Outside the window, the warm sunshine shone into the room, shining on the girl's face on the upper bunk, making her slightly fat face red. Then the girl's pretty small nose wrinkled slightly. She stretched out her hand and rubbed it in a daze, turned over and fell asleep again. There was a quilt with blue leaves pattern between her legs, and a white underwear with red spots exposed outside. The tiny skin particles on her thighs were clearly visible under the light.
Seeing the girl sleeping so lazy, I stood beside her bed, a helpless smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, gently put the breakfast I had just bought on the table, quietly opened the window, and looked at the tender green lawn outside the dormitory and the students coming and going on the path, the breeze blew by, it was a little warm, blowing the hair in my ears. The hair that had just washed in the morning was still a little wet, emitting the fragrance that had not yet dissipated...
At this moment, I was wearing a white T-shirt and loose gray-black striped linen pants. I don’t know if the clothes were shrunk or something else. It seemed that the fabric on my chest was tighter than when I wore it last year. My chest was swollen and tall, making me feel a little tight. I lowered my head and looked at the peaks on my chest, and felt a little troubled in my heart. I sighed quietly.
My breasts seemed to be half a circle bigger. No wonder I didn’t seem to be as calm as before when I was training recently...
Why is it that when I reach 19 years old, my breasts still haven’t stopped developing? If this continues, wouldn’t I develop towards the D cup?
This is not good news for me who is determined to become a dancer, but so far I have not found a suitable method to prevent breast development, which is quite a headache.
Forget it, no matter how much you worry, you have to face what you should face sooner or later. At worst, wrapping the gauze on your chest a few more circles during training is a last resort.
The girl on the bed stretched at this time, and I turned to look at her, a little envious of the other person who could sleep until now on the weekend, and turned on the cell phone on the table.
Well, 10:13 points...
It's almost noon, and I don't know when she will sleep until?
However, I couldn't bear to disturb the girl's rest on the weekend, so I turned around and walked back to my bed, sat in my seat and gently picked up the makeup box beside me and started to dress up...
The girl reflected in the square mirror on the desktop has a calm expression as water, her extremely delicate facial features are not covered with makeup, and the small tear mole at the bottom of her right corner looks very playful and cute, but the girl's face is very pale and she seems a little haggard.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I thought about it and then withdrew my gaze.
It's been a week...
That rainy night was still like a dream with a little blurry memory. I had the closest relationship with the man I had only met twice, and it was my own initiative!
I told him my name, and now I think it's really impulsive. Doing so may put me in a very dangerous situation, but at that special moment, I didn't want to lie to him, after all, he helped me, and more than once
This seems different from the uncle. I know very well that I have not fallen in love with this man. Even if he has kindness to me, or even possessed my body, perhaps this can help me better recognize my feelings for the uncle. I finally understand that the so-called repaying kindness is just an excuse, and my heart is always in love with the man who is ruthless and unrighteous to me...
What a sad situation this is!
These days I am also working hard to adjust my mentality so that I don’t seem so ridiculous and childish. Although this is difficult, it is not impossible to do it. At least my training status has been getting better and better these days, and it seems that the bottleneck I have been facing has a faint feeling of being about to break through.
Since you can't get it, so what if you admit your failure?
After all, I am still young, and what I should do now is to get out of the shadow of being abandoned by that man as soon as possible...
Pick up the eyebrow pencil and gently hook it on the tip of the eyebrow, then put it in the dressing box
I am born with a straight eyebrows. My eyebrows are neither thick nor light, so I rarely use eyebrow pencils. I used them on a whim today, but they are very fresh. But I am afraid that the drawing will be too thick and it will not look natural. I will just make a few simple strokes.
oh……
Behind her, she was thrusting out of the girl's throat, and it sounded very comfortable at this moment.
I turned my head and looked at it. Yueting, who was originally sleeping with a quilt on the bed, was now raising her hands high above her head, stretching her waist hard. It seemed that it was too comfortable. The girl's left leg, which was lifted off the bed, was shaking obviously. The skin on the lower side of her thigh, which seemed a bit fat, kept shaking.
What time is it now? I was vaguely speaking from the other person's mouth, and the girl was rubbing her cheeks sleepily with her eyes rubbing her face.
It's almost half past ten... I glanced at the screensaver on my phone and said casually
Ah? It's all this, I thought it was past eight o'clock in the morning! The girl suddenly sat down, staring at me with a dull look, as if she hadn't woken up completely from her sleep
I giggled, moved my body, and turned to the girl facing the bed, with her elbows on the table, and I squinted my eyes and said, "It's still past eight o'clock? It's almost noon... Well, if you haven't woken up, you'll sleep for a while. I envy you for being able to sleep for so long, but I can't do it. I still wake up at 6:30 on the weekend, and I don't know what it feels like to sleep in. I don't know what it feels like to sleep in on the night.
No more sleep, no more sleep! The pain in our heads hurts, we are different, okay? You went to bed before ten o'clock in the evening, and I had to drag it until one or two o'clock, and I slept well last night... The girl gasped, covering her head with her right hand, as if she was still immersed in the state she had just woken up
There is no way, my aunt told me since she was a child that if you want to become a qualified dancer, you must... As soon as I said this, I heard the other party repeat the same words with me!
My aunt told me since she was a child that to become a qualified dancer, we must learn to be self-disciplined!
Ah! Xiaoting, you laughed at me! My face turned red, I pouted, and said a little annoyed
Hahaha, I guess this is what you are going to say! Your aunt is so awesome. She taught these good habits, right? Tsk, if my sister is as strict with me as your aunt... Then what kind of thing I have to be outstanding!
Yueting said with a big laugh, and got up and knelt on the bed and folded the quilt.
Yueting suddenly mentioned Mo Shilin, and my expression became dark, and then asked softly: Your sister, are you still that busy now?
Since I was invaded by Mo Shilin on my last birthday, I have never known how to deal with this woman. I have been sending text messages and calls several times without replying. Although I know this is not good, I am still a little angry when I think about the behavior of the woman that day.
But more than half a year has passed, and the shame and anger at the beginning have gradually faded away. Instead, I often feel that my behavior is a bit too much. Aside from the absurdity of that night, Sister Mo Shilin is actually very nice to me. And as her criminal police captain, for me at this moment, it is tantamount to a potential trump card, and it is also the biggest reliance I can keep calm. If it weren't for her sudden and strange behavior that day, maybe I had already had a showdown with the woman at this moment, and now...
I sighed quietly, feeling a little depressed
For some reason, it seems that Yueting has changed a little. She rarely mentioned her affairs in front of me. It is the first time she mentioned it actively like she was just now.
What did she say... The girl stopped the movement in her hand and suddenly fell into deep thought, as if she was thinking about how to answer me. After a moment, she still spoke: She is in a bad state, but in fact
My heart trembled and I immediately asked: Mo..., what's wrong with Sister Shi Lin?
Hi, it's nothing. Maybe it's my random thoughts. She's been very busy recently. She said she was investigating some Tiger Gang. You heard this broken name, and I think she definitely doesn't have much strength. Then she doesn't stay at home every day. My parents were worried. My mother told me to persuade my sister two days ago, but my sister's temperament is not good! Although she doesn't say it, I always feel that something is wrong with my sister. Since she has been with you last time... Well, it's been more than half a year. I always feel that she has something to do in her heart and is not very happy. I can't ask, Alas, it's annoying, so, you see, I haven't planned to go home this week. Anyway, my sister still has to work overtime, and it's boring to go back. It's better to spend time with our Xiaoqing in the dormitory!
While the girl was talking, she walked down the ladder from the upper bunk, and her red spotted underwear was particularly eye-catching.
Oh, this way... Xiaoting, did your sister..., have you mentioned the reason to you? I pursed my lips and said softly
No, she never tells me these things, there is breakfast! Did you buy it?
The girl's words were vague, and when she reached the ground, she suddenly changed the subject
Well, I'll wake up in the morning and see you haven't woken up, so I'll go out to buy some food for you. Eat quickly, I'm hungry... My head rested on my right hand, which was supported on the table. He didn't mind at all for the girl's cares about her, and said with a smile
The girl couldn't wait to open the plastic bag on the table and was scalded. She blew her fingers and smiled happily at me: You know me, buy me my favorite meat stuffing buns and tea eggs! So happy! Xiaoqing, didn't you eat either? Eat together, I can't eat so much...
The girl took out the hot millet porridge from the plastic bag and waved to me at the same time.
I shook my head and said: You eat it while it's hot. I've eaten it in the morning. I won't starve to death until this time...
Don't tell me that you are eating bread and cereals again. I don't know how you can eat that thing every day. It's so unpleasant! Yueting used a spoon to put a hot soup porridge in her soup, her tone was very puzzling
I spread my palms, looked at the eating look of the girl in front of me with great interest, and sighed: So are you happy? Eat whatever you want. Unlike me, you must pay great attention to your diet, otherwise if your belly comes out, how can you go on stage... Sometimes I want to eat a big meal without caring about it, but think about the consequences and just bear it...
It’s said that one minute on stage, ten years of hard work off stage. I think it’s true that you put it on you. I don’t know how you can be so cruel to yourself. I… Well, it’s so hot! It’s from Sister Liu’s bun shop. The soup is different, it’s so delicious! It’s much better than our cafeteria!
The girl was chewing the buns and breathing in her mouth, as if she was burned
Eat slowly, don't worry, Ah used to hear you like eating her buns, and there are no classes today, so I went to buy it for you. She has a lot of family members, and she actually queued up early in the morning... Seeing the girl eating, I was happy from the bottom of my heart. Without realizing it, this girl has become the closest person I am besides my parents, just like my own sister
I am so touched by Ah, I really love you! No, today I said I would buy you a nice-looking dress, let's go shopping later?!
After the girl finished speaking, she stuffed the bun into her mouth with her eyes shining and she was very excited.
It seems that it won't work today, someone asked me in advance... Seeing Yueting's look of anticipation, I said apologetically, then turned my head and picked up a lipstick pen from the dressing box.
Ah?!Who! Is it Lin Yu? I also need to apply lipstick. Is it a date? Wow, Xiaoqing, why didn’t you say it earlier?
Yueting seemed to have no disappointed expression as I imagined, but instead became energetic. She ran to my side in two steps in three steps, hugged my neck and screamed, and was very excited!
It's not Lin Yu... My tone is plain
Ah? Is it another boy? Xiaoqing, you are too unfavorable. You don’t tell me about such a big thing, and you still think that I am a good sister. I’m angry!
The girl said with a whisper, expressing her dissatisfaction
Chen Ruxue... What a boy! I was so anxious that she had to tell me whom I had asked today
What! She? No, right? Don’t she hate you the most? You can be the goddess Ah, who is the first in the school dance competition now and squeezes her off the throne of the No. 1 beauty! With her heart, she doesn’t hate you so much, how could she make an appointment with you?!
Yue Ting looked shocked, she loosened my neck and jumped in front of me!
I was startled and looked at the weird little girl in front of me. I was really angry and funny: Where did the number one beauty come from? I see that you are talking more and more unfairly now... You don't know Sister Ruxue. Although she looks a little cold, she is actually quite good. It's just that her father's requirements for her are too strict with her that she looks very rebellious. Sometimes I think she may not necessarily live happier than you and me...
As I spoke, I picked up the light pink lipstick I bought a few days ago and gently wiped it on my lips, adding a little vitality to my pale face.
The carefree and happy girl seemed to have disappeared like this, and I don’t know if her life will get better in the future...
Thinking about my naive thoughts a year ago, it seems really ridiculous now. I still hope to become a girl from a girl as soon as possible. But when I really lost my virginity, I found that it was completely different from the imagined situation. I finally knew how terrible it was to abandon the chastity of a woman like this. Although I don’t agree with the excessive virgin complex of many men, the painful first time I experienced still had a huge impact on me. The physical impact was second, and what was more difficult to accept was the psychology.From that moment on, the shadow of becoming unclean often appeared in my mind, and I, who was originally confident, gradually became less confident and even felt that I was not worthy of being happy. I knew this idea was ridiculous, but I just couldn't help thinking about it, so I couldn't face Lin Yu's feelings for me, and was also sad about the uncle's indifference to me. I even felt that when those gangsters were enjoying my body, I still felt a little calm in my heart, because I felt that I deserved it!
Is it like this that the so-called destruction of the three views...
The first time I used this color lipstick, it seems to suit me very well
Xiaoqing, I advise you not to be too kind. My sister told me that women's jealousy is terrible than any relationship. Some of the cases she handles are caused by women's jealousy, not just jokes! It's not me who talks about her, look at who they are around her, Wang Manno, Li Li, Liu Huihui... These are all people who can instigate things. A girl in the last session robbed Li Li's boyfriend and is still leaving her studies now! Can Chen Ruxue and their group be mixed up? You, everything is good, but you are overwhelmed with empathy and always want to be nice to others. So sooner or later...
