: You said, Aunt Zhang? How do you know? Every time her car happened to park downstairs in our dormitory, she happened to see it from the window. As soon as she arrived, the classmates in our dormitory would crawl on the window and look at it, calling out that the beauty is here to pick up the little boy again, hehehe
As she said that, she was also happy, and I said a little unhappy: I'm not a little boy
She looked at my tall body, her face turned slightly red, and said: We are all called little boys in the low-level class, you are not old at all
I'll start talking about the topic: I heard that you have a Beijing-born accent, why do you live in a dormitory?
As for me, she has returned to peace. My parents have been abroad for a long time, so it’s very boring to live with grandparents. The dormitory is still lively and lively.
During the conversation, I realized that her father was the Chinese ambassador to a major country. He was very famous at that time, so I won't introduce it much.
She is similar to me, and she rarely sees her parents
She asked me about my situation, and I introduced my parents lightly. She suddenly realized: No wonder I feel that you are different, it turns out that you are the eldest son Ah
I didn't want to say much, and I was not very interested in her. Just as my classmate called me on the field, I nodded politely to her and ran to the field. She kept watching us finish playing football. I chased and fought with my classmates, and I had long forgotten her.
Later, I met her several times in the dining room at noon. Every time I nodded to each other and had no new contact. After all, she was a first grade higher and did not study the same major, so she had fewer opportunities to meet.
I remember a school held an art performance, and each play was filled with several programs to participate in the performance competition.
After dinner, I talked and laughed with a few classmates and entered the school auditorium
We arrived early, and only 40% of the students arrived in the auditorium. I was about to sit down when I heard someone calling my name. Looking in the voice, it was Li Wan. There was a girl next to her. She waved to me. I hesitated for a moment, said hello to my classmates, walked to her chair and sat down.
Li Wan happily sat down to the girl beside her and introduced her to each other. She was a classmate in one of her dormitory named Yang Yang. Then she said: Just sit here and watch it, it's rare that you can participate in school activities.
I sat upright and said with a smile: I will not do anything at all in school activities
She asked me if I was participating in the performance, and I shook my head: I want to sing and dance, and it will make you feel uncomfortable if you don’t scare you.
Li Wan and Yang Yang both laughed, and Yang Yang smiled and said: It's not that miserable
Chatting and laughing, the classmates went in one after another, and soon the real auditorium filled
During the performance, everyone laughed and happy by the performances and performances on stage. When Li Wan was happy, she occasionally fell to her shoulders. Her long hair would flutter and caress my face. I never touched her so close. Her hair had a faint fragrance. Looking sideways, her plump and towering breasts swayed with the turbulence of her body. I saw my heart pounding and felt a sense of intimacy in my heart.
She realized that when I saw her, she would feel embarrassed to sit down a little bit, and her laughter also controlled a lot.
It was only then that I noticed that she was actually a pretty girl with a different youthful and elegant temperament than Zhang Qiong
Feeling the stimulation of the girl around me, I felt a heat all over my body
When the show started again, I continued to watch with my classmates in a dim concentration, secretly grasping her hand. Her hand trembled, and her body seemed to become hard, but she did not pull out her hand. Instead, she leaned her body towards me and put her hand on the chair between our bodies. I got permission and felt much more at ease. Although my eyes were still staring in front, my mind was no longer on the stage.
I slowly stroked her hand, and her hand gradually became much softer, and occasionally touched my hand. I never thought it would be so stimulating. My palms were full of excitement and sweat, and gradually her palms were wet and silenced.
Later, I heard Yang Yang say that she had seen our actions long ago, and just pretended not to see anything, but at that time I couldn't control much, and was invading my own entertainment.
At the end of each program, we will let go of our hands and applaud, but when the next program begins, we will tacitly find each other's hands in secret.
That feeling of soul-disappearing is really unforgettable. I even feel that it makes me excited than having sex with Zhang Qiong
When the newspaper staff announced that the performance ended, we were still in the stimulation and excitement of touching. We sat on the chair without moving, waiting for other students to walk out, and saw that we were almost gone. I looked at her with regret. Her face was flushed and full of radiant luster.
We walked out and I said: I have to go home
She saw that I didn't say anything
Walking out of the auditorium, Yang Yang said tactfully: You guys talk slowly, I have to go and see my hometown
As she said that, she waved to us and left first. We walked casually to her dormitory. We passed by the woods next to the pass, which was the famous lover forest. I suddenly said to her: Do you want to rest? Why don’t we go and sit for a while?
She looked at me and around her and nodded
My alumni were having a tryst everywhere in the woods. We finally found a secluded place without stones. I took off my coat and made a gesture to let her sit down. She sat down and I sat down close to her.
I picked up her hand, her body trembled slightly, under the moonlight, her watery eyes were particularly charming. After Zhang Qiong's training, I am also a veteran.
I gently hugged her waist, she leaned softly in my arms, looking at her confused face and shy eyes, I could no longer help but touched it to her mouth, and we kissed each other immediately
Afterwards, she told me that although I had talked to two boyfriends in the past, I rarely even touched my hands, let alone kissing.
From her clumsy kissing and her physical reaction, it can be seen that what she said is true
Since that night, we all seem to be immersed in the joy of love, especially Li Wan, with a happy look on her face at all times. I think she seems to be becoming more and more beautiful and charming
At first we were on a date secretly, but gradually the two of them were no longer concerned.
Every time at noon, she would buy good food in advance and wait for me to eat together in the dining room. If I want to finish class early, I will buy good food to wait for her. That was the most unforgettable and happy time between me and her.
Until one weekend, I played with her for a day and arrived at my house in the afternoon. We had sex for the first time
I won't say much about the details. She is the first virgin I have ever come into contact with in my life. The novel and stimulation and chaoticness will always remain in the deepest part of my mind.
Since the first time we have sex, we often use the time we don’t have class to have sex at my house. Sometimes she doesn’t live in the dormitory, but just waits for me or me to come home together, and then go to school together the next day.
We spent several months happily together, and after a few months, we began to have some small frictions, sometimes for small things, sometimes for arguing about a question's point of view
I understand it is not because she doesn't love me, but because she is too focused on loving me, and her inner pain and grievances cannot be vented
Women in love are sensitive and exclusive, but I have no responsibility or specialization, so I basically don’t associate my relationship with her with marriage and family.
At that time, I was still in contact with Zhang Qiong. Although Li Wan didn't know my relationship with Zhang Qiong, she felt that there were other women everywhere around me, and she could not get rid of the pressure around her.
I was basically the case when I asked me for a girl, so I agreed. Although the date might be just a chat, Li Wan always saw me with different girls, and she couldn't vent her grievances and anger. She could imagine how she felt wronged and angry she was.
Li Wan has developed an independent and resolute character since she was a child. Although she will be extremely gentle when we are alone, after all, two years older than me makes her seem more mature than me.
Let me put it this way, except for her treating me as the dominant spirit in bed, she treats me more as an immature little brother at other times. This feeling also makes me feel very uncomfortable. Sometimes I date other girls and deliberately let her see it. I can't say that there is no element of demonstrating to her deep down.
This also deepened the pain for both of us.
The two of them, which both tempted and contradicted each other, finally evolved into a final breakup due to Yang Yang's intervention.
Since the second school year, a female classmate from Wuhan in my class, Xiaojuan, launched a fierce attack on me. Xiaojuan is not a beautiful girl, but in our class, her clear figure and youthful vitality are still extremely eye-catching.
A cute girl full of vitality surrounds you every day, and she also has unique charm. It is difficult to remain indifferent to each other for a long time. Her seductive body always makes people feel undeniable.
At first I didn't pay much attention to her. One day, I asked Li Wan to go home because we had a quarrel the day before. I wanted to ease the conflict between us, but Li Wan didn't know if it was really something or continued to be angry, so she told me that I couldn't go home with me if I had something to do in the evening. I went home angry and happened to see Xiaojuan at the school gate and invited her to my house. She agreed readily.
We'll have sex when we get home
But at that time I felt a little sorry for Li Wan
The next day, Li Wan apologized to me for lunch and explained that she did not explain to me the night before, so she told me not to be angry.
Speaking of this, I certainly have nothing to say, but my relationship with Xiaojuan cannot be changed. Besides, Xiaojuan does have more comfortable and exciting sexual experience than Li Wan in bed.
Therefore, occasionally I continued to ask Xiaojuan to go home for sex until we graduated.
Since then, she rarely quarrels with me. Whenever we want to quarrel, she will change the topic and make the two live together as peacefully as possible. But I obviously don’t feel enthusiastic about Li Wan like in the past. Occasionally she also sees my perfunctory behavior. She is really sad. She thinks she has already been most accommodating to me.
One night, when we were having sex, I thrust absent-mindedly for a few seconds and cum inside her. She was extremely disappointed, she burst into tears, sobbed for a while, crawling on me sadly, and choked and said: If you don't like me, we will break up, so that both of us will not be sad.
I hugged her tightly and hurriedly comforted her and said that I liked her like I did in the past
She sat up and shook her head, saying: You didn't have sex like this in the past, you no longer have passion
I smiled and coaxed her: There are times when I have bad health,
She had long experienced my rich experience of sex (when the two got along in the early days, she asked me jealously how many girls I had sex with more than once). She knew that she would definitely not be able to tell me about this, but she knew it was definitely not a problem with her physical condition.
It's useless to explain it. What she knew was difficult to change. It was still the case after many years, but I have to admit that her judgment was most accurate in most cases.
The next morning, I woke up and saw her awake early and staring at me with my eyes staring at me. I smiled at her. She smiled reluctantly. Obviously, she didn't sleep much all night, her face was haggard and her eyes were red. She said to me: I thought about it all night and felt that we should break up.
Why?
Although I can't say that I'm nostalgic about her, her breakup always makes me feel a sense of loss and embarrassment in my heart.
She gently pushed away the hand I wanted to hold her and said: This may be good for each other.
I really won't make you angry anymore, I'll be nice to you
It's useless, can you promise to marry me? Can you swear not to have sex with other girls in the future?
Seeing my stupid expression, she shook her head, you can't and I can't accept your lifestyle, so it's a matter of time before we break up
That's it?