Yueting said that she even slapped the table a few times. She rarely saw her indignant look. She really cared about me.
Putting down the lipstick pen in my hand, I turned to look at the anxious girl on the side, and showed a calm smile. I was grateful for her kind reminder. If she hadn't cared about me very much, why would she say this to me?
In my heart, I actually don’t think she is exaggerating. After all, I still remember what Chen Ruxue and others did to me in the bathroom. Sometimes, when I was taking a shower, I could still clearly recall the pain inside my breasts when Li Li squeezed them hard...
Maybe Chen Ruxue still has grudges against me, but I would rather naively believe that she is kind!
Maybe my idea is ridiculous and unrealistic, but I just want to think about it this way. The reason is very simple. I can't accept that the world is full of malice, and I really can't accept that...
Liu Fengmei, Li Desheng, and the person who came out of nowhere to commit murder on me. I don’t know why they were like this. Do you have no guilt or guilt?
I can't imagine such a world. I don't know how to survive in such an environment like myself, a naive person, in this way.
Just know how to protect yourself?
Or become like them?
I don't want to!
That's not me...
I remember that night Chen Ruxue was telling me about her thoughts by the lotus pond. At that moment, I realized that this world may not have the inherent malice, or maybe it was because she was too afraid of losing, so she became so sensitive and extreme. Such a person is pitiful, right?
Maybe my kindness will change her mind, what a good thing that would be Ah!
If I don’t take this step and take the initiative to accept my senior sister’s favor, maybe I can’t be her friend, maybe another person in this world who is my enemy will appear in this world
Although I was a little surprised why she suddenly had a whim to make an appointment with me on the weekend, when she called me, I still agreed to her without any hesitation. Just like she asked me for a walk that day, I really couldn't imagine what other reasons and motivation would she have to plot against me under the premise that I repeatedly expressed my remarks that I would not be with Lin Yu?
Xiaoting, thank you for reminding me... I sat on the chair, reached out and held the girl's fleshy palm, soft and warm. I looked at her slightly confused and worried eyes, raised the corners of her mouth and said softly: Look at you, what are you worried about? My senior sister just asked me to go shopping, and I didn't want to eat. I shouldn't be so sensitive, okay?
The girl pouted her lips, rubbed my palm hard, and muttered: Tsk, I won’t go when I ask you to go shopping, she will go when she asks you... I think you might as well join their group, don’t pay attention to me!
After saying that, the girl pulled her hand away from my palm, and when she turned around, she swung her braid, and she felt a stubbornness.
Oh! Why is my Xiao Tingting still angry? Could it be that she is jealous of Senior Sister Ruxue? Seeing the other person like this, I couldn't help laughing, and then stood up
I wasn't jealous! What's so great about that Chen Ruxue? Isn't it just a little background? It's worth my jealousy. Humph! If you want to go, go, I'll play by myself... The girl angrily put her on her chair, picked up the buns in the plastic bag on the table, stuffed them into her mouth, as if venting her depression in her heart.
I smiled and didn't say anything. Don't look at her as old as me, but her mood is like a child...
Look at Huixin and Shiyu, there is no sign in one weekend, and people with boyfriends are different... Yueting chewed the buns while asking me vaguely.
Haha, why, do you want to have a boyfriend? Did the boy I introduced to you last time still contact me later? I walked to the closet, opened the door, and looked for suitable clothes
And he said! The man had sneaked around you in the cafe for many times, but he thought I didn't see it! The girl seemed to be full and leaned against the back of the chair and said dissatisfiedly
I was struggling with what clothes to wear when I heard this and stopped my hand movements and said in surprise: How could it be! Qiu Yang is my junior high school classmate, I still know him very well, and he also agreed to come to see you...
Turning his head and looking at the girl who looked indifferent, I was a little puzzled
Xiaoqing Ah, Xiaoqing... The girl's head was shaking like a rattle: What should I say to you? Do you know that you are almost becoming the public enemy of girls in our school now! Yes, you only know how to train. Unlike me, I still attend parties every day, etc. I think there are few boys in our school... In this way, there are still boys waiting at the door of the dormitory downstairs to see you!
Ah?Aren't those boys waiting for their girlfriends? I frowned
What girlfriend Ah! They are all your fans..., and several of them asked me to ask about you, but I rejected them. Those little boys are far behind, so how can they be worthy of our Xiaoqing!
Yueting waved her hand, as if she was saying no thanks to me
I stood by the cabinet and shrugged my shoulders, saying helplessly: I don’t know these things, are I too insensitive? You are not lying to me, right?
Yes, why are you lying to you... I saw that the classmate you introduced me to me that day was not drunk. Did you two not contact each other after graduating from junior high school? Yueting suddenly asked this
Well, what's wrong?
He saw that he wanted to see you, so he used me as a cover. The girl was a little disdainful.
You are so attentive. Qiu Yang has always been the top student in our class. How could you have so much thought? I smiled and felt that Yueting was really unreasonable.
You don't understand this... He is a big man? This kind of science and engineering man is sulky! He can't see it on the surface, but he is actually very careful! When he sees that he is like that, he knows that he has a crush on you and does not dare to confess his love to you. He can only use me as an excuse to approach you, but he can't escape the keen eyes of my lady...
The girl said and stretched out her two fingers and gestured in her eyes. It was so cute.
Xiaoting, where do you think about it? I think you have watched too many idol dramas. Don’t talk nonsense. Help me see what to wear?
Looking at the clothes in the cabinet, I didn't know which one is more suitable for me.
Oh, what is different from Shen Ruxue wearing when shopping? I think you can wear this outfit, and you can suppress her no matter how you wear it! Do you know why Hao Huixin, Qiu Shiyu and us are both roommates and are not willing to play with you? Just because you are so beautiful, a girl who is instantly scumbag when you stand, and the pressure is too great...! Although I don't want to admit Ah, I have to say that Chen Ruxue can compete with you a little, but she is also at a disadvantage, otherwise she wouldn't have to bear a tight face all day long
Yueting walked towards me with her body shaking, and the conversation opened again
Am I so scary? Then why aren't you afraid?
I smiled distractedly and asked casually
Hey, don't you know me yet? I don't care about these things. I'm so eager to be with the future dancer! My sister said... Forget it, don't mention her... By the way, there's something you may not want to listen to, but I still have to say Ah, you should actually find a boyfriend... Yueting's face suddenly became a little solemn
When I was thinking about what clothes to wear, I was stunned when I saw the girl's expression like this, and smiled with some confusion: What's wrong? Why is it suddenly so serious?
Lin Yu is actually pretty good, really... The girl stared at me and said
Unexpectedly, she would mention Teacher Lin. I hid in a little embarrassedly and whispered: Why did you mention him? I didn’t say that, we are not suitable...
Is it because of Chen Ruxue? Teacher Lin Yu obviously likes you, why is this woman so shameless... Yue Ting suddenly became excited
Tsk, Xiaoting, why do you say that to her? I raised my voice and interrupted the other person's words
I'm not talking nonsense! Do you know that someone is spreading your rumors in private now that you don't look for a boyfriend because you were kept by a rich boss. Those girls didn't know anything and followed them to make fun of it. Didn't they just think you were too beautiful and stole the limelight? I was so angry that I had arguing with several girls, but they talked lies with their eyes open, not knowing anything at all, and the more they spread, the more outrageous it became! I didn't want to tell you, but I was afraid you wouldn't be able to stand it, but now I still feel that I should tell you...
The girl's face was flushed and she said with tears in her eyes
What? I hopped my eyebrows and shouted in surprise
There is something like this!
Maintenance?!
How could there be such false rumors?
Who said it? I looked at the girl beside me, and my arms were a little numb
I don't know this, I think it's probably Chen Ruxue and others... Yue Ting curled her lips, looking disdainful.
You can't guess this kind of thing, it's easy to be wronged by others. Are there any other rumors? I tried hard to adjust my breathing, as if I calmed down my mind at this moment
I haven't heard of anything else...
The girl lowered her head and said with some concern: Xiaoqing, don't take what I said to you, don't...
I held the girl's hand, squeezed a smile out of the corner of my mouth, and said softly: It's okay, the cleanser will be clear, let them say go, I won't be affected, don't worry!
When I talk about "the pure one is clear", I felt a little guilty in my heart. When I think about the things I am facing at the moment, I can't help but feel worried.
But at this moment, when facing Yue Ting, she could not express these emotions. Otherwise, if she found something strange, she might think the rumors were true, and she would be crying without tears.
If you feel upset, you must tell me and I will share the burden with you!
Yue Ting held my hand tightly, and as she spoke, tears fell down. The girl lowered her head and didn't want me to see it: Why do you think those people are so bad? Why do you harm others? It's because they dance better than them and look better than them? This is not your fault! I really want to scold them one by one, and no one dares to say you...
Seeing the girl who was smiling on weekdays suddenly turned into such a very aggrieved look, my nose also felt sore, and I gently hugged the girl's sobbing shoulders. I held back and said in a very relaxed tone: Xiaoting, don't cry, don't cry Ah... Look, I didn't cry, it's not a big deal, I just felt a little sorry, I just wanted to be really kept, and I could still have money to buy delicious food for our Xiaoting, right?
puff!
The girl couldn't help laughing when she heard my indifferent words. Then she patted my back gently and said with a pout, "Whoever buys delicious food for this money, I just want you to be good! I know who you are, so don't use these words to make me happy, but I'm not so worried about you like this. I think you're right! They'll say whatever they want, anyway, our Xiaoqing is ten thousand times better than them, which makes them so angry!
The girl burst into tears and laughed. I slowly let go of my arms and looked at the girl in front of me with a smile. The haze in my heart just now gradually disappeared. It is really a blessing to have friends who care about me like this...
In contrast, what's the big deal for those who spread rumors?
There is no need to unhappy yourself and your friends for those irrelevant people, right?
I will live my own life well, and let the rest be it...
I picked up a light pink thin skirt from the cabinet, carried the hook of the clothes to spread them in front of the girl, and asked Yueting with a smile: What do you think about wearing this dress?
Good fairy Ah! This one looks good! Why didn't you look at you wearing it before? Alas, why are you so beautiful? I'm jealous when I look at it... Yueting clapped her hands, and her eyes that were red with tears had not yet dissipated, but she looked back to her previous liveliness
I'm shopping, so I'm wearing it looser. This was bought by my aunt when I got home last year. I've always kept it and never worn it... I took out a pink knitted shirt that matched it.
The girl took two steps back and sat on my chair, staring at me and looked at me: Xiaoqing, your aunt is so nice. You can always buy something for you. This dress cannot be controlled by one person. Girls with average appearance or insufficient height will make people feel particularly twisted. That is, the figure and appearance of your clothes can be worn, but it can better highlight your beauty.
Seeing the girl opening up here again, I laughed softly: You, what goddess Ah, you will be laughed at by others when you say it...
The girl sitting on the chair rubbed her butt forward, her chin on the back of the chair, and her expression seemed to be smiling: It’s not me who said that, the boys in our school were almost holding you to the sky, that is, you lived in simplicity all day long, or Lin Yu’s student. No one would tell you this, so you didn’t know anything. If it were you, I would have taken down Lin Yu long ago!
I pulled the corner of my clothes with both hands, took off my white T-shirt, revealing my black bra
Don't let it be for the old man, it's so bad that others hear it, as if I'm doing something with him... I reminded me a little annoyed
What's that! Teacher-student love is so romantic, that is, my teacher is a woman...
Otherwise?
Well, I guess I won’t like me, Xiaoqing, are your breasts bigger again?
Where is there...
Oh, it’s so big! Why are all good things yours? It’s so irritating, hum!
Then let me see if you are big?
I won’t show you if I go!
I'll take a look...
Hey, Xiaoqing, when did you learn bad things? Ah, don’t, hahaha, don’t scratch me!
It depends on whether you dare to speak nonsense in the future!
Don't dare, don't dare
……
The moment I walked out of the dormitory, I quietly breathed a sigh of relief Xiaoting was so lively, sometimes even made me feel a little noisy, and I don’t know why the personality gap between him and his sister is so big.
I made an appointment with Shen Ruxue to meet at 11 a.m. She said on WeChat that she would wait for me downstairs. In order to avoid being late, I usually arrive 10 minutes earlier, especially Chen Ruxue asked me. I don’t know why, but I was still a little nervous in my heart.