I murmured, almost unable to believe
She shed tears: Do you think you can still be like the past?
I hugged her waist, but she didn't refuse this time: Are we still friends?
She fell softly into my arms, tears falling like rain: Not just a friend? Do you think I can forget the first man to kiss me and get my chastity?
At that moment, I was so moved that I wanted to say that I would marry her, but I knew I couldn't do it
She held my head up and kissed me deeply: Maybe we have been siblings from the beginning, and we are destined to be impossible for us to be husband and wife. Would you be happy to be my younger brother?
I hugged her and finally shed tears.
From that moment on, I completely realized an emotion in my mind, perhaps something called love, but not the love between men and women in love, but pure friendship
From then on, we will take care of each other in school like in the past, and she will buy me some good food or I will buy her some good food, but we will not mention sex anymore. Even if the two are alone, they will rarely be intimate, and she will not be able to stay at my house again. Maybe we are all afraid of doing things that neither of us wants to do in that environment.
I couldn't stand the blank emotions because I didn't have Li Wan, so I asked Xiaojuan more to ask the girls I knew to come to my house for sex, pure sex
I used to go to Li Wan's dormitory to play. Even if I broke up, I often go because sometimes I have nowhere to go during class. I am used to Li Wan's place, and the seniors in the same dormitory are also used to my uninvited trip.
They were also very nice to me, especially Yang Yang. After all, she knew me almost at the same time with Li Wan.
Li Wan lives in dormitory with 5 girls. Because there are more than 30 people in their class and 7 boys, the girls who learn English have a high vision and don’t date the boys in their class, so there are almost no classes. Unless they go to the library or classroom to review, they spend most of their time in the dormitory.
After I met Li Wan, I often took them out for dinner and play, because almost all the five seniors had gone out with Li Wan and me, and they were all good friends, and they really treated me as their younger brother. So sometimes even if Li Wan was not in the dormitory, the seniors who stayed in the dormitory would receive me the same way, chat and laugh with me.
The monotonous dormitory life has added some color to me because of my frequent visits
Sometimes when Li Wan is away, they will make fun of me and tell Li Wan when they see me walking with one day.
Later, I saw that Li Wan never went out with me almost at night, and our relationship seemed much more polite. They dared not make such jokes anymore, and they also realized that something might be wrong between us.
Because they are so familiar, they are not too afraid of me. They wear very thin clothes in the dormitory in summer (sometimes I even think they do it on purpose) as if they compete with each other's figures. Even if they have to change clothes, they will laugh and shout at me to change clothes. If I turn my back, they will take off all of them. When I occasionally fight, I will hug a senior sister and kiss them. The ones who are dear don't think they are offended, but instead enjoy eating and drinking.
When Li Wan and I were still well, once we had a meal, Li Wan said half jokingly and half jealously: You have become the public lovers of our dormitory
All the seniors were giggling
But after they really broke up with Li Wan, although they were as intimate as before, they were much more cautious in their words and deeds. I understand that they were afraid of stimulating Li Wan, but Li Wan seemed much happier than them. Occasionally, they joked: Whoever you liked my brother, don't hesitate, Ah, it would be too late to regret it at that time.
I know she felt bad when she said this, but as time goes by, our emotions really seem to be more siblings.
Girls love beauty, so what they like most is to let me accompany them to go shopping. On the one hand, my tall and handsome appearance does not make them lose weight. More importantly, I am a good judge of the clothes that my seniors like, and at the same time I will pay for them to buy.
At first, everyone was a little embarrassed to buy things for them, but later they got used to it. If they went out to buy clothes alone with which senior sister, the other senior sisters would be a little sour.
The living expenses my parents gave me were definitely enough for me, but there were such a group of senior sisters who helped me spend money, especially because they asked me to spend money to see who I like better. Of course, I was not well off, so I had to ask Zhang Qiong for it often. Zhang Qiong basically gave it as much as I wanted. She knew that I must be spending money to pick up girls, so she never gave it extra. Fortunately, every time I asked her for money, I always kept it with her for a while, so she followed me.
The other four senior sisters, Yang Yang, came from Chengdu, Sichuan, full and fierce. Although she is only 1.62 meters tall, her hot body is definitely not inferior to that of the other senior sisters.
A senior sister named Zhang Mi, from Suzhou, looks white and clean and speaks softly. Although she is not the youngest among them, she looks even smaller.
Another senior sister is Xu Qing, who is from Jiangxi, and everyone is joking about her cousin.
The last one comes from Dalian, Chenyang, and I named a boy Luo Wei. He is slender and plump. His big eyes always look at you deeply as if he is able to speak. She is a very quiet girl. Among the seniors, she is only half a year older than me, so I often don’t regard her as a senior. I feel like my brother when I am with her.
One day at lunch, Li Wan said to me while eating: Your seniors said why haven’t you been playing recently? Everyone misses you very much
I said: Isn't this the midterm test just finished
How are the grades?
Li Wan asked me with concern: No problem
Li Wan pretended to be careless and said: Yang Yang has had a cold these two days and has not started class. If you have time, go see her.
I nodded
After class in the afternoon, before returning home, I came to Li Wan's dormitory. The dormitory was quiet and everyone went to class.
I knocked on the door, and Yang Yang let me in. Seeing that it was me, Yang Yang happily got off the bed and sat on Li Wan's bed. She slept on the upper bunk, just above Li Wan's bed.
Maybe she was sick and lonely. When she saw me visit her, she was very happy
I asked her to continue lying on Li Wan's bed. I sat beside the bed, picked up one of her hands, comforted her while gently stroking her.
She was wearing a thin shirt, her plump breasts stood high on her chest, and her watery eyes were charming. With the buttoning of her shirt, she could vaguely see the flesh-colored bra and deep cleavage inside.
My gaze made her nervous, and her chest fluctuated up and down with her breathing, making me unbearable. My hands trembled slightly against her breasts. Although I was separated by a thin shirt, I still felt her body tremble. I climbed up and put my mouth on her lips. She instinctively opened her lips slightly, my tongue slid in, and my hands also stretched down the collar to her breasts. Her breasts were slightly wet because of sweating in my body. When my fingers pinched herShe swallowed her sharp nipples, panting and closed her eyes. My hands slowly slid down below, which was already wet and hot. She opened her eyes slightly and watched me slowly unbutton her clothes, took off her trousers, revealing her pink shorts. Both of them took off their clothes. I climbed up and pushed them into the corridor and laughed and shouted. Everyone went back to the dormitory after class, woke us up from excitement. She raised her head wrapped in messy hair and said in panic:Wear it quickly, they are back
We were wearing a hurry, Yang Yanggang used his hands to remove his hair, Li Wan and Zhang Mi hummed a song and pushed the door in, Li Wangang shouted: Yang Yang, we are back
Suddenly seeing us in panic, Yang Yang stood up shyly to lay out Li Wan's bed sheets. No matter how stupid a person is, he knows what we were doing in the room just now.
Li Wan's face turned pale. Although we had already broken up, we couldn't help but feel sad, jealous and angry when we thought of our beloved man having sex in our bed.
Fortunately, she immediately adjusted her mood and pretended to see nothing and said: I thought you were sick while lying down. The relationship turned out to be a pretense. I think you have no illness now.
Yang Yang also returned to his calmness and said: Who is pretending to be sick, has the doctor's certificate
I looked at Li Wan awkwardly and smiled reluctantly. Li Wan ignored me at all, as if I didn't exist at all. I looked at Zhang Mi and asked mockly: Sister Mi, why haven't they come back
In fact, Zhang Mi has always liked me deeply. From the way she looks at me, she rarely jokes with me. The scene just now deeply hurt her heart.
She was almost stupid. When she heard me ask, she recovered and forced herself to smile: They will be back soon
I stood up and said: Sister Yang Yang is sick, I come over and see, it seems to be recovering, I will leave first
As he said that, nodded to everyone, went out of the door and flew as if he was flying.
But my college experience has had a great impact and I cannot avoid it
All the senior sisters involved are called by different names, and I am responsible for any violation of the rules.
The university was studied in a prestigious university in Beijing. According to my test scores, my parents wanted me to study abroad directly, but at that time I seemed to be more accustomed to life in China. In addition, my sister Jiaojiao was still studying in China, so my parents didn't insist.
Zhang Qiong naturally hoped that I would study in Beijing so that she could see me often. At that time, she had already treated me completely as her little husband.
Zhang Qiong didn't know what relationship he had found, and he donated some money to the school, so I was admitted to the school in an extraordinary way.
But I know that I can actually go to any university, so I didn't get good scores. The main reason is that I was too obsessed with the body of the opposite sex at that time and didn't use much to study.
Since Zhang Qiong turned me into a real man, I have been completely immersed in it. I have endless energy around the age of 20. With Zhang Qiong's love and instigation, I have been thinking about sex all day long.
It's really funny now. When I saw any girl, I thought it was very beautiful, and it aroused my impulse. I wanted to try any girl I saw.
Zhang Qiong followed me completely. In addition to the company's business, her heart revolved around me (see the introduction of "Me, My Sister and Sister's Classmate", I actually don't want to mention too much about our affairs). It's just that I was young and I was to take care of me and educate me, and now I was to make me happy.
The majors I studied in college are finance and economics
To be honest, I was disappointed when I went to school on the first day. There were no beauties in the class. There were only 13 girls with more than 50 students, and they were all very rustic.
At that time, I was young and energetic. My superior family background and my own excellent conditions made me feel a little superior.
But I should say that I am not that typical playboy, but I just have some judgment on myself in my heart.
It took less than a week to go to school, and the whole class seemed to know that I went to college by paying money. That feeling really hit my self-esteem, so I put in a lot of energy to devote myself to my homework.
But I am destined to be a person who attracts attention and criticism
Whenever the beautiful Zhang Qiong sat outside her rare BMW car and waited for me to go home, it would attract discussion. Even in the end, Zhang Qiong and I were anxious and she dared to wait outside the school gate. Later, I simply refused to let her go to school.
But every time beautiful Jiaojiao comes to school to see me, I feel very proud. The beautiful Jiaojiao is someone that both male and female students in our class like very much.