Today I wore the light pink floral long skirt I took out. The hem covered my calves and a pair of short pink sandals under my feet was quite comfortable.
Walking to the door of the first floor, I didn't see the other person, as expected
Since Liu Fengmei suddenly appeared at the door of the dormitory last time, every time I pass by here, my heartbeat will always accelerate inexplicably, just like that woman may jump out at any time, and a shadow is almost left in my heart.
Fortunately, she has never contacted me again in the past six months, and this unconscious association gradually faded.
I don’t know why the woman was so confident about how to deal with me, but for such a long time, there was no movement, which made me feel even more uneasy. Last week’s rainy night, there was a moment when the woman appeared in my mind. Is it a sign of a sign?
I hope this is my worry...
Although I think this is very unlikely, if she really forgot me, it would be a lucky thing
I held my skirt and sat slowly on the stairs at the door. One of them was stunned. Suddenly, two boys stood not far away and looked at me. One of them stared at my face, while the other was looking around a little at a loss, as if he was deliberately dodging something.
This situation is often encountered recently. I used to think they were waiting for their girlfriends, so I didn't care too much
After Yueting said that today, I realized this. Could it be that what Xiaoting said is true?
I glanced at the two boys in the distance, and my right hand holding my bag unconsciously blocked me. I didn't know what to do with such a situation, and I couldn't say that I walked to the other side and told them not to look at it. After all, they didn't say anything.
But it feels really uncomfortable to be stared at, and I have always disliked myself becoming the focus of everyone's attention, except on the stage
Is this the price of becoming famous?
Now I am just a little famous in school. What if I really succeed in the Shelley Tournament in the future?
On the stage, it is glorious but will not affect your personal life. How can such a good thing be like this...
Sooner or later, how can we go further
I didn't look in the direction of the two boys anymore, but turned my head and looked at the roadside, just pretending they didn't exist, it's no big deal.
And at this moment, I happened to see a red car coming. I didn't care. My eyes swept past and suddenly turned back. Through the windshield, I saw the girl
The car drove slowly, and a black sign on the front of the car said the word MINI. I also saw clearly the driver's appearance at this moment. It was her, Shen Ruxue...
Take a look at the time and it was exactly 11 o'clock
The car stopped at the door, and the woman walked out of the driver's seat, wearing a green long skirt, showing her tall figure, and she was wearing a pair of black open-toed high heels under her feet. Her snow-white feet were very charming, and her hair seemed to be dyed. The gorgeous earrings on her ears flashed in the sun, as if she was attending a grand ceremony.
I frowned gently, as if my outfit seemed too casual compared to it. I got up and walked up to the woman and smiled and said: Ruxue, you are so beautiful today...
The woman was a little surprised to see my outfit. She seemed very happy to hear my praise. She walked over while laughing and said: Lu Qing, your outfit is also pretty, and it is rare to see you dress like this.
The woman's tone seemed a little dull, and compared to the smile on her face, it seemed a little strange, but then the woman regained her enthusiasm, stretched out her arms and hugged me gently...
This is not the first time she has done this. Although I am still a little uncomfortable, I am still very happy. At least it means that she has unprepared her defense against me. No matter what perspective it looks like, it is a good thing for me.
Always have the same style, and I want to change some changes. Change the style and change the mood, right? I said with a smile
That's right, I always feel tired of the same appearance, unlike you... The woman muttered to herself, as if she was a little stunned
Senior sister? I'll remind you
The woman looked up at me, then smiled. The moment of loss just now was quietly taken by. I just smiled faintly, and didn't care. There was only a hint of hesitation in my heart. It seemed that the feelings that were revealed in the girl's eyes just now were a little complicated, even...
There was even a little pain...
Did I just said?
It seems that there is no...
The thoughts were fleeting. With a whisper of Shen Ruxue, she and I got into the car together.
Haven't had lunch yet? The woman looked straight ahead and asked me a question
not yet……
Anything you want to eat?
The car started and then started moving forward
All can be Ah, listen to you, I will answer softly
The first time I made an appointment with the other party to go shopping, I seemed to feel unspeakable strangeness. This is different from Mo Shilin. Sister Mo is the kind of person who makes people feel intimate when they first meet, but the girls beside her are obviously different. Her innate arrogance makes people feel alienated from being far away. I happen to be not the kind of person who likes to talk very much. At this moment, a very uncomfortable atmosphere is instantly created in the car.
I bit my lip and didn't say anything
Then I'll settle down... Chen Ruxue looked at me sideways, and the corners of her mouth curled up slightly
Good Ah! I nodded and responded with a smile
The car returned to peace again...
At this time, I looked carefully at the details inside the car. In front of me, there was a large circular dial with a large screen in the middle. The name of the song was displayed on the red background. At this moment, the three red knobs with red outer rings and five buttons that seemed to be able to be moved looked like buttons in the airplane cabin, which looked quite interesting...
At this moment, the car turned a corner and drove into the main road at the east gate of the school.
Our speed was not very fast. Some students walking in the middle of the road heard the sound of the car driving and avoided the sides, which caused a moment of gaze. A girl turned around and looked at us sitting in the car, covering her mouth suddenly, as if she was very excited, and kept saying something to the girls around her.
The boy on the right also turned his head and looked at me. I saw his growing mouth and then left my sight in an instant
I no longer looked out the window, but lowered my head, looked at the white back of my hands that were on my legs, and asked softly: Ruxue, I really didn't expect you to invite me to go shopping together...
The girl turned her head and looked at me, and suddenly smiled: Do you think I am a very stingy woman?
No..., I always think that my senior sister is a very generous person, I am very happy that you can invite me! I showed a sweet smile and gradually relaxed without realizing it.
The woman's lips curled up and said: I've been training with you for so long, how can we say we should be good friends?
Of course, we are good friends Ah... As soon as we got up to the point, although it was a bit beyond my expectations, I still answered the other party with ease.
When I passed the East Gate guardhouse, I took a look and suddenly remembered the boy who had handed me an umbrella. I have never seen this boy again since I gave him a box of chocolate last time to thank him. I guess he might have found a better job, or returned to his hometown due to the pressure of the city.
Turning back, I didn't think about this question that seemed to have nothing to do with me. The car drove into the main road and the speed gradually increased. The women around me seemed to have no intention of talking to me. I didn't like this atmosphere. Rather than being so silent, I would rather speak actively to break the deadlock.
Ruxue, these two days...
Lu Qing, I heard...
We actually spoke at the same time, stopped talking at the same time, looked at each other awkwardly, and I whispered: Senior sister, what have you heard of?
Since the other party had something to say, I went with the flow and asked casually
Nothing, it's all spreading rumors... The woman shook her head, wanted to speak but stopped, and was a little different from her personality
Since she doesn't want to say it, I won't ask about it again, but instead continued the conversation and asked with a smile: Is it because you don't come to participate in training recently?
If you practice too much, you will get tired of it. You will be able to experience it when you enter the third grade. In fact, in addition to dancing, there are many things you can pursue. You can’t waste your good years!
The woman answered casually, but I frowned and told me that this was not her true thought.
Teacher Lin Yu said that you have made great progress two days ago... As soon as I was halfway through my words, the car suddenly shook and I was shocked!
What he told you? The woman asked in a deep voice. It seemed that she had slipped her hand and caused the car to deviate from the original track.
I suddenly realized whether my question had touched the other party's sensitive nerves just now, and I was secretly upset in my heart, why did I mention that man?
Oh, he mentioned it to me before when you were on vacation... I pretended to be calm
Lin Yu, what else did he say?
I don't know why, but the girl next to me seemed to be very different from before whenever she heard about Lin Yu. I was slightly moved by the girl's obsession, and I couldn't understand why Lin Yu had never been able to accept her. From the perspective of a girl, I felt it was a bit difficult to understand.
That day he said that, and you also know him, there seems to be nothing worthy of his concern except dance... I explained softly
The car fell into silence again, and the girl thought about something
Lin Yu seemed very willing to tell you this... She suddenly asked softly
I would chat occasionally. Does my senior sister often go shopping? I don’t want to talk back and forth around Lin Yu’s topic, so I quickly changed my topic
The woman looked at me and did not show any dissatisfaction because of my stiff topic. Instead, she curled her lips and said: I used to always visit, but now I only occasionally go to my junior year. It seems that my desire to shop has decreased a lot. Anyway, there is no place for the clothes at home. Unless I like someone I particularly like, I will try it. Otherwise, I can't remember to go shopping. I see that you have a good taste in clothes. Do you like to buy clothes like me before?
Fortunately, I don’t have much shopping, many of them were bought by my aunt. She is very interested in dressing and has also created a public account. She is now a well-known online blogger in this regard... When it comes to my aunt, I seem to be very proud, just like she and her friends around me mentioned me.
The woman seemed to be interested: Oh? Is that right? You push me on her official account later, I like to read these things! I think your aunt is really good to you
Good Ah! She also studied dance major. Later, due to various reasons, she did not take the career path. Now she runs a dance school in our house and is still a dance teacher. She and her uncle have no children in recent years. So to a certain extent, my aunt treats me as her own child... Speaking of this, I suddenly paused
I guess she also regarded you as a continuation of his dance dream, right? Chen Ruxue took my words and asked.
Maybe, he had high expectations for me and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth
Don't you feel stressed? The woman asked
Sometimes there will be, but I always feel that this is a positive motivation and I don’t think there is anything…
I think you really like dancing! The girl suddenly said something like this.
Well, I really love dancing, senior sister, you should be the same, right? I asked softly
The woman was stunned and then smiled without saying a word...
The atmosphere gradually became warmer in the car, diluting the original distant feeling
After about ten minutes, the car turned into the underground parking lot. The woman seemed to be familiar with the terrain here. After going down to the second floor, she drove for a long time before parking in a parking space next to an elevator.
The girl led me into the elevator. On the first floor, a middle-aged couple and two young boys wearing trendy brands came up. The two boys were still laughing as soon as they entered the elevator. When their eyes swept over me and Shen Ruxue, they seemed to have been suddenly pressed. One of the strong men wearing a sleeveless T-shirt stared at my face unscrupulously, as if they could see the flowers...
Although the other person was not so arrogant, he did not hide the surprise in his eyes. His eyes looked back and forth on the faces of Senior Sister Shen Ruxue and me, and finally looked at my chest again.
I was disgusted with the other party's blatant eye attack, and lowered my head and refused to look at them. The girl next to me looked at me, and her face was not very good. She glanced at the strong man and then looked at the ground again.
Something that made me uncomfortable was that the man in the couple wearing black-framed glasses was also secretly looking at us. It seemed like he had been through a long time in just a few dozen seconds until he arrived at the top floor that Chen Ruxue had originally pressed, which was the sixth floor.
On the fifth floor, the man and woman walked out of the elevator. When the elevator door was about to close, the man did not forget to turn around and pretended to be nothing, and glanced at us.
What’s strange is that the two men were pressing on the third floor, but did not walk out of the elevator on the third floor, but followed us to the top floor...
The elevator door opened, and she and I walked out one after another. The temperature in the mall suddenly cooled. I was wearing a long skirt and felt the rare coolness in the thick summer. I was secretly glad that it was thicker than usual...
The girl on the side seemed to be feeling uncomfortable. The black slim high heels lit up the ground like her pride. This may be the unique style of Senior Sister Chen Ruxue
Get rid of the strange atmosphere in the elevator and feel more relaxed
We ignored the two boys who walked out with us in the elevator, and walked forward without even returning without even returning.
The woman led the way, and I followed closely behind. I could smell the faint perfume emitting from the other person. Before I knew it, I was a little fascinated.
Looking at her enchanting figure and skin that is almost as fair as me, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart what kind of beauty this is!
If I were a boy, I wouldn't help but want to embrace him in my arms and have a love affair...
However, the other person's expression is cold most of the time, which gives people a feeling of being unable to get close to him. Just imagine if you are a man, if you can't take the initiative to chat, you will be rolled in a dilemma, and you may be in a dilemma, right?
The first time I looked at another woman from this perspective, I felt very fresh and interesting in my heart. I suddenly remembered that poem. I was in this mountain, and I didn’t know where the clouds were deep. I often jumped out of my own mind and looked at myself from other people’s perspectives. I would most likely have a very special feeling...
Thinking of this, I can’t help but wonder what I would look like in the eyes of others?
I am also very curious whether it will make people as moved as I am about Shen Ruxue, or whether it is a woman who is not easy to get close to in the eyes of others.
Such strange thoughts kept coming out of my mind. When we came to our senses, we were already standing at the door of a restaurant. The two dark gray elephant sculptures in front of us were lifelike, with exquisite decorations on it setting off a strong exotic style. Looking up, there were three words written in yellow Chinese on it. Chaotai meaning, and below were slightly smaller foreign words, which seemed to be Thai.
The unique tune of the roaring sound of flutes and percussion instruments came from the door showing the unique flavor of Thai music. The corners of my mouth slightly raised, and various pictures of Thai dance appeared in my mind...
Sawadika, welcome two guests to Chaotaiyi!
……
We found a quiet position by the window and sat down. After Chen Ruxue ordered a few dishes, the waiter turned around and left.
Are you used to eating Thai food?
A woman asked with her hands folded on the table, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth
I have eaten it a few times occasionally, but I still like it very much. Do my senior sister often come? I reached out and pushed away my hair scattered around my ears and responded with a smile
We come here often, we all learn dance. We must strictly control our diet on weekdays. Thai food is relatively low in calories, which will not affect our body shape, and can satisfy our cravings. I think your figure is also good. I guess you are very harsh on yourself in terms of diet. If you are greedy, you can also try it... The woman looked at my eyes and said with a smile.
When I heard the other party’s suggestion, I whispered: Good Ah, senior sister’s recommendation should not be wrong!
Just personal taste, there is no way. Who told us to pay for our food to be figure! In comparison, your capital is very sufficient... As the woman spoke, she subconsciously swept across my towering chest with her eyes, and a complex look that was not easy to detect was flashed in her eyes.
Unexpectedly, she would say this, my face suddenly turned red, my elbows on the table closed slightly, I coughed lightly, and replied softly: Senior sister is joking... The food is coming!
Seeing the waiter coming with a tray, I hurriedly called out, feeling secretly happy, worried that I didn't know how to answer, so someone helped me to relieve the situation.
Even so, I felt a little displeasure
The woman opposite said today that she was treating me to dinner, but her words were filled with inexplicable sourness. I don’t know if she did this on purpose or because of her personality. Although she didn’t regret agreeing to her to come out today, she understood Yue Ting’s initial worries.
The woman opposite her eyes drooped, and I don’t know if she was dissatisfied with my repeated changes to the topic...
Tom yam soup, coconut milk tender chicken soup, please use it slowly
I ordered some of the bowl of juice containing milky white coconut shells. The handsome waiter brought two different hot soups to us, then took the tray and left again.
Can't get used to drinking Tom Yum? The woman picked up a spoon and drank a sip of the brightly colored soup and asked me this way
I nodded gently and said with a smile: I remember when I ate it the first time, I felt the taste was very strange. Maybe it was because of mint, so I never dared to try it again...
The woman's lips raised, and she seemed to snort, but she didn't get too entangled on this topic. She then took another sip of soup, and the raised orchid fingers were very conspicuous. Then she touched the corners of her lips with a white tablecloth, and the white cloth was immediately stained with a little red lipstick.
The competition is going to be again next week, I guess you are the first one this time... The woman did not look at me, but looked out the window, as if she was talking to herself
Senior sister, I...
Why are you nervous?
Before I could say halfway through, the woman interrupted me: I'm not saying that you're looking at strength in the game. I never seemed to beat you so many times. At first I was unwilling to give up, but now I'm also excited. I'm really not as good as you...
The woman shook her head slowly, and her expression seemed very helpless. She picked up the transparent glass with lemonade and took a sip, then looked at me, without saying anything else
Behind the girl were the two boys in the elevator!
Such a coincidence?
They are having dinner here too?
I frowned slightly when I saw one of the boys holding his cell phone facing us.
I sighed lightly, and I looked at the red nails painted on the woman's hand holding the cup, and said in a gentle tone: Senior sister, do you still remember what you said to me by the lotus pond that day? I think you and me should have the same attitude towards dance...
I saw through the glass that the palm of the other person's palm suddenly turned white, as if it was caused by sudden force, but there was no obvious change in expression on his face. He narrowed his eyes and said: Very good, I remember that day I said that I must win you by relying on my strength. It was me who underestimated you... Don't worry, I am not that kind of stingy person. No matter whether we are opponents or not, I always treat you as a friend!
When I heard the other person's sarcastic speech, I became more and more irritable, and I always felt something was wrong.
I barely smiled at the corner of my mouth, but I didn't say anything more
Pick up a spoon and put the soup in your mouth. The soup is sweet and soft. The rich coconut milk flavor and the fresh chicken flavor create a wonderful taste experience. Although it lacks a little joyful atmosphere, it can at least temporarily relieve your irritability.
Adele won't dance anymore...
The woman suddenly broke the brief silence of the previous words. I felt a stir in my heart and put the spoon back into the coconut shell.
Don't jump? I pretend not to know this
Well, it will be her curtain call in two months, don't you know? The woman raised her eyebrows, and seemed to have some doubts
What should I say?
Last time, Lin Yu said that this matter has not been made public yet. If I say I know, once she asks how to know, it will inevitably lead to Lin Yu, which will be very troublesome at that time...
If she didn't know, I think Lin Yu wouldn't have told her about this, even if she doubted it, she wouldn't be able to prove it.
Since I had thought about it, I looked up at the other person and whispered in a surprising tone: I have never heard of this, why?
The woman waited for a while before slowly saying: What she said is right, only my father and he know about this matter, so why...
The woman said halfway through the words, but suddenly stopped talking again
I didn't answer the conversation, turned to look out the window, and began to mutter in my heart what can end
It seemed that the woman opposite didn't plan to chat properly. The sarcastic spirit that could not be concealed in my words made me unable to stay patient, but reason was telling me not to be impulsive!
What a pity! Adele is my favorite dancer. No matter how you say it, you have to watch her final performance...
The woman said with emotion, but her eyes looked at me
I simply just raised my lips and then lowered my head to drink soup
I heard that the tickets were not available to the public at all, so my father felt sorry for me and asked me for a ticket.
The woman's tone was calm: By the way, I heard that Adele gave Lin Yu two tickets, and did the other ticket be given to you?
The soup I had just put in my mouth almost spit out. I swallowed it in panic, coughed several times, and my mind was spinning rapidly, and I didn't know how to respond for a while!
Why do this woman know this?
Is it because she asked me out today?!
It's really not concealed...
Is this woman crazy? Why is she still pestering her? I have already expressed my feelings to her last time. What else do you want me to do? Let me make a swearing in front of Lin Yu?
At this moment, I was already holding my breath and had nowhere to vent. In the other party's almost questioning tone, I no longer care about that. Instead, I raised my head gently, looked at the woman who was still arrogant in front of me, and slowly spoke coldly: It's Ah, he gave me the ticket, this is what my senior sister wants to ask!
The woman's face was pale in an instant, and her left hand, which was holding the cup tightly, began to tremble slightly
The atmosphere instantly dropped to freezing point...
I looked at the other party quietly, and didn't intend to explain anything. The innate competitive spirit was aroused by the other party, so I naturally didn't want to show weakness, and I felt a little nervous!
Thai roasted shrimp, mango fragrant rice, charcoal roast crab, please use it slowly!
At this moment, a young waiter came over, said the dishes in the tray in his hand, and placed them on our table. He glanced at me when he turned around.
I guessed he would give you... The woman murmured
Senior sister, it was because of Adele's final performance, otherwise I wouldn't have wanted it either. Although I knew clearly that the other party would not buy it, I still explained so softly.
Lu Qing, I don't care anymore...
Um?
Do you think I'm a ridiculous woman? She asked suddenly
I'm actually the same, I don't have the right to laugh at others... I answered with ease
I guess you must be wondering why I asked you to come out today, right? You may think that I have various purposes, but I just want to tell you that I am open-minded and some people and things do not belong to me, so don’t force them!
Senior sister, there is really nothing between Lin Yu and I...
Don't mention him anymore, it doesn't matter! Just be happy today...
After saying that, she actually picked up a roast shrimp on the table and placed it gently on my plate.
……
At dusk, the red clouds in the sky gather
At the south gate of the school, Chen Ruxue parked the car in the parking space on the side of the road. I took out a white paper bag from the trunk. The jeans I bought for Yueting, and the one she had been thinking about, should give her a surprise.
The reason why I didn't open to the school yard was because Chen Ruxue said before that she wanted to walk around the campus with me.
Perhaps because of the weekend, there were not many people on the campus road at this time. The two of us slowly walked along the roadside, attracting some passing students to look at each other. I don’t know if it was because of the so-called beauty rank in the school.
You can't tell, you are so brave! The two men who have been following us have been sent far away after you say a few words. Do you really tell them to call the police?
The snow that was walking beside me was still talking about this at this moment
Just scare, I think they don't look so bold... I held my backpack and paper bag in both hands, looked at the clouds in the sky, and replied with a smile
It's different from what I think of you... The woman said softly
I don't encounter this kind of thing often, so how can I tell what Ah? I shook my head gently and withdrew my gaze, not caring about it.
Those two people are indeed annoying. The first thing I will encounter is that I was scared! By the way, the clothes just now are quite suitable for you, why are you just buying them for your friends and not for yourself?
Shen Ruxue suddenly changed the subject
I have quite a lot of clothes. Today is the first time I wear it. If I buy it, I am afraid I can't put it in the dormitory! Yueting always buys things for me. I just saw this one she likes when I went shopping, so I had to buy it for her...
We walked around the girl all day long. Although we had a foundation, we were still a little tired and walked relatively slowly. At this moment, the temperature was not high or low, and the outdoor air was even more pleasant. The interest was still not diminished.
I remember that after I walked out of that Thai restaurant, I started shopping in the mall. Because of the girl's intimate words in the restaurant, my worries in my heart were reduced by half. So when I went shopping, I no longer felt uncomfortable as before. I followed the girl to look around and stroll around, and it became more and more warm.
Apart from those two difficult guys, even I never thought that Chen Ruxue really felt like he was not recognizing his relatives when he walked around!
Not only did I try clothes from one family, I came to try them out one set of clothes. After a while, I bought seven or eight clothes in a row, but it was not satisfied. Looking at the prices on those clothes, I couldn't help but feel a little painful. I was worthy of being a rich family. In the end, we carried several clothes one by one, which was quite eye-catching in the mall. At this moment, the clothes were all lying in the girl's car, and maybe they would wear them on her in a few days. No wonder she would change into different clothes every time she saw her.
I am ashamed of dressing, and I can't ask for the price of the style and be generous...
Mo Yueting? I have heard that she is said to be one of the few choreographers in your class, and even Teacher Su Liuqing looks at him differently. Even Manno is jealous of this all day long!
Chen Ruxue continued my words and talked about Yueting
I was very happy to hear that my good friend was praised and said with a smile: Yueting is indeed very insightful in choreography, and I am willing to give up the disadvantage. I also hope that he will study hard with Teacher Su and strive to achieve her achievements in the future.
Are you partnering? The woman suddenly asked
Yes, but it didn't take long for me to answer
No wonder in these two competitions, your dance arrangement is smoother and more wonderful than before. It turns out that there are experts to assist you in the back... Chen Ruxue said with a oh, and said with a teasing voice.
Haha, I'll learn your words from Yueting. She, I'll be happy all day!
After a day of contact, I gradually understood the personality of the woman opposite me, who was just a 20-year-old girl. It is indeed a bit too one-sided and unfair to regard her as a scheming woman.
As we were talking, we were almost walking to the door of the dormitory
Along the way, I could always see some students pointing in the direction where we were two of us, and some boys stopped and watched directly, which affected some interest. We did not agree and chose to turn a blind eye to this...
The weather is so good today! The girl beside her sighed: I hope we will take a walk like this next time together on the beach in Barcelona...
Barcelona's seaside?
For a moment I didn't react, and then I thought of what she mentioned in the restaurant during the day, and then I suddenly realized
It's about Adele's last performance...
When I think of this, the first thing I think of is not the joy of being able to see the dance idol with my own eyes, but the deep regret when I saw a legend in the dance world that would eventually withdraw from the stage!
I hope Adele can get his own happiness... I whispered softly
What did you say? The girl next to her seemed to have not heard it clearly and asked with a little confusion.
I just smiled, not repeating that sentence
It seems that that is also what I said to myself...
It was getting late, and the dormitory was right in front of me, and it was time to part
Senior sister, thank you for accompanying me today, next time I...
And at this moment, my words came to an abrupt end!
I stopped, and the girl beside me also stopped unexpectedly.
I looked at the figure that suddenly appeared in front of me, and it was like falling into an ice cellar in an instant, and my breathing seemed to stop at this moment!
Did I see it wrong?
It won't be her...
It won't be hers!
If Chen Ruxue hadn't been around me, I would have been unable to bear the fear in my heart and fled here...