Since there are no beauties in our class, I will naturally observe on campus often and find that there are actually many beautiful girls among the girls. I just don’t know which grade and which class they are from. I always like to stand next to the beautiful girls when I go to the restaurant for lunch. As a result, I have been familiar with my face and have no substantial results. In order to prove my ability in the first year, more thoughts were spent on my homework, and it passed quickly. Fortunately, although I had impulsiveness at that time, Zhang Qiong, who was on call, successfully passed my first school year.
The new school year begins and I feel that all the girls have become beautiful, including those girls who don’t think they are very good.
But I still study normally, attend classes, and go home sooner or later every day
Until one day I met Li Wan in the library, the pace of life began to change.
I don’t go to the library very much. I occasionally borrow some books and leave immediately. I go home without classes or go to the sports field with my ordinary classmates to play volleyball or football with my ordinary classmates.
Get yourself tired and go home
That day I went to the library to borrow a set of "Economics" by Nordhos and Samuelson to expand my knowledge of learning, so after class, I ran directly to the library. Waiting for the time the library teacher was looking for books, I turned around and looked at the quiet reading hall, and vaguely felt a pair of eyes looking at me.
I looked along the way and saw a girl from the English department that I had met in the campus cafeteria. Although we had no exchanges, everyone knew which department it was from.
Seeing me looking at her, she blushed and quickly lowered her head
Her white skin is very quiet. Although she can't find any problems, she can't be particularly beautiful. For me, who had already gained the essence of women at that time, she didn't let my eyes stay.
A few days later, I played football with a few classmates in the sports field. I sprained my feet slightly, so I sat on the sidelines to rest, watching my classmates kick, and were clamoring outside the field. At this time, I felt that someone was sitting not far from me. I looked at it, it was the girl I saw in the library. When she saw me, she simply walked to me. She was wearing sportswear and obviously just finished running. She sat next to me with a smile: Why don’t you go on stage?
I smiled and pointed at my feet: I sprained ankle
She asked with concern: Is it important?
I shook my head: It's okay, just take a break. What's your name?
Li Wan English Grade 3 Class 2
I told her my name and class, and she smiled and said: I know, she asked with a smile: Who is the beauty who picks you up in the long run?
My face turned red: You said, Aunt Zhang? How do you know? Every time her car happened to park downstairs in our dormitory, she happened to see it from the window. As soon as she arrived, the classmates in our dormitory would crawl on the window and look at it, calling out that the beauty is here to pick up the little boy again, hehehe
As she said that, she was also happy, and I said a little unhappy: I'm not a little boy
She looked at my tall body, her face turned slightly red, and said: We are all called little boys in the low-level class, you are not old at all
I'll start talking about the topic: I heard that you have a Beijing-born accent, why do you live in a dormitory?
As for me, she has returned to peace. My parents have been abroad for a long time, so it’s very boring to live with grandparents. The dormitory is still lively and lively.
During the conversation, I realized that her father was the Chinese ambassador to a major country. He was very famous at that time, so I won't introduce it much.
She is similar to me, and she rarely sees her parents
She asked me about my situation, and I introduced my parents lightly. She suddenly realized: No wonder I feel that you are different, it turns out that you are the eldest son Ah
I didn't want to say much, and I was not very interested in her. Just as my classmate called me on the field, I nodded politely to her and ran to the field. She kept watching us finish playing football. I chased and fought with my classmates, and I had long forgotten her.
Later, I met her several times in the dining room at noon. Every time I nodded to each other and had no new contact. After all, she was a first grade higher and did not study the same major, so she had fewer opportunities to meet.
I remember a school held an art performance, and each play was filled with several programs to participate in the performance competition.
After dinner, I talked and laughed with a few classmates and entered the school auditorium
We arrived early, and only 40% of the students arrived in the auditorium. I was about to sit down when I heard someone calling my name. Looking in the voice, it was Li Wan. There was a girl next to her. She waved to me. I hesitated for a moment, said hello to my classmates, walked to her chair and sat down.
Li Wan happily sat down to the girl beside her and introduced her to each other. She was a classmate in one of her dormitory named Yang Yang. Then she said: Just sit here and watch it, it's rare that you can participate in school activities.
I sat upright and said with a smile: I will not do anything at all in school activities
She asked me if I was participating in the performance, and I shook my head: I want to sing and dance, and it will make you feel uncomfortable if you don’t scare you.
Li Wan and Yang Yang both laughed, and Yang Yang smiled and said: It's not that miserable
Chatting and laughing, the classmates went in one after another, and soon the real auditorium filled
During the performance, everyone laughed and happy by the performances and performances on stage. When Li Wan was happy, she occasionally fell to her shoulders. Her long hair would flutter and caress my face. I never touched her so close. Her hair had a faint fragrance. Looking sideways, her plump and towering breasts swayed with the turbulence of her body. I saw my heart pounding and felt a sense of intimacy in my heart.
She realized that when I saw her, she would feel embarrassed to sit down a little bit, and her laughter also controlled a lot.
It was only then that I noticed that she was actually a pretty girl with a different youthful and elegant temperament than Zhang Qiong
Feeling the stimulation of the girl around me, I felt a heat all over my body
When the show started again, I continued to watch with my classmates in a dim concentration, secretly grasping her hand. Her hand trembled, and her body seemed to become hard, but she did not pull out her hand. Instead, she leaned her body towards me and put her hand on the chair between our bodies. I got permission and felt much more at ease. Although my eyes were still staring in front, my mind was no longer on the stage.
I slowly stroked her hand, and her hand gradually became much softer, and occasionally touched my hand. I never thought it would be so stimulating. My palms were full of excitement and sweat, and gradually her palms were wet and silenced.
Later, I heard Yang Yang say that she had seen our actions long ago, and just pretended not to see anything, but at that time I couldn't control much, and was invading my own entertainment.
At the end of each program, we will let go of our hands and applaud, but when the next program begins, we will tacitly find each other's hands in secret.
That feeling of soul-disappearing is really unforgettable. I even feel that it makes me excited than having sex with Zhang Qiong
When the newspaper staff announced that the performance ended, we were still in the stimulation and excitement of touching. We sat on the chair without moving, waiting for other students to walk out, and saw that we were almost gone. I looked at her with regret. Her face was flushed and full of radiant luster.
We walked out and I said: I have to go home
She saw that I didn't say anything
Walking out of the auditorium, Yang Yang said tactfully: You guys talk slowly, I have to go and see my hometown
As she said that, she waved to us and left first. We walked casually to her dormitory. We passed by the woods next to the pass, which was the famous lover forest. I suddenly said to her: Do you want to rest? Why don’t we go and sit for a while?
She looked at me and around her and nodded
My alumni were having a tryst everywhere in the woods. We finally found a secluded place without stones. I took off my coat and made a gesture to let her sit down. She sat down and I sat down close to her.
I picked up her hand, her body trembled slightly, under the moonlight, her watery eyes were particularly charming. After Zhang Qiong's training, I am also a veteran.
I gently hugged her waist, she leaned softly in my arms, looking at her confused face and shy eyes, I could no longer help but touched it to her mouth, and we kissed each other immediately
Afterwards, she told me that although I had talked to two boyfriends in the past, I rarely even touched my hands, let alone kissing.
From her clumsy kissing and her physical reaction, it can be seen that what she said is true
Since that night, we all seem to be immersed in the joy of love, especially Li Wan, with a happy look on her face at all times. I think she seems to be becoming more and more beautiful and charming
At first we were on a date secretly, but gradually the two of them were no longer concerned.
Every time at noon, she would buy good food in advance and wait for me to eat together in the dining room. If I want to finish class early, I will buy good food to wait for her. That was the most unforgettable and happy time between me and her.
Until one weekend, I played with her for a day and arrived at my house in the afternoon. We had sex for the first time
I won't say much about the details. She is the first virgin I have ever come into contact with in my life. The novel and stimulation and chaoticness will always remain in the deepest part of my mind.
Since the first time we have sex, we often use the time we don’t have class to have sex at my house. Sometimes she doesn’t live in the dormitory, but just waits for me or me to come home together, and then go to school together the next day.
We spent several months happily together, and after a few months, we began to have some small frictions, sometimes for small things, sometimes for arguing about a question's point of view
I understand it is not because she doesn't love me, but because she is too focused on loving me, and her inner pain and grievances cannot be vented
Women in love are sensitive and exclusive, but I have no responsibility or specialization, so I basically don’t associate my relationship with her with marriage and family.
At that time, I was still in contact with Zhang Qiong. Although Li Wan didn't know my relationship with Zhang Qiong, she felt that there were other women everywhere around me, and she could not get rid of the pressure around her.
I was basically the case when I asked me for a girl, so I agreed. Although the date might be just a chat, Li Wan always saw me with different girls, and she couldn't vent her grievances and anger. She could imagine how she felt wronged and angry she was.
Li Wan has developed an independent and resolute character since she was a child. Although she will be extremely gentle when we are alone, after all, two years older than me makes her seem more mature than me.
Let me put it this way, except for her treating me as the dominant spirit in bed, she treats me more as an immature little brother at other times. This feeling also makes me feel very uncomfortable. Sometimes I date other girls and deliberately let her see it. I can't say that there is no element of demonstrating to her deep down.
This also deepened the pain for both of us.
The two of them, which both tempted and contradicted each other, finally evolved into a final breakup due to Yang Yang's intervention.
Since the second school year, a female classmate from Wuhan in my class, Xiaojuan, launched a fierce attack on me. Xiaojuan is not a beautiful girl, but in our class, her clear figure and youthful vitality are still extremely eye-catching.
A cute girl full of vitality surrounds you every day, and she also has unique charm. It is difficult to remain indifferent to each other for a long time. Her seductive body always makes people feel undeniable.
At first I didn't pay much attention to her. One day, I asked Li Wan to go home because we had a quarrel the day before. I wanted to ease the conflict between us, but Li Wan didn't know if it was really something or continued to be angry, so she told me that I couldn't go home with me if I had something to do in the evening. I went home angry and happened to see Xiaojuan at the school gate and invited her to my house. She agreed readily.