However, as the short and fat figure got closer, I finally saw the person coming from the other side clearly, just like a whole basin of cold water instantly feeling above my head!
Oh, I haven't seen you for so long, I don't seem to know me anymore...
Seeing the girl sleeping so lazy, I stood beside her bed, a helpless smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, gently put the breakfast I had just bought on the table, quietly opened the window, and looked at the tender green lawn outside the dormitory and the students coming and going on the path, the breeze blew by, it was a little warm, blowing the hair in my ears. The hair that had just washed in the morning was still a little wet, emitting the fragrance that had not yet dissipated...
At this moment, I was wearing a white T-shirt and loose gray-black striped linen pants. I don’t know if the clothes were shrunk or something else. It seemed that the fabric on my chest was tighter than when I wore it last year. My chest was swollen and tall, making me feel a little tight. I lowered my head and looked at the peaks on my chest, and felt a little troubled in my heart. I sighed quietly.
My breasts seemed to be half a circle bigger. No wonder I didn’t seem to be as calm as before when I was training recently...
Why is it that when I reach 19 years old, my breasts still haven’t stopped developing? If this continues, wouldn’t I develop towards the D cup?
This is not good news for me who is determined to become a dancer, but so far I have not found a suitable method to prevent breast development, which is quite a headache.
Forget it, no matter how much you worry, you have to face what you should face sooner or later. At worst, wrapping the gauze on your chest a few more circles during training is a last resort.
The girl on the bed stretched at this time, and I turned to look at her, a little envious of the other person who could sleep until now on the weekend, and turned on the cell phone on the table.
Well, 10:13 points...
It's almost noon, and I don't know when she will sleep until?
However, I couldn't bear to disturb the girl's rest on the weekend, so I turned around and walked back to my bed, sat in my seat and gently picked up the makeup box beside me and started to dress up...
The girl reflected in the square mirror on the desktop has a calm expression as water, her extremely delicate facial features are not covered with makeup, and the small tear mole at the bottom of her right corner looks very playful and cute, but the girl's face is very pale and she seems a little haggard.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I thought about it and then withdrew my gaze.
It's been a week...
That rainy night was still like a dream with a little blurry memory. I had the closest relationship with the man I had only met twice, and it was my own initiative!
I told him my name, and now I think it's really impulsive. Doing so may put me in a very dangerous situation, but at that special moment, I didn't want to lie to him, after all, he helped me, and more than once
This seems different from the uncle. I know very well that I have not fallen in love with this man. Even if he has kindness to me, or even possessed my body, perhaps this can help me better recognize my feelings for the uncle. I finally understand that the so-called repaying kindness is just an excuse, and my heart is always in love with the man who is ruthless and unrighteous to me...
What a sad situation this is!
These days I am also working hard to adjust my mentality so that I don’t seem so ridiculous and childish. Although this is difficult, it is not impossible to do it. At least my training status has been getting better and better these days, and it seems that the bottleneck I have been facing has a faint feeling of being about to break through.
Since you can't get it, so what if you admit your failure?
After all, I am still young, and what I should do now is to get out of the shadow of being abandoned by that man as soon as possible...
Pick up the eyebrow pencil and gently hook it on the tip of the eyebrow, then put it in the dressing box
I am born with a straight eyebrows. My eyebrows are neither thick nor light, so I rarely use eyebrow pencils. I used them on a whim today, but they are very fresh. But I am afraid that the drawing will be too thick and it will not look natural. I will just make a few simple strokes.
oh……
Behind her, she was thrusting out of the girl's throat, and it sounded very comfortable at this moment.
I turned my head and looked at it. Yueting, who was originally sleeping with a quilt on the bed, was now raising her hands high above her head, stretching her waist hard. It seemed that it was too comfortable. The girl's left leg, which was lifted off the bed, was shaking obviously. The skin on the lower side of her thigh, which seemed a bit fat, kept shaking.
What time is it now? I was vaguely speaking from the other person's mouth, and the girl was rubbing her cheeks sleepily with her eyes rubbing her face.
It's almost half past ten... I glanced at the screensaver on my phone and said casually
Ah? It's all this, I thought it was past eight o'clock in the morning! The girl suddenly sat down, staring at me with a dull look, as if she hadn't woken up completely from her sleep
I giggled, moved my body, and turned to the girl facing the bed, with her elbows on the table, and I squinted my eyes and said, "It's still past eight o'clock? It's almost noon... Well, if you haven't woken up, you'll sleep for a while. I envy you for being able to sleep for so long, but I can't do it. I still wake up at 6:30 on the weekend, and I don't know what it feels like to sleep in. I don't know what it feels like to sleep in on the night.
No more sleep, no more sleep! The pain in our heads hurts, we are different, okay? You went to bed before ten o'clock in the evening, and I had to drag it until one or two o'clock, and I slept well last night... The girl gasped, covering her head with her right hand, as if she was still immersed in the state she had just woken up
There is no way, my aunt told me since she was a child that if you want to become a qualified dancer, you must... As soon as I said this, I heard the other party repeat the same words with me!
My aunt told me since she was a child that to become a qualified dancer, we must learn to be self-disciplined!
Ah! Xiaoting, you laughed at me! My face turned red, I pouted, and said a little annoyed
Hahaha, I guess this is what you are going to say! Your aunt is so awesome. She taught these good habits, right? Tsk, if my sister is as strict with me as your aunt... Then what kind of thing I have to be outstanding!
Yueting said with a big laugh, and got up and knelt on the bed and folded the quilt.
Yueting suddenly mentioned Mo Shilin, and my expression became dark, and then asked softly: Your sister, are you still that busy now?
Since I was invaded by Mo Shilin on my last birthday, I have never known how to deal with this woman. I have been sending text messages and calls several times without replying. Although I know this is not good, I am still a little angry when I think about the behavior of the woman that day.
But more than half a year has passed, and the shame and anger at the beginning have gradually faded away. Instead, I often feel that my behavior is a bit too much. Aside from the absurdity of that night, Sister Mo Shilin is actually very nice to me. And as her criminal police captain, for me at this moment, it is tantamount to a potential trump card, and it is also the biggest reliance I can keep calm. If it weren't for her sudden and strange behavior that day, maybe I had already had a showdown with the woman at this moment, and now...
I sighed quietly, feeling a little depressed
For some reason, it seems that Yueting has changed a little. She rarely mentioned her affairs in front of me. It is the first time she mentioned it actively like she was just now.
What did she say... The girl stopped the movement in her hand and suddenly fell into deep thought, as if she was thinking about how to answer me. After a moment, she still spoke: She is in a bad state, but in fact
My heart trembled and I immediately asked: Mo..., what's wrong with Sister Shi Lin?
Hi, it's nothing. Maybe it's my random thoughts. She's been very busy recently. She said she was investigating some Tiger Gang. You heard this broken name, and I think she definitely doesn't have much strength. Then she doesn't stay at home every day. My parents were worried. My mother told me to persuade my sister two days ago, but my sister's temperament is not good! Although she doesn't say it, I always feel that something is wrong with my sister. Since she has been with you last time... Well, it's been more than half a year. I always feel that she has something to do in her heart and is not very happy. I can't ask, Alas, it's annoying, so, you see, I haven't planned to go home this week. Anyway, my sister still has to work overtime, and it's boring to go back. It's better to spend time with our Xiaoqing in the dormitory!
While the girl was talking, she walked down the ladder from the upper bunk, and her red spotted underwear was particularly eye-catching.
Oh, this way... Xiaoting, did your sister..., have you mentioned the reason to you? I pursed my lips and said softly
No, she never tells me these things, there is breakfast! Did you buy it?
The girl's words were vague, and when she reached the ground, she suddenly changed the subject
Well, I'll wake up in the morning and see you haven't woken up, so I'll go out to buy some food for you. Eat quickly, I'm hungry... My head rested on my right hand, which was supported on the table. He didn't mind at all for the girl's cares about her, and said with a smile
The girl couldn't wait to open the plastic bag on the table and was scalded. She blew her fingers and smiled happily at me: You know me, buy me my favorite meat stuffing buns and tea eggs! So happy! Xiaoqing, didn't you eat either? Eat together, I can't eat so much...
The girl took out the hot millet porridge from the plastic bag and waved to me at the same time.
I shook my head and said: You eat it while it's hot. I've eaten it in the morning. I won't starve to death until this time...
Don't tell me that you are eating bread and cereals again. I don't know how you can eat that thing every day. It's so unpleasant! Yueting used a spoon to put a hot soup porridge in her soup, her tone was very puzzling
I spread my palms, looked at the eating look of the girl in front of me with great interest, and sighed: So are you happy? Eat whatever you want. Unlike me, you must pay great attention to your diet, otherwise if your belly comes out, how can you go on stage... Sometimes I want to eat a big meal without caring about it, but think about the consequences and just bear it...
It’s said that one minute on stage, ten years of hard work off stage. I think it’s true that you put it on you. I don’t know how you can be so cruel to yourself. I… Well, it’s so hot! It’s from Sister Liu’s bun shop. The soup is different, it’s so delicious! It’s much better than our cafeteria!
The girl was chewing the buns and breathing in her mouth, as if she was burned
Eat slowly, don't worry, Ah used to hear you like eating her buns, and there are no classes today, so I went to buy it for you. She has a lot of family members, and she actually queued up early in the morning... Seeing the girl eating, I was happy from the bottom of my heart. Without realizing it, this girl has become the closest person I am besides my parents, just like my own sister
I am so touched by Ah, I really love you! No, today I said I would buy you a nice-looking dress, let's go shopping later?!
After the girl finished speaking, she stuffed the bun into her mouth with her eyes shining and she was very excited.
It seems that it won't work today, someone asked me in advance... Seeing Yueting's look of anticipation, I said apologetically, then turned my head and picked up a lipstick pen from the dressing box.
Ah?!Who! Is it Lin Yu? I also need to apply lipstick. Is it a date? Wow, Xiaoqing, why didn’t you say it earlier?
Yueting seemed to have no disappointed expression as I imagined, but instead became energetic. She ran to my side in two steps in three steps, hugged my neck and screamed, and was very excited!
It's not Lin Yu... My tone is plain
Ah? Is it another boy? Xiaoqing, you are too unfavorable. You don’t tell me about such a big thing, and you still think that I am a good sister. I’m angry!
The girl said with a whisper, expressing her dissatisfaction
Chen Ruxue... What a boy! I was so anxious that she had to tell me whom I had asked today
What! She? No, right? Don’t she hate you the most? You can be the goddess Ah, who is the first in the school dance competition now and squeezes her off the throne of the No. 1 beauty! With her heart, she doesn’t hate you so much, how could she make an appointment with you?!
Yue Ting looked shocked, she loosened my neck and jumped in front of me!
I was startled and looked at the weird little girl in front of me. I was really angry and funny: Where did the number one beauty come from? I see that you are talking more and more unfairly now... You don't know Sister Ruxue. Although she looks a little cold, she is actually quite good. It's just that her father's requirements for her are too strict with her that she looks very rebellious. Sometimes I think she may not necessarily live happier than you and me...
As I spoke, I picked up the light pink lipstick I bought a few days ago and gently wiped it on my lips, adding a little vitality to my pale face.
The carefree and happy girl seemed to have disappeared like this, and I don’t know if her life will get better in the future...
Thinking about my naive thoughts a year ago, it seems really ridiculous now. I still hope to become a girl from a girl as soon as possible. But when I really lost my virginity, I found that it was completely different from the imagined situation. I finally knew how terrible it was to abandon the chastity of a woman like this. Although I don’t agree with the excessive virgin complex of many men, the painful first time I experienced still had a huge impact on me. The physical impact was second, and what was more difficult to accept was the psychology.From that moment on, the shadow of becoming unclean often appeared in my mind, and I, who was originally confident, gradually became less confident and even felt that I was not worthy of being happy. I knew this idea was ridiculous, but I just couldn't help thinking about it, so I couldn't face Lin Yu's feelings for me, and was also sad about the uncle's indifference to me. I even felt that when those gangsters were enjoying my body, I still felt a little calm in my heart, because I felt that I deserved it!
Is it like this that the so-called destruction of the three views...
The first time I used this color lipstick, it seems to suit me very well
Xiaoqing, I advise you not to be too kind. My sister told me that women's jealousy is terrible than any relationship. Some of the cases she handles are caused by women's jealousy, not just jokes! It's not me who talks about her, look at who they are around her, Wang Manno, Li Li, Liu Huihui... These are all people who can instigate things. A girl in the last session robbed Li Li's boyfriend and is still leaving her studies now! Can Chen Ruxue and their group be mixed up? You, everything is good, but you are overwhelmed with empathy and always want to be nice to others. So sooner or later...