We'll have sex when we get home
But at that time I felt a little sorry for Li Wan
The next day, Li Wan apologized to me for lunch and explained that she did not explain to me the night before, so she told me not to be angry.
Speaking of this, I certainly have nothing to say, but my relationship with Xiaojuan cannot be changed. Besides, Xiaojuan does have more comfortable and exciting sexual experience than Li Wan in bed.
Therefore, occasionally I continued to ask Xiaojuan to go home for sex until we graduated.
Since then, she rarely quarrels with me. Whenever we want to quarrel, she will change the topic and make the two live together as peacefully as possible. But I obviously don’t feel enthusiastic about Li Wan like in the past. Occasionally she also sees my perfunctory behavior. She is really sad. She thinks she has already been most accommodating to me.
One night, when we were having sex, I thrust absent-mindedly for a few seconds and cum inside her. She was extremely disappointed, she burst into tears, sobbed for a while, crawling on me sadly, and choked and said: If you don't like me, we will break up, so that both of us will not be sad.
I hugged her tightly and hurriedly comforted her and said that I liked her like I did in the past
She sat up and shook her head, saying: You didn't have sex like this in the past, you no longer have passion
I smiled and coaxed her: There are times when I have bad health,
She had long experienced my rich experience of sex (when the two got along in the early days, she asked me jealously how many girls I had sex with more than once). She knew that she would definitely not be able to tell me about this, but she knew it was definitely not a problem with her physical condition.
It's useless to explain it. What she knew was difficult to change. It was still the case after many years, but I have to admit that her judgment was most accurate in most cases.
The next morning, I woke up and saw her awake early and staring at me with my eyes staring at me. I smiled at her. She smiled reluctantly. Obviously, she didn't sleep much all night, her face was haggard and her eyes were red. She said to me: I thought about it all night and felt that we should break up.
Why?
Although I can't say that I'm nostalgic about her, her breakup always makes me feel a sense of loss and embarrassment in my heart.
She gently pushed away the hand I wanted to hold her and said: This may be good for each other.
I really won't make you angry anymore, I'll be nice to you
It's useless, can you promise to marry me? Can you swear not to have sex with other girls in the future?
Seeing my stupid expression, she shook her head, you can't and I can't accept your lifestyle, so it's a matter of time before we break up
That's it?
I murmured, almost unable to believe
She shed tears: Do you think you can still be like the past?
I hugged her waist, but she didn't refuse this time: Are we still friends?
She fell softly into my arms, tears falling like rain: Not just a friend? Do you think I can forget the first man to kiss me and get my chastity?
At that moment, I was so moved that I wanted to say that I would marry her, but I knew I couldn't do it
She held my head up and kissed me deeply: Maybe we have been siblings from the beginning, and we are destined to be impossible for us to be husband and wife. Would you be happy to be my younger brother?
I hugged her and finally shed tears.
From that moment on, I completely realized an emotion in my mind, perhaps something called love, but not the love between men and women in love, but pure friendship
From then on, we will take care of each other in school like in the past, and she will buy me some good food or I will buy her some good food, but we will not mention sex anymore. Even if the two are alone, they will rarely be intimate, and she will not be able to stay at my house again. Maybe we are all afraid of doing things that neither of us wants to do in that environment.
I couldn't stand the blank emotions because I didn't have Li Wan, so I asked Xiaojuan more to ask the girls I knew to come to my house for sex, pure sex
I used to go to Li Wan's dormitory to play. Even if I broke up, I often go because sometimes I have nowhere to go during class. I am used to Li Wan's place, and the seniors in the same dormitory are also used to my uninvited trip.
They were also very nice to me, especially Yang Yang. After all, she knew me almost at the same time with Li Wan.
Li Wan lives in dormitory with 5 girls. Because there are more than 30 people in their class and 7 boys, the girls who learn English have a high vision and don’t date the boys in their class, so there are almost no classes. Unless they go to the library or classroom to review, they spend most of their time in the dormitory.
After I met Li Wan, I often took them out for dinner and play, because almost all the five seniors had gone out with Li Wan and me, and they were all good friends, and they really treated me as their younger brother. So sometimes even if Li Wan was not in the dormitory, the seniors who stayed in the dormitory would receive me the same way, chat and laugh with me.
The monotonous dormitory life has added some color to me because of my frequent visits
Sometimes when Li Wan is away, they will make fun of me and tell Li Wan when they see me walking with one day.
Later, I saw that Li Wan never went out with me almost at night, and our relationship seemed much more polite. They dared not make such jokes anymore, and they also realized that something might be wrong between us.
Because they are so familiar, they are not too afraid of me. They wear very thin clothes in the dormitory in summer (sometimes I even think they do it on purpose) as if they compete with each other's figures. Even if they have to change clothes, they will laugh and shout at me to change clothes. If I turn my back, they will take off all of them. When I occasionally fight, I will hug a senior sister and kiss them. The ones who are dear don't think they are offended, but instead enjoy eating and drinking.