Yueting said that she even slapped the table a few times. She rarely saw her indignant look. She really cared about me.
Putting down the lipstick pen in my hand, I turned to look at the anxious girl on the side, and showed a calm smile. I was grateful for her kind reminder. If she hadn't cared about me very much, why would she say this to me?
In my heart, I actually don’t think she is exaggerating. After all, I still remember what Chen Ruxue and others did to me in the bathroom. Sometimes, when I was taking a shower, I could still clearly recall the pain inside my breasts when Li Li squeezed them hard...
Maybe Chen Ruxue still has grudges against me, but I would rather naively believe that she is kind!
Maybe my idea is ridiculous and unrealistic, but I just want to think about it this way. The reason is very simple. I can't accept that the world is full of malice, and I really can't accept that...
Liu Fengmei, Li Desheng, and the person who came out of nowhere to commit murder on me. I don’t know why they were like this. Do you have no guilt or guilt?
I can't imagine such a world. I don't know how to survive in such an environment like myself, a naive person, in this way.
Just know how to protect yourself?
Or become like them?
I don't want to!
That's not me...
I remember that night Chen Ruxue was telling me about her thoughts by the lotus pond. At that moment, I realized that this world may not have the inherent malice, or maybe it was because she was too afraid of losing, so she became so sensitive and extreme. Such a person is pitiful, right?
Maybe my kindness will change her mind, what a good thing that would be Ah!
If I don’t take this step and take the initiative to accept my senior sister’s favor, maybe I can’t be her friend, maybe another person in this world who is my enemy will appear in this world
Although I was a little surprised why she suddenly had a whim to make an appointment with me on the weekend, when she called me, I still agreed to her without any hesitation. Just like she asked me for a walk that day, I really couldn't imagine what other reasons and motivation would she have to plot against me under the premise that I repeatedly expressed my remarks that I would not be with Lin Yu?
Xiaoting, thank you for reminding me... I sat on the chair, reached out and held the girl's fleshy palm, soft and warm. I looked at her slightly confused and worried eyes, raised the corners of her mouth and said softly: Look at you, what are you worried about? My senior sister just asked me to go shopping, and I didn't want to eat. I shouldn't be so sensitive, okay?
The girl pouted her lips, rubbed my palm hard, and muttered: Tsk, I won’t go when I ask you to go shopping, she will go when she asks you... I think you might as well join their group, don’t pay attention to me!
After saying that, the girl pulled her hand away from my palm, and when she turned around, she swung her braid, and she felt a stubbornness.
Oh! Why is my Xiao Tingting still angry? Could it be that she is jealous of Senior Sister Ruxue? Seeing the other person like this, I couldn't help laughing, and then stood up
I wasn't jealous! What's so great about that Chen Ruxue? Isn't it just a little background? It's worth my jealousy. Humph! If you want to go, go, I'll play by myself... The girl angrily put her on her chair, picked up the buns in the plastic bag on the table, stuffed them into her mouth, as if venting her depression in her heart.
I smiled and didn't say anything. Don't look at her as old as me, but her mood is like a child...
Look at Huixin and Shiyu, there is no sign in one weekend, and people with boyfriends are different... Yueting chewed the buns while asking me vaguely.
Haha, why, do you want to have a boyfriend? Did the boy I introduced to you last time still contact me later? I walked to the closet, opened the door, and looked for suitable clothes
And he said! The man had sneaked around you in the cafe for many times, but he thought I didn't see it! The girl seemed to be full and leaned against the back of the chair and said dissatisfiedly
I was struggling with what clothes to wear when I heard this and stopped my hand movements and said in surprise: How could it be! Qiu Yang is my junior high school classmate, I still know him very well, and he also agreed to come to see you...
Turning his head and looking at the girl who looked indifferent, I was a little puzzled
Xiaoqing Ah, Xiaoqing... The girl's head was shaking like a rattle: What should I say to you? Do you know that you are almost becoming the public enemy of girls in our school now! Yes, you only know how to train. Unlike me, I still attend parties every day, etc. I think there are few boys in our school... In this way, there are still boys waiting at the door of the dormitory downstairs to see you!
Ah?Aren't those boys waiting for their girlfriends? I frowned
What girlfriend Ah! They are all your fans..., and several of them asked me to ask about you, but I rejected them. Those little boys are far behind, so how can they be worthy of our Xiaoqing!
Yueting waved her hand, as if she was saying no thanks to me
I stood by the cabinet and shrugged my shoulders, saying helplessly: I don’t know these things, are I too insensitive? You are not lying to me, right?
Yes, why are you lying to you... I saw that the classmate you introduced me to me that day was not drunk. Did you two not contact each other after graduating from junior high school? Yueting suddenly asked this
Well, what's wrong?
He saw that he wanted to see you, so he used me as a cover. The girl was a little disdainful.
You are so attentive. Qiu Yang has always been the top student in our class. How could you have so much thought? I smiled and felt that Yueting was really unreasonable.
You don't understand this... He is a big man? This kind of science and engineering man is sulky! He can't see it on the surface, but he is actually very careful! When he sees that he is like that, he knows that he has a crush on you and does not dare to confess his love to you. He can only use me as an excuse to approach you, but he can't escape the keen eyes of my lady...
The girl said and stretched out her two fingers and gestured in her eyes. It was so cute.
Xiaoting, where do you think about it? I think you have watched too many idol dramas. Don’t talk nonsense. Help me see what to wear?
Looking at the clothes in the cabinet, I didn't know which one is more suitable for me.
Oh, what is different from Shen Ruxue wearing when shopping? I think you can wear this outfit, and you can suppress her no matter how you wear it! Do you know why Hao Huixin, Qiu Shiyu and us are both roommates and are not willing to play with you? Just because you are so beautiful, a girl who is instantly scumbag when you stand, and the pressure is too great...! Although I don't want to admit Ah, I have to say that Chen Ruxue can compete with you a little, but she is also at a disadvantage, otherwise she wouldn't have to bear a tight face all day long
Yueting walked towards me with her body shaking, and the conversation opened again
Am I so scary? Then why aren't you afraid?
I smiled distractedly and asked casually
Hey, don't you know me yet? I don't care about these things. I'm so eager to be with the future dancer! My sister said... Forget it, don't mention her... By the way, there's something you may not want to listen to, but I still have to say Ah, you should actually find a boyfriend... Yueting's face suddenly became a little solemn
When I was thinking about what clothes to wear, I was stunned when I saw the girl's expression like this, and smiled with some confusion: What's wrong? Why is it suddenly so serious?
Lin Yu is actually pretty good, really... The girl stared at me and said
Unexpectedly, she would mention Teacher Lin. I hid in a little embarrassedly and whispered: Why did you mention him? I didn’t say that, we are not suitable...
Is it because of Chen Ruxue? Teacher Lin Yu obviously likes you, why is this woman so shameless... Yue Ting suddenly became excited
Tsk, Xiaoting, why do you say that to her? I raised my voice and interrupted the other person's words
I'm not talking nonsense! Do you know that someone is spreading your rumors in private now that you don't look for a boyfriend because you were kept by a rich boss. Those girls didn't know anything and followed them to make fun of it. Didn't they just think you were too beautiful and stole the limelight? I was so angry that I had arguing with several girls, but they talked lies with their eyes open, not knowing anything at all, and the more they spread, the more outrageous it became! I didn't want to tell you, but I was afraid you wouldn't be able to stand it, but now I still feel that I should tell you...
The girl's face was flushed and she said with tears in her eyes
What? I hopped my eyebrows and shouted in surprise
There is something like this!
Maintenance?!
How could there be such false rumors?
Who said it? I looked at the girl beside me, and my arms were a little numb
I don't know this, I think it's probably Chen Ruxue and others... Yue Ting curled her lips, looking disdainful.
You can't guess this kind of thing, it's easy to be wronged by others. Are there any other rumors? I tried hard to adjust my breathing, as if I calmed down my mind at this moment
I haven't heard of anything else...
The girl lowered her head and said with some concern: Xiaoqing, don't take what I said to you, don't...
I held the girl's hand, squeezed a smile out of the corner of my mouth, and said softly: It's okay, the cleanser will be clear, let them say go, I won't be affected, don't worry!
When I talk about "the pure one is clear", I felt a little guilty in my heart. When I think about the things I am facing at the moment, I can't help but feel worried.
But at this moment, when facing Yue Ting, she could not express these emotions. Otherwise, if she found something strange, she might think the rumors were true, and she would be crying without tears.
If you feel upset, you must tell me and I will share the burden with you!
Yue Ting held my hand tightly, and as she spoke, tears fell down. The girl lowered her head and didn't want me to see it: Why do you think those people are so bad? Why do you harm others? It's because they dance better than them and look better than them? This is not your fault! I really want to scold them one by one, and no one dares to say you...
Seeing the girl who was smiling on weekdays suddenly turned into such a very aggrieved look, my nose also felt sore, and I gently hugged the girl's sobbing shoulders. I held back and said in a very relaxed tone: Xiaoting, don't cry, don't cry Ah... Look, I didn't cry, it's not a big deal, I just felt a little sorry, I just wanted to be really kept, and I could still have money to buy delicious food for our Xiaoting, right?
puff!
The girl couldn't help laughing when she heard my indifferent words. Then she patted my back gently and said with a pout, "Whoever buys delicious food for this money, I just want you to be good! I know who you are, so don't use these words to make me happy, but I'm not so worried about you like this. I think you're right! They'll say whatever they want, anyway, our Xiaoqing is ten thousand times better than them, which makes them so angry!
The girl burst into tears and laughed. I slowly let go of my arms and looked at the girl in front of me with a smile. The haze in my heart just now gradually disappeared. It is really a blessing to have friends who care about me like this...
In contrast, what's the big deal for those who spread rumors?
There is no need to unhappy yourself and your friends for those irrelevant people, right?
I will live my own life well, and let the rest be it...
I picked up a light pink thin skirt from the cabinet, carried the hook of the clothes to spread them in front of the girl, and asked Yueting with a smile: What do you think about wearing this dress?
Good fairy Ah! This one looks good! Why didn't you look at you wearing it before? Alas, why are you so beautiful? I'm jealous when I look at it... Yueting clapped her hands, and her eyes that were red with tears had not yet dissipated, but she looked back to her previous liveliness
I'm shopping, so I'm wearing it looser. This was bought by my aunt when I got home last year. I've always kept it and never worn it... I took out a pink knitted shirt that matched it.
The girl took two steps back and sat on my chair, staring at me and looked at me: Xiaoqing, your aunt is so nice. You can always buy something for you. This dress cannot be controlled by one person. Girls with average appearance or insufficient height will make people feel particularly twisted. That is, the figure and appearance of your clothes can be worn, but it can better highlight your beauty.
Seeing the girl opening up here again, I laughed softly: You, what goddess Ah, you will be laughed at by others when you say it...
The girl sitting on the chair rubbed her butt forward, her chin on the back of the chair, and her expression seemed to be smiling: It’s not me who said that, the boys in our school were almost holding you to the sky, that is, you lived in simplicity all day long, or Lin Yu’s student. No one would tell you this, so you didn’t know anything. If it were you, I would have taken down Lin Yu long ago!
I pulled the corner of my clothes with both hands, took off my white T-shirt, revealing my black bra
Don't let it be for the old man, it's so bad that others hear it, as if I'm doing something with him... I reminded me a little annoyed
What's that! Teacher-student love is so romantic, that is, my teacher is a woman...
Otherwise?
Well, I guess I won’t like me, Xiaoqing, are your breasts bigger again?
Where is there...
Oh, it’s so big! Why are all good things yours? It’s so irritating, hum!
Then let me see if you are big?
I won’t show you if I go!
I'll take a look...
Hey, Xiaoqing, when did you learn bad things? Ah, don’t, hahaha, don’t scratch me!
It depends on whether you dare to speak nonsense in the future!
Don't dare, don't dare
……
The moment I walked out of the dormitory, I quietly breathed a sigh of relief Xiaoting was so lively, sometimes even made me feel a little noisy, and I don’t know why the personality gap between him and his sister is so big.
I made an appointment with Shen Ruxue to meet at 11 a.m. She said on WeChat that she would wait for me downstairs. In order to avoid being late, I usually arrive 10 minutes earlier, especially Chen Ruxue asked me. I don’t know why, but I was still a little nervous in my heart.
Today I wore the light pink floral long skirt I took out. The hem covered my calves and a pair of short pink sandals under my feet was quite comfortable.
Walking to the door of the first floor, I didn't see the other person, as expected
Since Liu Fengmei suddenly appeared at the door of the dormitory last time, every time I pass by here, my heartbeat will always accelerate inexplicably, just like that woman may jump out at any time, and a shadow is almost left in my heart.
Fortunately, she has never contacted me again in the past six months, and this unconscious association gradually faded.
I don’t know why the woman was so confident about how to deal with me, but for such a long time, there was no movement, which made me feel even more uneasy. Last week’s rainy night, there was a moment when the woman appeared in my mind. Is it a sign of a sign?
I hope this is my worry...
Although I think this is very unlikely, if she really forgot me, it would be a lucky thing
I held my skirt and sat slowly on the stairs at the door. One of them was stunned. Suddenly, two boys stood not far away and looked at me. One of them stared at my face, while the other was looking around a little at a loss, as if he was deliberately dodging something.
This situation is often encountered recently. I used to think they were waiting for their girlfriends, so I didn't care too much
After Yueting said that today, I realized this. Could it be that what Xiaoting said is true?
I glanced at the two boys in the distance, and my right hand holding my bag unconsciously blocked me. I didn't know what to do with such a situation, and I couldn't say that I walked to the other side and told them not to look at it. After all, they didn't say anything.
But it feels really uncomfortable to be stared at, and I have always disliked myself becoming the focus of everyone's attention, except on the stage
Is this the price of becoming famous?
Now I am just a little famous in school. What if I really succeed in the Shelley Tournament in the future?
On the stage, it is glorious but will not affect your personal life. How can such a good thing be like this...
Sooner or later, how can we go further
I didn't look in the direction of the two boys anymore, but turned my head and looked at the roadside, just pretending they didn't exist, it's no big deal.
And at this moment, I happened to see a red car coming. I didn't care. My eyes swept past and suddenly turned back. Through the windshield, I saw the girl
The car drove slowly, and a black sign on the front of the car said the word MINI. I also saw clearly the driver's appearance at this moment. It was her, Shen Ruxue...
Take a look at the time and it was exactly 11 o'clock
The car stopped at the door, and the woman walked out of the driver's seat, wearing a green long skirt, showing her tall figure, and she was wearing a pair of black open-toed high heels under her feet. Her snow-white feet were very charming, and her hair seemed to be dyed. The gorgeous earrings on her ears flashed in the sun, as if she was attending a grand ceremony.
I frowned gently, as if my outfit seemed too casual compared to it. I got up and walked up to the woman and smiled and said: Ruxue, you are so beautiful today...
The woman was a little surprised to see my outfit. She seemed very happy to hear my praise. She walked over while laughing and said: Lu Qing, your outfit is also pretty, and it is rare to see you dress like this.
The woman's tone seemed a little dull, and compared to the smile on her face, it seemed a little strange, but then the woman regained her enthusiasm, stretched out her arms and hugged me gently...
This is not the first time she has done this. Although I am still a little uncomfortable, I am still very happy. At least it means that she has unprepared her defense against me. No matter what perspective it looks like, it is a good thing for me.
Always have the same style, and I want to change some changes. Change the style and change the mood, right? I said with a smile
That's right, I always feel tired of the same appearance, unlike you... The woman muttered to herself, as if she was a little stunned
Senior sister? I'll remind you
The woman looked up at me, then smiled. The moment of loss just now was quietly taken by. I just smiled faintly, and didn't care. There was only a hint of hesitation in my heart. It seemed that the feelings that were revealed in the girl's eyes just now were a little complicated, even...
There was even a little pain...
Did I just said?
It seems that there is no...
The thoughts were fleeting. With a whisper of Shen Ruxue, she and I got into the car together.
Haven't had lunch yet? The woman looked straight ahead and asked me a question
not yet……
Anything you want to eat?
The car started and then started moving forward
All can be Ah, listen to you, I will answer softly
The first time I made an appointment with the other party to go shopping, I seemed to feel unspeakable strangeness. This is different from Mo Shilin. Sister Mo is the kind of person who makes people feel intimate when they first meet, but the girls beside her are obviously different. Her innate arrogance makes people feel alienated from being far away. I happen to be not the kind of person who likes to talk very much. At this moment, a very uncomfortable atmosphere is instantly created in the car.
I bit my lip and didn't say anything
Then I'll settle down... Chen Ruxue looked at me sideways, and the corners of her mouth curled up slightly
Good Ah! I nodded and responded with a smile
The car returned to peace again...
At this time, I looked carefully at the details inside the car. In front of me, there was a large circular dial with a large screen in the middle. The name of the song was displayed on the red background. At this moment, the three red knobs with red outer rings and five buttons that seemed to be able to be moved looked like buttons in the airplane cabin, which looked quite interesting...
At this moment, the car turned a corner and drove into the main road at the east gate of the school.
Our speed was not very fast. Some students walking in the middle of the road heard the sound of the car driving and avoided the sides, which caused a moment of gaze. A girl turned around and looked at us sitting in the car, covering her mouth suddenly, as if she was very excited, and kept saying something to the girls around her.
The boy on the right also turned his head and looked at me. I saw his growing mouth and then left my sight in an instant
I no longer looked out the window, but lowered my head, looked at the white back of my hands that were on my legs, and asked softly: Ruxue, I really didn't expect you to invite me to go shopping together...
The girl turned her head and looked at me, and suddenly smiled: Do you think I am a very stingy woman?
No..., I always think that my senior sister is a very generous person, I am very happy that you can invite me! I showed a sweet smile and gradually relaxed without realizing it.
The woman's lips curled up and said: I've been training with you for so long, how can we say we should be good friends?
Of course, we are good friends Ah... As soon as we got up to the point, although it was a bit beyond my expectations, I still answered the other party with ease.
When I passed the East Gate guardhouse, I took a look and suddenly remembered the boy who had handed me an umbrella. I have never seen this boy again since I gave him a box of chocolate last time to thank him. I guess he might have found a better job, or returned to his hometown due to the pressure of the city.
Turning back, I didn't think about this question that seemed to have nothing to do with me. The car drove into the main road and the speed gradually increased. The women around me seemed to have no intention of talking to me. I didn't like this atmosphere. Rather than being so silent, I would rather speak actively to break the deadlock.
Ruxue, these two days...
Lu Qing, I heard...
We actually spoke at the same time, stopped talking at the same time, looked at each other awkwardly, and I whispered: Senior sister, what have you heard of?
Since the other party had something to say, I went with the flow and asked casually
Nothing, it's all spreading rumors... The woman shook her head, wanted to speak but stopped, and was a little different from her personality
Since she doesn't want to say it, I won't ask about it again, but instead continued the conversation and asked with a smile: Is it because you don't come to participate in training recently?
If you practice too much, you will get tired of it. You will be able to experience it when you enter the third grade. In fact, in addition to dancing, there are many things you can pursue. You can’t waste your good years!
The woman answered casually, but I frowned and told me that this was not her true thought.
Teacher Lin Yu said that you have made great progress two days ago... As soon as I was halfway through my words, the car suddenly shook and I was shocked!
What he told you? The woman asked in a deep voice. It seemed that she had slipped her hand and caused the car to deviate from the original track.
I suddenly realized whether my question had touched the other party's sensitive nerves just now, and I was secretly upset in my heart, why did I mention that man?
Oh, he mentioned it to me before when you were on vacation... I pretended to be calm
Lin Yu, what else did he say?
I don't know why, but the girl next to me seemed to be very different from before whenever she heard about Lin Yu. I was slightly moved by the girl's obsession, and I couldn't understand why Lin Yu had never been able to accept her. From the perspective of a girl, I felt it was a bit difficult to understand.
That day he said that, and you also know him, there seems to be nothing worthy of his concern except dance... I explained softly
The car fell into silence again, and the girl thought about something
Lin Yu seemed very willing to tell you this... She suddenly asked softly
I would chat occasionally. Does my senior sister often go shopping? I don’t want to talk back and forth around Lin Yu’s topic, so I quickly changed my topic
The woman looked at me and did not show any dissatisfaction because of my stiff topic. Instead, she curled her lips and said: I used to always visit, but now I only occasionally go to my junior year. It seems that my desire to shop has decreased a lot. Anyway, there is no place for the clothes at home. Unless I like someone I particularly like, I will try it. Otherwise, I can't remember to go shopping. I see that you have a good taste in clothes. Do you like to buy clothes like me before?
Fortunately, I don’t have much shopping, many of them were bought by my aunt. She is very interested in dressing and has also created a public account. She is now a well-known online blogger in this regard... When it comes to my aunt, I seem to be very proud, just like she and her friends around me mentioned me.
The woman seemed to be interested: Oh? Is that right? You push me on her official account later, I like to read these things! I think your aunt is really good to you
Good Ah! She also studied dance major. Later, due to various reasons, she did not take the career path. Now she runs a dance school in our house and is still a dance teacher. She and her uncle have no children in recent years. So to a certain extent, my aunt treats me as her own child... Speaking of this, I suddenly paused
I guess she also regarded you as a continuation of his dance dream, right? Chen Ruxue took my words and asked.
Maybe, he had high expectations for me and a smile appeared on the corner of my mouth
Don't you feel stressed? The woman asked
Sometimes there will be, but I always feel that this is a positive motivation and I don’t think there is anything…
I think you really like dancing! The girl suddenly said something like this.
Well, I really love dancing, senior sister, you should be the same, right? I asked softly
The woman was stunned and then smiled without saying a word...
The atmosphere gradually became warmer in the car, diluting the original distant feeling
After about ten minutes, the car turned into the underground parking lot. The woman seemed to be familiar with the terrain here. After going down to the second floor, she drove for a long time before parking in a parking space next to an elevator.
The girl led me into the elevator. On the first floor, a middle-aged couple and two young boys wearing trendy brands came up. The two boys were still laughing as soon as they entered the elevator. When their eyes swept over me and Shen Ruxue, they seemed to have been suddenly pressed. One of the strong men wearing a sleeveless T-shirt stared at my face unscrupulously, as if they could see the flowers...
Although the other person was not so arrogant, he did not hide the surprise in his eyes. His eyes looked back and forth on the faces of Senior Sister Shen Ruxue and me, and finally looked at my chest again.
I was disgusted with the other party's blatant eye attack, and lowered my head and refused to look at them. The girl next to me looked at me, and her face was not very good. She glanced at the strong man and then looked at the ground again.
Something that made me uncomfortable was that the man in the couple wearing black-framed glasses was also secretly looking at us. It seemed like he had been through a long time in just a few dozen seconds until he arrived at the top floor that Chen Ruxue had originally pressed, which was the sixth floor.
On the fifth floor, the man and woman walked out of the elevator. When the elevator door was about to close, the man did not forget to turn around and pretended to be nothing, and glanced at us.
What’s strange is that the two men were pressing on the third floor, but did not walk out of the elevator on the third floor, but followed us to the top floor...
The elevator door opened, and she and I walked out one after another. The temperature in the mall suddenly cooled. I was wearing a long skirt and felt the rare coolness in the thick summer. I was secretly glad that it was thicker than usual...
The girl on the side seemed to be feeling uncomfortable. The black slim high heels lit up the ground like her pride. This may be the unique style of Senior Sister Chen Ruxue
Get rid of the strange atmosphere in the elevator and feel more relaxed
We ignored the two boys who walked out with us in the elevator, and walked forward without even returning without even returning.
The woman led the way, and I followed closely behind. I could smell the faint perfume emitting from the other person. Before I knew it, I was a little fascinated.
Looking at her enchanting figure and skin that is almost as fair as me, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart what kind of beauty this is!
If I were a boy, I wouldn't help but want to embrace him in my arms and have a love affair...
However, the other person's expression is cold most of the time, which gives people a feeling of being unable to get close to him. Just imagine if you are a man, if you can't take the initiative to chat, you will be rolled in a dilemma, and you may be in a dilemma, right?
The first time I looked at another woman from this perspective, I felt very fresh and interesting in my heart. I suddenly remembered that poem. I was in this mountain, and I didn’t know where the clouds were deep. I often jumped out of my own mind and looked at myself from other people’s perspectives. I would most likely have a very special feeling...
Thinking of this, I can’t help but wonder what I would look like in the eyes of others?
I am also very curious whether it will make people as moved as I am about Shen Ruxue, or whether it is a woman who is not easy to get close to in the eyes of others.
Such strange thoughts kept coming out of my mind. When we came to our senses, we were already standing at the door of a restaurant. The two dark gray elephant sculptures in front of us were lifelike, with exquisite decorations on it setting off a strong exotic style. Looking up, there were three words written in yellow Chinese on it. Chaotai meaning, and below were slightly smaller foreign words, which seemed to be Thai.