When Li Wan and I were still well, once we had a meal, Li Wan said half jokingly and half jealously: You have become the public lovers of our dormitory
All the seniors were giggling
But after they really broke up with Li Wan, although they were as intimate as before, they were much more cautious in their words and deeds. I understand that they were afraid of stimulating Li Wan, but Li Wan seemed much happier than them. Occasionally, they joked: Whoever you liked my brother, don't hesitate, Ah, it would be too late to regret it at that time.
I know she felt bad when she said this, but as time goes by, our emotions really seem to be more siblings.
Girls love beauty, so what they like most is to let me accompany them to go shopping. On the one hand, my tall and handsome appearance does not make them lose weight. More importantly, I am a good judge of the clothes that my seniors like, and at the same time I will pay for them to buy.
At first, everyone was a little embarrassed to buy things for them, but later they got used to it. If they went out to buy clothes alone with which senior sister, the other senior sisters would be a little sour.
The living expenses my parents gave me were definitely enough for me, but there were such a group of senior sisters who helped me spend money, especially because they asked me to spend money to see who I like better. Of course, I was not well off, so I had to ask Zhang Qiong for it often. Zhang Qiong basically gave it as much as I wanted. She knew that I must be spending money to pick up girls, so she never gave it extra. Fortunately, every time I asked her for money, I always kept it with her for a while, so she followed me.
The other four senior sisters, Yang Yang, came from Chengdu, Sichuan, full and fierce. Although she is only 1.62 meters tall, her hot body is definitely not inferior to that of the other senior sisters.
A senior sister named Zhang Mi, from Suzhou, looks white and clean and speaks softly. Although she is not the youngest among them, she looks even smaller.
Another senior sister is Xu Qing, who is from Jiangxi, and everyone is joking about her cousin.
The last one comes from Dalian, Chenyang, and I named a boy Luo Wei. He is slender and plump. His big eyes always look at you deeply as if he is able to speak. She is a very quiet girl. Among the seniors, she is only half a year older than me, so I often don’t regard her as a senior. I feel like my brother when I am with her.
One day at lunch, Li Wan said to me while eating: Your seniors said why haven’t you been playing recently? Everyone misses you very much
I said: Isn't this the midterm test just finished
How are the grades?
Li Wan asked me with concern: No problem
Li Wan pretended to be careless and said: Yang Yang has had a cold these two days and has not started class. If you have time, go see her.
I nodded
After class in the afternoon, before returning home, I came to Li Wan's dormitory. The dormitory was quiet and everyone went to class.
I knocked on the door, and Yang Yang let me in. Seeing that it was me, Yang Yang happily got off the bed and sat on Li Wan's bed. She slept on the upper bunk, just above Li Wan's bed.
Maybe she was sick and lonely. When she saw me visit her, she was very happy
I asked her to continue lying on Li Wan's bed. I sat beside the bed, picked up one of her hands, comforted her while gently stroking her.
She was wearing a thin shirt, her plump breasts stood high on her chest, and her watery eyes were charming. With the buttoning of her shirt, she could vaguely see the flesh-colored bra and deep cleavage inside.
My gaze made her nervous, and her chest fluctuated up and down with her breathing, making me unbearable. My hands trembled slightly against her breasts. Although I was separated by a thin shirt, I still felt her body tremble. I climbed up and put my mouth on her lips. She instinctively opened her lips slightly, my tongue slid in, and my hands also stretched down the collar to her breasts. Her breasts were slightly wet because of sweating in my body. When my fingers pinched herShe swallowed her sharp nipples, panting and closed her eyes. My hands slowly slid down below, which was already wet and hot. She opened her eyes slightly and watched me slowly unbutton her clothes, took off her trousers, revealing her pink shorts. Both of them took off their clothes. I climbed up and pushed them into the corridor and laughed and shouted. Everyone went back to the dormitory after class, woke us up from excitement. She raised her head wrapped in messy hair and said in panic:Wear it quickly, they are back
We were wearing a hurry, Yang Yanggang used his hands to remove his hair, Li Wan and Zhang Mi hummed a song and pushed the door in, Li Wangang shouted: Yang Yang, we are back
Suddenly seeing us in panic, Yang Yang stood up shyly to lay out Li Wan's bed sheets. No matter how stupid a person is, he knows what we were doing in the room just now.
Li Wan's face turned pale. Although we had already broken up, we couldn't help but feel sad, jealous and angry when we thought of our beloved man having sex in our bed.
Fortunately, she immediately adjusted her mood and pretended to see nothing and said: I thought you were sick while lying down. The relationship turned out to be a pretense. I think you have no illness now.
Yang Yang also returned to his calmness and said: Who is pretending to be sick, has the doctor's certificate
I looked at Li Wan awkwardly and smiled reluctantly. Li Wan ignored me at all, as if I didn't exist at all. I looked at Zhang Mi and asked mockly: Sister Mi, why haven't they come back
In fact, Zhang Mi has always liked me deeply. From the way she looks at me, she rarely jokes with me. The scene just now deeply hurt her heart.
She was almost stupid. When she heard me ask, she recovered and forced herself to smile: They will be back soon
I stood up and said: Sister Yang Yang is sick, I come over and see, it seems to be recovering, I will leave first
As he said that, nodded to everyone, went out of the door and flew as if he was flying.