The unique tune of the roaring sound of flutes and percussion instruments came from the door showing the unique flavor of Thai music. The corners of my mouth slightly raised, and various pictures of Thai dance appeared in my mind...
Sawadika, welcome two guests to Chaotaiyi!
……
We found a quiet position by the window and sat down. After Chen Ruxue ordered a few dishes, the waiter turned around and left.
Are you used to eating Thai food?
A woman asked with her hands folded on the table, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth
I have eaten it a few times occasionally, but I still like it very much. Do my senior sister often come? I reached out and pushed away my hair scattered around my ears and responded with a smile
We come here often, we all learn dance. We must strictly control our diet on weekdays. Thai food is relatively low in calories, which will not affect our body shape, and can satisfy our cravings. I think your figure is also good. I guess you are very harsh on yourself in terms of diet. If you are greedy, you can also try it... The woman looked at my eyes and said with a smile.
When I heard the other party’s suggestion, I whispered: Good Ah, senior sister’s recommendation should not be wrong!
Just personal taste, there is no way. Who told us to pay for our food to be figure! In comparison, your capital is very sufficient... As the woman spoke, she subconsciously swept across my towering chest with her eyes, and a complex look that was not easy to detect was flashed in her eyes.
Unexpectedly, she would say this, my face suddenly turned red, my elbows on the table closed slightly, I coughed lightly, and replied softly: Senior sister is joking... The food is coming!
Seeing the waiter coming with a tray, I hurriedly called out, feeling secretly happy, worried that I didn't know how to answer, so someone helped me to relieve the situation.
Even so, I felt a little displeasure
The woman opposite said today that she was treating me to dinner, but her words were filled with inexplicable sourness. I don’t know if she did this on purpose or because of her personality. Although she didn’t regret agreeing to her to come out today, she understood Yue Ting’s initial worries.
The woman opposite her eyes drooped, and I don’t know if she was dissatisfied with my repeated changes to the topic...
Tom yam soup, coconut milk tender chicken soup, please use it slowly
I ordered some of the bowl of juice containing milky white coconut shells. The handsome waiter brought two different hot soups to us, then took the tray and left again.
Can't get used to drinking Tom Yum? The woman picked up a spoon and drank a sip of the brightly colored soup and asked me this way
I nodded gently and said with a smile: I remember when I ate it the first time, I felt the taste was very strange. Maybe it was because of mint, so I never dared to try it again...
The woman's lips raised, and she seemed to snort, but she didn't get too entangled on this topic. She then took another sip of soup, and the raised orchid fingers were very conspicuous. Then she touched the corners of her lips with a white tablecloth, and the white cloth was immediately stained with a little red lipstick.
The competition is going to be again next week, I guess you are the first one this time... The woman did not look at me, but looked out the window, as if she was talking to herself
Senior sister, I...
Why are you nervous?
Before I could say halfway through, the woman interrupted me: I'm not saying that you're looking at strength in the game. I never seemed to beat you so many times. At first I was unwilling to give up, but now I'm also excited. I'm really not as good as you...
The woman shook her head slowly, and her expression seemed very helpless. She picked up the transparent glass with lemonade and took a sip, then looked at me, without saying anything else
Behind the girl were the two boys in the elevator!
Such a coincidence?
They are having dinner here too?
I frowned slightly when I saw one of the boys holding his cell phone facing us.
I sighed lightly, and I looked at the red nails painted on the woman's hand holding the cup, and said in a gentle tone: Senior sister, do you still remember what you said to me by the lotus pond that day? I think you and me should have the same attitude towards dance...
I saw through the glass that the palm of the other person's palm suddenly turned white, as if it was caused by sudden force, but there was no obvious change in expression on his face. He narrowed his eyes and said: Very good, I remember that day I said that I must win you by relying on my strength. It was me who underestimated you... Don't worry, I am not that kind of stingy person. No matter whether we are opponents or not, I always treat you as a friend!
When I heard the other person's sarcastic speech, I became more and more irritable, and I always felt something was wrong.
I barely smiled at the corner of my mouth, but I didn't say anything more
Pick up a spoon and put the soup in your mouth. The soup is sweet and soft. The rich coconut milk flavor and the fresh chicken flavor create a wonderful taste experience. Although it lacks a little joyful atmosphere, it can at least temporarily relieve your irritability.
Adele won't dance anymore...
The woman suddenly broke the brief silence of the previous words. I felt a stir in my heart and put the spoon back into the coconut shell.
Don't jump? I pretend not to know this
Well, it will be her curtain call in two months, don't you know? The woman raised her eyebrows, and seemed to have some doubts
What should I say?
Last time, Lin Yu said that this matter has not been made public yet. If I say I know, once she asks how to know, it will inevitably lead to Lin Yu, which will be very troublesome at that time...
If she didn't know, I think Lin Yu wouldn't have told her about this, even if she doubted it, she wouldn't be able to prove it.
Since I had thought about it, I looked up at the other person and whispered in a surprising tone: I have never heard of this, why?
The woman waited for a while before slowly saying: What she said is right, only my father and he know about this matter, so why...
The woman said halfway through the words, but suddenly stopped talking again
I didn't answer the conversation, turned to look out the window, and began to mutter in my heart what can end
It seemed that the woman opposite didn't plan to chat properly. The sarcastic spirit that could not be concealed in my words made me unable to stay patient, but reason was telling me not to be impulsive!
What a pity! Adele is my favorite dancer. No matter how you say it, you have to watch her final performance...
The woman said with emotion, but her eyes looked at me
I simply just raised my lips and then lowered my head to drink soup
I heard that the tickets were not available to the public at all, so my father felt sorry for me and asked me for a ticket.
The woman's tone was calm: By the way, I heard that Adele gave Lin Yu two tickets, and did the other ticket be given to you?
The soup I had just put in my mouth almost spit out. I swallowed it in panic, coughed several times, and my mind was spinning rapidly, and I didn't know how to respond for a while!
Why do this woman know this?
Is it because she asked me out today?!
It's really not concealed...
Is this woman crazy? Why is she still pestering her? I have already expressed my feelings to her last time. What else do you want me to do? Let me make a swearing in front of Lin Yu?
At this moment, I was already holding my breath and had nowhere to vent. In the other party's almost questioning tone, I no longer care about that. Instead, I raised my head gently, looked at the woman who was still arrogant in front of me, and slowly spoke coldly: It's Ah, he gave me the ticket, this is what my senior sister wants to ask!
The woman's face was pale in an instant, and her left hand, which was holding the cup tightly, began to tremble slightly
The atmosphere instantly dropped to freezing point...
I looked at the other party quietly, and didn't intend to explain anything. The innate competitive spirit was aroused by the other party, so I naturally didn't want to show weakness, and I felt a little nervous!
Thai roasted shrimp, mango fragrant rice, charcoal roast crab, please use it slowly!
At this moment, a young waiter came over, said the dishes in the tray in his hand, and placed them on our table. He glanced at me when he turned around.
I guessed he would give you... The woman murmured
Senior sister, it was because of Adele's final performance, otherwise I wouldn't have wanted it either. Although I knew clearly that the other party would not buy it, I still explained so softly.
Lu Qing, I don't care anymore...
Um?
Do you think I'm a ridiculous woman? She asked suddenly
I'm actually the same, I don't have the right to laugh at others... I answered with ease
I guess you must be wondering why I asked you to come out today, right? You may think that I have various purposes, but I just want to tell you that I am open-minded and some people and things do not belong to me, so don’t force them!
Senior sister, there is really nothing between Lin Yu and I...
Don't mention him anymore, it doesn't matter! Just be happy today...
After saying that, she actually picked up a roast shrimp on the table and placed it gently on my plate.
……
At dusk, the red clouds in the sky gather
At the south gate of the school, Chen Ruxue parked the car in the parking space on the side of the road. I took out a white paper bag from the trunk. The jeans I bought for Yueting, and the one she had been thinking about, should give her a surprise.
The reason why I didn't open to the school yard was because Chen Ruxue said before that she wanted to walk around the campus with me.
Perhaps because of the weekend, there were not many people on the campus road at this time. The two of us slowly walked along the roadside, attracting some passing students to look at each other. I don’t know if it was because of the so-called beauty rank in the school.
You can't tell, you are so brave! The two men who have been following us have been sent far away after you say a few words. Do you really tell them to call the police?
The snow that was walking beside me was still talking about this at this moment
Just scare, I think they don't look so bold... I held my backpack and paper bag in both hands, looked at the clouds in the sky, and replied with a smile
It's different from what I think of you... The woman said softly
I don't encounter this kind of thing often, so how can I tell what Ah? I shook my head gently and withdrew my gaze, not caring about it.
Those two people are indeed annoying. The first thing I will encounter is that I was scared! By the way, the clothes just now are quite suitable for you, why are you just buying them for your friends and not for yourself?
Shen Ruxue suddenly changed the subject
I have quite a lot of clothes. Today is the first time I wear it. If I buy it, I am afraid I can't put it in the dormitory! Yueting always buys things for me. I just saw this one she likes when I went shopping, so I had to buy it for her...
We walked around the girl all day long. Although we had a foundation, we were still a little tired and walked relatively slowly. At this moment, the temperature was not high or low, and the outdoor air was even more pleasant. The interest was still not diminished.
I remember that after I walked out of that Thai restaurant, I started shopping in the mall. Because of the girl's intimate words in the restaurant, my worries in my heart were reduced by half. So when I went shopping, I no longer felt uncomfortable as before. I followed the girl to look around and stroll around, and it became more and more warm.
Apart from those two difficult guys, even I never thought that Chen Ruxue really felt like he was not recognizing his relatives when he walked around!
Not only did I try clothes from one family, I came to try them out one set of clothes. After a while, I bought seven or eight clothes in a row, but it was not satisfied. Looking at the prices on those clothes, I couldn't help but feel a little painful. I was worthy of being a rich family. In the end, we carried several clothes one by one, which was quite eye-catching in the mall. At this moment, the clothes were all lying in the girl's car, and maybe they would wear them on her in a few days. No wonder she would change into different clothes every time she saw her.
I am ashamed of dressing, and I can't ask for the price of the style and be generous...
Mo Yueting? I have heard that she is said to be one of the few choreographers in your class, and even Teacher Su Liuqing looks at him differently. Even Manno is jealous of this all day long!
Chen Ruxue continued my words and talked about Yueting
I was very happy to hear that my good friend was praised and said with a smile: Yueting is indeed very insightful in choreography, and I am willing to give up the disadvantage. I also hope that he will study hard with Teacher Su and strive to achieve her achievements in the future.
Are you partnering? The woman suddenly asked
Yes, but it didn't take long for me to answer
No wonder in these two competitions, your dance arrangement is smoother and more wonderful than before. It turns out that there are experts to assist you in the back... Chen Ruxue said with a oh, and said with a teasing voice.
Haha, I'll learn your words from Yueting. She, I'll be happy all day!
After a day of contact, I gradually understood the personality of the woman opposite me, who was just a 20-year-old girl. It is indeed a bit too one-sided and unfair to regard her as a scheming woman.
As we were talking, we were almost walking to the door of the dormitory
Along the way, I could always see some students pointing in the direction where we were two of us, and some boys stopped and watched directly, which affected some interest. We did not agree and chose to turn a blind eye to this...
The weather is so good today! The girl beside her sighed: I hope we will take a walk like this next time together on the beach in Barcelona...
Barcelona's seaside?
For a moment I didn't react, and then I thought of what she mentioned in the restaurant during the day, and then I suddenly realized
It's about Adele's last performance...
When I think of this, the first thing I think of is not the joy of being able to see the dance idol with my own eyes, but the deep regret when I saw a legend in the dance world that would eventually withdraw from the stage!
I hope Adele can get his own happiness... I whispered softly
What did you say? The girl next to her seemed to have not heard it clearly and asked with a little confusion.
I just smiled, not repeating that sentence
It seems that that is also what I said to myself...
It was getting late, and the dormitory was right in front of me, and it was time to part
Senior sister, thank you for accompanying me today, next time I...
And at this moment, my words came to an abrupt end!
I stopped, and the girl beside me also stopped unexpectedly.
I looked at the figure that suddenly appeared in front of me, and it was like falling into an ice cellar in an instant, and my breathing seemed to stop at this moment!
Did I see it wrong?
It won't be her...
It won't be hers!
If Chen Ruxue hadn't been around me, I would have been unable to bear the fear in my heart and fled here...
However, as the short and fat figure got closer, I finally saw the person coming from the other side clearly, just like a whole basin of cold water instantly feeling above my head!
Oh, I haven't seen you for so long, I don't seem to know me anymore...